Sunday, December 26, 2021

Terrorism/harassment/discrimination on the mail front + More destruction of my personal property when I left this terror/surveillance/rape/dismemberment/disfigurement/mind control room "condo unit" yesterday. Obviously this is a Buddhist country and so Christmas has no cheer or respite from acts of hate not for political purposes but for racism and hate purposes.

 My mail service in Orlando which has unfaithfully reported incoming mail for the past 3 years gave me one day to certify a pdf file and email back or they would close my account. The pdf file was a copy of a contract that has no relevance to my contract with them, and nevertheless they demanded this to be signed and emailed back by the next day or else....and then after I rushed out (I was not in the physical state to go out but I had to) and then, three days later they sent another email informing me that they were permanently closing in one month. Period. I had paid in August for a year renewal of the contract that began at the end of November, 2021-Nov. 2022. I paid approx $170 including Fl. tax. Thus they owe me 10 months of payment refunded and refuse to answer my three emails requesting repayment. I phoned them during peak business hours and got an answering machine, multiple times that I phoned during the middle of a weekday (last week). I even wrote a message asking them when was a good time to phone and speak to them. No answer. They responded by asking me if I wanted my mail forwarded (they have lied endlessly about how much mail I have received and they charge $5 per item to be mail-forwarded). I then sent a more direct or "angry" message asking once more to refund my money. A blank silence. 

I have been using a certain type of service and this is not so readily available in any private mailbox service. Things have surely changed even in the last few years as these various "virtual mailboxes" are now a franchise business with the same exact type font, replications of the exact wording appear on the various private mailing services whereas formerly every private mailbox service was a physical mailbox with a few extra options. The service I had used prior to this now dying service (slowly dying and like a dead thing, inoperable for over 3 years now but still functioning with a tiny heartbeat of operation in my very scant business affairs, which amounts to a few government letters per year and the health care options that Medicaid so kindly sends for medical care that left me dying and without any options back in the good ole USA before I left to rescue myself in another country with hopes of finding some cure for the mysterious ailment that had made me so ill and getting worse.


The other mail service in Orlando that I had used was a tiny little "pop" operation without the moms. It was a hokey-sounding dude with a country accent for Florida with the fake goody-happy vocal range and responses. I thought perhaps he would be bona-fide, until he "forgot" to include my new debit card in a package that I had requested he pack up with that as the first item along with a few things I had ordered as an aside. He claimed with a smug little snort, "I forgot" when I asked him what had happened to the card I had requested specifically to be sent. He said it was still in my box. I asked him to pay part of the next FedEx charge and he refused. Afterwards he played the terrorist "games" of telling me he could not hear me and that I must talk louder into the phone--again with the smug smirking tone in his nasty voice with the twangy Central Florida voice (aka "redneck sorta"). I was shouting as he again lied to me and with that same chirpy "f-u" tone in his voice. A little later I asked him for something else and he sent some information that didn't work out, and I lost my temper and that was in the middle of being endlessly tortured and raped by Depp back in 2013, and so he immediately cancelled the contract because he said that I was rude and he didn't have to "take that kind of treatment". I got angry but it was based on having been ripped off and lied to by him a few times in the past. I had to phone in to obtain information about my mail and so we had a few phone conversations. I was always responding in a chirpy happy voice to his fake chirpy happy voice about mail issues and the transactions were always smooth and 100% legitimate on my part and shady and then descending into outright fraud on his part. I then found this current service which is now closing after years of different people taking care of my mail from this very small business--which means that after they began to rip me off and lie about my mail they got promoted and left the store to slide into their new cozy promotion business--I suspect and know this to be the endless recurring theme of these terrorists who operate on the business level. 

So to continue just a bit--one week after I renewed my contract in this effete faux mail service but it really is one of the very few options I have had available at this distance where I can't physically go into the store or request legal aid from any local court system to obtain service or refunds for absolutely unethical business practices---I renewed my account in early August and one week later the harassment of endless threats in the mail from the government agency that has determined from my physical state that I am indeed disabled--but now has shifted my status to a temporary supplemental status so they conduct "reviews" endlessly at least twice per year--but since 1997 there has been one letter requesting me to fill out a form about my physical health, and then there was nothing until 2016 and then the slew of threats and audits/reviews has been at least twice a year. 


This mail service suddenly sent me an "urgent" letter from this gov. agency claiming that this was the "final warning" and that my benefits had been stopped because I had not responded to earlier letters sent out requesting immediate information about my status--again, something that has never happened in all the decades I have been receiving these life-saving benefits. I then had to go through people insulting and threatening me and saying "good!" when I told them that my benefits had been stopped. They were all terrorist agents on the phone operating through this government agency, which is rife with people willing to harass targets on the phone and in -person and in any way possible. Plus including the inherent racism attached to various branches of society not just the government that create that old famous "systematic racism" that is not a hyperbole to any extent. However, the racism is most applied to people who do not conform to the expectations of those who would exploit and riddle people's lives with status cliches and racist stereotypes that they must conform to so the hierarchy can appear superficially to be "fair" and "not racist" but intrinsically at a more deep and profound level the injustice and racist stereotypes remain intact-although a few can "rise" up in financial status as representatives of this ersatz "fair" system that is always claiming it is seeking to eliminate racism. 

so, straying from the point as terrorist hackers are blocking functions of the keyboard so I must fight to pound out words and backspace and correct and then write in some way that is not endlessly digressing due to the attack on my brain functioning by their mind control terrorism technology--


It's all tangled up in blackness, this whole thing is a never-ending contorted tangled mess where every attack is conjoined with some other attack which is strung in a sequence of other attacks.


I then tried to phone a "Mom" store in the "outback" of Orlando and got a real country type voice of a white woman with a very soft-spoken apologetically polite "Latino" woman first answering the phone, a little bad at English, not able to answer my questions on pricing (a very similar attack that I experience in Thailand, which I wrote of earlier today) and I had to ask her to pass the phone to the person she was asking in the background about how much the prices are. This then was the very sharp-sounding white woman who talked like "no nonsense" abrupt sharp-edged nastiness but quick to answer. This is very much like the people of Central Florida and I know the tenor and pace very well from my years of having lived in Gainesville--except that most of the time in Gainesville I got correct responses to my questions (perhaps because I was living in the area and not speaking on the phone from a distant location and I could also report their incompetence in person while I lived there).


