Tuesday, September 14, 2021

How the world has embraced such sick and rotten filth is beyond my understanding of how much people yearn for being controlled by idiots instead of having self-determination.

 I spelled Rose McGowan's name wrong in my earlier posts, but due to severe hacking I can't get through more struggle to find these words. I am being blocked--by hackers I click and things won't open or copy and paste, I had to fight to get what I could on the preceding posts. I am also being attacked by mind control and continuous and omnipresent threat hovering over me also preclude real commentary. I get into hate diatribes due to the technology blasting into my brain, restricting more clean and calm analysis. Undoubtedly words are being pumped into my subconscious or unconscious through subliminal technology (as always happens when I have any encounter verbally, through internet, writing or on the phone and always in person in every setting this type of subliminal attack occurs. While the subliminal mind control attacks are continuous, the microchip implant in my throat tweaks my vocal chords so my voice is choked, strained, they can alter pitch of my voice to make it sound hoarse and lower in tone and etc...


It's all completely sickening to me, what this organization does, it's filthy and nasty dirty attacks which seem to always merit promotional praise for those who accomplish such hideously stupid and inane and asinine forms of suppression. They are always proud of their acts, the filth and hate they create. No wonder the planet is dying no wonder there are genocides and wars and climate destruction ensuing from the policies of those who embrace hate and death and stinking filth as their guise of "supremacist" tactics.

I try to write convincingly and accurately but these attacks alongside the hacking and redactions and rewritings and deletions of my writing by the hackers plus my brain being put into this vice of rambling hate incoherency and insults as my brain is being altered into a kind of engulfed emotional hate zone--I believe this is due to the mind control technology influence and not to my lack of being able to calmly analyze or write. I think of much more clear and concise sentences which I think to myself that I should have written, always these come AFTER I turn off the laptop and after I walk away from the tech blasting into my brain while I sit in front of this laptop fighting hackers. Writing just these few sentences here has been a continuous struggle to fight against hackers and the keyboard is stiff and very hard to type on--must pound down my arms and biceps are now tired from the exertion of must pounding out with full finger and arm strength to get anything out in pounding on this keyboard--made so stiff by remote malware that terrorists hack into my computer once I leave this room to go shopping.

Btw: as the floodgates of tourism are opening in Phuket, the sicko psycho creeps attacking me in stores out of Europigapeland are now hostile and as sick and ugly as they ever have been. I.e., I was in front of a pile of Thai fruits which are very small and brown (I think they are lychees, I never buy or eat the stuff). I was just getting one piece of plastic from a roll of plastic bags, as soon as my back was turned to put it into the cart, a blonde Nazi-looking scumbag Europigape male threw a pile of the fruit on the ground. I turned and saw under my feet a pile of the fruit that he had violently brushed onto the ground, as the fruit was splayed out in a formation indicating a violent sweep of an arm--fruit was under my feet and in a semi-circle of 3 feet all over the place. I then "heard" my "thoughts" telling me that I had done this. I know in retrospect that it was subliminal communication and that my every action and movement is being monitored, especially while I am in public. I was "instructed" to pick up the fruit. I remained static and frozen, as a crowd of Thais said nothing but stared. I was confused as the subliminal voices were telling me that I had done this. I also was going to tell this Nazi creep that he had knocked the fruit over, but I remained frozen like I could not speak as the people stared at me and the creep with his minority minion cleaning/sucking/fing Thai slave who provides him with resources to invest in Thailand helped him to calmly walk away as if he had done nothing. I vaguely understood that I was being "controlled" and I braced to not "listen" or do anything. I walked away with the knowledge that I had not knocked over the fruit, but this is the atmosphere that I have to face (and much, much worse as the hoards of pig apes from Europigapeland come pouring in. They are hostile and genocidal and filthy and sick and stupid, and pretend with polite socialized behavior that they are sophisticated and what an act that is. How I wish my country would not embrace this paradigm any longer and embrace this Europigape contingent of s**t because they are truly evil and disgusting when you scratch just a little bit below the surface of their well-funded posturing Nazism (which means mass murder and genocide with disgusting acts of cruelty and hate and barbarism when they are handed the "freedom" to inflict whatever they can upon anyone hapless.

