All-day drilling into cement and steel in the room below, and the room below that right directly beneath my room. Over SEVEN YEARS of this same room being drilled into for hours per day, day after day and the rooms beneath mine as well. Hours today, every day drilling and pounding all around me,j every year. Cleaning while my body can bend now from years of fighting to get the hard poisons out--degrees of dirt piled up under a wooden ladder it acts as a stool---i cleaned it out last week, today it has dirt piled up like it's been dumped with a pile of black soot dirt and debris rocks and rubber bands--all hidden behind the corners--the floor saturated with debris I cleaned it a few days ago--dirt piled behind all object. On my patio, which I also cleaned a few days ago (before going out to the computer shop to try to fight for my survival--the computer 5 days after having spent this money I need for survival just to try to use the computer for a few phone calls---now not working so slow it's like completely corrupted by the files poured through forced "updates" I avoid never click on updates they force them on me every time I do a reset. If I don't do a reset and try to clean out the hundreds of files they force into my c-drive the system is so slow it barely works or operates--sit waiting for 2 minutes to just click on one file before it opens barely slowly, and on and on. My body with blemishes and scars all over my hands, which look like I have been doing industrial cleaning with no gloves and no ointment for my skin from years of them pouring filth on my skin and slicing into my cuticles (two nights in a row I collapsed in exhaustion unable to defend my hands, they are now swollen the veins are popping out, huge red bloody welts on all the cuticle areas like bloody but swollen beneath the surface. Liver spots and internal toxicity show up on my skin as these liver spots from decades of poisoning, paralysis and non-stop torture. The shit who have profited off this continue to hack their foul faces and "fighting trump " bullshit like dirty ugly crockashit out of texas, raskin who has been thoroughly promoted for his inclusion, now gavin newsome who rushed to have a mexican comedian threaten to kill me after he began insulting me and I told him to f-off in so many words, but not using his language using creative expressions and denouncement of his stupid statements which are no arguments just hateful verbal toxicity spewed at me. While my hands were coated with black muck from cleaning and having to clean the saturated with debris black muck cloth rag I was using, it had been bright red but was black from soot and crap that the cleaning ladies pour into my room after they get filth from their nazi organization to pour this crap into my body and home food and clothing as often as they possibly can. Either through mechanical arms while I am sleeping or in other rooms, or when I leave they rush to pour filth everywhere under items like layers that are 1/4 inch thick. The youtube channels of people who are being given permission to negatively scrutinize trump and his cartel have viciously rushed to abuse me in all the years past leading up to this point. their false opposition or perhaps some of them are authentic in fighting trump but they know that they will always remain in power despite whomever is in office because they are "retaining Democracy" by their verbal presentations in front of cameras. Thinking with disgust that ice cube is in a lead role for a movie that has any depth to it as his years of stupidity and like a dumb animal with a blank ugly face rushing to hit me for white trash europigapes who put him in these lead roles, is amazing how vile the whole shabang of deception really is. I am the person who has been fighting fascism for over 16 years in this context they have all helped to cement it in power, are all being propped up as "heroes' and their statements they make in front of the cameras sound exactly like movie ending sunset vistas of heroic statements from movies coming out of the 50's or 40's when they were fighting indians or nazis--however the irony is so maladapted to reality the absurdity and almost pornographic sleaze of the whole display is an atrocity but I watch, the grapes of wrath in my veins from the filth I must clean in order not to breathe toxic dust and filth into my body which is coated with scars and blemishes from these same people laughing as they partnered with shitalina the ugly sick crap while they are all out partying right now celebrtaing their new celebrity cause which is to "fight trump" what heroes they are! I remain here fighting for my life because they remain torturing and abusing me to death every day. Last night the sleazy dirty teleportation skit that I can remember while I was so exhausted from the sickness they imposed upon me while I was fighting to just ascertain if I had actualy sent a fax and it was accepted by social security in this one field office, where all the agents by phone as in every phone call to every field office for the past year (trump was orchestrating this criminal network along with muck for over a year now, they knew and everyone else knew long ago who would "win" the election harris came to cement her whorewood contract which she obtained after leaving office and her cementing of her contract in whorewood which was written of in the Hill one week after t-rjmp took office was accomplished by her smiling warmly with love and giggling at me in context of a violent murder concentration camp referencing german scum filth who had beaten and raped me repeatedly in front of laughing ugly shitalina who was trying to win an oscar for the maria movie idea she stole verbatim from me, got her europigaqpe fascist scum to make a movie with that ugly sick creep starring in it, ltierally taking my ideas verbatim every bit almost of the main plot--as they have been doing non-stop the same spanish filmmaker also had the ideas I wrote about other women like in context of maria callas also jackie kennedy and also I wrote of princess diana--all turned into their movie awards me being poisoned mutilated and tortured to death. so I sit here watching what I told myself not to do: not watch anything out of america. Ugly sick crockashit-alina out of texas will rush to beat abuse and sic steve bannon and hegseth on me along with jamie raskin who makes a disgusted ugly hate face when he offers to help me by me being his "slave" so I can enjoy the wonderful "intellectual" environment of washington d.c. whorewood instead of the death threatening nazi hate and filth of hegseth and his nasty family and bannon threatening my life constantly due to his racism--but dirty sick ugly crock-a-shit from texas is a "good black" (girl) and therefore he loves her, probably they "get it on" I suggest but whatever--hearing the utter k-rap they are all pouring out about fighting trump or being christian or supporting patriotism or christianity or fighting against rape culture---cleaning up the stinking filth they order into my body and home perpetualy my body looiks like I've been cleaning filth and working fields for years with no protection to my hands or body the poisons they smear on my skin are so damaging--my hair the blemishes all along my legs my body crooked and broken down from the posioning on top of violence and torrture using these technologies--the filth who have funded and inflicted this upon me are in the most wealthy pig ape in the world position muck yuck for example--hailed and saluted by nazi shithole america and I am here the only one fighting for democracy fighting against monarchistic overtake (as in I am the real patriot but not being a white nazi pig ape scumbag they consider me the enemy and not an american slated for nazi concentration camps as they have their dirty filthy german and english pig ape shit yell at me after they beat and rape me with ugly shitalina having people laugh along with her they all are starring in movies and living the sleaze life of dolce vita but greasy slime underneath the polished surface. that slime they pour on me perpetually. I remain being tortured non-stop every day as being the actual one and only who is fighting for democracy the only one actually fighting rape culture and racism. ///last night's teleportation skit was of a hamburger-body type white trash creep around 20-30 years old, I don't know, supposedly he was another rape drug rapist who I had been mind controled into believing I was "in love" with who then did the usual contractual post-rape abuse of me; as they all do sneering hate contempt and insults after they drug me, I passionately with "love' contrived artificially rendered also out of isolation and torture and because I am a loving person--and the haters then abuse me instantly afterwards all of them, leading to murder in many cases I have had to fight non-stop to not get killed by the pig filth shit whore "men" and their nasty dirty women who drug and use brain-altering tech to force me to make love as if they are beautiful and wonderful. I have been fighting this so they are forcing it on me in my deep sleep state and then pouring stinking filth for trying to get another mrudering ugly sleazy bigot off me. The blondish dirty creep began insulting me I told him to go away he kept on, as all the latched on parasites do in teleporation so I began screaming at him to shut up and go away. It is now that they are subhuman to my perception nothing like people or beautiful I only see dumb hamburger jerk-off scumbags who have been programmed into sleazy and stupid fascist mentality and get promoted for displaying stupid asinine like jasime crocket but not black and dirty lying crap like her but blonde white trash, like her white boyfriends of maga. ///Watching cornell west and this jewish creep with dyed blondish white hair--finklestein--cornell west makes a big ado about his civil rights hipster jargon is a most vile and sleazy ugly sick dirty racist programmed bigot--finklestein like so many jewish men rushed to hateful abuse and insult me with venom hate---watching them performing their jive crap in a sabby sabs video--who spent all the harris campaign era railing about palestinians and rights and genocide after the trump team has won, is glorified and exalted by having the whorewood nazi director who made JFK---I know his name, but he's also been involved in the hate attacks against me albeit in Miami--with the shit creeps I knew who were models and aspiring actors--just an endless procession--he was on her show and she was so glorified that white nazi whorewood is supporting her "black" channel--cornell west who masturbated in front of me as the very first thing that rotten dirty white nazi wanna be fake did to bring the presidential teams into his corner he then was given permission to run for president and divert votes away from the democrats. I hope people can understand the connections here. Sabby sabs now does the gossip circuit of celebrities and politicians, claiming that jews are the discriminatory ones and black s are the endless victims of racism. I myself was accused of being racist by the entire team of black nazi celebrity and congress-whorewood celebrity rappers krappers and etc. all using the "nazi" diversion of blaming the victim and pouring their own modus operandi onto the target. And so, It goes on. I remain my body covered with scars blemishes and the mutilation continues. The filth spewed into my body hair into my vagina on a nightly basis in order to drug and poison me with the smiling ugliness of the real ugly shitalina not your plastic celebrity appearance with MY IDEAS adoring that ugly sleazy filthy sick parasite as well as dirty and stupid pig ape shit pitt--they are so revolting but the creeple who replace them are just as ugly, lying and dirty but perhaps a bit less violent now that they are openly "fighting " trump---this group out of whorewood like ice cube PUT TRUMP IN POWER which no one but me can ever state it's such a state secret .

 ...and for my most precious and beloved cat La Moux who may still be alive, waiting since 2013 for me to take her away from the scourge of Depp and his hate and neglect, then I have no idea whom had her but baryishnikov has been abusing her in front of me so she is screaming in terror, at age around 25 years old way past the lives of 2 cats in succession that is how much love I had with her and she is still waiting for me to return

the creep baryishnikov has no love or need for my cat, his hate and expoitation with his nasty blonde partners like s. J. parker the nasty american wanna be parisian hateful skank associated with his sex and the city tv series, together screaming at me to watch her crap instead of what I was watching--the people who I was watching got awards that year for unspectacular tv shows and like all the rest, just left me to be killed after they expoited and used me to get their awards and deals out of this contract, after having hacked their stuff bs crap onto my youtube every day until they were assured awards and deals

that has been the prevailing trend that these sinister parasites get endless deals they otherwise never could have obtained, and giving nothing to me as any kind of token they are programmed to treat me as a stepping stone to be used exploited and murdered they could give a damn

my cat is all I have left, of my life all they are to me are disgsting ugly subhuman crap who force their ugliness on me

please make him return my cat ALIVE so I can at least have something of my family which is not the filth I grew up with and left at a very early age

I also need MONEY to deal with any other expenditures

these pig whores have obtained MILLIONS EACH for their violence against me along with their crappy children-not a cent to me just more abuse to get more more murder murderand torture mutilation and torture

they are the filth that has helped to shape america into an untalented mediocrity of stupid dirty violent movies and shit fake personalities all conforming to fascist nazism

selling it like hotcakes everyone wants more of the non-nutritional but selling of their brand bs---the brand they are selling is empty meaningless fascist bigot rape culture racism unparalleled in the topsy-turvy disorientation of mind control permeation of deception