And so, after explaining my needs, she affirmed and then said she would conduct business with me. Two unanswered emails later on both the contact form and direct email, I have to move on to other searches and find that any private email service is now almost impossible because the entire industry has been turned into a huge conglomerate of mailing with a central base--just like a corporate huge national entity that has branches in various States. 


I then tried to contact one of these branches (not yet realizing how conglomerate and uniform these mail services were just then, because I have not been in the US for so long and have been using the same mail services for at least 8 years or longer. I got one single response written in half-a$$ english with a photocopy of a contract that was placed crooked in the copy tray, faded so it looked like something an 8-year old had made while high on cool-aid. I wrote a few questions because they explained their service to me in such badly written English and also wrote in cryptic form so I wanted a more clear break-down of the prices and got zero and no answer in response.

I know that my emails have been suppressed for decades, any personal emails that anyone outside of the terror operation have been blocked. I write to people I think would definitely respond and nothing comes back. All my attempts to find business opportunities or contacts is always blocked and in all searches I get one single response or two at most--all are hateful terrorists who are drooling at the opportunity to screw someone else over.

And oh.. the guy in Orlando who ripped me off for mailing my debit card (not doing it I mean) but forcing me to have to pay twice *(over $200) to have a debit card shipped only because I wanted a few items included in the package the first time)--this guy has expanded his business into a huge mutli-office space with various addressees--and I truly suspect it was for his participation (in part) for his attacks upon me. When I phoned him not giving out my name (I didn't phone "him" but the business, and first got someone else on the phone and when I asked about the virtual mail service which would be a box at a real bona fide non-conglomerate mail service which is what I need--the cost per year I was quoted was twice the amount for any small private box in any other business offering a similar service (the price was not listed on the site, of course and they could quote any price they want). I had been passed to the former owner who had only worked almost alone with one or two others who now has a huge business in just a few years' time after having screwed me over. I asked him about the virtual mailbox and he tried to "take the p-out of me" when I asked him if they did the usual: copying the envelope of a letter received and then requesting if I want the content scan or not. He responded in a tone of voice that was like, "NO< it's not that it's this...." so he said in that tone, "we copy the exterior portion and then send you an email requesting if you want the interior portion likewise scanned"--like some verbal diarrhea artist making out like I had asked a question that was all "wrong" because the correct syntax was this version of mail that no one on the planet uses. This was like a mind-screw con artist and it just prickled me to have to deal with this kind of evil creepy con job personality. 


those are my options so far for finding a service which I desperately need. I am stuck here with at least $350 lost in the last 3-4 months just by one mail service which charged me $200 per package of  two debit cards and one or two letters included in a legal-size envelope. They even lied about the weight on the 2nd shipment--the weight was 0.5 lbs and the charge should have been $80 which is what FedEx was charging--they charged me $200 per 0.5 lb legal-sized envelope to be shipped on a 3-day delivery (the 2nd shipment took 5 days to be delivered and then FedEx in Thailand tried to block the shipment with direct lies and the template for FedEx being tampered with so the shipment was shown blocked and undeliverable. On the phone they kept yelling that they "no understan" and told me 8 times in a row that they would deliver the package to my home when I had ordered and yelled into the phone because "no understan" and "no hear u" yelled at me with noise blaring on the other end of the line--I told them all 8 times that I had ordered a pick-up at the FedEx station and those were the directions on the package as well. As I wrote before in another post--DHL Phuket has opened my boxes I sent from Germany and with a box cutter cut around all the packaging tape I used to secure the top of the boxes and many items had been just stolen from the boxes. I could do nothing to retrieve my items. I thus cannot rely on any mail service whatsoever any longer for even the smallest of information.

And so I am now trying to find some service and I will have to opt for something that is not what I really want but I have no other choice. The situation is actually worse than it being "something I don't really want" but I can't really do into detail. No matter because the real terrorists can hack into my thoughts and so they know how dire and threatening this situation is for me.

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As for my home--I see now that the one pot I have to cook in has been scratched at the bottom. This was a top quality cookware from Phillips--a rice cooker with a solid double-layer metal bottom not the cheap and flimsy metal cooker pot. The terrorists have poured some rusting chemicals into the entire cookery and it's rusted throughout--the pot now has huge scratches on the bottom. This entire system is supposed to last at least 2  years but I bought it 10 months ago and it's rusted through-and-through the pot is now scratched and that is going to affect the cooking--it stinks because the metal has been eaten away by this abrasive compound that terrorists also put on all my hotplates and cooking utensils and everything else that is metal. All hinges are rusted and metals stink due to the corrosion of the chemicals that are smeared on every single thing to rust and destroy it all so I must continuously repurchase items that I keep clean and well kept--destroyed by this team which operates for the billionaires and millionaires with all their mansions and private jets--family members and etc with all they have--they have stolen ideas from me obtained interviews in major news outlets have gotten more and more and more and awards for torturing and stealing ideas that they torture and drug out of me. This is what they do in return--after years and years and years of obtaining Oscars and promotions and being put into lead political office.

They have also killed the two lizards that were the last surviving animals after they blasted and blew up the hillside outside my window. It was left bare with rocks for one year and then whenever any flowering vine began to grow they would pour acid or chemicals on it from the ledge above on top of the very steep hillside. There was one lizard who got a "girlfriend" and the pair were living their little cozy happy lives on the hillside and I would say hello to them and they would look and give their lizard types of hellos to me--all gone now. They are dead I suspct like the birds that used to fly on the hillside which completely avoid even flying past this space--I think they also were shot and so no birds come even close to this very rare spot of nature that animals really need to survive t he endless onslaught of cement and building tearing down all habitats of Phuket in systematic death for nature that continues despite all the global warming crises.

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This Years list of Time's 100 most influential people includes as every year has people who have  viciously attacked me, have been part of the torture and all are packaged as the most generous and beneficent human beings on the planet. I can't describe how nasty they really are, but these people attacking me keep being put on pedestals by the media and the public can't seem to know the difference between good and evil because the public absolutely participates in attacking me as well.





