This is why the US-based business of Fed Ex, like the United States, must remain in decent and professional hands and not sink into the abyss of outright fascist Nazism as Germany really is underneath all the posturing that it and it's posturing bs con artists (a huge majority of the Germans truly are like this despite all superficial appearances to the contrary). I try to not succumb to this terror of pressure to accept being a "sex slave" microchipped abused and exploited woman forced into some kind of violent, loveless, friendless situation with anybody and that accompanies trying to not let the United States sink into the hands of the fascist Nazis from foreign countries who are behind and associated with this very influential celebrity clique. I am thus under non-stop torture status and it remains so. How I hope to try to write something to influence people to not allow this to continue any longer for me personally or for the future of the United States and it's power allegiances.

 Today the first internet (meaning a plethora of other electronic weapons attacks including the same verbal confrontation of hate and yelling and negativity I experience every single day/night with the sleeping/awake teleportation terror "toy" that is being so grossly misused.

Via internet: the attack was on my banking webpage for the log-in credentials. For over a decade I have typed in the very same password without a single problem. Today I got in bold red a "wrong answer" alert and I typed the password in 3 more times. The site then completely locked my access to my account and I have to phone another agent at this intercepted terrorist hacker organization who will feign to not understand English, interrupt me constantly just as I am beginning to speak, and then after much mumbling, coughing into the phone, repeating questions and putting me on hold they may finally assist me after a 45-minute wait with interruptions, holding, fighting for them to say that they understand, at least 5 minutes of the tiresome procedure of terrorist attack via "customer service" will entail profuse polite thank-you's and elongated flowery sentences about how much they appreciate my business and what more can they do for me, after I tell them that I don't need any more information and goodbye. Etc etc.

The computer is freezing every time I try to open a page, click on another tab, or just go from one function to the next the computer freezes (a remote manual attack I suspect by terrorist hackers).

Instead of just being easily able to access my bank account I will have to spend at least another hour trying to get some terrorist pretending he/she can't understand and doesn't know how to operate this situation putting me on hold for at least ten minutes and being politely nasty.

If I want to copy and paste a term or sentence, I must click and attempt to use the copy or paste function at least four times because terrorists just delete the function so it's erased as soon as I lift my finger off the mouse while copying. If I put the cursor blinker on one spot, hackers move it immediately to the next space so I must click on the first space, which does not work until I click on it three times. The situation continues in various versions of the above terrorist hacks so I have to perform any single function a minimum of 3 or 4 times, usually every few times I click on anything. The freezing of the pages is continuous.

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Yesterday I spent one hour just fighting to open the cabinet doors underneath my kitchen sink, to have to clean up stinking water that has been put on the plastic trays I keep on the bottom of the cupboard underneath the piping, which I must tape and bind with rope because every single kitchen piping system I have lived at has been affected with every rubber seal removed and no matter how many times I replace the seals, they are removed immediately after I leave the rented squalor attack place I have been forced into due to all the labyrinth blocks and sequential maneuvers to force me into having almost no choice or maybe one terrorist location in which to live.

Waiting for my country to not behave like a Stasi or fascist Nazi operation performing antics continuously about "Freedom" and "Democracy".

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My bank has the option for me to phone an automatic bank information line so I can access information on account balance without having to reach a human being to get harassed by a terrorist agent. My money should have been direct-deposited by noon today my time, but of course hackers are delaying it so it won't show up until a very late hour of the day (It was deposited in reality at Midnight last night Central Time, USA and that should have immediately been entered into my account but of course this has been ongoing, this hack to block my funds until very late in the day--for years). All my phone calls to my bank (via terrorist agents operating under the cloak of this international terror operation, perhaps they are employees who operate out of places like Puerto Rico and Columbia and other Central/S. American countries but that is where my phone calls reach every time I try to get a straight answer I get people who stammer and stutter through broken English--intentionally, which is exactly what happens with every attempt to get information or conduct any kind of transaction here in Phuket--but 10 years ago everyone spoke fluent English here in Phuket until it became Nazified--I mean "gentrified" with more money pouring in, more Nazified Thais are doing the same attack sequence of pretending they can't understand or speak English.)

So, it goes on and on and on and on. Teleportation remains at the same hateful pace of endless interrogation and attack as it has for a decade without end, not a day of it ever stopped.

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The next attack just happened: I phoned DHL in Bangkok and got first a male who refused to answer with "DHL may I help you" but instead got a slurring, high-sounding guy saying "hello" like a gangster, sloppy and slurring like he was stoned. I asked if this was DHL and he said Yes. I then asked about shipping and he blurted out like all the Thai people who pretend they "no understan" English, "WHAT?!!!" in a pretended annoyed tone of voice. I told him I need English, he then put me on hold. Waiting a few minutes i hung up and phoned again. I told the woman my question, she answered she could send a link to the DHL office which moved over 2 years ago but the webpage that I get is outdated and the office is closed (likewise the main DHL website which I obtained in every English-search engine with all offices in Phuket closed--but it was just a hack and there is one Express point--)

When giving her my very easy email address but being very deliberate to spell it out using the standard "v-as in victory" etc way of spelling so she would not say she "no understan" she repeated the wrong address anyway after I had spelled it slowly and clearly three times in a row. She then repeated some obscure vowel noises that were so dissimilar to the P as in proton mail that I use, that I told her that it was wrong--she then said "Yes, P, which is what I said" which is not what she had said. My brain was blurry at that point and the link she finally sent was too "confusing" for me to read completely--I saw lists and boxes and I got so confused I could not do more than one thing at one time--my brain is ALWAYS to blanketed out with this technology or the implant that I just can't get past a foggy confusion in any simple question-answer session. It didn't help that she kept giving me wrong spelling after I repeated it, by the time she finally got it "right" I had spelled it out slowly, clearly over 5 times. Then, the template for the link with directions was only in Thai--now my Google map only exhibits directions and places in Thai language with zero option to change it to English. The link to change to English had been deleted.

