Sunday, May 7, 2023

terrorist report: May 8, 2023. Hackers are turning my connection on and off literally constantly. The router is working (it's pretty new) all the lights are on. They are hacking and blocking the signal. I log-in, the internet is on, as soon as I type in a URL, and the page appears, the connection is suddenly turned off. A few days ago they turned off the electricity while I was on the internet, which cut off the signal because the router lost electricity. I could not log in for another half hour. I can't turn on the computer without spending at least 30 minutes turning the router on and off to try to get the hacker off my system I then begin to log in again, a page appears and I'm connected, the router lights are all on and everything works for about 30 seconds and then the connection is cut off. This goes on all day, every day, repeatedly while I am doing anything online.

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I have been literally passing out, similar to a type of fainting or passing out due to toxic shock from poisons I am fighting to eliminate from all the years not just of the previous poisoning, but the continued poisoning that H-wood terrorists and their Nazi Mafia group here and everywhere forced into my body--with stinking sewage water and other drugs and poison. In this detox process (i.e. fasting for 10 days) I detox some of the poisons after much exertion and starving and etc...and I literally cannot sit or move any longer, I must lay down and I fall into a very deep healing sleep. The terrorists ALWAYS begin to attack the microchip in my throat so there is a horrid noise as the sphincter muscles contract suddenly when I am in a deep sleep. It wakes me up, I fight not to choke and gasp for air, they do this every time I fall in a sick sleep.
But they are mangling another finger by inserting and slicing the skin around the cuticle. I am in this very deep sleep sick state very often, and usually when I sleep I must cover my feet with layers of socks and rubber bands to stop them from slicing the skin between my toes. They have been cutting into my cuticles for YEARS literally every day. Both middle fingers. This sickness comes upon me during waking hours suddenly and I am so sick I must lie down immediately. It is incredible sickness from toxic detox from poisons latched into my body literally for years or decades. They have mangled completely two fingers so the cuticle won't grow nay longer, both of my thumbs likewise have yellowing on the top layers of the nail and the cuticles are so mangled they are completely gone from my finger. They are now going after my index finger on my left hand. I can't use my fingernails any longer and now pounding down on the keyboard because they are hacking with stiffening malware on the keyboard--and my finger won't operate, I can't pound down with either middle finger, and now my index finger. All of this is because I am so sick from exhaustion, from years and years of non-stop 24 hour torture and nighttime hell teleportation skits of murder, death, hate abuse insults threats to kill me, rape and endless skits of me homeless and under vicious attack by stupid and sleazy nasty people (of course, none of it is as nasty as really being homeless).

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Hackers of course, as usual, deleted parts of sentences in the above so it is not a smooth-flowing post--as usual, this is the endless norm.
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I was followed into the elevator by an absolutely creepy ugly man who is like these loathsome Europ-a sex tourist pervies--pot-bellied of course, balding, creepy and looked like a porn purveyor and a sleazy and sick one at that. I was trying to save an insect that had flown into the elevator. I was looking around the top of the elevate and this man began making creepy gestures and swiping his nose which is one of the most common terrorist stalker tactics around the globe, in addition to the ubiquitous coughing noises these creeps all make like a kind of primal scream sort of noise--something an ape would make (one of the reasons I call them apes and then pigs of course because of how they behave and etc etc).

Every new creep who gets free rent on their "vacation" here in this condo does another sleazy and nasty sort of attack upon me. The shift of attack follows the usual protocol, but when a new creep enters the situation because the vacation creeps have all gone home after getting free rent and someone to vent their sickness and hate upon (and rape and poison and torture and feel super-duper about it)---but this one looks like one of the regular porn retirees who frequents the brothels and the alcohol crib far too often and looks like it. The bad atmosphere around him was like a waft of unpleasant odor as he stood behind me making stupid nose swiping snot picking gestures and rolling his eyes around because I was trying to get this desperate insect out of the elevator. 

I think the internet is being turned on and off by him, and he's following me because he's a sleazy creep, probably has a lot of surveillance on me and etc. This person who is ordering all these attacks upon me also keeps inserting stinking greasy water and bits of dead insects and fungus into my bathroom on the floor through the tiles that are endlessly being lifted up on the bathroom, and all the panels on both sides of the wall which is just a line-up for terrorists to attack me every moment in every angle and corner of this room in a successive attack. I have spent a long time hurting my very injured body pounding metal hooks into all the panels of the walls--to try to stop all of this. They just go into my room when I leave and destroy what I fight to block them. They continue unabated. I have done a little bit of good in protecting myself by having spent so much time, energy, money and hurting my very injured body but it is impossible for me to defend myself as they have made the walls so fragile that they literally crumble if I try to pound anything to stop every single panel from being opened from all sides of the room. 

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There is also a very afflictive attack on my brain, it seems that a higher dose of electromagnetic is blocking my brain, or a new technology is being used. It is so hard to think and the keyboard of course is almost inoperable from the hacking malware. I am lost completely for words and the concepts i want to write about, I am blocked from the easiest memory recall. My thought feel like they are being encased in cement and I can't access them. 

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...