Monday, June 28, 2021

"Labeling her as Mad." (The Madwoman in the Attic). More on silencing: I am confronted with a classical musician of the male-dominated tradition out of Europ-a-land and his demand that I submit to being silenced so the Nazi/Mafia cartel terrorist organization along with the blonde, fascist Nazi women and their "Minority minions" who also cheer all of this on so they can play their seemingly "powerful and strong" minion roles and sleazy pornographic symbolism for all their media output go along--along with all the other suppressed and fully obedient slaves being programmed into the Old World fascist former genocidal regime and it's politics, and the arts and classical music I learned from having played classical violin and being fully attacked by Germans (in Illinois) taught me to avoid this entire genre or it's leaders. Now I am confronted with one more planning to take-over America and the minions of American Nazi and Mafia affiliation fully bringing yet another destroyer in to take over and control and abuse and rape and steal and Colonize. Threats abound in all directions as he scoffs and glares and demands while teleporting me and with the terror groups I am stuck once more writing to this empty page to the full audience of blank and silent silencers. I could not have written it more precisely (the quotation below) than a Wikipedia and 19th Century slave of domineering Europ-a fascist pre-Nazi culture. Ak those photos of Jewish women who held Master's and PhD qualifications in Nazi death parades marched through the streets naked and shivering as the filthy and brutal Europigapes (who I must deal with here in Phuket, stupid, brutal, sleazy and foul but with all the money they stole from people they slaughtered and the absolute compliance of most of the world including Whorewood, USA they have formed the further expansion of Nazi culture into SE Asia and into America as I see when I am teleported what stupid slaves have been put into power by fascist Nazi/Mafia cartel terrorists). Oh how the Europigapes during and preceding and after the Holocaust hated the intellectual Jewish women and their high academic performances and power and intelligence--all those "good mothers" of the Nazi men who served and obeyed and did their household chores and never got out of line--now the threat aimed at me these fascist Nazi women--part of this fascist Nazi terror mafia organization who want to become executives in their own right but must have their sleazy and hateful pornographic men rape and oppress me as they steal ideas I have studied and conceived of as their posturing #MeToo! blanket mind control programming to put themselves as the leaders of every alternative movement and control of media industry as far as their fascist Nazi/Mafia/fascist/sexist rapist male partners will allow and allot for them to play as underlings to them.

FANNY MENDELSSOHN OPUS 11.




What most beauteous music and I have never heard of Fanny Mendelssohn and only searching for classical female composures because of this German classical violinist who is demanding that I be silent and do what he says to every single iota of his demanding fascist oppression to destroy my spirit and soul while the bigot fascist American Whorewood slaves and fully indoctrinated mind-controlled puppets try their best to emulate fascist Nazi mentality. Like a pack of hyenas but really more with pig-ape personalities. 

I thus sought this morning to discover female composures and it is very hard to find as I do not know of any names. It is so rare that females from any century have been put into any classical hall of antiquity where applause is given to the composures who were silenced, forced through a system of murder, imprisonment, stifled patriarchy and motherhood of such an oppressive nature that "hysterics" were not just a demarcation of women going into ranting phases of rage due to the suppression but women became mentally ill and confined sometimes into attics and other mental institutions due to the imprisonment that Europigape fascist woman-hating culture forced them into. This is now being threatened upon me with every kind of societal force (poverty, threat of murder, poisoning and rape and that is not a threat it's been an ongoing situation due to this technology with full societal consent).

With the bigot women laughing and giggling and watching on and giving hints as to how to penetrate and destroy as much as possible of me to their rapist men. The slave "minorities" watch on and don't even blink they are so brainwashed they can't feel much of any kind of fight any longer.

I now dedicate this to the women who have been silenced and I must fight and fight and fight alone alone and alone to not be forced into this horrendous predicament that is looming over me like this very large German man who is going to be handed endless promotions for using so much violence and threat upon me that I must "submit" and it's just a microcosm of the forces in Europ-a-land that have dominated for centuries (with genocide as being the end result).

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FANNY MENDELSSOHN--WIKIPEDIA


"Gender and class limitations[edit]

Abraham Mendelssohn Bartholdy, as drawn by Fanny's husband Wilhelm Hensel

The music historian Richard Taruskin suggests that "[t]he life of Fanny Mendelssohn Hensel is compelling proof that women's failure to "compete" with men on the compositional playing-field has been the result of social prejudice and patriarchical mores (which in the nineteenth century granted only men the right to make the decisions in bourgeois households)."[17] Such attitudes were shared by Mendelssohn's father, who was tolerant, rather than supportive, of her activities as a composer. In 1820, he wrote to her, "Music will perhaps become his [i.e. Felix's] profession, while for you it can and must be only an ornament".[18] Although Felix was privately broadly supportive of her as a composer and a performer, he was cautious (professedly for family reasons) of her publishing her works under her own name. He wrote:

From my knowledge of Fanny I should say that she has neither inclination nor vocation for authorship. She is too much all that a woman ought to be for this. She regulates her house, and neither thinks of the public nor of the musical world, nor even of music at all, until her first duties are fulfilled. Publishing would only disturb her in these, and I cannot say that I approve of it.[19]"


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Sigmund Freud: his views on sexuality were so threatening to the emerging fascist Nazism of Europe that of course he and his concepts were put on death lists by Nazis when the final takedown of culture began. My experience of living in Germany exhibited to me absolute Freudian sexualized familial relationships and immature Europigapes who never develop past a few of the Freudian oral or anal stages for their entire lives. Violent and stuck in corrugated pathways of domination and submission, they adhered to the usurper "friend/foe" of Freud in the take-over of Carl Jung whose philosophies have completely obscured the more relevant of Freud's especially in German culture and in American culture as well, for which many a feminist has fought for decades and died and been killed for centuries or millennia . People cannot grasp concepts of Jews unless it is sanctified by the Church and cult of Nazi approval (or my personal, very skewed and at this moment hyperbolic ranting mind control/drugged theory of their Nazi/Jew relationship of stealing and taking over any movement, the Nazis are into that so heavily at least from my personal experience of being around them endlessly all my life and attacked endlessly all my life and my concepts stolen my fight to have a career turned into near-death accidents and near-death poisoning and then near-death abuse while fighting to heal and I am just writing all of this from my very personal experience and this very emotional rant at this moment). Take it as an extemporaneous rant, but it is based in a very sordid reality.


Freud analyzed "hysterical" women, a pariah class of women who could not adapt to being forced into domesticated slavery, sexual annihilation, and drudgery for which some cracked eventually.

Labeled "hysteria" and thus, my years of being teleported (no evidence, all crimes promoted the perpetrators exalted in their careers and handed millions of dollars in business deals and awards and praise from the skank women who want to see women like me maimed, scarred up, broken down, raped, beaten slowly to death and emotionally and sexually castrated poisoned drugged and etc etc--in effect, your Nazi blonde women in Whorewood and their husbands (i.e. the Pitt gang which is now overflowing with all races, creeds and colors of participants).


The basis of power, the endless oral fixation of power (fellatio) and it's supposed humiliating subservience---which is supposed to imply the weak and powerless sucker as opposed to the dominating powerful rapist or "top" over the "bottom"

yes yes, no one can really associate Freudian infantile regressions with these characteristics of rape and power that are being forced upon me in this situation. The people involved all cling to their mommies and daddies in ways that break their own spirits and force them into lifelong emotional bondage to their childhood frozen stages of development. 


This power structure was so dangerous to Europ-a's that they wanted Freud dead, and his legacy is rife with insulting bias against him as if his ideas were absolutely passe. The structure of parents having a power differential of the mother playing domestic slave, the children in bondage emotionally to this structure their entire lives, and the larger macrocosm of the power of domination and subjugation is never questioned and Freud has in a sense hit the dust bin of history but remains alive like a parched dried out old scroll of antiquity in universities while Jung is fully embraced for his naziesque philosophies of Hermitic duality and bisexuality and etc etc (the esoterica as well which is reminiscent of Nazi occultism and arcane mythology).


Women in particular, as in the "programming" over me, met with full approval by Nazi women like Hillary Clinton who poses as an advocate for "women" and Nancy Pelosi who poses as an advocate "for the American People" (but not me and being raped and mutilated and tortured reminds me of the NY mafia from which this skanky rotten thing stems from, the hate of the "Italian-Americans" who of course have their own historical legacy of fascism and the utter sexualization of women and their bondage to various domesticated roles. Of course there is the Roman Empire and it's legacy which remains as a dominant force, and the "Italian-Americans" want only to resume the ancient anti-Semitism they had embraced with full genocide for 2,000 years which has spread like wildfire into all of Europe--and now into America. 


STUDIES INTO HYSTERIA. SIGMUND FREUD AND JOSEF BREUER.  Psych Reviews.  January 8, 2018.


The situation being forced upon me with the "gang stalking" terrorism of "force multipliers" of millions of citizens who covertly operate as agents of terrorism surrounding me and attacking me in throngs of sometimes hundreds of people at one location, scattered around and even airplanes and buses can be used as terror operations. All to create a version of the old European system that created the "hysterical" female "disorder" that was used to incarcerate into mental institutions how many women for how many decades, years or centuries? Or they were hidden away in the attic, a situation that probably has not gone out of style. I am such a victim of this state-sponsored version of the old, enforced European system. 