I also had this problem when I phoned my bank a fee weeks ago and the information I needed, which was in a link, had been completely deleted from the template so I could not sync with the repetitive, coughing and Not speak English well terrorist banking "rep" on the phone out of Chile or maybe Honduras or someplace like that--non-English-speaking so the same ruse of "no understand" applies to every outsourced phone call from my own country--

and thus, all is blocked all interminably blocked. While all is blocked or deleted while I am trying to obtain information that is already deleted so I can't access it (or like my bank account, the password I have used for over a decade for the first time didn't work and I am locked out of my account and must make another "put on hold for 15 minutes" session with "not speak english well" stuttering lying and stammering coughing terrorist agent where I will have to repeat everything 5 times over before they finally understand.

With the phone call above, I told her that I was shipping something out of Florida to Phuket. Four times she asked me if I had a tracking number (I said I only need information from the beginning and I have not shipped the package yet--I repeated that 4 times during the call). She then said that packages out of Bangkok to Phuket were available--so I had to repeat for the 6th time that I was shipping something out of the US to Phuket. The entire time I was in a "gullible" state-of-mind and could not get past the hazy confusion that my brain had been put in to "understand" that she was screwing around with me. Despite ultimately knowing this subconsciously I was so struggling to get links to open and read the pages she sent and get directions and information which she kept repeating and then saying wrong things so the information had to be asked and repeated continuously. Put into a headspin in other words with confusing and wrong information constantly being uttered by this woman in Bangkok on the phone, but then information on prices she said she also could not obtain (a huge lie) and that all pricing comes out of the UK DHL site from shipments out of the United States. How can I tell this woman on the phone that she is lying--or that she cannot obtain shipping cost information? I was stuck just barely having one access to obtaining information and she sent me a link, which didn't work by the way, the address was typed incorrectly in the field and Google Maps couldn't find it until I typed in just the street name and the DHL office name. That has been the horrid case of blocking my every transaction for years in this same kind of multi-pronged series of attacks on my brain, on the internet functioning, on website templates being manipulated with essential information literally deleted, while the phone calls are diverted to terrorist agents posing as "help" who confuse the entire sequence with interruptions, wrong information, repeats of wrong information (always asking me for information for something I never mentioned such as shipping packages out of England shipping packages out of Bangkok and I had to repeat 6 times and maybe more that I was shipping out of the United States to Phuket).

I am thus so blocked from all professional encounters and all financial earnings all access to information without having to fight and struggle and repeat and nearly scream into the phone the entire time because the terror agents also tell me that they cannot hear me and to speak up. Every second is a terror attack and my brain is under so much stress from the tech blasting my memory (short-term) my ability to concentrate and then they also constrict the microchip implant embedded in my vocal chords so my voice is cracking, hoarse, I can't speak my throat tightens so badly I can barely speak as I cough and my throat becomes extremely dry--then the pitch is lowered remotely as well to sound in a way I consider not very nice--all manipulated by this throat implant. As I type right now of course keys I press don't show up on the page and I must backspace and retype words continuously--every word or every other word (not all the time but most of the time) I must pound down because the keys are being stiffened by the malware on this laptop keyboard.

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This post above was of course hacked and partially deleted and rewritten. Right now I am on hold for 10 minutes by now with the bank which blocked my access to online banking after it blocked my security question which I have never once had a single problem with in over 10 years of using this same bank online using the very same security question. Now I sit here as the hold goes on and on. I also want to add that the post above reads in a very confusing way due to all these factors making my writing appear confusing--hacking, rewrites, deletions, keyboard malware, my brain under attack, short-term memory loss whilst writing--etc etc. But as I attempted to get prices for international shipping from both the Fed Ex site and the DHL site, the pages had been corrupted so the fields that I had to enter to gauge prices were gone--literally removed. I got the cyber assistant which sent a link to the page to enter shipping information and the fields for weight and type of package literally were gone from the site--so I could not get information on shipping costs. That means I have to phone and get dubious or wrong information. I also was given conflicting information today when I phoned the Bangkok DHL office (but not really, it was redirected to someplace else to a vey fake agent who gave completely wrong information and incomplete. The 2nd agent I phoned after by now it's been over 2 hours of just being stuck phoning repeatedly to obtain a single answer because all attempts to obtain any information are being transferred to lying and nasty agents (who shout "{What?" into the phone when I ask a question--I have to almost yell, just like I have to pound down on the keyboard constantly so every single attempt to get a single answer for very vital financial transactions or business require literal shouting into the phone, repeating questions to foreigners (even when using US banking services)--etc etc I am now being directed to an agent but the call is going silent--nothing is happening the call has been disconnected with the "bank" after more than 10 minutes of waiting on hold. There was no hang up it's just blank silence after being put on hold and getting nowhere. That means I have to phone again and go through this once again due to increased terrorist intervention in my telecommunications, internet hacking, and I just went through a complete attack from my mail service and my government stipend and my money cut off and threats to my life from income block and it's all coalescing right now within the last few months of financial terrorism--the attacks have increased in this very vital field of survival since the onset of the latest German "celebrity" rapist terrorist who is an extremely nasty and violent Nazi rapist racist fascist--really nasty and hateful and disgusting and this group of celebrities from H-wood have increased in their abuse tactics and ugly violent demeanors towards me since they literally embraced him and welcomed him with his increased life-threatening tactics into their nasty clique and fold. 

