Tuesday, June 8, 2021

Terrorist teleportation/rape/torture/life-threat/exploitation/coercion report. June 8, 2021.

ALABAMA SONG (WHISKY BAR)-THE DOORS.

 


The fire burns out quickly when grease, scum and porno filth is mixed into the purity of love's desire. When Jim Morrison, however, sings it the fire is alive and not-yet murdered in Paris dead and gone. Morrison was a musician who had a soul and spirit intact to some degree. These creeple raping me have ZERO NONE and are foul and meaningless psycho rapist whores who you have put into lead media mind control entertainment-turned-politico position where they are forming a European-fascist-based monopoly so they NEVER LEAVE for decades and decades. All you can do is have your inner fire turned into a smoldering grease pile as the violence and porn and hate grows in America and the seemingly "clean" Europigapes pour in to help "rescue" America from it's sodden and sullied desecration that the Europigapes have carefully constructed for decades and they are now achieving full hegemony in American life and taking over. If you think this is a ranting post I seriously urge you to take a look at H-wood more carefully and who wins and what themes are continuously being pumped out, how many Europigape actors are in lead roles playing Americans and what is really being entrained into your brain by this K-rap organization.

Morrison was far too sensitive a human being, too much a threat. His music is now being used for Nazi propaganda movies like Cruella and I know that pig apes like Danny Moynihan, the Monarchy-connected English pig ape has observed my and others' in America who are of "alternative" persuasions so they can steal music like this while all they listen to is porno orgy relaxation cocktail music.

I play this today to try to recoup a bit of what the pigapes are stealing of my culture--misappropriating. That is the word, I am under strong mind control attack plus this German pig is digging with his penis into my psyche to imprint hate and all kinds of horrible mind control abuse sublimination programming as I fight to get him off me he's pushing me down like the police who are claiming that they are pinning me down so I can't breathe (in this case symbolically) because I am "resisting" arrest. I feel completely embittered and old after this younger boy-old man has raped me he's a complete mind f** operator and a nasty negative type of pollutant digging his hate into the very recesses of my body if possible. 


LIGHT MY FIRE--THE DOORS

 


 
 
This music--the Rite of Spring--reveling in pagan orgy themes, sacrifice, rebirth, phallocentric of course as most of these fascist cultures are--dancing around a Maypole as fertility symbol--the violence the rebirth of a Nazi global order--this is the classical musical "crossover" that this German hate violinist is really at the psychic level of---it was a big hit as Hitler included this piece which he consigned to Stravinsky (who was rumored to be half-Jewish and I saw an English documentary that claimed that Stravinski, while being closely guarded by the 3rd Reich as a composer was then ordered to commit suicide-but Wikipedia omits that entire claim and I cannot find any further information on this subject online). yet, this is the real music of the overtake with power that this German man is trying to inflict upon me and the rest of fully entranced H-wood I mean whorewood. As they are also satanic, demonic or however you want to label evil and violent bad energy this is only my way of quickly establishing a sort of quick label. I may sound like I am ranting but one must look into the occult and pagan origins of Germanic Nazism in order to get a better grip on the reality rather than the false, smiling fantasy that Germans exude, and everyone wants power and control who are part of this global organization and a quick and easy way to steal anything and suck out energy and push people down by automatic assumption as to who is supposed to be in control--I must now endlessly fight another one with this group of Nazi subordinates cloying for power who are just bringing a very nasty German into American society like this (who was already established anyway). The CORRUPTION OF THE SOUL OF THE SPIRIT AND OF SEXUALITY, OF POWER AND DOMINATION AND OF COURSE THE QUEST FOR MONEY AND CONTROL--THIS SONG fully encapsulates this fiery symbol of pagan power that Germans really are in tune with. It had to take a (reputed) half-Jew to begin to formulate this musical piece though--if the rumors which have now been doused are correct about Stravinski) but...I am just putting this out, to put that fire out and to stop the spread of a fiery contagion that will bring a firestorm of ruin to my country and to me. The fires will consume LA this summer and partly that is due to their entire Nazi mentality of taking over everything possible including nature and it's real driving natural force for their endless gluttony and pig ape whore luxury lifestyles as oppressions for the rest of the world and now the planet will suffer and burn and flood for having embraced this sinister philosophy. 

 

Stravinsky The Rite of Spring


 

 

The latest hater, bigot, racist, rapist Nazi (this time a German male, famous for playing classical violin who wants to--or already has--broken into "crossover" heavy metal and rock combined with his violin stuff but with H-wood now embracing him because of his violence towards me, his propensity towards deceptive appearances and of course posturing bs and rape hate culture of racist proportions aimed at me).


The increase in attacks and the hate of this man I have seen with so many German men from years of living in that abhorrent country. My country is as or even more abhorrent than Germany at this point in time and political consideration. The American actors of this huge multi-billion dollar conglomerate fascist Nazi propaganda agency are thrilled that this man is raping me using pornographic hate themes of abuse, insult and all kinds of threat and violence. They love him. He loves them. Once more I am surrounded by them in teleportation while awake and while asleep. The teleportation is a very ethereal type of aerial form of exploitation you are simply ripped into twain but remaining in one solid form and one more seemingly incomplete form in another location. I think by appearance I look like I am whole and conscious when I am teleported. In that state I am not in the same consciousness as I am in my prime physical state. It is hard to describe when few people have experienced this. I suspect that these technologies are being handed out to this group of lascivious demons who are attacking me like candy for their orgy, rape and other kinds of pilfering aspirations. 

I am under serious threat of any thought, action or movement that this prick doesn't approve of. AT this time my former sensational amount of energy WASTED on this hateful user/abuser/rapist whom I have no contact with other than his endless exploitation of me, abuse and insults and the contracts he is now obtaining. In fascist, Nazi German fascist fashion he is oppressing me to the point that all I have is at risk at this time. It is sexual oppression, pornography and abuse and humiliation and the pig apes of whorewood are watching on as usual like the gloating and smug hyena whores that they are as this German "classic" dirty nasty person is abusing and forcing all kinds of reactions out of me using this technology that I cannot defend myself, not in this extremely weakened state of a DECADE of not having a safe home to go to with toxins that are so deadly pouring out of my body in diarrhea and then stuck and solid against my flesh and into all viscreae and bone structure without any access to any safe place to heal while this group of K-rap is physically torturing me non-stop.


