Friday, July 10, 2020

Preferable version is not preferable. I am waiting for the old Waits to refresh but the waiting for his rebirth has proven the once sweet but sultry soul sound irrevocably rancid.

Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).

Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap

Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).

Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---

***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****

And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by

however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.

Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced  his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.

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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted. 

Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities. 


Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.



**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.

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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.

This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for  my own profit

the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks  into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all  my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.

I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.

So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers. 

Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.

And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.

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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges  of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)

I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec

drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all  laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.

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No one can ever pry stench-arnold the s-n88ger off me, nor ugly sick shitalina nor their crap filth nepo-spawn shitster crap they spurted out nor shit pitt ape nor annisten the ugly dirty filth with her posturing bs nor the obamas not the trumps nor the entire gamut of all politicians in congress who either do nothing bcause they must "obey" and do as they are told--ignore all law and just follow orders so more shit like elizabeth warren can replace actual concerned people caring about minorities and women's rights for ALL women they are so keen on having me mutilated poisoned raped my ideas stolen without end by so many sick fucks it's unbelievable. Glorified that rump and muck had my SSI disability cut off, because this group using the microchip implants in my brain and along my nervous system embedded into the hard poison latched into my spine---trying to get it out entails literally ripping flesh off my spine at incremental levels continuously for years and years as they got dirty violent unexceptional ugly arnold to abuse and pound rape and violence on me and then increase the torture into realms of sadistic abuse and torture--increasing because his hormone injections have, like the poisons this group put in my body, congealed into his rancid body but the torture really turns him on. The inadequacy of ugly shitalina and the rest of this group who have stolen my ideas literally every single year since 2011 or maybe 2013--taking turns, having me raped poisoning me to death laughing mocking my body while I'm undressed fighting fo rmy life to not die from poison sepsis as they laugh and party over torturing me lierally 16 hours per day making my hair grey and falling out (they still smear chemicals into my hair when I am in such agony from poisons ripping out of my spine and I can't wrap the endless layers of protecvtion around my hands which are mutilated from 15 years of knives cuttting under cuticles, hair follicles removed, my uterus partially severed out while unconscious--as this shit like shitalina the ugly leech on me the parasitic stupid shit prostituted nazi filth trash ape is glorified by the rape culture of congress the blonde nazi white trash of the progressives literally are as rancid as white nazi maga shit lynch mob a$$-filth---and so, the obamas came to see how they could get into the contract which they obtained in 2008 while I was living in Miami Beach because they had the Weekend edition of the WSJ delivered to my room under the name of my landlord, which I told him about he told me to just forget about it--the slumlord was so money obsessed it is impossible that he just gave me free expensive weekend edition he had subscribed to as he ripped me off for everything possible probably raped me--he was another "Italian-American" named DiPrizio or some such fuck nazi mafia thug name out of NYC scum slum glorified fasco nazi "Italian" thuggery mafia--- *at this point hackers turned my wifi connection off**and every weekend edition in June, 2007 Obama was featured in huge 2-page spreads with details of how he was going to be beneficial for Wall Street and it was a huge promotion. If this was even a bona fide newspaper and not a hack job which can happen with news paper editions as I have experienced as well. This group goes to every length to box targets in they even manufacture fake classified editions when I look for apartments and online as well. Either way, partnering with the obamas back in 2008 was ugly sick shitalina and pig ape pitt who were on stage as celebrity endorsement with the obamas and the contract and teleportation torture apparatus they have clung to ever since as black nazi violent oppressors always citing their own racism and how "high" they go (but so low when it comes to me and their smug sniggering about using me and the glib usual glaring with hate and entitlement has been trained into all politicians who rush to also join into the "fun" circus of rape torture dehumanization nazi lynch mob witch hunt mentality.