How the world has embraced such sick and rotten filth is beyond my understanding of how much people yearn for being controlled by idiots instead of having self-determination.

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Gavin newsom has had my ssi disability benefits completely closed and off---they were "suspended" and now they are "discontinued" and this happened in the last 2 months after his endless assaults on me. Because I am fighting to get the next abuser potential murdering hater off me (the end result is being mutilated after rape and abuse leading to death, it has been ongoing for years I am fighting to heal every day) he exacerbated the inability to heal with 16 hours of abuse and torture per day, I could not function nor get anything done and I am still being tortured with him glaring in hate as I scream out my hate for this person who has hit abused sent euro men to rape and beat me as his proxies---has had me abused so badly my body has broken down and I have been threatened endlessly that they will destroy me have my money cut off and kill me for not allowing him to abuse sexually exploit and threaten abuse insult and just "take it" as a "slave" using brain implants, a universal torture and murder system aka "gang stalking" which is just death squads using every person who wants to get a kill thrill open public hunting license to inflict sadism and torture upon another person; usually paid in full with free everything and endless promotions for all involved. They all glob onto abusing me forever to continue to get the endless free deals by just inflicting rage and hate and racism and sexism and violence on me--a target. The benefits as of August were still in "suspended" status but now "discontinued" which means he had them in California block all benefits for having fought against rape and torture for daily hours of abuse. He was slapping hitting abusing sticking his penis out at me insulting threatening and having my home made filthy and stinking then demanding that I clean it up as he watched with my body and nervous system under a kind of puppetry manipulation, I would clean and drop on my bed in sickness from the exertion from the poisons HE PROFITED OFF HAVING POURED INTO MY BODY ALL THESE YEARS UNDER PELOSI with their endless profit off this system through whorewood, which he sits in total solidarity with after years of them stealing my ideas. He is now stealing ideas about equality and fighting injustice from me so he can blurt them out with huge practiced smiles but since he abused me so badly and after 6 hours of abuse every day I am screaming in torture rage after non-stop truth serum drugging and abuse every day and night screaming how much I detest him by now. Thusly he and they all in California have had my disability totally cut off and they are forcing me into homelessness due to this chicanery. I was forced to leave the country my family was making sure I was being KILLED by poisoning and have not stopped having me poisoned raped and tortured hoping to capitalize on the final death of this contract and are now engaged in abusing me with the whorewood team, with newsom there every day sitting in the background glaring with murderous rage at me for saying no to his exploitation of me, with my consent. Will someone please stop this endless murder of me after years of them putting trump into power and putting this disaster for the country, the economy so they don't have to pay taxes and so newsom can become the republican candidate who will pardon them all for their current crimes, continue white male rape culture which is fine and dandy for the black and jewish out there participating eagerly in this as they say it's only happening to me and "not me" they say with smug delight about themselves. This is the standard response, however the system is being currently expanded by the Neuralink company and people WILL be raping teleporting and murdering others bringing society into a degenerated and horrific state of anarchy with all murder being exonerated because no one will be able to prove it. That is just one example, but I had to leave to save my life and get health care since my family refused to help me while I was in grad school, living off student loans I asked my brother to help me find a place to live as he and my other brother are both heavily involved in real estate, they just hung up on me laughed and with absolute hate refused to help me in any way. forced to live on far below the poverty level back years ago now it is impossible for me to survive and heal. They orchestrated this destruction of my disability so they can have their children and themselves get instant promotion into h-wood through the A$$-list whorewood group which have gone to oscars for over a decade using ideas they have stolen from my writing as they made me paralyzed with hardening poisons and kept poisoning me while I begged for YEARS online to get anybody to stop this as they were murdering me and they still are killing me daily with 16 hours of abuse per day.

  Newsom had his nazi republican system and all his minions and the whorewood hate group completely block all my benefits, while they have m...