If perhaps you read the book Tell of the D'Urbavilles by Thomas Hardy you can see just a bit of this in action, or to the point more Emily Bronte where a woman in the attic was kept in hiding (was it Jane Eyre?)




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'THE MADWOMAN IN THE ATTIC', WOMEN, WRITING AND MENTAL ILLNESS in TELL ME WHY. Game Assist. February 22, 2021.





"Madness and mental illness are created to enforce power structures in society...women are disproportionally affected because Patriarchy has constructed what women are and what Woman is..."


MY SITUATION OF BEING TARGETED AND TORTURED, RAPED AND EVEN PART OF MY UTERUS SERVERED AND CUT OUT WHILE IN A COMATOSE SLEEPING, MK ULTRA STATE, IS A STATE-SPONSORED FORM OF ARTIFICIALLY-INDUCED 'HYSTERIA" thus to endlessly label me as deranged or histrionic--meanwhile the Nazi women and their adherent minorities attacking me likewise steal whatever ideas I can lament or rage out on any electronic form or even through thought-reading/hacking and thus they have ideas from which to continue to sell themselves off as being progressive feminists but who actually are setting women back hundreds of years while the system that has always operated to drive women into "insanity" is using them to "take over".


Ken Russell's Crimes of Passion.



Is sex-for-sale one of the few outlets for wealthy white women where they can actually not become hysterical, or become hysterical if they have a secret "other" life? Good thing for anonymous big city lifestyles and wig shops.


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Post-addendum: I had written with a question mark that it was Emily Bronte who wrote Jane Eyre? (sic) however, now having taken time to look it up, it was not Emily but Charlotte Bronte who wrote that story of the madwoman in the attic. I had tucked away memories of reading Wuthering Heights as the sole proprietor of my memory cache regarding these English authors because of the racist element that Heathcliff portends. The endless discussion of racism has permeated so much of my cultural and societal observation that the more relevant feminist interpretation, like what most of society does, is swept under the rug in favor of the more male-oriented "racist" theme which, like patriarchal structures and thoughts, exposes "racism" but omits the "feminist" component to a large degree in the greater social discussion. Thus I had remembered only Emily and Heathcliff and forgot in my compartmentalized memory units the much more relevant (to my situation) story of the "Mad" woman in the attic of Jane Eyre. I find that I have suppressed many feminist references or perhaps they were brainwashed and mind controlled/drugged out of me. The persistent theme of racism dominates all. Feminism is like the madwoman tucked away in embarrassment, like a kind of taboo that risks censure and name-labeling of shame to be a "feminist". The technology inflicted upon me has made being a feminist cause for terrorist death squad attack that is always covered up by programmed women (who have covert racist agendas or trying to fit into the racist hegemony if they are members of the "minority" group).

Feminism, per se, is very dangerous to the prevailing status quo and must be convoluted and twisted entirely into it's antithesis, while still retaining the title of being "feminist" in this 4th Reich global terrorist mind control programming terror network.






 



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Social Security Fraud/crime against me: it's not exactly a "one-way street" but it's more akin to a bicycle lane without barriers next to a 6-lane one-way expressway and Tesla Trucks veering into the bicycle lane I am solitarily peddling as fast with flat tires on to save my life.//(Muck had trucks nearly hit and smash me to death just as he was handed this tech with Amber Heard once she and Depp finished their 2+years of teleportation rape and torture of me, the spawn included--afterwards, after stealing my ideas I wrote endlessly about Domestic violence which Heard stole but fumbled, of course, like them all, turning "woke into a joke" she returned to assault me 2 years later after a month of near-hits by cars---and more cars hitting me under the last Trump administration obviously under muck et al//now they have used Social Security to destroy me (literal threat to my life and survivability with serious life-threatening threats looming due to this well-planned and executed attack using my SSI Disability, my one and only anchor on this planet they have taken away but it was criminal in how they conducted the situation which CAN BE REVERSED IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD DEFEND ME AND GIVE SOME RELIEF TO THIS AND ALL THESE SITUATIONS TO STOP MORE OF THE TERRORISTS FROM COMING TO POWER--but to continue--Listening to "live" Senator Cory Booker on the tube---he's mentioning how SSI recipients (I am one) give permission for that agency, in Field Office interviews, to access the bank account where payments are direct deposited. 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The same death system of attack is the same, performed with MURDEROUS violence by groups of "normal" citizens every single place on the planet. I am stuck with no way to have any money coming in. If I leave this place I have learned to barely barricade myself into so they can't put my hips and spine out of alignment any longer after raping me, putting semen and fungus into my body, hair and fungus and mold into my food my furniture my clothing destroying clothing shoes backpacks on a routine basis making my jackets I drive in stinking so the smell never comes off (using laboratory-created staining/absorption substances laced with putrid other expulsion substances--muck and filth) and ec. 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