Friday, October 1, 2021

This is why the US-based business of Fed Ex, like the United States, must remain in decent and professional hands and not sink into the abyss of outright fascist Nazism as Germany really is underneath all the posturing that it and it's posturing bs con artists (a huge majority of the Germans truly are like this despite all superficial appearances to the contrary). I try to not succumb to this terror of pressure to accept being a "sex slave" microchipped abused and exploited woman forced into some kind of violent, loveless, friendless situation with anybody and that accompanies trying to not let the United States sink into the hands of the fascist Nazis from foreign countries who are behind and associated with this very influential celebrity clique. I am thus under non-stop torture status and it remains so. How I hope to try to write something to influence people to not allow this to continue any longer for me personally or for the future of the United States and it's power allegiances.

 Today the first internet (meaning a plethora of other electronic weapons attacks including the same verbal confrontation of hate and yelling and negativity I experience every single day/night with the sleeping/awake teleportation terror "toy" that is being so grossly misused.


Via internet: the attack was on my banking webpage for the log-in credentials. For over a decade I have typed in the very same password without a single problem. Today I got in bold red a "wrong answer" alert and I typed the password in 3 more times. The site then completely locked my access to my account and I have to phone another agent at this intercepted terrorist hacker organization who will feign to not understand English, interrupt me constantly just as I am beginning to speak, and then after much mumbling, coughing into the phone, repeating questions and putting me on hold they may finally assist me after a 45-minute wait with interruptions, holding, fighting for them to say that they understand, at least 5 minutes of the tiresome procedure of terrorist attack via "customer service" will entail profuse polite thank-you's and elongated flowery sentences about how much they appreciate my business and what more can they do for me, after I tell them that I don't need any more information and goodbye. Etc etc.

The computer is freezing every time I try to open a page, click on another tab, or just go from one function to the next the computer freezes (a remote manual attack I suspect by terrorist hackers).

Instead of just being easily able to access my bank account I will have to spend at least another hour trying to get some terrorist pretending he/she can't understand and doesn't know how to operate this situation putting me on hold for at least ten minutes and being politely nasty.

If I want to copy and paste a term or sentence, I must click and attempt to use the copy or paste function at least four times because terrorists just delete the function so it's erased as soon as I lift my finger off the mouse while copying. If I put the cursor blinker on one spot, hackers move it immediately to the next space so I must click on the first space, which does not work until I click on it three times. The situation continues in various versions of the above terrorist hacks so I have to perform any single function a minimum of 3 or 4 times, usually every few times I click on anything. The freezing of the pages is continuous.

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Yesterday I spent one hour just fighting to open the cabinet doors underneath my kitchen sink, to have to clean up stinking water that has been put on the plastic trays I keep on the bottom of the cupboard underneath the piping, which I must tape and bind with rope because every single kitchen piping system I have lived at has been affected with every rubber seal removed and no matter how many times I replace the seals, they are removed immediately after I leave the rented squalor attack place I have been forced into due to all the labyrinth blocks and sequential maneuvers to force me into having almost no choice or maybe one terrorist location in which to live.

Waiting for my country to not behave like a Stasi or fascist Nazi operation performing antics continuously about "Freedom" and "Democracy".
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My bank has the option for me to phone an automatic bank information line so I can access information on account balance without having to reach a human being to get harassed by a terrorist agent. My money should have been direct-deposited by noon today my time, but of course hackers are delaying it so it won't show up until a very late hour of the day (It was deposited in reality at Midnight last night Central Time, USA and that should have immediately been entered into my account but of course this has been ongoing, this hack to block my funds until very late in the day--for years). All my phone calls to my bank (via terrorist agents operating under the cloak of this international terror operation, perhaps they are employees who operate out of places like Puerto Rico and Columbia and other Central/S. American countries but that is where my phone calls reach every time I try to get a straight answer I get people who stammer and stutter through broken English--intentionally, which is exactly what happens with every attempt to get information or conduct any kind of transaction here in Phuket--but 10 years ago everyone spoke fluent English here in Phuket until it became Nazified--I mean "gentrified" with more money pouring in, more Nazified Thais are doing the same attack sequence of pretending they can't understand or speak English.)

So, it goes on and on and on and on. Teleportation remains at the same hateful pace of endless interrogation and attack as it has for a decade without end, not a day of it ever stopped.

