Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Indiana bloody red skins of all hues: revision reform of all forms of racism necessary. (copied from Facebook post)

@ 7 min into the Dem.Now presentation, first I uttered "finally" when hearing that white supremacists were arrested for battery after assault and threats of lynching upon Vauxx Booker. Within two seconds of the "good"news came the bad: his attacker spat and coughed on him, and two weeks laterr Vauhxx has been diagnosed with Covid 19. The connection between the body fluid assault and Covid 19 in this case is not certain, but not uncertain either. Proud of the witnesses who stopped the murder situation in Indiana.





The hacking is so bad I can only get one or two sentences out--that also includes the hacking of my brain, making thinking and typing actually impossible. My fingers are twisted in confusion as my brain is being manipulated into ot being able to access motor skills. The keyboard is messed-up by hacking, and it's another day of this attack on my ability to type or think while sittinng in front of this laptop.
I also am attacked when I try to read (tears begin to pour out of my eyes or are continuously moist so it's impossible to focus. My concentration is dminished so greatly I can only read for a short while and am exhausted from the brain attack.
This same attackk also happens when I listen to podcasts, on my tiny mobile phone which I have downloaded. the tech is aimed into my brain or relayed whether I am sitting in front ofa laptop or in public with no accessories polugged in (which is rare, because I always have headphones on now since the music in shops is awful and the people around me make trigger noises to distract or anger me to get me hyped up for a negative reaction (which could cause me to get kicked out of shops I must go to for food and other necessities).
I have triied to wear aluminum "nutcase" hats I makke out of tin foil and it doesn't work!!!!

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Now for the "entertainment" (for the stalker/rapist/Nazis of all races and sexes) segment of the Indiana commentaries by me, today. I refer also to the situation in Champaign, ILlinois which is not very far distant in every way from Bloomington, anotherr small university town. When I wrote of hiking and canoeing doown the Kickapoo state Park river (which, from footage, was a broad and beautiful expanse in the early 70's, now reduced almost to a tiny swatcth of trees lining the river. Backk when I was there, it was a huge park with trees spanning the area instead of cement roads and establishments that now dot and line the area. I was invited to go camping wiith a "friend" of my mother, a man named Daniel McCollough (I only knew his name from spoken word, don't know the exact spelling). I believe this man was one of my mother's lovers. Characteristically of my mother, she told me to go camping with Mr. McCollough, his son, and a team of boys. Because I was so used to being around boys and doing boy-things (I was the only female on the male baseball team, the first year that girls were allowed to play in male-dominated sports thanks to new laws enacted in 1972--Title IX).
My mother handed me a frilly Cinderella sleeping blanket which was intended for indoor sleeping parties for girls's sleepover, which was popular back in that time. The time was early Spring, and I contracted some infection immediately after going on this male-only (but one MK ULTRA female) outing. I slept in an indoor space with Mr. McCollough and his son, and two days later I came down wiith some sickness. The protocol for rape and attack in this MK ULTRA/racist/Nazi situation always entails that the rapists disfigure my body, steal concepts, ideas, property or damage and destroy anything they can afterwards. They then never contact me again. This has happened all my life, including from females of all races (Asian, Jewish, white, and less frequently black). Since I never know what has happened, and not a single person around the planet has ever once warned me or informed me, I can only surmise that I was raped by this friend of my mother at Kickapoo State Park.
Nevertheless, the park at that time was a more pristine and natural environment with huge areas of forest and waterways, now reduced to what appears to be a few streams and riverways and almost non-existant fish, if you observe one of the Y-tube vids of scuba diving in the river. The fish and wildlife back in 1974 in that area, when I was there, was a landscape of natural beauty and wide areas of secluded woods to camp and hike in.
This is my pesonal account of a severely ugly racist attack that I now understand was a racist and rape situation which my parents openly advocated. My parents were very supportive of me as a human being until the racism that surged around my family turned, eventually, into murderous proportions. I believe my step-father was slowly poisoned to death, but it was orchestrated to appear as slow deterioration from diabetes. Although he was a diabetic and blind, there were signs of poisoning that I also witnessed on the dogs that I grew up with, from the same source that slowly destroyed my father, in a State, in a country, where these activities have been officially sanctioned but covertly silenced.
I wait for the time when people will also openly state that these operations are allowing sleazy, disgusting bigots to murder and rape with full authoritative sanctioning and societal approval.
