Wednesday, September 29, 2021

"OLAF SCHOLZ IS NOT YOUR FRIEND" (Jacobin Magazine). It's now an officially recognized international trend. Corporate politicians on any /an/or/all sides of every aisle and Parliamentary debate. Whichever side is on the weaker side of the divide will expose the corruption of the other side until they gain electoral advantage. Then the game shifts to the other side(s). Olaf Scholz, if you read the piece below, is almost a redundant theme to me by now of former "liberal/anti-corporate/pro-freedom" advocate who upon tasting power and money, has morphed into a near fascistic-orientated leader espousing police brutality and other forms of despotism. It's so typical and I see it on a daily basis so often and have lived through seeing it almost all my life that at this point I would say that the current fascists were former hippies at one point or of some other "alternative" ilk in their "rebellion" years.

 

Olaf Scholz Is Not Your Friend





. then turned into absolute tyrannical albeit banality of evil monsters after obtaining their positions of power through the force of compromising them that the "powers that be" offer to those they want to induct into their system--systematic indoctrination into the folds of power. It's the same sordid but sad story like a broken record of transition and brainwashing indoctrination through the power of incentive-based promotion.

"Olaf Scholz Is Not Your Friend....Scholz also backed the Hartz IV reforms that gutted German welfare, choked the creaking state of investment through balanced-budget fetishism, endorsed brutal policing methods against activists and migrants in Hamburg, and failed to regulate businesses that robbed state coffers. In some now infamous cases, these businesses even committed massive financial and tax fraud.

With a record like this, we can expect Scholz to choose proximity to powerful interests over representing the interests of ordinary people — including when it comes to forming a government after Sunday’s election."

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"Yanis Varoufakis on Angela Merkel’s Legacy, European Politics & the “Sordid Arms Race” on the Seas". Democracy Now! September 29, 2021.



What has really "won" in the German election should be renamed The Austerity Party (a great party for the burgeoning wealthy classes in Germany). Sucking what they could using Austerity out of countries like Greece, the Germans are now going internally into their own civilian society to "weed" out the alternatives, the freaks, the foreigners and their ilk. I posted a video yesterday about the Rock Fabrik which was a working class venue supporting heavy metal. This club as I learned has been closed down. The downtown district of Stuttgart has changed shops to amplify the Nazi Gold hitherto stored in Swiss Bank accounts and whatever other investments they retained but hid their opulence under pretense of supporting working class. Now the teeth are bared and coming out, the shops reflect opulence and wealth and the former alternatives are scared to show their past wild years (I had a foe/friend who photographed punks and goths who says that he can't come out with a book of his photography because those he photographed who adorned themselves in the most fantastic punk and goth outfits are now corporate employees and can't let it be seen how "crazy" they used to be). They are scared to reveal that they used to be "alternative" that is. Thus the trend towards trending fascism continues as the gold and wealth the Nazis stole is now pouring out into the society, which kept all that wealth hidden for the decades of US occupation (which still exists to some extent). Unfortunately the trend towards fascism has caught on and has become undisguised in US climes and it's another story I am writing of today, spurred on by watching this interview from Democracy Now! I can't describe how many "alternative" types I met in Germany while US troops were posted in Stuttgart, in the years after the reunification. How the Germans had changed and began to be hostile and Nazi a decade later, and now the society still bears it's fake posturing but the underlying currents reveal a different story.

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On a closing note from all of my posts today: I could add a bit more to the commentary I wrote above in the Democracy Now! video response--regarding certain German actors who have very eagerly participated in this contract out upon me along with the Americans (and all other nationalities involved, but mostly the attackers are restricted to a few dominant G-20 countries, i.e. USA, England, France and Germany). All my responses to these attackers are under conditions of being teleported/asleep/under hypnosis and "trauma-based" torture for information and harassment purposes (they want to traumatize me slowly into a nearly destroyed state or death). I told this German (who plays absolutely "liberal" roles for his movies) that the opulence of Stuttgart shows how the society is shifting towards this Nazi-stolen-gold standard of wealth display. He physically attacked me (again, while I was helpless, under hypnosis, sleeping, not able to really control what I was saying which I said after having been tortured by the deep sleep "skits" that these terrorists inflict upon me every single night without exception--which usually leads to these long posts because I need to do stress release because I am partially paralyzed and stuck in a room in one position literally most of my life unable to move while they never stop torturing and attacking me--the same people, day in and day out, night after night, every single day, on and on, year after year--promotion after promotion for all of them). They must hide their pretense and their emerging but now noticable fascism but it's still disguised under flowery rhetoric and they must continue to disguise their real intentions towards a universally fascist and brainwashed-controlled systematic form of control based on various fascist-oriented versions of State-sponsored terrorism with one extremely wealthy class and the rest left to serve them or die. That is as much detail as I can go into, they torture me for writing and they torture me to get me to write. It's a never ending cycle of violence to try to get me to write and then to torture me for writing. While they continue to extract ideas to usurp for the pretense that they truly care about society and are just down-to-earth but plastic-coated wonderous celebrities and politicians there to entertain you with their promises of some glory if you just buy their images and continue to award them and put them into lead positions. Keep waiting for Godot. However, all of this leads me to wonder how the next few elections in the US will pan-out if the trend in Europe is skewing toawrds fascism as it has in Germany with a "liberal" face? Has the trend from America come to Germany after all? Or is it vice-versa?

