Wednesday, May 3, 2023

My brand new garden of growing flowering vines is being killed. Leaves are dying and falling off as plants are bare and half dead. I just bought all the plants a few weeks ago. This is more of the disgusting ugly-making hate and violence aimed at me, that my environment is endlessly made shabby, broken, dying and filled with filth and the area behind my patio is pock-marked with plastic hangers and plastic bags that have been thrown over the edge of the cliff of the hill that towards to the 6th floor of this 6-floor condo unit (I am on floor 3). All flowers are killed off, the plants were completely covered with flowers and buds. The buds that began to grow are wilted and have turned brown, in the past two weeks. I am so sick of these evil and disgusting filthy crap people who are doing this, including the Biden, Obama and Trump administrations. Before these administrations I was subjected to non-stop attack by shitty people on all sides who were literally poisoning me to death, which they continued to do here in Phuket but for a few years, Iived in small rental places with flowering trees and flowers. Now every single place is immediately turned into a dying weed and littered wasteland by terrorists surrounding me. All the birds are gone, there were birds outside the window when I first moved in like a bird sanctuary. It's all dead and gone, but the flowers I spent months making a trellis for so the vines would grow are now dying and dead mostly--a few green leaves remain for one plant at the entrance to the patio, those next to it are in stages of being slowly killed as they diminish and are dying off from the top of the leaves down to the roots--it's a slow killing process from the flowering buds on top and then slowly all leaves are killed every night while I am sleeping as I wake up and more are brown and dead from acid or poison being sprayed on the plants by mechanical arms from all the rooms on all sides of me.

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collapsed on my bed after a day of abuse, torture and physical fights with body builders, mma fighters, boxers, stunt men and women who sit with legs askew watching with grim smirking delight making death threats and insults at me continuously while I am in my room fighting for my life to heal, shitting out stinking gall stones and black layers of hard and then diarrhea poison brown sometimes. Sometimes the poison is like a huge snake literally hard as rock clogging my toilet and I have to dig out chunks of hard rock-like formations which have been stuck inside my body for decades, literally as this group continued to poison me to death laughing all the while, and mocking how "fat" my body was and etc on my breasts while having me mutilated as often as they possibly could (while in deep sickness healing sleep in particular). I collapsed and could not move any longer to put the 6 layers of protection around my head,, hair, mouth, chin and neck from insertions gouging (while I was unable to do this for at least one week last month, noem and this german scum sick filth ape rat had bulbs inserted under my skin on my face--silicone injections to appear like blemishes just appearing with a tell-tale hard shape one day to the next and only when I am too exhausted to put on the endless layers around hands, feet, mouth, head) Last night they once more gouged under my cuticles there are huge purple welts the skin on my hands have been permanently damaged from YEARS of harsh chemicals slathered on forearms and hands so they look like I've done hard manual labor in the sun for decades, but instead all I've been doing is pounding on keyboards writing posts and laying in bed utterly dying from poisoning and fighting these rapist ape scum whores who are teleporting and raping me as they slice parts of my body out laughing, mutilating etc. My hair now dry and brittle yesterday it was soft and pliant and hair falling out so they doused my hair with deadening chemicals. They forced a teleportation skit of a blind man running at me to kill me, screaming, etc. I didn't have to get up to urinate which is how they usually administer the drugs by inserting the drugs and liquids (it used to be a mix of sewage water and fungus literally internal sepsis they were aiming at to murder me in so many ways). Dealing with newsom who has been having me abused to death not merely since last july when I was so traumatized from at least one year of non-stop beatings and rape from groups of english and german scum shit whores (and years and years of this going on and on with individuals but now they bring on entire groups to assault meliterally all day and night).

"(U.S. Chaos) Message of Love (Weapons) (Pipeline)". Patrick C. August 22, 2015. "Niente". Negazione. February 8, 2023. ...