My parents, as guilty as they are in the compllicity of these crimes against me, were themselves brainwashed, drugged, poisoned, threatened, and microchipped, gang stalked, and terrorized and unless they wanted to be kliled or made homeless or with no chance to have careers or financial stability, they participated. I do not excuse their actions, but when they were "allowed" to care about their children in some decent way, they did so emthusiastically. i grew up with great love and support until the time came for the Conservative backklash against all the "liberal" protest movements of the 60's and early 70's, which my parents participated in and were leaders of.
I was viciously attacked in 7th grade by a white male, Brian Hildebrand, with the half-black athetic jock anti-semite Todd Oliver, who openly attacked me as proxy racist bigot hater for the group of white males. This happened because I played drums, (percussion) in the middle school band (Edison Middle School, Champaign, Illinois). I won "First Chair" as lead drummer. Brian would hit me wiith the drum sticks, then have black anti-semite Todd phone me making sex comments about pornography and asking if I would have sex with him and the white boys who surrounded Brian. There were also many white girls my age who also attacked me.. when the real harassment stalking terrorist actions took place, NO ONE stood by me, no one made any comment to me, the entire school allowed it to happen and not one teacher or professional made any defensive posture aimed at me.
I also had been at a high level of classical violin studies, playing in a symphony by the age of 13. I was similarly attacked but not as viciously, due to the nature of classical music as opposed to the more open violent nature of cock rock male-dominated band musick---thus, threatened and atatcked for being better than a pimple-face ugly white boy who probably never had a lesson in his life. I had by that time studied music and played in symphony and then wanted to learn drumming.
(The hacking is absolutely orrible right now, almost impossible to get anythign 0out and continuosly pouunding down on keys to get anything out)
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decades later, right now--assaulted and raped by white males and their nazi females of all races who have been stealing ideas from me and blocking any sort of attempt I could ever make to have any success in any fiield. The attacks are so severe that not only is typing blocked completely, thought obliterated by the attacks on my brain, but even reading books is nearly impossible due to the attackks on my braiin and nervous system, my eyesight and everything else while I am reading (I believe a stream of nonsense subliminals are being pumped into my subconscious while I attempt to read).
When I wrote that "finally" something is being done about Vauhxx Booker, I mean not only that the people caught on tape trying to murder him and assaulting him were not even arrested until a major outcry occured after sources like Democracy Now put the video on air--but finally attention is being paid to the horrendous racism that exists--although the racism is only labeled as being against blacks. The anti-Semitism I have experienced all my life ALL MY LIFE has been mostly perpetrated by BLACKS wiith whites behind them, encouraging them as I now experience wiith the H-wood gang and the endless waves of minorities (brown-skinned/black/minority people worldwide) attacking me as proxy stalkers doing disgusting things for promotion into the acceptance of the racist, horrid white culture whiich conrols them and all the people who have remained silent about my situation--including eveyr Jewish person I have ever met in my life. Not a single one has come to my defense, ever.
And Bloomington, Indiana. I had joined a "stop domestic violence" Facebook group years ago. A female out of Bloominton, a student at the University of Indiana--claimed that she was a moderator of the online group. I had not been experiencing domestic violence, but my situation was one of being stalked and I thought that the perpetrator was using minorities to stalk me all the way from Miami to Portland, where I was living at the time (no...I forgot and am pounding down on keys---I was in Phuket at the time, and the stalking had not stopped despite moving 9,000 miles away from the assumed perpetrator.. I had not heard of gang stalking up to that point in time, all I could attribute the situation to was a domestic violence stalking situation from a man I "met" online when I was looking for an apartment, who I met one single time and the stalking then began.
My sister Carrie also appeared in the Facebook group just as I joined the group. She recently appeared to attack me in a teleportation situation that the H-wood gang orchestrated, maybe two months ago.
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the hackers just deleted the last few sentences of this post and I must rewrite.
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My family has so openly participated in the slow murder of me that they laugh along wiith the perpetrators and attack me viciously for not knowing what is happening to me, asking me why I don't act like them but all my life they lied to me about thiis siituation so I never had any idea what was happening to me. All of them have obtained higher status and new businesses and opportuniities to promotion by offering me as a victiim to be raped and poisoned to death and tortured to death. I attribute all of this to the threat this murder stalking organization of death squad bigots and Nazis and whatever other groups they claim adherance to have done.
