Sunday, October 3, 2021

PRETTY HIDEOUSLY VACANT. TOTALLY PARTIAL RECALL of the petty vacant pistols of Sex and their ode to pretty vacant themes that become the tidbits of their insatiable lust for celebrity and fame. An ode to the hoary old punk daze when it was fresh and the anger was so ripe you could pluck it from the energy of the sound. Now sagging and tired, it is resurrected for a moment but not an homage to the rotten but to the Pistols as an iconographic vacancy that was tenable but now so tenuous in modern form. Punk is not dead but it's undergone a transformation into commercial consumer concubine status. Rotten and over-ripe, searching for vacant pretty things to clutch onto for celebrity and non-celibate excess. I think of the emptiness of celebrity and politico alike in my years of experience and this song was part of an algorithm cycle that sprung from the vacant portals of the YouTube vacuum to appear on my channel. The first sentence I had written earlier in this type of vein was highlighted in blue and then deleted by hackers. I tried to retrieve what I had written by memory and instead this above just came out. I have so longed to write in a creative style and thus, as confusing as this is, it feels so much more punk than I have felt in such a long time. I used to write poetry when I also wore punk fashion (unfashionable but subculture fashion). So tired of fascist fashion and pretty vacant fascists of fantastical beasts and other vacancies of imagination and culture (political, celebrity, media and morality all mashed into a mash-up of vacant cultural hideousness so ugly it's just completely petty).

 

Sex Pistols - Pretty Vacant



I need to add at this point that the long paragraph above was a rewrite because the original was highlighted and deleted by the terrorist hackers. My brain is in a muddle due to the technology blasting into my brain (aka mind control) and the keyboard feels like a rusted metal board I must pound down on to get anything to write--my brain under attack, the keyboard under attack, hackers are deleting as I am writing what was what I thought a great kind of poetic sentence. The point really is that I am in a reminiscence mood of and for punk culture that had been but now seems to be a regurgitation. I find only fascists everywhere I go participating in this odious organization. The people I must deal with are pretty hideously vacant and that is bound-up with the politicians who combine the media vacancies of meaning with the celebrities rife with over-ripe verbal and seemingly meaningful petty, noxious bs. Seeming pretty but petty and vacant the vacancies are taken there is no space for meaning even in punk culture. Or is there? I am tired of being constantly surrounded by fascists of all denominations of cultural membership including the faux punk. But, I feel in a punk mood after a long day of listening to music that lulls the senses, is harmonic, and at the end, although it was a joy to listen to all this other more pleasant music I feel punk. But where is punk now? Maybe it was pretty vacant to begin with? Maybe I'm just unfortunately always surrounded by fascists who are pretty vacant but violent who pose as punks and alternatives and compassionate and loyal and loving and humanitarian but are hideously pretty petty and petulant and putrid. So tired of sitting in semi-paralysis day after day. Feel punk wanna dance and be around people who are alive and fun and vital and not sucking out my life and attacking me for aspirations of being promoted into the pretty hideously vacant celebrity/political life of death.

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I've chosen all this other kind of music today while cleaning the stinking filth the terrorist filth has polluted of my clothing/linens/room and unabashed at night, I am just tired of pretending it's all al wonderful day of rain to listen to some good old down Blues

I JUST FEEL PUNK THINKING ABOUT POLITICS because politics has created the filth that I must clean up that isn't mine

Thinking of the good ole show, the product gleaming and shiny but very old coming out next quarter for more dividends of the country divided will it ever be united in it's bipartisan balance with the fascists not in power on both sides of the proverbial "aisle"?

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Years of dealing with this vacancy in American media/political life through dream teleportation nightmares of realization that the reality is a vacant promise with no bottom only tops screwing everything and everyone over as much as they can screw what they consider to be the bottoms for them to dig into every orifice possible to extract as much life force as possible--(it all seems just so S&M but violent vacancy within the volcano underneath the volcano of their minds the real reality is that they want to penetrate all the bottoms' behinds--( ha ha what great punk lyrics what a great set of lyrics for a punk song in dissonance.

