The Revolving Oreo Syndrome.

I am teleported and mind control-immersed in a demographic malady indeed. It involves a revolution that is not proudly and enobling for the free concepts of revolutionary ideology, but more akin to the revolving circus carnivale wheel of repetition from one external extreme to it's seeming opposite, all encased in one crunchy black exterior which protects the white, seminal center of pestilance. It is a kind of promise of dellight of over-indulgence into corruption and it's various rewards system from one extreme skin color perpetrator to the next.

Two weeks ago two very white-supremacist males: one politically Right, one politically Left. Both attacking me with venomous hate havaing full access to the inttricate deceptions and celebrity profit-motivations in allegiance with this global system of promotion with full legal exoneration within the ever-widening "Hallowed" halls of this good old boy,  the rapist/racist stalking system. Their actions, the orders they gave I should clarify only far too briefly, causing physical injury, permanent injury, after an orchestrated accident as their rewards-centered hate attack(s) after I clicked on their hacked and inserted YouTube Videos on my "recommended" page on YoutTube, prominantly displayed as the first search results for items I had never searched. Attacked with deadly, precisely orchestrated "accidents" after I had simply clicked on their videos and reacted, under duress and drugging, to their falsities.

Reacting once again, the others of this group themselves reacted and somehow, the videos of these seminal-appearing white males have since not appeared.

Now it's the crunchy black exterior coming to the defense of the white, creamy seminal center (figuratively and nearly literally--using the term seminal because this black intellectual who then put scores of his videos on my page which I cliced on, drugged up, looking for ideas that conform to some semblance of those who hold positions of 'power' in society actually there to protect the causees of a "revolution" against Nazi, fascist white penile authoritarianism---and I was quickly teleported to this black male masturbating, as part of his personal attack on me--as I perceive to be a defense of his white co-partners in the media complex, at whatever level, should it be YouTube "stars" aspiring to the H-wood level, or "fame", or the intellectual circuit of "revolution" which utters more sophisticated regurgitations of what their slain "for real" leaders like Malcolm had voiced in his lectures.

I do not hesitate to mention the masturbation, although to ourr common mental programming, the victim (especially women) are designated as weak and sullied when a weak and sullied male performs such derogatory, insulting acts of sexual debasement. The target is usually held in moral contempt for being at the center of such a Witch Hunt sexual assault. Not the disgusting male raping, masturbating or using sexual insults who is considered the low and down ugly creep but the women (or anone, but with women it's much more common to castigate her for being held in contempt by the male-rapist culture which holds far more sway than I had ever imagined my entiire life until I have had to see first-hand how much dominance the "retalitatory" oppressive acts of sexual assault on women these men (and their adjunct female companions and partners) deem a threat or a hate object to their automatically-assumed entitlement to leadership and total control of all aspects of society, finance, religion, intellectualism, and the list goes on and on.

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Being sick from another morning of detox, I have only briefly been able to describe a situation. I will not re-read the post to ascertain or correct what hackers have altered. Take the meaning and don't take it out of context due to what appears to be nonsensical attempts to discredit me.

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I could write more and more about this personality but I am under attack physically from the mind control tech, I always feel sick after just a few minutes of writing about anything that could be construed as analysis of this situation. Any description of the people attacking me means greater pressure on  my brain/body from these various attack technologies (including the hacking which forces me to continuously have to backspace to correct their inserts. Even when backspacing the hackers block the backspace function on keyboard)

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Another Orea situation: the "Italian-American" bigot, racist, sexist, rapist-enabling writer, director, a red carpet welcome mat for Nazi actors and billionaires out of Europe and beyond into H-wood, through his movies, his personal contacts, and his personal choices

he attacked me with holocaust references when I fought back against his terror/trauma-based mind control, teleportation attacks to get information on how to create another movie based on stealing concepts from torturing me (years of him participating in this, with his buddies whom I have written of non-stop for years on Facebook)---

I tried to block him from obtaining another nomination or award at the Oscars and in the European arena of t his Circus Circus environment, as this has been going on for years. After I tried my best to block the mind control extrapolation of concepts or ideas (parasitic sucking dry of all and anything possible for his and their promotions and then leaving me in poverty, sickness and increasing a deadly situation for my life so they can also participate in slow torture-to-death in this systsem I am embroiled in). I had only, merely THOUGHT about one of his movies which involves a little black girl remaining absolutely silent in a scene where the white, female "hero" kills her mother in "defense" after having broken into her house in a revenge situation (for attempted murder by the black women, the central point of the narriative for this particular scene and situation, in the action sense). The little black girl remains silently looking up in blank wonder at the white woman who hasjust killed her mother. In contrast, when the white woman finally reaches her own stolen little white girl, at the end of the movie, the white girl is a non-stop babbling stream of conscious strength and verbal expression. I had only THOUGHT about this disparity and the reacism involved, how this man is so inherently racist and is continuously cranking out anti-racist movie-after-movie and being rewarded for it.

