Saturday, June 5, 2021

Some poetry dedicated to the terrorist celebrities who have not stopped assaulting me using these covert terror gangs and weapons for a decade (or longer, I believe it is longer even than a decade).

 Because so many of my concepts written on Facebook have been stolen or adapted (or literally stolen verbatim) and I have not been able to use my keyboard or think clearly for more than a few very tediously pounded out paragraphs per attempt to write, which also includes the necessity of having to backspace to correct what hackers are blocking as I type, and then having to go back and rewrite what hackers delete/alter and change in addition to the countless commas and periods that are also deleted after I publish.


I want to end my endless years of diatribes that have gotten me almost nowhere except for an increasing throng of celebrities assaulting me. I just got a German one nearly two weeks ago and he has jumped fully into not only the group but also in love with the woman who is more like his real wifey sort of partner than I ever want to be or could be. I do not consider myself corrupt in that regard to the level that they are and the pair of them are like lustful demons giggling as they use covert technology, fully protected by the US Government, to assault me and get their "rocks" off by doing so, fully enhanced hormonally by violence and the endless awards and promotions meted out to anyone who participates in this hate crime and this system. I just want to stop writing as they are now threatening my only form of financial security which is as stable as the land within the earthquake zones of the city of Fallen Whore Angels.

The more and longer I write about anyone who assaults me the more promotions they obtain. the more I try to reach out for help the more politicians join in to quash my attempts to gain justice of protection as they continue to allow this system to flourish, but somehow want to investigate why Americans are forming death squads and want concerted coups against any form of Democratic government. The very weapons that are being utilized and more importantly, the basis of this uniform claim that they are entitled to doing so and that they are somehow "protecting" their culture has been fully enhanced by the very politicians who are now listed as targets for further insurrections and hangings unless they fully embrace (as they really do by continuing to sponsor and allow to propagate these technologies and gang stalking terrorist systems).

In the hopes that the violence will not be as life-threatening and that this current threat to my life in the form of a tiny Texas Town's Social Security office sending me a letter which is a threat to me--I must wait for my mailing service to open it to see how much of a life threat this is. I am continuously under assault and my home is a stinking toxic dump that this group has forced upon me. My body is corroded with hard poisons that I have spent ten years under non-stop torture by these actors so they can deprive me of money to afford health care or food I need to heal or peace to do so (the most important aspect of my healing they are destroying nightly and daily-causing more illness and life-threat physically).

I want to say intrinsically and forever that I am THROUGH with writing about this and that my concepts and hopes for a career are shattered and gone. I can't write my concepts without torture and violence and whatever I do write is inevitably stolen by one of these hateful demonic performers and entertainers or the next. Never with a single penny of payment no thanks and only hate and derision and violence as their payment to me--destroying my life in other words and they all completely relish in it, and of course are paid in huge sums by the politicians and their "dark money" cronies who create all this hate systematic hierarchy of entitlement, monarchistic fascism and totalitarian autocratic technocracy of genocidal proportions.

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That they are the whores and I am not--the house of the Rising Sun is the rising phallus that they endless force upon me by hater whore-mongering bigots who are on the prowl to vent their woman-hate upon minorities or anyone they can after they get divorced and can't sustain a love relationship after the orgy is done.

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There is a place in Californication
Where fallen angels pose as sex hot burning pyres of fallen love
fallen idols and idolatry are the remnants of that town
and all one can do is look at the fodder output and claim
it is a town dedicated to a sinister clown

It's been the ruin of many an aspiring wanna be
if you want to succeed you must love to drink from the polluted dead Sea
while you laugh and say it's like spiked Ice Tea

They feed off hate and violence in their after parties celebrating
the casting couch
for which they get an ample sum in their polluted pouch
and desire only to inflict upon anything innocent huge ouch

As they slither to and fro with their hips stuck out like any street ho
you will know
that like blow, this is blowing in the wind of destruction
the angles are fallen the hype is sold out
with your delusions of grandeur you just worship a mass of lout.

I'm polluted from the whores of whorewood and it's a stinking revelation
Like any whorehouse of devastation
there is no ultimate elevation or consolation

do not enter into it's gates
unless you want to live amongst the worlds most celebrated hate.
May the wrath of angry Goddesses be their burning pyre Fate.
 
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 The House of the Rising Sun--THE DOORS
 

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The second song that came to mind (I thought of it last night, actually, after I had turned off the computer and was laying in bed) was this song: I am not the whore here but they are. Don't let me be misunderstood for having loving and kind emotions associated with sex while whores are raping me and I respond like a decent and loving human being as they insult and abuse and poison and try to murder me because they are addicted to rape and violence and not to love and compassion or anything resembling their superficial appearances.
 
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Because I respond with love to abusers while I am drugged up, traumatized and under duress is no blot on my character
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What I performed, for the performing monkeys
was done out of mind control hate
it was my fate but not the ultimate hate to which I must succumb

do not judge me by my natural love reaction
to the hate that technocracy has brought without protection.