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"THE MAGUS". Gnosisprimordial. 2009.




The Magus truly deals with indoctrination into secret society power and mysticism. It involves Nazis. I need to watch the movie and perhaps if I can obtain the book once I remove the poisons from my body (mind control drugs exempting me from concentration--a plague and obstacle to reading I have been forced into for decades, but worse from the expelling of these embedded poisons latched into my body). How I got through grad school all those years was a miracle. Every day of reading required ONLY reading and perhaps exercising and then watching a movie or tv in a daze of sickness (I had no tv and watched almost no movies for years of my life, have been against the movie thing and now it's dominated my life due to this mind control poisoning--which should serve as a kind of symbol for what most people are seemingly willing to imbibe as a daily dose of mind control drugs--watching movies and tv that is).

Back to the mysticism of indoctrination into the mysteries and secret society stuff and all that good ole boy power and money stuff:

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Last but not least---on the theme of Greek austerity and subordination to German servitude in the form of post-war wealth-transfer (meaning the sucking out of resources and gold/money/property etc from all formerly Nazi occupied countries into German coffers remains a current travesty of the post-war era). I remembered a book I read so long ago called The Magus (by John Fowles). Being perpetually drugged up has made reading and recalling certain items and understanding rather obscured (to say the least--often impossible to read or focus or concentrate and I have books I truly want to read and cannot due to this endless sickness from mind control drugs). However, I see there actually was a movie made on this Greek/German WWII Nazi/occupied country bond. The themes are also mystical but of course male-dominated in theme (women are involved but always objectified or sexualized but never really meaningful players in the realm of intellect or power. They possess through mystery in this novel but never in the arena of power politics in the men's world of actual power). The novel includes descriptions of torture and mutilation upon Greeks by Nazis. I recall having Greek friends while I lived in Stuttgart who held on to resentment that has carried-over since WWII. They abstain from any bonds to German that extend beyond living as foreigners in that foreign country. I now have a movie to watch that has at least one of the main characters who is already deceased which means that hopefully no more actors will jump into the teleportatoin terror game that has plagued my every click on any link, tv show, pop song or movie with actors and performers vying to get in on the Nazi-themed torture teleportation fascist-indoctrination-for-promotion free pass for every promotion psychopathy that pervades my ever sleeping hour and night and waking day. Here is a movie I can watch--where the probability of being teleported/raped and tortured with Nazis showering the perpetrators with gold, awards and prizes and promotions is at a much lower percent of probability: THE MAGUS (must read the book again, it's very obscure but it has stuck in my memory).



The 9/29/21 Forbes Breaking News clip below is all about lobbies and "dark money" influencing corrupticians in Congress who egress the law without redress. One must undress the lies regarding the Emperor(ess)es clothing that is a shady thin veil of shabby pretense.

 "'It Just Makes You Wonder': Matt Gaetz Brings Up Pelosi's Husband Multi-Million Dollar Stock Sale". Forbes Breaking News. September 29, 2021.





Just posted: hours after I wrote the above--concrete evidence of malfeasance and corruption of the above-mentioned lousy (it appears that the corruption is making newsworthy and Congressional attention): I find it almost amazing to side with Gaetz but it would befit the opposite side to bring out the truth when it can enhance their own side of the aisle. This is the true benefit of a Democratic, bipartisan society and it's still operating somehow in some form: 

Just posted: hours after I wrote the above--concrete evidence of malfeasance and corruption of the above-mentioned lousy (it appears that the corruption is making newsworthy and Congressional attention): I find it almost amazing to side with Gaetz but it would befit the opposite side to bring out the truth when it can enhance their own side of the aisle. This is the true benefit of a Democratic, bipartisan society and it's still operating somehow in some form.


This shady corruptician featured above with the sneering wincing shenanigans of sarcastic acting skill sets displayed alongside Matt Gaetz above is only one more component in the force that has inflicted this corrupt and future devastation upon humanity that technologies like teleportation and the psychopathic programming for the torturing terrorists who inflict their misery and ugliness in what can only be described as a micro version of forcing an innocent into endless torture, physical harm to the point of slow death, rape and non-stop destruction heaped upon them by lascivious. Sponsored by this woman above who is a Charlatan of irresponsibility. Evidence is coming out and complaints about her incompetence are pouring into the media at this point from both Progressives and Republicans alike. 

Farewell to Kmart. Shopping at Kmart used to be a socially-viable institution. A kind of homage to Super Walmarts of America.