In absolute desperation to get this group, which yesterday was spear-headed by Robert DeNiro, who hasn't stopped (like they all do) latching onto abusing and torturing me in this evil and vile contract for as many years as possible in order to obtain his Oscar awards like all the rest who never stop obtaining every kind of lead role for their "performance" of abusing me.

this German prick was sitting there smug as I screamed in rage at rotten DeNiro to stop telling this creep porno immature German mama's boy to stop abusing me, but of course the pig who wants a "baby" out of me so he and his group of shit in Germany can obtain more egress into american culture--as the infiltration is complete you can even hear this pig ape from Germany saying that NYC is a "little Europe" and that is how badly the pig ape Europigapes have taken over the country and what he really thinks of his entrance into Whorewood by abusing and raping me is all about. Whorewood is already a Little Europe for the pig apes who have helped to create this current fascist Nazi uprising within America through their shitty mafia/nazi movie crap.


I am now ranting and of course I will be tortured and the threat is very real. I was going to write in this post that I need to stop writing but I am now going into a hyperbolic hate rant (sometimes I wear an aluminum foil "hat" just to try to stop the brain-altering technology attacks but I am not wearing it now.) That is because I have tried unsuccessfully for three weeks not TO GET THIS THING FROM GERMANY OFF OF ME and I can't do it. The prizes and deals these utter scumbag pieces of rotten, evil and filthy crap get out of attacking me are so huge that none of them ever stops trying to force every kind of positive bit of love, friendship, ideas for these rotten, unevolved stupid and dirty ugly pigs to steal for their crappy movie and bs K-rap output

and this kraut creep is no different by now I really hate him on a level that is getting to the point of wanting to destroy him and not the reverse, which is what having a baby should be but this is a hate and death group which is determined to force their old age, hate and misery upon me and obtain everything out of me that I can't profit off myself in any way-as they are blocking every single opportunity and forcing rotten pig shit like this German pig on me and yelling and fighting day after day to stop while my government continues to let it all fester and go on and on.


I am writing this because I am still fighting for any kind of decency from my country and appealing to this group of "woke" bullshit whores in whorewood is impossible, and it appears almost the same thing for members of Congress. I want the world to know that my reaction to this german rape fuck nazi pigape is not out of love or desire but as usual from a pornographic scumbag it's from drugging, poisoning, torture, everything I love stolen or killed, all opportunities blocked from me including the health care I need to heal as these pigs are making millions off stealing my ideas, calling me stupid ugly bitch etc etc ande then having me raped and abused and dismembered and disfigured

so I write thisGerman pig fuck to let you know that I think of you as an overblown piece of stupid mama's boy porno pig crap you are an ugly and sick creep who I don't want to know. 

I can't describe how disgusting these Nazi pig men are and the Americans try so hard to behave in this fascist rape methodology that the German shit has literally swept across the planet. I have to see daily Nazi Europigape men with brown-skinned Thai women in rotten and disgusting "master-slave" relationships and the Thai men are grovelling and desperate to be loved as well while the usual degradation of the environment is going on here as it is everywhere on the planet for "development" of hotels, coffee shops so every retired Nazi pig ape rotten ugly dirty old man can have his penis sucked by an adoring brown-skinned woman who is really just a pawn he's using for legal purposes to invest in Thai property--they are so sleazy they go off to strip bars like flies leaving their nests at night as the Thai women are so loving and give all and everything to worthless shit who are violent and vicious exploiters--just like this German pig ape who is disgusting and just like this shit from Whorewood who are still surrounding him and telling him to assault me in almost every way possible as they embrace him like he's wonderful. This has been the continuous situation surrounding me for over a decade and probably longer but the use of this teleporation technology--the way I live in a deadly torture chamber with dismemberment and violence inflicted upon my body nightly--(last night they ripped open the socks I was wearing, used solvent to loosen the packaging tape wound around my feet, used a laser to slice skin tissue into my toes around the bottom of the toe area--the balls of my feet have rolled up skin from months of the skin being burned and one foot has had the skin cut to the bone for at least 4 years on a nightly basis.) ANd the attacks are worse I have elaborated upon them for years and nothing has ever stopped this.


I want you to know German rotten pig ape whore that you are ugly and disgusting. Your threats combined with a planet of pieces of shit torturing me for decades is the only reason and the fact that you are not some rancid ugly old man is also a bit appealing as my energy has been drained by aging older men (famous but still rotten creeps by now in their decades of being sleazy and foul in Whorewood) but that is the general theme of the "entitled" Nazi male anyway--their manhood is lost while they posture as if they are supermen but they are super slime crud whores and stupid and immature they cling on to their mommies serving them for their entire lives their abuse of women is notorious but German women love them when the abuse and oppress other women like me.

I want you to know this German prick scumbag and I hope someone will pry this next pig piece of shit off me finally and also the rest of this group. They are torturing me to death.



Oh, last thought from my hyperbolic rant: this younger German pig ape is only appealing because I have been stuck in a room partially paralyzed for over a decade as rotten pigs have teleported and raped me who I ran from when I could see them in person (the ones who did this for a few years were men I met and immediately got away from, they latched on and raped me using this technology for years while murdering me--both Europigape fascist Nazis not out of Germany but now all the Nazi culture has merged in that rotten continent and has infiltrated whorewood and that mentality has trickled down into American society--). However, there are other facets of the sentence I just wrote but I won't go into it). This German man is younger, sexually potent and a seducer but a sleazy whore nevertheless who is getting into his rotten old man years of debauchery and he's sucking out my life force as much as he can. The influence of these rotten old men training the boys to become users and abusers of women (but really their true coagulation is of homoeroticism because they are trained from boyhood onward to really mistreat and use women and they are instilled with a pornographic hate and violence towards women as well). This boy is no exception (after being forced to be around rotten and aging old pricks raping and abusing me, this guy appears like a boy and that's just from years of being sucked dry by aged old men who try their best to dump their misery out on me because with this tech and the adjoining hate organization I can't get rid of them ever or get any support).
However that initial desire has turned rancid and sour very quickly. He had an infection put into my vagina while I was sleeping after I "made love" passionately with the love I was reserving for my self-survival energy because this group SUCKS ENERGY OUT EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY LIFE. Like the rotten and ugly parasite that this filthy creep is, he is using sexuality as a weapon to penetrate, suck out my love energy and then inflict as much humiliation, subordination and violence upon me as possible. the women like filthy pigape-alina his real choice and someone he adores only because it's another Nazi pig ape whore like him and his ilk of shit and filth--but these women are lavishing love upon this rapist pig sucking my life out and inserting his ugliness, racist abuse and hate upon me as I sit here under now more increasing pressure to not fight back as he's like a horrible predator hovering over my every breath to suppress any kind of dissent. It's very much the psychological version of police brutality when the pigs are kneeing someone on the neck and then claiming that they have to press down harder because the victim is struggling to breath as they fight for oxygen. That is the general strategy this fascist Nazi piece of shit is forcing upon me as I struggle to get him off me. The pigs in Whorewood have already been training him into violent fascist abuse of me, I'm sure it didn't take long and he's adding on his cultural legacy of being trained in abusing people and I can't express the gloating smug attitude he has because MY COUNTRY WON'T STOP THIS OR HELP ME AND THEY ARE PROMOTING HIM FOR THIS.