Scrapping his attempt to write a script about Covid-19 (for now, since it is still a politically sensitive topic because at this time) he is reverting to the concept that the black girl is not going to remain silent (or at least, she is goiing to go out and get revenge, a central theme in nearly all his movies). Please note that I refer to the "mind reading" technology that these stalkers and teleporting rapist/racists of the Oreo Revolution Revolving Circuit Circus utilize to attack me for my thoughts. Namely, defending her white creamy greasy seminal lily-white H-wood "A-list" celebrity promotional partners in this scheme, is one black woman, absolutely a billionaire major media mogul whose tv shows I have called out as being part of the Plantation propaganda saccharine coating machine. This is anotther oreo situation of the black encasing the white in one, revolving racist system. She has attacked me repeatedly for thoughts I have had, and repeated them back to me in various creepy forms, including internet hints--all designed to label me as "delusional" if I mention them so I just cannot do it here. The mind reading tech enables the people teleporting me to be paid for usurping ideas, intellectual property which is not property because I am unable to simply write without blocks to every physical act of writing including my brain and body drugged and under severe physical and writing inertia, which is included in the protocols of daily, nightly forays by them and their minions into torturing/raping, teleportion rape, sexual assault while teleporting acts, etc etc, and making my body and home disgusting and broken down as "punishment" for both thoughts against them, after they use the tech to steal ideas, and for fighting back for my legal rights which they pretend do not exist under all law and the US Constitution.

What another great publicity stunt, the oreo revolves round and round in the H-wood now politically correct so crunchy on the outside endlessly protecting the white, seminal rapist dick culture center.

Can't wait to scroll through the list of free movies after this particular movie comes out, with the satisfaction that I have just not been under the sway of mind control to actually click on it and watch it for free.

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Which one are you going to buy/bite into first? The crunchy black exterior or the creamy white seminal dick cultural center, seems so black and white but truly is a cultural synthesis of non-oppositional rape dick culture as fake as H-wood and as nutritious intellectually. Truly psychic junk food for the spirit and soul.

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A few minutes later, a few more ideas sprang from the recesses of mind control blockage after getting up from this sitting position in front of what I believe is an embedded technology affecting my brain to induce memory and cognitive functioning.

however, now the internet operates ljke molasses under freezing conditions. Pages are blanked out and won't open or appear, etc etc.

The black male both putting video after video of  himself lecturing about black rights in front of academic white audiences, at times bending over to glare into the faces of those in the front rows of the sitting areas, which he does not do at academic seminars which are videos, ostensibly to crreate an impression of bending down to the lower level of those who cannot understand, as opposed to being at the intellectual level of the academic community (Yale, I believe he was indoctrianted by? My father also indoctrinated at Yale Fraternal organizations into the racist oligarchy of power, always an underling relying on white trash Nazi females to enable him into the golf courses where he could obtain mafia Nazi contacts for his business enterprises). A reminiscence  of how all this operates.

That was most definitely a meandering last sentence due to mind control effects on my cognitive. I do not associate this black male with my father, except that both were indoctrinated into the subtelties of concealing intention behind well-educated verbosity. My father, by the way, did defend me at times in significant ways albeit not very much. I do not blame him in this post or connect him to the black intellectual I am referring to (who knows that I am referring to him as he is part and parcel of this organization with all it's racist, Nazi, Mafia, bigot genocide tentacles extending into rape culture and media entertrainment anti-racist output, as he is a significant player in that domain. The sexual attack which was as disgusting to me as all the rapist goons of the white, seminal creamy center of his power affiliation (and my fathers, and my nemisis antagonist group which I am fighting assiduously to get out of the centrifugal orea revolving vomitorium of junk soul food).

And, still really unable to write and think. 

They all disgust me, their sexuality is only as foul and abusive as their intellectual and moral posturing. 

The OPERATIVE WORD IS NASTY oreo players from the center to the wafers protecting the interior center. The stalking Nazi Mafia black/white creamy crunchy cracker crap.

Do not blame me for the hysterical posts. The Video below offers the typical blame game offense against targets.