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Hours later, the internet works perfectly--no crucial phone calls to make determining my life out of this trap of endless snares

watching the news, something I had told myself could be another rapist lurking as a liberal progressive lecturing about peace, brother, freedom equality and all that civil rights jazz

seeing that crocket has a new slew of interviews instantly after viciously with murderous hate, her derogatory racism aimed at me with the racist MSNBC black host sharpton, who with farrakhan and whoopie goldberg rushed to claim I am the most racist--for having called oprah an aunt jemima after--that was the 2 year or more mark of oprah idea theft (wrinkle in time I had written of, she co-opted it and they turned it into forgettable mush no one mentions it ever again) but....attacks, hugs for the shitalina white supremacy crew, asking me what I thought of her, in rage I told her she was and is an aunt jemima never liked her show and that her bs about women's rights and concern about the spirit the soul humanity and about racism was just a front to help herself, her group in the plantation society. That began non-stop years of shit like crockett rushing to violently assault me because---voila! she got instant fame skyrocketed for the orchestrated "butch body" bs she had formulated as a SKIT with mtg who by that time with crockashit jumping in with the oprah clan violence of black antisemitism already so entrenched in society along with just general antisemitism but....

so disgusting. The View has been interviewing people who assault me on a regular basis, whoopie rushing to violently hit me with a huge stick--all blacks in power rushing to assault me for having said this; right behind them literally are people like steve bannon, hegseth and lindsey graham. Who on american know-how and who could ever claim that these men are respectable in racist terms and that they are equal-minded and have no investment in destroying people who are not white--and yet, skank dirty and the real prostitutes (as they try to make me out to be but it's they) the white men are skanks the black women the jewish men and etc

I am someone who believes that sexuality is a precious thing not a commodity to exploit in order to destabilize and traumatize someone in order to have a racist advantage. rape of women in order to crush a group has been a common tactic and dirty crockashit is all for it, violently in assent but the most interviewed dirty yapping crap almost in the democrat party--the kind of lying yelling yapping pounding thumping almost gyrating creep almost singing about her genitalia like their heroes the genital-focused singing pop skanks who came to violently threaten to kill me in front of the german ape piece of shit they showered love upon and instantly obtained recognition more tours and then awarded some kind of huge award can't remember what it was called. the reason was for loving white nazi shit out of germany and putting antisemitism more firmly into the black bag of tricks of trickster lying nazi blacks like crocket

and sharpton and farrakhan and oprah and whoopie

shame that society has labeled them as heroes of antiracism in society. the point is that when they get threatened with racism it's a horrid crime but in privacy like all the crap I must deal with, racism is their stepping stone and pushing jews into the genocide category is now a hip and chic thing to do, thanks to this group but it was in the black diaspora of "getting upward mobility" for decades and is still an unspoken rite of passage. Crockashit has gone through along with dirty nasty raskin who beat abused threatened laughed about me being raped and poisoned in front of the shitalina pig ape pitt crew--the jew is then positioned to a semblance of "respect" by hogsith and ham-on and crock-a-shit is his partner in assaulting me with hate, derision (she in particular)

how is it so impossible for this actual reality to be so ignored by anyone else but myself, is there no one who can discern fake posturing and the insidious hidden agenda of people in this rising fascist country that people are now labeling as a fascist nazi state?

I wrote for 16 years that this group of f-ing shit in whorewood was bringing this about, and the same people commenting that fascism and nazis is on the rise continue to foster the deception that these rotten dirty filth scumbags are great, artistic, beautiful, and represent---anti racism anti sexism anti-rape culture \

and anti-nazism\

they through their greed, ugly sinister black-hearted lack of personality stupidity their blank nothingness as human beings is all I have ever witnessed of most of the famous crap put into power in the United States

they are vessels of selfish greed and creepy sexual debauchery all of them undoubtedly so sexually dehumanized through their posturing crap about selling their sexuality as a commodity and their political competence as their real personalities and as it turns out, it's just a non-stop circus of lying performative hateful meaningless filthy parasites and leeches all doing anything with full hate at me for being the block to their free free free hand-outs endless promotions they believe they are entitled 

I only see they are destroying my country, although white trash and their black nazi scumbag minions are telling me that I have no place there, it is still MY COUNTRY and I am the one amongst the shit of bannon and hogseth for example who is a patriot and I have more christian values than one strand of hogseth's posturing skunk hairdoo on his rotten fat pudgy head---they are so antithetical to anything decent and incredible--that includes their black skank plantation whore crockashit--I am the only one who recognizes this, as for everybody else, they want a posturing bullshit performer they had it with hillary they had it obama for many of his aspects in my experience as a black performer for the racist elite his antisemitism is one of his permission to be wealthy cards---and it goes on and on

I am the ONLY ONE who writes of this it appears or anyone else I am blocked from accessing. No one can discern that they are full of shit or racist or black stooges for nazis.

The morning after my last "SOS" post----the internet works perfectly almost upon attempt to reinstate the juice. The telephone call with social security a pre-constructed abuse skit by the next terror agent working with DOGE and the fasco-tyrannical nazi regime (mafia endorsed): it was the usual, me being put into frantic survival desperation mode, too exhausted to phone this entity for days because of the absolute drain on my life force from the dirty sleazy sick shitalina rape crew out of england and everywhere else (they are the yapping mafia of destruction the italians are the outright mafia fascist the germans entitled nazis and americans welcoming them all in with open legs and closed minds, blank and truly epitomizing the stupidity that the europigapes all claim "americans" are----they torture me so the really truly stupid can obtain ideas then have me raped and poisoned and tortured the exhaustion from fighting for a year to deal with the endless cut-off of my money with dirty filth rapists abusing me for more than half of an entire day, every day, day and night with screaming being beaten abused so dirty shitalina the stupid ugly sick mediocrity can have an empire with the fasco sleazy filth of congress all with lawyer degrees yapping furiously about their righteous "causes" all rushing as a disjointed clump of boloney fused together with some streaming bs to assault me; all to get their dirty nasty crypo scam deals out of the t-rump admin which they furiously have been working behind the scenes to put into power.

 Of course, the internet has been turned off whilst I write this realty check for the dumbed-down aspiring to be pumped-up on fake inflated "power" by imitating mussolini and hitler and the white bulbous trash dirty ape scum who have learned to emulate just grabbing p-valley turning all into an inflated lie about their grandiosity of pretense (the most indisious are the progressives feigning concern about human rights, and whining about being minorities discriminated against--they rush to sexually abuse me to prove they truly are with the white hamburger type "men" of the fasco-stupid regime yelling screaming sexually abusing and sauntering around like a combo of rape culture icons out of whorewood

the phone call I just barely managed to eek out was cut off at the end; but what I can rarely or have never written is that the other "end" of the phone calls are the ones coordinating the cut-off of the calls. They cut the calls off at their opportune moments when they are cutting me off not at random moments but absolutely choreographed into them making their "statements" of obtuse insult and denigration me responding and the call is cut off.

My brain as ALWAYS under assault and the stress levels and general exhaustion, plus more hard poison had been wending it's way out of my spine and back to be eliminated (earlier this morning) it was ripping slowly out of my back for days from the two days of exertion to go to the internet shop to get this laptop working seminally (it is perfectly working at core levels not a single scan and the expert technician found a single problem with my system--the computer is scratched paint has been smeared on the keyboard permanent stains were smeared on the covering to make it look degraded, as they have done to every item in my personal sphere and my body, in particular coated with blemishes that are permanent\

but despite all this

I had written this "SOS" because I had sent two faxes to this field office first to send in the crooked and not clearly visible set of forms to be filled out for consideration of my benefits---I was lied to by the AI chat I rely on for information or the field office was lying I was told that the forms could be done by phone and the forms filled out by the agents by phone rather than having to send them in. My brain is rendered into a complete "gullible" state of belief under this influence and it is very difficult to access the questioning state that is critical for critical thinking capabilities--gullibility is one of the key cornerstones of mind control and instant belief without questioning is the aim. 

I finally managed after 2 hours of the usual grey-hair stress sensation and my body's chemistry going into dire survival mode--stress and then having to eat to keep my energy up whereas I had been relaxed on the earlier call so the usual harassment/abuse skits of "I can't hear you speak up" I could handle with calm, but when they cut the internet off and kept turning it on for about 10-30 seconds so I kept phoning and all that happened was my money was deducted from my account but the call was dropped--for 2 hours and now they are turning the router off as well to make it appear as if it is broken

(they are doing this with everything now, to get me to sp end and spend my reserve stimulus money and also return the inheritance my "family" sent to lure me into having contact with them, something I have not done since 2012 because of their heinous hate and fascist ugliness and their nazi spouses and children who are viciously globbing onto having me killed so they can all profit off it; now the frenzy to be at the whorewood level they are furiously abusing me alongside nazis open fascists open anti-semites; they are used to it their dirty nasty spouses make antisemitic jokes all the time and insults that are in the appearance as loving little "jokes" which my dirty family then subliminate into abusing me with murderous hate as their stress valve release mechanism. As planned by the psy-ops scumbags of the whore-complex controlling every layer of nuanced mind programming into fascist nazi emulation compliance.

=--

I told the obviously Chinese-sounding guy who answered like he was having a slight erection and stimulated in a sadistic thrill that he was under this contract for promotion to abuse me while feigning just doing his "job"---he answered with a tone I have heard from people who organize murder skits and hate upon me and my family and having succeeded and having killed people off (i.e. my other deceased family members) they join in with the shitalina pig ape pitt crew with this giggly "demonic" glee a kind of vocal tone that implies extreme sadistic schadenfreude but suppressed at the really open murderous level--by phone for an office it is a small snippet of "what is to come" when you all allow them more access to the tech system. So far, the scumbags you all put in power are thrilled. This vocal tone I recognized but the desperation I had been put into not just from the previous 2 hours of internet being absolutely blocked while I must make sure that my forms are being processed---but years of this ongoing a year of non-stop attack upon my money by billionaires profiting in more millions and billions from MY IDEAS told constantly that I am a stupid bitch loser as they block and poison and torture my life force is drained from the 10=-16 hours of abuse via teleportation and the ugliness and sickness of this group, which you all worship and love---I never did, so they keep torturing me to lie and say they are great so they can get more promotions

even when I compliment some of them like the english director whose artwork is of visual acuity I say his themes are something I never promote and thusly not him (fascist overtake of government using sex and violence as the usual sales pitch of shitty whorewood)

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they guy on the phone from social security at the life-and death-decision making level, they are all sadistic bureaucrats on a power death trip as I have observed from this year but always I am channeled into their agents who are delighted to be essentially murdering people by cutting their money off, but sadistic and abusive at the same time as if the person had committed a crime (true fodder for a modern-version of a Dickens movie adaptation)

I told him that my connection kept cutting out and if the call was severed...and then my brain blanked out completely I could not even finish the sentence--they had been preparing for this and training him for the 2 hours they had my internet cut off. But first they wanted me to write "squirming" about not being able to call, as they have been doing throughout this entire process, and also cutting off all mail communication by having my mail information NEVER sent to me and the sadistic mail system not responding and lying about not having any way to open mail or let me know--after overcharging me in my desperation to get any business done

to get a seminal working system was so fraught with 25 hours of the system (my laptop) being remotely shut down to block all access

(wifi is off again, on again within 10 seconds they are turning it on and off constantly)

the chinese older male on the phone I then asked me the usual id questions, which they are all very pleasant about so your guard is lowered. when it comes to the "meat" of the life-threat to existence then the fangs come out. I told him first that I was phoning to check of 2 faxes I had sent had been processed, also told him my connection kept going in and out---which would give anyone the idea that I was trying to get this done quickly before the information was cut off.