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The next attack just happened: I phoned DHL in Bangkok and got first a male who refused to answer with "DHL may I help you" but instead got a slurring, high-sounding guy saying "hello" like a gangster, sloppy and slurring like he was stoned. I asked if this was DHL and he said Yes. I then asked about shipping and he blurted out like all the Thai people who pretend they "no understan" English, "WHAT?!!!" in a pretended annoyed tone of voice. I told him I need English, he then put me on hold. Waiting a few minutes i hung up and phoned again. I told the woman my question, she answered she could send a link to the DHL office which moved over 2 years ago but the webpage that I get is outdated and the office is closed (likewise the main DHL website which I obtained in every English-search engine with all offices in Phuket closed--but it was just a hack and there is one Express point--)

When giving her my very easy email address but being very deliberate to spell it out using the standard "v-as in victory" etc way of spelling so she would not say she "no understan" she repeated the wrong address anyway after I had spelled it slowly and clearly three times in a row. She then repeated some obscure vowel noises that were so dissimilar to the P as in proton mail that I use, that I told her that it was wrong--she then said "Yes, P, which is what I said" which is not what she had said. My brain was blurry at that point and the link she finally sent was too "confusing" for me to read completely--I saw lists and boxes and I got so confused I could not do more than one thing at one time--my brain is ALWAYS to blanketed out with this technology or the implant that I just can't get past a foggy confusion in any simple question-answer session. It didn't help that she kept giving me wrong spelling after I repeated it, by the time she finally got it "right" I had spelled it out slowly, clearly over 5 times. Then, the template for the link with directions was only in Thai--now my Google map only exhibits directions and places in Thai language with zero option to change it to English. The link to change to English had been deleted.

I also had this problem when I phoned my bank a fee weeks ago and the information I needed, which was in a link, had been completely deleted from the template so I could not sync with the repetitive, coughing and Not speak English well terrorist banking "rep" on the phone out of Chile or maybe Honduras or someplace like that--non-English-speaking so the same ruse of "no understand" applies to every outsourced phone call from my own country--

and thus, all is blocked all interminably blocked. While all is blocked or deleted while I am trying to obtain information that is already deleted so I can't access it (or like my bank account, the password I have used for over a decade for the first time didn't work and I am locked out of my account and must make another "put on hold for 15 minutes" session with "not speak english well" stuttering lying and stammering coughing terrorist agent where I will have to repeat everything 5 times over before they finally understand.

With the phone call above, I told her that I was shipping something out of Florida to Phuket. Four times she asked me if I had a tracking number (I said I only need information from the beginning and I have not shipped the package yet--I repeated that 4 times during the call). She then said that packages out of Bangkok to Phuket were available--so I had to repeat for the 6th time that I was shipping something out of the US to Phuket. The entire time I was in a "gullible" state-of-mind and could not get past the hazy confusion that my brain had been put in to "understand" that she was screwing around with me. Despite ultimately knowing this subconsciously I was so struggling to get links to open and read the pages she sent and get directions and information which she kept repeating and then saying wrong things so the information had to be asked and repeated continuously. Put into a headspin in other words with confusing and wrong information constantly being uttered by this woman in Bangkok on the phone, but then information on prices she said she also could not obtain (a huge lie) and that all pricing comes out of the UK DHL site from shipments out of the United States. How can I tell this woman on the phone that she is lying--or that she cannot obtain shipping cost information? I was stuck just barely having one access to obtaining information and she sent me a link, which didn't work by the way, the address was typed incorrectly in the field and Google Maps couldn't find it until I typed in just the street name and the DHL office name. That has been the horrid case of blocking my every transaction for years in this same kind of multi-pronged series of attacks on my brain, on the internet functioning, on website templates being manipulated with essential information literally deleted, while the phone calls are diverted to terrorist agents posing as "help" who confuse the entire sequence with interruptions, wrong information, repeats of wrong information (always asking me for information for something I never mentioned such as shipping packages out of England shipping packages out of Bangkok and I had to repeat 6 times and maybe more that I was shipping out of the United States to Phuket).

I am thus so blocked from all professional encounters and all financial earnings all access to information without having to fight and struggle and repeat and nearly scream into the phone the entire time because the terror agents also tell me that they cannot hear me and to speak up. Every second is a terror attack and my brain is under so much stress from the tech blasting my memory (short-term) my ability to concentrate and then they also constrict the microchip implant embedded in my vocal chords so my voice is cracking, hoarse, I can't speak my throat tightens so badly I can barely speak as I cough and my throat becomes extremely dry--then the pitch is lowered remotely as well to sound in a way I consider not very nice--all manipulated by this throat implant. As I type right now of course keys I press don't show up on the page and I must backspace and retype words continuously--every word or every other word (not all the time but most of the time) I must pound down because the keys are being stiffened by the malware on this laptop keyboard.