Don't want punk to be dead. Resurrection piYour pretty heroes (so you think) are vacant and the vacancies are open for your penetrating media exposure to penetrate into vacancies of pretty vacant.

I feel so punk right now. Want to watch a movie made by real punk directors for a real punk audience, not a fake trying to appeal to the punk (former) viewer audience. Now everyone is just pop-a-go-go like a yo-yo bursting and popping like vacancies of empty meaninglessness.

Here's to the Sex Pistols as an ideological movement ( not as individuals grasping for power and teleporting me--rotten please do not confuse this for adulation! Admiration for past glory now it 's a bit hoary).

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The TWIST, Deary Johnny Rotten, is that at the end of the day, and at the end of this nasty review, is that I revere John Lydon for his contribution to music, to his movement, to his originality, to his punk revolution if you want to call it that (as it truly was) but of course there were other punks before him and after--just feeling closed in, want to go to a real punk concert not a regurgitation of the old days but in millennium dumb form. LOVE YA SEX PISTOLS! MY post I hope is in a punk vein of raging controversial questioning--how would you want it just to be pretty vacant saying "yes it is so great"---? Which it really is, but without the angry piss-party writing I can't express it any other way. So, as we Ameicans would say in a pretty vacant way, "have a nice day".

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Terrorist hacking *documentation*---my Social Security Account obviously hacked, my "back-up codes" for the newly implemented "log-in.gov" account are out of sync and a back-up code was used so that I used the sequence I should have had (I literally send myself emails after each use, so I know which of the codes from the limit of 10-per list which is then replenished after the 10 are used by the recipient (me) in this "secure" system. I saw that formerly someone had changed the red "suspended" status to "discontinued" in black, and now, after one of my codes is out of sync, the "suspended" red is back replacing the more finality and doom status of "discontinued". As usual, whilst fighting to type this, after having deleted another 1213 extraneous files hacked into my system after the last cache clear, which was just prior to the 7 minutes of internet access for the first time today, which was "allowed" 20 minutes after I had first turned the router on. The WiFi signal was on for about 1 minute and then turned off. Was turned off, this is a daily routine with the hackers it requires over 30 minutes at minimum to use the internet without it being turned off non-stop every 2 minutes or less. Always when I am trying to open important information or am in the midst of typing a post such as this one, which is intended to calmly document the hacking; too bad I did not save a screenshot of the former and the latter (determination status altered by hackers; or ostensibly another "oops" mistake on their part). Must fight now to return on the Wifi after having turned it on 45 minutes ago, used it to open the page for one site then it was instantly turned off for another 20 minutes as I cleared the cache, etc and after having used it for about 1 minute it was so slow I got back into clearing files in the C drive, which resulted in seeing over 1200 files newly hacked into my system from having opened one page for about 10 seconds. The WiFi signal icon on the lower right-hand side of the page always remain "on" while the hackers turn the signal off. It remains appearing as "on" for about 2 more minutes so when I am in the middle of trying to send a business email or other, when I click on publish or send the entire message gets deleted. They do this while I click on publish for my blog posts, which are deleted as well but especially on youtube comments (it's also near impossible to use the caps key again and the keys are so taut and tight pounding is required to get anything out). Etc. Must fight now to get the signal back on. This routine happens literally every single time I get on the laptop, morning or night hackers are waiting to perform this hacking block which always goes in the same pattern (perhaps it is a program trojan keystroke logging, etc I have no idea). I am considering trying to learn Linux, one of the distros. Wonder if that would, in any way, shield me from this hack which probably is more related to my router and not the software or programming I use, my computer or anything else. //Another 6 hours of the same terrorist maga and political aspirants for president torturing abusing threatening my life (formerly extremely murderously sick, nasty and violent) now more subdued, of course they just "cannot" ever be stopped or the democrats cannot conceive of amounting more millions into the campaign finances for the upcoming