He asked me pretty quickly my id, as if he were complying and understood that my connection might cut out. He then asked me "what other information did you need what was your question" to which I had already planned in my mind how I would approach the question as to get all info instantly into the question to shorten the cut-off time: "I sent a fax on (date) with forms your office had requested filled out the (xxx form and xxx form) and the other fax I sent a week later was to check to see if you had received the forms as I had heard nothing) "

the man interrupted me with whiny condescending power trippy negativity, "You never let me finished checking" although I was in the process of answering his question, which was "what information were you asking about" I didn't want to leave it as "I sent 2 faxes I am checking to make sure you received them and are processing them" to which he would have then checked to see what the information had been--instead he interrupted me while i was saying that the faxes contained the specific forms to be filled out by july 30 and then as I was getting into the 2nd form to confirm--this information--he interrupted me whining that I was (implying that) I was interrupting him and speaking too much (they always want to silence me, cut calls off in the middle of information to make me stress to death about trying to get information clearly and correctly for my life and survival--cutting off all avenues endlessly so my life is always on teh brink of homelessness or death with rape and torture demons using the teleportation tech to inflict their hate and racism upon me but always asking me for ideas because they are commonplace rapist thieves looking for this easy advantage by screwing people over to death for their promotions)

he then began to slow down and repeating that the forms xxx and xxx had been received-and his instructions as I ascertain were to slow slow down so I got into stress panic mode before the internet was cut out. I was on a brain-manipulation mind control orbit by that time of trying for a year to deal with this situation weeks of fighting to use the internet every turn and person I deal with is a terror agent abusing it's position to screw me over every fax and every communication is so hacked and diverted to terror agents that I have ZERO confidence in any communication and it's response especially from this entity of the government under the doge and (democrat/repub terror units put into these committees by the terrorist icons of compassionate humanity as they are deemed and endless promoted as being)

as he slowed down I said, "yes that is the form I sent" and he slowly began to drawl out, "and the second fax...."  

as I was in speed hyped-up stress mode I spoke to get this done quickly and told him before he could drag the conversation out any longer, my brain was in panic mode and I could not "remember" to remind him that my connection was very poor, I could only say half the sentence and my brain was literally flooded and blanked out in the beginning of the call when he spoke quickly as I had said my connection is very off and on, and if we get cut off....

and so, I didn't mean to but I was under mind control and I spoke urgently that "yes the 2nd fax was just a confirmation request about the first fax and that is all I needed to know (not trying to push them for information on how long it will take them to process this information while I am paying off the inheritance and spending more of my monthly saved money and stimulus during Covid to survive as they keep breaking my internet breaking the modem breaking my music players and costing me huge amounts just to try to communicate and cut out their hamburger slime scumbag white trash and every other color crap males coming to sexually abuse rape and insult me in teleportation while awake and asleep , with "feminist" dirty stupid shitalina always sitting next to every abuser smirking and laughing as they inflict extreme violence upon me to insult and demean me--the ugly stupid piece orf skank shit has been stealing my feminist ideas for over 16 years, after amber turd with felon yuck began their feminist tour of "fame" with yuck being handed doge to stop my fight to block shit nazi women like her and shitalina and their filthy dirty stupid men like shit pig ape pitt and companyh

swaggering fascist wanna be dictators with plantation all being handed everything to quell all dissent

but anyway, this ominous phone call the chinese man on his elder chinese male power trip on me to "be silent good girl" while he knew exactly what was going on, and disconnected the call at the moment I was thanking him for his  help, very friendly on my part trying to keep the energy high and not low as they all always are--

it was a "snub" and a controlled skit that he was happily engaging in, oh boy oh boy and you get to keep me waiting for my life decision not knowing if I will get my mail even or have accurate information and if I have to deal with that agency or any life-supporting agency for my "resistance" to being put into enslavement torture and murder by this group of hamburger nazi bigot scumbag apes (males) dirty skanky stupid whore shit (females) cabinet members from congress sleazy dirty and murderous on their own bureaucratic power trips over life and death now exalted through this tech; all playing their 'christian" and "progressive hero' roles and the vicious lying demo-rats are all vying for top contender to "combat trump" which they fully allowed to come into power they are all raking in the offshore investments and crypto schemes (not the stable coins, oh no but the nefarious crypto and meme coins)

such a sick scam. 

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But the rendering of "Jews" to be almost at the lowest level of the genocidal pyramid scheme has pitted me with dark hair and olive-skin in summer sun exposure has put me at the genocide rank and minorities are flocking to impose their hierarchical feeding food chain frenzy for approval to be elevated in "rank" of the color spectrum. Blacks are now elevated white supremacy level elite in this realm of the entitled wealth privilege "class"---and thusly, as usual, a "minority" probably at least a half thousand times in his life having experienced some racist meme some stereotype some nasty look and feeling "shame" for his "race" in white America---fearing for his level or her level, the "minority minion" is abusive towards me with more glee which is almost akin to the white middle-management type who also giggles and is thrilled to be inflicting their version of race elevation by having me attacked by other minions they use

so I had to experience it again. 

I am, however, very much disenchanted by now with the blonde nazi stereotype and fascist personality character and most people who have not been "culled/killed" out imitate this meme.

In my deep sleep while they continued to mutilate my cuticles on multiple fingers because I put on layers of protection every night, but last night in such exhaustion going to sleep in my clothing--too much in pain, and this hard "shelf" of poison that broke off my body latched like glue into my muscles in my lower back came out this morning but for 3 days I could not exercise or take any herbal medication because of the sickness from detox and the stress of having to carry all I need to this computer shop and shopping and etc and my body literally cannot heal or handle it for more than once more week or two weeks---I remain at this place being tortured in one single place but because I appear healthy and strong, as I also don't want to appear vulnerable and weak and in public I don't want to be seen as weak either, if one could understand the predator principle you must always display invulnerability if possible in any way you can under such circumstances

the people in power who are willing to attack me for their own power positions cannot fathom this principle but are willing and ready to accuse me of pretending to be disabled--not seeing me in pain laying down sitting in one space doing my exercises trying to get strong to deal with endless abuse for 16 hours per day which drains my vitality to the point of emptying it all out. people sucking in my life force getting high on the power differential getting high on hormones of power and torture yelling screaming and insulting my body constantly and rushing to grab at me when I react under truth serum drugging in any way of self defense.

SOS-calling---any god or goddess fairy out there for me? I have been literally struggling for 2 hours to phone on my laptop--hackers are turning the wifi off every time I phone the social security administration for a critical phone call---they are literally making the call connect so it charges me and then they turn the wifi off completely--even the router will not turn on at all--I must fight, turn the laptop off 6 times the router off 10 times or more in 2hours. I made a phone call earlier to deal with something critical but not urgent as this call is--

The moment I barely posted this, the wifi is off again--going on 3 hours of fighting to use the internet to make a life-saving phone call

it's still off--it was on working perfectly literally all day, I used a "trick" which they have hacked "updates" onto my computer every day every time I turn it on it 'updates" i never once click on update and avoiding doing any--they are forcing malware through the "Updates" which I never chose to have input

the system is down again, this may be saved but probably not

it is impossible for me to make this urgent critical phone call I was on hold waiting for them to pick up for 20 minutes 2 hours ago

after using the internet perfectly all day---

I kept reaching them for the first 30 minutes of fighting to restart the computer, having to go into F12 just to try to get into the computer, having to plug and unplug the router which now is just going black no lights it's being hacked to not turn on, plus the wifi will never connect except for at most 30 seconds or maybe 1 minute or a bit less

then nothing for another 10 minutes and still fighting

I can see when I keep the wifi connections panel open and all the hackers and terrorists in this vicinity who are literally on my network, are turning all signals off--they are manipulating the reception for wifi signal so the entire panel shows "no internet connections" while I am staring at what had just been connected

it's off again, I phoned social security and was on hold for 2 minutes and the terrorists disconnected all the terminals or the connections and then rehacked so the connections appear but no wifi again---they do this very often, they disconnect the wifi to my laptop and all the other connections from neighbors all disappear as well, then they turn it back on, sometimes going into the airplane mode, then they resume the "no connection/secured" hack so I have to turn the router off, or disconnect all cables from the laptop and this sometimes works but today they are blocking all phone calls so I can't know if my case is being processed if they received my fax with the vital information and their goal is to have my money completely turned off and to block all communication have all mail lied about and block faxes, so I can't tell what is going on

I rushed to type this because the wifi turned on for 30 seconds I wrote with the hacking to the keyboard  the words are hacked and badly written above--just to get this out but the hackers turned the system off as I was saving the next portion of how this is being done

all router lights are on now and they have blocked all connection---

Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.

