Monday, June 14, 2021

A reverse regurgitation.

 

Lydia Lunch & Rowland S. Howard ~ Black Juju



A REVERSE REGURGITATION***ALL OF MY LURID POSTS TODAY--THE SEXUALLY BASED ONES BEGINNING WITH LYDIA LUNCH'S *FUCK* VIDEO ARE NOT NOT NOT ANY ASPECT OF MY SEXUALITY BUT AN EXPOSE OF THE BASE AND SICK SEXUALITY OF THE TELEPORTING CULTURAL HEROES THAT YOU ALL LOVE AND DEFEND AND PROTECT while they try to force their filth and hate upon me as if that is me and not them. I am merely putting out videos that honest women have put out when being "sexy" according to the dictates of rapist bigots was NOT the enforced-through-violence absolute code, codified by a slew of sleazy pop stars and celebrity symbols who represent nothing but what I posted since the video *FUCK* BY LYDIA LUNCH TODAY. I am merely making a statement about THEM and not ME. That is the general rule of thumb for all my videos that appear lurid or sarcastic, which I am not inherently like but releasing the sleazy greasy filth that is continuously dumped on me by people of that same substance who appear clean and jovial and shiny and plastic-coated romantic for the media and the press, adored and protected and the need for them to turn that fake smile into a hideous grimace of rape and hate upon me is something, apparently, society needs in order to continue to put fake fantasies upon pedestals.

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Kill Your Sons - Lydia Lunch



Set your little boys free from suckling their entire lives
Hey mommies-your little boys are vicious rapists
what have you done to make them that way?
What haven't you done?
What have you done?

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Lydia Lunch Retrovirus - Burning Skulls



It's just another f**ed up trip with f-0ed up pop singers but when it comes to expressing something that goes pop explosion in your head
Very few can match Lydia Lunch--

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The Accüsed - Have You Never Been Mellow




I met one of the band in Seattle just before leaving for Germany back in '91. I sold him the rest of my Humbolt County joy ride before crossing the great divide between San Francisco and Germany. I look at photos from that time and I only rememjber that the dude I hung with for a little while had reddish hair and I can't identify which one it was at this point. He drove me around Seattle as we smoked that last precious bag I had which I have not had the pleasure of repeating as I have not been in the Humbolt County line of acquisition since that time. Oh whst a glorious ending that was to my time of living San Francisco (traveled to Seattle to take the flight was actually on my way to moving to Seattle instead I rerouted to Germany).

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The Accused- Psychomania



THIS IS GREAT GREAT MUSIC NOT MUSICK !!! Back in the "grunge" days of Seattle back in '91. Clubs I went to in San Francisco at the time had band after band that was similar and I hung with some of them in The Mission District (mostly all gang stalker basturds but still okay to hang with for a short time and good Humbolt I purchased as well). Oh well, the good old days gone now the hard driving rhythm pounding grinding and the mosh pit seem taken over by replicas. I am cynical I have been out of the loop for so long due to poisoning perhaps I am wrong and there is a fragment left of that energy. But if you listen to the raw energy here you will know that this is not the same now as it was back then (how I miss what I almost took for granted). At least it cheers me up a bit compared to the s*** I see on my endless media streams of the ennui that has been forced upon the global consciousness as being the only "art" available and all the underground appears to have vanished.

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I believe (it was a hazy, Humbolt County last smoke day so memory is hazy) but it was I think the dude on the far left who I met for that one day who drove me around as I smoked my last Humbolt dream bag and now I somehow regret not having stayed in Seattle but that's Life....(I had to go to Germany and change my life entirely for many weird reasons). I recognized his photo in the band album cover during that general time period but I can't find that poster online and I think he's very changed even in this photo from when I met him. Maybe he would remember it.) Not saying this guy was or is "my type" but he was a cool person to meet and talk to even if he was part of this insidious dearth of gang stalker terrorists. He was not as horrible as the more well-mannered "gentlemen" of our media circus sensational desensitizing romanticizing.

