Friday, July 10, 2020

Preferable version is not preferable. I am waiting for the old Waits to refresh but the waiting for his rebirth has proven the once sweet but sultry soul sound irrevocably rancid.

Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).

Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap

Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).

Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---

***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****

And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by

however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.

Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced  his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.

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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted. 

Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities. 


Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.



**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.

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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.

This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for  my own profit

the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks  into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all  my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.

I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.

So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers. 

Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.

And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.

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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges  of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)

I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec

drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all  laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.

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Torture report: I am being tortured, beaten raped and abused to death (details in a hazy hacked mind control thwarted post below as I progressed the "mind control" and hacking forced ranting and dissembling of thought structure my brain also under assault so bear this in mind when it appears I am rambling--also hackers rewrite my posts and delete words and add typos, etc)***Due to newsom torture for not complying with his exploitation schedule of me, combined with years and years of his relative-by-marriage pelosi who operated with the former governor of that STate out of CA, but really an Austrian bigot with plans and the backing to infiltrate america and turn it into a heap of destruction with a few celebrities and politicians obtaining endless lucre from the holocaust and it's derivatives--thusly after years of pelosi and newsom and his "movie aspiration" wife to be a director and their family drooling for years and years to obtain and they have obtained endless money and clout and political power (put as speaker during trump first hell admin) now fully torturing me to death but just sitting as if it's just normal torture. Heart palpitations tears pouring out of my eyes for hours per day, and this group began these attacks on me under the obama, it stopped under biden now begun again (obama has arrived openly in the subterranean blues of his endless exploitation with his wife, the documenatary featuring her coming out one week after their last "visit" of smug hate indifference and absolute hypocrisy--can't express how much I don't give a damn about the trump video regarding them because he also featured newsom as an a$$ donkey so why isn't that somehow mentioned and only the leeches of the obamas?). However, the sleazy sick violence of the by-now fully ingrained torture regime of the pelosi-newsom triad (family included droolling with lascivious plantation hate racism sexism etc at me, using any rationale stupid and blank excuses and repeating them as dumb as little bullies in a schoolyard deady and violent andsucking all out of me, thusly my hair turning grey so many grey streaks now the noem assault also it was her having my hair damaged when I literally collapsed in sickness from deadly poisons I finally managed to get out while she and this german sleazy filth parasite were threatening my life abusing with newsom slapping my face calling me bitch and prostitute whore etc sitting all day with tom hardy who had, by then, spent more than 7 months yelling death threats and abuse at me literally from morning until night, then in sleep death homeless skits, etc every day, day after day with shitalina coming in to check and make sure the nazis were doing the job she had been doing every day for over 15 years by that point with pig ape pitt and the rest of the shit from whorewood. Then the black MMA fighter celebrity ja --michael something ja or whatever, he's ameircan but came with the usual black nazi bs imposing the "n-word" into my brain, subconscious which my brain repeated until I began to yell at him to f-off because blacks in particular the men have their voice subliminal abuse schedule of having the n-word filtered into my brain so when my brain processes this word they can "Justify" although they never need justification but to try to make it a visible that I am this virulent racist for the rest because obviously the hate skits are being recorded--so they make sure to cover up their crimes by using racism as a pretext in reality they are the racist dolts and idiots--but this was done to me all in one day again this morning but months and years of it--my hair grey, my face with frown marks and me being mutilated and tortured--deadly assaults on my heart and lungs while detoxing shitting out horrific poisons black chunks of hardened poison latched into my spine and intestines-it's still there more than 20 years of just shitting poison out and laying in bed being tortured with idea extraction for shit people to steal never-ending). The ideas they stole from me (more in the rest of this post) will be rescheduled into conservative drip like water torture for me to watch if I ever do--all will be changed to protect the bigots, with the black nazis playing lead roles portraying enraged albeit compliant nazism disguised as black rebellion against racism. Etc etc...after idea extraction after a year of deadly torture in which, once more, I did almost die from their abuse---they just continue the violence another euro-hater who has hugged german nazi filth who raped me and beat me, hugging them having pelosi threaten to cut my foot off and then kill me before the covid stimulus bill came out so she obtained a huge