Wednesday, May 3, 2023

My brand new garden of growing flowering vines is being killed. Leaves are dying and falling off as plants are bare and half dead. I just bought all the plants a few weeks ago. This is more of the disgusting ugly-making hate and violence aimed at me, that my environment is endlessly made shabby, broken, dying and filled with filth and the area behind my patio is pock-marked with plastic hangers and plastic bags that have been thrown over the edge of the cliff of the hill that towards to the 6th floor of this 6-floor condo unit (I am on floor 3). All flowers are killed off, the plants were completely covered with flowers and buds. The buds that began to grow are wilted and have turned brown, in the past two weeks. I am so sick of these evil and disgusting filthy crap people who are doing this, including the Biden, Obama and Trump administrations. Before these administrations I was subjected to non-stop attack by shitty people on all sides who were literally poisoning me to death, which they continued to do here in Phuket but for a few years, Iived in small rental places with flowering trees and flowers. Now every single place is immediately turned into a dying weed and littered wasteland by terrorists surrounding me. All the birds are gone, there were birds outside the window when I first moved in like a bird sanctuary. It's all dead and gone, but the flowers I spent months making a trellis for so the vines would grow are now dying and dead mostly--a few green leaves remain for one plant at the entrance to the patio, those next to it are in stages of being slowly killed as they diminish and are dying off from the top of the leaves down to the roots--it's a slow killing process from the flowering buds on top and then slowly all leaves are killed every night while I am sleeping as I wake up and more are brown and dead from acid or poison being sprayed on the plants by mechanical arms from all the rooms on all sides of me.

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Heart Palpitation remote tech/interface microchip torture; slow murder attack. Heart pounding as I lay in bed after nothing but taking a shower, where the ugly sick and stupid crap dirty men state dirty, stupid crap ignorant ugly things to me as I "ignore" them but they continue on and on. Constantly a sense of absolute hate and loathing pervades all I do, every day, almost at every hour, because they are so putrid that I "steel" myself but it's almost never successful I "let them in" with the attacks on my brain, nervous system and the drugging and sickness, isolation and the endless DECADES of this ongoing learning that the entire world is participating and there is no justice. Seeing how ugly and trashy thesa filthy "superior" crap really are as they scream loser but they can't win withoug abusing, using lying and stealing. those whose careers had been very quiet after years of their success, but now the endless aeons of mafia movies and gangster flicks with younger replacements has left them enraged and all is dumped on me for defending myself against their greasy ugly and sinister abuse for promotion by this filthy euro-hate machine of absolute control over the United States. I find it so deplorable that things have gotten to this State in the state of the only country truly fighting for individual freedom from tyranny; so the myth goes. That I see only groveling sleazy and stupid sick crap bowing like slaves to creepy scum who only convey that they are entitled with nothing else. Thusly the untalented and corrupt and incompetent Americans can join this team with promises of allowing the trash criminal filth of this euro-hate cartel to contrrol, their inadequacies will be forgiven the mediocrity element and corrupt sleaze and all of them are rushing to turn every moment of my life into hate, abuse and just simply fighting for my life while The entire United States has allowed this group of crap to penetrate and take control. I can't understand the sheer stupidity7 of it only that mediocrity and rancid unworthiness has been put into power and kept there for generations to follow the WWII destiny of creating a destroyed colony for eurofilth hate to colonize and make sure there is no freedom and people like me enslaved with covert illegality and no one doing a goddamn thing but laughing or just smirking and shrugging. Even when the entire country appears to be dissolving in competent, petty tyrannical sleaze creeps claiming they are pure angelic democracy in the flesh, or christ in the flesh.