I forgot to add that I was also hung up already once before being hung up again by this banking service while I was blocked from entering my security question, locked out of online banking and now sitting on hold for by now 30 minutes after having been hung up on just earlier. Waiting on the 2nd call right now for a terror agent to lie, interrupt, cough , call me "mr." and then to lie or hang up or not be able to speak English and all the other stuff. It is the exact same thing repeatedly in every phone call for every business except for purely English-speaking who are often very nasty, yelling and coughing into the phone, lying and very, very nasty even when speaking English. In this way I can't get a single thing done if I need to accomplish anything for my survival or for my self-reliance.

Terrorist hacking report: September 30, 2021. It is extremely difficult to write any email inquiries or obtain information due to hacking and rewrites that terrorist hackers insert or delete into my writing, while my brain is under attack by the brain-altering "mind control" technologies.

 I have sent two emails today to my mail service and upon re-reading what had been sent, after sending--hackers had changed my writing and it all sounds confusing and lacks information. The pages also keep freezing as hackers block/DOS. All my emails read like confusing non sequiturs and read like haphazard and long-winded grammatically incorrect confusion. While I am writing I blank out and "forget" to include pertinent information that is vital such as dates.

I also had to fight with hackers who kept changing pdf files that were attachments to emails that the mail service had sent. I tried to get the correct dates associated with the scanned pdf files and every time I clicked on one of the attachments hackers would switch the files so I had to struggle to find the exact documents I really urgently need to be sent to me. I had to send multiple emails because with all the struggle to find the pdf files in a series of string emails where once I would click and get the file I needed, I "forgot" information and had to retrieve the same file and it would "move" to another date and string of emails so I had to constantly fight to obtain what I had just read after closing the document, because my brain was so "confused" I could not think clearly.

I also discovered that searches and requests for DHL information (the shipping company) were blocked, requests unanswered (or more like just blocked from me receiving the replies) and this kind of block had cost me $125 in the past as my mail service also used the most expensive at the slowest rate and all attempts to locate any much less expensive DHL office was met by all blocks to information so I literally could find no locations in Phuket whatsoever despite trying and trying and phoning and sending email requests for information. All phone calls were blocked, all information requests were unmet and nothing happened. 

Upon using a Thai search engine I see that there are at least 5 DHL pick-up locations and service centers in Phuket which I could not find on the English DHL site--meaning it was hacked and information blocked. 

As I type the keyboard is being hacked so letters I type are juxtaposed while typing--I must almost pound down and the keys are so stiff while my hands can't move--as I fight to type with this endlessly hacked keyboard and my brain really blocked by a force that just hinders clear thinking and motor skills (all from remote or microchip implant)

The block to ever transaction or attempt to get any kind of useful information anywhere on the planet has reached a near impossible stance as every single attempt to get any single thing done that is of a business or professional nature is met with as many blocks and lies and lack of information and internet hacking with information just blocked out from every search. My every phone call is intercepted by terrorist agents who are negative, lying and blurt out disinformation continuously. The hacking to the keyboard is enough to seriously thwart any kind of real attempt at obtaining a fast and accurate email correspondence, let alone the rewrites, deletions and blocks to my brain which are of such a nefarious and subtle effect and of course all lacking in evidence as I cannot prove this claim. As I type now I must pound each and every letter out, my hands can barely move it's like I can't "remember" how to type, and my memory and thought patterns are so mixed and blocked and stifled. 

So sick of this. Can't do more than struggle and then wince in near embarrassment every time I re-read emails I send for business purposes, which are so badly (re)written and my brain is put so out of context out of memory out of professional style. The keyboard then tops the situation with mixing letters as I type and blocking easy access to just writing quickly and efficiently. It's like wading at hip-height through mud to try to type on these hacked keyboards and this malware follows me on every keyboard I attempt to use.

