Every single email and phone call I make on this laptop, not able to afford anything any longer since they cut my subpoverty SSI disability after HAVING MADE ME DISABLED using their tech, drugs and poisons and physical violence while I am helplessly incapacitated, asleep with brain implants rendering me comatose essentially. ///Trying to grow food on my patio is met by plants routinely being killed once they begin to grow anything edible. Ordering some cheap seeds which I cannot purchase at main stores, unable to get out of bed most of the day due to a "healing crisis" which has engulfed me for days on end (3 weeks, actually of extreme pain while under non-stop torture from that foul and filthy group who can't succeed in any industry unless they are abusing me--apparently they all hinge on torturing me for their endless decades of being put at the forefront). ALL COMMUNICATIONS are blocked now. Not receiving responses, zero mail at my mailbox where I should have mail recieved weeks ago. DISCRIMINATED AGAINST Openly by all businesses. Trying to get the delivery on a specific day, they told me to wait after I Posted exact instructions and that I had contacted the male driver---after 15 minutes or more of keeping me on hold, was returned with false information (the little scant bit of information had been totally altered with incorrect grammar like half-baked "english" from a non-English speaker like dumb and illiterate (obviously written by someone who can write very well). then turning it all around into me writing instructions 3 times in a row for one simple request because they kept changing the information (which is why they kept me waiting so long, to figure out what to write to turn a very easy request into a complicated mess). It's going on with deliveries---having to pay a basic fee with 10 cents change---basic bill count they give back 5/8 of the change using some bills and some loose change, then grabbing the money out of my hand and replacing it with more loose wrong bills and change, then grabbing that and handing me not enough change for the very easy total for the water delivery--and finally after being played like this I got angry telling them to give me correct change for the 6th time in 3 minutes of being screwed over for change like hustlers and cons. They responded with yelling "here is your change" as if I had really "insulted" them as they walked off in hate and hostility. Trying to write a complaint went nowhere, no response because all is blocked all content I write is bypassed by hackers. My mail service openly discriminated against me and my letters to the CEO and to various other agents trying to bypass their operators to reach the actual mail destination was met by silence as these are blocked, never delivered hacker-blocked. I am praying that someone will blow up the trump MMA festival of stupid male violence and the pricks and scum who attend hoping the drones that the iranians use to blow up multi-million dollar U.S. weapons which taxpayers are paying for but the cheap electronic drone gadgetry out of Iran just blows away the most expensive of american military--if only someone would assemble a host of drones to drop a huge bomb and wipe out the filth and shit of this scum pig fuck administration all the hegseths and bannons and mike johnsons and the orange piece of rancid shit as well. This pig is having social security absolutely deny me basic legal rights using this system to entrap me into "slavery" with shit like arnold shitnigger abusing me nearly to death day and night after tom hardy the english rancid flabby ugly fuck did it for months on end---ideas they torturred out of me stolen by rancid steven spielberg who is glorifying and basking in nazi approval for his nazi treatment of me---abuse, violence and insults after having abused the ideas out of me to claim as his own. Hope some nazi blows that filth away as well. That is the hate that hate produced in me---so for now, I can only hope and wait.

 **correction to the below: only realized after turning the laptop off and realizing my brain was under the usual "mind control" hampering of thought and memory. Only out-of-range of this effect (weapons aimed into my brain from rooms next to mine blocking brainwaves using the brain implant and nervous system implant)--thusly baryishnikov, the raping antisemitic nazi bigot not defector fighting the KGB as he has been made famous for claiming as a ruse---is out of LATVIA not Estonia as I had written below. Horrific pogroms aimed at Jews in that country the shithole country happily engaged in brutal murder rounding jews up and raping slaughtering and laughing and mocking them. That is the same mentality this rotten fuck has but has concealed it well, just like shitnigger arnold and the rest of the german nazi crew who rush to join in all claiming they are not racist not nazis etc----all programmed by expert KGB and Stasi/Nazi programmers who have trained the shit from the trump campaign as well for years and years until now it's just out in the open under this rancid administration. All the pig scum I mention all partner with trump the progressives like all the "fighting for the poor and discriminated against" minorities are just fully in with trump and fascist nazism. All expecting gold mines and to live in paris and france and germany and italy without any racist repercussion for their effort--like dirty spielberg, marrying a blonde nazi bigot idiot helps a lot to have this on your arm, vowing worship of the nazi piece of shit every moment in public like a slave doggy wagging it's tail which is otherwise usually between it's legs for every moment when it should be fighting.

