One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

for the 6th time the hackers blocked the typing of this page by actually making the cursor jump to another part of the page while I was writing; 4 times they had pages completely obscure the page I am writing on so I have to constantly stop, in addition to the keyboard not working and my brain is always being stymied and attacked so I cannot finish what I am thinking what I am typing it's a non-stop block--my thought processes are being so stifled it's nearly impossible to write beyond a basic level of vocabulary my brain is attacked so I lose short-term memory of what I am in the middle of fighting to type

I wrote that "what else would germans play but bach" or something to that effect--the rapists who attack me are bach fanatics--it is their mascot for their identity so I use that, but not "all" Germans I was fighting to type and think

It was bach after all, the piece is called broulet--its' too hard to type and think right now, but as they are --this english leech on my life, health and happiness home plant killer grey hair making rapist abuser life-threat and hater--with his teams of english who are silent because they have literally gotten their most bully and probable imbalanced personality to assault me (as in their socially acceptable non-stop alcoholism which is deemed "normal" and I truly suggest he has a lot of serious problems in this realm and in others as well--but abusing me is considered "Normal" and mentally healthy and "great" by them so he is just being encouraged to dig in until he breaks and abuses me and tortures me

he began yelling at me with physical threat as I THOUGHT to myself--because they destroyed my chances for any career, they have stolen my ideas I wrote to alleviate the ugliness of their endless sick stupidity and life-sucking leeching for the past 20 years while blocking my life for decades--and then blaming me for it calling me some "loser' as they suck my ideas out they stick their filthy penises in my mouth while I am asleep as they drug me have microchip implants embedded into my brain along my spine and into my throat as they attack my central nervous system they have developed a way to force a simulated and totally artificial induced extreme and overwhelming sexual desire that is unbelievable. They can induce on many levels the belief and sensation of being "in love" and thusly total abusers I want nothing to do with, literally, I give my most passionate love to as they abuse slap call me names and then tell me how much they love the people who have had me raped as they watch on laughing--years of them being handed not just multi-millions and oscars awards and endless promotions with the promise of a lifetime of entitlement to the top of the h-wood hierarchy if they get on board as many entertainers and politicians and news anchors and outlets and podcasters my family all the people they possibly can get into this group of personally coming to vent their sexual rage hate rape racism it's a non-stop rotation of black white latino asian  presidents ex presidents all the presidential contenders for the past 15 years non-stop senators democrats republicans non-stop they sit in rows of chairs watching as one after the next screaming violent death threatening abuser rushes to abuse me; all instantly get endless promotions. Sitting in the rows are the others who have taken their turn in raping abusing death threats insults and violent torture near -death and murder attempts all sitting yelling that i "deserve" all that they are heaping upon me, and the endless rotation never ends

grey hair now, my body sagging wrinkled from stress poisoning and not being able to afford food except for cheap and starchy stuff--fighting day after day to get them off me, literally physically fighting while in extreme sickness from poisons that have been pent-up in my body for decades coming out through endless fighting to stretch and take herbs and concoctions that i cannot obtain in the united states unless I had a lot of money--otherwise would not be able to get any poison out--so they have cut off my disability with non-stop lies from social security, while i am shitting out their poison they pumped in (as well as many others, many of whom have rushed to join in, people who attacked me in 1978 have been invited to threaten to kill me if I ever return because I defended myself against their racist hate attacks while the empty and hateful celebrities who have tortured and stolen my ideas, derived from years and a lifetime of study, reflection and work-which they just abuse out of me, hours and hours per day of life-threatening abuse because I am constantly extremely ill with poisons in my blood stream coming out of these pockets of hard poison that are like cement coming out in tiny chunks, expanding into huge pieces and it never ends

crying and crying literally breaking down crying and screaming literally every few days at this english hateful leech parasite to get off me--screaming and hitting him crying to get off me, eveyr day hours and hours with every english bigot who has attacked me in the background smug and gloating they got their bulldog to act as their torture chamber rape abuser--with laughter from the dirty filthy creeps who have gone not just once or twice but every year almost to the oscars winning oscars for ideas they stole out of me--threatening constantly to kill me for defending myself and saying no--their children waiting for instant nepotism placement in h-wood without even having demonstrated much that hasn't been handed to them; only derived out of this contract out on me. 

One more hour of fighting to click on an item because the broke the last music player I had ordered, spending money I need to save because social security cut my disability off--the sickness that is chronic for vertebrae that have been crushed by rapists who then had my spine fractured when I fought to get them off me; they had expected endless awards and promotions for raping drugging and abusing me with me going along with it--usually just so drugged I would silently or politely go away--years and years of them following me with murderous violence because i tried to stop abusive relationships which have kept following me around in patterns that I never created; always drugged always surrouneded by people always unaware always so drugged brain implants microchips along my spine abusive loveless hateful abuser rapist parasites clinging to getting getting everything for just controlling and abusing me--then having my spine fractured when I pulled away from them--it has happened twice in my life just the fracturing of my spine after I got away from men who were drugging abusing raping and always showing me that other women (blonde nazi women) are so much more important but attacking me to keep the contract money and promotions flowing; with me never having a single notion of what was really going on, bewildered to say the least.

So this group fractured my spine in two very serious regions i am chronically disabled as a result---people tell me it's a miracle that I can still walk--so this group of hate from whorewood had me poisoned with intention of paralyzing me had my cat stolen for crying to stop pounding poison into my body fighting to get abuser after abuser off me

my life turned into a non-stop circus of hateful leeches surrounding me

so they got something like a sado-masochist hater out of england, where the yapping yelling chronic abusers screaming and yelling for hours is the most disgusting spectacle of incompetence in promotion I have ever seen--but of course, the haters who are american who have never demonstrated anything but psychopathic swagger at psychopathy violent sexualized pornography who have been elevated by MY IDEAS and then awarded while having me slowly raped and tortured to death, mutilated so all I do literally is fight to not be completely marred permanently as they keep on slicing my body and poisoning and abusing me literally

the english bigot hater I have written about him for months now, after the extreme violence of the german and this group knowing because I have only been writing about it for over 16 years that this rape is killing me they are pounding poison into my body\

so this english hate parasite violently raped and pounded my body almost as hard as he could--he is a huge chunk of beef muscular like a boxer is trained--

I was in the usual drugged sleep and "in love" mode that is completely artificial; after literally breaking down crying and sobbing to get off me after hours and hours of his endless abuse seemingly he has no intelligence whatsoever outside of conniving abusing and yelling--but he of course only shows me what they all show me, contempt hate and then they torture me to obtain more ideas

the senators came last night to once again violently scream at me for hours until I broke down and began making fun of them to shift the death energy I said there should be a congressional drag reading hour and began making fun of them as drag personalities--creating little rhyming and insulting names for them, some more humorous than others; another one rushed today asking me what his drag name would be; and I could not think I was so sick from shitting out more of the poison they had all poured or profited off having put in my body I was exhausted from hours per day of fighting to get my disability back they cut my internet off while I was and still am fighting for my lfie to not become homeless and helpless completely and utterly

hours and hours per day--25 hours and more last week to try to untanble myself from the trap that the Florida fascist system (and now everybody knows what I am referring to, but still no one in power cares they all go along)

so, exhausted while this english abuser parasite continues his hours of abuse, of hissing into my brain I can "hear" it to smash my head into the toilet every time I am in the bathroom--while I am thinking of anything relating to intellectual or artistic he begins to get in my face yelling to shut up how stupid I really am etc to quell all intellectualism

it is the racist overtake of america the english and the americans who have stolen my ideas and obtained endless promotions out of abusing partnering with having me beaten raped day after day as if I am the worst criminal

asking me for ideas nevertheless--so expect probably there will be an snl skit about congressional drag reading hour because that is the idea they sucked out of me yesterday after death threats endless creaming fascist yelling with one senator working for the extremely abusive senator who had attacked me violently yelling making horrible racist comments and when I defended myself yelling that i "can't talk to me like that' the having me poisoned as usual, and abuse and torture and still they are there, years later as I fight one abuser after the next, the same disgusting americans who have put all these fascist nazi euro-hate leech parasites into the country, they are backed by the english royalty to inflitrate--expect a long line of oscars won by english in the coming years

I won't watch any of it, but I urge people to at least care about something in terms of the political sieve of corruption that h-wood and congress actually are merging on to form a mind control plexiverse of programming and chaos-programming violent murder programming royalty programming through shows like game of thrones based in english royalty and power mongering grabbing and violent upheaval and corruption sleaze and porno sex acts for the shows to add to the allure--a grab all you can type of programming with english royalty

this theme is used by the fake opposition to trump who quote parts of that show as if merging fantasy depictions of royalty with trump as fake opposition has any meaning or relevance to reality; instead even the combination of referring to trump as a kind of game of thrones corrupt leader is implanting the notion of royalty and acting as a programming device using "reverse psychology"

the keyboard and my hands are now stuck, the keys are as usual very hard to use and my hands can't move to the keys my brain is under attack so I cannot write clearly or well at all

I have written about the abuse of this group, of this english person for months now, he remains being encouraged. Full of denials for all my truth claims of his partners and all their murder attempts, always justifying them with me having false notions. Smug with an evil smirk on his blank face, but beady hateful eyes narrow and conniving

very similar to the female he says he loves so much, etc but he just has to violently "fuck" me and he uses that ugly word to describe me being put into a false state of 'love' just to pound in more poison on all levels possible

but he is catapulted by the entire congress and by society for this behavior--a "hero" of culture oh yes, what a strong man he is, putting me in my "place" for writing about the reality of how banal mediocre and stupid and sick this group is--which have only won awards for the most part for their attempts to get out of the psychopathic roles they formerly won a few awards for (or none) years ago, helping the government to program the nation into loving murder and abuse and violence; the most brutally disgusting female who has been handed "feminist" roles by quoting my writing my thoughts and having me raped and tortured non-stop for over 16 years while taking my ideas obtained from my years of study, a degree in literature, grown up in a house at PhD level literary poetry writing professor--this person a grown- up of a bigot nazi household has nothing to say but has everyone surrounding her and the blonde bigot male fully smug and sauntering--both just blank and hateful leeches on me, endlessly held up by the senators who make sure I continue to be mutilated poisoned tortrured and raped yelled at violently for defending  my life, and actually defending my country against this full-on take-over of their incompetent corruption the sleaze and sex trafficking empire they have accrued so much more vast and disgusting then the "Jew" who they used as the puppet to push their sex racket and profiting--it's always a jew or a black male put into such positions so they can be blamed afterwards--polanski, weinstein and epstein and then diddy and etc--all blamed, the whites always in the background just sort of casually mentioned. the minorities who so eagerly participate in providing these services (oh yes, in the epstein case it's an english woman who plays the moral decline agent provacateur who operates I would dare venture as an agent of the english crown, just as bill clinton is is absolutely a puppet of the english empire--his Rhodes Scholarship out of Oxford is where he was fully programmed, and indeed implanted with microchips perhaps to be another agent out of English control--hillary undoubtely as well. Whether they realize it or not, whether they have been implanted or not, the desire to appear sophisticated on a euro-land level rather than a "yokel" out of a "redneck" state is overwhelming-for hillary coming out of a chicago suburb is so undesirable next to appearing like a sophisticate with english exploitation of the "peasant" mentality with the typical blonde english "feminst" cheerleader of me being raped as her calling card for more and more influence to control the democrat party, which has fully handed the election to trump and the farce of the campaign was so embarrassing and menial it was undoubtedly a handing over the election on a black clown circus parade for the trump cartel to put more blacks into nazi leadership roles--and thusly I was subjected to violent hateful abuse by another one last night until I got into the congress drag reading hour lampoon which I said is what SNL should be doing instead of the really watered-down versio of the much more politically biting satire that the show and America had been capable of so many decades ago;

now gone with the wind. I have this english rapist who is screaming and death threats for me being able to recognize Bach from a piece that had no artist title it was in a playlist. this is far too sophisticated a level of education the english are so violently in need of suppressing me that me sitting in a room being raped and tortured via teleportation for hours per day every day night and day, no contact with any human being no friends no family now my money cut off for defending myself--but to even have the mental capacity to think that i can recognize bach--the "german" icon of their culture for the nazis this is the epicenter of the nazi identity--(not even Wagner but Bach, I would suggest Bach is much more simple and that's why)

but...not to sound narrow-minded I am referring to the german rapists who rush to rape and abuse me, not to the entity as i wrote earlier

it is very nearly impossible for me to type at all or think clearly with all the obstructions

and writing about 4 sentences of an analysis of a serious murder drama from shakespeare, and contradicting the milk toast explanation that the blonde woman from america (who rushed to abuse me after her english partner raped and tortured abused and yelled screaming for the 3 sentences of critical analysis I had written, disagreeing with the blank statement which only 'they' are allowed to state in their world of techno-terror they can have people who impose any alternative thinking or creative suggestion tortured or murdered if they display a level of intelligence that surpasses their own, as if i am an "upstart" when I was writing on a comment section from a youtube video along with a general discussion on this topic. Because they have stolen my ability to have any conversations with anybody i am frozen paralyzed an din pain and agony, and the people like these english half-day yelling then all night teleportation abuser rapists suck the energy I need for healing out of me--my hair turning grey they laugh and watch as I am collapsing from energy sucked out of me from hateful ugly filth creeps who I am screaming to get off me

instead of having any conversation whatsoever with anybody I can talk to; and then I am isolated the stigma now associated with me, and all independent thinkers literally have been killed off, seriously even those who protest trump or this hate cartel, and little do they realizxe or they are just the same kind of hypocritical lying, but the democrats who are posturing about the anger of the support systems being stripped away so the wealthy can have an aristocratic euro-terror regime fully sanctioned by the state--with education, a police force of military might descending upon the public and the technologies that they have at their capacity are far more alarming than the public is aware of mostly because the news only reports stupid sleazy gossip about trump so constantly that there is no room for actual real news any longer.

it is too hard for me to type this out any longer. The sick hateful parasite will continue because I have been writing about his violence and rape for months and he's still being congratulated and sicced on me by the democrats who are fully being promoted and paid for assisting in this terror regime. the republicans have shown me brutality and outright racism for years, the democrats hide it through smiles and some death threats but it's a thick heavy smog of their hate and the teams of their death squads and attack teams is atrocity hate and it's become integrated into the forces of the government at an open level, as I wrote of warned of for years, and only raped abused sneered at in contempt by one and all. Thusly, they all truly want and yearn for this to become the overtake of the country.

They want to suck all information and ideas out of me while murdering me and taking away everything I love--like my cat, my flowers my home my body and everythign they can suck out and destroy while asking me through torture for more ideas while all I ever hear or see of them is repeats of old cliches they are borrowing from the creators who have been killed off or silenced long, long ago.