PLus I am detoxifying from poisons glued into my body, solidified, every single day a little bit comes out, with resonant poisons coming into my bloodstream. Sick and nausious every day, also drugged up from the detox poison/drug mix, which has putrified after a few decades of being stuck inside my body. I am at the stage where pieces are breaking off daily (there is so much embedded into my body, nine years sounds like some hyperbolic exaggeration but compacted from daily poisoning all my life--)

the reintroduction of poisoning and drugging, along with more and more and more attacks daily for years and years witihout a singly, not one day of it ending, not one single person approaching me with any support none, whatsoever, worldwiide not one single human being. All loving, fun animals killed or stolen or taken away. Non-stop attacks on one form or another. In the mornings, when the poisoning is "fresh" from the break-ins the night before, the attacks are non-stop until I begin to write asking, in this sick and sickening Facebook forum, for the exploiters to stop the tortures. The strategy has worked like this for years and years: they reduce the tortures I write of and either in a few hours or sooner, new attacks (by now it's a cyclical non-stop recurrance of one after the next attack, all has been done before--) and, it goes on and on and gets worse and worse until I have to react and write to try to get the next torrure to be stopped, understanding what is happening but unable to stop from 1: poisoning every day via the break-ins I am not able to stop, in a tiny studio/microstudio more than 2 years of trying and the stalkers also can "read" my thoughts, so they can maneuver around my understanding of how they are breaking in and circumvent and trick and fool me into believing I have finally succeeded. This wastes a lot of time in discovery process and then re-evaluation of how they might be getting in. They also attack my body and put my spine out of alignment every day, so I can't move most of the time and that alone has taken up months or even years of my time in being able to physically fight these attacks.

Then I become discredited with the reactions that are forced upon me, out of me

I write this to try to salvage my personal domain.

I am going to try to write exclusively on my blog.

I also ventured into free streaming mainstream movie sites. One of the sites is part of some movie media industry website. On the "news" section, three of the actors/writers who have raped, via teleportation, and attacked me, stolen ideas and concepts and then turned them into their racist and sexist propaganda "anti-racist, anti-sexist" movie fodder images of them. One looking frumpy and with a huge nasty smile for the camera. NOT a photo-op but a personalized photo. He's been allowed at least three more movies in a row for the coming season. He has recently teleported me and began a didactic lecture on how "justice" really operates. I interrupted him because I could not hear his sexist, racist excuses for his racist mentality and bigoted bias forced upon me, as I have wanted to be a writer and this writer, like all the men and their women who attack me, are aware of, are glib and glad that I am stifled to the point of death to stop me from having any career, a body that is beautiful, to have a home, to have a chance to even TYPE without hacking continuously blocking all access to writing in any form without mistakes and blanking of my brain so I can't think.These actors, upon cue act Like I am one of their worst enemies, all so glad they can be promoted by attacking me. That is the psycic impression and the reality I get from them.

Thus, also adding fuel to my "ranting" about this situation and the drugged up hysteria that pours out every morning due to sleeping teleportation torture, violence, "traumatizing" mind control and extraction of ideas I have researched, studied, thought of wriiting about, as they steal the ideas during these Q&A question sessions while I am in the teleportation state. Once having sucked me dry for ideas they want to incorporate into their movies, media output, and then make sure, very sure, I can't produce and I can't think I am stunned and drugged and attacked non-stop.

Readers: do not assume that I am on some mental roller coaster I explain this situatiion for any sane readers in this hacking audience.

At this very moment i am unable to access my real cognitive capabilities as I can't "remember" words, concepts or get ideas out. Also, I am currently in the re-reading phase of this post and I see where hackers have deleted words, blocked phrases, rewrote paragraphs, and thus I must rewrite. I am blocked from being able to write cohesively due to these attacks upon my brain. I suspect these techies are using subliminal nonsensical streams of words to interrupt my thought processes. They add words like "so" in front of many sentences and change my language and make sentences completely ungrammatical.

These endless daily, nightly, 360-degree attacks won't stop until I actually get even one single person to help me and that just remains a complete block from all angles of every society every city every country every day no one does anything to actually protect me or, from what I have seen on the internet, no one in my situation ever gets anything but agents attacking them, posing as stalking victims themselves or advocates. All deadly and dangerous to targets.

I still write these posts unwillingly, as I wrote above, mostly to try to stop the daily onslaught of non-stop torture that is disastrous to my life, or deadly to my health. Unless I write (which then opens the portals through their tech of me unraveling my thoughts, so more abusive and nasty people can steal ideas and concepts, according to the dictums of this contract out on me).

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Commentary to the video above:

Have you tried working for the Government? What a great spokesperson you would make. I have to inquire how you get your information regarding the lack of responsibility on the part of the Government. Have you conducted a Schizophrenic inventory test on people who claim they are being gang stalked? As targets of stalking are lambasted for their claims by people like you, many of whom demand proof of gang stalking activities. Due to the cohesive quality of the stalking networks, the isolation the target suffers, there is a definite lack of evidence. I thus entreat you to provide evidence that gang stalking is a delusion on the part of self-proclaimed targets, as the targets are likewise proclaimed guilty until they provide solid evidence before the court of public opinion.

post (unconsensual) drugging sobriety. Regarding earlier posts written today, and all posts written nearly every day (!!)