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If "you" have read my post above, you can see easily how confusing it was hacked and rewritten. Commas were certainly deleted as well as parts of sentences so the revised/redacted by terrorist result was bad grammar, confusing and almost incoherent in parts like I'm rambling and incoherent. All done by hackers and this is evident in the post I just wrote above. It is so HARD DIFFICULT TO TYPE on this hacked keyboard as well like really fighting a glued-down keyboard--keys are juxtaposed while I am writing, etc, there is a lag time between when I press a key and when the letter actually shows up--if it's not mixed with some other letter or just some "left field" letter thrown in by hacker terrorists. All this amounts to me not being able to conduct business without completely discrediting my ability to communicate or appear professional (or competent). The hacking so I can't get accurate information and constantly am in a state of confusion because information on the internet is so often blocked and that also creates this discrediting of my person by the terrorist operation. As I tried to write, I searched for DHL offices and got zero results on all the normal search engines and even on the Enlish DHL site. Zero results for Phuket when I used the DHL website. When I used a Thai search engine many office locations (all tiny little hole-in-the-wall type little shops showed up as legitimate DHL pick-up and mailing stations. Every phone call I make in Thailand is either hung up on or they "no speak English" even when I use the "English" option. This has been happening in Thailand for so many years without ever once getting someone who can provide ANY bit of information in English except for the most basic yes or no questions answered. This organization has made doing any business here in Thailand virtually IMPOSSIBLE including just using the internet to generate any income whatsoever. I can't function. the billionaire/millionaire terrorist wealthy who are at the upper tiers of this terror operation all call me various "loser" type names while they ensure that I am living in squalor that their terrorist minions force upon my living quarters, that I can't afford to live in a very nice place and what I can afford they trash and make filthy every single day using their technologies (mechanical arms). They then block all internet access to any kind of earning whatsoever, calling me a loser all the time in various insulting ways. After they poison my home and make it literally toxic to breathe in, where I must close all windows at night to stop mechanical arms from entering, I thus am being slowly killed in yet another way through toxic inhalation of the poisons they keep spraying on my furniture, floors, walls, my body/hair/food and everything else in this room while, last but not least, I cannot afford to pay for health care because of their blocks to my every attempt to generate enough money to actually be able to afford food and health care, new clothing and etc (I can't do any of it, essentially but I barely exist month-to-month while they torture me slowly to death on every other level using their hate technology). So, I remain stuck here like this fighting just to write a decent inquiry or get information and all I do is under seriously deadly attack, literally every single thing II is under attack including breathing, using my eyes (tears forced out of my eyes and constant attacks on my nasal passages due to the microchip implants and technology) and etc...it's a total immersion into terrorist electronic warfare and communications is also blocked due to these technologies. I remain so bound-up in this network of suppression both physically and financially and with everything else--it's just another day of writing about this ubiquitous terrorist organization to the silent void out there reading this.

"OLAF SCHOLZ IS NOT YOUR FRIEND" (Jacobin Magazine). It's now an officially recognized international trend. Corporate politicians on any /an/or/all sides of every aisle and Parliamentary debate. Whichever side is on the weaker side of the divide will expose the corruption of the other side until they gain electoral advantage. Then the game shifts to the other side(s). Olaf Scholz, if you read the piece below, is almost a redundant theme to me by now of former "liberal/anti-corporate/pro-freedom" advocate who upon tasting power and money, has morphed into a near fascistic-orientated leader espousing police brutality and other forms of despotism. It's so typical and I see it on a daily basis so often and have lived through seeing it almost all my life that at this point I would say that the current fascists were former hippies at one point or of some other "alternative" ilk in their "rebellion" years.

 

Olaf Scholz Is Not Your Friend

https://www.jacobinmag.com/2021/09/olaf-scholz-german-election-merkel-credentials-scandals-chancellor-spd-coalition-machine-politics

. then turned into absolute tyrannical albeit banality of evil monsters after obtaining their positions of power through the force of compromising them that the "powers that be" offer to those they want to induct into their system--systematic indoctrination into the folds of power. It's the same sordid but sad story like a broken record of transition and brainwashing indoctrination through the power of incentive-based promotion.

"Olaf Scholz Is Not Your Friend....Scholz also backed the Hartz IV reforms that gutted German welfare, choked the creaking state of investment through balanced-budget fetishism, endorsed brutal policing methods against activists and migrants in Hamburg, and failed to regulate businesses that robbed state coffers. In some now infamous cases, these businesses even committed massive financial and tax fraud.

With a record like this, we can expect Scholz to choose proximity to powerful interests over representing the interests of ordinary people — including when it comes to forming a government after Sunday’s election."

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"Yanis Varoufakis on Angela Merkel’s Legacy, European Politics & the “Sordid Arms Race” on the Seas". Democracy Now! September 29, 2021.

What has really "won" in the German election should be renamed The Austerity Party (a great party for the burgeoning wealthy classes in Germany). Sucking what they could using Austerity out of countries like Greece, the Germans are now going internally into their own civilian society to "weed" out the alternatives, the freaks, the foreigners and their ilk. I posted a video yesterday about the Rock Fabrik which was a working class venue supporting heavy metal. This club as I learned has been closed down. The downtown district of Stuttgart has changed shops to amplify the Nazi Gold hitherto stored in Swiss Bank accounts and whatever other investments they retained but hid their opulence under pretense of supporting working class. Now the teeth are bared and coming out, the shops reflect opulence and wealth and the former alternatives are scared to show their past wild years (I had a foe/friend who photographed punks and goths who says that he can't come out with a book of his photography because those he photographed who adorned themselves in the most fantastic punk and goth outfits are now corporate employees and can't let it be seen how "crazy" they used to be). They are scared to reveal that they used to be "alternative" that is. Thus the trend towards trending fascism continues as the gold and wealth the Nazis stole is now pouring out into the society, which kept all that wealth hidden for the decades of US occupation (which still exists to some extent). Unfortunately the trend towards fascism has caught on and has become undisguised in US climes and it's another story I am writing of today, spurred on by watching this interview from Democracy Now! I can't describe how many "alternative" types I met in Germany while US troops were posted in Stuttgart, in the years after the reunification. How the Germans had changed and began to be hostile and Nazi a decade later, and now the society still bears it's fake posturing but the underlying currents reveal a different story.