Terrorist utilities/appliances report: June 8, 2021.

 The water in my kitchen sink and bathroom faucets (shower, sink and toilet jet spray) are being manipulated so if I turn on any source of water in the bathroom the kitchen faucet begins to moan with screeching noises like it's a mechanical industrial engine grinding to a banging, grinding halt but the sound is continuous unless I either revolve the kitchen faucet around a semi-circular curve from either top or bottom of the arch until the sound is reduced and that only happens if I leave water running continuously in the bathroom. If I turn off the water in the shower area the kitchen sink begins this grinding extremely loud noise once again. It is the kind of noise you can hear through the walls and could be reason for a complaint. 


The water strength in all the faucets and water sources are reduced even when this problem does not occur. Before this new attack began (two months ago) I was always washing my hair in the sink because the shower water pressure was so low I could not wash shampoo out. Now the water comes out as a near trickle while the water begins to pour into the kitchen sink while I am in the shower so the pressure is at nearly 1/5 of the tiny diameter of the small metal hose attached to the heating unit on the wall of the shower. I can barely wash the soap off my body and that is while I have to keep water flowing in both shower and kitchen sink area. If I manage to stop the noise at any point the terrorists on the other side of the wall simply change the pressure of the instrument/system they are using to cause such an effect. This problem began one day after I left this studio to go shopping which means of course it was installed while I was gone. 


The "landlord" terrorist of course will not respond to any problems in this room such as what this group had done many months ago-they began to have water trickle out of the kitchen sink. I told him when he was harassing me many months ago and he was in this studio and told me to pay for repairs and he would reduce it from my rent, which means that he will claim it wasn't written in the contract and he is not obliged to pay. He has operated in this manner of lying verbally and then not doing what he promised by claiming it is not written in the contract and he never said anything about repairs or other problems which he only increases every day and time I leave.

I can manage to take a shower but I don't like to waste water and I live to preserve natural sources and supply as an environmental approach to preserving some sanity on this planet, despite what this organization does to pollute and wreck everything for their endless pursuit of pleasure, power and control and usurpation over everything possible using every possible means of manipulation and (then there's the death and murder orgies they also perform for the same function/s).

Sunday, June 6, 2021

Amerikkka: The Mental Masturbation Nation and it's political sex-obsession with political Machiavellian mind control, exposed only to the butthead and Beevis crack in the facade of the pants covering the phallic-controlled systematic mental mind screw operation.

 "Ted Cruz Defended Ban on Sex Toys, Said Vibrator Equivalent to Hiring a Prostitute."  David Pakman Show. April 15, 2016.




To paraphrase the argument of the former Solicitor General of Texas (Cruz): Sex toys and paraphernalia are equivalent to procreation outside of procreative function and therefore should be unlawful!!!

It appears though that the US Supreme Court issued a ruling stating that the US Government has no constitutional right to interfere with the consumer-related non-procreative industry and thus you can still get what you need although maybe not what you want in Texas!

The real issue is of limiting the government only "to the necessary" laws and regulations to guide the functioning of a Democracy. Yet Ted Cruz's argument was along the lines that "there is no Due Process Right to stimulate one's own genitals for anything other than procreative purposes." That was shortly before his run for President back in 2016, also when other celebrities were also in the running for office based on their sex appeal and personality charm as exhibited by scripted narratives they repeated for cameras with public approval ratings determining their stature for running for political office. somehow that also fits into the masturbation theme as it's a version of mental masturbation indeed! TV and the internet are the variants of mental masturbation sex toys in the bargain.

But back to the theme!

You would think that Cruz would be so anti-feminist hostile that his goal was to impede the pleasure of women and keep men in control over women's sexuality (including banning abortion in Texas). However, as one study has proven, it's really men who are Lone Star porn stars and perhaps that is the reason why dildos are still in high demand-even in Texas (see post below in comment section for statistics).

HAIL AMERICA
(MENTAL) MASTURBATION NATION!

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Extensive research on an international scale has shown that:

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This dude in the video got it ALL figured out by releasing his inner mental miasma by going back to nature and using a round and circular camera extended shot to explain how he is a well-rounded circumspect individual after getting off his mental masturbation addiction by going wild in the wild (doing whatever I guess in the privacy of Nature). I wonder if Nature itself has a way of using mind control and chicanery? I'm sure animals are as devious and scheming as humans, their master-race masters and destroyers of the wild and natural habitats of the planet.


"How Mental Masturbation DESTROYS Your Life | Lotion Review." August 3, 2020.



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"Can You Masturbate While Quitting Porn?" PornReBoot. September 25, 2018.




This is currently the Great American Challenge. Can you watch tv or a movie and not mentally masturbate over the image and delusion you are presented by politician-entertainer-autocrat mental manipulator with a huge, glowing smile as you are turned on because the technology is now being dispersed into your brain which causes a physically sexualized internal reaction. Which of course influences your consumer choices and political decision-making. Trust me, this technology is currently being experimented upon me and I know it is a very serious and deadly combination of mind control that IS BEING UTILIZED to the most awful aspects of mind control programming using this natural physiological reaction in order to achieve a kind of orgiastic appeal of mass control.