 "Last Kmart store in Michigan, the chain's home state, prepares to close doors in November". The Hill. September 28, 2021.


https://www.usatoday.com/story/money/retail/2021/09/28/last-kmart-michigan-to-close-in-november/5905992001/


I remember (happily) back in my childhood of memories of people in Champaign (Illinois) going to KMart as a form of socially-accepted household shopping. As I read from the article, the Kmart stores began back in 1962. Growing up many people were not embarrassed to say that they got their discount stuff at KMart and there was no shame in saying publicly that this or that was bought at a Kmart. Later on, in the 80's, Kmart became a kind of slur word implying lower class and/or ghetto (also increasing in poverty status in the 90's). I stopped hearing any reference to Kmart once the Walmart explosion altered the American household shopping scene. Then there were a plethora of SUPER WALMARTS.

I had to rely on walking over one mile to a Super Walmart back when I lived in Pensacola after the terrorist organization forced a potentially deadly car crash in a "freak" sick accident that included a migrant worker literally using a grass blower taking the instrument as he blew grass from the side of a busy road I was driving upon to blow dirt directly into my windshield as the terrorist driving the car right in front of me stopped dead in the middle of the road, causing my car to be smashed so badly I had to completely scrap it at the junk yard. The terrorists had also broken my seat belt the week prior to this terror incident thus trying to literally murder me. This happened on my very first day in Grad School at the University of Florida in Pensacola.
I thus had to walk over one mile in that condition to be able to buy food from the terror operation apartment building which I had signed a contract in order to attend grad school. Asides from that:

I discovered that Super Walmarts are an all-in-one life-saving choice for shopping if you do not have a car, if you can't drive to multiple places and the quality of the items is not as flimsy as in Kmart clothing and products (but Kmart was acceptable and often extremely good quality). Yet Walmarts, in particular Super Walmarts, although deemed a kind of working class symbol of grass-munching consumerism, are extremely incredible for people who are in the position I was forced into (also no bus service provided adequate access, as buses lumbered down this one-mile stretch at a once per hour pace, which made shopping very arduous and getting anywhere past 6 pm impossible).


Still, a way of living is now almost dead. The last remnants remain in Illinois of this former shining blue light special (or was that the red light special-) of the Kmart universe. RIP to another memory of having grown up in Illinois.

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"Classic Kmart Commercials From the '80s". Rob's Classic Commercials and Retro Stuff.

 January 21, 2021.



Ameica really needs those ole Kmart "Dollar Days" back: (don't miss Martha Stewart claiming that "class is imagination and not how much you spend" line for the first commercial filmed back when she looked like a completely different homemaker, promoting places like Kmart which were considered "chic" but not expensive by the advertising campaign reps and some American people as well.: But when I was growing up even at the beginning of the Kmart empire, shopping at Kmart was not a sign of consumer chich it was considered working class and/or lower class even back in it's heyday.


The sad and potentially deadly irony of the Republican Party stalling or stopping the Debt Ceiling vote, which could cause a Government shutdown: the police would be defunded certainly. I could be defunded as well. The people who funded this health crisis that I have had to endure to the point that I must leave the USA to survive, is now threatening to destroy my life through it's fiscal incompetent policies which have ravaged the country and perhaps segments of the world for many decades. Still, there is always funding for this covert terrorism aimed at electronically manipulating human beings in what is called "Mind control experimentation" with microchipping and UNLIMITED funding for all the criminal activities, exploits and torture apparatus' of this terrorism that is directly tied to many tiered layers of the U. S. Government. Where does the money come from to fund these illegal and unconstitutional exploits of torture, behavior modification, torture, rape and theft of the individual targets with untold millions of people being promoted and paid in this global structure of targeting, mind control and terrorism? You can bet that Homeland Security will continue to be a top priority of government funding along with surveillance and then there are the pockets where these "loopholes" of financing of these illegal activities of terrorism, aka mind control/gang stalking crime are being funded without any hesitation or oversight. Yet those on Social Security and even the police risk being defunded because the resources for actual smooth functioning of the civilian population is of such a low priority to the government and it's international allies (who want to see American "Democracy" Gone with the Wind).

 "Why Weaponizing the Law is a Losing Republican Strategy; Republicans Seek to Defund Federal Police". Glenn Kirschner. September 29, 2021.



Since I depend on Social Security and many others in poverty and senior fragility and illness and impoverished unemployment, that program not only is in dire threat in the future of being cut off, but government default on it's tremendous loans, which has bolstered so many others besides those who are currently in financial desperate tenuous balancing acts monthly or daily as I am and have been due to Government malfeasance and experimentation and drugging and poisoning and thus paralysis and thus utter helpless dependency upon Social Security. Thanks USA.

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"Nancy Pelosi Betrays Progressive Lawmakers (Of Course). The Rational National. September 29, 2021.