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On a closing note from all of my posts today: I could add a bit more to the commentary I wrote above in the Democracy Now! video response--regarding certain German actors who have very eagerly participated in this contract out upon me along with the Americans (and all other nationalities involved, but mostly the attackers are restricted to a few dominant G-20 countries, i.e. USA, England, France and Germany). All my responses to these attackers are under conditions of being teleported/asleep/under hypnosis and "trauma-based" torture for information and harassment purposes (they want to traumatize me slowly into a nearly destroyed state or death). I told this German (who plays absolutely "liberal" roles for his movies) that the opulence of Stuttgart shows how the society is shifting towards this Nazi-stolen-gold standard of wealth display. He physically attacked me (again, while I was helpless, under hypnosis, sleeping, not able to really control what I was saying which I said after having been tortured by the deep sleep "skits" that these terrorists inflict upon me every single night without exception--which usually leads to these long posts because I need to do stress release because I am partially paralyzed and stuck in a room in one position literally most of my life unable to move while they never stop torturing and attacking me--the same people, day in and day out, night after night, every single day, on and on, year after year--promotion after promotion for all of them). They must hide their pretense and their emerging but now noticable fascism but it's still disguised under flowery rhetoric and they must continue to disguise their real intentions towards a universally fascist and brainwashed-controlled systematic form of control based on various fascist-oriented versions of State-sponsored terrorism with one extremely wealthy class and the rest left to serve them or die. That is as much detail as I can go into, they torture me for writing and they torture me to get me to write. It's a never ending cycle of violence to try to get me to write and then to torture me for writing. While they continue to extract ideas to usurp for the pretense that they truly care about society and are just down-to-earth but plastic-coated wonderous celebrities and politicians there to entertain you with their promises of some glory if you just buy their images and continue to award them and put them into lead positions. Keep waiting for Godot. However, all of this leads me to wonder how the next few elections in the US will pan-out if the trend in Europe is skewing toawrds fascism as it has in Germany with a "liberal" face? Has the trend from America come to Germany after all? Or is it vice-versa?

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"THE MAGUS". Gnosisprimordial. 2009.

The Magus truly deals with indoctrination into secret society power and mysticism. It involves Nazis. I need to watch the movie and perhaps if I can obtain the book once I remove the poisons from my body (mind control drugs exempting me from concentration--a plague and obstacle to reading I have been forced into for decades, but worse from the expelling of these embedded poisons latched into my body). How I got through grad school all those years was a miracle. Every day of reading required ONLY reading and perhaps exercising and then watching a movie or tv in a daze of sickness (I had no tv and watched almost no movies for years of my life, have been against the movie thing and now it's dominated my life due to this mind control poisoning--which should serve as a kind of symbol for what most people are seemingly willing to imbibe as a daily dose of mind control drugs--watching movies and tv that is).

Back to the mysticism of indoctrination into the mysteries and secret society stuff and all that good ole boy power and money stuff:

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Last but not least---on the theme of Greek austerity and subordination to German servitude in the form of post-war wealth-transfer (meaning the sucking out of resources and gold/money/property etc from all formerly Nazi occupied countries into German coffers remains a current travesty of the post-war era). I remembered a book I read so long ago called The Magus (by John Fowles). Being perpetually drugged up has made reading and recalling certain items and understanding rather obscured (to say the least--often impossible to read or focus or concentrate and I have books I truly want to read and cannot due to this endless sickness from mind control drugs). However, I see there actually was a movie made on this Greek/German WWII Nazi/occupied country bond. The themes are also mystical but of course male-dominated in theme (women are involved but always objectified or sexualized but never really meaningful players in the realm of intellect or power. They possess through mystery in this novel but never in the arena of power politics in the men's world of actual power). The novel includes descriptions of torture and mutilation upon Greeks by Nazis. I recall having Greek friends while I lived in Stuttgart who held on to resentment that has carried-over since WWII. They abstain from any bonds to German that extend beyond living as foreigners in that foreign country. I now have a movie to watch that has at least one of the main characters who is already deceased which means that hopefully no more actors will jump into the teleportatoin terror game that has plagued my every click on any link, tv show, pop song or movie with actors and performers vying to get in on the Nazi-themed torture teleportation fascist-indoctrination-for-promotion free pass for every promotion psychopathy that pervades my ever sleeping hour and night and waking day. Here is a movie I can watch--where the probability of being teleported/raped and tortured with Nazis showering the perpetrators with gold, awards and prizes and promotions is at a much lower percent of probability: THE MAGUS (must read the book again, it's very obscure but it has stuck in my memory).

The 9/29/21 Forbes Breaking News clip below is all about lobbies and "dark money" influencing corrupticians in Congress who egress the law without redress. One must undress the lies regarding the Emperor(ess)es clothing that is a shady thin veil of shabby pretense.

 "'It Just Makes You Wonder': Matt Gaetz Brings Up Pelosi's Husband Multi-Million Dollar Stock Sale". Forbes Breaking News. September 29, 2021.

Just posted: hours after I wrote the above--concrete evidence of malfeasance and corruption of the above-mentioned lousy (it appears that the corruption is making newsworthy and Congressional attention): I find it almost amazing to side with Gaetz but it would befit the opposite side to bring out the truth when it can enhance their own side of the aisle. This is the true benefit of a Democratic, bipartisan society and it's still operating somehow in some form: 

Just posted: hours after I wrote the above--concrete evidence of malfeasance and corruption of the above-mentioned lousy (it appears that the corruption is making newsworthy and Congressional attention): I find it almost amazing to side with Gaetz but it would befit the opposite side to bring out the truth when it can enhance their own side of the aisle. This is the true benefit of a Democratic, bipartisan society and it's still operating somehow in some form.

