Sunday, October 3, 2021

PRETTY HIDEOUSLY VACANT. TOTALLY PARTIAL RECALL of the petty vacant pistols of Sex and their ode to pretty vacant themes that become the tidbits of their insatiable lust for celebrity and fame. An ode to the hoary old punk daze when it was fresh and the anger was so ripe you could pluck it from the energy of the sound. Now sagging and tired, it is resurrected for a moment but not an homage to the rotten but to the Pistols as an iconographic vacancy that was tenable but now so tenuous in modern form. Punk is not dead but it's undergone a transformation into commercial consumer concubine status. Rotten and over-ripe, searching for vacant pretty things to clutch onto for celebrity and non-celibate excess. I think of the emptiness of celebrity and politico alike in my years of experience and this song was part of an algorithm cycle that sprung from the vacant portals of the YouTube vacuum to appear on my channel. The first sentence I had written earlier in this type of vein was highlighted in blue and then deleted by hackers. I tried to retrieve what I had written by memory and instead this above just came out. I have so longed to write in a creative style and thus, as confusing as this is, it feels so much more punk than I have felt in such a long time. I used to write poetry when I also wore punk fashion (unfashionable but subculture fashion). So tired of fascist fashion and pretty vacant fascists of fantastical beasts and other vacancies of imagination and culture (political, celebrity, media and morality all mashed into a mash-up of vacant cultural hideousness so ugly it's just completely petty).

 

Sex Pistols - Pretty Vacant



I need to add at this point that the long paragraph above was a rewrite because the original was highlighted and deleted by the terrorist hackers. My brain is in a muddle due to the technology blasting into my brain (aka mind control) and the keyboard feels like a rusted metal board I must pound down on to get anything to write--my brain under attack, the keyboard under attack, hackers are deleting as I am writing what was what I thought a great kind of poetic sentence. The point really is that I am in a reminiscence mood of and for punk culture that had been but now seems to be a regurgitation. I find only fascists everywhere I go participating in this odious organization. The people I must deal with are pretty hideously vacant and that is bound-up with the politicians who combine the media vacancies of meaning with the celebrities rife with over-ripe verbal and seemingly meaningful petty, noxious bs. Seeming pretty but petty and vacant the vacancies are taken there is no space for meaning even in punk culture. Or is there? I am tired of being constantly surrounded by fascists of all denominations of cultural membership including the faux punk. But, I feel in a punk mood after a long day of listening to music that lulls the senses, is harmonic, and at the end, although it was a joy to listen to all this other more pleasant music I feel punk. But where is punk now? Maybe it was pretty vacant to begin with? Maybe I'm just unfortunately always surrounded by fascists who are pretty vacant but violent who pose as punks and alternatives and compassionate and loyal and loving and humanitarian but are hideously pretty petty and petulant and putrid. So tired of sitting in semi-paralysis day after day. Feel punk wanna dance and be around people who are alive and fun and vital and not sucking out my life and attacking me for aspirations of being promoted into the pretty hideously vacant celebrity/political life of death.

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I've chosen all this other kind of music today while cleaning the stinking filth the terrorist filth has polluted of my clothing/linens/room and unabashed at night, I am just tired of pretending it's all al wonderful day of rain to listen to some good old down Blues

I JUST FEEL PUNK THINKING ABOUT POLITICS because politics has created the filth that I must clean up that isn't mine

Thinking of the good ole show, the product gleaming and shiny but very old coming out next quarter for more dividends of the country divided will it ever be united in it's bipartisan balance with the fascists not in power on both sides of the proverbial "aisle"?

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Years of dealing with this vacancy in American media/political life through dream teleportation nightmares of realization that the reality is a vacant promise with no bottom only tops screwing everything and everyone over as much as they can screw what they consider to be the bottoms for them to dig into every orifice possible to extract as much life force as possible--(it all seems just so S&M but violent vacancy within the volcano underneath the volcano of their minds the real reality is that they want to penetrate all the bottoms' behinds--( ha ha what great punk lyrics what a great set of lyrics for a punk song in dissonance.

Don't want punk to be dead. Resurrection piYour pretty heroes (so you think) are vacant and the vacancies are open for your penetrating media exposure to penetrate into vacancies of pretty vacant.

I feel so punk right now. Want to watch a movie made by real punk directors for a real punk audience, not a fake trying to appeal to the punk (former) viewer audience. Now everyone is just pop-a-go-go like a yo-yo bursting and popping like vacancies of empty meaninglessness.

Here's to the Sex Pistols as an ideological movement ( not as individuals grasping for power and teleporting me--rotten please do not confuse this for adulation! Admiration for past glory now it 's a bit hoary).