From my decades, and my lifetime of English interference with my fully complicit and dumbed down family, who can only achieve "success" in the 4th Reich by selling me off into microchip brain-monitored "enslavement": I can attest--with Historical backing not a mere suspicion on my part, but it is known that the English partnered with the Confederacy their aim to reinstate the United States under their control, partially as a plantation society they would control the cotton and historically this contingent of England--it is known and documented that the English were absolutely AGAINST Abraham Lincoln, probably were the backers of his assassination and were siding with the Confederacy as well as Confederate, slave-trading Jews from the South who escaped the Confederacy only to serve as major lawyers and bankers for the English establishment trying to re-take America due to their loss of the colony; they have not stopped trying in all this time. If the equivalent of the modern version of pig ape shit out of England I am forced to be tortured raped and abused by continuously (all my life, this has gone on since at least 1972 or 1973, if I ever could write my biography) but back in the 19th century if the older equivalent of sick colonizing monarchist pre-socialist plantation slave-trading antisemitic filth had such technology at their disposal in the 19th century they would have made abraham lincoln snort at embarassing moments by having his throat inplanted with a microchip. they would have tortured him in his sleep and had BLACK pro-slavery puppet ass-wipe whores which I am endlessly assaulted with from whorewood celebrity bs and congress, had him teleported to non-stop torture and slavery would have become the official law of the land with america as a colony once more. Whenever I listen to Hour of the Time and quotes by Abraham Lincoln are put on the show, one of the Democrats who rushed to assault me, bringing in his black and brown colleagues, and this person is in appearance and in name-only "Jewish" has copied the exact same quote on the same or the next day for the media. After every violent assault of me, he has been interviewed by CNN or MSNBC after his abuse of me (after their anchors were involved, and then they got FOX news to do the same, but more violently in the case of H-sith). They quote the Constitution with aplomb stating how fervently they believe in these principles yet the same morning they are beating and abusing me so nazi filth will promote them into the committees of jurisprudence and then into senator seats, to not have to lie constantly endlessly forever every 2 years to retain their seats n the House. Once in a while they can quote from the 4th Amendment, this one was a constitutional professor, just as the other law-breakers were constitutional lawyers and break every oath and act of the constitution on a non-stop basis to make "the south rise again" and Jews are performing the same acts they did under the Confederacy of protecting their "Masters". What they deny, my family included, is that if England had gone fully Nazi the Jews who had helped the English to try to overtake the South and thus divide and destroy the United States during the Civil War, these same descendants 60 years later would have been shuffled off to concentration camps by english rail to the boats to carry them to poland---. My family is in full denial being told that they are "special" their acts of helping to put nazis into power and facsist white supremacists as they violently assault me to prove how nazi they are, just like the blacks and jews and latinos of congress and in society--some of whom have been deported in miami out of the country for their collusion but who cares? the white trash nazis never liked them anyway--and they don't like my family either but they are deluded into terror and trauma-based mind control that these are their friends. Trying to convince them that the ultimate aim is for white trash out of europigapeland to over take the mansion on the hill my "Jewish" brother obtained for his participation in torturing me all my life will be taken BACK by the 4th Reich so some Europigape fascist nazi can as they did in Europigapeland steal the property and money from the Jews, have them gassed or deported at best losing all their money and property---fleeing to america and then experiencing this covert system of nazi fascism with death squads built-up by the plantation southerners taking over with their faux christianity and the English filth and shit controlling as they had planned to do--their plans have never changed in all this time. Because my family does as they are told, never study anything but how to service the white trash and conform and attack me as if I am the enemy of their lives and everything they obtain is due to attacking me in terms of success---so all they can and do is attack me without a single thought as to what they are really doing. Historical circles and cycles repeat unless the pattern is broken, and the pattern is clear if anyone has studied history and this history is rarely taught. But I am certain that Louis Farrakhan has spent much time lecturing about Jewish slave owners from the South who were responsible for the slave trade and these were like Epstein, chosen as the pawns so that when the historical record was known, the blame could be put on the jews and not on the white trash crap who sit back hiring people like my family to inflict the most obvious hate crimes as they pay them covertly and then the pawns are blamed.//The morning--near afternoon--after the extremely drugged-up post i wrote at 3:30 a.m. after waking up in a meth-amphetamine-induced alert drugged state---rage and hate pouring through my body due to the stimulus of their nervous system microchip implants along my spine and into my brain (also in my throat). I tore off the protection for my head and hands and then wrote the post trying to get the MURDER to be stopped---they teleported me to people nearly hitting me with cars as I drove a motorbike into a grey-cumulus-cloud road with cars driving towards me in a curve of a major 4-land highway almost into me; the drivers laughing with hate at running me over with demonic sneers on their ugly pasty engish faces. Then teleported to some English situation of creeps portraying a friend I had decades ago with an English man---because the English thug who raped and tortured me for months sat for 8-16 hours per day watching and listening to everything and every thought I had, to ascertain what to exploit as a weakness, while having me poisoned and raped beaten and tortured literally day and night while I was shitting out reams of poisons that shitalina, my family and the rest of your shit group have poured into my body for all my life--fighting to get it out for over 20 years paralyzed while piece of sick stupid mediocrity like ugly shitalina extracts ideas so her stupidity can be exalted by my ideas--and her friends and shit pig ape pitt also obtaining ideas galore from my thoughts my writing and the torture he and the rest inflicted upon me; all sponsored by the English filth claiming they are "superior". They used the microchip implant in my throat, which my "family" was thrilled to have put in when I was around 16 years old, just at the state of complete development so they could do things like make my throat constrict while I am sleeping to create a "snorting" noise because of the sudden contraction--or to choke me while I am eating and drinking, or to make my throat constrict while I am talking until I can't speak at all--they do this all the time; plus the effect on my nasal and tear ducts which they have had tears pouring out of my eyes every day for hours an dhours until my skin is completely damaged my eyesight is severely diminished and it has damaged my facial structure. Plus they can force my lips and cheeks to be pulled downward, which they have also done for years and years, also changing the structure of my face. All I do is fight to heal from all this and clean the stinking muck and filth that is perpetually sprayed into my body home and clothing and furniture on the walls and floors and it's constant. I was subjected to this "admonishment" of sorts with me staring into an impeccably arranged clothing closet of assorted stupid items in perfect order--my room is ransacked on a nightly basis so everything is strewn into disorder and sprayed with stinking foul substances--the terrorists break into my room when I am gone and open all bags and spray stinking disgusting filth into clothing underewear my bra-s they open all and spray with stinking crap that never completely goes away. It is embedded with sticky particles that permanently absorb into the fibers, all created by uncle scam of the government, administered by the senators and house reps smirking laughing and all playing together plantation concentration camp colonized english colonized vassal state. giving dirty stupid ugly english full control as "partners" never once questioning the validity of the fake smiles and claims of approval for every stupid dumbed-down lying filth american posturing with glamorized democratic ideals and christian ideals; all wanting only the comfort of europigapeland holocaust wealth at their disposal and re-creating another huge transfer of wealth through a subsidiary of genocide trained by the mediocrity of the europigapes in their socialist and communist central committee structures. the filth I am dealing with, who cannot create a single original creative idea, are so mediocre so filled with IMMATURITY STUPIDITY UGLINESS SPIRITUAL DECAY PROSTITUTION DECOMPOSITION OF ALL ETHICAL BEAUTY AND OF SPIRIT AND LOFTY IDEALS they torture and then try to "crush" me every day in every way. Right now I am writing this because I have struggled to pay for a music player to drown out their hate skits which they performed lastl night after I had ripped out the ear plugs for the compromised music player they destroyed--my fourth one in 6 months which has been broken and hacked so it doesn't work---I ordered a player, like all the the brand new hacked items it came in beautiful plastic wrap appearing brand new--I could not test it as it did not come with the memory chip so I had to buy one at this store where the entire electronics basement of independent sellers had zero memory chips for sale on that day, only this one bogus store which has fully operated with the terrorists non-stop for years. I was in pain, it was 16 hours per day of tom hardy raping beating and abusing me with drugging so extreme I could not function--they also drug me with poisons that stiffen the muscles and with the hard poisons latched to every vertebrae forming a criss-cross of poisons latched into bones and vertebrae, they render me in implacable pain and exhaustion with hours of abuse plus the poisoning plus the sleep deprivation that goes on everysingle night. I ordered a new player and tried to get this memory chip but it would not "read" and I asked Perplexity ai what the message meant--it lied it was hacked, the ai was hacked as it has been since I began using it so create disinformation lies ---and it told me I needed a card reader which in retrospect I did not--I ordered it, and the delivery company screwed me over so I had to wait for 2 days longer to receive this card reader, not knowing if that is broken or dysfunctional because having inserted the memory chip into the memory reader, which I do not need anyway, it read "cannot overwrite the disk" meaning as perplexity had lied, the chip is not working it is compromised. I tried to use the functions to clear or untoggle the "do not read" in the chip, but that was hacked and not working and the chip had been compromised and the store had "no returns" when they actually had returns and they only put this sign up for me, on that day while the other 20 sellers removed all memory chips from their shelves and literally all lied, telling me to go only to that one store. I determined before the return window closes for this music player, which I cannot test to see if it is compromised or not, that I would go and find a memory chip today, and so I was drugged so excessively that I slept until 11 a.m., and then tried to get onto my computer after I had literally sealed it up with a storage lock so the hackers could not block functioning--but regardless, every time I use the internet they insert endless malware and I had used the laptop last night to alleviate the stress from days and days of trying to not react as usual by writing--as they destroy more if I write, but then escalate the torture in teleportation to the point that it is direct deadly abuse leading to death if not stopped---so I write, they blocked the functioning of the laptop, I spent another 40 minutes trying to get the internet wifi on,

and half the day is gone, and I have to take my laptop to try to find a micro sd card so I can insert it into the laptop to see if the player works or not--with my laptop clean but now it's not

because I was so drugged I usually wake up around 7 or 8 am. today at 11 from the drugging so the pig ape terrorists in this region, the bloated white trash nazis could run around or their brown nazi equivalents, and tell all the vendors to sell their broken memory cards long before I have to spend over 2 hours packing up everything I can and need so it is not sprayed destroyed or poisoned or stolen when I am out--all the healing powders my cooking oil and now I must bring in addition my laptop because the window is now tomorrow for returning this player---and I am still waiting to see if my disability will be reinstated or not--I had to click on my mail system over 8 times turning the laptop off 4 times the router off 6 times unplugging rushing back and forth in this room trying to get internet connection only to see that nothing had arrived--spending over 45 minutes JUST TO GET INTO MY INTERNET

so in the teleportation dream, after having me almost hit while I was in the middle of a 4-lane highway in a very cloudy area undoubtedly England---put on a motorbike driving the wrong way on a 4-lane highway and being nearly hit by a smirking ugly white trash demon---then waking up to being in this room with this old "friend" who really was a terrorist fiend, her father English mother Russian--as the English clot ascertained from the hours per day of information extraction and rape and torture with ugly sick sickalina sitting next to the next huge body-builder hamburger looking thug out of europigapeland violent racist rapist looking to infiltrate america with cheers and money poured into them by the black nazis of the plantation in congress with the greasy dirty plantation scumbags of the senate watching over, ostensibly this is their performance required to be considered to enter into the Senate, as Adam Schiff had also done but not  nearly as violently as the black males.

and so, I began to laugh because the english stupid creep was wearing a clownish costume, after they had me staring into an anal retentive closet formation of items that appeared like frilly conservative sewing circle female-oriented English--my items are on the floor in boxes, nightly the mechanical arms break into my room from every direction conceivable in this room of terrorism rape and near death--they rummage through all the items i have putting them in disarray. I can't use the closets i store items which are so stinking from the sprays embedded into the fabric that months of cleaning do not get the stink out---I have pounded with great pain to my body metal hooks to seal off the closets because the mechanical arms get through the flimsy particle board that separates my room from the next--they insert these mechanical arms into my room through the closets that line the walls which are a faux wall formation--I have sealed them off thusly staving off the daytime sprays and literal thefts of items in my room while my back is turned or I am outside on the patio or in the bathroom--there are boxes lining the floor which are in perpetual disarray from the creeps rushing into my room their mechanical arms literally putting everything awry in disorder and spraying stinking permanently staining stinking substances on everything into everything--so it appears with the floor literally ripped apart in places, to shabby because everything is sprayed with stains the walls and floors are filthy they pour debris onto the floor every night and day

and then, in this stupid english skit, i was laughing at this clown performance of my "friend" trying to get intimate with this english looking clown costumed personality---as I began to laugh (told to laugh by the mind control pig ape parasites) they constricted my throat so I began to artificially "snort" it happened twice

From my decades, and my lifetime of English interference with my fully complicit and dumbed down family, who can only achieve "success" in the 4th Reich by selling me off into microchip brain-monitored "enslavement": I can attest--with Historical backing not a mere suspicion on my part, but it is known that the English partnered with the Confederacy their aim to reinstate the United States under their control, partially as a plantation society they would control the cotton and historically this contingent of England--it is known and documented that the English were absolutely AGAINST Abraham Lincoln, probably were the backers of his assassination and were siding with the Confederacy as well as Confederate, slave-trading Jews from the South who escaped the Confederacy only to serve as major lawyers and bankers for the English establishment trying to re-take America due to their loss of the colony; they have not stopped trying in all this time. If the equivalent of the modern version of pig ape shit out of England I am forced to be tortured raped and abused by continuously (all my life, this has gone on since at least 1972 or 1973, if I ever could write my biography) but back in the 19th century if the older equivalent of sick colonizing monarchist pre-socialist plantation slave-trading antisemitic filth had such technology at their disposal in the 19th century they would have made abraham lincoln snort at embarassing moments by having his throat inplanted with a microchip. they would have tortured him in his sleep and had BLACK pro-slavery puppet ass-wipe whores which I am endlessly assaulted with from whorewood celebrity bs and congress, had him teleported to non-stop torture and slavery would have become the official law of the land with america as a colony once more. Whenever I listen to Hour of the Time and quotes by Abraham Lincoln are put on the show, one of the Democrats who rushed to assault me, bringing in his black and brown colleagues, and this person is in appearance and in name-only "Jewish" has copied the exact same quote on the same or the next day for the media. After every violent assault of me, he has been interviewed by CNN or MSNBC after his abuse of me (after their anchors were involved, and then they got FOX news to do the same, but more violently in the case of H-sith). They quote the Constitution with aplomb stating how fervently they believe in these principles yet the same morning they are beating and abusing me so nazi filth will promote them into the committees of jurisprudence and then into senator seats, to not have to lie constantly endlessly forever every 2 years to retain their seats n the House. Once in a while they can quote from the 4th Amendment, this one was a constitutional professor, just as the other law-breakers were constitutional lawyers and break every oath and act of the constitution on a non-stop basis to make "the south rise again" and Jews are performing the same acts they did under the Confederacy of protecting their "Masters". What they deny, my family included, is that if England had gone fully Nazi the Jews who had helped the English to try to overtake the South and thus divide and destroy the United States during the Civil War, these same descendants 60 years later would have been shuffled off to concentration camps by english rail to the boats to carry them to poland---. My family is in full denial being told that they are "special" their acts of helping to put nazis into power and facsist white supremacists as they violently assault me to prove how nazi they are, just like the blacks and jews and latinos of congress and in society--some of whom have been deported in miami out of the country for their collusion but who cares? the white trash nazis never liked them anyway--and they don't like my family either but they are deluded into terror and trauma-based mind control that these are their friends. Trying to convince them that the ultimate aim is for white trash out of europigapeland to over take the mansion on the hill my "Jewish" brother obtained for his participation in torturing me all my life will be taken BACK by the 4th Reich so some Europigape fascist nazi can as they did in Europigapeland steal the property and money from the Jews, have them gassed or deported at best losing all their money and property---fleeing to america and then experiencing this covert system of nazi fascism with death squads built-up by the plantation southerners taking over with their faux christianity and the English filth and shit controlling as they had planned to do--their plans have never changed in all this time. Because my family does as they are told, never study anything but how to service the white trash and conform and attack me as if I am the enemy of their lives and everything they obtain is due to attacking me in terms of success---so all they can and do is attack me without a single thought as to what they are really doing. Historical circles and cycles repeat unless the pattern is broken, and the pattern is clear if anyone has studied history and this history is rarely taught. But I am certain that Louis Farrakhan has spent much time lecturing about Jewish slave owners from the South who were responsible for the slave trade and these were like Epstein, chosen as the pawns so that when the historical record was known, the blame could be put on the jews and not on the white trash crap who sit back hiring people like my family to inflict the most obvious hate crimes as they pay them covertly and then the pawns are blamed.