It's like having sex with a virus-ridden set of whores
with no condoms but done electronically so there are no obvious STD SORES.
The rest is a bunch of sexually-inundated bores doing their titillation whore chores of cleaning up the filth they have amassed
from the masses of their messes that nothing can scour clean.
do not judge me for reacting with the love that nature and love can bestow
sucked out by incubus and succubus not really Wow-bow-wow.

This is a song I loved as a teen and played on the little record player in my brother's room. 
 
It's come to mind, not because I watched a movie with this song included in the soundtrack for any film or director.
 
DON'T LET ME BE MISUNDERSTOOD--Santa Esmerelda
 

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The third and final song of this entry, that I posted on this blog only because I put a copyright logo on the blog itself in hopes of protecting my written word from more theft and intellectual property theft which appears to be absolutely ignored and they all know that right now I have no way of litigating any claim of theft whatsoever. At this moment they are threatening my sole source of sustenance by this letter from a Social Security Administration office deep in the redneck Nazi country of Texas where no special functions for the administration are conducted. They are threatening me with a review of my disability which I wrote of earlier in my post--I was poisoned and am still poisoned. The poison gave me scoliosis which doctors claim was due to some unrecognized ailment. The poison was never made known to me by a single human being all my life as everyone around me knew and participated and assaulted me in one form or another in this disgusting carnival of hate that has surrounded me all my life. I then was denied health care and subsequently put in deadly accidents--over and over--with nightly attacks as I could not function or feel anything as my vertebrae was then crushed by people. I would go to bed sore from the accidents and wake up with serious spinal injuries that were done by people as I slept and was unconscious and unresponsive. Then denied health care to the point that I have had to leave the United States twice in my life to save my life from the deadly attacks and many more I have not detailed above. Despite all my heroic efforts, for the past decade as I fought to heal this same group which is now gloating from years of feeding energetically off having someone to abuse by the press of a button only to discard them and go off sexually pumped up afterwards while being promoted to their dream career goals--for a decade non-stop and it's still not being stopped despite my ten years of writing on social media begging essentially for help non-stop.

I have been fighting with this German man who has been telling me he really likes the woman who has been feeding off torturing, dismembering and maiming and putting scars and blemishes all over my body in addition to many other physical attacks--fully pumped with energy out of it, gloating in near ecstatic joy as one man after the next--all bigots, Nazis and haters who abuse and insult me while she watches on with huge smiles and they all tell me they adore her and that I am nothing as the dismemberment and violence continues. I just opened my You Tube page and her face was featured next to the German man (in one video posted/hacked next to the other). 

There is a "trick" that these actors are using of affecting emotions and also using subliminals while I watch or see images of them or their movies. This is being done or will be furthered for the enhancement of these people by using these multi-pronged subliminal techniques of mass mind persuasion and control and programming. The theme she put out is about how "hot" she is. I really disagree and I could go on how rotten I find people like this but I've gone on and on and on and only been threatened, raped, robbed and now my life is under peril by this letter from this administration--as obviously they can demand that I return to the US for a check-up which should not be the case as my condition is listed as "chronic" and "permanent" and there are X-rays to back this up and my body has been so damaged by people crushing my vertebrae and body while I have slept in an unconscious state--while raping me too no doubt--and I'm through. I want someone to get to the point where I must not beg for help any longer on these media posts as while I begin to write they also use mind control and the hate pours out and they torture me more, and then because they are obtaining promotions for obtaining reactions they never stop trying to provoke me with endless more attacks and hate and rape and violence for which I must beg for help-it is met ,this begging for help, with a temporary reduction and then it resumes. OVER ONE DECADE OF THIS GOING ON AND ON.

I thus submit what I want to be my last post. I am in very grave threat of my life right now due to financial threat of cutting off the less than subpoverty amount of money I am forced to have to live off. The status they forced me into is another long story of disenfranchisement that has been orchestrated completely by this hate organization which is so intimately connected to the leaders of "The Free World", many of whom I have listed in these years of these attacks and they remain at the forefront of public attention as if their posturing is real and the latest attempt at insurrection must be some kind of fluke completely unrelated to them or their policies and black operations for which no one will admit to but everyone appears to participate in. 

 

I do not find evil people "hot" I do not find abusers "hot" I do not find rapists "hot" and I wish the situation was stopped so I would not have to write any more pathos-drugged up ranting hate posts which are fodder for these people to steal ideas from and then torture me afterwards for as rationale for more torture for which they endlessly are turned on and sexually gratified by-which I do not think of them as being "hot" for or anything but cold skank regurgitated in endless cycles of repetition that I have witnessed all my life they are nothing original or interesting or beautiful or sexy I just want them off of me. I truly hope this will be stopped. But for now, I dedicate this to what is not hot but like rotten congealed snot pouring off old cocaine whores who really are a bunch of putrid bores.

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 I'm through with you

screw shrew and your sleazy and rotten nasty crew *that means you too*
your real persona looks like
scum the color of blue goo

rotten and filthy, plastic-coated on the outside
this includes the transsexual biintegrated monocultural homophobe bigots in your crew
I'M THROUGH with you
SCREW SHREW (P.U.) that means you.
 
 

blackbear - hot girl bummer [big budget music video]




blackbear - hot girl bummer [Low Budget Video]

 


 

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.