Bad Old Nancy Pe-lousy---quite nastily with not just condescending abuse but threats of severe life-threatening violence along with the Europ-a humungous thug actor glared in hate, threatened and joined forces with the Nazi fascist infiltrator actor to misappropriate funds from the Stimulus Bill for California graft--using me as part of the package and for approval of Europigape fascist partnership--in teleportation of course which of course I cannot prove unless there is a video or any kind of record taken by this exacting organization of terrorism that has been teleporting me non-stop nightly for sleep and brain dysfunction and break-down of my existence and with complete support by Pe-lousy who absolutely threw me to the dog pig apes to be raped and tortured brutally, drunk with powerr, incompetent and sleazy and corrupt and rotten and nasty. Now a semblance of that corruption has shown up but the extent of the rot can not even be conceived of by the commentators or if they do understand the depth of the betrayal, they cannot out of fear utter anything resembling my ranting tirades after having been literally handed over to be raped and tortured by Democrat-after Democrat with Republicans laughing in the shadows because I assume the Democrats who are this corrupt like Pe-lousy are akin to the brown/black minority minions who they so use and abuse and program and condition and brainwash to get them likewise to do their bidding; just as rotten fakes like Pe-lousy is and does just like a minority minoin for the approval of the fascists and Nazis who really control people like Pe-lousy and unfortunately much of Congress, which is backed by huge swaths of millions upon millions of civilians who form these covert terror gangs, aka "gang stalking

More electronic manipulation of the body politic and of the body humanity...another reason why I am extremely anxious and worried about the global crush to rush into cryptocurrency as forms of legitimate central banking and/or banking units of finance:

 "Special Report: Thaksin Shinawatra's Latest Investment Has Experts in Awe and Big Banks Terrified....Thai citizens are already raking in millions of baht from home using this "wealth loophole" - but is it legitimate?" (I have to wonder about that last statement as a subtitle to the article--which doesn't copy and paste like a normal link so you have to click on the vague link that appears below).


https://latestnews.to/th-shinawatra-en/?campid=10564&offerid=0&clkid={clkid}&clkloc={clkloc}&sxid=93v78j7ro90e&ttorigin=93v78j7ro90e




This deposed Thai leader (Thaksin) hails the potential to become an instant millionaire if you invest in the loophole bitcoin investment he mentioned in an interview. Yeah--Thaksin, your rush to extract money lead to a political and financial crisis in Thailand (which followed a complete burst of the Thai economy back in the late 90's) which lead, ultimately, to the military coup that is still holding down basic rights to protest or freedom of speech in Thailand--under the former military junta which was part of the team that ousted Thaksin and then his sister who then followed the "Red Shirt" revolution to become likewise deposed by military junta.

This frivolous and corrupted former leader/billionaire is a destabilizing force and his advice is part of what I consider to be a continued legacy of the corrupt men (and their following women) who are creating great financial crises and future crashes and governmental instability leaning towards despotic rulership due to these shaky and greedy financial dealings. Thaksin was deposed due to his financial corruption dealings/avoiding taxes and other such illegal schemes that shook at the heart of the Thai people. The current dissatisfaction of the protestors in Thailand reek of the stink of the aftermath of years of corrupt and greedy politicians and cryptocurrency is one of the tools that is part of the tool box of corruption and insatiable investors who will use any means possible to obtain power. I truly am scared of the future of cryptocurrency being used around the world and turned into a major investment tool. The lesson of Thaksin and the turmoil and ensuing coup d'etat of the current Thai Government and it's policies of crushing any dissent should be noted by those who actually want any kind of future stable global security without despotic leaders grasping for money and power through nefarious electronic means. (That includes electronic devices used to control human behavior, such as microchip implants and remote tech affecting brain functioning),. All will be exploited by the corrupt who lack all conscience and capability to lead.


Monday, September 27, 2021

All I see on some news broadcasts are people around the world yelling into microphones about their "rights". All angry, yelling and demanding their rights. So far, no one will fight for me to defend my rights. My rights are all human rights that have gone before me and extend into all history.

 This technology and the misuse/misappropriation of it by sickening people like Nancy Pelosi, who has to be one of the most greasy, sleazy and disgusting examples of malfeasance in the political sphere (and she lisps and sounds like a grease machine when she hisses out like a slurring drunken slut (that is how I perceive her, how I have seen her when she teleports me, a hideous bigot a most disgusting evil and sick person, like the rest of these celebrities it is sickening how violent, ugly and sleazy and nasty and putrid they behave and this kind of sickness is being used as a promotional tool by even more evil and sick unworthy types who have demonstrated absolute evil in the name of power and pretense: but back to this ugly and foul woman who is chief Democrat in the House of Representatives who partnered with a most nasty and also evil Austrian celebrity who is vile, filthy, nasty, sleazy and it's just one component of the entire gang of these creeps I have had to suffer through for over 8 years and longer--who are so immersed in this torture apparatus they utterly believe they have every single entitlement to torture me for ideas and then torture me when I fight for my rights which NO ONE else apparently is fighting for.


