Saturday, October 23, 2021

Terrorist stinking filth report: October 21, 2021. My bathroom reminds of of one of the circles of Hell in Dante's Inferno. The hell of the terrorist stalkers with their master/slave operations of attack in shopping spaces is a more concealed version of the stinking filth

 Because I am partially paralyzed due to poisoning of mind control drugs interlaced with hardening poisons, which have created an internal "shell", hard-caked chemicals that break off in tiny pieces and expand greatly so my body is endlessly caked with bloating and sagging areas and this hard extended piece latched on to my vertebrae from skull to toes. Every attack on my body, which has not stopped for a single day, results in poison seeping into every rip, tear and crack and "accident". 

I thus have not been able to scrub the endless brown sticky and toxic layers of filth that have been sprayed on my floor, the walls of my bathroom or the furniture. The little cleaning I can do is restricted to standing erect and washing clothing. Having to bend down to hand wash clothing (because the spin cycle and the wash cycle have been "broken" by terrorists so I have to use the washing machine in a very physically demanding way, lifting heavy and huge sopping wet clothing because I can't dry anything.

Thus, in the state of things of filth, I have been using my bathroom with very low lighting, or outside lighting to not have to see the brown stinking filth that has been sprayed on the walls. I bought more silicone to layer the tiles because terrorists have removed all of the silicone between all tiles in the shower area, which is where I believe the tiles are being lifted and insects and filth and stinking odors are being sprayed--every single day, as often as possible to retain a stinking and foul odor perpetually in that room. I have to keep the bathroom door open up to having to seal the door shut with the rope and hooks that I have pounded into the frame to stop the terrorists from inserting more mechanical arms through that portal of breakthrough sabotage and terrorism and bodily destruction. The door has layers of open spaces for air vent flow, and I taped and glued an artistic covering with paper and glue and tape. The tape has been removed in many parts and I have to glue and repaste and now I am putting more silicone on the areas between the tile cracks of the floor for the 4th time since I moved in here. Every time the terrorists enter my room when I am out, they remove more bits of the silicone so I have to routinely repaste this.


When I take showers, I have to use a mop to clean the water which terrorist keep spraying on the floor so it takes 15 hours sometimes for water to dry in this orchestrated endless water/filth attack which is just one of many in just this one little room (and the rest of the studio is an endless deadly toxic and bodily attack situation that goes on and persists like a virus that has no antidote). Terrorists then spray the mop with fungus while I try to dry it outside on the patio, which is coated with brown spray stinking filth on the white tiles and there is always filth and dirt sprinkled on the floor (after I clean it the sprinkled dirt reappears within one hour).  I do clean the bathroom but I am not able to scour and scrub nearly permanent brown grease sprayed on the walls of the bathroom, this is too much for my spine to take with all the additional fractures the terrorists have inflicted upon my body for all these decades.


I had to turn on the bright today to put down the silicone and the bathroom is the very worst I have ever seen it for all the years I have been going through this. There were dripping and embedded brown stains dripping from the artwork I glued onto the bathroom panel shower area (to try to block out the endless brown/black sprays of fungus and mold that terrorists have never stopped putting in that area so no matter what I do it's always brown/black and filthy. The water after I clean comes out brown and black with the stinking water. This also happens when I wash my clothing which likewise is sprayed with the same permanent brown staining toxic filth. I hand wash clothing which is too putrid to wear (usually only bought recently, as I must constantly throw items away that have been ripped, torn, stained, stinking and shrunk to nearly child size so I can't wear anything). 


I now have to find the energy to take a kind of hard-bristle broom and try to scrub more of the filth but I am in such pain from endlessly cleaning and endlessly detoxifying from the hard poison that I really cannot clean up this filth. The floor and the counters I am able to clean, but even the floor has been permanently stained with black and brown goo hardening stuff that nothing gets out. The floor is so ugly and filthy from what they have sprayed and poured on it that no amount of scrubbing or work will get out. It's absolutely disgusting to have to be forced to live with this.

My body of course is caked with this poison filth but also my skin has been so endlessly saturated with damaging chemicals, likewise my hair as well--there are endless cars my body looks like it's a huge pot of cellulite and they have also damaged my hair so badly there are balding spots. It's like every attempt I make to live with beauty has been under deadly assault by this group.


The other filth is the filthy behavior of the toxic terrorists with their minions everywhere I go shopping. I am now accosted and asked to check in my bags at a store where I have used the same bags for shopping and never had a problem until the borders for Thailand opened last week and the filth on their undeserved vacations have poured in for their pimp and terrorist "holidays" in Phuket. Assaulted around every corner and the white Nazi supremacists use the brown Thais as missiles which walk into my cart while they saunter beside them out of harm's way. It is the ultimate in the wealth inequity and how little the exploiters actually care about those they feign to be "friends" with in their exploits of taking over Thailand. Usually this experience is always with one white Europ-a male and a cluster of brown Thai women with their children, who are instructed to run into me as I push my cart ahead they get slammed by my cart because they are walking into me either from all angles as I turn a corner or aisle or they assemble into a huge, swelling group which blocks all access to movement as I am directly pushing a shopping cart and very easy of course to see. They all pretend they can't see me as the little children or the women walk either directly in front of me so I slam the cart into them (around corners) or, as they slowly amble directly in front of me while I am pushing the cart at a brisk pace getting from one store to the next (because I must carry so many bags wherever I go to try to protect the things I need that are essential, because everything I leave in this room when I leave gets sprayed and damaged and destroyed).

They amble in front of my cart like missiles which suddenly lurch to one side to block my path--usually they are looking down into mobile phones but often they appear to have no communication devices in front of them--so I suspect the "voice-to-skull" technology may be employed, or more likely people loitering on the sides as terrorist agents are giving signals for them to move in front of me at the exact moment where it would appear they are not in the path of my cart, but then they lunge nearly like they are drunk and block my path but often I hit them (softly usually). This type of situation is so ubiquitous that it recurs at least 8 times in just a one-hour shopping experience--at a bare minimum.

I consider that to be a filth attack as these people disgusting as if they were pieces of rotting carcass stinking up my happy and quick pace. It's like endless ugliness surrounding me at these stores. Even if they appear fashionable and well-groomed. Mostly those who attack me are not of the "elite" level but you can be certain they are operating for them.


When I see the inequity divide, the result of world bank austerity measure of genocides and holocaust loot turned into Thailand vacations, where slaves compliment the exploiters hoping for a larger slice instead of 12 lousy working hours or prostitution where one night amounts to $20 (for ALL night, not a few minutes "one time"). 

How willing the minions are to be part of a hate team attacking a target, and how willing they are to help their exploiter by allowing themselves to be slammed by a metal shopping cart at fast pace hitting them as they appear to swerve while they are pushing in front of the cart in a huge group. How glibly the bigot who is surrounded by a team of adherents who hope to live in the Big House and get some Western money instead of only having to rely on cheap jobs for tourism or perhaps in some other sector if they are more well-educated. These are the types that surround me. I am not referring to Thailand as a whole but this is the huge majority I see and in every city I have been to in Thailand. The same dynamic applies in the United States but the color divide and the inequity chasm is not as apparent and often is concealed by grandiose posturings of righteous independence allied with activism albeit always controlled and following orders.

So I have to gather the strength to do this--cleaning the filth in  the bathroom which will just be sprayed once more the next time I leave. It is like one of those hellish chores that those in Hades in Greek mythology are forced to do in something like Dante's Inferno.

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Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. 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This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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