///Every time in the shower these filthy rapist ugly dirty so-called "men" like shitnigger watch my every move, making sure to make dirty stupid sleazy comments when I wash my private parts which are supposed to be f-ing private in my own abode which they have turned into a stinking dirty and foul stench which they exude every moment of their teleportation and surveillance voice-to-skull attacks on me--dirty filthy stupid unexceptional they are glorified they make the most scripted statements about fighting trump and how benevolent and not racist they are--blah blah every moment. //Every time I get onto any single media magazine entertainment site any search for movies instantly ugly shitalina the stench shit prostituted leech parasite energy-draining deforming nazi shit whore forces her disgusting ugly movies and fake story-lines with her shit little crap spawn because they are told they are entitled just as the shit from shitni88er and the other shit nepo crap from the rest of the rape ape group the depp filth and then of course shitalina is a nepo scum ape told all her rancid life that this contract out on me means her life is set because that nazi her ugly daddy and english mommy were handed this contract out on me in sometime around 1974 when my Step-father, the Literature professor and poet was co-hosting a seminiar conference in Atlanta with the author, James Dickey, who wrote Deliverance the same rape story movie that the filth father of shitalina starred in. Glorifying in having me raped so his filthy trash spawn shit prostituted piece of shit daughter can star as porno prostituted shit filth endlessly they are still latched on. //Telling the obamas who like ALL the filthy fuck politicians that they are encouragoing nazis, death squads, the deterioration of society by encouraging these meaningless and ugly sinister apes into even more "entitlement" rape and murder mentality than the programming they endlessly administer in every shit stupid filth fuck movie all is at almost subliminal levels they employ the "victim" narrative to justify the must brutal retaliation murders in these movies but in reality they are weak profiles in cowardice like the Kennedy family also entwined into the hate and death contract with the filthy foul shitnigger arnold who encourages the WORST selfish violence in every person and knows how to play the most insecure of the victims of racism into joining white nazi genocidal antisemitism to feel like they are included in the "power plantation" society and not 'victims" of poverty and ignominy any longer---//but coming out of the hiding of hacking movies onto my free cable tv back in 2013 when I was by that time so huge, bloated and fighting to stop the poisoning unaware how endemic the entire poisoning structure is, I watched the stupid shit movies of shitalina and pig ape pitt and the movies were boring, they are not even good actors in my opinion but they represent swaggering psychopathic prostituted stupid banality of evil which Americans glob onto and have emulated; thusly this group put rump and muck in power directly as a result of this contract out on me--in addition to the obamas putting rump into power so they could "share" this contract out on me but play antagonists as polar opposites in the endless bs oppositional divide which they are programming into America for the take-over "divide and conquer" strategy (europigape shit taking over through whroewood influencing directly the rancid shit of the minorities the crap like elizabeth warren who claims to be part native indigenous and for some reason she plays most racist aunt jemima with startling violence when the facade is down and her teeth are bared for her endless money sucking and more endless tenure of her lucrative position on the finance committee of the Senate--tucking money away putting sleazy dirty pig-lousy nancy to shame (i.e. my brother the Cayman Island money laundering capital off Florida he is well acquianted with as they partnered, my dirty filth sex trafficking violent nazi "Jew" scumbag brother John and this rancid dirty crap warren and countless others behind her--to put that money into offshore accounts if I must spell it out during the week that rump opened the floodgates of scamming through congress with the crypto schemes--it literally was that week. With ugly shitnigger arnold as well as shitnigger rancid u gly sick arnold with pig-lousy nancy during the free multi-million dollar handout by the biden admin under the covid handouts--which they are taking away from me illegally by cutting my disability off because I saved the stimulus money and also student loans--making ssi an illgal operation and ordering the organization to deny me DUE PROCESS of information on why my money has been turned off--not a single letter despite 15 months of writing faxing phoning I get ZERO mail they have blocked all access to earning money and scream "loser" at me perpetually especially after they torture more ideas out of me--so steven spielberg can glow with the same greasy hormone high that ugly trash shitalina has been doing for over 15 years of using my ideas as her concepts and starring with the english nazi crown funding all top money into every production slated for oscars and other awards--me getting nothing but MURDER MUTILATION RAPE TORTURE TO DEATH--as you all continue to do nothing not a fucking goddamn thing. The country is in such a bad shape as a result but still you must let this group continue to the entire ruin of america--//who has spent 15 years laughing as the teams of filth had me poisoned into a huge, deformed and mutilated shape with poison hardening into my spine. Laughing mocking my body and having me raped as I wrote daily that the rape was pounding the poison as deeply into my body as possible ugly shitalina kept going. Endlessly they are awarded by this filth stench controlling the whorewood-congress expanse of selfish sick fucks posturing in every endeavor of righteousness scripted bullshit which they crank out at every possible photo-op as well as the stench out of whorewood. Every politiican if I watch the bs blathering crap they also hack onto my youtube rushes to abuse and capitalize on this contract and they latch on FOREVER

  I continue, non-stop, to spray cleaning fluid on the scant pieces of clothing I wear while shitting out this poison and urinating stinking...