---hours later in the day after writing both posts in one day: realization that I was absolutely drugged by stalkers entering my room. Skin patches drugged and rambling due to the endless onslaught of attacks, subliminals and tech attacks on my nervous system, all combined and then hacking with all the rest of the stalker/hacker "bells & whistles" and thus, I wrote extreme posts. It happens almost every day. I fight every single day wiithout exception to block this, to stop the break=ins, to heal from poisoning and I never stop trying to stop this and this group never stops attacking me.

Due to Teleportation blocking my dreaming/sleeping state-of-being, I cannot access The American Dream. James Baldwin versus William F. Buckley, Jr. in debate over racism in America, the dream unwoven and wound up in a tight, safe ball for the exploiters to laugh and dance around.

The "American Dream" is for those who play into the games of the Nazis who control the GDP and all it's rivulettes of money and power flowing into Nazi Europ countries via all kinds of American institutions. IF you are black and only have shopping in Milan as your dream come true American Dream, to demonstrate how successful you are as an American living up the Dream to be Free, but downplaying me and helping fascist Nazis with Europ fascist Nazi backing to torture, poison and attack me

this is a lecture you might find more intellectually stimulating than years of your bs media posturing, all compacted into a few hours of lecturing.

P.S., there would be no Malcolm X Biography without one of the participants, and thus nothing for you to endlessly imitate in your media posturing inbetween your shopping sprees in Paris Fashion week while you schmooze with the fascist Nazis who promote you for helping bigot white rapists to torture and rape and poison and drug and steal ideas from me.

So listen well, oh nasty nappy hypocrites and listen well you dumbed down white folk trying to be pc with your newly found political correct anti-racist posturing.

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And now one more hour of me writing about this crap and struggling to get one single hacked and ruined WNYU archived program which has been inserted with mind control hate programming by a radio host not listed as the host on the very program, after more than 40 minutes of struggling to get the computer to not be blacked out any longer.

Then writing more about this situation which is what these creeps/you creeps are attacking me to obtain so you can traumatize me into writing about theories as you can steal idea after idea to have anything relevant to the current politically correct media circus that is the antithesis of all that is politically correct.

Asking for years for people to defend me seriously, without this going on and on any longer. Waiting for YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS and writing about it for years and years as the black president who really HELPED IN HAVING TRUMP HANDED THE POSITION OF POWER due to THIS VERY SITUATION.

Hacking story for bedtime and don't ever wake up to smell the bs readers you readers smug about it never happening to you (or is it not happening to you 2?)

Over 20 minutes to upload a music show from an archived radio program. Hackers blocked the page on two browsers. After more than 10 minutes of refreshing the page and the link blacked-out completely nothing on the page, I then restarted the entire laptop, and then the pages kept being blocked for another 15 clicks and refreshes in a row. It has taken more than 20 minutes to open one single link in an archived program list.

The program that did come out was with a different radio host than listed on the program. This female has been the host for programs before (I believe all were hacked programs and the real host blocked from my particular access). The songs were all reminders of situations I was intimately dealing with and subjects I had written and conversed with teleporting terrorists about.

She is back, although a completely different host is named in the program guide. Many times the hackers block access to my searches until they can download, reformat and reinsert their mind control programming into the templates of the webpages I am trying to get "entertainment" music out of.

Functions on the keyboard are blocked. Trying to simply highlight a URL link and copy and then paste here has been arduous as the highlighting works only for half the link and then stops functioning. This also happens routinely, II have to highlight and repeat the same function four times to get the blue highlight to actually copy an entire link or paragraph or sentence. Time spent day after day just endlessly repeating worthless waste-of-time functions.

I copied this link directly and you can see that the page refuses to copy and download, blocked to access.

Over 20 minutes, and then another 5 minutes just simply trying to copy and paste the link, and another 5 minutes restsarting the machine, and another 10 minutes struggling to type and backspace hacker inserts this very page.

Just to get one link that has been replaced by extreme mind programming. The messages this charming-sounding female host puts on are all filled with hate.

I probably would not want to hear the songs she puts on at this point it's all probably very subliminally charged.

There have been times when I download some of the electronic music from various shows on WNYU, and I can "hear" subliminals inserted into the throbbing sychronized beats. I won't use the word they use, the people using the synthetic telepathy (mind reading tech, whatever it is called, that is the only terminology I have heard it used, as well as Voice-to-skull/V2K).