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I spent another hour after the hour of literally fighting to click to obtain another technology because of the endless attempts I have made for now over one year to thwart their deep sleep terror trauma rape and death skits they force on me every single night; only to be abused for 8-12 hours upon waking by english teams of hate rape men who are calling me all kinds of names, senators rushing with their partners on the"other side" to threaten my life, getting people who are violently abusive to assault me out of Congress as their proxy because they did it years ago, and the democrats need to prove their muster as fascists but hidden behind veils of antiracist and antisexist rhetoric that is repeats of repeats, just like the repeat sequels of the h-wood movies from the same actors who torture me to steal ideas so they don't make repeats of the old repeats; now they are making sequels of the ideas that they stole from me--out of torture and my life health and joy in living being sucked out day after day after night after day--they watch me get old break down they smile and laugh--the men who rape me all claim that the woman skank filth who stole my ideas as feminist and has been showered with praise for using my ideas as her platform as a feminist fighting the weinstein rape and thusly putting fascist white males out of europigapeland into prominence as directors and producers--they have zero depth of spirit intelligence but because they can screw me over and use mind control to suck "lov" and then rage out of me through drugs rape and torture without end, years and years and years anbd years and years without a single moment of this nending

so after the next hour of fighting to click on something I need to get this next expensive gadget operating, as all are hacked, and with no one telling me any information on how technology works, I try to find information and I literally get hacked and disinformation videos which are lying about how these items work--they try to provide me with as many wrong and lying information sources as possible; they can hack into every computer interface template as far as I know, including government i am now being endlessly lied to by government agents by phone; (this is not new actually but it is now overt and open rather than being more disguised as it was before, and there were friendly agents on the phone from social security now it's really hostile and hateful and abusive in some places like florida--like abusive fascist yelling from the agents while my brain is frozen and they are playing with my survival--)

and so I began to cry sobbing and screaming at this hateful leech to get off me, as I have not stopped for a single day screaming at one after the next banal mediocrity hateful abuser rapist thug male female black white english german american french latino congress feminst jew family member people i have not seen for decades

screaming to get off me

finally this most endless ugly sinister hateful leech just being paid and promoted to spend literal 3/4 of every day abusing me every single moment feeding off my life until I am limp and can't move he sucks so much of my energy out. I scream an dhit him swcreaming to shut up he returns smiling laughing the ape shit cartel of abusers laugh adn sit smug and smiling he goes on and on and on and on they are paying him promoting him--he is glowing from all the praise and deals he is obtaining for being a sleazy and stupid sick rapist scumbag as they all are.

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So the filth crap english leech not only on me, but on America--the place these hateful dirty foul slime cesspools you all believe in their posturing eloquent language disposal all repetitions of memes and behavioralisms---(sic)

every time I use the toilet he makes audible but very faint "I will smash your head into the toilet) every time I have to use it, and from the detox of the poison he is raping into my body and pounding into my bloodstream, deteriorating my defense system of my body to endure non-stop hours per day and night of life-threatening stress--so I can't fight the poisoning--and this is deliberate from ugly sick shitalina that foul stupid skank paraistic leech who is constantly having ugly dirty men state how much more "beautiful" that ugly plastic surgery filth whore is, really truly a sick and dirty prostituted filth that the rape culture adores for her blow job lips and her filthy promotion of their vile rape and sexual violence heaped upon me literally day and night with her obtaniing top lead roles from my ideas, not hers, never even close she is so mediocre and mundane and over-rated

and yet, they rape me or abuse me and pour compliments on her and compare my sagging, dying body which she and they all had poisoned with poisons that are so foul and dirty and disgusting--black liquids are trapped under my top layers of skin---the adipose tissue is bulging up from the hard cement-strength layers of hard-as-rock poisons literally bulging out of my back from years of the poison being administered in tasteless and odorless form, into my food from my family, from waitresses cooks from neighbors and from any and everybody every where people think it's a gas gas gas to poison my food--and I would suggest they enjoy doing it to anybody they can not just "me". Comparing me but then fully engaging in continuing the destruction of my body, they rush to abuse rape and hit me in the face in front of ugly shitalina who smiles and laughs, ugly sicki stupid pig ape pitt smiles and laughs, they have both gone to the oscars since 2014 or so, the years of this ongoing I know it began with spotlight with ugly stupid shit ape pitt--the spotlight movie which is never mentioned anywhere, I never watched it but I think it involves something like Patriot movement or some kind of journalistic enterprise revolving around --not sure, but my memory is somewhat aware that it seems to resemble the YEARS I have listened every morning as these teams of apes from england yell abuse at me, and the americans who claim they are patriots like mtg--sleazy and horrid towards me---but listening to this patriotism and revelations about the upcoming "new order" that is now being implemented--listening to these shows, everything from the democrats listen in after they jump in to assault abuse and tell me ugly shitalina is so much more "beautiful" as they leave me to be raped mutilated and tortured every single day so that more stupid dirty creeps can claim the same thing about ugly shitalina--my beauty so ransacked by the ugly sleazy filthy pig shit "men" she forces upon me, her euroopigapeland nazi shit whore creeps on  her ugly sinister stupid level; all going to the oscars. Since then, they have gone almost yearly, they are their friends they all take turns. The shit creep who "won" for this awful movie about racism calledl green book, or something like that had violently threatened me earlier that year. The ugly sinister filth ugly shit of this dirty withered old hag from london who obtained plastic surgery without end promotions into beauty fashion lead roles came regularly year after year to violently assault me, beginining with rape from her irish shithole boyfriend as they threatened to kill me with slamming a car door into my head while I was put into this kneeling state in deep sleep teleportation, and other abuses they performed while my brain was so jolted by the technology and drugging while I was edited into and out of situations as they obtain every single goddamn fucking prize possible--including 2 weeks after having violently for the 4th year in a row abused and insulted and threatened me--that is ugly dumb whorren mirrage--ugly helen mirran a most hideous antisemitic shit whore blonde nazi and this pig tom hardy is working for her, for the dirty shit of london who have amassed upon me for years and years as I fight back, they got this drunken alcoholic violent bigoted sleazy filth creep to assault me brutally as they all congratualte that piece of rotten stupid shit for it--for them all as ugly shitalina once more is cheered on by the shit of congress, who rely on her working with the english crown so their rotten corruption can endlessly be televised as being heralded with applause with all their greasy rotten lies about their intentions and the english crown and the german and rotten europigape nazis will be putting their ugly faces into the media in a non-stop circus of bs programming forever as long as these rotten crap politicians are alive--and clinging on to power forever leaving no room for any kind or semblance of "Democracy" and this was accomplished long before trump ever went down that escalator this accomplice to fascist nazi mafia criminal tyranny was put fully into place even before obama, who extended and then paved the way for the full uprising--

not to get into name-calling as no one even gives a damn, who reads this now or even ever--it appears that no one can give a damn about anything but how much they can acquire out of this criminal cartel you have all created out of the former United States.

Now a proposed colony of some shit and stupid mediocre ugly sinister shit out  of London---

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this pig scum hardy is such a dirty stupid hateful putridity as all the shit who gather to assault me are, it is unbelievable how low and disgusting the mentality is of the "leaders" of the country

I can't say much more for the society as i was gangstalked relentlessly by groups of shit everywhere I have gone, and here I am still endlessly assaulted--the trump hate cartel has put some people in this place who literally wait for me to leave my room to be in the hallway mopping cat urine on the floor and endlessly following me violently with a mop wavign it around violently as I pass by--this creepy ugly cleaning woman who came into this place just as this terror regime came into power, with hogseth violently assaulting me punching me in the face his dirty family rushing to yell "loser" at me killing animals on my patio and abusing and hitting and threatening my life for defending myself instead of as my family does--lovingly smiling at pieces of white trash shit so they can be "accepted" as partial 4th class "citizens" as long as they demonstrate a life-time of torture rape abuse and violence and murdering me brutally and slowly all my life--and so, I told hegseth to fuck off he is an abomination as they all are--death threats etc

death threats from the shit of congress rushing to get more an dmore and more and more deals out of torturing and raping me\this stupid neanderthal lummox tom hardy a most dirty thug piece of rotten meat--I would suggest alcoholic as hell

white bulbous english women with him, bread culture of bloated constipated stupidity thug but so violent and so racist--trained in imperialistic overtake through genocide they are, their long history of it---lovingly embraced by the blacks and jews with loving warm smiles of love, glaring violent punches and hits at me in front of them, horrible death threats from the shitty skanks who gyrated for the harris campaign awarded after making a horrible death threat at me smiling with love at the german piece of rotten ugly shit who had violently raped me--given some highest award shortly afterward celebrated.

that is the stupidity of america now, completely destroyed and controlled by ghastly ugly sinister shit

noen of you can even consider how sick this all is, you are full-on fully engaged in it in one way or another

so this stupid ugly creep has been torturing me so the dirty english shit who are being funneled the funds to make their huge budget movies using, in part, my ideas but torturing me for being creative using their drugs and blocking my brain from functioning due to the microchip in my brain, the endless gadgets drugs and torture technologies they use every time I speak or write---and stealing the ideas, funded by the English crown and all ameicans are welcoming this group of sick shit in like they are nirvana saving them from me--from america oh, to be a european socialist nazi state controlled by white supremacy banality disguised as elite superior intellect because of some learned speech mannerisms---that are a trick and not anything more than the crushing conformity of a country that has embraced nazism, in their socialism they fully also at the uppermost levels always worshipped hitler and the monarchy actually partnered with the nazis (the king who abdicated to marry the american socialite was actually a nazi and was ordered to step down because he was an embarrassment to their supposed anti-nazi stance--they are now fully almost openly nazi. I lived in London and traveled around London in the 80's it was racist and fascist as hell back then, it is tripled in it's fascism and racism since I would suggest the shit I have to meet who get their nazi months of free paid-for vacay are the most degraded stupid sick ugly crap of human personality possible. They are admired and the stupidity just trickles down. No one wants anything but conformist mediocre white trash to control everything, as it was so "great" before you all want to make it "great" again.

So when I write of how ugly violent and brutal they are, you just applaud them, never caring that they might turn that upon you once they gain their systematic death squad overtake of the entire country. They are working on overtaking whorewood--I am the one and only person fighting against this everyone else backs down in terror or is kissing up as fanatically as possible to get included for fear of being excluded.

Over EIGHT HOURS trying to use the internet; not able to access whatsoever social security administration main page or the download page at reginfo.gov (ssa.gov does not come up at all). I must contact that administration I must download forms and it is being blocked the url's are blocked completely. The functioning of the laptop has been severely compromised by hackers who rushed into my room for the 10 minutes i had to do something out of the room today, I returned the time had been changed to a different time zone, which means they correlated the time to the region where the hackers are--taking control over my laptop with keystroke logging, rootkits, etc. The screen went black, the internet would not turn on whatsover, and so I have just spent over 8 hours doing resets and recoveries and fighting to clean out the system and the problems all remain after all that--no vpn no access to the sites I need--just to use the internet for this long is unbelievable they are turning the wifi off every 30 seconds to 2 minutes...(repeat in the next few sentences but I am rewriting now--I had meant to say that the "best that should happen to whorewood et all gmbh congress is that they are demoted, best being for them what really should be happening is total recall they should be ousted I really just send this out to get them most of them all out. I will not help them to have a continuation of any resemblance to a monopoly--the politicians are a sinister joke to the united states' legacy and the so-called "actors" are putridity revulsion glorified by posturing plastic surgery and sequels and stolen ideas from me. Threats and more threats from a former whorewood turned politician turned whorewood the usual progression digression--relying on having me beaten raped and tortured poisoned mutilated for over 10 years, he is loathe to give up his free ticket to everything based on the torture of me, as well as the filth and shit crap of whorewood who you all cheer on regardless of all that I write of how foul and dirty they really are. Well America, you still love those who are foul and rotten so I can't say much about America any longer I am just trying to live my life and get them off me; they should be made to pay me for the years of blocking my progress in life, in nearly killing me rape and rape without end--and threats on all sides and every kind of death threat going on and on in the last 6-10 months because "they" all knew that it was going down to this level long ago--lower and lower they go, base and baser all glorified filthy.// I am barely able to write this as a kind of outreach to anything other than the hate org internationale which has put so much malware on my laptop--they poured horrific malware on my laptop while I was out of my little torture prison room for less than 10 minutes. I have vital business to do tomorrow and for the next few days, and like last week and the week before, they are hacking hundreds of thousands of files onto my system, blocking ALL GOVERNMENT SITES and the person responsible came to attack me and threaten my life today for fighting in my defense--the group of parasites sitting in the usual chairs watching as yet another politician threatens to kill me, it's now routine for democrats and repubs to threaten my life for fighting in my defense. they all have a stake in this contract, as do their little tykes children and associates. //I cannot access the internet for more than 30 seconds to 2 minutes, social security is completely blank and will not come up no matter how many times I delete all files, do a full recovery (2 resets to day 2 recoveries, totaling 8 hours non-stop fighting and cannot access ssa.gov nor the form that was sent to me fuzzy, crooked which I am supposed to sign and fill out and send and return--or phone. I am trying to access the form and ALL SITES are blocked, literally no matter what I do I am unable to even get into social security administration's page. The malware they put on my system turned the screen black and it just remained black until I had to turn off, fight to get into a reset because I could not access internet whatsoever to do a recovery--the "clean" function for the c-drive required 30 minutes per each recovery and 15 minutes or longer per reset, which added time as well. The VPN panel will not open whatsoever. It opens after I initially perform the recovery but once I clean out the c drive and turn on the internet, which comes on for 30 seconds to 2 minutes (it is staying on now as I fight to write this, because the terrorists are being promoted for me writing about how sleazy, hateful and disgusting they are and abusive and deadly and how insidious sleazy and hateful violent nasty nazi creepy they are--it emboldens them the people controlling them and giving the directives literally pay them to induce me to write these posts. I must make vital phone calls tomorrow and have access to both vpn, the websites for the government (yes, the person who is most responsible for government showed up, so it is no secret who is doing this he let it be known to thwart my attempts to just obtain my disablity benefits once more rather than being absolutely destitute, and destroyed which is what they have been working to do, barely keeping me alive all I do is fight for my life every day. The leeches remain fixated on remaining as parasites on my life, every moment they are latched on to get their deals and to desensitize me to life and joy and life and everything else they are such hateful and ugly nasty life-screw operators. and so, they are blocking my internet once more spending hours I need to heal and sleep from endless fighting to get the poisons out of my body, which this filthy group which had me poisoned for 16 years is waiting impatiently for me to get the poisons out so they can force some hateful bigot leech rapist scumbag on me so they can have their "baby" and then have me killed and get the empire of shit movies and media exposure for politicians combined---me seemingly the fulcrum of that scum group I never want to see them promoted only demoted--at best.

When I write "demoted at best" I mean that the "best" would be them utterly gone, but at "best" meant that for them, that would be the "best" of what their come-uppance really warrants for just desserts. 

Justice, wonder how long that will require?

So many people just enthralled with this system at this point it's like a fantasy hate modality that all revolve around.

Truly sinister, all.

And so, I am now able to use my internet because "they" want me to write about "them" so their "masters" will hand them more lucre more deals more lead roles more tv interviews more of the political machinations they are desiring more political power just for attacking me.

And so I write, and they get their promotions I am trying to obtain social security by internet it is being blocked. No matter what they are blocking the sites, it began 2 days ago once I obtained a letter in the mail stating I must fill out the form, which was sent to me crooked, so badly crooked it looked like a complete shoddy sloppy unprofessional child had copied and was not able to reach the height of the copy machine--parts of sentences were missing the pages were so crooked. I tried to access the form page from social security and all sites are unavailable---there are downloads and the main page is now blocked entirely, the form download page at a different url is also blocked utterly.

the vpn is not working not able to even click it up, but it worked immediately after I had done the 3rd recovery today, which means that it is being hacked and blocked.