PLEASE MAKE BARYISHNIKOV AND DIRTY UGLY SICK SHITALINA RETURN MY CAT LA MOUX IF SHE IS STILL ALIVE--they have destroyed everything in my life including all plants I grow and buy so all is half-dead, dying and I am turning old and grey from--daily---8-12 hours of death threats, rape and verbal abuse per day from English teams of scriptwriters, actors and always ugly sick filthalina in the middle of rapists out of europigapeland--inflicting nazi hate and rape on me, but mostly IDEA extraction. They rape and beat me using dirty thug men actors, body-builder rapists thugs hunks of pornographic sleazy ugly sick meat with some acting propensities of physical violent aspects in their roles---beating abusing and threatening my life constantly with verbal hissings of extreme violent murder and abuse constantly to "traumatize" me; after 6 hours per day I have noted I "break" and begin screaming and physically fighting to get them off me. For 6 hours I try to remain calm, "ignore' people screaming into my brain in a way that my ears and mind and brain cannot "filter" or ignore these ugly stupid scumbag whores out---i "see" them in the thin veil mist of teleportation so they are always in my vision regardless of closing my eyes turning in every direction being busy listening to podcasts they are screaming and override all physical blocks, self-defense mechanisms and meditation or silencing attempts on my part. Mostly this is derived (on their part) from incessant daily extreme drugging. I have streaks of grey hair now from being beaten and raped by ugly violent english and german men. To add to this is my vile disgusting brother james and his hateful sleazy disgusting daughter, both of the darker hair and skin variety the blondes of my family (the family members intermarried with blonde nazsi of the 4th Reich) like all the blacks and jews who are famous, they are all the front abusers for the trashy white parasites who issue them as their mental slaves to inflict as much damage on me as possible while they sit back smirking about how their little rat "pets" perform on cue, their minions and totally mind controlled abuser proxy rapists and murdering bigots. Blacks and Jews rush to attack me, but in the rows of apes and pigs who order this are the English scriptwriters and directors---a famous english director is there sitting taking notes, and another white english scriptwriter who is famous for a sci-fi tv series about technology is there to gather ideas about, as usual, how to make his white nazi women appear as "feminists" by what I scream in rage after the 6 hour of torture mark, I break down due to drugging and stress, and for about 2-4 more hours they abuse me until I am screaming ideas about how sick stupid and disgusting they are--which are the ideas they use to make movies like blonde, barbie, malificent, once upon a time in h-wood, and many others but these have gone to the oscars so they are of note, making oscars and millions and billions of dollars in awards for them (plus I wrote of the handmaiden's tale, which became their english-based hit series for years, the show appearing 6-8 months after I wrote posts about it on facebook--oh yes, maria is another near-oscar "win" for ugly stupid sickalina that ugly skank has had me poisoned nearly to death, my body huge I am fighting paralysis as they lunge at me daily so this ugly shit whore can suck out more and more. My brother James who is a disgusting and stupid ape parasite on my life has jumped to assault me with his nasty dirty daughter who is looking for instant acceptance into whorewood due to my ideas having been stolen all thsee years---so the shit of my family can suck out everything possible out of my years of study and work while they scream how they are entitled I am such a "loser" that this is happening to me it will never happen to them. The english scriptwriters and directors are there taking notes so they can propel their black nazis in their shit movies about how oppressed black nazis rising to power are, which coincides with the black senators and house representatives who also rush to assault me viciously with whitey in the background urging them on (the blonde nazi or brown-haired white trash politicians senators and house reps urging the "I'm black and oppressed victims of racism" blacks who are elected who rush to violently assault me in front of white trash nazi politicians--who all have their own little faux "causes" of christianity and redemption of their people from the tyranny of diversity and equity, with black nazi "i'm a black person oppressed and I am fighting discrimination" who rush to assault me. But my brother James is just pure stupidity ugliness and greed, he purports nothing but entitlement that he gets a mansion in california on a hill for having had me poisoned and raped and mutilated and destroyed with health care taken from me; now they are fighting to have my social security disability taken away as they yell that it is happening to me--(never in my 6 years of grad school did my family once congratulate me or say anything about that, they just worked to have me poisoned so badly I am still paralyzed from this internal hard poison)

My CAT LA MOUX who must be dead by now, but the last time I was teleported to what I believe was her, was a cat who had her eyes but her body was huge (can't tell if it was her) but dirty, bedraggled, living outside her fur hard her body hard as if living outdoors, which is what fuck baryishnikov is doing to her--having groups of dogs chasing her to terrorize her completely

she was born in 1999---if that was her, just about 8 months ago, being so terrorized as I struggled to comfort my most beloved family

my family literally working to paralyze and have me raped and poisoned and tortured to death, smirking and greedy dirty leeches on me, as they all are

my brother using sexual violence abuse and hate at me in teleportation this dirty disgusting leech on my life is working with ugly sick shitalina who is working with the filth of the united states government in this to force my life to be stopped in all so they can steal ideas such my life out rape and abuse me and have my disability cut off force me into providing this group of shit and filth with a "baby" for the experiment of generational mind control research and my life sucked dry my health my beauty

my cat is my only family which they keep torturing to death and showing her dying slowly while I fight to let her know that she is my most cherished

all this torture for me fighting for my life to stop this and to have my own identity and my life returned

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the internet is being cut off literally 95% of the time. It is now 3 a.m. and the nasty crap terrorists in the rooms on all sides of mine are sleeping now, there is now urgent 3-day window for me to respond to social security at this moment so they are not cutting the internet off at this time-I spent over 25 hours 2 weeks ago fighting to get out of a violently abusive situation that this group forced on me in a florida area---

and now, waiting to see if my disability will be resumed--they are working to have it cut off, my family in particular, who had me poisoned and literally made sure I was not receiving healthc care because they were trying to suck the murder contract out of killing me through all this government complicity with them gaining endless money out of this contract. My brother james I am screaming at him after the 6 hour of torture mark, beginning at 8 am, and then around 2 pm I break down from the drugs and the non-stop abuse they heap upon me every day, literally day after day for years it has gone on and on and on and on and day after day in this exact same pattern--

telling him that helping to put NAZIS into power is against his own selfish interests, so the English want more ideas to put blacks and blonde nazis feminists into their movie scripts for their "empowerment" which they are selling off--so my dirty brother and his nasty daughter ask me for ideas about "why" he is helping nazis to come to power and why it could be he would would be killed in the foreseeable future. Behind that ugly dirty slug leech are the english pig ape scriptwriters who sit back for hours having me tortured for information extraction to use for their cherished black oppressed figures in their shitty movies and tv series--always blacks rising to power, but the blacks are fully programmed nazi minions being turned into token symbols of black collusion with nazis--thusly they can "rise to power" but still remain working for whitey bigot in the meantime to abuse me and others like me

the jewish men rail about how much more beautiful ugly sleazy shitalina is than me, and the other men as well while for over SIXTEEN YEARS she alone just in this contract has had me poisoned so badly my body exploded in huge swollen projections of hard poison hardening more every day as they poured this stinking filth poison into my body and they are still drugging and abusing me to death--abusing and poisoning me then poisoning my food drugging my food and spraying toxic stinking filth into my food clothing and furniture literally every day for years and years and years and years--I had my room hermetically sealed trying to understand how the apes were breaking into my home, could not understand it I lay in bed breathing in mold and toxic sprays with windows sealed not understanding that tiles were being manipulated from the shitty cheap rental places and the rooms next door, on all sides but my health just took a nosedive downward into toxic shock sepsis and my body breaking down

aging and being killed day after day like this

the internet is turned off by manual switch literally constantly from every few seconds to every few minutes. I use the internet about 10 minutes and it remains off forever until I do a 2-hour reset function---I then can use it for about 1 hour maybe then it shuts down again and never turns on again

can't get a single thing done online almost ever like this

I ordered a music player to try to thwart the deep sleep hate and death murder and rape skits that are forced upon me, prior to the 6 hours of torture until I break, then 2-4 more hours of literal non-stop insults about how "ugly" I am with my body sagging from poisoning that has hardened into my bones and plunged into my intestines blocking digestion and turning my body crooked--with the softening (but hardening) poisons bulging on top appearing like black liquids under my skin--it comes out black and has gall stones and worms in it, stinking from years of congealing into my body in these hard pockets while I am tortured every day for 12 hours or more using these technologies so shit directors and writers can steal more ideas and go to the oscars, glorifying black nazis and blonde and brown-haired "feminist' rape culture cheerleader skank whores who call me some prostituted "loser" for having worked at the Lusty lady a feminist venue in San Francisco which was so alternative and empowering of women's sexuality--controlled by women who made sure the degradation was not allowed while shitalina ensures that only degradation abuse "humiliation" rape and torture are the never-ending daily abuse from one ugly sinister white trash bigot scumbag whore male with this ugly shit skank presiding over it--with senators rushing to congratulate her, ugly white nasty men who yearn to rape and torture and hand these technologies and the brain implants and nervous system implants to their "dark money" donors so they remain in power forever due to gratitude of the pig apes behind this all who sit back watching the dark web videos of me screaming and screaming ideas as their puppets and rats perform their acts--of hate and torture and rape--all paid and put into lead performative roles for congress and whorewood to influence the population into going along, which society does completely one million percent

so I ordered a music player, and it had no memory so they could not hack more roger waters shit music which contained such malignant malware that the player is defunct within one month of me using it--the player had no wifi or bluetooth so they inserted corrupt files that I could not even access but remained in the memory--the screen of this player is now pure grey white so I can't even access any of the files by sight I have to guess and press the forward and back buttons to get anything---they turn down the volume or turn the player off while they are teleporting me in my deep sleep

so I ordered a player but it has no memory, and I went to a store and had to buy the microsd memory card 128 gb---to insert into the player. I went to the place where the entire basement of a huge shopping gallery was with electronic and phone merchants everywhere and literally not a single shop had a memory card for sale when I went--the shop keepers and attendants had taken literally every card off the shelves before I arrived; I searched the area walked around all memory cards gone--the attandents with rows of phones for sale shook their head with glaring black looks saying they had no memory cards for phones--impossible that this was nothing but a lie. They directed me to one shop which has routinely sold me items that are defunct, and their former return policy has been replaced by a "no refunds or returns" sign which they put up only when I arrive there--I bought a 128 card and took it to the new player and it said something about "no write allowed" but the card had only 119 gb, which means that hidden into the labyrinth of the card itself was 6 gb of information that was not showing when I inserted the chip into a card reader---it was invisible and I tried to download my files and the files loaded somewhere, it showed they were being downloaded but never showed up anywhere--