Saturday, December 25, 2021

Terrorist bigot pig-ape at the store with the usual encircling of minions attack: December 26, 2021

 Yes, it's time for another enthralling addition to the years of writing about the sickness that I am confronted with daily and in numbers too great to count every time I am well enough to get out and fight to buy food and necessities--my one and only public appearance and the rest of my life is spent fighting to remove hard poisons out of my body and fight to clean up toxic deadly filth in my home that terrorists spew onto every single thing possible.


I was at a tiny little store which has two outlets here in Phuket: Beauty Land. I was trying to find a most slippery to locate item which is usually ubiquitous but I think slated only for "beauty" supply stores and then I have a hard time finding these things at those places here as well. What is the item? A simple plastic shower cap. The dollar stores (called 20 Baht Stores here in Thailand but the prices are usually higher) have flimsy plasticy-coated very thin and easily rippable one-time use caps. I have tried to find ways of shielding the onslaught of terror and violence inflicted upon me by the sleeping teleportation goons who you all applaud and cheer on in their various guises as being benevolent leaders of society. I thought that wearing the shower cap helped ease the ugliness of the endless sequences of people being killed or laying "dead" in these skits--or they really are dead, I don't know. The death-mongering "benevolent" leaders you all cheer on really love inflicting death in any form upon those they want to eliminate. Yes, it's a circular path of destruction for those they don't like--death programming death dreams death to the planet death to Democracy and death to Nature--death to love in other words.

But to continue. I thought that the absolute shock of their sickness forced upon me had been either eliminated or reduced by wearing this kind of rubber barrier--thinking maybe, in my less-than neophyte understanding of grounding and shielding materials against electronic and other forms of invasion technologies--that the rubber would be some kind of deterrent to the flow of electric attack. 

I thought I would try to find a more durable form of plastic and so while I was paying for my motorbike rental I went to the Beauty Land store in Chalong. It is a smallish shop and the caps are on the upper floor. Upon entering the store there was the usual much larger than me blonde Nazi male Europigape standing in Nazi pose: hands on hips as his Thai consorts slithered around him in a circle of protection and adherence. I had to get past this huge obstacle to try to go to the 2nd floor to find these shower caps. The pigape blonde Nazi scumbag was to my left, a glass counter reaching my waist on the right. AS usual, in these small shops, before I enter the creeps make sure to pile boxes on all the counters and place obstacles in the way of aisles and things like that. As I wrote, the pigape was on my left, the glass counter to my right, the narrow space making me have to maneuver to get my many bags I carry around all this space but I was definitely in the middle of the pathway. The Thai terrorist agent posing as a shop assistant was at about 1 o'clock to my right just ahead of the glass case to my immediate right. As I got past them all without feeling any resistance or bumping, when I was in my brisk pace about three feet away from the all I heard a crash as a box of heavy items landed in a loud thud on the floor, apparently from the top of the glass shelf. Making out like I had knocked this over, the ugly and taciturn terrorist "assistant" who had been smiling in awe and love at this pigape began scowling in hate as I turned to see what was going on. 


Now please understand that whenever I am in public my brain capacity for cognitive information-processing is reduced by at least 20 percent. The technology affecting my brain makes it so I am so reduced in capability that I cannot count simple sums, and when I do the wrong answer is cemented into my thought structure and although upon leaving the area I can immediately count the correct number, while under the effect of this tech I am lost in a smog of inability to think or understand. Thus in such a situation I can't talk, I am frozen, I silently walk away and that is ALL I can do to try to avert the ugly situation. I am "frozen" verbally and can't comprehend at all what is really going on. 

Thus yesterday I could barely begin to fathom that this was an attack, but although this very same scenario has been forced upon me time and time again, I could not 'understand" exactly what was going on. All I did was walk away without saying anything like "oh, did I do that?" because I understood that something had happened. Only today can I begin to recall that it was this creepy Thai woman who knocked the item off as my back was turned and walking past them all--


Then there were teams of skanky Thai women surrounding me--as I was putting the two items on the desk for payment the actual real owner or sales rep of the store was coming out of hiding--she had been nowhere during the entire situation until I had to pay. The (pregnant) terrorist skank who had knocked the items over tried to ring up the item but then stood there incompetent not knowing how to handle the cash register. She told me to wait (making me wait is the endless tactic of these people) and then while my back was turned paying the skanks surrounding the blonde disgusting pigape from Europigapeland began ripping my clothing as the pickpocket experts that they are (this means the people of the organization from all countries not Thai people in particular).


I write this in this tone of "immature" hate because it's now a decade of this going on and on and on and on. More politicians of highest rank have come to inflict their violence upon me, as administrations leave new terrorists take the place of their former allies who helped put more corrupticians into power or the old ossified ones retain their corruption and then replace the old with the newer versions of the same old. So this is ongoing and never ending.


But it is a tactic that is used--to create a problem and blame the target. The smug and gloating blonde Nazi pig ape was smug and standing in a posture after his dumb minions performed their operation as usual--


There were a plethora of other similar attacks but I had to write about this today to just get into hate--but really, it's just disgusting the entire thing is. They act like stupid greasebags, all of them, and yet this is supposed to mean that they are "superior" in some fashion.


The tech is so fashionable amongst the "elite" lowest parasites of the planet due to their ability to disguise their true lower standards of behavior and mentality in such fashion. Of course, they are all trained in posturing in "noble" attitudes which bely their real personalities and the underpinnings of their ineptitude on all levels.


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As it turns out, I used the older flimsy shower cap from the 20 Baht store last night because the new plastic cap I just bought smells like fresh toxic chemicals and plastic and I have to wash it--I wonder if it was sprayed with toxic chemicals before I arrived to the store--they had to replace the cap because it did not have a sticker on it and the skank who had attacked me went upstairs but when I looked at the shelf there was only one cap on the entire shelf (of that same design and color). So last night I was subjected to "dreams" the terrorist skits of people laying dead and descriptions of how their faces have horrid grimaces after a few years of laying dead on slabs. It was as usual tres creepy--like their rapes and their inquisitions about ideas they want to extract out of me because they rea meaningless and loveless parasites put into high position.