I am utterly unable to get into any of the social security websites now, it is unbelievable, it has been done by the criminals who are ensuring that all I do is destroyed. they spew filth upon me in every single possible permutation of filth they can---their personal ugly spewing garbage personalities forcing their ugliness on me as they suck everything beautiful out of me

they have filth sprayed into my living space and filth poured and injected into my body

now they are assaulting further my ability to do any business while telling me that they are the "winners' and me the opposite because their colleagues in all the various divisions of american criminal parasitic leeching conglomerations are just endlessly obsessed with getting everything possible for free as well; and the hell with the country the only thing is that they can all live in europigapeland with their nasty nazi buddies and partners, and f-america they all chant

so I am trying as usual to just survive on sub-sub-poverty which they cut off, have turned every single attempt to obtain my money because they were poisoning me to death for over 16 years blocking not just healing but killing me--and they are just sitting there very day abusing me for fighting to get this shit filth scum off me

you all glorify this group of shit

it is unbelievable

the politicians need to be replaced the celebrities who have had their rotten shit faces plastered on every movie and award (especially for the past 16 years of attacking me) must be replaced and their shit nasty children not replacing them in a nepo-empire of banality of scumness

and my ideas have bolstered their ugliness, shallow callow meaninglessness for decades and I am sitting here fighting to get the sub subpoverty they have had cut off so they can force me into desperation so complete

and all are cheering them on

the internet of course has been turned off as usual

I must make phone calls I must get access to the form what was sent to me is illegible pages are missing and I must phone them because I cannot download the form they have given me a few days (3 or 4) to deal with this, saying I must mail the forms back by the 30th and I only obtained the letter 2 days ago (on the 26) giving me 4 days to fill out a form and send it to their office--the post office will not even deliver it on time if I rushed it 2 days ago.

they are giving me between 3-5 days to complete what should have been sent to me with a much larger time window at least a few weeks before me having to make any action, but then they cut the internet off so I can't conduct any business at all. I do not have access to any other computer at this point and my health is very weak due to endless hours of the rape celebrities abusing me every moment yelling making violent murder suggestions endless yapping from the english hateful and disgusting and nasty, with a few "tantalizing" moments of something resembling "interest" In what I am doing as in completely watching everything completely sucking my life force out of me every minute remaining--me shouting for weeks to get off me only reinforces the determination to get this deal, his family his friends all are urging him to rape beat abuse yell at insult threaten my life as the politicians rush to get their free deals, the shit filthy dirty celebrities who have been torturing me to extract ideas and stealing not only my cat my money my time my health to the point of shitting stinking black poison out day after day for 16 years and much longer as they dance to the oscars with my ideas and then continue poisoning me to death having me raped as I scream they are pounding poison in they laugh and dance around and are joyous about it

and I have to fight to get the internet on again. I have to conduct serious business they are absolutely trying to destroy all my chances for survival.

They should be replaced why is america so goddamn fixated on these same shit celebrities with their shitty movies (my ideas glorifying their ugliness and stupidity for all these years--their plastic surgery and sexulized nazi posturing is so encouraging to the americans who want nazis in power---

so they remain and they remain sitting on those chairs with grim determination that they will force this out of me

I fight alone, fighting to use my internet which they are blocking and blocking but still culling my every post to get ideas to use as theirs for their shit fake altruism movies glorifying their stupidity as if they are caring beautiful and intelligent

they are literally putrid every single day, and day after day they suck my joy and life out and every day they come back to suck more out as they force ugliness on me in every way possible they laugh and are merry about it

the government is paying them in billions by now joining in, all obtaining every ounce of lucre possible from all the scams that have mounted up in the mountain of corruption until it's a feeding frenzy of hate and greed and me the fulcrum for their grim exploitation mentality and the indolence they exhibit as they are paid and cheered on by the politicians for aiding them in having endless media exposure and access to the endless dark money feasible through this system which is becoming ever-more concealed in it's pursuit of the theft of the wealth of the nation and the wealth of my life they are sucking all they can out of me and dumping their filth on me every day

and so many others want to do this that there is literally nothing but sleazy greedy sick stupidity endlessly thrust at me every minute they can 

and so, I am fighting alone, no other people are fighting them like this they are marching in the streets, perhaps or going to court\

but this is literal hate and abuse and death threats and rape and now this hacking so I can't access the government site--because the head of the government is so criminal that there is nothing that is sacrosanct any longer about the government; that they made me disabled (my family, which is part of this scheme to take away my stability all of this is due to actions they took to entrap me so they could endlessly feed off this contract of my life by blocking me from all the attempts I have made to get them permanently out of my life--)

the internet is on

please reconsider supporting this group all of you maybe not so enthralled with all the repeat sequels and the smug pieces of shit in stupid movies (except for the ideas they stole from me, but the movies not so great, because they are not great at all and no matter what they do, it is not a great product at best it is sensationalism regarding death, their forte it's all they feed off is death all of their haute luxury depends on killing fields).

Heavily drugged in deep sleep mode, then raped by a big "strong" man with muscles, bound in macho rape culture bravado and all the exploit mentality, the poisons that I am continuously fighting to get out of my body, which his "friends" had injected pumped and poured into my food, my bladder, injected etc and he has made me feel absolutely exhausted and sick because once more, this group is having a man determined to get his free deals and awards and prizes by abusing and torturing mutilating and raping me,--and again, as this whorewood group knows because I have written of it for over 16 years--the rape while I am in deep sleep mode, or in any mode asleep or awake (now only while in deep sleep mode) pounds poison deeply into my body---yes, they all know, and they keep bringing some "gonna get the deal" the go-getter to rape me pounding poison into my body while I can't brace for it, threatening me and so ill from detox already the early part of the day before sleep, I could not fight back with screaming rage rushing and physically fighting to get them off me in any way I can, but usually they pin me down in deep sleep use brain-afflicting technology to force extreme sexual fake desire and then pound the poison in, hitting me all the while and I have no idea where I am, what is going on my entire body is suffused with drugs and poisons and mind control blasting into my brain to alter brainwaves into any state--hate, anger or fake lust which I try to stave off but he is hitting me punching me and abusing me endlesly--every day my life force energy is drained almost completely by this group, and Hardy in particular as he is determined and this group is urging him to get this deal by forcing himself on me with torture hate abuse death threats and rape--as they sit back smug and smirking as usual. I am (or was, I am writing this latler) very very sick all day--could not move, not do anything as usual all I plan every day is stopped by their endless attacks on my computer so i can't check on aqnything I need to do it requires hours while they yell abuse and threats at me---&...courtesy of mechanical arms operated by terrorists on one side of the wall inserting them through the flimsy particle board barrier between my room and next, disguised as being the interiors of wall-to-floor cabinets--huge protruding structures through which the mechanical arms can be inserted--just one portal the room is covered from floor to ceiling with holes and tiles, panels that are opened from the other side (I have heard the "click" of one of the panels being shut while I was in a lighter sleep state, and they had inserted a cockroach in the corner of the upper ceiling where the panel was opened. I then covered that wall with colored paper which they then splattered brown stains on so I had to put all kinds of cheap wall stickers to conceal the brown spots on the formerly beautiful pastel colored panels which should have appeared something like a color mosaic of sorts---) anyway---drugged excessively while in deep sleep, and then viciously raped. I was in a healing sleep state and could not fight any longer, as physical violence is a daily event with me fighting furiously to get more hateful users abusers off me, as they cling on as long as they can (50 years, 60 years, every moment of every day, week after week, day after day on and on non-stop rotation of people who had drugged me into a seminal near-semi-conscious waking state to be "Friended" with hostile enemies. They lurch at me now glaring with demand to be abused and accept the societal conditions they helped to formulate by destroying each and every single thing I have done to secure my life stability in any way possible they have all used the rigged system which is embedded with their agents to destroy all that I do. The "blame the victim" advocates for the perpetrator group are having a field day stating that I am weak and just blanketing up the inimical failure that I have personally allowed to happen, rather than this is a fixed system of non-stop sabotage which is protected from all scrutiny and transparency or reporting on all levels of society, pulling all levers.

 The "blame the victim" mentality which is the indominable support system for this heinous system of sabotage, discrimination and lying obstruction and denial is a corollary to the rape which occurred while I was in deep, healing state. I think they would classify this as "behavior modification" if they could that was a successful rape with my seeming "compliance". It was me, yesterday (excuse my "French" but excreting brown thick poisons that have been trapped and congealed, rotting inside hard layers of the outer shell of the poisons within the structures that have accumulated in the interior of my body. Sticking out jutting out like the cabinets of my room where mechanical arms are injected through all open spaces and closed ones as well, the internal structure is a non-stop poison field from whence poisons are eeked out through my very miniscule attempts to soften the poisons through extremely difficult (for me) stretching to pull the poisons so the poison will fracture on minute levels, to  be sucked out by all the cures I use from my years of experimenting (with absolutely no information on what I am dealing with, only observation using my own sensations of the poisons and seeing what they look like as the poisoning has not stopped for decades non-stop so I have seen the "fresh" poisoning thick and heavy liquid "cement" ooze of this "diarrhea" which is thick soupy poison which, in the hard state, is unbreakable.

I have been using many treatments I only could gestimate on how to heal my body (which the people who have poisoned me are observing asking me, with torture mutilation rape and death threats for telling them it's my cure to go away I won't tell them so they inflict carnage destroy kill plants have me raped; this is the English addition so they can profit off my healing and continue the slow torture to death through stress torture, which is a form of murder on this level absolutely)

so, I had shat out more of the poison very impossible nearly to get out, from days of it slowly breaking and accumulating in my abdomen as I was abused non-stop for hours per day and then while sleeping while in the shower while eating while getting undressed while thinking while doing nothing while everything...

and hours and hours of fighting people literally physically, because of this unbelievable system which forces me to have to see smug hateful abusers in every direction i turn the teleportation has me literally in two places at once, and I try to turn away I am literally physically man-handled to be turned once more to face them---they can blank-out my consciousness in either state, but they do this for a few seconds as I endlessly try to get away from them and finally after a few hours of their abuse insults and death threats after I have been severely drugged--literally every day they use this drug cocktail which undoubtedly has more hardening poisoning in the mix, I think they never want me to have any mobility I am just shitting out poison almost every day and it's gone on for 30 years like this. 

The poison is so toxic and it extends into my skull, it is lethal I believe when I am stretching now to do anything for my very damaged posture and body, I can feel something so powerfully sickening from the hard interior shell of poison which I am fighting every day to get out. No matter what, they keep poisoning me and raping the poison into my body and abusing me so I can't have the physical peace I need to heal. there are more ways to kill someone than just the overt poisoning the whorewood group relied on for 15 years until after my years of writing every day that they were murdering me someone got them to stop the really deadly poisoning but they are still poisoning me nevertheless, and drugging me is also a non-stop base of their operation for which they are paid and promoted I react upon cue

so in this state, last night after having fought two people at different times per day (I mean three people, one a body guard another a trained military personality but an officious political personage tied to the current administration, known for her cruelty towards anything possible not of her particular group whom they want to "crush") and in deep sleep, the endless hate and abuse of this celebrity out of england always with "elite" english sitting by him instructing him on what they prefer him to do for them--he gladly does it smirking laughing smiling yelling abusing hitting punching and raping

so he did it again. In the deep sleep, with this poison so sickening and it is lethal poison the toxicity and sepsis and threat to my health and life I feel internally. So in my absolute need for healing sleep in the most deep sleep healing mode, he came to hit me, slapping me hitting and threatening me and then raping me---I tried to say no he hit me, he then was so threatening that I did what he wanted just to not have to fight any longer as my body could not sustain this much pressure any longer while in the healing phase of deep sleep, which my body requires literally for my survival at this point of non-stop hours per day (10-20 hours per day) of non-stop death threats abuse rape being punched yelled at tortured my body zapped with weapons which make tears come out of my eyes (every day they do this, my eyes have been reduced in vision, my skin around my eyes and on my cheeks is permanently destroyed and yet they continue every single day forcing this torture on me)

and this man forced his pornographic hate on me, as I "complied" and then afterwards he had a Thai woman walking next to me to a field of snow where he was snowboarding down a slope with a huge grin, because this is him getting and being handed his much desired promotion just for venting his pornographic racist and sexist hate on me, with all the anti-racists and anti-rape culture celebrities sneering with delight as he is urged to beat punch abuse rape

I could not fight any longer my body is so weakened because every single day he--this man I only watched a movie in which he starred in, contrary to what I know about him as the first thing he did on the first day he was put in the teleportation a few years ago was punch my face--that was all he did immediately. but he then disappeared I thought it was gone, so he had hacked, once his promotion he obtained from the previous violence at me had dissipated and of course they are addicted to getting more and more forever out of abusing me (to death) and so he hacked another few clips of one of his movies in which he plays twins, and I had no idea what it was about because the premise of his acting was preposterous it appeared like half comedy and half mafia flick fodder I wanted to see what it was and why he was acting in this way--not like real human beings so it seemed like a farce--as it turns out, the twins he was representing have some "Jewish" ancestry out of Austria/Vienna as some of my family also have, and thusly his racism to depict them as a kind of joke on some interior level of their being I had to understand, I also was as always very drugged with poisons which cloud discernment, block warning triggers for self-survival and all the subliminals. I watched it while I was being violently raped and abused by a german hateful person whose movie I watched because it dealt with auschwitz and I thought, on a very naive level, that his interviews stating that it was such a tragedy and oh, how much he cares about the Jews and etc--"they" all say this after they are depicted as nazis in teleportation the first thing they do is reference genocide as a positive and they are the nazis I will die, etc

but, I watched the movie it was the typical mafia murder racist depiction of people who looked nothing like the white supremacist actors playing the key roles---like everything turned into white supremacy in all respects in terms of the visual depiction of the real-life characters turned into nazi images especially because they had held some power, and thusly only power can be imprinted as being nazi in feature or mentality in these dreadful movies.

that began the complete imitation of the german rapist sans the constant references to nazis and concentration camps, the protocol on this level remains the same.

and so, it would appear to be "behavior modification" on some level as I performed unwillingly but so exhausted from non-stop torture from him every moment every day for months how long has it been--he took over from another extremely sinister abuser rapist just continuing in almost all respects the same abuses and rape and torture

Combined with all this is that I am a sentient being with hard-drive sexuality implanted in my genome and also as a human being and animal I also crave sometimes at least some positive contact with other beings--they just two days ago had my cat in a cage being killed through neglect and abuse by the russian and the mafia who have obtained endless millions of dollars for the years of their theft of my ideas and the torture--non-stop they remain--handed over as surrogates for hillary clinton out of her East Coast former New York political career so obviously they are her underground"muscle" and she has benefited endlessly, without having to go into the fray.

And so, I seemed to comply, on many levels but out of not being able to fight any longer, sheer sickness while I must have healing sleep--it was my paramount objective and so I did it

as he just sucked my life out of me, as he does every day his presence is of a user taker abuser parasite on me, every day he and this group of hate just suck half of my energy out, meaning at levels I need to sustain my life they drain. combined with that is that he has ordered the cuticle of my left hand to be literally cut off and they sliced my finger to the bone cutting away my cuticle entirely and then going down about 1/8 of an inch below the cuticle. It has grown only to the edge of where the cuticle had been, not growing back. I can't use the nail any longer it is permanently mangled. This group has also entirely cut away the cuticle for my entire right large toe--it hangs over the toe without anything keeping it secured to my foot---I am using a healing ointment so the nail has curled forward instead of turning completely black--the other large toe they pulled out of the joint it appears like a bunion, a severe one at that or maybe it is because of the deformity of my left side where they cut bone out of my hip in a surgery and then planted metal rods which dug under the spine and the poisons have formed huge, I mean inches thick panels of poison especially on my left side where they cut the bone out, so the mutilation of my body into a crooked form, in addition to the rapists who went into my room to rape and then literally put my hips and spine out of alignment, damaging my hair so badly it is the consistency of straw which I must fight to heal every day, plus the hair that is only 1/8 inch long after they made my scalp a rubbery mostly bald patch which lasted for years in that state while they kept poisoning me. that was the whorewood group who have gone to the oscars every single year from ideas they stole from my writing, they ordered all of this because I am fighting to get them off me and not be turned into a disposable rape slave to be used to death after they destroy all I have ever worked for.

Fully cheered on by almost all of Congress at this point, I am a non-stop target of death threats by senators and house reps and governors and then that trickles down to banks, social security is now extremely hostile literally sending me lying letters about everything outright lying on the phone--etc all businesses comply with this, as you all know I am not reporting anything new. No one is reporting on this however so it's all completely protected.

There fore when they are claiming that I submitted in deep sleep after yet one more day of shitting out the filthy poison they all participated in having put in my body then mutilating me then being paid in millions to use my ideas as theirs to enhance their status of being physical sexualized nazi-appearing celebrities to making movies that have some originality--my ideas, they delete what I wrote and had their writers write the books and scripts and all is protected in this form. 