This shady corruptician featured above with the sneering wincing shenanigans of sarcastic acting skill sets displayed alongside Matt Gaetz above is only one more component in the force that has inflicted this corrupt and future devastation upon humanity that technologies like teleportation and the psychopathic programming for the torturing terrorists who inflict their misery and ugliness in what can only be described as a micro version of forcing an innocent into endless torture, physical harm to the point of slow death, rape and non-stop destruction heaped upon them by lascivious. Sponsored by this woman above who is a Charlatan of irresponsibility. Evidence is coming out and complaints about her incompetence are pouring into the media at this point from both Progressives and Republicans alike. 

Farewell to Kmart. Shopping at Kmart used to be a socially-viable institution. A kind of homage to Super Walmarts of America.

 "Last Kmart store in Michigan, the chain's home state, prepares to close doors in November". The Hill. September 28, 2021.

https://www.usatoday.com/story/money/retail/2021/09/28/last-kmart-michigan-to-close-in-november/5905992001/

I remember (happily) back in my childhood of memories of people in Champaign (Illinois) going to KMart as a form of socially-accepted household shopping. As I read from the article, the Kmart stores began back in 1962. Growing up many people were not embarrassed to say that they got their discount stuff at KMart and there was no shame in saying publicly that this or that was bought at a Kmart. Later on, in the 80's, Kmart became a kind of slur word implying lower class and/or ghetto (also increasing in poverty status in the 90's). I stopped hearing any reference to Kmart once the Walmart explosion altered the American household shopping scene. Then there were a plethora of SUPER WALMARTS.

I had to rely on walking over one mile to a Super Walmart back when I lived in Pensacola after the terrorist organization forced a potentially deadly car crash in a "freak" sick accident that included a migrant worker literally using a grass blower taking the instrument as he blew grass from the side of a busy road I was driving upon to blow dirt directly into my windshield as the terrorist driving the car right in front of me stopped dead in the middle of the road, causing my car to be smashed so badly I had to completely scrap it at the junk yard. The terrorists had also broken my seat belt the week prior to this terror incident thus trying to literally murder me. This happened on my very first day in Grad School at the University of Florida in Pensacola.

I thus had to walk over one mile in that condition to be able to buy food from the terror operation apartment building which I had signed a contract in order to attend grad school. Asides from that:

I discovered that Super Walmarts are an all-in-one life-saving choice for shopping if you do not have a car, if you can't drive to multiple places and the quality of the items is not as flimsy as in Kmart clothing and products (but Kmart was acceptable and often extremely good quality). Yet Walmarts, in particular Super Walmarts, although deemed a kind of working class symbol of grass-munching consumerism, are extremely incredible for people who are in the position I was forced into (also no bus service provided adequate access, as buses lumbered down this one-mile stretch at a once per hour pace, which made shopping very arduous and getting anywhere past 6 pm impossible).

Still, a way of living is now almost dead. The last remnants remain in Illinois of this former shining blue light special (or was that the red light special-) of the Kmart universe. RIP to another memory of having grown up in Illinois.

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"Classic Kmart Commercials From the '80s". Rob's Classic Commercials and Retro Stuff.

 January 21, 2021.

Ameica really needs those ole Kmart "Dollar Days" back: (don't miss Martha Stewart claiming that "class is imagination and not how much you spend" line for the first commercial filmed back when she looked like a completely different homemaker, promoting places like Kmart which were considered "chic" but not expensive by the advertising campaign reps and some American people as well.: But when I was growing up even at the beginning of the Kmart empire, shopping at Kmart was not a sign of consumer chich it was considered working class and/or lower class even back in it's heyday.

The sad and potentially deadly irony of the Republican Party stalling or stopping the Debt Ceiling vote, which could cause a Government shutdown: the police would be defunded certainly. I could be defunded as well. The people who funded this health crisis that I have had to endure to the point that I must leave the USA to survive, is now threatening to destroy my life through it's fiscal incompetent policies which have ravaged the country and perhaps segments of the world for many decades. Still, there is always funding for this covert terrorism aimed at electronically manipulating human beings in what is called "Mind control experimentation" with microchipping and UNLIMITED funding for all the criminal activities, exploits and torture apparatus' of this terrorism that is directly tied to many tiered layers of the U. S. Government. Where does the money come from to fund these illegal and unconstitutional exploits of torture, behavior modification, torture, rape and theft of the individual targets with untold millions of people being promoted and paid in this global structure of targeting, mind control and terrorism? You can bet that Homeland Security will continue to be a top priority of government funding along with surveillance and then there are the pockets where these "loopholes" of financing of these illegal activities of terrorism, aka mind control/gang stalking crime are being funded without any hesitation or oversight. Yet those on Social Security and even the police risk being defunded because the resources for actual smooth functioning of the civilian population is of such a low priority to the government and it's international allies (who want to see American "Democracy" Gone with the Wind).

 "Why Weaponizing the Law is a Losing Republican Strategy; Republicans Seek to Defund Federal Police". Glenn Kirschner. September 29, 2021.

Since I depend on Social Security and many others in poverty and senior fragility and illness and impoverished unemployment, that program not only is in dire threat in the future of being cut off, but government default on it's tremendous loans, which has bolstered so many others besides those who are currently in financial desperate tenuous balancing acts monthly or daily as I am and have been due to Government malfeasance and experimentation and drugging and poisoning and thus paralysis and thus utter helpless dependency upon Social Security. Thanks USA.