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In a third world country the divide between the slaves of the plantation a/are clearly delinieated but in crap united states the rancid lying of the blacks and jews about how they are fighting racism and their "progressive" stance is a true KGB deception which has been instructed to them by shit like KGB-rancid ugly trash-nigger arnold and his ugly di/The hate that the hate of Whorewood ordered to hate and attack me: 2 floors down, where every single day they bring in construction workers to drill with electric saws into wood and steel---every day, except when white nazis are on their paid Nazi-gestapo home-invasion stalking attack-for-free rent mode---every day this room is pounding and drilling bringing wood and steal like it's a construction site---no amount of complaining for all 7 years has done anything to stop it the management says nothing the landlord yells that there is nothing going on. My phone is so hacked I can't record, take picture it is hacked remotely so it's impossible to use any function other than the phone part--all phones this happens to I am excluded from all modern technology thusly.//They put fungus into some condensced milk that was in a plastic storage in my refrigerator---about last week I opened it, it stank. There was another plastic container in the fridge but just not as visible as the tainted one, which I poured the condensed milk into on the same day. That was fine. Obviously by deduction one was poisoned the other not (this has happened innumerable times for years and years, my food if left open and especially when I leave my room on the odd occasion (but they use mechanical arms to open food while I am sleeping and they poison food that way as well). //The ugly, rancid and evil stinking filth of that ugly thug you all revere out of california by way of nazi austria, a foul and dirty rapist slime who is glamorized for his nazi smug pompous demeanor which I never admired for a second. Yet he has so many blacks rushing to get nazi approbation and approval that he and the other german(s) and austrians are continuously bringing in black and brown people to abuse me viciously as they sit back smirking. This foul ugly sinister filth bucket of a lack of manhood, a true parasite "bottom feeder" which represents the ugly hate racist bigotry of both victims loving their abuser in it's most hideous manifestation of obvious racism--the most savvy commentators on race in their rancid podcasts rush to viciously abuse me in front of this lummox of hate and stupidity and ugliness and stinking filth--which he orders his nasty minions to spray all over my clothing room bedsheets into my body--for years and years. The creeple in the room 2 floors which they have construction blaring sawing drilling all day from 11 am until at least 4 p m, every day when the sleazy ugly bigots come on their hate and death vacations to destroy steal rob break and make broken and stinking everything in my room--under orders of their white nazi filth out of whroewood who are operating with full permission from the nasty incompetence of the defunct government. I had nowere to pour this stinking fungus condensed milk out without it clogging pipes and thusly I poured it onto the ground from my patio---3 floors above ground level. A female began shouting something I said "sorry" and stopped. the next day another rancid item I discovered in my fridge--one item--small--I threw into the bushes instantly this woman began shouting with rage from her patio. The next day I poured out the daily grease that is poured into my beautiful yellow sulfur lamp so it has been whittled down to a tiny greasy sort of phallic shape instead of a beautiful and glistening yellow stone---every day they pour using mechanical arms about 3 tbsp of grease on the top of the easily crushed sulfur and it coagulates at the bottom of a dish I have to keep this on otherwise it's grease all over the sprayed black stinking area of yet another part of my room that is sprayed with black stinking filth which is very hard to wipe off--it's all permanently staininng so I must fight and scrub--with the poisoning they forced into my spine it's impossible for me to clean almost any of it becausea mostly I am cleaning every day filthy stinking sprayed clothing which they spray so often I must throw the clothing away the stench becomes permanent. I threw the greasy liquid, 2 tbsp or 3 at most---off the patio arm's length away from the ledge---and it was a little trickle of clear liquid set against a grey sky--really impossible to detect and could be identified as a trickle of water after rain coming down. Yelling screaming and slamming of doors ensued from this hate crap who is the ugly stinking filth of trash arnold negger this filthy sick putridity that has forced it's ugly nazi hate upon me to the applause of senators and trump who came to make sure that he was abusing me to death so that rancid filth family could continue to rape plunder all they can out of me and put that stupid and ugly filth dirty crap into lead position in whorewood--so the white trash trump family can continue to get everything out of the euro-hateland nazi cartel which put that crap in power to help put THEM in power over the stupid and complicit United States. The most fervent of followers appears to be the blacks and jews and latinos but of course white nazi trash america bigot inc has put that rancid filth into power and keeps him as some mascot of nazi overtake of the country just because they can't stand to see people "like me" have any power, money or success and beauty--they must destroy everything I am and my body and face and hair and etc every day they are mutilating and abusing me to destroy my appearance.