But never having had enough, they can't stop for a single moment

I have to state that I was not submitting or complying, I was saving my life by trying to conserve my energy because hardy is killing me as they all are, with his non-stop incessant abuse and violence he is  laughing smirking and punching me in the face slapping abusing ever time I use the toilet me makes violent reference to smashing my head against the bowl and any knife I hold and anything that could be used to kill me he makes his hissing death threat jargon about, constantly.

Oh is he beaming and glowing with hormones and all the money and promotions, next to the others who have been doing this for years and years and years and years--the brooklyn mafia in particular are extremely violent in this regard, as hillary ordered them to be. Her broadway play and her tv series which I think "won" some rigged award are just the beginning for her and her family's endless media blitz, as with the others the list is never-dwindling always increasing.

I am not submitting I am sick, hardy is one of those who jump into violently assaulting me especially sexually at my most ill point of detox and healing afterward.

the poisons are literally very deadly and I feel absolutely ill from a little bit of stretching today. I woke up very late, almost at 11 a.m. and I never wake up this late in the day, he obviously had me extremely heavily drugged as well.

This is the future of entertainment, news and political life in America. 

I am still fighting not only for my life to live in some way that is palatable, as they tell me my disability which they forced upon me, they had my spine fractured while I was in deep sleep mode; cannot wake up, my consciousness is literally teleported to the state they teleport me in, or blanked-out by the brain and spinal implants I am uncertain which because I only recognized that I was being teleported in 2011. Since that time I have been literally fighting for my life to get teleporting rapists and murdering bigots off me--the famous people the celebrities who "represent" society and the politicians who are relegated to control to some point the excesses of crime and corruption. they are a million percent involved in a way that is vicious and grimy in it's ugliness and hate and sense of entitlement to do this to human beings.

I also actually want a society that has top quality movies without the celebrities having to rely on special effects and glorified sets and costumes all funded by the 4th Reich to promote this hate cartel which is a seamless transition from faking being egalitarian from past decades to concealing the hate crimes they all flock to participate and profit off.

I actually want to see original movies with excellent directors who don't rely on excessive set design to conceal that the content is a bit lacking threadbare and that the actors can only really play, in every movie, the same glorified white supremacist role or black victim of racist role etc ad nausium.

and I really want a government that is not thrilled to be having their citizens raped by hostile foreign country enemies who they are beguiled and paid-off to believe they are our "friends" because they are smiling crocs handing over mansions in Paris or whatever to the blindly greedy Americans who have been riding the wave of trickle-down economics and then the resulting destruction of actual feminism and civil rights, the concepts from whence they steal all their ideas, looking for victims of endless crime like me, trained and studied in some facet in some of these concepts, to provide them with more props for their appearances to quell unrest in the population that it's not being completely destroyed by the 4th Reich--with fascist vicious Nazi infiltrators out of England France and Germany and Italy handling the "stupid americans" like greedy and so easily controlled puppets whom they really sneer at in contempt behind their backs--my experience from years of living around the foreign hordes who are flocking to get the best properties handed to them by all the investors who want america to be a vassal nazi colony so people like me can never have anything, all gone like the nazis originally planned for the united states these politicians and celebrities with their non-stop violent death squads all over the world doing everything they are instructed to do--all dreaming of owning their own plantation. What ripe country America will be for them they are putting their violent personality hardy on me now---I really believe he is someone very much addicted to his own societal props institutionalized alcoholism he acts very much like one. I am stuck with this, he is addicted to venting his violence out on me as well as I would suggest a lot of other substances he imbibes it is their social custom he reeks of it---drinking drinking violence football games pornography going on jaunts to prostitution joints being told he's the big man for it.

So the big man had my middle finger once more mutilated so there is a bloody welt under the cuticle, along with the cuticle severed off on my other hand, and the mechanical arm dug into my left hand middle finger while I was being raped and slapped and pornographically abused by hardy while he was doing his disgusting things, being filmed watched and of course his huge promotion. The whorewood team who have had I can't count any longer how manyt english german and american "men" raping me in front of them as they laugh and gloat about it, after years of daily telling them they sicken me they continue with endless support from all politicians in congress they are routinely invited to every event possible at the white house in which they can be flaunted using my ideas about women domestic violence issues which I have written of for years, finally realizing that a slew of women in whorewood are stealing all ideas and even phrases I write, as well as politicians are doing the same for their own theatrical presentations

all obtaining endless money and awards, and spitting at me dismissing me after they block my every attempt at solvency and my life

in addition to my years of grad school and being poisoned to death with my family making sure I could never succeed in anything as far as they could manage to operate with all local nazi and death squad groups to which they are interconnected, behind the scenes always blaming me for the inability for me to prosper in anything--the little money I have saved which has been for my survival they are currently in the process of taking away from me through their government ties and the agency which I have relied on for my survival

all money all attempts at earning money are blocked. It is literally impossible for me to earn any money, every single thing is blocked all attempts I make are sabotaged there is no "blaming someone else for failures" on my part; this literally is a global system of discrimination on a complete and total level. None of it is being reported whatseover by any agency, most of the mainstream news outlet reporters on air have participated in this; they remain at the forefront ignoring every nuance of this global techno-terror apparatus all is protected on every single level throughout the world

but they blame me for everything due to the near religion of "taking responsibility" which is now the dominant feature of reversing the violence accrued against all the increasing number of targets who have just "failed" because...well, they are just not the "winners' of all the rigged and pre-arranged outcomes determined by how much they adhere to genocidal nazi structure proliferation adherence and submission.

what he is trying to do, which many other white nazi bigot men have done, through date rape drugging by offering me food, drinks etc-with me already drugged up to my ears in poisons and drugs, literally all my life, embedded in plastic-flexible poisons which appeared like soft impediments to my stretching but only turned into huge hard tubes and shelves of rock-hard poison once the death knell came and the poisoners included a hardening agent into the endless cocktail of poisoning through my food--now in every way possible they are injecting iti into my bladder while I am sleeping, formerly mixed with stinking liquids--this was done while pesce and deniro were endlessly abusing me for hours per day, after hillary sicced them on me as she obtained her "feminist" tv show and then alongside rape administrator this nasty foul thing whose name is an offense, it ends with lina it's so dirty and ugly and foul and I don't want to use the endless names I call her any longer---

but, alongside hillary was this foul nasty thing who has used my concepts usually verbatim to be portrayed alongside hillary as being there for the silenced women (phrases she stole from my writing as well, endlessly they scour my mind for ideas after having me raped so in the screaming drugged up frenzy of being tortured to death drugged to death they are extracting ideas, going to the oscars and to broadway and etc, every single year--the politicians threatening my life constantly for fighting back after 16 years of this they just jump in like a gang of bandits murdering me as they laugh and glare in hate at me asking me why it is wrong and then using their offices like social security to destroy what little I have left of any stability on this planet--taking away my chances to earn any money and to live in peace while they blame me as some "loser" as a result of them havint to torture me for years to obtain ideas which I cannot capitalize on myself--only they are deemed worthy of not being raped the violent rape pornographic men they marry are handed to the upcoming long list of teleported and microchipped expendibles like me, the government has ensured i remain anonymous silenced drugged tortured and no one advocating for me literally around the planet--all the agencies do not intervene nothing and no one does

the smug psychopathy only grows with the advocates of human rights in the celebrity and political void, now turning openly into death squads police state concentration camps

still now one can ever stop them

so I have spent another day in sickness after having been raped while sleeping by this most offensive man--hardy. I screamed and rushed at him violently screaming literally my hair turning grey overnight from years of being violently raped in front of ugly shitalina and pig ape pit who have gone to the oscars for my ideas--blonde malificent once upon a time in h-wood barbie maria spotlight now kill bill v. 4 and then many others, I can't name them all--the handmaiden's tale which I wrote of, a wrinkle in time which I wrote about--all who starred have violently been killing me while stealing my ideas all laughing smug given every single thing on the planet available from the 4th Reich to bring in untold numbers of politicians and celebrities to rape beat and torture me. No matter how many years (oh, I forgot they also brought musk into this contract and look what he has been handed to formulate all the tech to further all the rape and murder of women like me, the minorities they want to REALLY put into plantation slave mode or concentration camp torture murder all protected completely all victims and targets literally have NO ONE to turn to.

So I "complied" it would seem I have gotten a streak of grey hair from this endless parasite hardy, wrote about him wrote about 16 hours per day of his ugly sinister abuse and parasitic filth spewed onto me, his from what I can tell alcoholic dirty nasty porno personality all that the "elite' scum of the english apes who have tortured me for referring to shakespeare in any way other than stupid awe at the nominal statements they make after they have been handed all the information already to quote

but, nothing I write reaches anybody but today there is not the 6 hours of abuse in the morning only me once more rushing at hardy with glaring hate rage rushing to hit him telling him that he raped me I did not "like" it

I could not fight any longer my body is deteriorating I had to do what he was slapping and punching me in the face to do against all my desire I just needed to sleep and heal and had to do this filthy crap so he would stop sucking my life force out of me--all he has done is literally sucked my energy out for all these weeks with the english shit sitting next to him and the filth of whorewood and then senators threatening me endlessly as proxies for trump---and his cartel never wanted them in power in the first place in 2016 only clicked on his photo which he hacked on my facebook page because I feared that hillary would do what obama did, which was completely go for all the violence and I am actually searching for politicians and celebrities who have actual concern about society and not greedy lying corrupt dirty sell-outs handing america over to fascist nazis from europigapeland--as they all are doing and have been doing.

Not one of these hateful, sleazy and unimaginative "content creators" has told me what this contract is and why they can't exist without abusing me for every moment they possibly can to obtain more permission to be exalted in either stealing my ideas or having multi-millions poured into their every movie so the audience is enthralled with special effects and grandiose settings and costumes and production displays with top quality designers and all the best handed to them for free by this 4th Reich hate group; just for abusing me without end, and bringing as many more into the cartel as possible. They poison and torture me nonp-stop daily and nightly so I am paralyzed from exhaustion from fighting to save my life as no one is interested in anything b ut profiting of this murder contract out on me. //thusly, I can't understand exactly why they can't succeed with all the money they ahve been paid, the hundreds of millions these ape whore scumbags all have been handed for promoting psychopaty mafia nazi iconography nazi posturing smug violent racist rape porno hate egalitarianism disguised as whatever--it's all enmeshed in layers of programming that critics can never define any longer they jsut comment on superficial in everything.//so, the "man" currently abusing me cut my cuticle off my finger last month it is not growing back, the nail has no foundation they literally cut the root out of my finger--he did this and then raped beat puncehd me in the face and raped me again is there every day demanding that do what he wants and love him for this filth he is doing to me. He is being urged by the white trash nazi english to inflict his working class alcoholic violence soccar/football hooligan rape racist violence on me, as they smirk and laugh while they watch me every single day literally physically fighting him, my brother, senators day after day now, I can't watc h any more political podcatss, podcasters have rushed to assault me after hacking their videos non=-stop onto my chanel. But this is what he is doing, he is being obviously well paid for this. I actually deserve something in m ylife better than this and them. I deserve real people around me who can at least have some interesting things to day and are not sleazy sick scum attacking me to suck my ideas out so they can be portrayed as having some originality as opposed to being blank and empty vessels of nazi propagandized programming disguised as "entertainment" while they are demanding that I just say yes to everything without question as they are murdering me and loving them for being stupid ugly sick and supposedly "superior' to me while I have never seen anything but that they are white trash glorified and are abusing me so I have no chanced The nazi 4th Reich which includes most of the leading democrats and full-on prograessiveds on all he highest to lowest levels in my experience--blacks being very aggressive in hate and racism trying their best to dump their endless claims of racism onto me as representativeof the type of americans that the nazis want to have destroyed, and americans in the maga movement make no pretense whatsoever this is their aim---and so, what they have to say in public to the cameras is endless lies and distortion of a horrid reality they are disguising--their aim to put nazis in power with mafia and criminal gangs backing them up, that is all. But they are also trying to inflict extremely abusive and sinister pornographic racist already engaged married or in love with someone else scumbag porno rapists of the nazi league who are so ugly in spirit it is akin to the filth that they order sprayed on my everything in my body. He, this lateslt lrapist out of England emulating the modus operandi of the latest german rapist scumbag who performed absolute violence upon me, and was cheered on by the black harris campaign advocates and harris and waz and the rest-then lauded by the repos and is gone now somehow, replaced byh this english chap so beloved now and violentlyy aggressive towards me always there to inslut and threaten my life evferytime there is some hard object he hisses in my inner ear to slam my head into it then he is nasty abusive and is demanding that I provide a "baby" for him andhis wife girlfriend momy and other beloved female companions their ultimate aim of inflicting their imperialism raicsm and control over america along with the chatham house english (similar to council on foreign relations, an international group controlle by the english crown, this is whart I am currently dealing with) and they will all merrily go joking into america laughing at the "stupid" american who let them in to inflict their colonization; it has already happened by the way but now it's time for full-on consolidation of power. I keep saying no. I am being threatrened non-stop by senators on all sides with death and my disability cut off-which they say they will not reinstate as a personal decision to torture and imprison poison and murder me for saying no to being raped and abused to death. what a conundrum I have. therefore, If there are any decent human beings in power reading this, please get this group off me after years of asking it is just more democrats being more openly fascist rather than the opposite under Trump.