Putridity: the bs banter about how much she is fighting for Democracy and The People)--she's one of the most vile examples of this, but if NO ONE will fight against this gross injustice but they are demanding their "rights" when it comes to technological torture and slavery and rape and slow murder and absolute oppression and endless circular attempts to crush my mind, spirit, body and replace all with decay, destruction and obsolescence while the criminals laughing about their criminal exploits using this tech and being promoted by the grease sleaze that is responsible for this huge injustice system that everyone just watches going on--won't fight or help or defend me--but all are yelling about their own rights if they see these rights being eroded. None can make the huge leap of intelligence to understand that this system affecting me is as deadly as any plague throughout history and as deadly--in it's budding stage no one can even begin to perceive how dangerous this technology and this system of gang stalking terrorism and its' subsequent death squad psychopathy is utterly a threat to everyone's rights. I find myself having no options or choice despite over 7 or 8 years of writing these posts to the people responsible for protecting the most free society for the masses, and yet none can even do more than jump to participate in this heinous technocratic system of perversion and fascism and bigotry just to get a leap up in temporary promotional status. In the end, many of the perpetrators will also fall victim to the greed of their partners and of the system which seeks to slowly eradicate and eliminate, refine and narrow the profiteering-circles of elitism and that means that the culling process will also entail mass murder but probably of a covert nature.


The cruelty, hate and violence I have had to endure because creeps like Pelosi and Schumer have been put into power by a nefarious group which ensures that all sides lead to their 4th Reich Roman empire.

The disgusting, nasty, violent psychological terror, hate and violence from these smirking and gloating celebrities is so utterly disgusting and I am stuck with no options thanks to a system that has ensured that I have almost no rights unless I can circumvent the police, the US Government, now much of H-wood, the local terrorist gangs of this heinous hate organization which have tentacles deeply embedded into all facets of commercial and legal and business life (and unfortunately also in medical as they seek to damage my body and poison and drug me perpetually with intention to first destroy and then kill).

It is a shame, it is a disgrace, it is the sad reality. When your rights have been stripped away and you keep angrily shouting into microphones about how your rights are being violated, if you are lucky enough to be "allowed" to protest that is (the goal is to eliminate with threat of death any dissenting voice).



"The Devils & Self Transcendence" : Our legal drug addiction fixations and the disaster that accompanies socialized and prescribed chic addictions. Learn to CHILL THE FREAK OUT!!!! Claiming you need THREE CUPS OF COFFEE to get up the energy to fight for that corporate right to rule every day? Claiming that as you get older you get lethargic, grumpy and slower? Using legally acceptable drugs as a way to pump up and then slow down your over-excited adrenal glands to the point that you can't explain how your body needs more and more to get up and then down?

 "You wanna live in this lousy world, play it cool boy. Boy, boy, crazy boy, be COOL boy. Just play it cool boy, real cool. (boy, boy, crazy boy)."--"Cool", West Side Story.


"West Side Story - Cool (1961) HD". John Long. December 15, 2013.




"7 Telltale Signs You're Addicted To Caffeine". Mashed. July 13, 2018.




"So, as you drink too much coffee, you will age faster."--

"Coffee In Chinese Medicine. Yin, Yang, Blood and Qi". Acupuncture-Points. May 18, 2021.




Chinese medicine and effects of coffee on health. Play it cool boy, don't be a fool boy. Stop fooling around with your body.

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 No need to post anything on the detriments of alcohol on your liver, kidneys and the spiritual, emotional and physical effects...but, with the ups and downs of caffeine and alcohol with no support for your liver and kidney and adrenal functions, eventually physical law states that your tenuous body (as even the strongest of men and women must necessarily have to confront the decaying aspect and imbalance of the human body).

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This essay, which I read as the epilogue to Aldous Huxley's The Devils of Loudon (which the film by Ken Russel never delves into whatsoever) is an examination of addiction, socially-prescribed forms of social control such as alcohol and various other types of covert social engineering in order to enforce encoded social order dumbness and lack of momentum for the "lower classes" and to instill an entrenched "upper class" mentality through these various mechanisms of instilled and socially-accepted drug/mind control/propagandized forms of "entertainment" or chic but nevertheless harmful means of controlling the population into conformity or worse. THE EPILOGUE TO THE DEVILS OF LOUDON IS SIMPLY A CLASSIC THAT HAS NOT BEEN INCLUDED IN THE REPERTOIRE OF meaningful life-lesson literature on social programming and socialization (for the detriment of the many for the benefit of the few): 

The "Running from Myself" song from ye olde year of our Lord Nineteen Hundred and Sixty Nine.

 "Scorpion - Running From Myself (Rock) (1969)."  foreal1992. May 19, 2020.




