Friday, July 10, 2020

Preferable version is not preferable. I am waiting for the old Waits to refresh but the waiting for his rebirth has proven the once sweet but sultry soul sound irrevocably rancid.

Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).

Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap

Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).

Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---

***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****

And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by

however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.

Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced  his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.

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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted. 

Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities. 


Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.



**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.

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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.

This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for  my own profit

the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks  into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all  my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.

I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.

So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers. 

Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.

And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.

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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges  of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)

I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec

drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all  laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.

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This disgusting attack system on me has been the absolute precursor to the forms of violence and violation of human rights by ICE in Minneapolis--which I listened to once more under the delusion that someone cares about human rights in Congress for real, not just pretend. The hope and delusion keeps me watching the teleportation attacks--slotkin rushed at me violently but I had written about her precious brownie fellow do anything for promotion hater AOC and Paris Hilton, undoubtedly the blonde nazi these nazi scum in congress assist in their attack upon me so their entire profit nazi group can play all sides simultaneously but in teleportation torture of me, the same terror attacks similar to ice are done literally non-stop every moment of every day--literal barbarity violence unconstitutional rape mutilation torture imprisonment torture literally without end to their cheering delight the shit like slotkin slut-kin of nazis came at me with violence as happens almost every day from the filth and shit of congress and of whroewood and t heir english and german and french nazi rats they welcome in to instruct noem, who was just last week or a few days ago being instructed by the nazi shit filth who has been attacking me for over 30 years with extreme murderous violence--sitting calmly once more at the center of yet another american politician copmletely rushing to violently assault me so a nazi will promote this worthless overpaid and o ver-rated rat skank slut-kin of nazis looks like a "polcak" and her attacks on me are purely racist as from all of them. ICE tactics which they allowed to flourish to ferment and rot turning into actual state-sponsored murder and terrorism they feign they are chagrined about with a wipe of their chins the drooling slather they spittle into cameras.//that the rotten rats who attack me currently do so because they advertise their corrupt lying bs by hacking their videos proclaiming how they are outraged about the Physically attacked (in teleportation due to the "autoplay" on youtube hacked by slut-kin of Nazis slotkin the nazi blondish supporter of every violation of the constitution against me, for her promotion dirty nazi pig ape creep she looks like and acts like. Nothing different from any of the maga nazis or any nazi whatsoever, with german nazis posing as her partners in crime as fellow "defenders against nazism" the same bs applies continuously and constantly in America at top levels. More below: &...Every single tree in the area behind my patio is thriving, green and verdant except for the one directly behind my patio, which was green and flourishing but now it's dying. Another tree behind it similarly poisoned. Everything else for all other rooms has thriving trees. This tree had blossoms last week. Poisoned. Speaking of death energy: dirty nasty Demo-rat Nazi out of congress, unsure if she is house or senate--probably vying for senate her *k-rap* has been continuously hacked on my youtube and today as I was preparing to get ready to receive an order (which arrived without the product in package, they delivered an empty package so I must return it another terrorist attack upon me, plus the morning of me fighting the german rat nazi scum who sit dirty and nasty the rapists welcomed by the filth of america out of congress and the germanic or polish-looking slut-kin of Nazi k-rap came after hacking her bs blather about the Constitution, the Bill of Rights, regarding the slayings of the protestors (the white ones as they are the main uproar suddenly regarding ICE) and true to nasty dirty rape white trash form, this slut-kin of nazi shit probably out of poland she would say, but a nazi adherent perhaps her ancestors overtook poland decades or centuries ago 00but she came after I had "autoplay" on so I was busy, as the next video appeared and it was this ugly dirty creep always lecturing about how she is CIA and has fought in a war. Normally I would jump up and delete her video as her incessant hacking into my computer for the sick stupid contract/protocol of every scumbag opportunist, anti-constitutional illegal scum out of congress and whorewood and any defunct and lying podcaster included, anyone who possibly has the "clout" to join in with the Nazi Demo-rats and Repugs rushes like roaches to a feast to have my flesh and blood energy abuse hate and torture jokes insults and death threats---years and years of bs cons rushing to assault me. They proclaim with boasting pride how they adhere to the Constitution how Trump is a b-tard they are "fighting" by opening their ugly black holes to pronounce what he voting public yearns to hear: that someone gives a damn but they could not care when it happens to me. Every violation of the constitution they rush to protect whenever possible when it comes to me. I had written on my other blogs of this 3-part vignettes series (I II & III; each blog with the same opening title vignettes of mind control pertain to various levels of the attacks upon me) but she rushed while I was busy getting ready to get this attack order--completely nothing in the package--seeds to grow beautiful plants--while the plants I do have, after years of trying to grow any thing all plants killed--so the tree that began growing towards my patio they have now killed it is bare and almost dead--) but the seeds n ot in the pouches as this filth skank rushed at me with her elbow out trying to attack me but saying bs as usual I defended myself. I am so weak that I am unable to really defend myself I just rush at them with my frail and disabled body as they attack me because I click on some bs video and then after I walk away they hack their next autoplay video so if I don't rush and jump to turn it off, that means the pieces of shit can rush at me. Her name is slotkin but she is a slut-kin of nazis with the pretense of caring about the constitution. As usual, it only applies to the plantation brown people like AOC whom I had written about her participation to get into the met gala and wear on her a$$ the "tax the rich" photo-op bs for her upcoming bid for president; as slut-kin of Nazis undoubtedly has aspirations for her own selfish dirty white trash self and thusly like all the demo-rats of congress and even moreso all the repugs of the other "side' of the same side of nazi hate--the browns so viciously nasty the blacks openly almost murderous (hack-jeffries the hack bs black) and etc. Not a single one gives a goddamn about the constitution, freedoms protection from tyranny when they "do care" it applies to their "sanctimonious" white entitlement and for their "good" brownies and blackies who protect the plantation by attacking viciously anyone who questions them if they are privy to the sleaszy sick garbage that they truly are, and I had abstained from clicking on her endless hacks but I must try to block out the hissing insults and death threats post being drugged while in deep sleep so I am so susceptible, always very very sick needing positive energy and healing they increase the hate at my most vulnerable and then continue to drug poison and attack me. Please do not vote slut-kin of nazis but 99% of you creeple sheeple reading my posts appear to be fully 100% nazi and white nazi plantation society overtake with german rat ape pigs rushing to inflict nazi trauma upon america so their measly mediocrity "art" and bs philandering can be their next pathway to plundering america--a lifetime they have had of america funding their military and their lives under the marshall plan so their dirty stupid mediocre lying corrupt but conniving (the difference between intelligence and conniving appears only slight to some but there is a huge difference; that this current mode of non-thinking assumes that a lying and thieving posturing bs con artist is "great" is a true testament to how blank shit like slut-kin of nazis is to the actual momentum and meaning of things like The Constitution of t he United States. What a piece of rotten shit.