The price of saying NO to never-ending tyrannical abuse (more literal than anyone reading this can imagine or care to imagine or care, as very few care really, or none at all) but...the price for saying no to nasty hateful people who have nothing to say but hate and abusive things, demanding that I sacrifice my life as they steal all they can from me, destroying all I work for as their hate cartel has taken over the film industry the media education the political spectrum on all sides and everything else through concerted covert assassinations and destruction of lives, replacing quality with their teams of order-repeating repetition bot programmed hate sucking parasitic haters. Saying no to more blockbuster superhero nazi movies programming people into believing the computer-generated false universes of super nazi heroes "saving the world" is actually what the country and the government and society is all about. Endless super boring computer movies generating violence revenge macho psychopathy ultra violence and sleazy pornographic stuff and mafia mentality--a combo of movies and the comedies are glorification of blonde women and their romantic trysts--just all nazi programming and the few "minority" movies are about coming up but in reality the real way to come up is if you push someone else down in your stead. Thusly, I am saying no to these endless monopolies of people who have come out with "original" movie ideas through MY IDEAS which have been either deleted so there is no record of them I saved in internet form--could not save anything on any USB stick due to my home and property being destroyed and stolen by people breakikng in while the microchip implants in my brain and nervous system along my spine, throat render me unconscious they can fracture vertebrae sever my body cut out part of my uterus and drug me so badly I can't even feel any pain at all--just suffocating internally from the poisons they kept pouring into my body laughing about it (dirty shitalina pig ape sick stupid pitt pair who stole ideas for over 16 years non-stop every year more and more and laughing as they were destroying my body, home and life having my cat tortured to death and torturing me to say that they are "beautiful" and "great" they are shit and there is nothing more to it. Years of ugly sick blank stupid shit whore creeps having me raped and tortrured while they steal my ideas while they have demonstrated nothing, they are blank hateful parasites but their group is as well, I have discovered SO I SAY NO TO THE UNITED STATES BEING FINALIZED AS A VASSAL SERVANT OF NAZI EUROPIGAPELAND ZONE INFILTRATORS and to the whole nepobaby bs factory of dumb and dumbed-down incompetent mediocrities these whore apes from whorewood spawned out of the Reagan-era dynasties of nasty.//So now....Threatened by 2 more politicians when I dared to watch their video, unawares that it was feeding frenzy time once more: open season on me proclaimed by Congress to all politicians whose videos are hacked onto my Youtube main channel; I click on them, instantly or within a few hours, the terrorist politician--Senators now, on Rep side of the uniform aisle of sides with a little partition down the middle for visual effect---they rushed within I think it was a few minutes of having hacked their video--I don't know how it's being done, but obviously the two in the video were together, I have no idea where they teleported me ostensibly in the U.S. somewhere (the feeding room for their side of the uniform sides of Congress to feed off this contract on me---rushing with jokes, sinister in content, trying to elicit a response--to get their promotions; assuring me that my money will never be reinstated by social security they are making sure of it; despite their many claims of being Christians I think the God they worship only delivers for their constituents and then maybe not so much after all, but nevertheless, threatening me saying the celebrities who have stolen my ideas derived from torture and rape for over 16 years to the full cheers of Congress, Whorewood and society at large; must never pay me a cent for my ideas and for the years of making sure I can't move physically so they can yell in mirth that I am some "loser" as they block internet function continuously so I can't earn a cent, block every attempt I make in any business endeavor, poisoned me after I obtained my Master's Degree (my family made sure of that, they must feed off this contract of destroying me slowly, ever-so-slowly me struggling for the rest of my life for my life as the make sure I am poisoned, raped, beaten and robbed of everything as they torture my cat slowly to death and hold her up to me dying while they are abusing her into a coma and me as well, they want to at least---then, they poisoned me made sure the nazis and facsists and mafia were poisoning me to death so they could obtain decades of promotions and deals for handing me over, always blaming me yelling abusive handing me to their friends and Nazis to be raped as they sneered in contempt at me; now joining in the feeding frenzy told to abuse me with mirth and gladness as I fight to get them off. I watched, oh, I dared to watch I had the "nerve" to watch a video they hacked, two more politicians on the hate side of the hateful 88 side of the one-sided hate train of Congress---and they came to laugh and say they would rescue my cat, only to laugh and say they would kill her and that my money will never be reinstated and etc etc....as they are taking money away from many people taking lives away from many people; I must say that many people who attacked me may be in the list of those excluded deported put in prisons or just participating--in Florida there have been many, but I suspect that the vicious Latinos are nice and promoted by now, laughing at those sent off to detention camps and to foreign countries, just laughing their way to south Beach to help support the cause of wealth attainment in America. So it's open-season on me for all and any Senator; it's been that way for years anyway nothing much has changed except that it's now mostly Repo's and not demo's---there is a slight difference in style between the two, can't decide which group is more lethal yet, you would assume the "right wing" as I am not their crowd and not their supplicants they are allowing temporary reprieve from the eventual extinction they plan with no rebellion. thusly, I don't know for how long, but no more politicians any videos can become death threats adding to the endless list of people threatening to "get" me and to kill me have me killed--a long list by now, under Trump the death threats are constant from politicians and political entities operating under this regime. The Democrats have withdrawn their support for the terrorist celebrities in open season against me in the last regime, but they are still awarded and praised constantly in the media now it's the repo's turn to get their endless free promotions in the nazi media for the open season upon me. What they have to say is information that the print news as far as I can ascertain not being able to pay for a subscription is a bit more comprehensive but the videos are more revealing, however the free videos have a cost, and I suggest to everybody involved the cost of watching these politicians and the news head spin sickeners (not doctors) is perhaps a version of death or actual death. You can believe what they are saying and vote for the wrong thing, wrong group and having been so duped you may end of dead just for having watched and "believed" in their lying k-rap. I am openly threatened with murder after I click on the k-rap they crank out and have hacked into my system. they then continue to hack to see how brainwashed I am, because I never learn my lesson after all I just keep clicking on a new politician assuming that this one didn't vote for the big butt bill so maybe he won't be so audacious and violent as the last who also didn't vote for the big butt bill but they all want to kill me to get their promotions while they espouse caring for The American People, which they exclude me as a participant in by the way; having kicked me out repeatedly all my life. But still, some form of payment for my years of studying in grad school only for the government to have me poisoned so I can't function on any level, while celebrities torture me to obtain original ideas, as they pay nothing but then take away my beloved cat, my money my body my health and have poison raped into my body while I write out to the world to please stop them as they viciously go on every day. Demanding that I give them everything they want to suck out of me continuously giving nothing in return, literally nothing but destroying and stealing all they can and mutilating my body raping torturing and saying i deserve it (for having competed and won against nazis and white supremacists).

 But especially, NO TO UGLY SLEAZY DISGUSTING NAZI PIG APE "MEN" SO CALLED who are abusing insulting and raping me then demanding that I provide them with slavish devotion for shit that they are, shit as men, shit as human beings, and shit but glorified for their macho posturing in movies and in the world of nazis and mafia.

I absolutely honor myself and my life and do not and will not waste it on some sleazy dirty crap scumbag who is abusing and torturing me, as they all do to get their deals, their girlfriends boyfriends mommies and partners all waiting in the wings watching and clapping the big pig ape scumbags on the back; their entire community of friends and family urging him to beat abuse and rape me and wrest control over me so they can all snort up as much as they possibly can, snouts stuckin the air in nazi posturing

it's an endless procession of lookalike act-alike haters

I remember when there was individuality and soulful essence in society it was accepted, and that was too much those types are all killed off for the most part and what is left are square-jawed various skin colored nazis all posturing in elitist imitation of their nazi heroes

and I am now fighting for the planet I guess--fighting for a society that they have stolen all ideas from sucked the essence out of everything from Civil Rights to feminism and all inbetween in terms of providing chances

the women of the fascist nazi core, one of whom attacked me today, obtained her passage into power through the women like me who marched and actually had to fight the bigot pig apes who these same women are patting on the rears telling them to rape and beat me so they can feel entitled. They are cheering on the pig ape scum ugly skanks of whorewood the nazi women because they are the embodiment of their organization put into visual form for mass programming; thusly the theft of my ideas on rape culture which preceded the me too movement and some and many of the leaders of that group have since or had by that time attacked me viciously; so I can assume they stole that idea from my writing in part at least, and then used it to rid whorewood of prominent jewish men like weinstein, having him poisoned to death in prison with the poisons they injected into me, prison food and drugged to death with no  option to have real unpoisoned food; they want to do that to me as well. As usual, no one will be there for me, not a single person as has been happening all these years.

So I fight they want to horribly kill me for fighting back and not saying yes instantly.

I fight because they are the knell of an impasse of quality in culture in politics and art, because they are such hateful sleazy and nasty filthy liars they have taken over everything, the country is being destroyed as they feed off trying to emulate peasant aristocrat society a la europigapeland.

the europigs they administer to torture me are pure evil filthy scumbags sleazy and ugly and sick, not highly intellectual just posturing bs con artists some of whom can recite shakes and that is about the best. The rest is platitudes and repeats of cliches some "witty" sneering contemptuous insults conflated with a higher level of intellectualism, that is about it.

My last post was mangled, distorted with so much brain-wave scattering technology, leaving me dizzy and the wifi was turned off 6 times, the page frozen many times (lost count) pages popped up while I was writing to conceal the page, the hackers block keyboard function continuously non-stop every time I am wrirting and then they delete string half deleted statements together and etc. Constant, I got off the internet and remembered at least a few ideas that I only began to write of, then was lost in fighting to use the computer--they also changed the permissions so the page would not load, they had a signal to install javascript but it is already installed, when I tried to check on it they turned the wifi off and I had to restart then unplug the router turn it back on, try to do other things, return, etc etc.

 I understand that this group is operating for Trump, whose family is also urging them to abuse me to death and torture rape and etc endlessly they have gone on, the children are waiting for their close-ups the grandchildren of trump---my family is the same thing, generation after generation of my "family" have offered me up

my cousin out of Whorewood is also in the background--his father a prominent writer and director and I think producer (this 5 word sentence required me to rewrite every word 4 times in a row, the hacking is so bad that I press letters other letters appear-the keyboard sticks I press other keys jointly appear, keys I pound down and press do not appear--it is impossible with the brain-altering tech, I have no idea of the spectrum to scatter my thoughts is--how it operates there is no more information on how this is done that I can find I'm sure it's  out there, if I only had access to a research databse I could be able to more firmly locate and even perhaps research on shielding, but on the main internet hackers block information and 

they are blocking my every attempt to order a no-wifi no bluetooth music only mp3 player--the sellers will not respond to any questions I pose on their chat message sections, the order company website has been fully overtaken by terrorists who routinely lie and cause confusion by asking me to repeat as they lie and answer with completely different and obviously wrong information---to distract, cause stress, etc and they lie constantly it's a completely professional and competent business, otherwise. For the first month of me using this service it was perfection itself in customer service it was taken over by the terrorist 4th Reich, the shithole white trash europigapes coordinate with the minority minions to attack me at every junction corner elevator opening delivery schedule causing lies and destruction of the property--most of the electronic equipment comes DOA. Not working. They sent me a player which can be manually attacked by remote so the music files by Pink Floyd, which I can assure anyone reading this that Chinese music player companies do not put pink floyd on their pop music playlist on the players they send--I think all the players I have ordered have had corrupted music files dumped onto the players sent in that state--the seals broken or seemingly glued together

but I realized that I need a player with no bluetooth and since then, 7 months of fighting to get a player that is not hacked with pre-hacked files implanted directly into the system with the terrorist musicians who have viciously been assaulting me through their networks for over 40 years--shitalina and her filthy father and mommy out of england has been ongoing all her dirty stupid shit life--the father having attacked my father in Atlanta at a poetry conference held by James Dickey, the author of Deliverance--another English scumbag whore ape named Danny Moynihan married the daughter of the director of that movie, and with my family's oversight, I was placed in a bedsit across the street from Moynihan in Chelsea (london) in 1986 or so 1987 maybe, summer time, just going there for a summer after having read so many novels by English authors my Bachelor's degree---they all arranged for me to be exploited by that boring creep Moynihan whose father had been a Royals portrait painter--established with the English Monarchy directly, personal, photos of Moynihan and his nasty wife and her famous father director who directed one of the Exorcist movies---thusly the portrait that Moynihan placed in front of his flat on Redcliffe Road, SW10 in London, across the street from me (I obtained this over=priced bedsit from a housing rental agency, just said I wanted to live in a little apartment around a natural area with trees, never said Chelsea and I had no idea where I wanted to go, just didn't want to spend time in another tourist hotel as I had done before in London, living working in a tourist hotel for room and board but wanted something more like reality) and so, I was sent to this place it was intentional, all pre-arranged my step-father was right there to control and direct it all. My family always engaged in profiting off sleazy sick creeps abusing me, for their get-out-of-concentration-camp-free cards and promotions--always helping nazis to come to power in the process and in so doing being " protected". Anyway, ugly sick stupid shitalina the trashy skank but with a lot of money from nazi daddy and English monarchy connected dirty skank mommy out of England---all interconnected to this contract out on me, my family my step-father and his need to publish his most excellent writing which Nazis hindered, demanding that he write only what they wanted if he wanted to attain any single thing of his work and value, only under performing these endless acts of sabotage to my family he thusly was able to marry a nazi piece of dirty creep shit and get poisoned to death by her instead of being happy and in love with my mother and being kindly and loving towards us. My family was completely ripped apart, my brother the pair of my brothers are firmly brainwashed into being paid promoted as are all my family members. And thusly, he is never going away I wrote him letters asking for help to re-establish my disability payments he is only coming to take away the inheritance they offered to me in order to gain access to this contract so the gaggle of dirty rat children of my rat siblings can have access to whorewood and all it's blockbuster meaningless violent nazi programming mediocrity--this group of stupid sick shit being in the center of the new proposed trump dynasty of never-ending trump fascist nazism their children the endless ugliness of this group of reagan-era shitwhore implants into whorewood never ending reagan-era shit nazi shit nazi movies programming using ideas from truly artistic people and stealing them; this technology enabling this group of perfidious shit into endless idea-theft while the artists are kicked out or killed off (the latter the preferable they just want stupid and violent to support their unmerited idiocracy forever). that goes also for the political spectrum. Dirty pelosi has her nasty daughter--don't know her, but I am only assuming--the dirty creeps organized a "documentary" on the day of January 6, insurrection--very convenient for filming a production---the daughter of this corruptician also vying to enter into whorewood as well as a slew of children from the shit coagulating into this group sitting on their empty sleazy greasy brains on those rows of chairs observing me screaming in fury every single day to make me gray old broken down old destroyed dying from stress as they demand that I give them everything of my precious life for their worthless shit that they are--overpaid sleazy completely mediocrity and sinister filth but having learned some of the "ropes" of directing being handed multi-millions to promote fascist nazism

which is what shit tarantulatino did with the manson movie which he stole the concept of, and kill bill v. 4 is my idea that ugly creep stole from his death threats of concentration camps, before moving to israel where the jewish nazis who eschew me glorify the nazi bigot scum out of whorewood--

even when the jewish nazis understand and know what kind of sick shit something like tarantalatino is, they still revere him and attack me out of obedience to nazism--they welcome germans into israel with fanfare, I can't explain how vicious and nasty so many very white and light-skinned and haired jews out of israel are towards me

but to continue

get that stinking rot of my "brother" off me. He is asking me how I exercise how I healed--from his years of having--my body literally almost completely broken. they arranged for me to have an "accident" when I first moved from Minneapolis to San Francisco. I was running to work for a prestigious law firm as a temp secretary--so completely bona fide establishment all I's dotted T's crossed--nothing anyone could cast aspersions upon--and the bus transfers were late, I missed my transfer bus on Market Street because I had to walk up to California Street to this very high-rise beautiful business building--glass and steel, I believe it was a black glass facade---and as I was running because I was late, and it was Christmas Eve, 1988 or 1989--the same year as the earthquake---I was running very softly just sort of jogging in my very slippery office shoes with the slick soles---suddenly, and before I begin I must explain that mind control is that the drugs remove barriers to critical thinking in decision-making attempts--when people are trying to persuade you (me) it literally is impossible for my brain to shift to my own decision. It gets in a "groove" like a bowling alley rut of saying "yes' instantly while I can't understand that I am not thinking that. They prepare horrid accident skits after having your food or drinks poisoned, to enhance the brain implant chip and the other subliminals---but this white skinned light-brown haired women in her 20's (which I was) who I had no idea of, never met her before I believe, came up to me and said like it was "fun"--"Let's race" and I said "Yeah!" like it was a game. I began to race her in my slippery office shoes she was wearing sneakers and jeans. I was wearing an office skirt and office shoes. I was sprinting because OF THE DRUGS that are constantly being put in my body I also cannot just "ignore' the pig ape scum who are teleporting me every morning after having drugged and abused me with murder skits homeless skits in my deep sleep-then upon waking for HOURS they abuse and threaten my life--and bring ugly sinister crap sleazy creeps who I was with in odd situations people I never actively chose as friends--the mind control just blurs the boundaries and you are "instructed" subliminally that you like the person-it is a sickening situation and I was being murdered with poisons and drugs my body literally drugged and poisoned every day for decades prior to that, having had surgery I had this metal rod in my spine--the doctor who put the metal rod in my spine also carved part of my vertebrae out to rupture my vertebrae and input a hook to hold the rod in the thoracic region which could easily, or through remote, be undone and would be "sprung" out of the improperty-placed hook under my spine--very gruesome that is what shit like my brother absolutely was thrilled to do to me; I could not make a real choice or decsion my body was completely crooked they told me it would cure the problem

suddenly,  while sprinting at full speed like it was a fun game, as they force "happy" brain waves into my body with all kinds of hormones being released (the microchip implant in my brain, and throat and along my spine other implants and I know this is the case, affecting my brain stem and nervous system) and I saw my legs literally pop up at a ninety-degree angle in front of my face while I was running standing straight up, leaning forward as a matter of fact--they made my legs pop up at this perfect 90-degree angle while I was running--they can do this at various angles to my legs it has been done while I was running in winter, and people assaulting me make sure it's happening and laugh about it. The scumbag nazi whores love this type of terror attack they have microchips implanted into your spine and have your body make jerking motions they can make my arm reach out and hit someone when I am extremely agitated and drugged up--they force this upon me every morning to cause deterioration of my health, youth, energy and joy in living

every day ugly shitalina who is incompetant prostituted shit from whorewood does this because all the years of that stupid ugly filth and pig ape pitt, stupid and ugly as hell without all his posturing blonde nazi smug posturing posing stupidity which is so alluring to the white trash of america and the government chose him to partner with a similar type in trump

\can do whatever he wants and get away with it, entitlement beyond any and everything

anyway--I landed on my back, the woman I was "running" with laughed and walked away smug and content not saying anything just looking and smiling.