**secondly, ideas my brain was blocked out of mentioning which are critical and I have written them earlier in posts (in the past months) is that the illegal demand that I go "in person" to a field office is going to be met by entrapment and lies---I was lied to continuously when trump and musk took over doge back in 2025 february---told my benefits had been reinstated on April Fool's Day, 2025 and they of course had not. Told to pay in person all money in my account (the covid and student loans) in person using a cashier's check. They are supposed to send letters of the reason why they are charging me for "overpay" (which is not an overpay student loans and covid stimulus money are not counted as earnings under SSI and I have the statutes and used that in my GoFundMe all was deleted by this group of hackers. THey can really cause great damage to my life if I go in person and lie endlessly and then claim it was an "official" meeting whereas they are LEGALLY RESPONSIBLE TO PUT ALL IN WRITING AS OFFICIAL DOCUMENTATION about this supposed "overpay" and have not because they are LYING.

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They cut off my Social SecurityDisability by lying to me that covid money must be spent and not saved. That student loans are not acceptable as savings and subject to penalties for having too much money in my account. Both are outright lies, and all I have been doing ever since is fighting pig fuck shit whorew ape after piece of shit assaulting me for hours per day while shitting the murder poison out of my body which they all profited off having injected into my body and in my food for over DECADES in most cases. All these pig filth "men" have participated in this, screaming yelling abusing because I am fighting for my right to live in peace and not be enslaved in sex trafficking mind control torture to death while my ideas my cat my body are just ransacked for what they can steal and suck out--my brain as well I come from Ivy League-educated parents, which is too much for the pig scum to tolerate only they are supposed to be "more intelligent" than me so they drug me into near comatose poison me so I can't move and torture ideas out of me for over 15 years use the ideas as their novel ideas all going to the oscars (barbie being the most money-generating idea, the core idea of which I wrote the basic premise but their german-last name writer used her own input for the details of the construction but the main frame was all my conceptual idea written in drugged duress on facebook because I was being MURDERED under the obama administration by shitalina pig ape pitt and arnold shit filth fuck and the rest of this foul gruop of scum--also rump donald that rancid fuck

to continue to generate "winning" roles in movies to abuse ideas out of me to get more and more (to my death) they must cut my money off so I can't survive any longer. Making it impossible for me to reach anybody in the administration to get the LAW REQUIRED LETTER STATING THE TERMS OF REPAYMENT and in exact form rather than just a ledger of money "owed" which I actually DO NOT OWE the student loans and covid payments ARE EXEMPT from repayment and can be saved in my account without penalty.

They refuse to respond to the more than 20 phone calls, faxes and emails to various higher offices BECAUSE ALL MAIL IS BEING BLOCKED BY THIS FUCK GROUP.

"They" cut off ALL avenues of earning money for me using any means, but in particular online. Every attempt has been met by the website I create literally being turned off the internet when I do a URL check online. The page appears "on" but the url check shows it is turned off the internet. Otherwise, I began a GoFundMe 3 weeks ago and instantly it was hacked, parts deleted and all attempts to rewrite it met with the same--hacked, altered, partially deleted, words rearranged to discredit my attempt. I contacted the website and they blocked all donations for a certain reason and it won't matter what I do to try to earn money. 

I have to remind fuckers doing nothing thinking this is funny that i spent over 6 years in online grad school out of U of Central Florida and I tried to get a career but was so badly poisoned I could only lay in bed for the next 16 years as I am still doing in agony as this foul group of shit from whorewood, shitalina and the rest of this filthy foul crap you all worship, kept me dying from poisoning as I   fought and began writing these posts every day to try to get anybody to stop the poisoning. It took over 8 years for ANYBODY to stop the poisoning. In the meantime, rancid filthy creep rapist pig men like baryshinkov, the "defector" out of Russia by way of Estonia (an extremely Nazi genocidal country during WWII) raped abused and kept me poisoned so his filthy daughter could go to the oscars for a role and the rest of his blonde nazi shit team of rancid skanks he has hovering around him and his blonde filth wife and partners for his endless profiteering into more "fame" out of this contract--I begged him to stop the poisoning he would just abuse have me raped and yelling insults at me for eating in gulping starvation since my intestines were packed with bloating hardening poison so I was literally huge but starving as food was not being digested as he yelled and abused and hit me and remained "helping" me to "heal" for how many years it just dragged on and on until shit nigger the sick fuck took over the role and had groups of mostly black violently yelling abusive nazis rush to abuse me and groups of creeps and nick fuentes this rancid dirty sick crap creep yelling death threats and abuse and abusing hitting rushing at me violently threatening to kill me and then while i was trying to exercise he would 'help" me as this role of duplicity of any excuse to actually thwart my real healing--one requires peace and good energy to heal not a rapist sick fuck rat cockroach with stench for psychic energy hovering over the energetic field imposing endless death threats and abuse while exercising-the rat spawn of depp endlessly alongside this rancid dirty group of old pig men and every nazi german possible yelling loser bitch stupid etc while they all asked me for ideas endlessly and then would abuse me after they obtained the ideas, then abused me for the pig shit men like spielberg to steal the ideas and to generate more ideas, then after abuse and abuse from spielberg with rancid nazi arnold the ugly hulk or rancid ugly sick shit instructing yet another minority crap filth on how to behave as nazi as possible towards me in order to get funding out of the nazi pipeline for the proposed movie--with arnold stupid fuck getting royalties and old boy scum gavin as well and ME GETTING NOTHING but more abuse without end instantly after they obtain ideas--after abusing me night an dday to obtain ideas after I just stopped writing creative ideas

