Friday, July 10, 2020

Preferable version is not preferable. I am waiting for the old Waits to refresh but the waiting for his rebirth has proven the once sweet but sultry soul sound irrevocably rancid.

Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).

Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap

Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).

Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---

***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****

And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by

however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.

Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced  his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.

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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted. 

Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities. 


Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.



**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.

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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.

This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for  my own profit

the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks  into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all  my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.

I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.

So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers. 

Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.

And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.

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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges  of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)

I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec

drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all  laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.

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This teleportation instantaneous abuse attack system is so ephemeral but so instantaneous in the hate of people I watch on youtube appearing almost 5 or 10 minutes after clicking on their video. Somehow they are transported/teleported and the tech is from New York as that is where he is stationed. How many of these devices are integrated into a comprehensive unified attack system within the United States, pairing with East Coast controlled opposition to Whorewood controlled opposition and some are outright Nazis but barely disguised. This one is yelling how "stupid" I am while brushing my teeth so I of course can't respond unless I spit out toothpaste to respond to bs hate from another Jewish Nazi who is defending his icon bernie sanders, his Jewish nazi cohort system and attacking me for promotion by nazi hate team USA all the way Californication nazi antisemitism is the "thing" to do for all established minorities currently in circulation. His rancor is so over-stenching (a new word) that it's abominable deplorable as usual as he had arrived years earlier for me having watched his videos. His videos are so informative and so "Left" railing against all the evil scum who assault me like Hegseth but privately he's so pro nazi it's deplorable. He's a staunch supporter of Hillary and Bernie, a "Progressive" so he is yelling how "stupid" I am. They rebound my accusations back onto me which I scream out---albeit on this written form--after YEARS OF MURDER ATTEMPTS TORTURE ENAR DEATH ABUSE EVERY DAY RAPE MUTILATION TORTURRE dismemberment disfigurement and to traumatize ideas out of me because they are blank and bereft of them. This podcaster David Feldman has information that he researches but like so many of the frauds is a spiteful hateful (one could argue self-hating "Jew" for why would anyone identified with being jewish abuse me so viciously under prompting by ugly sleazy arnold the nazi scum creep who has been making his stupid dirty comments all morning but not like murderous hate and not murder energy as usual---and on cue, as another recruit of another minority fedman has come to yell stupid hissing in hate at me. That is, defending nazi murder and rape and hate all the "isms" he claims he is so against. His usual last remark is to "defend the weak" of course unless big daddy nazi tells him to abuse the defenseless turned weak by not weeks of torture but over decadewsof daily torture which this cretin has fully engated and profited off. He can and is allowed to spew hate at nazis but then recoil into his jewish liberal identity and support bernie and get allowed ot make podcasts as long as he proves valuable to nazis in that he won't do a fucking goddamn thing to protect the weak or take a fraction of an iota of energy to do any goddamn thing but spew ideas and research, for which he is excellent and commentqary but like all the rest of the minority minions, a vicious self-hating puppet uncle tom of the nazi plantation. So tired and drained and dying from reesponding to the stinking sick filth this team of shit crap bring into abusing me for watching any content whatsoever they usher instantly all the artists and their friends to hack and abuse so if I click on one more single video they are welcome to sit abuse rape and torture me and as lonjg as possible---some remain for years. Dirty david feldman arrived next to ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt about 4 years ago. He's back today spitting in rage nnd hate, another hateful gremlin of abuse and hissing rage for me having upset his maasters of the plantation for which he relies on his food and security adn wearm milk before bed after presenting another "intellecxdtual" bvut self-hating "Jew" which will spew hate at me, just like ben shapiro and so many other of the famous "jews" like noam chomsky and I can't recall theother one--absolutely anti-Israel attack on Palestine--normal finklestein a hateful loathsome naaty typical abuser snuggling into the warm crevice of nazi whorewood shitalina and pig ape pitt who are themselves snuggled into the dark money-festering anus of arnold ugly shitnigger filth machine of death and hate--beloved by rump t and his team of nazi crap the endless maga filth that dirty loathsome but intellectual and provies great content david feldman just lambasted as "you suck" b ut then defends him by attacking me which is a silent partner of hegseth for presideent and all that will keep feldman as the "jewish intellectual" role anti-trump but oh, how he will do anything like all the minority uncle toms and aunt jemimas to keep their podcasts if not their cnn and msnow posts (msnbc I mean they got fired the name changed). I am dying from every day abuse because I try to find thsse alternative subculture peoloe who make comments so I can bypass the ugly stench of the maqinsteram media and not enhance the nazi controtions of verbal bullshit alacrity that crap like morning joe and his skank team and also white worm gushing over trump lawrence odonnel in the form of anti-trump gushing reverse psychology rhetoric. Feldman has used some of my terms that II use regularly and is another reader or is aware of my situationj of being literally abused to death by shitnigger who he is partnering with now. And thus supporting trump and providing yet more fodder which blocks real anti fasciiss commentary and it is impossible for me to find any of it since my internet is continuously hacked and monitored, this shit of crap liek feldman is all I can find which has any serious investigative of fact content. Otherwise, it's les sinformed but seeming "left" to try to find any salvation for the shit stain that has enveloped america and teh stpuid apathy that remains. HOrrific frauds like him are the norm not the isolated occurrence. Hiis violent abuse of me verbally is why I am being murdered without a vestaige of support his dirty sleazy but "intellectual left" "Jewish" input is why jews have completely sided with nazis which includes being controlled by the "Zionist" lobby which excludes jews for the most part unless they are like jared kuschner who is as white and blonde as possib le marries a blonde nazi shit filth creep who is viciously nazi antisemitic and so it i's nasty daddy the jews marry into such family systems to get shelter from the storm and like steven spielberg they play the intellectual compassionate anti-nazi role in public and in privaate sell jews targeted to death as vehemently as they can smirking ugly sinister. So, feldman is not mentally stupid but I would say emotionally castrated and dwarfed by nazism and the vicious murder cartels which he and his ilk have helped put in power. So I am dying from the daily repetition of such shit coming under invitation of ugly stupid sick shitalina who truly is stupid and they bring on vicious yelling quasi intellectuals who try to beat me down. I am not as informed as he is< i will admit I am not privy to access as he is my internet is blocked. The stupid apes who are intellectually inclined but pretend that the system which is blocking me means I am thus "stupid" and moreso than they entails a certain strain of stupidity which means they blondly allow for their own destruction but beleive they are benefitting from fitting in and servicing the nazi stupid shit who employ such apparent "intellectuals". I am being killed by the vicious shit like david feldman but under the murderous nazi filth of arnold who put trump in power and his ilk who have been abusing me to death vut mostly relying on the wabnna be ugly scum of whorewood who viciously abuse me for 3/4 of every day and night as murderously as they possibly can to watch me deteriorate, turn brokken, destroyed as the oppressed ones from unbelieavable racism and antisemitism which is barely disguised under the bubbly fake facades of the white nazi shit who use all means to destroy jews b ut appear smiling with their system intact as shit like feldman are at heart terrorized and timid cowaards and rely on this vicious passive-aggressive stupidity of self-immolation which they are trained to believe "its' happening to her help them get the bitch stupid bitch" they sneer t me after I scream a out how stupid the uneducated stupid filth are who attack ;me to get ideas. They don't ask shitty feldman for ideas because he only interpreets political malfeasance as part of the controlled opposition structure it is not original it is a pattern of a type of analysis tinged with "comedy". I still want to watch his fucking blathering just because he does elicit facts and information I can't obtain because shit like him won't have the "balls" to fight this oppression and these castrated whipmering vicious so-called jewish men, emasculinated are so typically present the race or that "group" has been so damaged and destroyed for so many centuries of this endless refrain of this nazi pograom holocaust system but it's now being brought by the same euroshit this sick stupid fuck is embracing so he can state with hissing delight in his shrunken emasculination that "it's happening to you not to me" as my hateful brother states, he can only have sex swith anything but jewish women and has been doing that all his life. The trans-migration of his hate and loathing is always dumped on ne and that is the endless training jewish men and women obtain and they are helping nazis o rise in americxa. Felman is that kind of stupid it's a strain that bypasses appareant intellectual capacity.

  As anybody can read, there are so many wrongly spelled words which are due, in part, to non-stop incessant hacking regardless of any priva...