Can you actually separate your fantasies which are hate-driven that you have imbibed from the material you have watched and drooled over in porn and in movies as opposed to merely masturbating for the natural pleasure or stress relief that provides? Can you actually connect to another person devoid of the programming that has been instilled into your psyche by the manipulators who want you to buy their products and vote for them instead of loving one another to the fullest capacity you are capable of?
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Of course mental masturbation can also impede your "do what you want" philosophy and thus here is some cocky cock rock music to add to your undemocratic party violence fascist overtake system, which would also do well to blast on speakers as you get your cock rock death squads with electronic torture, rape and murder weapons out in the streets but even more using home-based torture systems, undetected and silenced by people like Senator Cruz, former presidential candidate along with Oprah, former presidential candidate-- screw people over up the A** with violence that is thoughtless and only for the purpose of power and money. Using mental masturbation techniques of persuasion in the tv/internet and media mental masturbation vibrations of programming the mind screw operations which will enhance the thoughtless to follow your very well, orchestrated plans of absolute overtake, fascism, Nazism and murder under the name of using Democracy to undermine Democracy. Here's some Beevis and Butthead for ya'll to throb to as you gyrate alone with your sex partners while you plot your next overtake and usurpation and theft and rape and assassination plans for absolute power and control and domination (you hope ultimately of the U S
Government using your couch potatoe minions who masturbate regularly whilst watching your media output and entertainment mind manipulation mental masturbation fodder mind exploitation!!!

And to round out this circular insertion into your mind today, I end it with the reference to Beevis and Butthead that I wrote of above and all it's implications for violent overthrow of your country, mind and of course your sexuality (not excluding your body as well).

"Mental Masturbation (With Beavis And Butt-Head Outro)." Jesse James Dupree. January 9, 2019. 




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"💋 WARNING: The Negative Effects of Masturbation."  Dr Sam Robbins. February 6, 2018."





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This video I'm not "allowed" to comment upon and not only censorship but torture awaits any real commentary on the mental masturbatory political drama soap don't bend over prison shower scenario I am forced into by my very dubious and tenuous government and it's media-obsessed mental masturbation death squad participants (who are interconnected globally due to technology of massive life-f*** proportions of Machiavellian F-U mind control.



"New Rule: Prickstarter | Real Time with Bill Maher (HBO). October 19, 2019.





But I have decided to comment on one part of the Maher video, just at the very end of this post, like the small print on a tenuous legal affidavit that no one reads if they don't want to read through my posts to the end: almost every single celebrity at the 6 minute mark of this video has absolutely and 100% participated in this teleportation crime ALONG WITH TRUMP and they very eagerly have done so when they get promoted and more money--as opposed to their celebrity presentations of feigning they are absolutely against and aghast at what Trump is--I had to choose Trump (but then rescinded that acceptance as the entire situation if of hate and such violence I can't choose any of these entertainer politicians and their groups) over them all because they were far worse fascists and Nazis than Trump is--in real life, when money is the string attacked to the donkeys' ass that these celebrities chase. Maher was right, however, that they spend the money they obtain from torturing me on frivolous and meaningless trite stuff like gold-studded diamond dildos after they get in on the great, free deal of mind fucking me as the prototype for what they want to do to you and the rest of the planet. These celebrities are the MIND FUCK OPERATORS that the emerging fascist government needs to hide and disguise the overall reach they actually have in the brainwashing functioning of the State propaganda apparatus of the Entertainment media whores you all adore because they are using technology to blast subliminals into your brain of how wonderful they are (not) while they actually can (as they are doing to me) stimulating sensations such as sexual desire through some kind of brain-mapping capability so you are turned on and are "told" subconsciously that they are incredibly sexy, correct, you should believe them and in the mind fuck statements they make such as the "hate" Trump but in secret they are not just friends but partners in mind control brain manipulation, etc etc. It's a TOTAL MIND FUCK OPERATION


Saturday, June 5, 2021

Terrorist report: June 6, 2021. Follow-up from yesterday's post about the mail terror attack via Social Security and my mail service in the US. the email I sent giving the okay to open and scan this terrorist attack letter threat was deleted by the hackers and not sent. I had most definitely sent it yesterday. I checked this morning and the message reply had been deleted and not sent. Thus, according to this pretext for not sending the permission to open and scan the letter, which was sent strategically on a Saturday-the mail service closing on Sunday of course--I must now wait until at least Monday night, my time 12+ hours ahead of EST just to see what kind of life-threat this letter really is. It should not have been sent at all and not from that location. All Social Security mail regarding my case comes from major processing centers such as in Chicago, not in a border town in Texas with an internet reputation according to disgruntled recipients of hostility when they try to obtain their life-saving benefits. There is an incredibly long list of people swearing in testimony how nasty and unhelpful and downright dangerous this office is. Some have written that their benefits were shut off because of wrong information meted out by this office and the date for remedying the situation forced the larger administrations to cut off funding, and etc. Now I must wait just to see how deadly this current assault is while I';m going to be teleported, raped, threatened with violence, physically assaulted by this German and although writing of what these haters are doing to me for years has never produced an effect and the last week of having done so is not stopping him but only encouraging him for his power trip pursuit of this contract on destroying me on all levels possible I still am writing--perhaps just to leave a kind of personal testament. When The United States is a complete Nazi colony controlled, as it really is by now, by Europigape fascists and death squads go to kill and assassinate anyone they don't like while police and senators and politicians openly fund it, I hope I can watch from some far-off distance instead of having to live in that wretched country any longer. I am now just stuck in limbo with no country and no status because this organization has made it impossible for me to function on all levels and I am just helpless writing while these parasites who are empty and foul keep stealing ideas because they have nothing but following orders mentality and thus can't think beyond the structures of their own hate and that organization which keeps promotion them for decades until the media is just a cesspool of stupid movies and these actors get a bit of some kind of originality by torturing me to obtain ideas while destroying every single thing about me. They are now using this very violent German man to try to rape hate as deeply into my psyche as possible, he is threatening me on all levels with every kind of manipulation and violence possible and then going off to the women he really loves in Los Angeles who is so connected to English Monarchy and aristocracy (as the conduit or one of them through which they are able to infiltrate the United States main mind control mechanism, the Hollywood brainwashing machine). Thus all these men grovel as she is pumped up in glory and her goal is to destroy and steal and rob and control and suck out and use and abuse me and it's gone on and on for a decade with me fighting non-stop for a decade to get someone at all to stop this. I keep writing and she and they all are out laughing about what I am writing. I scream at this German man after he rapes me and uses every kind of pornographic S&M manipulation device to extract energy out of me, he is literally threatening my life and I have no support from my government or any police force protecting my human rights. this is human sex trafficking to deadly sadists who are laughing about how easily they are getting away with these crimes with just the push of a button.