I swear they will destroy humanity and yet everyone loves liars and users and poseurs so much more than real and genuine people. Thusly they remain "in power" and I remain silenced. 


There is so much more I could write. My brain is still inoperable to a large degree while sitting here because of these interminable attacks on my brain and cognitive structure while I attempt to convey anything on any platform or in any place on the planet. 

The attacks are so stupid and disgusting.

I can give another example. I was at the TOPS supermarket in Central Festival after having gone through countless cars swerving and nearly hitting me while driving--people walking almost running from the middle of the 4-lane roads to walk directly into me from the side--almost sprinting to attack me from the side as they lurched at me even though there were no cars behind me. More shops with groups of Thais who "no understan English speak only little" but clusters of them trying to "understan" how to tell me how much an item costs--I speak enough Thai to say just the basics in money language and they cannot apparently understand Thai either and say they "no understan" when I speak in my very limited Thai to them.

So, at the store--blonde Nazi Europigapes with their shitty children--the terrorists use children very often to physically attack me in the disguise of children running and "playing" all the while shrieking and laughing hysterically as they run into me and spin in front of me and slam into my cart while I am walking in any open space. Because I have so many bags I carry I use shopping carts to walk from store-to-store. I also have so many bags because I am too ill to get out and go shopping more often on a regular basis, so I have to buy almost everything I need for more than one week just in one day--all things, not just food. So it was this blonde Nazi woman and her nasty little tyke son blocking every single aisle and path I tried to get past them--every place I wanted to buy something from they were blocking. The little creep son began tuning the shopping cart to the side so it was parallel to the aisle and maneuvering it back and forth in front of me--it happened three times within a 5 minute span and I finally got angry and my voice was completely altered when I told them to cut it out. (I didn't use those words). My voice was so changed I could not recognize it. The terrorists can alter vocal chords due to the microchip implant in my throat. When I say this little creep boy was maneuvering the cart back and forth at a parallel angle, I mean like swinging it into the middle of the entire aisle, using his legs to push it back and forth and holding onto the cart so his entire body formed an attack unit with the cart to absolutely block and create a moving attack in the middle of the aisle taking up the entire space. And they followed me around until I used my voice in this ugly tone--thus it was in a sense discrediting to me and an ugly negative encounter with creeple I would rather have no contact with whatsoever. This same sort of ugly-toned-vocal response I found just coming out of my mouth, using words I had not formulated nor had any intention of speaking, happened in other such stupid and sick situations. The way these pieces of crap behave is so abysmally stupid and disgusting. It is impossible for me to have any semblance of "respect" for any of them.


Yet one of the very famous former politicians had told me that I had to have "respect" for her yelling and violence towards me when I have done nothing but fight for my Constitutional rights and my personal rights that she is not just flagrantly but hideously enthralled and violating as often as she can get a promotion and an interview out of it in the major press (the "liberal" "Progressive" "Democrat" press at that). Always harping on "women's rights" all the while.

The idiosyncrasy and hypocrisy, and yet they are torturing me demanding that I show them "respect" after they brutalize me in every way possible (they brutalize and indeed create massive death and misery to many others but it's all done through the funnels of acceptable political power-mongering international and domestic "policy).


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After having walked away from the laptop I recalled that the description of wearing a shower cap to bed to avert electronic torture technology was not amplified by how I wrap my head every night in so many layers of cloth, wound around and in various configurations with safety pins overlapping the layers so that nothing can penetrate the barrier at the nape of my neck and around my skull--I did this to protect my hair because for decades this organization has been damaging my hair to the point of balding patches (hair won't grow back now) and hair the texture of straw. I then discovered that my hair dried out due to the terrycloth material of the cap I had made for this purpose, although I use silk on the interior layer my hair just dries up although it is far better than being slathered with toxic chemicals. I then tried to see if this flimsy shower cap might protect my hair from drying out and it does. I also discovered that the severity of the teleportation skits is much reduced and I thought that perhaps the rubber content was a factor of shielding and blocking. I am completely unable to buy any kind of shielding material here, and any attempt to order any such fabric would be circumvented I fear. I don't have money to waste on making any type of experiment in trying to obtain anything via the mail or in stores even. There is nothing here in Phuket resembling any kind of sophisticated electronic shielding materials that I know of. So, not to let the dear reader assume that I am simply putting a shower cap on my head and easily the terrorists' mechanical arms can just take it off or move it aside while I am sleeping. It is securely put into my entire scalp underneath the 5 other layers of protection I use to wrap around my head, in a way that the mechanical arms can't open or get through (or not so easily as to leave evidence). I also must wear layers of protection on my head while I sit at this laptop because the terrorists insert mechanical arms into my room and spray toxic chemicals into my hair while I am seated away from whatever portal they open (although I have spent years trying to afford to block off all the panels they just get into my home and break through whatever I create). That is just an example of the daily "silent" terrorism that this organization inflicts. They are trying to "demand" my obedience and "respect" as they destroy not only my life but the United States, Democracy, Freedom, feminism, and enhance rape and torture and terrorism cultures which are abundant all over this planet.


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*Slight correction to the above: I only realized the "mistake" that was generated in my brain by terrorist mind control hate technology long after I had stopped writing the actual post. I had written that in the TOPS market while I was shopping for food, a woman and her 10 yr. old-looking son were blocking my path by the boy pushing their shopping cart at a "parallel" level to the aisle but blocking every path.


My brain is obfuscated while writing, and the hacking terrorism ensures that I must backspace and repeat and click 4 times sometimes on a function to get anything to operate. The cursor jolts to some other part of the page at random times as well with hackers using their malware to infuse the mistakes. My brain can't function as the technology always blocks my linear thought capability and I meander away from thoughts and often don't even finish what I was writing about and get "lost".

