Sunday, September 26, 2021

Musings on Love weaponized and war. Thoughts on love and consciousness. Thoughts on governmental missives directing war on Love. Leo Tolstoy who transformed from a good ole boy to a Lone Wolf leader through the power of grandiose universal love of his brothers to whom he was exalted as being the Keeper (except for that love of his wife). ""All the things that he preaches for the happiness of humanity only complicate life to the point where it becomes harder and harder for me to live," wrote Sofia – who transcribed all of Tolstoy's manuscripts, including War and Peace, in longhand – at the start of 1895. "His vegetarian diet means the complication of preparing two dinners, which means twice the expense and twice the work. His sermons on love and goodness have made him indifferent to his family, and mean the intrusion of all kinds of riff-raff into our family life. And his (purely verbal) renunciation of worldly goods has made him endlessly critical and disapproving of others."---Sophia Tolstoy (Leo's wife and historically misaligned partner).

 "War and Peace (1/9) Movie CLIP - The Greatest Pleasures (1956) HD". Movieclips. May 18, 2012.




“Never, never marry, my friend. Here’s my advice to you: don’t marry until you can tell yourself that you’ve done all you could, and until you’ve stopped loving the woman you’ve chosen, until you see her clearly, otherwise you’ll be cruelly and irremediably mistaken. Marry when you’re old and good for nothing…Otherwise all that’s good and lofty in you will be lost.”--Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace.

-----------------

"The chief cause of unhappiness in married life is that people think that marriage is sex attraction, which takes the form of promises and hopes and happiness - a view supported by public opinion and by literature. But marriage cannot cause happiness. Instead, it is always torture, which man has to pay for satisfying his sex urge."--Leo Tolstoy (not a quote from War and Peace).

-----------------------

"It is amazing how complete is the delusion that beauty is goodness."--Leo Tolstoy.

---------------

"Nietzsche was stupid and abnormal."--Leo Tolstoy.

------------------

"In all history there is no war which was not hatched by the governments, the governments alone, independent of the interests of the people, to whom war is always pernicious even when successful."==Leo Tolstoy

*what do we learn from Tolstoy? (weaponized love versus peaceful love, as hatched by governments which program the militarized masses to perform the deeds of unconscious manipulation).
-----------------

"Tolstoy the Spiritual Anarchist: On 'A Confession'".  Paul Griffin. December 7, 2013. 





After contemplating suicide and renunciation of his former life, Tolstoy. Tolstoy was addicted to sex and could barely control his adverse sexual urges (believed in sleeping downward into the peasant class, even making poorer women pregnant and then discarded as demanded by his "superior" class). This aspect of his life has rarely if ever or never been delineated in mainstream (undoubtedly in obscure feminist papers which I have never read but am aware of such types of writings).

This highly Communistic approach to critical analysis is like the usual male-dominated fixation on male philosophical life ponderings. Mention of domestic violence or abuse or cruelty towards his wife or other women is not mentioned. All the themes that Tolstoy so beautifully elaborated upon except for his dark sexual urges towards women (and with men never mentioned) are left out of the poetic critiques offered by men (I would suggest of the same patter, ilk or whatever you want to call their male bonding affinity towards completely ignoring all issues of abuse towards women by such "lofty" male writings--as Tolstoy had come out of the aristocrat class and as a man of privilege and social status his demeanor towards women remains as a privileged silenced omission in all the accolades for the otherwise "spiritual" and socio-political meanderings through what could not be called "liberal" or progressive ideologies.

In my opinion, the subconscious HATE for women as expressed by exploitation of lower class peasant females, and then his adultery when it came to his wife whom he kept pregnant for something like 15 years on-end--to his denouncement of sexuality towards her, his dark secrets bound up in his controversial novel The Kreutzer Sonatas, and then his death which was spurred by leaving his distraught wife whom he wanted to abandon in his 80th-something year of life. The suicide urge he had, which I suspect stems from his utter disconnection from sexuality and love for women (suppressed homosexuality perhaps?) and his sexual debauchery of women (and probably men, never mentioned in the historical record). This utter disconnect in terms of sexuality and the death urge with his compounded lofty "spiritual" photo-opportunity prose and celebrity fame and then his subsequent lack of appetite for life--the urge towards suicide.