 The below is a long rant but it's due to drugging and torture and rape and I am now infected because a horrific fungus or mold or toxin has been inserted into my body and I'm now infected and it's stinking and foul. In addition to the below which is a litany of attacks and reactions--all derived from mind control technology, the ceaseless drugging of my body while I am asleep and of my food, and the endless violence being aimed at me. The hackers have hacked/deleted/rewritten parts of this post so although it is long all of it is pertinent to the situation that is affecting the planet. The longer these people have access to this technology the more violent and fascist and murderous they become. The technologies are already widely-dispersed and people should consider this situation I write of (my years of writing about this) as a direct threat not only to Democracy but to many people you readers know and love--including yourselves. Even if you "belong" to this group if they turn against you for any reason they want (i.e. they want to obtain your house they want to bring you down so they can replace your career) you WILL HAVE NO SUPPORT OR PROTECTION just as I have now for everyone follows orders and obeys this system so please take note if you want to have any future of decency for the planet in the future. Most of you assume you are safe within this system and have no threat to worry about.


Meanwhile, the same attacks continue of me being teleported and assaulted (meaning raped in a nasty and S&M fashion by a man insulting and abusing me while he's threatening me while I try to block him and defend myself). And then waking up with putrid stinking odors that are chemically created to not wash out on my pillows. I see after finally being well enough to bend down, because of the detoxification from poison that has been put into my body (I have been too ill for weeks to bend or move for most of the day. The terrorists exploit this to absolutely torture me without end in order to force a concession out of me to provide loveless racist rapist bigot men who are filled with hate and derision their easy entrance into higher positions if they just abuse me enough into "submission" to obeying them as they use exploit and usually are helping to murder me after they steal and suck out all life force, energy and concepts which they use for their careers while I have nothing, absolutely nothing the global organization has shut off all opportunities for even earning a single dollar while I sit here without access to health care after they poison me nearly to death). I see this man who raped me, extracting a passionate victim response of desperation out of me for the torture to be stopped while I am so ill, incapable of exercise, going out to enjoy fresh air or a change of pace from illness and sickness which has been forced upon me. He's spraying this filthy stinking crap that his friends in H-wood have also poured on--I have had to hand wash clothing non-stop for years because of the stinking filth that has perpetually been sprayed on my sheets, clothing and pillows my hands now look like damaged cleaning lady hands from years of this going on every day. I see they sprayed actually my entire bed and the stink has permeated into the mattress and I can't clean it out. I have had to cover the mattress--it's actually a boxspring this room had no mattress and I can't afford to pay for one because all financial earnings have been blocked off completely due to the discrimination and hate of this organization--while the people attacking me have made MILLIONS OF DOLLARS off the concepts they have stolen from me). Because they have broken the spin cycle of the washing machine all is soaking wet and I must pull heavy items out of this apparatus which is a top-loading machine and it's painful for me as I can't even bend down to smell the mattress. 


All of this increase in hate and disgust filth attack has begun because I downloaded a movie at the end of May which starred this German violinist in the lead role. The day or two after I wrote a post about how fascinating the movie was (I had no interest in this German man except to see a movie about classical violin, which is special to me as I have played violin classically and I found this refreshing to see. I then checked on this violinist to see if he was really a virtuoso and I got a clip of him turning a Mozart piece I really love into a version of a rock piece. I was fascinated. I am now under death threat two weeks later as he's raped me countless times by now with hate, insults and violence immediately afterwards, with this toxic attack upon my home because I am fighting to get him off me. He is demanding that I provide him with a baby and go to Nazi Germany where he can have full access to tormenting me probably to death and where I will have zero chance to defend myself, whereas in America I have maybe a 10% chance but it's better than nothing, which is all I am ever going to get from him or living in Germany. But he's determined as this huge contract awaits. When the haters the pit couple passed this technology over to him to torment me in their absentia, this rotten ugly woman who is half-english, who was married to pit the actor--rushed to this German man with arms open wide in a postured "graceful" embrace as his violence not only emulated the decade of their mutual violence towards me, but has increased to Nazi standards of hate and violence. After I have tried to get him off me and to stop the rape, his threats of absolute violence and demands that I comply with his S&M rape scenarios is supported by the endless huge networks of Nazis both in America and in every single country around the world--including the Thai people who openly wear swastikas and have parades wearing Nazi uniforms but claiming that they don't "understand" what Nazi means--while they are being controlled by them and serve them like devotees of a death cult. The threat and my sickness and the years of my vital energy drained every single day by these people who feed off torture and violence as I have fought to stop this has left me really aged, broken down and I really can't take more as I am still fighting to heal without the benefit of health care or decent food or a safe living space. I "comply" while he is hitting me and threatening my life and I know this man has not only full support because he is German but also because he's been programmed into utter murder in order to instill fear and "respect" and obedience. With the full weight of the US Government participating in this Nazi putsch and no support system for me that is viable I am stuck sitting here appealing to endlessly silent people, some of whom may not actually want to see such a system being put into place. I am trying to appeal to your complacency and that this is an urgent time and if you are following the current political situation you can see that Nazism is on the rise in unbelievable ways in America at this time. 


As for my domestic murder situation: I am still drying pillows I had to wash as they were so stinking and foul I either have to throw them away or try to clean these heavy and wet, soaking items while my body is extremely frail and needs rest and to heal--and to not clean huge blankets and pillows every day and I can't keep up by now, they are spraying this filth on every night after I clean something else and I have to dry with a fan the things that are taking days to dry. Now the bedsheets are contaminated as are all pillows and the entire bed is disgusting. I am sick and must  sleep a lot and they have forced me to endlessly fight just to not live in toxic filth every single day--for over a decade this has not stopped. So while I have now huge piles of sheets to clean, I am still working to finish the cleaning job from yesterday because this terrorist organization has broken the washing machine in this studio so there is no spin cycle and a pillow drying with a fan blowing on it takes at least 3 days. I am running my fan over it on highest cycle. While I sleep the mechanical arms spray water on it so it won't dry. I have three large, square pillows and all are stinking and putrid. They keep going so this is going on every single day. This man ordering this is lovers (or wants to be) with the woman who has sent her husband, her other lovers and a host of Europ-a-'s to rape and assault me. She is connected to English Monarchistic Imperialism working to infiltrate and overtake the US media, and they have done it almost completely at this time. Particularly the English. This this Europ-a violinist is of a most fascist nature and is violent, negative and hateful towards me while using technology to suck out and drain my life force while he's being promoted and wining and lavishing loving and sexual adoration towards a woman who has been ordering my physical mutilation for over a decade and then having men like him hiss in hate at me that she's more "beautiful". I fight back verbally by calling her and them names, the men then rape me and torture and assault and order countless Europigapes here in Phuket with their miniority slave minions to rape and assault me--this has not stopped from one of them to the next since 2013. I have been writing these posts since that time and in all that time two or three US presidents and sentators and media commentators and a lot of H-wood A-hole list celebrities and countless "normal" people have participated in furthering this attack upon me.