I got up and rushed to work, went to the Christmas Eve Party after work, and went home a little sore but okay. Went to sleep and woke up disabled forever

they had fractured my vertebrae and made the pop-up hook under my spine pop up so it was coming out of my spine--my flatmates were really disgusting they tortured and killed animals and left them dying in the bathroom, etc

they did the hacking coughing they raped and drugged me

and they organized this complete fracturing of my body as well

I had to leave and return to my "family" in Arizona where they organized within 5 months I had to flee for my life to get away from the murder and attempts at my life by my family. They claimed that I was lying and imagining the health problems and instructed the Phoenix General Hospital to cancel the MRI screening of my back, and then had just basic x-rays taken and claimed there was no problem. they tried to have me put in jail for theft of my mother's jewelry, which she screamed had been done while she was arranging to take all the inheritance from her dead husband --she returned to Upstate New York, I remained in central Phoenix nowhere near Scottsdale where her house was, with no car and all buses stopped after 6 pm or 8 or just no ability to drive miles and miles to her house, take the key which she showed me was above her front door--then later lied claimed I had used that key which she deliberately told me if I ever needed to get into her house there was her spare key--of course she would never authorize me to go into her house without her there and I had no need for her spare key--but she showed me this with the plan to use that as excuse that I knew how to get into her house, and without a shred of evidence began screaming that i hazd stolen her jewelry-. She was threatening to have me put in jail and have a lie detector test, which I said no to it was my choice--she then stated that was proof of my guilt. 

Years later she said just as if brushing a light topic off, "oh by the way we found out who stole the jewelry it was blah blah blah" another family member who was just used as a prop, the whole thing was this terror scheme to destroy me so the nazis would pay off my family for my destruction---since I kept winning and begin at the top of what I tried to succeed in, in Minneapolis I had a much better chance than in Arizona far away from my pestering family--and they just want it all destroyed, only nazis are supposed to have original ideas, be the most beautiful, be happy in this life--so endless abuse destruction of my body destruction of my home very single day they feed off abusing me so I am old broken down screaming and ranting every day

every politician rushes to threaten my life for fighting in my defense, all are ru nning for higher office most of them have obtained huge promotions are favored by the equally enthused media like most of MSNBC under biden

now it's fox news, for a large part but they were there years ago 

and so, my "brother" who at the time oversaw that my uncle bill with his desktop magazine, Echo, which I "worked" at for a few months to get a sense of journalism as I wanted to be involveds in something writing and creative--was looking for my niche, they had this done to me so they could deluge me with destruction they hoped prison they kept clinging to me by offering me money because otherwise I could not survive--they didn't offer me any money until years later when I was diagnosed as being chronically disabled by social security--xrays not necessary for MRI as the vertebrae is crushed by nazi pig apes who raped me and then after their abuse I just silently pulled away from them they had my spine crushed--in germany after the metal rod was removed\

but my brother john is here now asking me about the herbs  I use for healing and how to do tai chi for healing--I tell him instantly and then regret it it's the mind control they force information out of me\

screaming to get off me he is laughing, already looking stronger from having fed off torture instead of being the partner of a nazi who undermines him--he now has me once more to abuse to pump himself up again as he did long ago

I keep screaming that I wish him death instead of him killing me

also for shitalina and pig ape pitt they are filthy and vile

but they are the cherished pig apes that rump and his nepo family are relying on, as well as hogseth and mike johnson and pelosi and the rest are endlessly waiting for this contract they all will be featured in documentaries stealing ideas from people they have killed off who were "radical liberals" and then stealing their ideas, as they are consatntly doing to me

Epstein Files 0.666 "The Best is Yet to Come" & the Future of Epstein Island "in the cloud" Neuralink/Starlink/Teleportation Surprise dark web fantasy rape and torture murder channel. It is my situation, as always, fully and enthusiastically endorsed by the politicians you all cheer on who chant platitudes continuously on the Democrat side and the Republicans who barely hint at genocidal Christian implications of their power cartel, all barely disguised under polite reference to genocidal purges and having "freedom" with Jesus watching over all, approving. Teleportation is replacing Epstein Island; no long lists only dark web videos which will not be released because of the extent of the global terror apparatus, the goon stalking groups which comprise more than 50% of all civilian populations. The culling and vetting has already been accomplished the guillotine for freedom and sanctity of any concept resembling respect for humanity was thrown away along with the U.S. Constitution decades ago. All that was needed by the time #47 became an outright terror operation was for the pieces to fall in place, and they have done so revolving around this very contract for human torture, rape and exploitation rape and murder surrounding teleportation, microchip implants, neurolink, and complete support from all high-ranking members of society on all tiers of the power structure from the "highest" which are visible to the lowest homeless (no differentiation between extremity of raw and unfiltered behaviors which I have pared down to the nitty gritty as being "ape pig pig ape " qualities.

 "The Best is Yet to Come" meaning endless cumstain wealthy ugly dirty men and women teleporting children girls women boys anyone anything to torture and rape them in teleportation, replacing Epstein's more open jets and island jaunts to luxury haute euro-centric-influenced "excesses". 

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The best is yet to come in their hate void mentality means creating a euronazi state with europigapes controlling the country pulling the strings that the puppet trump really is, along with so many others in the top government layers of the scheme who all want europigapes to come in and train them in fascist nazi genocidal tactics. The money the nazis and europgiapes all obtained from their joint effort at stealing billions and trillions (in adjusted inflation terms) of currencies out of the jews, in particular all that money they can steal; then all the millions of others. This is the "best" they are referring to what all are re-creating in america--from rachel maddow to bernie sanders to hillary clinton to the obvious mtg to aoc (not obvious, has fully been indoctrinataed in false dissemination of fake altruism and yapping angry tirades the duplicitous do-nothing democrats are all famous for, I believed in them even after knowing they were bs but I thought I should not judge before having evidence, unfortunately that cost me a lot of life force energy these dirty creeps sucked out, i.e. elizabeth warren one of the most famous of the lying nazi bigots put into the controlled opposition camp, along with oprah and sadly even obamas--but i am ranting now, i have been writing of thuis for years, they only reacted by laughing that they will "get me" and have my disability cut off, after I had to fight for my life to stop the poisoning which they relied on to obtain their promotions. So the best is coming for the democrats now and in the future, as they will be awarded with votes and they have been vetted to ensure that the 4th reich continues only in a different skin color base (cackling and shouting out "joy" when the election donation coffers are opened and they snort out like cocaine all they can get):

**I believe that much of this post has been deleted while I was fighting to pound the letters out, which took so much energy and time. I keep trying to "ignore' these crap-azoids teleporting me but it becomes impossible due to non-stop drugging and the nature of teleportation. Conversely, I am watching some of the non-suicide victims who offer their testimony on the Epstein rape circus entertainment celebrity rape culture fest which is ongoing, along with the Diddy circus trial-the extravagences of the "elite" which the plebeans hope to capitalize on one day when the best is yet to come--all the wealth of the country taken and sucked away from the brown and black folk, with a few wealthy icons the "good" ones providing sex tourism for the elite at the mansions so the "good" whites can point fingers at the "bad blacks and bad jews" like epstein and diddy--while the white trash indulge in every sleazy rape abuse they possibly can; all struggling to emulate the Parisian decadence which they have been programmed to emulate instead of being "stupid boring americans" with such boring horrid values and mores, they can instead emulate wealthy rich elite aristocracy of europigapeland and thusly be welcomed into the extra-luxury haute culture with their little crap children becoming models for the upcoming season, featured if only they allow more europigapeland nazis to infiltrate whorewood they can all be welcomed into the parisian modeling empire--I can't recount how many of the dinos of whorewood have put their little crap children replete with plastic surgery into this nazi pipeline of fashion for fascist overtake of the U.S.--but it is ongoing here. 

The best is yet to come equates to jews being rounded up and terminated by all the rambos and terminators all identifying with nazi countries, the russians will have their pogroms and america will no longer be any threat to the promise the nazis made to overtake the world for a millennia. The movies coming out of whorewood are allulding constantly to this programming in various contexts, if only the movie critics had brains enough or permission to delineate how this is being done; but instead it is blank references to externals and no analysis of the content beyond superficial layers of the multi-layered symbolism. Beyond all that, Jews who have always helped the nazis the romans and the bigots are my family, which remains more and more promoted the longer they can elicit a reaction of rage out of me--

and every single day especially ugly strashy skank shitalina smirks and laugh as I am shitting out the poison she laughed about having put into my body, welcomed into the white house routinely under all adminsitrations having me raped while stealing my ideas about feminism and rape culture being honored and she is there, bringing in people I have not seen nor contacted for over 40 years or 30 years who had access to drugging and being close to me, (it really was not my decision no one can understand or care about how dehabilitating in choice these drugs render the person because everyone appears to want to screw other people over so much more than creating a decent society). So the and she in particular want me with grey hair, bloated into a huge crooked rectangular shape, literally the poisons latched onto my spine and created something like a turtle shell inside my back glued and cemented into my hips, spine and skull with tubes extending into my toes and fingers everywhere, as that ugly sick filth creep laughed and has gone to every award the english crown and the american nazi 4th reich has funded for my ideas, stolen from torture derived from my years of creativity my exclusion from their programming society driven out, not having any way to obtain the career in something creative I have always worked for, not working in any field I remained studying and unable to write, just fighting for my life constantly-but my brain still active. And so, the future of the rest of the programmed society is that these sleazy empty life-sucking parasites, literally they are feeding off rape and torture, emboldened and desensitized to any concern for human life, endless obsession with being europigapeland elite haute culture with their nasty even more boring empty and stupid sleazy children in tow waiting for endless aristocratic nepotism entitlement automatically put into power through this hate contract out on me

I tell my brother that he is destroying firsthand the opportunities jews had seminally to compete and succeed and to live in some kind of peace in the united states, he could not give a rat's ass because his ass belongs to the nazis who are going through him to re-create a gestapo nazi concentration camp society. The vast numbers of black and asian and latino recruits is vast, and those who do not comply just die. 

So they are trying to get me into a state of rage and they are doing it through non-stop brining creeps from all the places I have gone all my life, one of whom was some scumbag I met one weekend at a party atmosphere of rape with nazis posing as alternative and compassionate musicians (using the rock and alternative music themes, fully nazi as so many of the cock rock scumbags of whorewood are as well, having taken over the former real alternative movements, the hippies as much as anything else, just a bit less openly violent about it).

I am now the usual very dizzy, I have spent a long time fighting to pound the keys out as hacking is non-stop this keyboard is brand new, now polluted with malware. Must pound every letter out, and at more subconscious levels of frustration as all I do, every day, is fight to deter them they block the internet at every transaction every attempt I make to thwart their murder attack upon me is met by my computer freezing, while writing they block the functions. As they do this, I lose control due to endless drugging and torture. Now my brother has replaced ugly sinister shitalina--when he first approached after months of being punched in the face and raped by a german scumbag dirty ugly filth creep as ugly shitalina who was vying for an oscars for the movie maria absolutely stolen the concept the ideas but not the script I am not able to type more than a paragraph without literal hours of fighting to backspace--=not for one single paragraph but hours to write a few paragraphs and then the writing is stolen and or deleted or rewritten, everything I write is rewritten the keyboard is made inoperable. This is merited by the congress fully approved of, their crimes must be protected after all. Every top democrat fully is enthralled by this violently they threaten my life after they hack their yapping bs about fighting against the tyrannical regime--I click on the crap they hack, they then rush to threaten my life for having fought off this group which put trump in power so they can all feed off this contract, endless tv and media deals, and crypto they are all investing in with endless dark money millions poured into their offshore accounts, my brother having worked as a manager in the cayman islands knows a lot of bankers in that offshore investment dark money arena--his ugly filth remains he is sucking out my life force feeding off my life as I scream and rage and pound at him to get off me, he remains the prizes the awards he is obtaining the ugly greed sleazy filth and shitalina is smirking I am screaming my life force being sucked out every day making me old they love it

and, I can't stop reacting. the conditions of me having no support whatsoever as I remain shitting murder poisons out of tearing and ripping out of my back while I am still being drugged and tortured.

I am trying to order a simple music player which cannot be hacked so I can sleep to music instead of their rape hate homeless death skits of torture which precede hours of abuse every morning while I am putting away the endless items I use to wrap around my body to protect from being sliced to the bone my hair made so disgusting it's like straw mostly balding etc as they laugh and get endless awards

they won't stop they can't achieve top prizes unless they are doing this--my ugly sick brother has been just a lawyer, obtaining endless promotions all his filthy dirty life for this contract of having me pursued with the ultimate aim of having me killed and obtaining a huge sum post mortem from a lifetime of his abuse, beginning in early childhood. I see that  ugly leech tick sitting with more energy from having sucked my life force out every day, as he returns ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt muck and the rest are always there--they became billionaires multibillonaires--they have had my $900/month cut off from disability that they created and exacerbated with murder attempts with poisoning and cars hitting me to kill and paralyze me\

asking me every day why I don't like them or want them\

I scream and scream, and scream rushing at them to kill them shut the fuck up shut up you ugly dirty scum I scream and hit them, not elon muck he gets away before I can do it, he is more subdued not as noxious about his ugly stinking hate crimes as the smirking ugliness of the others, hope someone finally gets muck out of america or off this planet asap

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Free sex vacations "in the cloud' can be accomplished on one of the many private jets which the celebrities and politicans have accrued from their donors and from their illicit activities and of course the payments received from their "work" in securing no opposition to a genocidal rape culture nazi mafia regime

anyway, my years of pounding out keys about this and politicians on all sides rushing to rape or threaten my life who are now "fighting authoritarianism" or relishing their power

they have ensured that they will "GET THAT MONEY" when the dark money crypto scams are never revealed

they can hand people over to the haters who need new ideas and women who are independent from their rape culture macho mafia nazi paradigm to rape and torture (to death they really want to see this happen to me)

and they will obtain full permission from the community at large, and anyone interfering will lose anything from their business to their life if they so much as are friendly or concerned and helpful towards me; thusly I suggest towards anyone else targeted. 

The Epstein behavior is now fully and completely sanctioned by all of Congress whether there may be a tiny percent of politicians who may be against this aghast at it, they lower their heads nevertheless as conformity is undoubtedly the iron-cast law. However, the majority who rush to attack me are proficient at yelling slogans about freedom, democracy, civil rights, equality, gender identity, but so happy and viciously violently sinister when they rush to get their permission to exist in a power position by assaulting me.