///Today, at 1 a.m. the sky completely black no moon but pitch black. After days of more agonizing pain from the process of removing the hard poison pulling my spine in every single direction except the normal direction due to filth like ugly rancid shitnigger that ugly foul dirty stupid ape fuck---he's so disgusting it's unbelievable to me that Americans have gotten to such a stupid and low point to put a filth ape like that in power in any sense of the word but considering the empty and sleazy sick meaninglessness of the rancid crap I have been continuously exposed to out of congress--the progressives lying and hateful nazi rancid even the jews of that group---and the maga and the nazis and then the dirty and I believe really not great not capable "actors" of that rancid filthy machine of mind programming into Nazism which America has embraced. If you think journalism has been severely attacked, critical thinking in terms of these shit crap movies has been killed much longer ago but no one understands they just stare agape at these ape movies and believe in the posturing bullshitt of these crap "actors". ///Thusly, I was very sick, always that ugly fick filth arnold crap machine and his conglomeration of incompetent stupidity rushes to abuse me at my most sick and exhausted--and the poison is murderous poison he put in my body and his intention of killing me in that way has been thwarted so when I am shitting out this poison he lifts me up (in teleportation) while I am on the toilet grasping my abdomen in agony he lifts me up so I am in two states at once--he begins to punch my abdomen and sides while I am helpless on the toilet grasping in pain my body from the horrific poisons he and that group of stinking shit all ordered put in my body by hateful and sleazy stupid crap like the shit in the rooms beneath mine---but I poured this clear liquid out of the balcony edge making sure my arm was fully extended so the liquid only fell on the grass below---3 tablespoons at most. I went to sleep after having shat out more horrid poisons that shit like trashnigger arnold had put in my body---he's not the only one by any means---but it has formed an impregnable hard shell into my spine but each lesion is in a criss-cross fashion into my vertebrae pulling in all directions and NOTHING gets it out. I am in starving mode. As usual, I got up and my body instructed me to drink some warm liquid which I did and that brought outt the poison. But while playing a game during this process (it takes a while for the liquid to course through my body) this ugly lout of a hulking stupid ugly monster of shit began "insulting" me for not playing the game fast enough--I also like to enjoy the visuals. In my endless exhausted and sick state, the strength to try to "ignore" someone hissing hate into my inner ear directly into my brain becomes somewhat impossible and these filth shit ape losers of humanity make sure they drug me DRUGGING ME so my boundaries for self-control are rendered, essentially mute. Hissing at this ugly dirty filth to "shut up ugly stupid filth ape" because he's such a rancid ugly stupid fuck stealing my ideas as the black podcasters do and the white nazi podcasters do (all "progressives" they call t hemselves) but, I had to go back to sleep. One hour later the ugly trash yelling female creep began shouting on her balcony something and slamming her patio door as violently as possible--ostensibly because I poured clear liquid from my patio--3 tablespoons worth, onto the ground. Even in daylight it would be almost impossible to see or detect. That is the amount of surveillance but the abuse this ugly filth trash heap of rancid muscular ugly filth stupid ape and you all love him for his nazi violence. They are still asking me for ideas and then stealing them, this ugly stupid filth creep who has latched onto this contract because his shit career was on the decline as were all who join in--or the wanna be rich and famous rushing to get in proving how violently nazi they are--the blacks the jews---all under his stupidity but he is offering nazi pipeline gold money derived out of the holocaust to these sleazy stupid sick fuckers. In a third world country the divide between the slaves of the plantation are clearly delinieated but in crap united states the rancid lying of the blacks and jews about how they are fighting racism and their "progressive" stance is a true KGB deception which has been instructed to them by shit like KGB-rancid ugly trash-nigger arnold and his ugly dirty group of euro-filthland shit.

**hackers have forced me to rewrite, fight to republish as they delete most of sentences  have completely copied correctly--upon reopening t...