election; one of them so absolutely violent and nasty and filthy in all ways towards me so life-threatening, as they all are. Now must fight the internet again. No way to earn money. but the finality of "discontinued" has been taken off and merely "suspended" means I might have a chance to salvage the disability that these very same people who are torturing me now (one is exempt from a long-term terror death attack on me but has no qualms in participating with those who have so her inclusion is only a mere momentary blip in time the beehive mentality means that she is there in spirit with them and would have done the same all 30 years ago, 10 years ago, or 50 years ago as many of them currently still murdering me through stress and drugging (yes the drugging is persistent nightly I wake up in a cloud and fog) the maga female gently inserts the parasite leeching apparatus to gently ask me for questions so the german punk nazi portrayed as an antifa can steal ideas to sell more when he is welcomed with the open wide legs of depp's hateful most puppeteered french spawn of the french blonde nazi "model" who aspires to entrench a french cartel alongside the german (so the german "punk" faux nazi-life-threatening cretin) is lovers or partners and both, (or sport sex partners really for torturing me is a joint sexual operation they all are livid with sexual thrills after torture it is a most potent aphrodesiac for the loveless and sordid). The english are defending the poor german I wrote how his every punk show is intended to convey the exact opposite in meaning when he shouts out his 30 year-old lyrics into a megaphone and the crowd erupts. His stance on stage is to shout ("on one side, lets have the Left and on the other side, the other Left") as the crowd erupts and attempts to have a mosh pit of sorts, the true meaning is the National Socialism is a "Left" Party and always has been aligned with Communist and a more fascist refined version of the autocratic rule of Stalin and the intention of the Russian revolution as dictated by Marx was to have GERMANY as the sole focus of the "revolution" as a more highly advanced industrial nation. The revolution is what is now a global nazi enterprise just renamed and refashioned to suit the national character of every aligned state, which is of course the United States at this time. But to say that the "left and the other left" all join together is a unified nazi dictatorship and his every pronouncement of such is an opposte double meaning, double-speak. the crowd, or many understand this and thusly his fake anti-nazi music so-called is really nazi rallying. When I wrote this, the english contingent of murderous bigots who sent the english rapist thug to beat abuse and was killing me while I was in the throes of life-threatening poison detox--16 hours per day literally yelling death threats and abuse and insults directly into my brain not taking a break--raping beating and etc while 30 year-old poison was pouring out of my body because I am fighting for my life not to remain helplessly paralyzed in a room and situation of non-stop murderous and drug-induced endless rage and hate. All loving, fun and happy people, animals and things are taken away and killed and destroyed and all people avoide me thusly I am being killed by this. but when I wrote about the ploys and social engineering of fake opposition which the crowd implicitly understands, it is in aligment with the more extreme party which is far more nazified than the mere AFD Party (which Elon Musck made a celebrated giggly smiling partnership with, endorsing the "far right" ). The english who have murderously assaulted me for decades, combined just yesterday or 2 days ago to jointly assault me in this endless yelling hate rage (murder, slow death by a thousand parasites per week) asault in this egregious sick and for-losers has-beens and wanna be's and those in power who are so corrupt they must have this cartel to entrench a malicious deadly cartel of yapping fakes into power. all work to have the nazi german put in whorewood to conduct more vicious racist agenda, minority a$$-groveling (like mandami with the german and ben shapiro a few days later) nazi cartel appearing as various factions "opposing" for various splinter groups or mainstream groups but in essence all working as one, hateful global atrocity campaign (genocide and population elimination is the ultimate end-goal). Rich and absolute drenched in poverty, subservient slaves servicing them for a bit of a piece of the pie enslavement and mind control enabling mediocrity to appear as glorified and all ideas-stolen fake affronts to actual meaning in life celebrity politicians. Supported a billion times over by podcasters of the "left" and "right" all appearing opposite as well, with mainstream anchors bypassing actual news reporting in favor of mass-distributed news bylines. 

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