Wednesday, October 13, 2021

Post-traumatic mind control terrorist attack recap of techno and other forms of illegal, unconstitutional and deadly assault upon privacy, human rights in all forms, and complicity with various huge agencies. October 13, 2021. The morning after blue/red pill I'm not sure which one is supposed to be the matrix and which is supposed to be the reality of the lies of the matrix?

 How I wish I could once more see this blog in it's published state. I cannot view a single Blogspot blog on the internet as I get the same message on each, blocking access. It relates somehow to privacy and how https is not secure and thus I can't open any blog. I can only write in the template section to write these posts. I have not been able to view my blog for 7 months or longer. I had been reading other blogs and now these are inaccessible as well.

Besides all that, last night (or early morning as I spent more time trying to unwind from the hours of fighting to get information correctly done by corrupt terrorists posing as government and mail service agents who are part of the terrorist system. Like all stores, shops and businesses whereever this operation can impose their terrorism, the real employees are replaced for all purposes of attacking me, some actually are employees of the outlets or franchises or operations but not from the location where I am trying to get anything done. I stood up and experienced the same dizzy, nauseous and almost staggering physical effect of having been blasted in brain and body along with endless computer DOS attacks and pages missing fields in order to access pages and accounts so I was lost fighting to just open information or get anything done. While on the phone I tried to operate using my computer to access the new bank information and this too was blocked from access but done so it never appeared on any search item. This has happened to me repeatedly while on the phone where basic pages are omitted from websites where I am trying to work with the terrorist agents on the phone to try to repair all the damage that their cohorts had already done to my private pages and accounts.

They also blocked all access to phoning the bank which had helped me previously in Gainesville. I phoned the number and four times in a row the call was disconnected after the first ring. I tried to phone another branch location in the same area and that was diverted to the main 800 system where I was transferred to this women claiming she was in Michigan began giving me a spin cycle of confusion, lies, mis-dis-information in circles of contortionism intellectually. I was under severe "mind control" brain-altering technological tyranny. I giggled and laughed at everything that happened and I know that subliminal messages were continuously being pumped into my subconscious while I spoke. I could "hear" hissing insults just at the end of the call, when the noise had simmered down and her blathering fake "sweet" voice syrupy saccharine bs was just in the end-of-call phase, while I could hear hissing such hateful insults and in my mind I just think that this is what the people doing all this hate, unjustified, to me actually are that they are trying to deflect onto me. 

But I mean to say that continuously I was being mind "fed" acceptance, giggly exorbitant happy laughing approval of everything that was said. I can't emphasize enough how susceptible the target is to being completely manipulated and lied to while this tech blocks critical thinking. I "accept" all the lies unconditionally and can't "remember" that this same lying procedure happens every single time I attempt to get any business service accomplished and am ALWAYS lied to in outrageous ways. This woman lied to much and when I tried to contest her lies, her voice became threatening. 

Because my experience for years has been that when getting angry at being lied to or calling out the liar, and their lies are so blatant and obvious they are just exercising "power" the "game" is so open and unconcealed but if and when I react in any way that is defensive they discriminate more openly and if I get angry or irate even they disconnect the call or tell me they refuse to work with me and all my other attempts are blocked. In such instances I must go directly to any manager of these businesses in order to stop the discrimination from being made a permanent situation. In my situation I can't do that from Thailand, nor can I reach anyone on the phone who isn't a redirected terrorist operator lying and attacking me. I have to keep my cool and work from this vantage of absolute threat every moment I try to clear up the threats to my life financially that this organization has forced upon me by denial of mail service through this terror mail company in Orlando which refuses to inform me of mail and only sends information once I have already missed deadlines and my money has been cut off, or direct deposit information won't function, or etc this threat to my direct deposit and accessing my bank and any single vulnerability that can be exploited by this terror operation has been and it is ongoing.

I just want to stress the absolutely criminal intention and how people in upper tiers of society are fully endorsing this--meaning the politicians. Unfortunately the posturing con artists who present themselves as being icons of plastic surgery enhancement who entertain are also being considered for more political positions as they team up with politicians for nefarious corrupt practices to steal, rob and implement more fascism into the United States and around the world. Not that the majority of you reading this actually care since you fully are part of that effort.

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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