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I am currently being confronted by a list of celebrities, my family who have all been murdering me over decades or all my life, feeding off my ideas and then having me tortured destroyed my chances blocked they get promoted without end

the people who have been working to literally murder me, one has recently mutilated my body severely and raped and beaten me, is sitting on his A$$-brain on the chairs in the rows of hate yelling hate curses at me for screaming to get off me for the --what is it, 4th month in a row. One moment of feeling anything due to decades of non-stop torture and agony of shitting my flesh out with hard posions and fighting to not have a block of internal suffocating poison paralyze and kill me for over 25 years I have been struggling

they have my family now sitting like fixtures as I rush screaming to get off me, after not having any contact for 20 years they rush to join in with people poisoning and raping me, as they had done

\they will not leave, now asking me how I am healing from the poison they made damn sure was pumped into my body as they yelled all kinds of insults at me for not being able to accomplish much more than fighting to get away from endless hate assaults which they ordered and fed off were paid for in millions of dollars

they just organized to have my inheritance taken away as they work with the whorewood filth who have been having my body mutilated for over 16 years (much longer, many of them part of this for over 40 years or 50 years--mostly the english or english agents born in usa but intermarried or "I"m part English" inheritance they claim thus justifying the traitorous sell-out of the country so murderous imperialist fascist Nazi and mafia really violent thugs from england, germany and italy and france and etc can rush to create concentration camp mentality in the united states as it has already been inculcated and embedded into the mentality of the europ-a-pig apes--sick and rotten and disgusting, the antithesis of democracy and freedom they ransack my body and life with utter violence they have been the instruments behind trump and this cartel of sleazy sickness out of whorewood.

my dirty family sitting abusing me along with people who have been horribly murdering me for decades, the shitalina pig ape pitt group of stupid dirty incompetent sleazy posturing crap

my family which always berated me for not conforming to yuppie conservative nazi america as they have done, are now foaming in drooling greed and crazed sleazy sickness to get into the whorewood cartel money and media industry, just like the politicians and everybody else except for me

so they remain as I see them they ask me for what I have personally studied to learn how to heal my body from THEIR LIFETIME OF HAVING ME POISONED TO DEATH. "We are waiting...." my nasty sick mommy said when I phoned her, asking her what she meant by "waiting" "waiting for what?" I asked, she just said ominously "we are waiting..." and her yelling and screeching at me after I called the Italian ape filth out of Miami close friend and associate to stallone who was pounding the poison he and stallone and their filthy italian fascist ape cartel were having pumped into my body this filthy vile sickening murder poison so disgusting and polluting my body raping it into my body every day turned on by this kind of sadistic murder--I called him a pig and that was then me being endlessly attacked for a few years in dangerous ways with my family yelling and ranting at me, cutting off their financial support with no pretext other than, in reality, I had fought an italian raping and murdering me by saying stop raping me and calling him a pig after years of his mruder; he along with the english rotten fuck closely tied in with the english crown monarchy named danny moynihan, associated with dirty trash-skank shitalina due to the movie deliverance and me going to london in 1987 to just explore that city after having graduated from college with a BA in English Literature. For a summer, viciously assaulted drugged my domicile arrange so I lived across the street from him, and he joined in with the good partner and friend of stallone, Nicola Siervo, to pound poison into my body and murder me via poisoning. I fought to stop it, my family reacted by having my money cut off so the murder could continue. *I surived after years of having zero contact with this piece of shit my brother John who is sitting with his dirty "I"m Italian" American wife who was with the brooklyn mafia skank whore creeps assaulting me for tryign to get these pig parasites off me

I am now ranting as usual the keyboard is so blocked I can't t ype on it any longer

this dirty pig brother has brough in the shit children of the THIRD GENERATION of my family feeding off handing me over to be raped tortured and poisoned to death

my ideas feeding stupid ughly sick shitalina and pig ape pitt for years and also maggot robber out of australia, the nazi posturing bs empty stupid meaningless whore rapists all adorned with english and german and french and italian wealth establishment nazi leagues of parasites looking to take over the united states, re-create ghettos for jews, have them killed americans are fully on-board with all of this

now one more on board than my brother because he gets kudos and promotions for his nefarious law career and the children of the scum I was born into against my desire or decision, the siblings, have little rotten shit nazi programmed children derived from the nazi crap they married, to have some "get out of concentration camp" free cards with their nazi spouses next to them--whether it is from mexico or michigan they are the minions of the nazi cartel along with the mafia

so they assault me now every day as I scream to get off me, they ask me for ideas on how to heal, what powders do I take for healing\

etc\this is after they had my disability cut off and are taking back the inheritance my mother left me (or they parceled out the smallest amount to me to lure me into having contact with them due to the huge money now surrounding me, the offerings to just abuse me so I am "traumatized" growing old from screaming every day at dirty sleazy filth rapists and people having me killed to get off me

I can'at write any longer as usual I am ranting the keyboard I just bought I am breaking by pounding on every key

they just broke my mouse pointer  yesterday while I was out of the room for a few minutes, I returned and they had taken out the pin from the roller on the mouse

and they just rush in, destroying poisoning spraying filth they use mechanical arms to break and spray filth while I am sleeping and in another room

and these filthy parasites are accumulating now not concealing their europigapeland associations all tied in with the english crown to invade the united states, which has already been accomplished

I keep screaming at these filthy f's that they have now all obtained hundreds of more millions of dollars, oscars for my ideas (shitalina pig ape pitt have been going to the oscars in rotation literally every year for the past 16 years on my ideas they have stolen, maggot robber the filthy ugly blonde sick crap from barbie stole that idea had me raped when I wrote of how disgusting she is, I don't think she is beautiful I think she's another plastic-coated ugly sinister stupid ape that is all I can think of any of them)

I scream at them, including elon muck who came today as well asking me for the 60th time in the past decade why I don't want to bear children with him (they had something in my uterus or ovaries cut out, it came out in the shower back in 2013, while they were poisoning my food spraying fungus into my clothing my bed sheets I had my windows literally sealed to try to stop mechanical arms and the break-ins, I was being murdered my body was sagging from poison and toxicity and sepsis on some levels) but he asked me today, he more sick disgusting skits in my deep sleep state, only to wake up to not being able to breathe deep, meditate or do anything but respond because they inject drugs into my body while I am sleeping, in either my vagina but they just keep slicing cutting injecting inserting crap into my body to destroy me

and my brother was there he's there every day. To see this ugly filthyt creep and the rotten filth children of my other brother, my dirty ugly sister and her blonde children in California, and they are there to continue to feed off handing me over to be poisoned raped and are told how to behave by the shit they are giving all their most courteousness to

while laughing sneering and behaving in exactly the same way as all the other celebrity fodder filth

no brains no mind no soul no spirit no originality no creativity\just blank parasites posturing lying raping stealing, all of them

and so, I scream at them that they can't function without abusing me to get their free deals? They can't formualte a single idea that can go to the oscars or high awards unless it is stolen from me, deleted from my writing, as they torture me literally non-stop poisoning me until my hair is turning grey my body bulging with hard poison literally killing me in a horrific poison--while I am healing they ask me while i am making my concoctions for healing what I am doing so they can steal the idea, what body moves do I make to gather strength from the deterioration and atrophy of my muscles which they encouraged and laughed about for decades, DENYING ME HEALTH CARE they made sure I could get nothing, literally working to obtain the end deal contract from my horrid death

all of this from people I ran away from at age 15, literally having to return basically against my wishes, drugged up so continuously by the 4th reich hate squads all my life so decisions were mostly subliminally implanted, and this is no joke

so this is the new epstein--I supposed epstein is a "Jewish" name, catering to the sleazy proclivities of the filth of the "elite" pig ape "men" and their nasty delighted "women" like ghislane who represents the giddy enthusiasm of women who participate in rape culture, so they are excluded from the carnage, they obtain huge profit out of it, like shitalina and ugly as well robber maggot maggot robber out of australia, just another aussie with english crown cartel instructions to infiltrate the united states

they sit with aplomb being told to follow the instructions, which they do, which the entire maga universe does without thought they all "get" everything for free with endless promises of more to come, the best is yet to come

but the defining "for whom" is not mentioned

My brother, my mother who rose from Brooklyn working class (mafia) to Great Neck wealth with my uncle on the other side of the family being extremely show-off wealth in King's Point, Long Island and my family just bought the free meal ticket for wealth. However, they are the 2nd generation of Americans to buy into the Holocaust Jewish get-out-of-concentration-camp-free card, so they are just living in suburbs on modest wealth and of course, they just had my sub-sub-poverty disability cut off with lies and attacks so the phishing lure they sent me 2 years ago of my mother's inheritance now taken back (although it is not illegal what they are doing, it was absolutely planned and I did not respond to their baiting so they are using the whorewood and congressional terrorists to use this avenue of taking my money away completely as they first offered "help" using the Hegelian Dialectic trap--creating chaos, offering "Help" then robustly obtaining what they could not with my permission. It is a very common-place tactic used by politicians, to the most extreme of issuing Martial Law and Executive Orders to replace the more Democratic functions, for any slight they deem to be any rationale to call out military to quell unrest due to their draconian tactics. The micro of this is my family at the moment, now fully being trained by teams of nazis (english are there, the most nefarious and insidious of mind screw operators with centuries of lying deception overtake protocols they can rely on, that includes the policy of appeasement used to placate the English while the aristocracy fully sided with the Nazis-and now in the aftermath of the war, the society at large is almost openly siding with Nazis at least in my experience experiences living in London traveling around England and years of experience of being around the foggy hate brood they are clearly Nazi in their tactics mentality absolutely oppressive. Much beloved by the American 4th Reich they want this violent extreme group to take over and aid them in the Americanized version of another concentration camp euro-land imitation turning America into a veritable vassal state of Europigapeland infiltration.

My brother and sisters with their Nazi spouses all literally making antisemitic jokes in front of all, my family chewing on their cud (the nazis do this in the Jewish-paid for all expenses paid vacations dinners etc my family always paying, the nazi leeches always taking away my inheritance for their greasy children, my brother the lawyer always aiding in this, they all look down when the nazis make jewish jokes they viciously assault me and lovingly look with "please love me" looks wide-eyed upward staring as if at some religious icon to supplant their absolute lack of any spirituality except for gratifying their controlling low-life scumbags who they are so beguiled by in the endless brainwashing to associate the white blank blond image as being 'superior" this is the most common trait of the celebrities who are "minorities' and the politicians alike)

there is very little I observe in my personal terror situation that is not reflected or--to put it more correctly, the situation upon me is a mere reflection of the over-arching themes and mannerisms behaviors and protocols of the 4th Reich on national and international levels---

the loving looks of adoration and "please love me" smiles of the blacks and browns and Jews and latinos to the openly racist white abusers who tell them, because they are so "good" and obedient--to help in murdering me abusing me to death just do the dirty work for "them" and also take the risk--they all willingly do it, they get rewards without end, awards and etc

my family has now hit the jackpot with whorewood and the millions of dollars, the promotions and the jobs they expect to gain in whorewood due to MY IDEAS which were stolen by the stupid ugly sinister plastic-coated filthy shit of whorewood for decades by now

my family is capitalizing on it, but they are asking me as well for ideas

I begin to scream in fury because I am in a "fight or flight' situation I am not able to get away from them, not able to release the anger the teleportation AND DRUGGING put me into a "locked" state where I cannot turn in any direction and not have to see them, as with the quantum entanglement propensity I am literally in "two places at once" I cannot move in the teleported position to turn away from them somehow they use someone to make sure I can't turn away in that state (they can alter my consciousness at all times so I blank out and then am put into 'awareness" mode instantly so I turn away I am once more facing them instantly)

I scream that they can accumulate all their wealth obtained from years of raking my ideas through torture and slow murder of me into a pot and pay for their goddamn whatever they are expecting now to get out of this contract---that they have the resources why can't they ever think of a single winning idea and then make any movie worthy of such acclaim rather than torturing me to obtain ideas

and so, the contract is for hateful empty blank following orders blank parasites to torture me to obtain original ideas, while having literally the WORLD attack me (all people once friendly and supportive are now DEAD and those still alive lost their businesses, etc for just having been friendly to me, literally I have seen it happen they are replaced instantly they get fired etc if they are loving and will not stop protecting or caring about me they are just poisoned to death it is labeled cancer)

my brother wasting no time in being instructed, he is asking me how to heal his rotten withered body. I tell him to get rid of the energy sucking leech he married who insults and degrades him obviously is cheating on him, but she is his "I'm Italian" promotion card, you can't get a trained dog away from it's abuser and he was programmed from early age to abuse his sisters so they would be deformed so my nazi grandmother would feel assured that no one could be more beautiful than she---my family going along, my mother committed to having me made "fat" with bloating and hardening poison my family all violently abusing me nonstop for decades yelling that I am just this and that, not capable once I begin to succeed or really get away from them they rush to make sure I am entrapped. The real problem is not my family, it is the society which has allowed these murder networks to thrive until all of Congress is suffused with them literally entangled into a web of deceit using platitudes to conceal their real hateful motives, which I am forced into having to see in teleportation. 

they want more epstein island thrills and abuses and fun, and teleportation of people to be raped and tortured, plus idea and information extraction upon those the stupid blank who are put into leadership position can steal from to appear as if they are fresh, are linked into the prevailing alternative fashions can use the same messages and copy the styles and get elected get into more movies because they are so "hip" while screaming at me that only people who appear like nazis and are programmed thoroughly (nazis now come in all skin colors but mostly square jaw, blank expression of entitlement is the key feature)

and stupid meaningless hateful sleazy rape and murder that is the most ground principle upon which the 4th Reich operates upon

all those who are deemed "outside" who have ideas, such as me, are to be thoroughly raped beaten tortured my loving energy sucked out by sleazy ugly dirty filth ape pigs--one of which has been violently assaulting me for months and after obtaining my energy out of non-stop toprture abuse going on for months he sucked a bit out, and then once he though his greasy prick talons had been feeding out of my life force he began the control and abuse

I spat out the greasy filth and felt glad that I could understand the lifetime of such greasy filth parasites exploiting the extremely all-powerful mind control drugs they were handed to offer me drinks, poisoning me drugging and date raping

my brain put artificially into "love" mode by the brain manipulating technology which is always being pumped into my brain while I am not able to turn away from the ugly sinister filth endlessly being teleported to me so I react after they go on and on for hours, I finally break

every day these ugly sick parasites feed off my reaction of rage and hate to the extreme on my part

they smirk they laugh and feel vindicated that they are so noxious so ugly so filthy and vile that I am disgusted completely by them I react with disgust and rage to get off me

they then feed off this energy

I scream at my greasy greedy brother that he is putting the one country on the planet that wasn't conducting pogroms into killing jews into any sort of semblance of security in the society--the united states has been a somewhat non-secure but a refuge for jews for the few centuries although antisemitism has been predominant and I can assure you that most jews would agree with that in america

the claims of antisemitism being rife are correct the depth is astounding

the people who were not antisemitic as I wrote above have been killed off, I mean for the most part. Those in power are thoroughly vetted and are consumed with covert or overt racism antisemitism being one of the key components; which is why so many blacks so eagerly participate in this as they get to become racists and then reverse racism onto me saying that I am the racist when I point out how disgusting they are in helping nazis to coagulate them into power positions--citing plantation society 

but to continue, of course,  no one will pry my disgusting brother and family off me, but it is a genetic creep sensation of this dirty ugly creep being foisted upon me and he's glowing with satisfaction my energy my ideas which this group of filth stupid ignorance has been using to present themselves as being creative original hip and feminist and anti racist anti rape culture (they stole my endless writing about feminism and have been put as advocates against rape while they are actively endlessly having me raped, cheered on by the senators and representatives in highest power, while the blacks from congress and whorewood rush to assault me I tell them that they are making open nazi statements the blacks continue the violence, then retreat with their new prizes and being put as the icons of resistance to racism--the trade-off is they get promoted as "Jews" are put into Europigapeland nazi categories, for the final end that the nazis really want to inflict upon america)

my brother fully happily participating in this, I scream all of this at him and them all, they continue the prizes the deals

I scream at them that this is probably what the Jews of Europigapeland did with the nazis, the rothschilds being one such example, they remain stoic in fact they have very wealthy Jews backing them from New York (my family is prominent) and they are also very happy to make Jews as white and blonde as possible thusly offering me up as the darker version to be raped tortured and killed--they have been "waiting" to rake in the final murder contract out on me, and I must be teleported to them now

the celebrity filth who are not my family are noxious and disgusting on their own, but to have one's filthy family sit alongside shit like this and profit off a LIFETIME of this attack

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45 minutes later

hackers blocked javascript from the browser I was using (brave) and I could not access how to enable it. Meanwhile, the wifi was remotely turned off thrice while I was cooking, and then trying to get my thoughts clear because I was going into ranting and trying to finish my thoughts while backspacing and rewriting and the subliminals of chaos were being pumped into my subconscious--inaudible and whatever else they are doing to my brain, literally making thoughts "scramble" so it could be a combination or literal attack on parts of my brain involving critical thinking analysis--which is almost obliterated due to the tech. This is used upon me in public settings when I am trying to calculate a price, when I know the cashier has literally rung-up my order wrong, and I have been able to pin-point this being done with scanners they are still hacking even into the scanners to ring up higher prices for me in cashiers for top "quality" stores, groceries, etc.

