Showing posts with label A long hiatus and a weary foggy road since last few foggy weary posts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label A long hiatus and a weary foggy road since last few foggy weary posts. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 17, 2020

Many months later: much poison detoxed since last few posts.

To attempt to describe the dehabilitatory effects of the mind control drugs forced upon me by stalkers is nearly impossible to relate.

My last few posts were an attempt to ameliorate the pent-up stress of torture that has been imposed upon me for years by a long list of people teleporting me while sleeping. I have written many posts on Facebook regarding these issues. If anyone is interested, I can add you to my "friends" list because I am loathe to try to begin to explain it all over again.

Another reason I am making this short-cut by allowing people who are interested to attempt to navigate through my Facebook page is that the hacking intrusions by hackers makes writing nearly impossible. My brain is always under some kind of "brainwave" alteration and it's nearly impossible to get my thoughts out clearly.

When I read the posts below and see that I was clearly emotionally distraut (from YEARS of non-stop "trauma-based" "mind control" , which really is sadism inflicted by psychopaths using these technologies and utilizing gang stalking death squads to inflict torture--all hidden and silenced by government and police and societal forces.

Tired of wriiting about all of this.

I am so sick from detox and poisoning that I have no idea how to reach the greater public (and all my internet searches and posts are monitored through the surveillance system. Doubtless that any real information will be actually published in the greater ocean of the world wide web.


Going on 3 hours of a literal battle with the hacking on this system to download FOUR videos and convert them to mp3. I must click on everything at least 6 times in various functions to get anything to work. Every time I click on the URL line the entire page freezes, spins and I must get up and do other things after hours of waiting. The slowness of the download requires over 20-30 minutes for one video to download. The conversion takes over 20 minutes as well. To get the video link to copy into the youtube downloader app requires restarting the computer because the system is (hacked) frozen, copying and pasting turns the system into a frozen nightmare--every click results in something else happening. Literally clicking on items repeatedly as nothing happens or two things happen at once. If I get on this system at a very odd random time in the middle of the night, it works perfectly, quickly and only that lasts for about 7 minutes, tops.//That i have to live with all this vilence from shit scumbags in repetition ugly dirty white trrash filth apes andpigs and whores and rapists and bigots from Whorewood and congress rushing to assault abuse insult and threaten my life punching raping beating and stealing stealibng destorying and going off being congratulated hugged embraced by presidents--in a row, one after the next all happily engaged in assaulting me for my entire life--my family viciously having me poisoned beaten raped put in accidents denied health care leaving me to die a slow horrible death--and they have operated with the shit from America to have my income cut off and with no chance to have the disability benefits reinstated they are waiting, as they told me years ago they are "waiting" (without saying for what, so I knew they were waiting for me to die) and I'm here just fighting to download videos finally screaming after more than 2 hours going into 3 and now it's almost 3 complete h ours of just trying to download videos and convert 3 of them, now after 45 minutes of trying to get one single video to copy and paste into the video converter aand the page is now freezing---everything just froze as this is going on and on freezing. I just reset the system YESTERDAY I do this every other day resetting the computer for hours.

  I'm sitting here with no fucking way to get a single thing done in any financial sense and for anything--all is literally blocked from...