I sit here with nothing left but endless writing posts about this crime and it remains a stable system that no one will even reveal let alone stop.

Meanwhile the system has produced Donald Trump as President--after his teleportation and rape of me his status in the presidential campaign surged to the all-time high with the fascist and Nazi contingent and all their minority wanna be white master race nazi blacks and other minorities (not excluding "Jews") and thus I watch in amazement at how the reality is covered up by the media when they say that this is just a "big lie" and "deception". (I used the term The Big Lie before Biden and the media did--but of course I am silenced and I can't prove anything but to continue):

They are negating the fact that their system of promotion has lead to a fascist overtake of the entire country. 

As I can't get a single person to do a single thing to stop this crime except a few little token or maybe symbolic things but when I say a single thing I mean something significant that actually has a long-lasting effect on the problem. The problem is not that there is a "Big Lie" but that people want a fascist system and they want lies to overtake a system of deliberation and justice. They want to control and rule and they don't want blacks, jews or anyone else to have more power or money than they unless they absolutely go along with the racist and fascist paradigm which always pits them in front position with everyone bowing down and going along with every lie they put out about how much superior they are. That is the real HUGE LIE that this Nazi cartel that is sweeping over America is really fighting to install with absolutely no more chance for any kind of equality or freedom unless it's between them with a slave class underneath them.

As for me, now, this German man is openly threatening me unless I provide him with his gratification while I am fighting every day to stop this and he's obviously being promoted and getting endless deals in Europigapeland a place I detest by now and most of the people from that continent as well and never want to go there or marry one of them or help that continent have anything but utter destruction.

As for my country, it no longer exists as I sit here watching the driveling bs come out of the mouths of people who have been installed into front media positions who put out half-truths but neglect the real obvious part of the story which is that they too participate in this system and thus they really can't expose it for what it is. I remain basically helpless against this German man who is using, raping and abusing me for his promotion with a group of hate from Whorewood who I also want to see destroyed and never want to help any single one of them to get more promotions out of using me. Yet no one supports me or stops them so I remain here under life threat all the time asking for help and no one really responds. I am going to attempt to get off You Tube and all media except to read the news or maybe very carefully click on webpages but I am now not able to download a single movie that has actors who are currently alive without the threat of them teleporting, raping and torturing and/or trying to murder me to obtain a portion of this contract with these very ugly and sinister actors who have not stopped really mutilating and torturing me slowly to death for years they never stop and they are trying to force a baby out of me although years ago they ordered part of my uterus severed out--it came out sliced off one morning after I told pit the actor NO to his sexual exploitation. This german violinist is now threatening my life and using violence as this is being monitored, filmed, put out into circulation amongst the hyenas of his organization and country to his benefit and promotion. Americans just continue to welcome them all in and allow them to host Oscars and get prizes year after year without questioning the internal politics of this nefarious corrupt organization. The media news commentators of course have also dipped into this attack scenario either for investigative purposes or because they too want a promotion. All remains silenced and not questioned, there are no exposes of how corrupt and rotten the media propaganda fake "woke" liberal machinery really is and what a singular role it plays in fostering fascist Nazi ideology instead of the fake bs that it is being championed for.

Some poetry dedicated to the terrorist celebrities who have not stopped assaulting me using these covert terror gangs and weapons for a decade (or longer, I believe it is longer even than a decade).

 Because so many of my concepts written on Facebook have been stolen or adapted (or literally stolen verbatim) and I have not been able to use my keyboard or think clearly for more than a few very tediously pounded out paragraphs per attempt to write, which also includes the necessity of having to backspace to correct what hackers are blocking as I type, and then having to go back and rewrite what hackers delete/alter and change in addition to the countless commas and periods that are also deleted after I publish.


I want to end my endless years of diatribes that have gotten me almost nowhere except for an increasing throng of celebrities assaulting me. I just got a German one nearly two weeks ago and he has jumped fully into not only the group but also in love with the woman who is more like his real wifey sort of partner than I ever want to be or could be. I do not consider myself corrupt in that regard to the level that they are and the pair of them are like lustful demons giggling as they use covert technology, fully protected by the US Government, to assault me and get their "rocks" off by doing so, fully enhanced hormonally by violence and the endless awards and promotions meted out to anyone who participates in this hate crime and this system. I just want to stop writing as they are now threatening my only form of financial security which is as stable as the land within the earthquake zones of the city of Fallen Whore Angels.

The more and longer I write about anyone who assaults me the more promotions they obtain. the more I try to reach out for help the more politicians join in to quash my attempts to gain justice of protection as they continue to allow this system to flourish, but somehow want to investigate why Americans are forming death squads and want concerted coups against any form of Democratic government. The very weapons that are being utilized and more importantly, the basis of this uniform claim that they are entitled to doing so and that they are somehow "protecting" their culture has been fully enhanced by the very politicians who are now listed as targets for further insurrections and hangings unless they fully embrace (as they really do by continuing to sponsor and allow to propagate these technologies and gang stalking terrorist systems).

In the hopes that the violence will not be as life-threatening and that this current threat to my life in the form of a tiny Texas Town's Social Security office sending me a letter which is a threat to me--I must wait for my mailing service to open it to see how much of a life threat this is. I am continuously under assault and my home is a stinking toxic dump that this group has forced upon me. My body is corroded with hard poisons that I have spent ten years under non-stop torture by these actors so they can deprive me of money to afford health care or food I need to heal or peace to do so (the most important aspect of my healing they are destroying nightly and daily-causing more illness and life-threat physically).