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"Nancy Pelosi Betrays Progressive Lawmakers (Of Course). The Rational National. September 29, 2021.

Bad Old Nancy Pe-lousy---quite nastily with not just condescending abuse but threats of severe life-threatening violence along with the Europ-a humungous thug actor glared in hate, threatened and joined forces with the Nazi fascist infiltrator actor to misappropriate funds from the Stimulus Bill for California graft--using me as part of the package and for approval of Europigape fascist partnership--in teleportation of course which of course I cannot prove unless there is a video or any kind of record taken by this exacting organization of terrorism that has been teleporting me non-stop nightly for sleep and brain dysfunction and break-down of my existence and with complete support by Pe-lousy who absolutely threw me to the dog pig apes to be raped and tortured brutally, drunk with powerr, incompetent and sleazy and corrupt and rotten and nasty. Now a semblance of that corruption has shown up but the extent of the rot can not even be conceived of by the commentators or if they do understand the depth of the betrayal, they cannot out of fear utter anything resembling my ranting tirades after having been literally handed over to be raped and tortured by Democrat-after Democrat with Republicans laughing in the shadows because I assume the Democrats who are this corrupt like Pe-lousy are akin to the brown/black minority minions who they so use and abuse and program and condition and brainwash to get them likewise to do their bidding; just as rotten fakes like Pe-lousy is and does just like a minority minoin for the approval of the fascists and Nazis who really control people like Pe-lousy and unfortunately much of Congress, which is backed by huge swaths of millions upon millions of civilians who form these covert terror gangs, aka "gang stalking

More electronic manipulation of the body politic and of the body humanity...another reason why I am extremely anxious and worried about the global crush to rush into cryptocurrency as forms of legitimate central banking and/or banking units of finance:

 "Special Report: Thaksin Shinawatra's Latest Investment Has Experts in Awe and Big Banks Terrified....Thai citizens are already raking in millions of baht from home using this "wealth loophole" - but is it legitimate?" (I have to wonder about that last statement as a subtitle to the article--which doesn't copy and paste like a normal link so you have to click on the vague link that appears below).

https://latestnews.to/th-shinawatra-en/?campid=10564&offerid=0&clkid={clkid}&clkloc={clkloc}&sxid=93v78j7ro90e&ttorigin=93v78j7ro90e

This deposed Thai leader (Thaksin) hails the potential to become an instant millionaire if you invest in the loophole bitcoin investment he mentioned in an interview. Yeah--Thaksin, your rush to extract money lead to a political and financial crisis in Thailand (which followed a complete burst of the Thai economy back in the late 90's) which lead, ultimately, to the military coup that is still holding down basic rights to protest or freedom of speech in Thailand--under the former military junta which was part of the team that ousted Thaksin and then his sister who then followed the "Red Shirt" revolution to become likewise deposed by military junta.

This frivolous and corrupted former leader/billionaire is a destabilizing force and his advice is part of what I consider to be a continued legacy of the corrupt men (and their following women) who are creating great financial crises and future crashes and governmental instability leaning towards despotic rulership due to these shaky and greedy financial dealings. Thaksin was deposed due to his financial corruption dealings/avoiding taxes and other such illegal schemes that shook at the heart of the Thai people. The current dissatisfaction of the protestors in Thailand reek of the stink of the aftermath of years of corrupt and greedy politicians and cryptocurrency is one of the tools that is part of the tool box of corruption and insatiable investors who will use any means possible to obtain power. I truly am scared of the future of cryptocurrency being used around the world and turned into a major investment tool. The lesson of Thaksin and the turmoil and ensuing coup d'etat of the current Thai Government and it's policies of crushing any dissent should be noted by those who actually want any kind of future stable global security without despotic leaders grasping for money and power through nefarious electronic means. (That includes electronic devices used to control human behavior, such as microchip implants and remote tech affecting brain functioning),. All will be exploited by the corrupt who lack all conscience and capability to lead.

All I see on some news broadcasts are people around the world yelling into microphones about their "rights". All angry, yelling and demanding their rights. So far, no one will fight for me to defend my rights. My rights are all human rights that have gone before me and extend into all history.

 This technology and the misuse/misappropriation of it by sickening people like Nancy Pelosi, who has to be one of the most greasy, sleazy and disgusting examples of malfeasance in the political sphere (and she lisps and sounds like a grease machine when she hisses out like a slurring drunken slut (that is how I perceive her, how I have seen her when she teleports me, a hideous bigot a most disgusting evil and sick person, like the rest of these celebrities it is sickening how violent, ugly and sleazy and nasty and putrid they behave and this kind of sickness is being used as a promotional tool by even more evil and sick unworthy types who have demonstrated absolute evil in the name of power and pretense: but back to this ugly and foul woman who is chief Democrat in the House of Representatives who partnered with a most nasty and also evil Austrian celebrity who is vile, filthy, nasty, sleazy and it's just one component of the entire gang of these creeps I have had to suffer through for over 8 years and longer--who are so immersed in this torture apparatus they utterly believe they have every single entitlement to torture me for ideas and then torture me when I fight for my rights which NO ONE else apparently is fighting for.