I was lied to by perplexity ai search about this message from the card when I first inserted it---saying I had to get a card reader and because i am so EXHAUSTED from the 10-12 hours of beatings abuse and fighting literally I am physically fighting in rage every day to get abuser rapists and haters off me after the 6 hour of abuse mark per day--it's like a routine pattern I am always trying to "just ignore" them as the couch-arm-chair observers put their 'Help" videos onto my youtube channel as they also get promotions for me watching their stuff but it does not work--just "ignoring' them is impossible with being drugged, then being paralyzed and in pain, then having zero companionship and people who have been working to murder me in horrible ways rushing to abuse me with shitalina always there to bring in crap people who abused me decades ago, people i never make contact with i.e. my family--who have been feeding off this contract--and me screaming as they ask me "why" so the scriptwriters can steal the ideas, so blacks can be portrayed as heroically fighting "racism" using my ideas--which are tortured out of me then stolen, on a regular daily basis it's been going on andon for years and years. the blonde rapists do the same for the "women being raped and oppressed" angle, as the literal rapist organizer women play the roles of me screaming out my fight and my heroism, which the men scream at me that I must die for as they  rape and beat and torture me and scream how ugly I am compared to the ugly blonde nazi plastic surgery creations of male pedophile creeps who really are the ones enjoying watching all this "entertainment' of all their victims turning upon me as the person who is the lone fighter against all their rape and hate and nazi and white supremacy while the others have been put as yapping puppets and rats in labyrinths turning upon their own family or kind in order to be "entitled" as they are gleeful about it while the rest are sinking under oppression while they "represent" their victims in public displays of lying heroic fanatic speech-writer presentations to the public--all rushing to torture me for having clicked on their k-rap they spew out and hack into my youtube while i search almost frantically for anything or anybody who is legitimately concerned about this rise of absolute murder tyranny in america and around the world.

my cat la moux is all I had, she is literally fighting for her life into an unbelievable old age waiting for me to return because my bond with her was so beautiful--my only loving being on this planet (besides other cats, I can forget entirely about the human race as everybody participates in this, the people who had been intellectual and not stupid lying information energy leeches are now dead who once had supported me--all killed off, only the vicious and lying fakes remain; that also is the same exact pattern for creative writers and artists what remains of that era are the lying infiltrating bigots, in particular i.e. the hippie movement icons who remain like dinos singing their old songs they never created the motiffs they stole and kicked the original artists out, who are "forgotten" it is the same with politics and all movements fighting against oppression.

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This music player I bought has a 7-day window for return policy, and it is an online player because I cannot buy anything like this in my vicinity--there is literally nothing but cheap jogging players which will not accomplish what I need; all have bluetooth and wifi or radio which can be hacked (maybe not radio but)...and then turned off or volume completely reduced while I am sleeping

the perplexity ai model told me that the "cannot overwrite" message, or "replace disk or remove no-write script" message--something to that effect--meant that I had to order a card reader in order to inject the (defunct) memory card into my new no-memory music player before I could use it. I am literally almost paralyzed in great pain every day, I am shitting out poison and worms and gall stones after extreme hard and painful exercise, every movement i make is watched by the teams so my brother who has made a stretch company for his california clientele is watching my own creations for stretching as he is stealing those ideas--my every original creation to heal is being observed non-stop they watch everything not a single one of them has created a single original thing--I do it every day almost and my ideas are also creative and original--none of which I have ever been able to even have saved they delete it all, steal it all, I stopped writing creative ideas years ago to stop their theft they just incrased the hours of torture per day to extract the ideas so their blacks and nazi feminists can have more new ideas out of my screaming in rage while being killed--essentially it is under murder conditions but because it is "touchless torture" it is not even deemed as anything the technology is so nefarious and deadly lethal while remaining "invisible"

the pig apes are going wild with their lechery and hate and violent jmurder and racism

my brother and his dirty sick daughter keep insisting that I am a "loser" and a b-word and that is why this is happening to me, and they will never be attacked by their precious 4th Reich nazi white trash machine who has elevated them into a mansion on a hill in california overlooking the sea. I tell them that they are, like orpah, icons of suffering (that is a heavy metal band, I used that term) they are icons of selling out their own kind, they encourage more jews to betray their family members oprah has encouraged blacks to join into servicing white trash like plantation slaves and being paid in billions for that role--then taking over the democrat party for elections using such a stupid circus atomsphere that the more serious republicans appear sane in comparison---

etc etc etc

subterfuge and sabotage but being put into comfort and aid to the white trash nazis--

eventually once power is achieved, the minions all expect that their "entitlement' will remain. Perhaps it will, but i am guessing that their lavish mansions used as bait and lure for the other "rats" of their "oppressed" groups will rush, as they are doing, to join in to attacking me and any other non-compliant target

the "good" blacks rising to the top the "ghetto" blacks sinking--the "entitled" blacks not giving a goddamn and it is the same with Jews, except the very blonde and light skinned Jews are the "good" jews and people like me with a bit darker complexion are the concentration camp slated death group and all that I do is ripe for their theft and attack; it was so under all former adminsitrations but openly expressed now under this current feeding frenzy of entitlement versus despair and povery-stricken helpless and disenfranchisement

all I had left is my cat, who is waiting to unbelievable guiness book records longevity waiting for my return--and baryshnikov who with his hateful contingent of blonde nazi shit actors creeps out of europigapeland behind him, russians but he is violently supporting all german nazis who assault me when I defend myself he tortures my cat by having her hit beaten chased by dogs or just tortured in front of me as she is screaming in fear and rage

the dirty creep then returns smirking and urging more ugly white trash euro fuck whore "men" to beat and rape me--there is a dirty creep sick scumbag out of england who has for over 4 months on a 12-16 hour basis been abusing raping punching and torturing threatening death with ugly shitalina smirking next to him in the rows of chairs with all the idea-stealing english shit and americans and blacks and jews out of america looking for new ideas to steal as their "fight" against everything but they support it all in the end they are the most brainwashed lackeys

please have them return my cat--my years of asking for unbelieavable torture and violence aimed at me simply because this contract entails my "consent' to being raped abused humiliated and going along with it like my family does, they smile and say nothing when their nazi shit murdering bigot spouses make antisemitic comments they laugh or smile and say nothing--they shrivel look ugly and old they are beaten down but they live with their nasty parasite leech spouses with their vehement nazi-programmed children (the darker hair and complexion scum are the ones attacking me because they have the most to gain out of this, as they are the ones most slated for murder and destruction they are violently coming at me, but denial about the system is their tantamount reflex when I tell them that they are putting fascist murdering nazis and mafia into power they could care less, as long as they feel that it's me in the murder rank and they in the hillside mansions with whorewood congratulating them giving them carte blanche to jobs and money out of whorewood for my ideas the shit from whorewood stole--so my family can now work in whorewood due to my creativity while they lambasted called me a loser and bitch hit sexually abused had me poisoned made sure I was blocked from health care, took away my inheritance as their last attack upon me made sure I am suffering every moment and they are being promoted by shitalina the stupid ugly whore whose family has been attacking my family since 1975 when my step-father was loosely allied with the writer of the movie Deliverance--the shit nazi father latching onto this contract and the people involved in that movie have been attacking me with my father coordinating it all (when I went to London after graduating college it happened that these people were my neighbors, in an apartment-finding agency obviously of this group, I was put into a bedsit across the street from a sick and disgusing creep who is associated with the skank mommy of shitalina, directly connected to English royalty and the monarchy, as these shit creeps all are)

including baryishinkov who was awarded by queen liz (in a box now) 2 months after beginning his terror campaign against me--for another 2-3 years he tortured me bringing in rapists and urging in teams of europigapes as I was being poisoned to death asking daily for someone to stop the poisoning which he was profiting off

awarded with some highest esteem award by the queen 2 months after having raped and participated in this, bringing in the teams of europigape nazis and torturign me and my cat for fighting in my defense--he rushes to "help" me every single time i am exercising saying that  "need" him and how much he is "helping" me by saying and doing nothing but a little encouragement while i am in the middle of 1000% concentration in doing exercises he never taught me, healing posture and breathing he never taught me instead it was the Chinese who have done this--or Asians who have been hacking their help into my social media and some of the martial artists came and began helping me to train properly--as this lying leech baryishnikov I have been, as usual fighting physically to get off me, the awards and prizes for him and his dirty nazi teams to infiltrate america through the english crown, but he is connected still to russia which is why I say always that he has always been a kgb agent infiltrating america through his "defector" lying stance about fighting against tyranny--when it comes to me, he is extremely tyrannical--hiw blonde nazi shit american friends all hover to get more french and parisian invites through him, having me raped and tortured as fantatically as he is doing

One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

for the 6th time the hackers blocked the typing of this page by actually making the cursor jump to another part of the page while I was writing; 4 times they had pages completely obscure the page I am writing on so I have to constantly stop, in addition to the keyboard not working and my brain is always being stymied and attacked so I cannot finish what I am thinking what I am typing it's a non-stop block--my thought processes are being so stifled it's nearly impossible to write beyond a basic level of vocabulary my brain is attacked so I lose short-term memory of what I am in the middle of fighting to type

I wrote that "what else would germans play but bach" or something to that effect--the rapists who attack me are bach fanatics--it is their mascot for their identity so I use that, but not "all" Germans I was fighting to type and think