The boy was NOT GOING AT A PARALLEL HE WAS ATTACKING THE PATHWAY FROM BOTH DIAGONAL AND INTERSECT LINES frenetically jolting the cart in aggressive movements back and forth like a pendulum in high gear straight across the path. As I walked past them a couple of times he would push the cart suddenly into my direction from the side angle as I was walking adjacent to them from the side--shifting direction suddenly only just as I was behind them--pushing out into me in other words very quickly and with a huge metal cart full of heavy items so the impact would have been potentially damaging to my body (or very much as today I am great pain and can't move from the entire day of stress and carrying so many heavy items up stairs and etc.





The "social security" death program slated out for me. Social Security "rules" for disability payment MUST BE AMENDED. This is one route that the terrorist organization is taking to destroy anyone they want to eliminate if they are young or unemployed or DISABLED.

Twin Cities donors gave 15 people $1,000 a month in yearlong guaranteed income experiment




 



I'm officially disabled and these people are receiving more than I get per month for a complete and total disability. Because I was forced into a terrorist "accident", where my legs popped up at a 90-degree angle as I ran to my temp agency job in San Francisco (the microchip implant forces my body to do various horrid things like my legs popping up at this 90-degree angle as I ran on the sidewalk and ran down a slope I was sprinting because I was late-- . I had been approached by a woman who ran next to me on that day--because every day for that week my bus was late, and I missed the BART line to my destination and so had to run to work. Thus the surveillance on me operated as a scheme to destroy me: the terrorists devised a plan to have a woman I had never met or seen run next to me on the 4th day of this new job in a very savvy legal office in downtown. I had been running to work every day because of the late busses making me miss my connections. I was very much an athlete, with a few years of jogging 6 miles/day behind me. With this strange stranger woman running beside me, (please understand how mind programming works in conjunction with the insidious poisoning and drugging--you are in a constant daze and people "suggest" things and you follow sheepishly without second thought--it's all very dangerous and of course the power-mongering expletives of this organization love this tech and druggy toy and they are loathe to do any single thing to stop the onslaught of violence that they inevitably inflict because the more they get to gloat and smirk about exploiting people like this, the more violent they become and I can attest to this 100% from decades of experience. They didn't want me to have a decent job, they wanted me to be a sexually abused sex trafficking techno torture victim with no opportunities or chances.
Thus in this mind controlled and incessantly drugged up state-- and as I "flew" my legs just popped up and I landed on my back--the metal rod the surgeons had inserted into my spine for the crooked vertebrae due to the horrid hardening poisons that no one ever warned me about or that I was being poisoned and raped/tortured while sleeping). The terrorists literally broke the hook of the rod and then injured/crushed my lumbar vertebrae while I was sleeping the following night. I was fine the day after this fall, but the next day I was completely injured and what the terrorists did to my body was literally almost break my spine in this one-night attack. Ironically this all transpired on Christmas Eve, 1988. All this happened a few months after graduating college. I left Minnesota after graduating from the University of Minnesota, and was working as a temp in this new city of San Francisco and had not found a regular job yet. I was trying to go through the corporate route in some capacity.
Years later, after inspections and medical reviews, beginning this disability "program" at $500 per month in 1997, I only am on SSI and so I get the lowest of monthly incomes from that program. At this point, years later and having been poisoned nearly to death because NO ONE would warn me or help me in the United States, I am still living under far less than $1000 per month.
Not "complaining" as such but still--the "rules" for disability payments are draconian under SSI conditions for people who have not been able to "contribute" through taxes for the program (you receive higher benefits the longer you have paid taxes. So if you are a new graduate or have been unemployed and get injured permanently you are very strung up in poverty for the rest of your life--I get much less than the people receiving the $1000 are getting in this "experiment". I urge people to review Supplemental Security rules and try to improve the lives of people on that program who have been caught in that "gray zone" of poverty because they could not or have not paid income tax due to not being able to work or being too young or whatever!

Friday, December 24, 2021

Fight to the Death: Yet another quality Olivier performance (meaning highest of quality in my humble Personal opinion) film performances not just by Olivier but also the spectacle that is the host of actors and those working magic behind the camera especially Stanley Kubrick.

 "Spartacus (4/10) Movie CLIP - Fight to the Death (1960) HD". Movie Clips. June 16, 2011.





The fight-to-the-death scene held atop the circle of death with gladiators waging against Death is a parallel for the discussion on "buying out the senate" discussion held by Patrician Party-goers laughing about the slave gladiators fighting for their lives in the Ring of powerlessness below; for the entertainment of the ultra-powerful seated on-high atop the powerless slated for destruction as entertainment.

NOW hidden cameras can also provide this kind of stimulus to the onlookers and more so to the gratified masses who feel entitled and entertained as viewers and voyeurs in such deadly fights and acquisitions--such as the dearth of surveillance and other celluloid and archived bits of video and recordings for the file on my ongoing and never-ending and sponsored terrorist-torture "contract"--using similar tactics for power.
Above and below, so above as below--the symbolism whether intentional or not is genius the acting shows the cruelty and disdain and enjoyment of watching people slowly dying and fighting for survival--
The power struggle to the death at the "Executive" Branch (for those Roman "Republic" times) is very much a modern, political statement for our NOW times...
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* I have had to re-edit this thrice due to hackers deleting and rewriting. I could not understand my own writing and only could revise because I knew what I was writing about. I have tried to correct the complete mess that hacker terrorists created. Whatever comes out as being confusing is due to further intervention by hackers.

''Now is the winter of our discontent'' Soliloquy - Laurence Olivier

 



Most excellent delivery
Most incredible acting
Most superlative disclosure
Most heightened soliloquy discourse
Most typical power acquisition strategy unfolded like a red carpet wobbling aspirant waltzing wanna be
striving for the throne.
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The movie choice of this holiday Eve

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How it would ennoble if there were similarly excellent choices of production, acting and delivery available for choice year-round in modern productions with superlatively trained actors enveloped in the skill of producing an enthralled introspective state-of-mind, such as what Shakespeare produces in stimulating questioning of assumed, State-sponsored, prejudicial programming, instead of the modern version of quickly-produced for quarterly gain, titillated and hyper-adrenaline states of dumbness intellectually and emotionally in the dazed and quelled audiences of NOW.