I just want to have a lot of great music at hand. This site has a smorgasboard of various interesting shows which I want to be able to access. Nearly one hour trying to obtain music from one link which has already, by the time I get through all the blocks, it has already become a product of negative mind programming that is offesive. There is also fun or not so negative punk music out there that I want to hear, the music for itself, for instance.

Trying so hard. I wonder if anyone will ever defend me so I'm not going through this endless attackk system, living next to creeps hissing hate sentences and phrases into my "inner ear" repetitiively (it's so nasty and disgusting, and what these sleazy nasty creeps say is like schoolyard 3rd grade but seriously deadly hate)

Where are the happy, fun people of the planet who will, at the very least, protect me so I can be excluded without being tortured non-stop or at any time? At this point I want no more human contact just my cats returned, you pigs attacking me gone forever, me living with people who if they are racist and stupid, at least leave me the f-alone, instead of this perpetual crap forced upon me. Also so I have a chance to compete without blocks to everything for my own personal business.

Can anyone ever accommodate me in this?

Here is an example of what has been taken away from me by people claiming they are "Liberal", "Democratic", "Equality-based Feminists who are lesbian black panther activists and black equal rights advocates now screaming in media publicity drives for equality who also attack me" and white liberals and white feminists and Jewish fighters for all things Democratic who also turn away

can't I at least be ostracized without stalking and this kind of endless attack on every single thing I do, not paid for by the US GOVERNMENT or any subsidiary group out of America (or any country?)

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WNYU.ORG

502 Bad Gateway

Preferable version is not preferable. I am waiting for the old Waits to refresh but the waiting for his rebirth has proven the once sweet but sultry soul sound irrevocably rancid.

Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).

Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap

Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).

Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---

***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****

And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by

however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.

Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced  his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.

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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted. 

Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities. 

Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.

**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.

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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.

This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for  my own profit

the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks  into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all  my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.

I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.

So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers. 

Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.

And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.

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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges  of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)

I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec

drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all  laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.

Praise the wonderful YouTube force of random search reward mystical experience!

I obviously found this as a random synchronicity ( searched for the concepts using search engine terms but found a world of a unique personality I sense as a kindred spirit in this material world).

Oscillating synchronicities Chi Strawberry Fields

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Onto the more negative vibe from the previous post:  I wrote above that this is the best lecture I have listened to online all day. I am not downplaying people who lecture on Y-tube who I click on, but if I get a plethora of videos from one particular personality, at this point, it makes me suspicious and guarded against the personality. My attnetion, with all the technology blocking my brain, in addition to the NOT PARANOID suspicious feelings associated wiith vicious, deadly attacks aimeda t me by people who put videos and photos on many social media platforms--and you get the point. Just having written this makes me sound "delusional' and there is nothing else i can do. I get a kind of "listeners block" to people who put their lectures on my page. I have to perform a kind of threat assessment for any person whose video I click on or movie I download or stream by now it's insane how many of you hate attacker actors there are.

this man in the video, for now at least, is NOT PART OF THE STALKING TEAMS AND i REALLY DON'T BELIEVE HE WOULD BE EVER. He is the type of personality that is being eliminated by these stalker boring pedophile teleportation rapist murdering bigots of all races, colors, orientations and flaunted creeds for their offensive deeds.

With the attacks on my brain by the technology, it feels like my brain is being pressed on and off by someone blocking my brain functioning like flicking a switch on and off.

it happens every single time I write. Hackers are blocking keys and etc etc

I can't write I can't think

I write this every time, every time this group tries to character assassinate me with the hacking and brainwave blocks (neural firing blocked, whatever it is.) I sit here in this room sick from poisoning, exhausted from pounding down on plastic doors to stop stalkers from destroying my body and health, and then wondering why the hell no one ever ever DOES A SINGLE thing to protect me in a real tangivle way so I can live inpeace and wriite and think. How many more years will it take for people to actually come out publically and expose and stop these stalker teleportation electornic torture groups and methodologies and form support groups and systems against these attacks?

Video plus hacking repeat of repetition. WHO ARE U? WHERE R U NOW?--cryptic language, stupid hacking hackers. Coming forth by Day out of dead Clay. I came from light I live in Life I am me Now. Who are U?

Hackers are now not only inserting double/triple letters into a single letter I press (or inserting spaces between letters) but now inserting upper case letters in the middle of words (plus attacking my brain while I write, so I can't get ideas out and I become extremely exhausted and unable to think or concentrate, it literally hurts to think or write my brain feels like it's being pressed inward and after I stop typing and get up from the laptop I am extremely dizzy and a slight sensation of nausia and imbalance.