I wrote a creative little snippet about how disgusting shitnigger is and he literally teleported me to him cooking something on a skillet then throwing hot grease and some food on me as I stood in dumb silence just barely able to see or comprehend what was going on--my eye sight is severely diminished in this state I believe they "control" the depth-of-field with which I can see the endless rows of scum abusers haters and leeches participating in these endless torture sessions of teleportation where the stupid, uneducated sick fucks believe they are asserting "mind control" over me but are following protocols like really rancid rabid schoolyard stupid bullies of a most deadly kind with nazi programming instilled into them and sheer stupidity and lack of talent and all dumb mediocrity from what I can gauage

that includes rancid spielberg who is a dirty fuck rushing to attack me day after day when I finally, after having been polite as he is a leech parasite asking me for ideas then abusing me when responding then asking me for more and then hitting abusing and his dirty nazi ugly wife laughing gloating them sneering at me with the most stupid looks of hostility and stupidity in an air of "ha ha" as they go off showered with nazi applause after every single abuse of me--for over a decade that pair of shit have been sucking my life out and having me killed as well.

I told him to get off me finally he's so disgusting he rushes back daily with shitnigger to ask me why and to demand that I provide this rancid fuck with ideas (for free) because I "deserve nothing" according to the rancid fuck out of england ugly flabby grease pig tom hardy who is a blank working class slob fuck alcoholic incensed that I have ideas but his "aristocracy" told that rancid dirty fuck to behave like a torturing nazi bigot after I fought them off me

feigning a distanced non-chalance they instructed that rancid ugly mediocrity of stupidity hardy to abuse me for more ideas since the english have generated BILLIONS off my Barbie concept through their australian skank maggot robber and the dumb whorren mirrage (helen mirran) just sucking out myt ideas having me raped by english and torturing me laughing and going off in imperialistic nazi delight at how easily they are taking over the united states and the people therein. Spielberg rushes to put these same shithole "actors" in his every nazi-approved of stupid supercilious movie about mush and hallmark crap with a few glossy artistic flares of artistry in photography----otherwise the content is void and the meaning is defunct in light of how nazi all the actors are and that is why spielberg has remained as a "Jew" in Whorewood with any "clout" which is only due to his controlling dumb stupid wife who is a skank beyond compare and probably claims she is of English heritage thusly all the actors in his movies are mostly english at this point.

My ideas for a movie about mary todd lincoln which this parasitic sick fuck wants to steal is about so much more than what he portrayed with his english fuck actors in Lincoln and the denigration of Ms. Lincoln in that shoddy insult to her bearing and intelligence.

The whole premise he will screw as he does to every fine and noble principle. His holocaust documentaries focus on the victims who never fought back, for the most part and adapted The sick rapist nazi fuck scum who played  the lead role in schnidler's list, as well as the evil fuck english who played the german (I can't say he was perfect at all for the role and barely got it right) but however, also a bigot sleazy fuck who attacked me for having posted shakespeare and then watching his fake "sonnet" video so he could abuse me--then inflicting tom hardy the bloated grease bucket sick rapist fuck to abuse and threaten my life as their surrogate, the "polite and artistic" sick fuck shit out of London and England who are brought in to take over whorewood and already have--all fully in support of nazis and genocide and destruction upon america. Because I don't think  of them as being anything that great they are murdering me cutting my money off to force their ugly filth on me so they can kill me in places and positions I can't defend myself against cutting off all financial revenue while I remain bedridden endlessly unable to earn a cent as they make BILLIONS OFF MY IDEAS which they must have undoubtedly deleted  from facebook. I have been writing hundreds of thousands--it seems--posts and messages on facebook because THEY WERE MURDERING ME because these are famous sick fucks I figured someone had to notice

begging for my life to not be poisoned required over 8 years or longer for anybody to actually stop the poisoning

now i am fighting for my subpoverty disability to be resinstated they are blocking all contact with authentic people who may be following the law so I am stuck being yelled at to come in person to a field office instead of them sending me a letter --which they are REQUIRED TO DO BY LAW it's not a gratuity---and they are not supposed to demand this they are supposed to send me concrete information. Instead they have sent me literal LIES and all my attempts to generate money to reach people to stop this travesty are intercepted by this hate group hacking and interfering. 

So filthy trump and his cronies can continue to rape and plunder the country so eurotrash such as the shit I mentioned above can take more control over the united states in it's decay and degredation and stupidity and lack of awareness and DESPERATION