Wednesday, December 22, 2021

MOTHER/ANDROID meet Psycho Valley Girl Syndrome Programming: Someone made a movie depicting my "gnawing fear" about microchip implants, AI "experimentation" and the frailty of "people in power" to make wise and beneficial decisions concerning the implementation of said technologies, some of which are undoubtedly much more dangerous than what I now experience (from the people wielding the tech, who are not trained in any expert scientific or analytical field except for being primed for celluloid pretense, at best "trained" in that as well. As for the politicians, they merge posturing antics akin to theatrical entertainment with their Ivy-league educations).

 MOTHER/ANDROID. Movie Trailers Source. November 20, 2021.






The fear of the reverse effect of such "beneficial" android and other applications to synthetic intelligent design (like Silicon Valley and Valley Girlz merged into robotics with pettiness and meanness undermining the entire process).

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Valley Girl (1983 Movie) "I'm totally not in love with you". Movie Clips. August 13, 2016.



Imagine THIS (above) but with microchip implants that get tangled up in blaring red, sautered into brain receptors when global warming hits it's historical peak temperatures in the near future (perhaps next summer or even this winter?!) and the embedded implants turn into death programming that some evil Brain wants to use to have pawns to do her horrid world domination plans--execution barbie androids for example---! So see these Valley Girls and imagine them turning into Terminator type fascists waiting to infiltrate one shopping mall after the next to control the world (by killing with their genitals and nasty petty meanness and the electronic torture weapons and drugs and death squads of other wanna-be Barbie droids out.

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Valley Girl (1983) "For Sure, LIKE Totally".  Prozzak. January 11, 2011.




Tuesday, December 21, 2021

Terrorist Report: December 21, 2021. Banking/telecommunications/mail service terrorism. Services blocked, money stolen, services completely inoperable and responding directly with lies and disinformation.

 My bank, PNC: there are two customer service phone lines for this bank which my former bank, BBVA, sold it's entire operation and banking system to. I never received the letters from my mail service in Orlando informing me that the entire banking system would be shut down and replaced by an entire new entity in a takeover. I therefore only discovered this entire bank hand-over about two weeks into the final month of the exchange of everything including bank account numbers, credit cards and even the name of the bank. I only was notified when this mail service copied and scanned an envelope that had in bold red, "Important mail do not discard" on the top. They then did not scan the contents of the letter for a few days after multiple requests on my part. Besides all that, I tried to phone the new bank, PNC, last night in the middle of banking hours, using two different customer service numbers provided for general banking questions--and got transferred to telephone prompts and  then once I gave out all the information my call was not answered--three times in the space of 2 hours there was no answer for this major bank customer service line.

 I then phoned the branch I phoned a few months ago in Gainesville, when this "new" bank customer service agent component of the bank informed me that I had no access to my credit cards and I had to come directly into a branch in order to be able to use my cards. This also was a huge lie and manipulation. I phoned the Main Street Branch where I had banked in-person years ago, and got extremely reliable, friendly and immediately assistance. Now my calls are being re-routed to terrorists instead of the branch I am trying to phone, and the people who had formerly answered who helped me out are now never there--the phone line is being diverted to terror agents in some other branch or location. I heard the same voice of a women who had been part of an attack via phone from that bank at least one year ago. She is now answering and has the usual giggly and mocking smug tone in her voice (she is American). In other words, I can't get access to the bank customer support lines. The phone rings indefinitely after the usual banking prompts, or I am transferred to people picking up the phone and saying, "What do you want?" like an inquisition, and not helping me out, and informing me with lies about services. I now have no access to reaching this bank at all unless I pay for overseas calls to try to get access to other branches or the main bank in Pennsylvania. Even then, all my telecommunications are being monitored, are under absolute surveillance, and relayed to terrorist agents in my pursuit of accomplishing any single thing that relates to financial stability. The stability is always being pulled out from under me and I can't connect to reliable people who are professional. I just get lying and very nasty people--in almost every instance for any entity or business. It's uniform in the most important Government offices, this type of terrorism.

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My mail service in Orlando, besides overcharging me by $100 to have 0.05 lb worth of 3 letters Fed Ex Priority sent to the Fed Ex station here in Phuket--the actual price was around $80, but the mail service charged me $200. I had to spend this amount twice in three months *(taking up nearly 90% of my stimulus payments for the first stimulus check--all spent and wasted on being over-charged and ripped off by this mail service). The first time the card had expired after only a 2-year period, which is far too short a window of activity for any card. I was being assaulted physically nightly and drugged into a near stupor as the teleportation violence and torture was going on every night to the point that I was endlessly sick, detoxing and very ill from that in and of itself, and then stressed and absolutey, drugged up in addition to detoxing from extremely old embedded poisons coming out so I was very drugged and ill. Could not function on many levels. I have to hide my debit card because the mechanical arms spew toxicity on my bags and clothing so I have to wrap all my backpacks and purses in multiple layers of plastic and all tied together and stuck behind a huge fortress of the heavy and ugly furniture that this landlord has forced upon me--I stow all away behind these huge, plastic/naugahyde monster couches and that provides some kind of shielding. I only pull out my backpack with jy debit card stowed into multiple layers once a month---and always because I have so many other items to dig out (and movement is always very painful and extremely difficult for me, and I have so many bags and items I have to protect and shield from these stinking filth attacks) I thus was not prepared for the sudden block to my debit cards when I tried to withdraw money. Two months later I had to go through the same thing as this new bank PNC took over my "old bank" which somehow put the expiration date of my debit cards 3 years earlier than they should have expired--and then two months just before the transfer of banks and all credit cards had to be changed to completely new ones. It seems to have been all orchestrated deliberately.