I want to say intrinsically and forever that I am THROUGH with writing about this and that my concepts and hopes for a career are shattered and gone. I can't write my concepts without torture and violence and whatever I do write is inevitably stolen by one of these hateful demonic performers and entertainers or the next. Never with a single penny of payment no thanks and only hate and derision and violence as their payment to me--destroying my life in other words and they all completely relish in it, and of course are paid in huge sums by the politicians and their "dark money" cronies who create all this hate systematic hierarchy of entitlement, monarchistic fascism and totalitarian autocratic technocracy of genocidal proportions.

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That they are the whores and I am not--the house of the Rising Sun is the rising phallus that they endless force upon me by hater whore-mongering bigots who are on the prowl to vent their woman-hate upon minorities or anyone they can after they get divorced and can't sustain a love relationship after the orgy is done.

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There is a place in Californication
Where fallen angels pose as sex hot burning pyres of fallen love
fallen idols and idolatry are the remnants of that town
and all one can do is look at the fodder output and claim
it is a town dedicated to a sinister clown

It's been the ruin of many an aspiring wanna be
if you want to succeed you must love to drink from the polluted dead Sea
while you laugh and say it's like spiked Ice Tea

They feed off hate and violence in their after parties celebrating
the casting couch
for which they get an ample sum in their polluted pouch
and desire only to inflict upon anything innocent huge ouch

As they slither to and fro with their hips stuck out like any street ho
you will know
that like blow, this is blowing in the wind of destruction
the angles are fallen the hype is sold out
with your delusions of grandeur you just worship a mass of lout.

I'm polluted from the whores of whorewood and it's a stinking revelation
Like any whorehouse of devastation
there is no ultimate elevation or consolation

do not enter into it's gates
unless you want to live amongst the worlds most celebrated hate.
May the wrath of angry Goddesses be their burning pyre Fate.
 
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 The House of the Rising Sun--THE DOORS
 

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The second song that came to mind (I thought of it last night, actually, after I had turned off the computer and was laying in bed) was this song: I am not the whore here but they are. Don't let me be misunderstood for having loving and kind emotions associated with sex while whores are raping me and I respond like a decent and loving human being as they insult and abuse and poison and try to murder me because they are addicted to rape and violence and not to love and compassion or anything resembling their superficial appearances.
 
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Because I respond with love to abusers while I am drugged up, traumatized and under duress is no blot on my character
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What I performed, for the performing monkeys
was done out of mind control hate
it was my fate but not the ultimate hate to which I must succumb

do not judge me by my natural love reaction
to the hate that technocracy has brought without protection.

It's like having sex with a virus-ridden set of whores
with no condoms but done electronically so there are no obvious STD SORES.
The rest is a bunch of sexually-inundated bores doing their titillation whore chores of cleaning up the filth they have amassed
from the masses of their messes that nothing can scour clean.
do not judge me for reacting with the love that nature and love can bestow
sucked out by incubus and succubus not really Wow-bow-wow.

This is a song I loved as a teen and played on the little record player in my brother's room. 
 
It's come to mind, not because I watched a movie with this song included in the soundtrack for any film or director.
 
DON'T LET ME BE MISUNDERSTOOD--Santa Esmerelda
 

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The third and final song of this entry, that I posted on this blog only because I put a copyright logo on the blog itself in hopes of protecting my written word from more theft and intellectual property theft which appears to be absolutely ignored and they all know that right now I have no way of litigating any claim of theft whatsoever. At this moment they are threatening my sole source of sustenance by this letter from a Social Security Administration office deep in the redneck Nazi country of Texas where no special functions for the administration are conducted. They are threatening me with a review of my disability which I wrote of earlier in my post--I was poisoned and am still poisoned. The poison gave me scoliosis which doctors claim was due to some unrecognized ailment. The poison was never made known to me by a single human being all my life as everyone around me knew and participated and assaulted me in one form or another in this disgusting carnival of hate that has surrounded me all my life. I then was denied health care and subsequently put in deadly accidents--over and over--with nightly attacks as I could not function or feel anything as my vertebrae was then crushed by people. I would go to bed sore from the accidents and wake up with serious spinal injuries that were done by people as I slept and was unconscious and unresponsive. Then denied health care to the point that I have had to leave the United States twice in my life to save my life from the deadly attacks and many more I have not detailed above. Despite all my heroic efforts, for the past decade as I fought to heal this same group which is now gloating from years of feeding energetically off having someone to abuse by the press of a button only to discard them and go off sexually pumped up afterwards while being promoted to their dream career goals--for a decade non-stop and it's still not being stopped despite my ten years of writing on social media begging essentially for help non-stop.

I have been fighting with this German man who has been telling me he really likes the woman who has been feeding off torturing, dismembering and maiming and putting scars and blemishes all over my body in addition to many other physical attacks--fully pumped with energy out of it, gloating in near ecstatic joy as one man after the next--all bigots, Nazis and haters who abuse and insult me while she watches on with huge smiles and they all tell me they adore her and that I am nothing as the dismemberment and violence continues. I just opened my You Tube page and her face was featured next to the German man (in one video posted/hacked next to the other). 

There is a "trick" that these actors are using of affecting emotions and also using subliminals while I watch or see images of them or their movies. This is being done or will be furthered for the enhancement of these people by using these multi-pronged subliminal techniques of mass mind persuasion and control and programming. The theme she put out is about how "hot" she is. I really disagree and I could go on how rotten I find people like this but I've gone on and on and on and only been threatened, raped, robbed and now my life is under peril by this letter from this administration--as obviously they can demand that I return to the US for a check-up which should not be the case as my condition is listed as "chronic" and "permanent" and there are X-rays to back this up and my body has been so damaged by people crushing my vertebrae and body while I have slept in an unconscious state--while raping me too no doubt--and I'm through. I want someone to get to the point where I must not beg for help any longer on these media posts as while I begin to write they also use mind control and the hate pours out and they torture me more, and then because they are obtaining promotions for obtaining reactions they never stop trying to provoke me with endless more attacks and hate and rape and violence for which I must beg for help-it is met ,this begging for help, with a temporary reduction and then it resumes. OVER ONE DECADE OF THIS GOING ON AND ON.