It was bach after all, the piece is called broulet--its' too hard to type and think right now, but as they are --this english leech on my life, health and happiness home plant killer grey hair making rapist abuser life-threat and hater--with his teams of english who are silent because they have literally gotten their most bully and probable imbalanced personality to assault me (as in their socially acceptable non-stop alcoholism which is deemed "normal" and I truly suggest he has a lot of serious problems in this realm and in others as well--but abusing me is considered "Normal" and mentally healthy and "great" by them so he is just being encouraged to dig in until he breaks and abuses me and tortures me

he began yelling at me with physical threat as I THOUGHT to myself--because they destroyed my chances for any career, they have stolen my ideas I wrote to alleviate the ugliness of their endless sick stupidity and life-sucking leeching for the past 20 years while blocking my life for decades--and then blaming me for it calling me some "loser' as they suck my ideas out they stick their filthy penises in my mouth while I am asleep as they drug me have microchip implants embedded into my brain along my spine and into my throat as they attack my central nervous system they have developed a way to force a simulated and totally artificial induced extreme and overwhelming sexual desire that is unbelievable. They can induce on many levels the belief and sensation of being "in love" and thusly total abusers I want nothing to do with, literally, I give my most passionate love to as they abuse slap call me names and then tell me how much they love the people who have had me raped as they watch on laughing--years of them being handed not just multi-millions and oscars awards and endless promotions with the promise of a lifetime of entitlement to the top of the h-wood hierarchy if they get on board as many entertainers and politicians and news anchors and outlets and podcasters my family all the people they possibly can get into this group of personally coming to vent their sexual rage hate rape racism it's a non-stop rotation of black white latino asian  presidents ex presidents all the presidential contenders for the past 15 years non-stop senators democrats republicans non-stop they sit in rows of chairs watching as one after the next screaming violent death threatening abuser rushes to abuse me; all instantly get endless promotions. Sitting in the rows are the others who have taken their turn in raping abusing death threats insults and violent torture near -death and murder attempts all sitting yelling that i "deserve" all that they are heaping upon me, and the endless rotation never ends

grey hair now, my body sagging wrinkled from stress poisoning and not being able to afford food except for cheap and starchy stuff--fighting day after day to get them off me, literally physically fighting while in extreme sickness from poisons that have been pent-up in my body for decades coming out through endless fighting to stretch and take herbs and concoctions that i cannot obtain in the united states unless I had a lot of money--otherwise would not be able to get any poison out--so they have cut off my disability with non-stop lies from social security, while i am shitting out their poison they pumped in (as well as many others, many of whom have rushed to join in, people who attacked me in 1978 have been invited to threaten to kill me if I ever return because I defended myself against their racist hate attacks while the empty and hateful celebrities who have tortured and stolen my ideas, derived from years and a lifetime of study, reflection and work-which they just abuse out of me, hours and hours per day of life-threatening abuse because I am constantly extremely ill with poisons in my blood stream coming out of these pockets of hard poison that are like cement coming out in tiny chunks, expanding into huge pieces and it never ends

crying and crying literally breaking down crying and screaming literally every few days at this english hateful leech parasite to get off me--screaming and hitting him crying to get off me, eveyr day hours and hours with every english bigot who has attacked me in the background smug and gloating they got their bulldog to act as their torture chamber rape abuser--with laughter from the dirty filthy creeps who have gone not just once or twice but every year almost to the oscars winning oscars for ideas they stole out of me--threatening constantly to kill me for defending myself and saying no--their children waiting for instant nepotism placement in h-wood without even having demonstrated much that hasn't been handed to them; only derived out of this contract out on me. 

One more hour of fighting to click on an item because the broke the last music player I had ordered, spending money I need to save because social security cut my disability off--the sickness that is chronic for vertebrae that have been crushed by rapists who then had my spine fractured when I fought to get them off me; they had expected endless awards and promotions for raping drugging and abusing me with me going along with it--usually just so drugged I would silently or politely go away--years and years of them following me with murderous violence because i tried to stop abusive relationships which have kept following me around in patterns that I never created; always drugged always surrouneded by people always unaware always so drugged brain implants microchips along my spine abusive loveless hateful abuser rapist parasites clinging to getting getting everything for just controlling and abusing me--then having my spine fractured when I pulled away from them--it has happened twice in my life just the fracturing of my spine after I got away from men who were drugging abusing raping and always showing me that other women (blonde nazi women) are so much more important but attacking me to keep the contract money and promotions flowing; with me never having a single notion of what was really going on, bewildered to say the least.

So this group fractured my spine in two very serious regions i am chronically disabled as a result---people tell me it's a miracle that I can still walk--so this group of hate from whorewood had me poisoned with intention of paralyzing me had my cat stolen for crying to stop pounding poison into my body fighting to get abuser after abuser off me

my life turned into a non-stop circus of hateful leeches surrounding me

so they got something like a sado-masochist hater out of england, where the yapping yelling chronic abusers screaming and yelling for hours is the most disgusting spectacle of incompetence in promotion I have ever seen--but of course, the haters who are american who have never demonstrated anything but psychopathic swagger at psychopathy violent sexualized pornography who have been elevated by MY IDEAS and then awarded while having me slowly raped and tortured to death, mutilated so all I do literally is fight to not be completely marred permanently as they keep on slicing my body and poisoning and abusing me literally

the english bigot hater I have written about him for months now, after the extreme violence of the german and this group knowing because I have only been writing about it for over 16 years that this rape is killing me they are pounding poison into my body\

so this english hate parasite violently raped and pounded my body almost as hard as he could--he is a huge chunk of beef muscular like a boxer is trained--

I was in the usual drugged sleep and "in love" mode that is completely artificial; after literally breaking down crying and sobbing to get off me after hours and hours of his endless abuse seemingly he has no intelligence whatsoever outside of conniving abusing and yelling--but he of course only shows me what they all show me, contempt hate and then they torture me to obtain more ideas

the senators came last night to once again violently scream at me for hours until I broke down and began making fun of them to shift the death energy I said there should be a congressional drag reading hour and began making fun of them as drag personalities--creating little rhyming and insulting names for them, some more humorous than others; another one rushed today asking me what his drag name would be; and I could not think I was so sick from shitting out more of the poison they had all poured or profited off having put in my body I was exhausted from hours per day of fighting to get my disability back they cut my internet off while I was and still am fighting for my lfie to not become homeless and helpless completely and utterly

hours and hours per day--25 hours and more last week to try to untanble myself from the trap that the Florida fascist system (and now everybody knows what I am referring to, but still no one in power cares they all go along)

so, exhausted while this english abuser parasite continues his hours of abuse, of hissing into my brain I can "hear" it to smash my head into the toilet every time I am in the bathroom--while I am thinking of anything relating to intellectual or artistic he begins to get in my face yelling to shut up how stupid I really am etc to quell all intellectualism

it is the racist overtake of america the english and the americans who have stolen my ideas and obtained endless promotions out of abusing partnering with having me beaten raped day after day as if I am the worst criminal

asking me for ideas nevertheless--so expect probably there will be an snl skit about congressional drag reading hour because that is the idea they sucked out of me yesterday after death threats endless creaming fascist yelling with one senator working for the extremely abusive senator who had attacked me violently yelling making horrible racist comments and when I defended myself yelling that i "can't talk to me like that' the having me poisoned as usual, and abuse and torture and still they are there, years later as I fight one abuser after the next, the same disgusting americans who have put all these fascist nazi euro-hate leech parasites into the country, they are backed by the english royalty to inflitrate--expect a long line of oscars won by english in the coming years

I won't watch any of it, but I urge people to at least care about something in terms of the political sieve of corruption that h-wood and congress actually are merging on to form a mind control plexiverse of programming and chaos-programming violent murder programming royalty programming through shows like game of thrones based in english royalty and power mongering grabbing and violent upheaval and corruption sleaze and porno sex acts for the shows to add to the allure--a grab all you can type of programming with english royalty

this theme is used by the fake opposition to trump who quote parts of that show as if merging fantasy depictions of royalty with trump as fake opposition has any meaning or relevance to reality; instead even the combination of referring to trump as a kind of game of thrones corrupt leader is implanting the notion of royalty and acting as a programming device using "reverse psychology"

the keyboard and my hands are now stuck, the keys are as usual very hard to use and my hands can't move to the keys my brain is under attack so I cannot write clearly or well at all

I have written about the abuse of this group, of this english person for months now, he remains being encouraged. Full of denials for all my truth claims of his partners and all their murder attempts, always justifying them with me having false notions. Smug with an evil smirk on his blank face, but beady hateful eyes narrow and conniving

very similar to the female he says he loves so much, etc but he just has to violently "fuck" me and he uses that ugly word to describe me being put into a false state of 'love' just to pound in more poison on all levels possible

but he is catapulted by the entire congress and by society for this behavior--a "hero" of culture oh yes, what a strong man he is, putting me in my "place" for writing about the reality of how banal mediocre and stupid and sick this group is--which have only won awards for the most part for their attempts to get out of the psychopathic roles they formerly won a few awards for (or none) years ago, helping the government to program the nation into loving murder and abuse and violence; the most brutally disgusting female who has been handed "feminist" roles by quoting my writing my thoughts and having me raped and tortured non-stop for over 16 years while taking my ideas obtained from my years of study, a degree in literature, grown up in a house at PhD level literary poetry writing professor--this person a grown- up of a bigot nazi household has nothing to say but has everyone surrounding her and the blonde bigot male fully smug and sauntering--both just blank and hateful leeches on me, endlessly held up by the senators who make sure I continue to be mutilated poisoned tortrured and raped yelled at violently for defending  my life, and actually defending my country against this full-on take-over of their incompetent corruption the sleaze and sex trafficking empire they have accrued so much more vast and disgusting then the "Jew" who they used as the puppet to push their sex racket and profiting--it's always a jew or a black male put into such positions so they can be blamed afterwards--polanski, weinstein and epstein and then diddy and etc--all blamed, the whites always in the background just sort of casually mentioned. the minorities who so eagerly participate in providing these services (oh yes, in the epstein case it's an english woman who plays the moral decline agent provacateur who operates I would dare venture as an agent of the english crown, just as bill clinton is is absolutely a puppet of the english empire--his Rhodes Scholarship out of Oxford is where he was fully programmed, and indeed implanted with microchips perhaps to be another agent out of English control--hillary undoubtely as well. Whether they realize it or not, whether they have been implanted or not, the desire to appear sophisticated on a euro-land level rather than a "yokel" out of a "redneck" state is overwhelming-for hillary coming out of a chicago suburb is so undesirable next to appearing like a sophisticate with english exploitation of the "peasant" mentality with the typical blonde english "feminst" cheerleader of me being raped as her calling card for more and more influence to control the democrat party, which has fully handed the election to trump and the farce of the campaign was so embarrassing and menial it was undoubtedly a handing over the election on a black clown circus parade for the trump cartel to put more blacks into nazi leadership roles--and thusly I was subjected to violent hateful abuse by another one last night until I got into the congress drag reading hour lampoon which I said is what SNL should be doing instead of the really watered-down versio of the much more politically biting satire that the show and America had been capable of so many decades ago;

now gone with the wind. I have this english rapist who is screaming and death threats for me being able to recognize Bach from a piece that had no artist title it was in a playlist. this is far too sophisticated a level of education the english are so violently in need of suppressing me that me sitting in a room being raped and tortured via teleportation for hours per day every day night and day, no contact with any human being no friends no family now my money cut off for defending myself--but to even have the mental capacity to think that i can recognize bach--the "german" icon of their culture for the nazis this is the epicenter of the nazi identity--(not even Wagner but Bach, I would suggest Bach is much more simple and that's why)

but...not to sound narrow-minded I am referring to the german rapists who rush to rape and abuse me, not to the entity as i wrote earlier

it is very nearly impossible for me to type at all or think clearly with all the obstructions

and writing about 4 sentences of an analysis of a serious murder drama from shakespeare, and contradicting the milk toast explanation that the blonde woman from america (who rushed to abuse me after her english partner raped and tortured abused and yelled screaming for the 3 sentences of critical analysis I had written, disagreeing with the blank statement which only 'they' are allowed to state in their world of techno-terror they can have people who impose any alternative thinking or creative suggestion tortured or murdered if they display a level of intelligence that surpasses their own, as if i am an "upstart" when I was writing on a comment section from a youtube video along with a general discussion on this topic. Because they have stolen my ability to have any conversations with anybody i am frozen paralyzed an din pain and agony, and the people like these english half-day yelling then all night teleportation abuser rapists suck the energy I need for healing out of me--my hair turning grey they laugh and watch as I am collapsing from energy sucked out of me from hateful ugly filth creeps who I am screaming to get off me

instead of having any conversation whatsoever with anybody I can talk to; and then I am isolated the stigma now associated with me, and all independent thinkers literally have been killed off, seriously even those who protest trump or this hate cartel, and little do they realizxe or they are just the same kind of hypocritical lying, but the democrats who are posturing about the anger of the support systems being stripped away so the wealthy can have an aristocratic euro-terror regime fully sanctioned by the state--with education, a police force of military might descending upon the public and the technologies that they have at their capacity are far more alarming than the public is aware of mostly because the news only reports stupid sleazy gossip about trump so constantly that there is no room for actual real news any longer.

it is too hard for me to type this out any longer. The sick hateful parasite will continue because I have been writing about his violence and rape for months and he's still being congratulated and sicced on me by the democrats who are fully being promoted and paid for assisting in this terror regime. the republicans have shown me brutality and outright racism for years, the democrats hide it through smiles and some death threats but it's a thick heavy smog of their hate and the teams of their death squads and attack teams is atrocity hate and it's become integrated into the forces of the government at an open level, as I wrote of warned of for years, and only raped abused sneered at in contempt by one and all. Thusly, they all truly want and yearn for this to become the overtake of the country.