I can't calcuate prices until I get away from the area where the rip-off is occurring, either people holding concealed remote brain-attack equipment or stationed in the area where the attack is happening, I am rippied off and my calculators I bring are remotely turned off as well. People brush past me with aggressive energy and my calculator is suddenly turned off. All I try to calculate is gone, nothing stops this either.

I did not finish most of my thoughts above, and right now as I sit here after 45 minutes of fighting to cook and get something else done, I can't "remember" what I really wanted to say, and most of the above is either partially deleted and re-strung into other sentences or just unfinished as the interruptions are constant and my brain is under attack so the blocking of manual typing is constricting the already duress thought process of endless murder attempts through STRESS

every day they bring in some scumbag creep who has raped, assaulted or abused me either last week, yesterday or 40 years ago--all with the concept that has been indoctrinated into them that their fake welcome smiles and invitations of yore are now fully gone, but hissing hate and open abuse claiming they can do whatever they want, and because I was drugged under mind control and unable to assess the danger and no one warned me, they can inflict their control "master" scenarios. I have to fight them to get them off me, as they get their next free promotions once more from the 40 years ago after they had me poisoned drugged put in accidents screwed over raped and then mass abused by their groups of thugs--with no one, not a single person EVER IN MY LIFE almost (a very few exceptions) coming to defend me in any way. Only a very very few times in my life has anybody come to assist me to help out, very randomly they vanish immediately afterward I NEVER see or hear from them again, all information about them is blocked from all searches. My attempts to reach out to people is met by silence, no emails no one can reach me hackers and this group block all friendly emails so I have not received a single email from anybody except for murderous hateful crap people who have abused me in the past, and then they come flooding to assault me threatening to kill me for stating the obvious they they are fakes--with ugly stupid sick shitalina and dirty ugly sick pig ape pitt always there to rake in the endless money and awards and prizes which has been constant since 2013, after depp heard and muck (mean dirty dep turd and muck) inflicted YEARS of torture and rape, prior to stallone's italian friend nicola siervo inflicting murder via poisoning and rape with his dirty ugly huge hormone-growth body (his brother is tiny, he's a huge sick f on hormone highs I met him only because I sold cigars at bar none in miami beach owned by the dirty pair stallone and tyler the cock rock scumbag they have not stoppoed attacking me since 1997 with vicious murderous violencew their shit children being promoted and etc etc...now it's my family and now tom hardy believes that I am "his" because I kept screaming at  him for the weeks of his torture and rape, crying to get off me, finally reacting in some way because he was and is so turned on by torture, me having nothing but abuse and hate s urrounding me literally every single moment of my life

my filth brother-so-called rushed to bring is sucking-tentacle arms around me in a fake hug with ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt who had had me raped brutally by some german sick fuck scumpit out of Germany---abusing me as they laughed ugly shitalina once more going to the oscars along with dirty stupid fuck pitt out of my ideas they stole, giving nothing and taking everything away from me possible without leaving me homeless, poisoning me to death in the entire time of obtaining millions of undeserved dollars, countless shithole celebrities and putting trump into power with muck as his fasczist nazi sidekick--their recent "argument" is a total farce, it is a construct of distancing muck from rump so people disenchanted with doge will blame disgusting muck rather than disgusting rump and his entourage of nazi murdering bigots put into power\

but no one blames dirty shitalina and filthy ape pitt the stupid ignorant and incompetent pair who have had literally every single "win" handed to them all they really had to do was sign their pig names to the director or whatever list and bow as they are put into this position because they put nazis into power while having their black and brown adopted props as their diversity props

and anyway,. I am ranting this is not new news--they are keeping my social security money off--they are demanding that I pay the inheritance money this pile of filth that I was forced into being around for (in this brother's case, less than 9 years and he was violent sleazy and abusive 90 percent of the time) he has ALWAYS rushed at me with hate and violence. 

He came in around october to try his entrapment, the "any kind of acknowledgement I give to anybody is a welcome mat sign to abuse rape and torture me and exploit and demand servitude to give anything they want for free, with them returning it literally with rape and plunder and MURDER"

that is their contract out on me, ugly stupid shitalina has been embraced emboldened paid promoted along with dirty ugly sick pig ape pitt and their group for 16 years of politicians rushing to get in with the trump train of utter corruption and graft. Pelosi began the demcrat landslide of abuse towards me shortly after biden took office, but before that aprah the dirty over-paid disgusting black nazi put kamala harris into power by having her sent to me, as I was under  hypnosis, hoped that someone from the supposedly liberal city of san francisco with a "jewish" husband would not be a nazi towards me, but alas, it was not to be. The very white-skinned hubby is just another Jewish nazi controlling the jewish community and fully on board with me being less white skinned (darker in tropical climates as many very white skinned people sometimes also are) and that is not so consequential, but by now, skin color for jews belonging to the 4th reich as it is to eliminate palestinians and create the trump  hotel in gaza---ben shapiro being a most obnoxious and dirty stupid creep just one representative, my family being yet so brainwashed into white supremacy to have me killed, and also because I kept winning and being at the top of my attempts in life they had to be the first to rape poison and mutilate me, my brother the disgusting parasite is now the one representing my family because he has 3 U.S. States under his Bar Association, my uncle in Miami has handed me over to be raped and killed by the Italian Mafia stationed there, who make open antisemitic remarks and say openly that they "hate Americans they are stupid and have no fashion" as they leech and take over, my uncle is there to be awarded by the white trash society of Florida, now a death and concentration camp station for the 4th Reich at this moment, but fully put and implemented by shit like my uncle in miami and my "brother" who has his license (to kill) in florida--they have had me raped poisoned and assaulted all my life and have  yelled at me viciously hit me punched me--and I had to leave at a very early age--now 50 years later, the piece of stinking shit is being congratulated emboldened by this filth group of whorewood, and tom fardy is there to endlessly yap about how I should clean and what I should do as I keep telling him to shut up and go away--something I have not stopped doing for how many months now, on a daily basis.

And so, 2 nights ago, they had my 25+ year old cat La Moux in a wire cage miserable and dying, as ugly sick pesce the pest was hissing in murderous hate that she was in a $50 garbage bag (my cat understands everything) as I was soothing her crying out to my most beloved cat which is all I have left of anything on this planet--which they stole from me while I was screaming at filthy dirty dep to stop raping poison into my body and having me tortured for the rest of the day afterward as this was poisoning me into my bloodstream. He had my cat tortured and then stolen from me  within 2 weeks and the rape and torture continued for TWO MORE YEARS until finally that greasy filth hit dirty ugly sick turd and she went on a murder spree, as if it had been my fault, with muck the fuck musk they had trucks nearly running me over, which I barely managed to escape from within a few seconds of trying to push my handlebars to one side for one inch--they froze the handlebars and blocked the brakes hoping I would slide on the oil-slicked meat they had put on the road as the motorbikes around me boxing me in suddenly parted while this stretch of carefully plastered oil-slick ground beef was on the road, a huge cement truck literally behind me 2 feet behind me speeding up ===this was on a little community street not a main road, in front of a large open air market square---near a roundabout and I barely managed to not be crushed under the truck--this happened the week that dirty filthy turd heard with muck musk had just gotten together, they stole the teleportation equipment from dep, and then tried to have me hit by cars every time I was on the road for that month until I clicked on a homemade picture of trump in his jet during his losing phase of the 2016 election season. During that time I had also tried to ocntact Prince to get away from ugly shitalina pigape stupid dirty pitt, as Trump then teleported me and raped me and assaulted me in front of ugly sinister turd heard, the near-death accidents stopped for a while (re-commenced with ugly melania blognia having me hit by cars, almost killing me cars coming from side angles nearly hitting me and one hit me at high speed from a stationary parking spot while I wask driving around 45 mph--the car has obviously been "juiced" up to make such a maneuver which is not possible with a sedan from parked but running idling to just lurching at high speed into me at precision angle to hit me--my handlebars spinning from remote control over the handlebars to a 180-degree swerve to the sharp right the bike went down I landed on my chin--pitt and melania bolognia then threatened to kill me--I had just written on my facebook page that this endless pitt winning oscars for stealing my ideas and torturing me should be stopped--they tried to kill me pitt raped and tortured me every day until he won the oscar for the movie idea that tarantino the f-ing parasite stole from my ranting and my writings about charles mansion, mind control experiments in prisons--all of which he turned into glorication of maggot robber the english-crown based australian skank dirty ugly sick crapo

and it goes on and on

what am I writing about, my brain has gone into pure ranting mode

so seeing my dirty ugly brother is too much and every day they are trying to "crush" me with more sinister shit hole creeps

they tortured my cat in front of me 2 nights ago in deep sleep, then brought this disgusting crap brother to abuse me as I screamed and yelled due to being drugged, everything being rigged so I can't get a distraction--teh internet is constantly being turned off

so I can't turn something else on and ignore them

I tried to order since December a no bluetooth no wifi no radio music player so i can try to blast out their hate skits while in deep sleep mode-they delivered the wrong item, blocked the return, made me wait and then sent me another player which was listed with no bluetooth or wifi but hackekd dirty roger waters his english cock rock friends's music as "extra files' which sometimes these players all come with, which are hacked files all sent by all the corrupt sellers out there--the player is now not functioning after 5 weeks, the files that dirty yelling nazi waters had the seller hack into the player were not removable, they were integrated into the hard drive of the player (or whatever the kernal components are called or labeled)

they turn the sound down to zero as they abuse me and I am trying to find other players while i am losing all my saved money, the brother who worked with this team to have my disability cut off, after he tried to have me killed, made sure I could not obtain health care in the United States, left me to die, yelled that I was some kind of "sponge' on the family after they arranged with the 4th Reich to have me hit by cars smashed the metal rod in my back from the idiopathic scoliosis made loose while people did this in my sleep--so I was so fractured I had to return to this nest of real actual leech sponges parasites and ticks on my life--my family then had me viciously attacked by the 4th Reich (I must say I cannot "blame" my family exactly because these groups of bigot shit are so complete, they have killed off brainwashed and destroyed so many people who authentically do not want this shit to take control, and I know this from having been around such people they are all dead now, their originality is gone with the wind, only mediocrity and stupid greedy violent ugly meaningless conformity remains, especially in dirty sick whorewood and in congress their yapping on all sides about their christian and anti-racist constitutional democracy is a sinister joke on those who actually created such movements and ideas

hacking is so awful every word is being disrupted

I can't complete my ideas and stop ranting

so I am becoming as usual destroyed made old and fighting for hours to get my filthy ugly family off me--the ugly shit of dirty ugly skankalina who this government has cloistered around to get the deals being handed through this dirty ugly sick creep from the English Crown and from the other Nazi cartels is unbelievable

I have tried to not write to ignore this group, they are doing everything to get a reaction out of me, and from this they obtain their promotions without end. I ask anyone to stop this shit, it has never been stopped why can't anyone ever do any thing about this?

Beyond all the money all of you are being paid for your collusion with this, can't any of you give a damn about the country? The nazis will escalate until they destroy the country and take it over. That means you, not just me. Why no one can think of the future and potential for disaster is beyond belief that this group has been put into power and that so many people support it and continuously go along. 

I'm telling this ugly thing called my "brother" to get off me that I hope it is he who dies and not me, he remains smug because his dream of being important is being fulfilled by my ideas that he yelled were stupid that I was nothing a loser as I kept away from him, my lifestyle which engendered these ideas he yelled that I was nothing I went to grad school but I was being poisoned to death under his direction--he refused to help me when I had a loose rod in my back--the accident (I am now remembering what I was in the middle of writing) my uncle bill orovan had just begun his desktop gay magazine in Phoenix and he needed me as his offering to the nazis in order to get it off the ground. He and his partner. that culminated in my step-father being killed, on the very same night this grease-spot non-removed scum "brother" of mine was telling the rest of my siblings that my mother would get all of his Will and not his children they worked out a law suite against his family to get all the money-the house he had part invested in my mother took as she had invested but he had done most of the work and investment---she then tried to have me put in jail under a fake theft charge in which I had no car, she lived miles and miles away from me ( me in downtown Phoenix she in Scottsdale) I was in a tiny little studio near the Arizona Republic where I was drugged and raped by an editor using nazi slogans as he raped me--I was so drugged I had no idea what he was doing I was in a drugged miasma--my family then profited off this, tried to have me arrested on a false charge--they blocked all health care I was truly seriously injured I had an appointment with the public hospital to have an MRI my family made sure it was cancelled as they told me that I was "fine" the x-rays cannot pick up on the poison hard shells  but the MRI might have been able to--so they diagnosed me with no problem. Obviously on the x-rays the metal rod with the hook under my spine was pointing in the wrong direction--the hook was pointing upward the rod coming out of my back

my brother kept yelling that I'm a loser user--by the way, the day of the accident I was working at a high-end law firm as a temp secretary on my 4th month  of having moved from Minneapolis to San Francisco, so I had no full-time job and no health care, had just graduated from college with no work experience really (just part-time stuff only for a short time) so I had not paid into the Social Security fund long enough to qualify for social security disability after I finally returned after having to flee the country in desperation to get health care 

and they blame me for everything, they claim I am lying about being disabled they yell at me every chance they have people rape and torture  and poison me they rush to assault me

and now under rump, they are openly murderously vicious disgusting and not making any excuses any longer; all of the shit who accumulated around me while I was sick, drugged and the parasites are now in gleeful open nazi mode in teleportation under dirty fuck rump muck and their nasty 4th Reich crew

and so, I am writing to a government which has fully supported this for decades, openly coming to threaten to kill me in teleportation around the republican shit like terminator the thug from austria you all love him for his robotic violent murder movies and his stint as california governor on a fluke election so he was greased in 

pelosi threatening mutilation and then murder after years of me writing about this team of shit stealing my ideas

she is still yapping about equal feminism but only for the "good blacks and blonde women" she is really working for the good blacks to continue to service the white trash nazi community as plantation props to their liberal establishment fake horrid destruction of the united states.

get my filthy brother off me, that is the short thing here

I can't not react they are drugging me nightly 

I am trying to obtain a music player which will play 8-hour sleep tracks which has no wifi and no bluetooth so they can't turnj it down and torture me with abuse of my nearly dead cat who is my most cherished and beloved

I have done nothing to this team of fucking shit, the ugly pair of crap pesce and deniro are combined with the brooklyn mafia

the black nazis working in the democrat party who have all watched spike lee's do the right thing nevertheless are fully on board with them wreaking antisemitism upon me, as they are patted on the back for supporting this shift of racism onto me, as representing the bulk of non-blonde not ben shapiro  yapping bullshit stupid jerk-off educated nazi crap

and my family also included

my brother and the children of my other brother are so odious and putrid their energy is such malignent turd energy they are such filthy vile crap

so is ugly shitalina you all claim is so wonderful

all her magnificent ideas are from ME but you all want me destroyed but first for your nazi crap representatives in whorewood to steal as many ideas from me as possible so you can all claim that you are not violent, dirty, lying corrupt completely destroying the united states and it's citizens in favor of nazis to come in and consolidate a colonized nazi cartel mafia sleazy dirty hate country

so no one comes and no one stops them, they just laugh at the labyrinth rats my family is, the rat my brother with his nazi controller wife ugly dirty creep "I'm Italian" sleaze skank also hateful towards me for years, just because I was very athletic beautiful and they want me crushed, ugly contorted screaming in rage and hate defending myself against teams of parasitic shit who suck my ideas which are derived from a BEAUTIFUL concept and intelligence which they uttrerly lack--their posturing as nazi symbols with absolutely nothing but sleazy greed and lying posturing is all you really want in america now