Putridity: the bs banter about how much she is fighting for Democracy and The People)--she's one of the most vile examples of this, but if NO ONE will fight against this gross injustice but they are demanding their "rights" when it comes to technological torture and slavery and rape and slow murder and absolute oppression and endless circular attempts to crush my mind, spirit, body and replace all with decay, destruction and obsolescence while the criminals laughing about their criminal exploits using this tech and being promoted by the grease sleaze that is responsible for this huge injustice system that everyone just watches going on--won't fight or help or defend me--but all are yelling about their own rights if they see these rights being eroded. None can make the huge leap of intelligence to understand that this system affecting me is as deadly as any plague throughout history and as deadly--in it's budding stage no one can even begin to perceive how dangerous this technology and this system of gang stalking terrorism and its' subsequent death squad psychopathy is utterly a threat to everyone's rights. I find myself having no options or choice despite over 7 or 8 years of writing these posts to the people responsible for protecting the most free society for the masses, and yet none can even do more than jump to participate in this heinous technocratic system of perversion and fascism and bigotry just to get a leap up in temporary promotional status. In the end, many of the perpetrators will also fall victim to the greed of their partners and of the system which seeks to slowly eradicate and eliminate, refine and narrow the profiteering-circles of elitism and that means that the culling process will also entail mass murder but probably of a covert nature.

The cruelty, hate and violence I have had to endure because creeps like Pelosi and Schumer have been put into power by a nefarious group which ensures that all sides lead to their 4th Reich Roman empire.

The disgusting, nasty, violent psychological terror, hate and violence from these smirking and gloating celebrities is so utterly disgusting and I am stuck with no options thanks to a system that has ensured that I have almost no rights unless I can circumvent the police, the US Government, now much of H-wood, the local terrorist gangs of this heinous hate organization which have tentacles deeply embedded into all facets of commercial and legal and business life (and unfortunately also in medical as they seek to damage my body and poison and drug me perpetually with intention to first destroy and then kill).

It is a shame, it is a disgrace, it is the sad reality. When your rights have been stripped away and you keep angrily shouting into microphones about how your rights are being violated, if you are lucky enough to be "allowed" to protest that is (the goal is to eliminate with threat of death any dissenting voice).

"The Devils & Self Transcendence" : Our legal drug addiction fixations and the disaster that accompanies socialized and prescribed chic addictions. Learn to CHILL THE FREAK OUT!!!! Claiming you need THREE CUPS OF COFFEE to get up the energy to fight for that corporate right to rule every day? Claiming that as you get older you get lethargic, grumpy and slower? Using legally acceptable drugs as a way to pump up and then slow down your over-excited adrenal glands to the point that you can't explain how your body needs more and more to get up and then down?

 "You wanna live in this lousy world, play it cool boy. Boy, boy, crazy boy, be COOL boy. Just play it cool boy, real cool. (boy, boy, crazy boy)."--"Cool", West Side Story.

"West Side Story - Cool (1961) HD". John Long. December 15, 2013.

"7 Telltale Signs You're Addicted To Caffeine". Mashed. July 13, 2018.

"So, as you drink too much coffee, you will age faster."--

"Coffee In Chinese Medicine. Yin, Yang, Blood and Qi". Acupuncture-Points. May 18, 2021.

Chinese medicine and effects of coffee on health. Play it cool boy, don't be a fool boy. Stop fooling around with your body.

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 No need to post anything on the detriments of alcohol on your liver, kidneys and the spiritual, emotional and physical effects...but, with the ups and downs of caffeine and alcohol with no support for your liver and kidney and adrenal functions, eventually physical law states that your tenuous body (as even the strongest of men and women must necessarily have to confront the decaying aspect and imbalance of the human body).

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This essay, which I read as the epilogue to Aldous Huxley's The Devils of Loudon (which the film by Ken Russel never delves into whatsoever) is an examination of addiction, socially-prescribed forms of social control such as alcohol and various other types of covert social engineering in order to enforce encoded social order dumbness and lack of momentum for the "lower classes" and to instill an entrenched "upper class" mentality through these various mechanisms of instilled and socially-accepted drug/mind control/propagandized forms of "entertainment" or chic but nevertheless harmful means of controlling the population into conformity or worse. THE EPILOGUE TO THE DEVILS OF LOUDON IS SIMPLY A CLASSIC THAT HAS NOT BEEN INCLUDED IN THE REPERTOIRE OF meaningful life-lesson literature on social programming and socialization (for the detriment of the many for the benefit of the few): 

EPILOGUE TO ALDOUS HUXLEY'S THE DEVILS OF LOUDON: SELF-TRANSCENDENCE

The "Running from Myself" song from ye olde year of our Lord Nineteen Hundred and Sixty Nine.

 "Scorpion - Running From Myself (Rock) (1969)."  foreal1992. May 19, 2020.

"I've lost in love

I've lost in war....

If I don't stop running from myself

...running from the past

I'm never behind...."

psychedelic whah whah of the funky guitar

"freedom" is the theme--

down the never road I go...

something lost that must be found...

funning from myself as best I can

If I don't stop running I'll never be a man

If I don't stop running I'll never find peace of mind..."

oh those self-introspective songs of the past dreaded Hippie generation---questioning, looting the mind for outdated constructs which limit personal freedom (to do no harm unto others, hopefully but not always that was the theme).

unlike the pure sex-driven pop culture "love" themes of the pop generation Z =zzz zzzz....zzzz snooze hit that button sleeping mentally, spiritually and morally running from boredom the pop musick is just running on a hamster treadmill of sexual titillation and sensation but slowly wearing oneself out with too much adrenaline sensationalism---

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