Thus being overcharged by $200 in just three months to send in total 6 pieces of mail--all one-page documents in envelopes and with two plastic cards attached for each--weighing less than 0.5 lb. Now this mail service has completely cancelled my entire mail service and claims they are closing the entire mail operation and has given me only one month in which to find another service. I just paid for an entire year beginning late November until the same time next year. They will not refund my money or up to now they make no response and don't answer their phones. Of course, my attempts to phone this service are being relayed to terrorist agents and not to the mail service itself. I am stuck now with nearly $400 being stolen by this mail service in just the last three months. As I am paid $780 each month and must also pay banking fees to extract my money in this overseas fashion at a 3% fee, plus banking fees, I lose a lot of money just to obtain my money. Using an ATM is fraught with terrorist intervention as I am allowed to withdraw something like many hundred dollars per month, but the hacking terrorism at the ATM's here in Thailand either block all transactions or only allow a $400 withdrawal per ATM transaction--each time incurring something like $10 in combined banking fees. So I use cash advance and also that is an endless attack situation as well. But every facet of my financial stability is now on a balancing act ready to be pushed over at any moment--all orchestrated. The reason I am in this financial predicament is due to the health crisis that this group forced upon me with all the poisoning and breakages of my verebral and hips and etc. So I remain here stuck, poisoned and fighting to get anything done while all my communications are turned into jokes and attack schemes, redirected to very nasty terrorist agents while my brain and body are  under arduous attack making thinking and speaking nearly impossible. As I try my best to navigate between all the lies, disinformation, claims that they cannot hear me so I must shout into the phone (the usual terrorist attack) and then being lied to about every single thing that is of critical importance. It is absolute discrimination on a huge scale being perpetrated towards me.

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All other mail options are very dangerously terrorist-laden. DHL has opened boxes I have had shipped to me and stolen items from the boxes--the boxes had been cut by box cutters and re-sealed with tape. I tried to get an explanation and was lied to. I could not get reliable help here in Thailand, which is always the case in this country. It is happening with recurring frequency in the US as well. 

The latest abrogation of the rental agreement has been in this mail service accepting a one-year lease renewal and then closing and not responding to my requests for the 10-month refund--my contract extends from late November 2021-Nov. 2022. They have not responded to two separate emails requesting the refund (the second letter had pasted and copied receipt and a breakdown of the refund I should be getting asap. I then tried to phone this mail service (World Mail Center. Orlando) and I got an ANWERING machine during peak business hours. I phoned again one hour later just in case they were out for lunch-and got the same answering machine. I then sent an email asking what would be a good time to phone their office--and got only silence--no response to any query about the $130 that they owe me. This service responds immediately when I have to pay for anything like being overcharged for a FedEx service as they pocket my money.

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As for the bank: I had phoned the Gainesville branch two months ago because I had been lied to by the terrorist "customer service" agent (I could hear a rooster crowing in the background as this "outsourced" person claiming he was from Chile lied about every question I asked him about the transfer of my money. I was also lied to by the Americans who claimed they were part of the Main Street branch but gave dangerously wrong information regarding direct deposit from one government source (they claimed I had to take no action because the bank had mandated that these types of direct deposit automatically changed and the customer had to do nothing but wait (and see) if the money would indeed be direct deposited into the account. I implicitly knew that I had to take action and didn't wait--and when I contacted the agency that is responsible for the direct deposit, less than one month before the banking change and accounts were to be irrevocably changed--the agency (government) had no awareness of any such change and had not been notified. 

I also tried to find another mail service and got an extremely nasty male on the phone. As I spoke my voice was tweaked so badly and my vocal chords constricted so much I began to choke up and could not get more than hoarse rasping out of my throat--I drank water and took some throat salve but the problem only intensified as the attack (microchip implant in my brain/throat) was increased to the point that I could not talk except in hoarse choking coughing with my voice altered to the point of being unrecognizable. 

The male on the other end of this mail service sounded like he was enjoying the whole thing, as obviously he was/is a terrorist agent and was utilizing this tech to exploit my vulnerability to the max. I also could not think straight or clearly whatsoever. I stuttered, coughing, choking and then could not think at all of what I had intended to say. I stuttered just to find words and "remember" what I had tried to phone about. This man on the other end lied as well but gave out a few bits of correct information (the usual disinformation and coercion mind control tactic).


I got almost nothing accomplished after almost 3 hours on the phone. 


There is a bit more but I won't go into it--I am fighting to think and type as I pound out these letters on the malware-corrupted and "mind control" blasting my brain atmosphere I am surrounded by as I fight to get this post out. It's too hard and time-consuming to continue to fight to get this out any longer today.

Sunday, December 19, 2021

Let the Magic of Love spread from this season on to all seasons--be humane, be kind, don't grasp for that which is brining global warming through consumption and your career aspirations at the cost of country and global warming.

 If It's Magic--Stevie Wonder



Stop promoting haters. Stop allowing cops to kill people in the streets because you hate but love to watch people get killed by your authorities of law enforcement.
Stop the racism and instead allow the spirit of love to permeate the planet and hinder the grasping for power of the greedy who love to bring masses of misery to the needy for their greedy empire cartels.
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"For there's enough for every ONE"--Stevie Wonder
If It's Magic

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Stevie Wonder



"As" As around the sun the earth knows she's revolving And the rosebuds know to bloom in early May Just as hate knows love's the cure You can rest your mind assured That I'll be loving you always As now can't reveal the mystery of tomorrow But in passing will grow older every day Just as all that's born is new Do know what I say is true That I'll be loving you always Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky Always Until the ocean covers every mountain high Always Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea Always Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream Did you know that true love asks for nothing? Her acceptance is the way we pay Did you know that life has given love a guarantee? To last through forever and another day Just as time knew to move on since the beginning And the seasons know exactly when to change Just as kindness knows no shame Know through all your joy and pain That I'll be loving you always As today I know I'm living but tomorrow Could make me the past but that I mustn't fear For I'll know deep in my mind The love of me I've left behind 'Cause I'll be loving you always Until the day is night and night becomes the day Always Until the trees and seas just up and fly away Always Until the day that eight times eight times eight is four Always Until the day that is the day that are no more Did you know you're loved by somebody? Until the day the earth starts turning right to left Always Until the earth just for the sun denies itself I'll be loving you forever Until dear Mother Nature says her work is through Always Until the day that you are me and I am you Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky Always We all know sometimes life's hates and troubles Can make you wish you were born in another time and space But you can bet your life times that and twice its double That God knew exactly where he wanted you to be placed So make sure when you say you're in it but not of it You're not helping to make this earth a place sometimes called Hell Change your words into truths and then change that truth into love And maybe our children's grandchildren And their great-great-grandchildren will tell I'll be loving you Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky Loving you Until the ocean covers every mountain high Loving you Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea Loving you Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream Be loving you Until the day is night and night becomes the day Loving you Until the trees and seas up, up and fly away Loving you Until the day that eight times eight times eight is four Loving you Until the day that is the day that are no more Loving you Until the day the earth starts turning right to left Be loving you Until the earth just for the sun denies itself Loving you Until dear Mother Nature says her work is through Loving you Until the day that you are me and I am you Now ain't that loving you Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky Ain't that loving you Until the ocean covers every mountain high And I've got to say always Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea Always Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream Always Until the day is night and night becomes the day Always Until the trees and seas just up and fly away Always Until the day that eight times eight times eight is four Until the day that is the day that are no more Until the day the earth starts turning right to left Until the earth just for the sun denies itself Until dear Mother Nature says her work is through Until the day that you are me and I am you Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky Until the ocean covers every mountain high Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream Until the day is night and night becomes the day Until the trees and seas just up and fly away Until the day that eight times eight times eight is four Until the day that is the day that are no more Until the day the earth starts turning right to left Until the earth just for the sun denies itself Until dear Mother Nature says her work is through Until the day that you are me and I am you