"I've lost in love
I've lost in war....
If I don't stop running from myself
...running from the past
I'm never behind...."
psychedelic whah whah of the funky guitar
"freedom" is the theme--
down the never road I go...
something lost that must be found...
funning from myself as best I can
If I don't stop running I'll never be a man
If I don't stop running I'll never find peace of mind..."

oh those self-introspective songs of the past dreaded Hippie generation---questioning, looting the mind for outdated constructs which limit personal freedom (to do no harm unto others, hopefully but not always that was the theme).
unlike the pure sex-driven pop culture "love" themes of the pop generation Z =zzz zzzz....zzzz snooze hit that button sleeping mentally, spiritually and morally running from boredom the pop musick is just running on a hamster treadmill of sexual titillation and sensation but slowly wearing oneself out with too much adrenaline sensationalism---


Sunday, September 26, 2021

Musings on Love weaponized and war. Thoughts on love and consciousness. Thoughts on governmental missives directing war on Love. Leo Tolstoy who transformed from a good ole boy to a Lone Wolf leader through the power of grandiose universal love of his brothers to whom he was exalted as being the Keeper (except for that love of his wife). ""All the things that he preaches for the happiness of humanity only complicate life to the point where it becomes harder and harder for me to live," wrote Sofia – who transcribed all of Tolstoy's manuscripts, including War and Peace, in longhand – at the start of 1895. "His vegetarian diet means the complication of preparing two dinners, which means twice the expense and twice the work. His sermons on love and goodness have made him indifferent to his family, and mean the intrusion of all kinds of riff-raff into our family life. And his (purely verbal) renunciation of worldly goods has made him endlessly critical and disapproving of others."---Sophia Tolstoy (Leo's wife and historically misaligned partner).

 "War and Peace (1/9) Movie CLIP - The Greatest Pleasures (1956) HD". Movieclips. May 18, 2012.




“Never, never marry, my friend. Here’s my advice to you: don’t marry until you can tell yourself that you’ve done all you could, and until you’ve stopped loving the woman you’ve chosen, until you see her clearly, otherwise you’ll be cruelly and irremediably mistaken. Marry when you’re old and good for nothing…Otherwise all that’s good and lofty in you will be lost.”--Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace.

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"The chief cause of unhappiness in married life is that people think that marriage is sex attraction, which takes the form of promises and hopes and happiness - a view supported by public opinion and by literature. But marriage cannot cause happiness. Instead, it is always torture, which man has to pay for satisfying his sex urge."--Leo Tolstoy (not a quote from War and Peace).

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"It is amazing how complete is the delusion that beauty is goodness."--Leo Tolstoy.

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"Nietzsche was stupid and abnormal."--Leo Tolstoy.

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"In all history there is no war which was not hatched by the governments, the governments alone, independent of the interests of the people, to whom war is always pernicious even when successful."==Leo Tolstoy

*what do we learn from Tolstoy? (weaponized love versus peaceful love, as hatched by governments which program the militarized masses to perform the deeds of unconscious manipulation).
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"Tolstoy the Spiritual Anarchist: On 'A Confession'".  Paul Griffin. December 7, 2013. 





After contemplating suicide and renunciation of his former life, Tolstoy. Tolstoy was addicted to sex and could barely control his adverse sexual urges (believed in sleeping downward into the peasant class, even making poorer women pregnant and then discarded as demanded by his "superior" class). This aspect of his life has rarely if ever or never been delineated in mainstream (undoubtedly in obscure feminist papers which I have never read but am aware of such types of writings).

This highly Communistic approach to critical analysis is like the usual male-dominated fixation on male philosophical life ponderings. Mention of domestic violence or abuse or cruelty towards his wife or other women is not mentioned. All the themes that Tolstoy so beautifully elaborated upon except for his dark sexual urges towards women (and with men never mentioned) are left out of the poetic critiques offered by men (I would suggest of the same patter, ilk or whatever you want to call their male bonding affinity towards completely ignoring all issues of abuse towards women by such "lofty" male writings--as Tolstoy had come out of the aristocrat class and as a man of privilege and social status his demeanor towards women remains as a privileged silenced omission in all the accolades for the otherwise "spiritual" and socio-political meanderings through what could not be called "liberal" or progressive ideologies.

In my opinion, the subconscious HATE for women as expressed by exploitation of lower class peasant females, and then his adultery when it came to his wife whom he kept pregnant for something like 15 years on-end--to his denouncement of sexuality towards her, his dark secrets bound up in his controversial novel The Kreutzer Sonatas, and then his death which was spurred by leaving his distraught wife whom he wanted to abandon in his 80th-something year of life. The suicide urge he had, which I suspect stems from his utter disconnection from sexuality and love for women (suppressed homosexuality perhaps?) and his sexual debauchery of women (and probably men, never mentioned in the historical record). This utter disconnect in terms of sexuality and the death urge with his compounded lofty "spiritual" photo-opportunity prose and celebrity fame and then his subsequent lack of appetite for life--the urge towards suicide.

But hear and list to an appraisal based on absolute glowing reviews of the spiritual heights that this reviewer ascribes to Tolstoy. I am not criticizing Tolstoy's complexities or the author himself as much as the lack of balance in the reportage concerning women, sexuality and this confounded death and sex combination, tied to a grasping perhaps in vain at spiritual enlightenment and socio-political challenge to authority but the personal life remained a cold, landscape of the cranking out of endless children and a kind of static sexual lovelessness.
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It was just a dream. Some good (but not ole) American music from Delta Blues genre. It was recorded way back in 2012, but fits nicely in a playlist of recordings of Delta Blues from the late '20's and 30's.

