Friday, July 10, 2020

Preferable version is not preferable. I am waiting for the old Waits to refresh but the waiting for his rebirth has proven the once sweet but sultry soul sound irrevocably rancid.

Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).

Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap

Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).

Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---

***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****

And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by

however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.

Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced  his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.

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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted. 

Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities. 


Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.



**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.

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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.

This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for  my own profit

the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks  into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all  my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.

I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.

So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers. 

Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.

And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.

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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges  of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)

I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec

drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all  laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.

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Testimoniial of Government crimes against me thru Musk/Trump's DOGE onslaught on Social Security Disability (SSI in my case). Cut off for 15 months without legal actions for reinstatement, upon 15+ faxes, phone calls no information sent they are required by law. Leaving me to die here and be abused to death. Full participation by the Dem party leadership on all levels. Repbulicans in lynch mode nazi concentraton camp mode.//: My GoFundMe testimony and appeal for donations--A copy (below) of my already sabotaged and blocked GoFundMe fundraiser, which was hacked, rewritten, mostly of the poignant parts deleted (my account had been signed into and then kept open after I had finished publishing it and logged out 3 days ago, but upon returning it was open and most of the illegal actions taken by Social Security Admin were deleted). A copy of my rewritten verson is below pleasse help me to document and record this next instance of INJUSTICE which is part of the reason why the country is failing and falling with law and the Constitution being bypasssed with full permission and almost no fight (by organized lack of resistance, much planned for this moment under the previous administration and those before it and etc): In the past year, a ring of grey hair has appeared around my face from so much deadly threat and stress and torture and shitting their poison out while they torture and abuse me: before the list ensuing, it was hegseth and his family abusing me for hours per day, they got k noem to attack harass threaten attack my finances and assault me endlessly day and night with a german nazi posing as alternative antifa "punk". Hours per day of the hate of the depp family pouring out hate and torture after years and years and years an dyears an dyears and years of their violence they are so latched onto this contract because it's the climbing pole for them all---it's a never-ending onslaught of hate and death and abuse day and night, day after day. The people who have made MILLIONS AND BILLIONS of dollars by having stolen my written and then extracted through torture ideas ( sorry grammar is not correct my keyboard is endlessly hacked almost impossible to get this out). And then they cut my SSI Disability off to enslave me. Not a single response from anybody except yelling to submit (elizabeth warren, one of the most duplicitous and evil of the destroyers of the demo-rat party so endlessly protected by her trained "liberal" yapping for cameras but a truly hateful nazi behind the scenes--it's the same ploy used by most of the "liberal" controlled opposition put in media and in politics: The vain attempt to begin a GoFundMe has already been hacked, rewritten and then blocked by GoFundMe after reporting that my account was breached. //My mail service has unlawfully denied me access to my account by changing the format to an "upgrade" to send the NEXT fax to Social Security Admin to get them to SEND ME A LETTER WHICH IS MANDATED BY LAW on the reinstatement process. They have only sent me a "bill" to pay back for student loans and covid money I had saved, which they are stealing by cutting funds off without going through correct procedure. Because my internet and all accounts are routinely hacked and monitored and all I do thwarted, I get no emails that are not stalker-related or defunct terror business scams or people attacking me. I will copy whatever exists left of my appeal for donations due to absolute MALFEASANCE by the entire United States Government which has sent senators of both parties, house representatives without end (usually Democrat) under Biden era exendning into every sinble possibility to attack me with deadly hate for more promotions--as many as possible (all the minorities looking for Nazi approbation and approval, and attacking me to "crush" me as Steve Bannon put it, before he had 16 hours per day of the greasy chips filthy flabbery mouth of Tom Hardy spewing his racist vitriol and raping beating punching abusing threatening all day and night--with a german scum crap who had as many blacks rush to do the same, then arnold s-negger absolutely a genocidal nazi with every of the worse qualities of nazi hate characteristics just waiting to be unveiled through this contract out on me. Newsom endless violence, abuse and torture and rape without end (stemming from over 15 years of this ongoing but a frantic, frenzy of violence because these actors and politicians "must" have this contract or they will not "win", apparently and they are building an empire of black nazis posturing with white nazi bigots posturing as anti-nazis. Behind it all is the endless English empire backing nasty s-alina pitt bradd the duo who are the darlings of the English who have bought off the American media and are using them and many others to gain access into American politics (they obtained Trump long ago). //The endless theft of ideas and screaming about me having any intelligent thought or speech and using rape and death threats to silence me from thinking, writing or appearing in any capacity other than absolutely wrecked, aged, destroyed ,mutilated, abused, tortured "sex slave" is their only concern. I must warn people that Arnold the former austrian gov of CA (and writing this will undoubtedly serve his purpose of me writing for his rancid promotions as his career as with most of the people latched on has been in decline UNTIL this contract they latched onto over 15 years ago and have not stopped using nazi imperialistic and torture methods to furnish ideas (billions from barbie, millions from the long list of movies which went to the Oscars). My hairline is totally gray now from the last year of literal non-stop murder through "non-touch" means but poisoning and shitting it out is a daily fight for my life as they torture me without end. The poison is hard and wired around my spine and so hard that I can pound on it, starve, take all kinds of herbs, do fasting, get electronic therapy massage and it won't budge from my spine. They spend hours laughing at how "ugly" my body is, this group of celebrities after having me raped but the Germans surround themselves with grasping mostly black entertainers looking for nazi approval while selling anti-racism as their main victim statement for which they gather in groups in lamentation but viciously assault me laughing but snarling with murder to get money and deals. //

  DISABLED & SCREWED BY THE MUSK & TRUMP DOGE COMMITTEE SSA--by "Eve Lamoux" (my pseudonym on GoFundMe). Since 1997, I hav...