Friday, July 10, 2020

Preferable version is not preferable. I am waiting for the old Waits to refresh but the waiting for his rebirth has proven the once sweet but sultry soul sound irrevocably rancid.

Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).

Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap

Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).

Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---

***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****

And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by

however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.

Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced  his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.

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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted. 

Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities. 


Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.



**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.

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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.

This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for  my own profit

the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks  into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all  my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.

I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.

So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers. 

Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.

And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.

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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges  of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)

I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec

drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all  laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.

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Simulation of domestic violence from sleazy filthy creeps--your heroes your celebrity shit out of london, germany and california trying all to appear compassionate and intellectual but sleazy and rotten inactuality; In order---according to this disgusting "system" imposed on me, every law, every constitutional right not merely abridged but decimated by the entire united states government and most of it's people (yes you) (and please note, additionally I am unable to think with much clarity my brain is under non-stop attack in this position where I fight to pound letters out-the keyboard attacked simultaneously so it's impossible for me to write succinctly or with cognitive finesse--just ranting for the most part but being tortured to death and then exploied to death is gruesome and agonizing plus not being able to articulate it adds to the frustration and rage--the pigs have it all worked out (the pig rat ape whores they are all so disgusting and really rotten "evil"--and "they" encompasses the "liberal progressives" who rush to join in the nazi brood--the socialist and communist branches of fascist nazism and fascism in general---) so there is not a single person still and more running for government under the guise of "change"from the usual don't' believe the bs they are rotten to the core fully aligned with the rise of the 4th REich nazi death squad machinery but out of desperation and income inequality they will usher in nazi socialistm so whether left or right the outcome will be the 4th reich; this system of persecution surveillance and mutilation torture poisoning and murder will continue to expand under shit like musk et al but newscome out of californication has been slated as the Hegelian Dialectic "hero" rescuing america from "trump"what a sleazy sick violent and genocidal fascist bigot he truly is; like the shit and filth out of whorewood the white nazi trash all multi millionaires they have brown and blackies surrounding them people associate that with "not racist" it's the epitome of racism it is the new plantation master-slave society but the slaves who project enslavement and gyrating sex slave happy to be servicing with my p&&s$ are part of the "plan" plus the fake hip hop "fighting racism" but ultimately servicing as violent abusers for their white masters (the latter the males for the most part or females calling themselves "queens" but the former mostly confined to the females who are all viciously antissemitic becaues they are told through endless incentives that turning force amplifier for whitey master will bring them grammies and oscars especailly if they dye their hair blonde--and a bevy of other minorities have played the same hand. THis is the opposition to trump underway this is the real prime time real news evverything else is a performance show. so impossible to type the hacking and malware is making this impossible I am backspacing and pounding so hard the keyboard is being damaged so I will stop I literally am unable to type any longer due to hacking when will you goddamn do-nothing creeple sheeple et all out there every do anything to stop this overtake by nazi fascists of the united states government?//filthy newscum old boy scum running as "democracy" advocate shithead creep can be welcomed by the nazi 4th reich as american president, he came once more, since last july when I changed address to california and then supported his redistricting prop 50, this heinous leech abuser sexual assault scumbag old boy scum has had men rape, torture, beat and that is only in conjunction with the years of his passive approval with pig-lousy the house speaker rushing to join with shit-negger the former nazi governor who has brought so many europigape nazis into california that it is literally run by europigape nazis and all thed filth of whorewood and in congress must "bow' to nazis (i.e. german shit who are not even wealthy, educated just connexted to the money of diamler benz the manufacturing in stuttgart, for example and I know these jerk off scum shit and met them years ago and know them and have been victim of their gang rape mk ultra attacks, so similar in nature to epstein island but using tech to protect and conceal theiir filthy vile predatory) the shit came to extract more ideas and then abuse, insult and leave me cleaning up literally piles of sitnking filth, my home so destroyed it is grotesquely filthy and broken from years of their brown slave dirty creeps destroying plus white nazi eurotrash telling their stupid slaves what to do; there is old boy newscum with his plantatiion in california built in part by shit-negger and then pig-lousy his family relative by marriage building up a nazi center of political cohesion into american politics, being touted as the next viable candidate for shit rotten lack of leadership but with an arsenal of whorewood plastic surgery and script writers to conceal how sick and rotten he truly is.