 "Just A Dream , Billy Boy Arnold. dooWopMan 1961. July 7, 2016.j



The words, the sentiment the blues Fits into the modern zeitgeist as naturally as it would have back in the day, which means how far have things changed anyway since that era where the Blues were a recurrent theme? I could go on about what I consider the transition to modern times would be, but any thought outside acceptable accepting dogma protected by state-sponsored terrorism is "forbidden" but never openly expressed as such--just punitive measures apply if one steps outside of just blankly accepting and never making any critical judgment unless you are a sanctified component of the state allotted a slot in the mind programming spectrum, oh so tightly controlled but seeming to be "free". Makes one dream of a day....
The lyrics are in keeping with humorous sarcastic bemoaning of one's situation that the Blues resonate with.

Friday, September 24, 2021

Video below: "RAW: Body cam shows domestic violence victim thrown to ground, handcuffed | KVUE." All MY so-called "neighbors" are terrorist "gang stalkers" and they punish the victim for the authority figures who also punish me/the target with the "good" girls and boys who punish the victim. This is what "good neighbors" do to women who they think are bad girls--with police assistance. This is what real injustice looks like but it's never turned into a publicity stunt like celebrity divorce is (with the women claiming they are "victims" of abuse--as they are the good girls who assist in rape and torture. It's all so sick. Sad.

 


Video below: "A Psychopathic Sex Offender - An interview with a real psychopath - Disturbing!" WHY teleportation and mind control technology are so chic, so popular, people are so happily engaged in participating in it: this video entails the real psychopathy involved in how to control, manipulate, torture, (maim, rape, brutalize--what has been forced upon me through this system of hate, teleportation and MK ULTRA mind control, microchip implants and of course a very willing global community of terrorism funded by top levels of government oversight, with private financing of course.

 



Every drooling abuser fantasy coming true, the dreams of fulfilling every nuanced infliction of hate and all that nasty stuff--the list is very long--
the wonderful world of the future of teleportation and other nefarious versions of control and social engineering and "Master/slave" programming technological tyranny.
Why no one will reveal what is happening to me, because the drooling psychopaths require victims in order to present themselves as being energetic and superior---
why no one will help me or stop these terrorists and criminals from attacking me--people yearn for this kind of control they want pedophiles and rapists to control and lead and be put into lead positions.