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He, this speaker in the video Says so much with cryptic language. Criptic versus blood gang unity of discoursive historical obliteration of cultural non-identification.

This man in video describes over 7 years of my rambling Facebook posts about people attacking me to obtaIn ideas to co-opt as their own personal cultural lucrative identification.

And of course, While writing this the hackers have inserted some malware application which makes capital letters appear in the middle of Typing a word. I am now backspacing continuously to stop this. I can't get more than a few sentences out whenever I try to write anything, idea, creative concept. My bain is so under attack I lose ability to focus or concentrate. I become so exhausted after writing a few sentences with continuously having to re-edit and rewrite and the exertion of tech on my brain makes any writing nearly impossible.

At most, the hacking abates whenever I begin to describe their hacking and blocks to my thinking and writing.

OtheRwise< once I begin to write creative idEas or anything outsidE of what these people are doing, the blocks begin and the encumberances block all attempts to expression.

PLEASE, PEOPLE ouT there rEading this, stop thEse attacks on me pleasE stop This violencE againsT me. You can see for yourself what these hackers are doing in this paragraph itself. (I left the sentance as is, after hackers got through with the usual discrediting tactics of undermining my typing ability and thought processes. I want people to see that whatever gets published as a finished product is the result, if rife with typos and errors and lack of intellectual cohesion, due to the stupidity of these people and their disgusting hacking, the disgusting people that they are en toto it's all like crap continuously surrounding me day and night. this post is really about coming forth by day, but I am writing about the ugliness of these people operating in the Dark recesses of their filth imaginations bolstered now by this heinous, and officially sanctioned use and misuse of technology to undermine others. These stalking creeps are all so sick and stupid, how I wish someone or a group or anyone would stop these attacks upon me. It is vile that I have to sit here wiith much of the PLANET participating in this and endlessly writing about it to try to garner any support system that never comes to block this. I really want to curse you people reading this, but I remain posting yet another pathetic pathos post because everything negative I find online reminds me of this huge, disgusting group all these stalkers do is every conceiveable act of malevolence. By the time I have learned all their repository of behavior, anything that smacks of negativity belongs to the entire spectrum of their narrow-minded atrocious attack system. Thus, anything dirty, nasty and foul is reminiscent of these stalkers and their modus operandi.

How I hope the people (actors, writers, directors, YouTube presentators, eTc etc) who have attackEd me or stolen ideas will be legally punished to the full extent.

It really is the co-opting of culture, the extinction of identity, the obliteration of cultural existence. The dominance of inferior people, classes and races into positions of power.

This man expresses in what appears to be a cryptic rambling articulation of disorganized cohesive patterns an expression of ideas, put in this manner, a profound examination that reaches into the heart zones and the mind penetration. He has integrity in what he is uttering, this is the most important aspect of delivering concepts (in this example, for now I write this

Everything he entails in this about how my life and culture and intellectual and emotional power, stolen and incorporated into the perpetrator's personal gain fabrication--on point, on target, well-spoken elequence at a verbal impasse style.

The hacking is really disgusting and stupid, like the people inflicting these attacks upon me (and many, many other silenced people attacked in the very same ways). How stupid and sick this entire stalking organization is. Low brow, disgusting and stupid people acting in distusging and stupuid ways, claiming they are "superior" therefore. this man in the video really expresses so much in a kind of gasping for air method of delivering ideas.

BAck to the concepts of the video.

Are U really u if you say you are Italian but you are American, have been brought up and raised here, and have an American flag on your front porch? Are you German-American if peop[le 100 years ago sailed on a ship out of some German-speaking country and killed INdians so you could continue to kill others for your white supremacy? Who R U if Germans say that Americans are stupid? (and they say this en mase over and over, so that means you reading this who are americans)

Making "blanket statements" once again. If people are cgoing to castigate me (I mean gang stalk, poison drug rape and torture me, for their stupid cliches then I am goiing to write a simple blanket statement about how they have no identity outside of their uniform classifications.

Who am I? I have to redfine mysel;f. I thought of this concept today and my journey in researching various ideas has lead me to this statement, which has been the most fascinating lecture I have heard in all the more etiquette=trained lectureres on the internet (on YouTube that I have listened to today)

I need to find more feminist lecturers and get out of the male domain because most of the people I find on the YouTube channels are males spouting off). Are the search results skewed so I mostly only hear opinions made by males of all races and age ranges? Are women being suppressed when it comes to vocalizing their opinions?

Oh yes, oh yes oh yes that is the entire bulk of the stalkkign operations geareda tme, plus all the hacking crap I have to undergoall the times I write in every mmoment, eveywhere.