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This post above was of course hacked and partially deleted and rewritten. Right now I am on hold for 10 minutes by now with the bank which blocked my access to online banking after it blocked my security question which I have never once had a single problem with in over 10 years of using this same bank online using the very same security question. Now I sit here as the hold goes on and on. I also want to add that the post above reads in a very confusing way due to all these factors making my writing appear confusing--hacking, rewrites, deletions, keyboard malware, my brain under attack, short-term memory loss whilst writing--etc etc. But as I attempted to get prices for international shipping from both the Fed Ex site and the DHL site, the pages had been corrupted so the fields that I had to enter to gauge prices were gone--literally removed. I got the cyber assistant which sent a link to the page to enter shipping information and the fields for weight and type of package literally were gone from the site--so I could not get information on shipping costs. That means I have to phone and get dubious or wrong information. I also was given conflicting information today when I phoned the Bangkok DHL office (but not really, it was redirected to someplace else to a vey fake agent who gave completely wrong information and incomplete. The 2nd agent I phoned after by now it's been over 2 hours of just being stuck phoning repeatedly to obtain a single answer because all attempts to obtain any information are being transferred to lying and nasty agents (who shout "{What?" into the phone when I ask a question--I have to almost yell, just like I have to pound down on the keyboard constantly so every single attempt to get a single answer for very vital financial transactions or business require literal shouting into the phone, repeating questions to foreigners (even when using US banking services)--etc etc I am now being directed to an agent but the call is going silent--nothing is happening the call has been disconnected with the "bank" after more than 10 minutes of waiting on hold. There was no hang up it's just blank silence after being put on hold and getting nowhere. That means I have to phone again and go through this once again due to increased terrorist intervention in my telecommunications, internet hacking, and I just went through a complete attack from my mail service and my government stipend and my money cut off and threats to my life from income block and it's all coalescing right now within the last few months of financial terrorism--the attacks have increased in this very vital field of survival since the onset of the latest German "celebrity" rapist terrorist who is an extremely nasty and violent Nazi rapist racist fascist--really nasty and hateful and disgusting and this group of celebrities from H-wood have increased in their abuse tactics and ugly violent demeanors towards me since they literally embraced him and welcomed him with his increased life-threatening tactics into their nasty clique and fold. 

I forgot to add that I was also hung up already once before being hung up again by this banking service while I was blocked from entering my security question, locked out of online banking and now sitting on hold for by now 30 minutes after having been hung up on just earlier. Waiting on the 2nd call right now for a terror agent to lie, interrupt, cough , call me "mr." and then to lie or hang up or not be able to speak English and all the other stuff. It is the exact same thing repeatedly in every phone call for every business except for purely English-speaking who are often very nasty, yelling and coughing into the phone, lying and very, very nasty even when speaking English. In this way I can't get a single thing done if I need to accomplish anything for my survival or for my self-reliance.