Social Security Fraud/crime against me: it's not exactly a "one-way street" but it's more akin to a bicycle lane without barriers next to a 6-lane one-way expressway and Tesla Trucks veering into the bicycle lane I am solitarily peddling as fast with flat tires on to save my life.//(Muck had trucks nearly hit and smash me to death just as he was handed this tech with Amber Heard once she and Depp finished their 2+years of teleportation rape and torture of me, the spawn included--afterwards, after stealing my ideas I wrote endlessly about Domestic violence which Heard stole but fumbled, of course, like them all, turning "woke into a joke" she returned to assault me 2 years later after a month of near-hits by cars---and more cars hitting me under the last Trump administration obviously under muck et al//now they have used Social Security to destroy me (literal threat to my life and survivability with serious life-threatening threats looming due to this well-planned and executed attack using my SSI Disability, my one and only anchor on this planet they have taken away but it was criminal in how they conducted the situation which CAN BE REVERSED IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD DEFEND ME AND GIVE SOME RELIEF TO THIS AND ALL THESE SITUATIONS TO STOP MORE OF THE TERRORISTS FROM COMING TO POWER--but to continue--Listening to "live" Senator Cory Booker on the tube---he's mentioning how SSI recipients (I am one) give permission for that agency, in Field Office interviews, to access the bank account where payments are direct deposited. I only gave permission for the agent to gain access that one account, after he asked me if I gave permission to access the direct deposit account. A few days later screaming on the phone he yelled that he saw my other account and boy, I had gone over yelling as I was "frozen" by mind control and also his behavior, for any sort of response that defended myself against his railing yelling abuse, warranted more abuse and threats which he could have done. I did not give him permission to access any other accounts. This is why he sent me a letter 2 weeks later stating my benefits are reinstated and my "overpayment" was due to a 2002 situation I had resolved in another interview 20 years ago. Adding $400 to the overpayment from 2002 and then stating my benefits are reinstated (deducting $10 per month from the already $10 deduction) I had to check on the SSA website to see if my benefits had been reinstated. They had not. I waited for another letter as Mr. Melle told me that he would send a letter, screaming with violence and then sneering with absolute hate and contempt to "have a nice day" like a schoolyard kid screaming and making fun of that ubiquitous use of pleasantry that Americans use (Mr. Melle is "Latino"). He sent nothing else, and still there is no other information about how to reinstate the benefits. But firstly, Cory Booker stated in the speech on the Senate Floor regarding the Muck Dog cutting of Social Security that people in interviews only give permission to access the direct deposit account. With all the lies, did they have any legal right or entitlement to access ALL my records with the bank when I had only given access to one single account? Furthermore, besides that discrepancy, there is nothing in writing about this. He told me to come in person (he "suggested" using a sneering contemptuously expressed example of coming to the Field Office direct in person to pay with Cashier's Check or Money order ALL MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT to him personally, made-out to the Social Security Administration. Yelling that he would send me a letter detailing what to do before my benefits would be reinstated. //2 more weeks went by and now a month later no letter only benefits cut off. I phoned 2 weeks ago, was told that Mr. Melle is "in the wrong department he was not supposed to give the interview you have to have another interview". Mr. Melle sent me the paperwork on the interview, the phone call I was supposed to receive never came. I phoned the office on the day of interview (Feb. 27) and reached for the 2nd time of phoning that field office the same person (the answering is in rotation for whomever is available in a random answering ciruclation) and Mr. Melle told me he could "do the interview" and thusly, it turned into what is some kind of extortion but---no way to resolve this only to have another interfview where they could really screw more up. My situation is not a "normal" situation I am a gang stalking target of multiple murder attempts torture rape using these technologies--no one will help me so no one can help me provide evidence thusly no one cares to help me provide evidence because "everyone" is benefitting from this 4th Reich system being promoted gets a huge free deal gets to get their sleazy hormonal release from torturing and beating abusing stealing ideas life force energy they are just sucking in all they can get out of me, this contract no one will intervene. I am stuck with no way to have any incoming money as a result. The internet is continuously hacked and blocked earning is impossible. My family is involved. The U.S. Government is involved. Most governments around the world are involved where I am now is absolutely involved. So, I told the Field Office after they tried to force another interview on me, the woman on the phone was so rushed she was stumbling over her breathless words trying to force another phone appointment on me. I told her for the 3rd time that the interview had been conducted but I need a letter stating what I have to do to have benefits reinstated. She told me Mr. Melle is on "2-week" vacation will send a message to him to complete the interview. //They have forced me to have to flee my life in one place in order to survive life on this planet and everywhere i go the same poison is poured injected and pumped into my body from one vehicle of transmission or another. The same death system of attack is the same, performed with MURDEROUS violence by groups of "normal" citizens every single place on the planet. I am stuck with no way to have any money coming in. If I leave this place I have learned to barely barricade myself into so they can't put my hips and spine out of alignment any longer after raping me, putting semen and fungus into my body, hair and fungus and mold into my food my furniture my clothing destroying clothing shoes backpacks on a routine basis making my jackets I drive in stinking so the smell never comes off (using laboratory-created staining/absorption substances laced with putrid other expulsion substances--muck and filth) and ec. I need to retain an income I deserve the sub-poverty disability and much more from the group from Whorewood just from years of them stealing my ideas and trying to paralyze and kill me and then destroying my life my chances to earn money so they can just latch on forever, literally forever onto abusing me as a life sentence of slow abuse, rape sex slavery to death-- a situation that scores of Congressional leaders have rushed to join in, screaming with murderous violence because I am fighting for my life and not just willingly allowing these murder operations to o on for their mutual profit--all of them together everyone gets some free deal out of it plus dumping their hate on someone else and feeding off it and then hormonal highs of he addiction to violence and torture they all have.//With the Muck Dog-Redrum group feeding off Social Security, now all the lies are just part of a huge outcry of desperation from the "losers" who are not life-screwing operators feeding off lies and violence in order to obtain the positions in the "leadership" which is now openly criminal but so many are screaming and as usual no one ever stops them or helps me. I am thusly in a life-threatening situation. A team of people who have poisoned and followed me around the planet, literally, to continue to make as many people abuse, attack and poison rape abuse with extreme violence in every living situation with the exact same protocols followed around the planet--they are there waiting for me to have absolutely no self-defense as the SSI was all I could do. SIX YEARS of graduate studies and they just poisoned me with creeps pumping the poison into my body through both teleportation and poisoning drugging of my body and food while the terrorists broke into my home every day and night while I was drugged sleeping and fighting their MURDER DEATH from poisoning and torture--doing whatever they wanted, making my body broken down as he are still doing--and I will have no way to protect myself from murder any longer if I have to move and have zero way to have money coming in. Members of my family whose children have not abused and tortured me all my life but are waiting to profit off it rushed to join in, with the Whorewood group recently as they have all coordinated to cut my money off so my family can join in as they always do, now openly that Muck and T-rump have made fascist Nazism open and not disguised as it has been for so many decades under the "Democrat liberals" but at least I could rely on my monthly benefits which I do deserve and much more from this endless death threat and theft and attacks--considered a CRIME I HAVE COMMITTED TO DEFEND MYSELF by top politicians in Congress treated like a fun game by Whorewood scumbag inc and treated like a mental disorder by police considered an extortion bonanza by the Little River Social Security Field Office and considered a "fun game" by dirty Muck who had cars hitting me when he and Trump first obtained the teleportation equipment and this contract out on me, putting them in the powerful positions but they are still under the control and imperatives of a collective of fascist Nazism around the globe (America is not first on their agenda, trust me)..

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