I have to deal with redefining my personality as the theater stage has changed and I have to alter with the circumstances that I must beocome a kind of Kenosis self-therapist every day.

Know thyself: i AM THAT I AM and damn YOU that you are bothering me in my personal journey of self-exploration. Your interruptions also propel me to search for my own identity and block your maladroit cliche programming.

I took this silly online personality test and the result is I am under the aspect of Hathor, Goddess of love, joy and destruction of Insidpent enemies (latter attribute my personal contribution to Ms. Hathor's divinity).

On closer inspection, cropped. Sun disc motif with serpant headress ornamentation. The cycle  of life. Hathor is usually portrayed as a bovine character, symbolising bountiful lactating maternal love and protection and strength.

In Patriarchal England, calling a woman a "cow" denotes an ugly, fat and nasty female. The reversal of the ancient honorary title of a female cow diety demonstrates the absolute hatred for female empowerment and the transition from a female constellation to a male-unified witch-burning pseudo-religious oligarchy.  Perhaps using the term oligarchy is for lack of a better word at hand.

Here's the silly online personality quiz, which I will retake because I am goign to alter one of the quesions and then..will see which exciting Goddess from ancient pantheons of current proclivity I could be quickly summerized as:

Discover your online identity (!!???)

Aha! on the next test, where I changed only one of the answers, I became the Cat-headed Goddess Bastet!  Funny, because the answer I changed was which superpower would you chose if you could have one? I had formerly decided on Super Strength as a super power, but this time I chose flying as my super power (meaning I could just lift into the air and fly). How, how on Earth or in the spheres of the supernatural can CATS FLY and why does my designated Goddess become a Cat power as cat's can only JUMP!  Very funny.

to test this silly quiz once more, I'm going to repeat the test and see if I become Bastet once more.

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for the next silly online quiz, with a much more extentive question algorithm series, I became the Goddess of Justice and Balance! Ma'at. She is coordinated with Amen Ra, which puts me into the sphere I appreciate as more universal archetype affecting the balance of life amidst the unbalance. Actually, love and balance, Ma'at and Hathor, and a cat's balance of Bastet--it's all really one and the same. Imagine how much money was spread out betwixt the various temples of each and every God and Goddess in these huge bastiens of antiquity? 

Imagine merging all the various monotheistic sects and then redistributing them into various temples, each representing modern aspirations of divinity. There would be a sex predator temple dedicated to pornography for jock cock rockers. There would be a righteous Temple to Conspiracy theories and another Temple to political monotheism for universal despotism.

Nearly completely me sort of not really but fun anyways

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NOTA BENE: Always I am under attack  by hacking and brain-altering tech while I write. It is extremely difficult  to write at any length for any amount of time. This applies to this post as with all others.

Kemet, bastien of a sullied millennnial degenerate lineage of bastards and beastiality and beautiful beneficence. Falcon-headed, bull-headed pantheon accompanied by their female consorts, procreating mystical mystery schools born to rule the Apex from womb 2 tomb. Universal. Male energy. Source of Light Luxor. Where is female power as center of universe?

Ramesses II

whom victory was foretold as he came from the womb,
Whom valor was given while in the egg,
Bull firm of heart as he treads the arena,
Godly king going forth like Montu on victory day.

— from the Bentresh stela^[3]

Montu according to Wiki

The Egyptians thought that Montu would attack the enemies of Maat (that is, of the truth, of the cosmic order) while inspiring, at the same time, glorious warlike exploits.^[6] It is possible that Montu-Ra and Atum-Ra symbolized the two kingships, respectively, of Upper and Lower Egypt.^[7] When linked with Horus, Montu's epithet was "Horus of the Strong Arm".^[8]

In Egyptian art, Montu was depicted as a falcon-headed or bull-headed man, with his head surmounted by the solar disk (because of his conceptual link with Ra^[2]) and two feathers. The falcon was a symbol of the sky and the bull was a symbol of strength and war. He could also wield various weapons, such as a curved sword, a spear, bow and arrows, or knives: such military iconography was widespread in the New Kingdom (16th-11th centuries BC).

around 2055 BC, to the reunification of Egypt, the end of a period of chaos known today as the First Intermediate Period, and a new era of greatness for the country. This part of Egyptian history, known as the Middle Kingdom (c. 2055–1650 BC),^[11] was a period in which Montu assumed the role of supreme god — before then gradually being surpassed by the other Theban god Amun, destined to become the most important deity of the Egyptian pantheon.^[2]