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The TWIST, Deary Johnny Rotten, is that at the end of the day, and at the end of this nasty review, is that I revere John Lydon for his contribution to music, to his movement, to his originality, to his punk revolution if you want to call it that (as it truly was) but of course there were other punks before him and after--just feeling closed in, want to go to a real punk concert not a regurgitation of the old days but in millennium dumb form. LOVE YA SEX PISTOLS! MY post I hope is in a punk vein of raging controversial questioning--how would you want it just to be pretty vacant saying "yes it is so great"---? Which it really is, but without the angry piss-party writing I can't express it any other way. So, as we Ameicans would say in a pretty vacant way, "have a nice day".

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Every day this group is viciously and violently assaulting me; its been ongoing for hours per day, every day and night, for 1 1/2 years unremitting except for one single day when there was only slight abuse-on New Year's Day only one day of a few hours of no abuse from this group of shit and scum filth--otherwise, you all are just having a blast reading my posts I can tell it's just nothing from anybody as this situation has turned into the fascist 4th Reich just endlessly taking over because all the blacks have to join all the black celebrity and celebrity politicians in becoming nazis and all the jews have to prove that they are nazis too--as they viciously assault me in front of sick sleazy ugly trash like noem and the next euro-nazi rat pig ape who is joined by the german shit filth fuck who is always with white women having me mutilated poisoned deformed as they laugh and make comparisons of my deformed slashed smeared with stinking filth and chemicas destroys skin hair body as they laugh and say they are more "beautiful" while the men make racist comments call me names and insult and abuse me--in the shower while on the toilet while naked they rush to abuse me--but oh...when I am absolutely on the threshold of needing to go to a hospital for care in detox sickness they rush to slap beat abuse rape and torment me as long as I am incapacitated, in bed in sickness too ill to wrap my body with material to stop the smearing of damaging chemicals I fall into a comatose sleep for 12 hours every day (this past 2 weeks as huge pieces of hard deadly toxic poison ripped out of my back ripping out back musculature and emitting nearly murderous toxins into my bloodstream they raped beat abused me for hours--this vulnerable detox state has been ongoing while they continue to drug me as well--the toxic shock overload of course is making liver spots appear all over my body--with the chemicals they smear, the huge bald spot on my skull, the straggly hair my body marked broken toes jutting at 45-detree angles which they did while I was asleep--etc etc etc mybody huge deformed my spine fractured--the shit pig rats who did this (i.e. the german rat pig ugly scum filth who is surrounded by black scum nazi shit who are lovingly smiling into his ugly sick face---the money this nazi pig has to throw around handed to this filth bucket scum creep by the nazi party of germany because he is associated with diamler benz and obviously covert operations connected to the submerged nazi party in germany acting as an alternative mostly types like him report people who actually are antifascist and they end of dead....the blacks rush it's been a continuous sludge fest of black sychophants in particular the obamas rotten michelle is vying to become presdient all they have to do is just abuse me through their celebrity whore partners and get to become president then president again then endless campaign (finances) by partnering with aunt oprah and all their ilk and the white nazi trash backing all of this--the blacks absolute force amplifiers for white nazi genocidal death squads aimed at jews and anybody else--the antisemitism of blacks is disgusting. But the white trash creep out of poland was with dirty rotten roman polanski who came because I watched the shit movie he made about the Jewish man in france who was ousted due to antisemitism from the french army under criminal legal procedures based in antisemitism because he had achieved a high rank--it preceded the french inclusion in the nazi genocide by a few decades merely--the rotten creep has come to smile lovingly into the faces of german nazi pig rotten white trash men--he must abuse me too in order to get his approval to rejoin the whorewood movie-making club so he was there with the parisian scumbag white trash singer who is as disgusting to me only after about 2 weeks as the rest they all imitate one another have no personalities and are bereft of any soul or love that I can see yet they try to force me to say that they are exemplary using torture as I then rescind what Ihad blurted out complimenting them under severe torture--polanski is continuously using racist themes aainst me--this dirty sick creep was a victim of nazi persecution during wwii a totally programmed minority minion and that was yesterday while I was in the shower---the entire time it was the first day i was well enough to take a shower for over a week I was so sick while they beat abused and sexually attacked me--the shit of sean penn and the black nazi shit starring in that filthy movie one battle bullshit nazi bullshit k-rap with di-krap e-i-o oink oink--(the star blonde nazi of one battle after the next, the same blonde bigot who has been "winning" oscars for over 15 years non-stop--guess what, he has been part of this torture and mutilation rape and abuse contract out on me for all these years--that movie once upon a timem in whorewood about charles mansion is based on ideas tarantulaino stole from me--the pigs are just out partying getting full approbation I remain fighting to not become completey old and destroyed--my body has shriveled from detox stress abuse negativity screaming and fighting physically literally ever day they don't stop abusing me and saying ugly things I respond instantly it's all completely in my silent voice-to-skull relay and teleportation sight I can't turn away and not see them I can't block out their ugly sinister dirty sick fuck voices nor ugly sinister faces staring abusing yeling for hours and hours until I "break". This feeds dirty ugly noem the ugly parasite endlessly she can't stop feeding off abusing people who are incapable of defense.

  Send her back to where she came from: Hell. I wish them all death every day I pray for it and trump and his shit too but obama and the cli...