But hear and list to an appraisal based on absolute glowing reviews of the spiritual heights that this reviewer ascribes to Tolstoy. I am not criticizing Tolstoy's complexities or the author himself as much as the lack of balance in the reportage concerning women, sexuality and this confounded death and sex combination, tied to a grasping perhaps in vain at spiritual enlightenment and socio-political challenge to authority but the personal life remained a cold, landscape of the cranking out of endless children and a kind of static sexual lovelessness.
----------------------




-

No comments:

Post a Comment

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)

Nazi Hooligan D. Beckham---extremely subdued in his directives to have me viciously violently raped and tortured by thugs like tom hardy and arnold s-ne88er---always behind them is the ENGLISH CROWN i.e. Prince Charles and his crew influencing the true control over the United States through Whorewood--shitalina always there through her mommy's connection to the Crown through this acting crew of hateful bigots masquerading as righteous and benevolent concerned citizens only working for the welfare of the blessed poor, disenfranchised and the discriminated against. In reality, the quiet influence gets his athletic sports nazi hools to inflict deadly violence upon me and laugh for the cameras of promotion---watched by the hateful beckham who abused, attacked me I had tried another strategy t o fight them off instantly rather than wait for the inevitable escalation of abuse once the parasites are acclimated to torture the addicts (in this case, perhaps his former adrenaline addiction or meth addiction---I think he is a person who may have artificially pumped up his system in the past got past drugging tests and screenings--regardless, a murderously violent but behind the violent operation scenes telling them what to do. In exchange hardy has obtained a glowing look on his formerly run-down and aged face. I got a swatch of grey hair from 16 hours of abuse and rape per day (abuse, rape a few times every time violent as this thug was awarded. Beckham returns with heather graham, who said she had no idea that her partner danny moynihan, out of London, had tortured or poisoned me. In truth serum and extreme duress mode as I am rendered every day, but these soulless and loveless parasitic users and abusers have no concern they "blame" me with more torture murder it truly is in reality---for reacting instead of allowing them to abuse me to death "with permission" rather than fighting for my life and screaming in rage to racist cliches these rotten scumbags spew on me and glaring with hate when I fight in my defense--as no one else will I thusly must do all myself, every day an dnight, day after day, night after night. I therefore call this sleazy scum bend-over-butt-ham becuase of his influence on rotten gavin old boy scum who after months of being influenced by butt-ham, when hegseth turned me over to groups of engilsh because baryshnikov probably offered him a deal courtesy of the KGB and Russian dark money pipeline for whatever prizes he obtained--or whatever behind it is always rump the dump trump-=--i can't call them anything serious but immature names wish them destruction to every aspect of their lives rather than writing these posts making up silly names. He is a most fanatical racist the equivalent of a slaver beating and killing anyone questioning his 'entitlement" to inflict extreme racism. The sports world of England and Germany and in fact all around the world, this soccar hooligan culture thrives and hides nazi secret clubs from inside these rancid yelling violent racist mobs in the guise of being sports fans. Thusly, beware that filthy sleazy creep who is relying on white boy entitlement and English imperialism--the white americans like gavin old boy and heather graham are determined to have this influence in America for their own racist agenda, partnering with the endlessly disguiesd euro-hateland nazi bigots who wear costumes of "punk" and "businessman" like bend-over b-ham and his cheerleader rape nazi wife and that "pop music' cartel appearance of "respectability". While most of you reading my posts are full-on white mediocrity "supremacists" but have very little to display of superiority--and this lout kicking a ball around and being turned into a celebrity for it bypassing the black and brown players who probably exceed him in that field but regardless, a white boy doing that makes the headlines (you can call it the "Elvis Effect" a white boy excelling supposedly in a mostly black domain) they are so extremely violently racist it's almost inconceivable because of the placid composure this filthy ugly sleazy thing has but he's a seething hateful anti-american bigot. I say this to the white mediocrities calling themselves superiority that this pig ape scum is out to overtake america. The americans just want "minorities" like me so-called to not have a chance to compete against them and win. Thusly they are duped they obtain warm hugs and smiles and invites they don't feel "trapped" in an American "equal opportunity" white "discrimination" trap any longer of the dread fear that if they compete without drugging and discriminatory practice which is rampant in America and throughout the world; because there is not a single city, town or village on this planet that the nazis have not penetrated to create some version of this endless discrimination--they get the minorities to turn against their own, in particular women. Thusly every time that filth creep is in the vicinity of wanna be king emperor gavin striving to be next imperialistic president of the united states, the word "bitch" is issued with slaps and violence when I verbally respond to their abuse and insults dehumanizing nazi insults and derogatory abuse endlessly for hours. Under severe drugging and this is injected into my brain so I can't ignore it it's louder in my brain than music blasting on earphones they attack my nervous system and then drug me and when I react in rage after trying to ignore them for hours every morning as they begin the moment I wake up, literally--Noise terrorism ordered by the nosey terrorists out of whorewood, californication, rump-land plantation society death squad, USA (conttrolled by bend-over-butt-ham and a bunch of Amreican nazi racists feigning working against racism and sexism--the prostituted men and women of whorewood and their euro-hateland partners. All expecting a paradise of plantation mansions in europe forever with their children for this sell-out of AMerica--just by abusing me without end, to prove that europigapes can turn every single per son in Amreica into an antisemite nazi including, and esxpecially Jews.