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AMEN AND AMEN-RA

 Of the attributes ascribed to Amen in the Ancient Empire nothing is known, but, if we accept the meaning "hidden" which is usually given to his name, we must conclude that he was the personification of the hidden and unknown creative power which was associated with the primeval abyss, gods in the creation of the world, and all that is in it. The word or root amen, certainly means "what is hidden," "what is not seen," "what cannot be seen," and the like, and this fact is proved by scores of examples which may be collected from texts of all periods. In hymns to Amen we often read that he is "hidden to his children, "and "hidden to gods and men," and it has been stated that these expressions only refer to the "hiding," i.e., "setting" of the sun each evening, and that they are only to be understood in a physical sense, and to mean nothing more than the disappearance of the god Amen from the sight of men at the close of day. Now, not only is the god himself said to be "hidden," but his name also is "hidden," and his form, or similitude, is said to be "unknown;" these statements show that "hidden," when applied to Amen, the great god, has reference to something more than the "sun which has disappeared below the horizon," and that it indicates the god who cannot be seen with the mortal eyes, and who is invisible, as well as inscrutable, to gods as well as men. In the times approaching the Ptolemaic period the name Amen appears to have been connected with the root men, "to abide, to be permanent;" and one of the attributes which were applied to him was that of eternal. Amen is represented in five forms: 1. As a man, when he is seen seated on a throne, and holding in one hand the scepter, and in the other the symbol of "life." In this form he is one of the nine deities who compose the company of the gods of Amen-Ra, the other eight being Ament, Nu, Nut, Hehui, Hehet, Kekui, Keket, and Hathor. 2. As a man with the head of a frog, whilst his female counterpart Ament has the head of a uraeus. 3. As a man with the head of a uraeus, whilst his female counterpart has the head of a cat. 4. As an ape. 5. As a lion couching upon a pedestal.

worship of Amen-Ra spread through all the country both of the north and south of Thebes, and the monuments prove that it made its way into all the dominions of Egypt in Syria, and the Nubia, and in the Oases. In the Upper Egypt its centers were Thebes, Herakeopolis Magna ; in Lower Egypt they were Memphis, Sais, Xois, Metelis, Heliopolis, Babylon, Mendes, Thmuis, Diospolis, Butus, and the Island of Khemmis ; in the Libyan desert the Oases of Kenemet, {i.e., Farafra, and the great Oasis of Jupiter Ammon ; in Nubia, Wadi Sabua, Abu Simbel, Napata, and Meroe ; and in Syria at several places which were called Diospolis The worship of Amen-Ra was introduced into Nubia by its Egyptian conquerors early in the XIIth Dynasty, 

Amen is made the universe. It is,however, important to note that he is not in any way identified with Osiris

Brief tourist info on Montu and Amen Ra successors

Slightly more informative video on history, reducted to labeling Montu only as a God of War.

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End of quotes from webpages

As I read a bit into these mysterious older Gods, I see the lessor adjuncts, the female companions of the Gods as representing both their consorts and companions, in the dual nature of procreation and nutturing assistant.

My study on the Egyptian pantheon has just begun. I read small bits about various Egyptian sects, and saw a documentary bit about Nefertiti and her son, Tutankhamun. They were outcasts and rebels from the major male-dominated Priest classes. Nefertiti had to flee from the major capital and re-instatae the ancient citadel of Thebes where the cult of Amen-Ra was reinstated. Theories of King Tut's assassination are augmented by MMR or other various analyses of the mumified remains of Tut. A blow to the head is the dominant theory of  his premature death at the hands of a possible assassin, so the hypothesis goes.

If this situation were of a modern variety, conspiracy theories would abound.  A powerful female ruler destined to have her heir murdered and the reinstatement of the male-dominated Priest-ruler class, along with the dessicration of her rebuilt dominion city.

More reseach has yet to be done on my part in this saga.

Amun Ra was an expression of monotheism when pantheons were big biz in major ancient temples of commercial theology. A solar deity. A central point of Being of all beings, independent of others and of all. Self-employed and independent could be modern terms. However, as a deity of all -encompassing independence, why is this not a dualistic male-female diety? 

From above video: "Amun as advocate for the poor. A God of the oppressed underdog. By aiding those who travelled in his name, he became the protector of the road. HE UPHELD MA'AT, THE GOD OF TRUTH, JUSTICE AND GOODNESS....AMUN Ra denotes both the revealed and it's counterpart, the 'hidden or obscure One'." The esoteric and exoteric rules of existence. No universal source created Amen/Amun Ra. Originating outside of creation and the universe, Beholden to none, symbolizing the vacant force of AIR, yet supporting all or bedeveling whomever miscreant.

Nature versus unnatural nurturing. The God of Nature takes vengeance upon Polyester-wearing, Tab-drinking, American suburban consumers.