chunk of the money for her constituency--with arnold right there to have me beaten raped and poisoned. Although I realize the schedule of these rat apes hacking their k-rap onto my youtube and if I click on any single one of their videos they rush to assault me (happened last week with another shit democrat rat slotkin out of michigan and now whitmer is poisoned as the lead candidate for president in polls---formerly it was newsom after his endless violence assault which was deadly but he assumed I was "used to it" couldn't give a damn in stark contrast to his every public lecture about all the concepts he has stolen from the actual authentically caring people (probably all dead or silenced like me) and now, I remain being tortured to death as usual: Non-stop tears being forced out of my eyes due to throat microchip partnering with brain and spine and nervous system microchip implants along with drugging. Newsom is doing this by the way as non-stop destruction of my eyes and face partially because shitalina the endless prostiituted trash skank similar to noem gets off on torture and violence upon me and has been doing so for over 15 years without even the slightest admonition froma single democrat politician and fully adoration from the white nazi trash shit senators and house republicans who sit smirking and glaring at me with deadly hate ordering more money funding for these torture operations and putting musk in charge of building more epstein island 2.666 torture rape and torture victims to plunder rape and then murder leaving zero evidence. The network of silence is complete the biden administration for over 4 years has proven to be fully compliant and complicit in this: Plus always endemic drugging while unconscious in deep sleep state in order to not have a barrier or boundary to reacting to the endless hate spewed at me by celebrities who have gone to the oscars and won years and years and years and years in a row for either stealing my ideas verbatim and then torturing mutilating and actually were overjoyed to be murdering me but I survived. Ongoing hours per day last week of extraction of movie concepts revolving around mary todd lincoln and then civil war reconstruction turned KKK and euro-hateland imperialistic global "new world order" stuff--obviously along with sexual debauchery transmitted to the U.S. now openly in the current debacle of the enstein "revelations" that NO ONE DOES ANYTHING as you all continue to do nothing about this covert epstein-style sex trafficking, enslavement and murder imposed on me by implants and gang stalking and teleportation and thought-extraction and torture mutilation abuse torture abuse mutilation. They are killing plants I have nurtured for months and weeks, just as they begin to bloom they are slowly killed off. Drooping, diseased they spray fungus on the plants (also in my home, in my food if they can, in my hair into my body etc it is non-stop sepsis, poisoning mutilation and torture literally to death as you all do nothing. It is ICE and kkk super shit noem combined with self-aggrendizing psychopath nazi skanks like her---saw her dancing on New Year's Eve kissing into the camera, completely glowing from having me to literally torture for about 12 hours per day so that was her "gow-up" with the german rapist scum bag won't mention his name but lead singer of a shit band out of stuttgart absolutely a fraud WIZO nazis in drag (bisexual, but beloved by nick fuentes who like his counterpart ben shapiro could care less about the bs they spew to obtain their crowds of haters instead they hover around the nazi money source of lies and subterfuge; all have their ruses). To continue: they are pouring raw sewage into the creek behind my room (3rd floor but a steep hillside behind my patio almost 90-degrees so sound and stink waft up--that is after hours per day of drilling, every single day sledgehammers pounding and hammering in the room beneath mine for hours every day but now nazis are here for free being paid to screw me and rape and beat and poison if they can get to my body while asleep and can't wake up due to brain implant plus nervous system trail of implants. My home stinking and filthy due to their teams pouring debris and garbage onto my floor, ripping the floorboards up in what are craters on the floor, all the decorations I made are sprayed with brown goo muck, etc all over the room. Attacked by the next celebrity threatened with death called the b-word for resisting the torture, abuse and exploitatoin which is to abuse and rape and steal ideas from me--to death, not merely never paying me a cent, but taking away my disability because they fractured my spine while I was unconscious poisoned my body the same skank shit sitting on the rows of chairs who were happily poisoning me to death while going to the met gala invited by nazi english inc to be displayed for fully ushering in a nazi 4th Reich into america bringing them all in. Under the rump 2.666 terror regime it's now fully europigapeland occupied exploitation of me with the usual american skanks shit sluts and rat pig apes all sitting with expectation of their undeserving blank and hateful mostly stupid selves being handed an empire to continue to push for nazi indoctrination into the mainstream media; (all alternative media just exempt taken out everything monopolized, the shit fake fraud nazi german scum filth creep will help the effort to control any opposition in his role as nazi promoter via reverse psychology and those who are "in the know" understand that his every seeming "anti-fascist" statement and song lyric (derived I seriously doubt by him but instead by his KGB operatives, 30 years ago shortly after reunification the KGB was rife in Stuttgart the seeming pleasant Nazi training ground for american soldiers to "love" germans, blacks especially the soldiers were treated like welcome beloved guests (behind their backs however snarling). So that is the abuse and more, still being murdered. Huge grey streaks in my hair from being poisoned and then tortured, especially shit noem and tom hardy and this german fuck who has undoubtedly skrewed as many of the people in this group as possible they cling to him as he makes the most nasty insults-I met him for a total of 3-4 hours over 30 years ago but know his"friends' and his circle absolute fakes and frauds emulating american underground alternative scene fully nazi in reality--even worse than the "Normal" people the least nazi are the ones who are not dress-up flaunting, in my experience.//

  2-3 hours later: collapsed on my bed in sickness from detox: horrific black liquid poisons accumulated from years of poisoning and paralys...