Friday, July 10, 2020

Preferable version is not preferable. I am waiting for the old Waits to refresh but the waiting for his rebirth has proven the once sweet but sultry soul sound irrevocably rancid.

Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).

Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap

Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).

Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---

***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****

And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by

however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.

Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced  his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.

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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted. 

Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities. 


Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.



**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.

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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.

This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for  my own profit

the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks  into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all  my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.

I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.

So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers. 

Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.

And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.

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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges  of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)

I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec

drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all  laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.

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continuous tear droplets forced out of my eyes because the slime attackers must destroy my skin, hair, eyes, face and everything about me to get their nasty dirty promotions and then when they teleport me they mock how I look, every time and insult my appearance as I fight literally every day, all day to shit the hard poison out they merrily pumped raped and pounded into my body while forcing tears out of my eyes on a non-stop basis, plus literally around 12-16 hours per day of non-stop verbal insults, abuse and the nazi trashni88ers of them threaten me with brutal death for defending myself yelling "I'm sick of your responses" to try to humiliate me into slavish subservience to their nazi power hierarchy while they prove every day they can't think of ideas so they also torture me without end after spending years stealing my ideas which I wrote under torture conditions about the rights of human beings--so they can be presented by the corrupt politiicans as being "liberal humanitarians" on their "side" when election celebrity endorsement and a lying social engineering platform is needed to present america as being a benevolent and loving, caring society (while they can't wait to rape, rob kill plunder using all the "fun" tech like throat implants to force tears endlessly out of my eyes for over 20 years not without end non-stop. It had ended slightly under Biden but since Newsom got his endless hate rape torture violence racism torture hours of abuse and rape the tears on a daily basis for hours per day has resumed since I "moved" address from rump's florida to old boy scum's californicaattion they have after having me raped beaten and tortured by english and german scum creep "celebrities" blank stupid ugly hateful lying conniving manipulating thusly deemed "intelligent" and now it's tears non-stop. Wiping them off my skin is raw, the skin permanently damaged from salt on my skinn daily hours an dhours per day my vision highly reduced must wear glasses to read or see anything while sitting fighting to detox hard poison out of my spine--which is completely crooked, my body twisted with hard poisons literally retaining the crooked position because this same group had people rape and deform my body also cutting out part of my uterus and then using hair follicle remover to remove most of my scalp hair and all underarm hair---and mutilating my body. I am so ill from the endless years of being abused, tortured with "no touch no evidence all fully protected" slime shit and scum out of congress and whorewood and their nasty black and jewish and latino minions performing every act of hate, violence death threats and their hate is extreme dumping their own sense of being mistreated out on me--happily all the "victims" rush to abuse me (the white trash as well they all play "victim" endlessly in their roles justifying their murderous retaliation schemes in both movies and in politics). The crap politicians and celebrities MUST have me tortured EVERY SINGLE DAY ALL DAY LONG EVERY NIGHT LONG they teleport me to abuse hate rape and homelessness literally non-stop every single night. I am so ill from another bout of detox which has lasted literally 2 months of agony, poisons ripping out of my spine being bedridden while stupid ugly shitni88er arnold lthe rotten ugly dirty scum you all worship for his permission to rape plunder steal and kill movie psychopathy glorified by the kennedy family to run in politics as they also gold dig for nazi gold pipeline luxury living "for free" for just sucking up to the eurotrash nazi cartels (as all the politicians have done, america is fully overrun by eurotrash nazi shit glorified by the money they flaunt and throw around to every sychophant which comprises the gamut of congress and whorewood). Therefore the mutilation of my body is literally non-stop. I collapse on my bed because my ENTIRE SPINE is coated with hard poisons WHICH NEVER COME OUT from years and years and years an dyears and years of fighting to get the poisoning to stop and then in dying sickness being abused by loathsome ugly parasite ugly arnold and noem and the german rat filth and the depp rat spawn y elling loser bitch stupid as they torture me for ideas and then the tortures resume without end. After they make millions off my ideas they don't ever stop for a second attacking me literally day and night. I can't wrap the layers around my hair so it's falling out, greasy and stinking because I collapsed on my bed they inserted metal knives under my cuticles once more after more than 15 years of this on a nightly basis--they had my spine fractured while in deep comatose microchip inertia sleep state so I am disaabled they got muck and rump to cut my ssi disability completely off without any letters information and being abused yelled at hung up on by social security for only having saved covid funds and student loans which are legally exempt from the threshold allowance for savings. Demanding that I go "in person" to a field office rather than THE LAW which states they MUST SEND ME INFORMATION by letter officially. All law is broken repeatedly the politician scum and shit and the former presidents the fucking lying crap that they all are rush to abuse me every single moment possible to get more interviews more political clout to be elected thusly they all converge (ffrom all sides) to murder me slowly like being devoured alive by parasites and not "like" it is what they are doing using this filth technology that muck the slime f**ck has been paid in trillions of dollars to implement on a huge massive scale across the globe.

The heinous partnership of the current governor of California and the previous leech off America that arnold stench-trash-termini88er truly ...