I thus submit what I want to be my last post. I am in very grave threat of my life right now due to financial threat of cutting off the less than subpoverty amount of money I am forced to have to live off. The status they forced me into is another long story of disenfranchisement that has been orchestrated completely by this hate organization which is so intimately connected to the leaders of "The Free World", many of whom I have listed in these years of these attacks and they remain at the forefront of public attention as if their posturing is real and the latest attempt at insurrection must be some kind of fluke completely unrelated to them or their policies and black operations for which no one will admit to but everyone appears to participate in. 

 

I do not find evil people "hot" I do not find abusers "hot" I do not find rapists "hot" and I wish the situation was stopped so I would not have to write any more pathos-drugged up ranting hate posts which are fodder for these people to steal ideas from and then torture me afterwards for as rationale for more torture for which they endlessly are turned on and sexually gratified by-which I do not think of them as being "hot" for or anything but cold skank regurgitated in endless cycles of repetition that I have witnessed all my life they are nothing original or interesting or beautiful or sexy I just want them off of me. I truly hope this will be stopped. But for now, I dedicate this to what is not hot but like rotten congealed snot pouring off old cocaine whores who really are a bunch of putrid bores.

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 I'm through with you

screw shrew and your sleazy and rotten nasty crew *that means you too*
your real persona looks like
scum the color of blue goo

rotten and filthy, plastic-coated on the outside
this includes the transsexual biintegrated monocultural homophobe bigots in your crew
I'M THROUGH with you
SCREW SHREW (P.U.) that means you.
 
 

blackbear - hot girl bummer [big budget music video]




blackbear - hot girl bummer [Low Budget Video]

 


 

Another US Government agency threatening my life but it's from a targeting stalking operation and not officially sanctioned I believe.

*This post was hacked and rewritten with grammar and correct spelling altered by the terrorist hackers but I'm not going to change it. They are now attacking the cursor and the keyboard so I can't copy and paste sentences or get functions to operation and I must pound down really hard to get anything out at this point. My brain is also under attack so I'm not thinking clearly.  


My mailing service in the US sent me a scan of another letter envelope from the SS Admin., of course it came without a USPS date but it had a pre-paid postage mark with computer scanning information on the lower portion of the perforated unopened letter. Thus, it had not been processed through the mail but was unopened without a date of delivery or processing. It came from a tiny little town in Texas and I looked up information on what specific functions this little office may have for the larger Social Security Administration and there is only a small office for the locals. I looked up more information and read a swath of complaints about rude and incompetent service where people got cut off from their rightful funds by following the instructions of the advisors. The person complaining wrote that one of the larger city offices told her that the information she had been given was wrong from this tiny little remote office. There were other similar complaints about not getting information, money being cut off, biased and nasty disregard by personnel, and etc etc. I had many instances of such behavior, in fact in every office I went to personally at the SS Administration I got the same treatment. Targeting is rife wthin these government administered offices.

First this organization made me so ill I was paralyzed, then denied me health care even when I had Medicaid, and now I am receiving letter after letter about my PERMANENT and chronic condition that this group created in my body--from Social Security, requesting all kinds of information and all kinds of threat. It never happened under any other administration until Trupm and now it's continuing to the point that this is the second letter in one month that I am being harassed in this sense. I can't go into more detail but it's a dire threat to my life and it's at a nearly annual rate but now it's increasing. This office, as I checked it out, has no specific purpose for the administration and I have no idea what a letter from this tiny little town has to threaten me with but from the looks of it, it could potentially be very bad. I now have to wait at least three days before being able to read this scan (or maybe they will do it today) but just to see what kind of life-threatening action the politicians and actors are creating to destroy my every single day on this planet if they can--and they keep getting away with it and these government agencies are fully operating with targeting and really with murdering people in this manner of bureaucracy.

What this organization has done to me is poison me with hardening chemicals that have made my body so huge and contorted that my spine is crooked, the people who have assaulted me while I sleep have put my spine out of alignment nightly and also fractured vertebrae, and I have been denied health care by all established agencies of the United States for any kind of health care (and that remains the case with these billionaire/millionaires who not only are stealing ideas from me but blocking all financial earning capabilities) and now the threat of taking my one sole source of financial stability away from me is a constant threat that is being enforced by Trump and his rapist violent murdering bigot friends in Whorewood and their allies in Nazi Europ-a countries.

I am stuck now having to wait to see what this letter from this inconsequential office is stating in this official capacity. I was just sent a letter last month from a more legitimate office in Chicago stating that my case did not require a review (I have had to fill out forms about my case, which was stuck in limbo for over a year with X-rays establishing absolute disability due to the people crushing my vertebrae so badly while I slept that it's clear on X-ray analysis and I have been determined to be disabled since 1996 and since Trump all I have gotten are letters and letters explaining that I must get doctor analysis about my case because they must review it. It's a permanent disability there is nothing that can improve it. I have not had to fill out a single form to explain my condition since the one-time check-up that was in 2000. Now it's going on every year with this threat since Trump and now it's happening twice in one month at this point.
So these rotten pig ape whores in Whorewood who have raped, tortured, disfigured, mutilated my body while I have fought WITHOUT HEALTH CARE FOR A DECADE to heal using my own intuition with zero professional help--begging these filthy rich pig scum whores who have made millions off ideas they stole from me and my writing about what shit they are and how sick they are--using themes I studied for feminist classes and other concepts that I studied on my own but can't write about, can't get out, am so drugged I can't function--I have begged them to help me to eat well and to get health care and for a decade all they did was torture and disfigure and create my stress levels to high that they were really murdering me and they never go on with one life-threat after the next, and here it is today once more. I asked them for years to please help me get ultrasound an ultrasound machine and these filthy pig shitholes had my money stolen, they have not stopped having my few scant items broken repeatedly I have had to spend my money on items to paste on all the walls and floors and pound in the walls to try to protect myself against their rape and violence performed by minions. I have asked presidential administration after the next to stop this and for some kind of compensation so I am not absolutely stuck in this mire of poverty and sickness that they have increased and broken my body down while I have spent a decade trying to get this hard poison out. I am continuously stuck in pain and sickness fighting to get this poison out while the abuse and have me raped and mutilated and sprayed with toxins as I inhale it all in all night long while I am abused and tortured nightly in teleportation and when I react in rage to it they threaten me continuously with every kind of financial threat. Always fully supported by the US Government and never stopped by any of the charitable humanitarian freedom fighters in Whorewood and always fully supported by everyone it appears around the world.