My Holiday Season message, Winter Solstice, 2021. Let's have a Dickens' style Christmas and think of all the good things we have this year--

 


Christian Identity--British Israelism. It's not State & Church, but Bank & Church. Tied indirectly to my very last post: What force ruled the New World Colonies? What same force remains intact, controlling the soon-to-be, same-said, Old World colonies? The English Crown. "The Crown" is A one-square mile tract of land containing the Bank of England, in Ole London Town.

 

October 19, 2021.




Tantamount to my last post on the ongoing usurpation of the U S by foreign fascist, Imperialist and Colonialist Mafia/Nazi forces, which are antithetical to the United States while handing out gifts for compliance and cooperation (aka the torture contract out on me for mind programming into fascist and Nazi/Mafia indoctrination focusing on high status celebrities and politicians). There is a special focus on "Jews" and also of the control over Jerusalem and Israel. 

**I have tried 6 times to copy and paste the url links to the hour of the time (dot) com page which contains an MP3 collection of The Hour of the Time broadcasts by Mr. William Cooper. Facebook is blocking the content and I can't copy and paste any connection to the site whatsoever. The material which is extremely interesting, if not shocking in content which Cooper swears has been thoroughly documented and researched, except that since his death I cannot find the references to his research anywhere online. You must go to: Hourofthetime (dot) com and then click on the William Cooper link, then once there, scroll to the bottom and look for the MP3 collection, and from there click on archived shows 1289-1290 for the full 2 hours of examination into British Israelism--which also contains William Cooper's personal accounts of death threats because he had part American Indian ancestry and the "Patriot" movement told him that he and his half-Chinese but American daughter were not human, not American, and should die and etc. All came from, Cooper claims, from the Christian Identity Movement.

Cooper was eventually killed by Arizona Police in a police raid of his home--shot on his front porch by police.





Combining much of the above information and research/study, the function and role of the Ku Klux Klan in the implementation in ...


Three days of a blonde pig scum piece of shit from Germany or EUropigapeland or Russia--doesn't matter any longer they are all the same sleazy sick fuck personality type no difference in national character any longer. /Three days the weeks of drilling with the door wide open into the hallway empty as almost all rooms are empty except for shit and scum who rush out to attack me when I walk outside. The new scum has already, this German filthy fuck creep, stolen my wallet stolen my protection clothing by going into my room and now he has had my humidifier I just bought broken as well. They first sprayed brown grease into it for the past few days every time I left the room. This morning it worked perfectly, and like the last beautiful brand new humidifier I got last month, it just will not operate any longer. It is "dead" it was fine and then nothing. This is about $100 in damages in two days the German fuck or whatever the blonde pig scum ape is where he's from. //I also am every single day forced to be with this German rotten fuck connected to the Whorewood ape shit crowd of scum Nazi Mafia sick fuckness you all worship and have allowed to put fascism and Nazism into power in the United States with foreign corruption coming to infiltrate and take-over the country./I began screaming in murder rage that he's a disgusting creep filth fuck (this is after months of rape torture beatings and violence) they and he and this entire presidential Nazi conglomeration from Biden and Trump ordered a new room to be built so this filthy blonde ape shit could move in for free rent, he has his skank Thai whores who have come to service his filthy porno needs, and he's like the German ape fuck was when he began gang raping me with his friends and beating punching slapping and having no-stop minorities threaten to kill and physically destroy me in front of this smirking sick stupid dumb fuck whore porno dirty filth bucket. Everything he does is classic scumbag but the shit whores love him for his violence towards me. He is polite and loving in a gracious manner towards them, of course and is working openly to help them obtain this contract by beating me to death as he has told me he would do and this is non-stop torture for years and years.. The 6-12 hours of torture per day of screaming sick rape abuse death and homeless skits and abuse skits in my deep sleep and upon waking is now met with this filth creep who had the landlord try to kick me out has been going into my room and stealing openly my items that I use--using mind control tech to blast my brain into a near unconscious state of chaotic inability to understand calculate or function but I can thrash around trying to "remember' what I was just doing where I just put things and my brain is like on black void as I am tyring to navigate the endless blocks to deliveries and to my living situation as they are beginning with serious threats and constant theft and breakage within 3 days of this Nazi fuck scum having moved in to terrorize me, the planning for his room began 2 months ago.. The fasscist Nazi aspect of this filth stupid German sleazy grease sick creep is not a random coincidence from the years of other suck piees of shit from Germany but he is really truly open about it and it began a few months ago, when Trump knew he would win and was rying to get his team of shit into the Oscars again. The dark women theme movies that might have won will be raked over for the white trash Nazi shit that this group always cranks out, even when they put black Nazi aunts and uncles in main lead roles, which they do for their shit fake pretense not-racist dumb stupid movie crap they cone out with every year which always "win" for their shit production company, which was not winning any damn award until they began this contract out on me. (or not like ever yyear year after year for shit forgetable fake stupid shit "movies")

The hacking is very bad, I was trying to correct the hacks in the last sentence of the above intro statement but the cursor literally moved ...