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Another day of sleazy, sick dirty foul arnold hate-ni88er your robotic former governor of california working for both his and newsom's endless praise and promotions into the new nazi world order h-wood regime convergence of one-world order consolidation. Every day that ugly sleazy filth "listens" to my inner thoughts to yell abuse and insults at what I am thinking with threats not to "think" what they are pumping into my subconscious, hacking into my laptop to tweak a thought reaction or vulnerability therein so they can insert their programming just so they can rationalize yelling abuse which culminates in death threats and more torture--tears torture out of my eyes completely destroyed cheek and facial tissue damage from 20 years of tears pouring out of my eyes daily for hours per day--years and years. When ugly shittrash-nigger arnold came with non-stop blacks and now violent murderous cartel Mexican ?--thug gang-bangers who starred as drug cartel murderous "strong" attacking the "white man" who they grovel to as slum dog millionaire--aspirants groveling dumb moose-like thug pawns being uncle tom replacements for the plethora of blacks surrounding the german and austrian sleazy dirty thugs who just flick their little snot fingers and the black americans--all yelling with bombastic "strength" about the injustice they bear as representatives of racial prejudice and discrimination. They are the foremost attackers upon me in physical violence terms almost as much as ugly dirty shitnigger arnold who is never, ever identified by ICE as any immigrant threat. Those brown-skinned with naturalization papers are still targeted even when the ICE agents are aware of their status but no questions aimed at the real vermin poisoning the blood of america ugly arnold. My body has further deteriorated from the years of his violence and instruction to the "me two" skank shit of shitalina non-jolie scum ape trash parasite with ape pitt pig who starred in movies "fighting Nazis" all literally just awaiting instruction on how to behave like murderous, genocidal fascist nazi thugs as partners with ugly sick shitnigger arnold on how to create this merger which they have not just "violently" but not merely "murderously" but--oh the words I should look up in a thesaurus as most Americans shun such verbal description while they are fully implementing the rise of such behavior and overtake by this rancid filth arnold filthtrash-nigger such a filthy and nasty dirty creep. Never questioned due to his nazi background thusly glorified as being some incredible muscular disgusting hulk of social engineering and the dread Kennedy family post the actual glorious intellectual and upstanding John and perhaps his brother Robert in the shadows but following the leader. Putting fascists into power and they are still pushing him to help them remain in luxury lifestyle abundance america can go to hell and let nazis overtake--that is what the broken down kennedy family now is and the battle over that building is actually of more symbolic import than people realize. A Crumbling edifice of past-long--ago Camelot now turned into camel-lot parking for nazi orgy blank and meaningless movie fodder. A bemusement park in Californication of outdated celebrities revamped into celestial appearance one of which is dolly the sheeple part ton of bs which is never questioned likewise nor are any of the vampire lying nazi bigots polished with knobs of rotund amplification of Congressional dark money funding so america appears like a shining beacon. Headed by not Atlas Shrugged in the form of deformed body apperature arnold shitnigger trashy nazi filth infestation no--glorified as another polished deception to urge americans to allow more of the vermin to poison the blood so they can more easily suck more out while appearing as white nights in shining armored security fascist gestapo guards coming to ensure anyone venturing into your secluded gated white nazi community gets killed surreptitiously covertly via their death squad gestapo teams handed poisons, drugs and brain implants with gangs coming to rape and torture upon order. All handed down in instruction from the California Governor's rape association of white nazi overtake. They want to actually create little "tech" fiefdom's so said the "Mexican immigrant" white boy in appearance (hair shorn to disguise his dark hair) gil duran (*author of "Nerd Reich" fame, bolstered by NY times reading lists, etc but surely instructed on what to detail as his "investigative journalist" title is for the San Francisco Guardian where he has operated in the past). On personal terms with ole gavin and that means even older ole arnold hate-nazi nigger trash he's really despicable and his nazi brown-skinned thug goons yelling death threats grabbing my breasts were instructed to do this under ugly not jolie shitalina's endless years of having groups of people scream insults about my "breasts" as I am shitting the poison out never-ending detox for years and years until I am at the breaking point due to the trump-era 16 hours of torrture and abuse per day while the poisons, still never out after 20 years or more of fighting to stop the drugging and poisoning--and still very ill still the poison remains and they abuse me without fail every morning when the drugging is fresh in my blood stream after having been injected or pumped with it in sleep state--Or my morning beverages are poisoned this group has access to all manufacturing and pirating of products so all is poisoned in wrapped, prepared state puon the shelf even but I must store some food products in my home which I do need to get energy to deal with endless life-threatening abuse and violence imposed upon me hours an dhours without end. A morning without me struggling with all my strength and might to not react to the brain-implant thought process of lightening-speed instant reaction in my "brain" my mind reacting to insults and as quickly as they yell pre-planned insults because they perpetually hack their photos and the thought control videos--which I may not "click" on but I see them. The instant "reaction" of thoughts which may have been implanted becomes the next hour of death threats for having "thought" this instant reaction which I cannot control). It turns into hours of back-and forth yelling. This is not isolated to dirty ugly stupid sick shitnigger arnold--who is persistently without end daily hours of abuse to render my thoughts as my brain is put in survival stress mode they extract more ideas for that ugly slime sick fuck to steal as his own--or to profit off. Since they all rely on scripts and then repeat thought processes for their careers and lives, and I have avoided them, people like them and have formerly had "artistic' friends with which to talk about artistic matters or politics or anything else, always looking for an original thought and eschewing the standard programming because long ago I realized there was a lot of conformity to whittling down thought into palatable easy-listening music like elevator