//For the endless day in a row this filth creep has brought fascist nazis to either rape, torture to get their free deals ultimately for his career explosion which happened the month he began torturing me once I changed address--"believing" in the bs he was spewing about democracy and how heinous trump is--all a deception total bs lies this filthy creep is another a$$-worshipping slave for the trump plantation an underling hired scumbag to represent the emerging "socialist" nazi democratic side to authoritarianism. Merging with the german shithead endlessly in this group, was mandami the scum grease stain and one day this will emerge because I wonder how long he can front fake greasy smiles and say the scripts that people are yearning to hear (free things the impoverished due to trump and biden policies destroying their income sustainability?). Etc etc the examples are many but this is the "left" right now in particular the PROGRESSIVEES who are the Socialist/Communist force of nazi (National Socialistm=Nazi meaning it's a phonetic adaptation in german of national socialism german workers party it was shortened to nazi)//Tortured and abused by the gang of scum, shit and filth whorewood plus old boy scum for ideas about a film they tortured me to obtain the original idea from; all done while I was in deep sleep nascent waking state (this morning, more information for the shit, trash pig whore apes who have raped, completely mutilated my body had my uterus partially severed out then blocked money I had no way to pay for even decent food as they tortrured me into old age, then sliced my cuticles out--non-stop for over 15 years almost every night my fingers are ocmpletely mutilated as are my hands--red pimple scars from chemicals they poured on my legs, and arms and then tatooing the bumps into my skin--nothing gets it out. My hair almost bald huge pathes of hair literally follicles removed while in deep sleep and unable to wake. The shit English filth came to get moe ideas because they are hateful ugly and blank and for years they have obtained HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN PRIZES FOR MY IDEAS they literally stole from my writings and from my then incessant torture to obtain more ideas; this year because I stopped writing my ideas which have been used as their concepts, written in such short nothingness incapable of creating anything the hacking is unbelievable I am unable to write, function and the attacks on my brain and body render me incapable of doing much almost all day, every day in agony from hard poisons latched in every direction into my spine as they abuse and abuse and yell and rape and beat and torture me every day. This morning upon the first gleam of consciousness, once more artificially awoken by the attack on my nervous system plus non-stop DRUGGING so they can extract ideas and then obtain truth reaction so I can't disguies or control my RAGE from more information the "truth serum" drugging made it literally impossible for me to stop telling them the ideas for their upcoming civil war movie which they will, as they have done for over 15 years actually 20 from their English Crown associate Moynihan this filth scum rapist wealthy white trash pig creep, associated with dumb whorren mirrage and her irish stew filth rapist scumbag endlessly starring in movies since having attacked me back in 2012 funding shitalina and ape pitt for their movies based on MY IDEAS for years and years and years and years my ideas furnishing them with oscars for years and years (or nomination) NO MONEY FOR ME. After I began to scream to get off me as usual every single day trying not to react not to divulge information but impossible in endless paralysis, shittin poison out day after day that these filth apes put in, my money so depleted my living space FILTHY BROKEN DOWN endlessly cleaning unbelievable stinkin filth from my body and my livin space their dirty brown and black minority slaves pour in, then their black ceelbrity slaves and politicians (old boy scum especially has a californication plantation slave system which america yearns to spread across the country this system plantation all smiling uncles and aunties servicing to live in the big house with whitey nazi as they viciously attack me for their prizes and for the essential murder of me). They will give me not even a thank you, as they j ust insulted me after about 2 hours of incredible information they obtained from me. I divultged years of research in Albert Pike from the Morals and Dogma Freemason fame (KKK founder it has been said) and then the russians sending ships to aid lincoln then the internatation new order which ensured out of reconstruction (there was collaboration with europigapes italians pre-mussolini fascism and also germany the pre-nazi era, of course working with the south) and more--the stupid ugly dirty pieces of shit sat there as I scrfeamed to stop asking me for ideas and once they obtained 2 hours of incredible info they abused insulted and then I saw that another piece of white clothing was stained yellow brown which I had hung up last night perfectly clean--. The filth pigs then go off smirkin with fuckin newsom the rotten scum who sent the german nazis to rape and assault me after the english shit sat with that ugly dirty filthy creep to rape beat and yell death threats for 16 hours per day, asking for ideas afterwqards then insulting me instantly afterwards, theynb coming back to get more ideas. Only stinking filth poure dinto my room and insults and poverty no money they remain blocking my DISABILITY which they all created upon me aqnd then were killing me with re-poisoning as they sit smug and just trying to suck my life out completely every day turned old and broken from this shit never ending. And sill, not a single anythikng from this filthy defunct government of shit and crap my years of having b een exposed to these filthy p0oliticians on all sides is so alarmingly similar to the shit of american and the rest of the world--the "new world order" whichj I would put the movie centering around the ostracization of mary todd lincoln because she was not a fascist nazi and her husband as well-but the nazis rose up in reconstruction that is what I would want to creat they of course would glorify their naizi establishemtn putting their filthy dirty meaningless stupid shit selves into the heroic roles giving me nothing but just moe slow torture to death. My body completely broken down as they extract everything out of me like a huge group of leeches surrounding me because of this fuckin shit government handing worthless parasits glorified for their plastic surgery psychoopathic posturing by you idiots out there.

  Just by the way (with so much effort to type pound this out, and my brain put into ranting hyperbolic mode hysteria after hours of pig scu...