Friday, July 10, 2020

Preferable version is not preferable. I am waiting for the old Waits to refresh but the waiting for his rebirth has proven the once sweet but sultry soul sound irrevocably rancid.

Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).

Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap

Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).

Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---

***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****

And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by

however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.

Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced  his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.

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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted. 

Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities. 


Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.



**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.

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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.

This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for  my own profit

the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks  into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all  my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.

I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.

So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers. 

Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.

And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.

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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges  of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)

I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec

drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all  laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.

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But what is the use when the top layers of the Demo-rat "party" of lying and filth "demons" has rushed to profit off this contract, all publicized all given insider trading information all laughing and mocking me while I am being killed with their permission. The next wave is sure to be more adepts at following orders but they are just going on and on to get this contract. 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Dirty ugly filthy leech, a true energy paraste kkk noem truly is, but she was with the german "punk" nazi every day for hours per day as he has trained her in theft and nazi gestapo mentality. The murders in minneapolis took place while he was training noem and miller and bannon and et al into nazi methodology. He remains a staunch fixture of the nazi shit group--sean penn pig fucker is there after his bout of extreme violence extreme towards me just prior to his "win" at the oscars and I was drugged and under torture when I wrote that he should win; just as I was drugged and under 16 hours of abuse death threats and rape beatings by dirty filthy tom hardy the english nazi thug and i wrote that newsom should become president--only once per scumbag piece of shit nazi trash shit and they lunge at me forever more. Dirty nazi roman polanski is there to revive his goddamn nazi satanic career due to just abusing me using nazi protocols. I watched his last poor jewish victim of french antisemitism movie and thusly he is viciously attacking me with nazi hate and racist dehumaniDaily terror ritual of semonic demonic raponic terminator-s-negger nazi hate derived derivatives of nepo-culture and their Nazi-controlled mommies and daddies. So hard to put in mundane terms as nothing gets attention from entertainment-starved and soulless americans and their international followers than entertainment. How to describe this Roman Circus torture syndicate in terms that might not be entertaining schadenfreude titillation torture-sexual arousal for the idiot savants reading this; well ingrained and trained in sophisticate demur lecturing on youtube and in front of congress. Hateful sneering demons in private--thrilled at the trough of feeding off the american econmy which rump has unleashed, brought about by the endless profiteering off all former administrations even your black icon you worship as being a smiling and warm, entertaining jokster but serious and adept in the ways and means of social control. Just a few blunders after the 2008 economic crash by fully supporting wealthy bankers and letting the poor fool investors lose everything but most important for obama was to keep t he economy afloat by allowing the real crooks engineering the market crash to continue unabated not even criminal charges for white collar crime. Should be an indication of his true merit or lack thereof but no, the smiling entertainment quality and the proposals of hope, joy and change resonate still to this day despite all having ultimately failed. Yes, he helped put Trump in power by happily handed this contract and tech over to trump while he and michelle and their h-wood paid children still obtain book tours, tv spots and endless media circus for their every endorsement of blonde "democrats" and for the next joy and hope change tour raking in multi-millions, more book tours and etc. However, the entertainment value and the promises and the hope one latches onto is the most adhesive and thusly no scritinizing of him nor his panderings to trump. as i have written for years, the result was the rump made mockery of the obamas in a monkey or ape AI video which people called "racist' although rump also adequatly pictured newsom as an a$$ but that was never brought under fire; as well as many others of the dem party looking like bobbing smiling heads atop various animals, mostly domesticated. 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The German nazi filth named Axel a greasy filth from around whom, like one of the Dante circles of Hell rotates endless black nazi goons from whorewood-land and the usual endless faces representing the fight against racism but fully devoted to antisemitism upon me--as I am completely rejected by Jews have had nothing to do with that culture all my life besides a few investigative egresses into that culture a few very scattered times, each time leaving with a sense of falsity on their part, alienation and the lack of utter grasping of fierce opposition to a next holocaust and indeed, grasping onto becoming jewish nazis and deriding abusing an handing me over with snarling hate to prove how Nazi they are--but all the hate labels and hate is being dumped on me with teams of expletives every day assaulting me. I remain being drugged so badly and the filth who have raped beaten and POISONED ME INTO PARALYSIS and then torture me for hours per day while under paralized immobility as they abuse poison me into screaming ideas about how disgusting the are and why as they steal the ideas. 5 hours today with shitnigger and the filth spawn of depp this ugly stupid rotten parasite leech the group of them. Grey hairline on me from years of this every day day after day. Unable to protect my body while they gouge and mutilate me every single night, then drugged as they inject drugs and poison into me. They are htere now with rotten shitnigger the austrian sick rottgen fuck who became cali governor now a parallel nazi adjunct to the rump regime who also put him in power to bring in more nazi europigape scum and shit glorified by monarchy money to infiltrate america and turn every group against the other--I am seeing it ongoing lierally day after day and writin about it without end has resuled in NOTHING happening but more applause. They are trying to make sure my money remains off so I am stuck in near homeless desperation they continue to abuse and drug me for over 6 hours per day every morning upon waking from fresh drugging while in deep sleep. Still extremely sick mostly bedridden and uanble to function as they take that as vu lnerability to exploit with murderous hate and abuse. Every day they asault me beginning from the moment I wake up from a night of being telpeorted to hate and homeless rape and murder skits---

  **Hackers began literally deleting what I was writing about polanski the sick ugly fuck (take him back to nazi france) who I don't wan...