Tuesday, September 14, 2021

How the world has embraced such sick and rotten filth is beyond my understanding of how much people yearn for being controlled by idiots instead of having self-determination.

 I spelled Rose McGowan's name wrong in my earlier posts, but due to severe hacking I can't get through more struggle to find these words. I am being blocked--by hackers I click and things won't open or copy and paste, I had to fight to get what I could on the preceding posts. I am also being attacked by mind control and continuous and omnipresent threat hovering over me also preclude real commentary. I get into hate diatribes due to the technology blasting into my brain, restricting more clean and calm analysis. Undoubtedly words are being pumped into my subconscious or unconscious through subliminal technology (as always happens when I have any encounter verbally, through internet, writing or on the phone and always in person in every setting this type of subliminal attack occurs. While the subliminal mind control attacks are continuous, the microchip implant in my throat tweaks my vocal chords so my voice is choked, strained, they can alter pitch of my voice to make it sound hoarse and lower in tone and etc...


It's all completely sickening to me, what this organization does, it's filthy and nasty dirty attacks which seem to always merit promotional praise for those who accomplish such hideously stupid and inane and asinine forms of suppression. They are always proud of their acts, the filth and hate they create. No wonder the planet is dying no wonder there are genocides and wars and climate destruction ensuing from the policies of those who embrace hate and death and stinking filth as their guise of "supremacist" tactics.

I try to write convincingly and accurately but these attacks alongside the hacking and redactions and rewritings and deletions of my writing by the hackers plus my brain being put into this vice of rambling hate incoherency and insults as my brain is being altered into a kind of engulfed emotional hate zone--I believe this is due to the mind control technology influence and not to my lack of being able to calmly analyze or write. I think of much more clear and concise sentences which I think to myself that I should have written, always these come AFTER I turn off the laptop and after I walk away from the tech blasting into my brain while I sit in front of this laptop fighting hackers. Writing just these few sentences here has been a continuous struggle to fight against hackers and the keyboard is stiff and very hard to type on--must pound down my arms and biceps are now tired from the exertion of must pounding out with full finger and arm strength to get anything out in pounding on this keyboard--made so stiff by remote malware that terrorists hack into my computer once I leave this room to go shopping.

Btw: as the floodgates of tourism are opening in Phuket, the sicko psycho creeps attacking me in stores out of Europigapeland are now hostile and as sick and ugly as they ever have been. I.e., I was in front of a pile of Thai fruits which are very small and brown (I think they are lychees, I never buy or eat the stuff). I was just getting one piece of plastic from a roll of plastic bags, as soon as my back was turned to put it into the cart, a blonde Nazi-looking scumbag Europigape male threw a pile of the fruit on the ground. I turned and saw under my feet a pile of the fruit that he had violently brushed onto the ground, as the fruit was splayed out in a formation indicating a violent sweep of an arm--fruit was under my feet and in a semi-circle of 3 feet all over the place. I then "heard" my "thoughts" telling me that I had done this. I know in retrospect that it was subliminal communication and that my every action and movement is being monitored, especially while I am in public. I was "instructed" to pick up the fruit. I remained static and frozen, as a crowd of Thais said nothing but stared. I was confused as the subliminal voices were telling me that I had done this. I also was going to tell this Nazi creep that he had knocked the fruit over, but I remained frozen like I could not speak as the people stared at me and the creep with his minority minion cleaning/sucking/fing Thai slave who provides him with resources to invest in Thailand helped him to calmly walk away as if he had done nothing. I vaguely understood that I was being "controlled" and I braced to not "listen" or do anything. I walked away with the knowledge that I had not knocked over the fruit, but this is the atmosphere that I have to face (and much, much worse as the hoards of pig apes from Europigapeland come pouring in. They are hostile and genocidal and filthy and sick and stupid, and pretend with polite socialized behavior that they are sophisticated and what an act that is. How I wish my country would not embrace this paradigm any longer and embrace this Europigape contingent of s**t because they are truly evil and disgusting when you scratch just a little bit below the surface of their well-funded posturing Nazism (which means mass murder and genocide with disgusting acts of cruelty and hate and barbarism when they are handed the "freedom" to inflict whatever they can upon anyone hapless.

How the world has embraced such sick and rotten filth is beyond my understanding of how much people yearn for being controlled by idiots instead of having self-determination.

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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