scripts which abound. Or that has been my experience I am ALWAYS surrounded by the terrorists of this group and like a surrealistic dream of living in a caged mental trap entrapment, I hear only ugly sick things form them to just render me in a state of negating their society but forced to be "around them" and their u gly stupid immature sick insulting abuse statements for every thought and action I do. All day and night, and they create the flaws for which they latch onto abusing me (subliminal sentences implanted via voice-to-skull technology as I am drugged without a single person to talk to and for decades literally I have been forced into this state due to their poisoning). The focus is always on my external physical appearance which is covered with scars, blemishes deformity which increases as this non-stop daily barrage of hate is dumped on me by the huge deformed mutated ugly sick filth of this dirty crap arnold shitnigger who has a LOT of hate and ugliness he needs to dump on me or anybody he can. It is the same with them all, they dump and dump ferociously all their insecurities and hate upon me. The women are always fixated on their physical appearance so they make sure to deform and have me mutilated p lus they are "feminists" so they must have me sexually asasulted as well to try to demoralize demean make me grey broken down. My body has withered from not being able to "just ignore them" as the goody people tell me through their version of "help' (after teleporting me to slamming objects violently on the ground in front of me as symbol of their rage that I am not helping them all to obtain some huge h-wood complex of media corporate empiric whatever--no one tells me the end goal. From the black energy of their attacks on me this Paramount/Warner Brothers' merger appears to be the frenetic frantic tipping point of their usual hateful rape and murder personalities into a frenzy of violence at me fso ugly arnold can produce some original ideas (derived out of murdering me as his goal is and his threats he promises to fulfill are--the goal also is to abuse and threaten me so violently that any "resistance" is met by near death. The latino men are very good at this and they are even more violent than the "Italian-American" mafia out of Brooklyn (maybe they are holding back a bit since I am from Brooklyn but I doubt that is the reason--or I mean my family was from Brooklyn I was born in Glen Cove and lived in Forest Hills one year and then Purchase for another year but somehow I feel a sort of identification on a very slim margin of parallel but the latinos out of mexico or whereever there is no common ground except we are all on earth in this spot all with an agenda. Theirs to perform acts of gangland violence and brutal psychological and sexual violence not at the extreme they may have rendered upon others in the past--there is a death and very morbid energy from one of them. Waves of "dark spirits" surround his attack upon me it is reflected even in my immediate environment). They are the uncle toms which arnold uses as his proxy and his racism which they are controlled by is vented out on me. //So I see my body just mutilated, old aged completely growing old from this daily ugly hate dumped on me by these people who all have insecurities and this tech enables them to unleash it out onto me. It is such a welcomed and cherished technology the politicians likewise have a lot of bs to dump on anybody possible and they all want elimination of any competition to their control and money. Any mention to them of the principles for which America was a truly great country in concept, the "shining beacon" upon which the tired and impoverished rushed and then the gold diggers came and once all was wealthy and originality the nazis who had originally intended to crush america under hitler's plan (really Stalin's plan or maybe more Lenin's plan and perhaps before him Marx's plan and before him and Engels --mostly the german not the jew---on and on this plan to create this global systematic conformity and mass elimination of most of the population so little huge plantation could spring up in california with gavin and his crew and arnold and his plantation system and all the celebrities with their masses of brown, black and jewish constructs all "fighting against racism" the most stupid and dumb racist promoters --my family included or those people I was forced to be around and endure for about 15 years of my life then rushing to get out--they were almost the first brought in to torture me to try to re-establish this parasitic feeding function of the AIPAC---yes my family is connected to the nazi jewish leagues out of nyc who like the rothschild's hand over sacrifices --as in millions or more---for promotion into nazi culture --resulting in nazi paris hilton's family bigots with her own black chuck d out of public enemy the first to violently glare in threats against me for being happy her goddamn mansion was burned down in a moment of divine justice against the rancid filth she represents--a most ugly vile bigot antisemite her sister married to the gold mine of the rotschilds and as representative paris h-ton of bs comes with the black "fighting racism" yelling boldly but when I was explaining and saying "I only meant that after 13 years of her fully participating in having my home(s) destroyed my body raped my body poisoned and drugged into deformity so as usual the blonde nazi women can feel lighter, free and happy that only "they' get to be "beautiful" and congress and society must upkeep the old standards imposed on all societies around the planet--for centuries at least---and so, he almost physically assaulted me they cut my disaility money off that week and it's still off--that was back in november 2025 but the actual real cut-off lasting to this very day happened in March, 2025. Under the instruction of them all (just mentioning some of the American and nazi influences the american paris hil-ton of shit with her black "activist" "strong" yelling bullshit chuck d of public enemy--the guy with the not dope but dopey voice and his huge clock on a chain partnering with a blonde white woman in italy for a "reality tv show" where he literally falls down to run after her while she makes a nazi pose sniffing the air as italians laugh at the black "boy" running after the white "girl" in devotion--that is the h-wood influence upon these "bold singing" yapping do-nothing but "active in their community" so all he could say with hate and violence is that "good people are losing their homes" i kept sa ying I was referencing this one aspect of that filthy skank whore pjrostituted real porno scum not his "poor blacks" of los angeles who are undoubtedly very wealthy living in the hills and mansions, and like himself living off the royalties of "fight the power" which he is only fighting me--the "powerless" victim of racism but "jewish" as they define me forcing yet more cliched stereotypes on me

Once more, I could not "ignore' although I literally was trying with every ounce nuance and bit of my strength to not react. The dr...