They want to suck all information and ideas out of me while murdering me and taking away everything I love--like my cat, my flowers my home my body and everythign they can suck out and destroy while asking me through torture for more ideas while all I ever hear or see of them is repeats of old cliches they are borrowing from the creators who have been killed off or silenced long, long ago.

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I spent another hour after the hour of literally fighting to click to obtain another technology because of the endless attempts I have made for now over one year to thwart their deep sleep terror trauma rape and death skits they force on me every single night; only to be abused for 8-12 hours upon waking by english teams of hate rape men who are calling me all kinds of names, senators rushing with their partners on the"other side" to threaten my life, getting people who are violently abusive to assault me out of Congress as their proxy because they did it years ago, and the democrats need to prove their muster as fascists but hidden behind veils of antiracist and antisexist rhetoric that is repeats of repeats, just like the repeat sequels of the h-wood movies from the same actors who torture me to steal ideas so they don't make repeats of the old repeats; now they are making sequels of the ideas that they stole from me--out of torture and my life health and joy in living being sucked out day after day after night after day--they watch me get old break down they smile and laugh--the men who rape me all claim that the woman skank filth who stole my ideas as feminist and has been showered with praise for using my ideas as her platform as a feminist fighting the weinstein rape and thusly putting fascist white males out of europigapeland into prominence as directors and producers--they have zero depth of spirit intelligence but because they can screw me over and use mind control to suck "lov" and then rage out of me through drugs rape and torture without end, years and years and years anbd years and years without a single moment of this nending

so after the next hour of fighting to click on something I need to get this next expensive gadget operating, as all are hacked, and with no one telling me any information on how technology works, I try to find information and I literally get hacked and disinformation videos which are lying about how these items work--they try to provide me with as many wrong and lying information sources as possible; they can hack into every computer interface template as far as I know, including government i am now being endlessly lied to by government agents by phone; (this is not new actually but it is now overt and open rather than being more disguised as it was before, and there were friendly agents on the phone from social security now it's really hostile and hateful and abusive in some places like florida--like abusive fascist yelling from the agents while my brain is frozen and they are playing with my survival--)

and so I began to cry sobbing and screaming at this hateful leech to get off me, as I have not stopped for a single day screaming at one after the next banal mediocrity hateful abuser rapist thug male female black white english german american french latino congress feminst jew family member people i have not seen for decades

screaming to get off me

finally this most endless ugly sinister hateful leech just being paid and promoted to spend literal 3/4 of every day abusing me every single moment feeding off my life until I am limp and can't move he sucks so much of my energy out. I scream an dhit him swcreaming to shut up he returns smiling laughing the ape shit cartel of abusers laugh adn sit smug and smiling he goes on and on and on and on they are paying him promoting him--he is glowing from all the praise and deals he is obtaining for being a sleazy and stupid sick rapist scumbag as they all are.

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So the filth crap english leech not only on me, but on America--the place these hateful dirty foul slime cesspools you all believe in their posturing eloquent language disposal all repetitions of memes and behavioralisms---(sic)

every time I use the toilet he makes audible but very faint "I will smash your head into the toilet) every time I have to use it, and from the detox of the poison he is raping into my body and pounding into my bloodstream, deteriorating my defense system of my body to endure non-stop hours per day and night of life-threatening stress--so I can't fight the poisoning--and this is deliberate from ugly sick shitalina that foul stupid skank paraistic leech who is constantly having ugly dirty men state how much more "beautiful" that ugly plastic surgery filth whore is, really truly a sick and dirty prostituted filth that the rape culture adores for her blow job lips and her filthy promotion of their vile rape and sexual violence heaped upon me literally day and night with her obtaniing top lead roles from my ideas, not hers, never even close she is so mediocre and mundane and over-rated

and yet, they rape me or abuse me and pour compliments on her and compare my sagging, dying body which she and they all had poisoned with poisons that are so foul and dirty and disgusting--black liquids are trapped under my top layers of skin---the adipose tissue is bulging up from the hard cement-strength layers of hard-as-rock poisons literally bulging out of my back from years of the poison being administered in tasteless and odorless form, into my food from my family, from waitresses cooks from neighbors and from any and everybody every where people think it's a gas gas gas to poison my food--and I would suggest they enjoy doing it to anybody they can not just "me". Comparing me but then fully engaging in continuing the destruction of my body, they rush to abuse rape and hit me in the face in front of ugly shitalina who smiles and laughs, ugly sicki stupid pig ape pitt smiles and laughs, they have both gone to the oscars since 2014 or so, the years of this ongoing I know it began with spotlight with ugly stupid shit ape pitt--the spotlight movie which is never mentioned anywhere, I never watched it but I think it involves something like Patriot movement or some kind of journalistic enterprise revolving around --not sure, but my memory is somewhat aware that it seems to resemble the YEARS I have listened every morning as these teams of apes from england yell abuse at me, and the americans who claim they are patriots like mtg--sleazy and horrid towards me---but listening to this patriotism and revelations about the upcoming "new order" that is now being implemented--listening to these shows, everything from the democrats listen in after they jump in to assault abuse and tell me ugly shitalina is so much more "beautiful" as they leave me to be raped mutilated and tortured every single day so that more stupid dirty creeps can claim the same thing about ugly shitalina--my beauty so ransacked by the ugly sleazy filthy pig shit "men" she forces upon me, her euroopigapeland nazi shit whore creeps on  her ugly sinister stupid level; all going to the oscars. Since then, they have gone almost yearly, they are their friends they all take turns. The shit creep who "won" for this awful movie about racism calledl green book, or something like that had violently threatened me earlier that year. The ugly sinister filth ugly shit of this dirty withered old hag from london who obtained plastic surgery without end promotions into beauty fashion lead roles came regularly year after year to violently assault me, beginining with rape from her irish shithole boyfriend as they threatened to kill me with slamming a car door into my head while I was put into this kneeling state in deep sleep teleportation, and other abuses they performed while my brain was so jolted by the technology and drugging while I was edited into and out of situations as they obtain every single goddamn fucking prize possible--including 2 weeks after having violently for the 4th year in a row abused and insulted and threatened me--that is ugly dumb whorren mirrage--ugly helen mirran a most hideous antisemitic shit whore blonde nazi and this pig tom hardy is working for her, for the dirty shit of london who have amassed upon me for years and years as I fight back, they got this drunken alcoholic violent bigoted sleazy filth creep to assault me brutally as they all congratualte that piece of rotten stupid shit for it--for them all as ugly shitalina once more is cheered on by the shit of congress, who rely on her working with the english crown so their rotten corruption can endlessly be televised as being heralded with applause with all their greasy rotten lies about their intentions and the english crown and the german and rotten europigape nazis will be putting their ugly faces into the media in a non-stop circus of bs programming forever as long as these rotten crap politicians are alive--and clinging on to power forever leaving no room for any kind or semblance of "Democracy" and this was accomplished long before trump ever went down that escalator this accomplice to fascist nazi mafia criminal tyranny was put fully into place even before obama, who extended and then paved the way for the full uprising--

not to get into name-calling as no one even gives a damn, who reads this now or even ever--it appears that no one can give a damn about anything but how much they can acquire out of this criminal cartel you have all created out of the former United States.

Now a proposed colony of some shit and stupid mediocre ugly sinister shit out  of London---

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this pig scum hardy is such a dirty stupid hateful putridity as all the shit who gather to assault me are, it is unbelievable how low and disgusting the mentality is of the "leaders" of the country

I can't say much more for the society as i was gangstalked relentlessly by groups of shit everywhere I have gone, and here I am still endlessly assaulted--the trump hate cartel has put some people in this place who literally wait for me to leave my room to be in the hallway mopping cat urine on the floor and endlessly following me violently with a mop wavign it around violently as I pass by--this creepy ugly cleaning woman who came into this place just as this terror regime came into power, with hogseth violently assaulting me punching me in the face his dirty family rushing to yell "loser" at me killing animals on my patio and abusing and hitting and threatening my life for defending myself instead of as my family does--lovingly smiling at pieces of white trash shit so they can be "accepted" as partial 4th class "citizens" as long as they demonstrate a life-time of torture rape abuse and violence and murdering me brutally and slowly all my life--and so, I told hegseth to fuck off he is an abomination as they all are--death threats etc

death threats from the shit of congress rushing to get more an dmore and more and more deals out of torturing and raping me\this stupid neanderthal lummox tom hardy a most dirty thug piece of rotten meat--I would suggest alcoholic as hell

white bulbous english women with him, bread culture of bloated constipated stupidity thug but so violent and so racist--trained in imperialistic overtake through genocide they are, their long history of it---lovingly embraced by the blacks and jews with loving warm smiles of love, glaring violent punches and hits at me in front of them, horrible death threats from the shitty skanks who gyrated for the harris campaign awarded after making a horrible death threat at me smiling with love at the german piece of rotten ugly shit who had violently raped me--given some highest award shortly afterward celebrated.

that is the stupidity of america now, completely destroyed and controlled by ghastly ugly sinister shit

noen of you can even consider how sick this all is, you are full-on fully engaged in it in one way or another

so this stupid ugly creep has been torturing me so the dirty english shit who are being funneled the funds to make their huge budget movies using, in part, my ideas but torturing me for being creative using their drugs and blocking my brain from functioning due to the microchip in my brain, the endless gadgets drugs and torture technologies they use every time I speak or write---and stealing the ideas, funded by the English crown and all ameicans are welcoming this group of sick shit in like they are nirvana saving them from me--from america oh, to be a european socialist nazi state controlled by white supremacy banality disguised as elite superior intellect because of some learned speech mannerisms---that are a trick and not anything more than the crushing conformity of a country that has embraced nazism, in their socialism they fully also at the uppermost levels always worshipped hitler and the monarchy actually partnered with the nazis (the king who abdicated to marry the american socialite was actually a nazi and was ordered to step down because he was an embarrassment to their supposed anti-nazi stance--they are now fully almost openly nazi. I lived in London and traveled around London in the 80's it was racist and fascist as hell back then, it is tripled in it's fascism and racism since I would suggest the shit I have to meet who get their nazi months of free paid-for vacay are the most degraded stupid sick ugly crap of human personality possible. They are admired and the stupidity just trickles down. No one wants anything but conformist mediocre white trash to control everything, as it was so "great" before you all want to make it "great" again.

So when I write of how ugly violent and brutal they are, you just applaud them, never caring that they might turn that upon you once they gain their systematic death squad overtake of the entire country. They are working on overtaking whorewood--I am the one and only person fighting against this everyone else backs down in terror or is kissing up as fanatically as possible to get included for fear of being excluded.