At last something is being done about racism in Indiana, and Illinois--but focused on Blacks. Allo I know of blacks is that they participate in the torture, rape and stalking situations almost to a high 90 percent ratio and in almost every instance. Surrounded by blacks stalking me on public transportation has been a prime abuse situation that this white racist group has organized. Blacks, like my family, happily and willingly attack me after whites make threatening gestures towards me while I wait in line for the bus. Always having been lied to my entire life, I had no idea they were making symbolic gestures of violence or death aimed at me. Blacks then surround me, grope my body while I sit (always drugged and dazed) and that is how the racism effect trickles down.
Maybe one day this situation also will be exposed and people will stand up for this inclusion of blacks into the white supremacist Nazi genocide/post-Holocaust programming of Jews, Blacks, Latinos so they can hope to be included into the prosperity that the white Nazis have obtained in all their genocidal pursuits of global domination.
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but now so distracted by hacking blocks, the keyboard is so stiff I am making exertions beyond exercise to get any keys to pound out letters. My brain is in the usual stae of feeling entangled in numb blank pain, thelonger I try to write the more crushed-inward sensation I experience, as the technology is blanketing my brain with what must be deadly waves hindering blood flow--or something along very dangerous to my health forms of block of cognitive functioning.
I got complteely diverted from describing how this Indiana student who claimed to be a moderator of the domestic vioolednce group behaved. She put endless photos of herself dancing with her friends as I wrote about the stalkking and tortures I thought it odd that she put phots of herself dancing, over and over, as respone to my posts and rewquests for assistance or any kind of support. Now I understand....and due to blockage I cannot pound down any loner this literally hurts my arms, which are already very frail from poisoning and inertia and non-stop torture for the last 10 years due to the hate and racism I have encounterec by black stalkkers, white stalkers, latinos stalkers, jewish stalkkers and everyone else who wants to be a player in this sy stem and have money to live off and stuas and a position in society.


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April 1, April Fool's Day & Government-DOGE-sponsored TERRORISM: April Fool's Day One Year Anniversary of an official letter stamped from the Little River Miami SSA Field Office stating my benefits reinstated after being yelled at, abused by phone by the agents in Miami---proud of belonging to the fascist regime which culled the authentic and kind people operating by phone and in offices and retaining and hiring the most corrupt and nasty, lying criminal-attenuated creeps who want to see people disenfranchised for their plantation white mediocrity "masters" who tell them what to do. Obedient they yell, scream and lie. This is April 1, 2026 one year later. Two days ago, having spent another day in bed in agony from sitting all night and straining to get ONE FAX to an adjudication center in my new jurisdiction having moved and spent a LOT of money to move and move first from Florida to get away from the Rump Nazi cartel which had been abusing, lying and doing the job impoppertly absolutely criminal to california where newsom began having me raped by english and german scum filth--glorified by rambo the rocky nazi italian fascist plant in america--money and "fame" forever for his stolen concepts about boxing since that is all he can replay for decades never creating anything new and absolutely supporting the theft of my ideas because that has been his path to glory and fame by nazi whorwood, usa. Thusly, newsom with his english partners, fascist nazi bigots looking for every rape-enabling black, white, brown and jewish asian and white nazi like newsom to bring them all in so they can partner so the Americans believe, partners in the overtake of politics and of the media by english, german, french and italian fasco-nazi-imperialist colonialist murdering genocidal bigots. Welcomed and embraced by white hate america and all their minority minions. Thusly, this anniversary of lies, abuse and fraud from social security under the nazi musk muck regime out of apartheid, south africa--the "libral whites" brought him in under the pretext of that rotten filth scum performing being a "demorat" by purchasing the demo-rat politicians and good ole bad old scum white boys like new old scum, et al. thusly, a year of newsom blocking my disbility benefits after he and trump both conjoined in teleportation, newsom following orders and thusly put into the lead for demo-rat nomination embraced by the former musk-enabling white male contagion of the demo-rat party and all the rape-enabling cheerleader blonde nazi women, their nasty hateful black women in tow, crocka just one example but put into power through her wrhorewood plastic surgery make-over theatrics pumped up training by whroewood after laughing giggling and rushing at me with mike tyson to punch abuse and threaten my life (that was the first day of crocka-about 2-3 years ago, and she has not stopped even when she got screwed over by the Texas machine--who know her far more than the denizens of tube-land usa looking for the next theatrical performative, thumping fist-pumping actor put into lead political position---. A year of more lies and abuse--all agents in the california region hung up on me, demanded information giving me a 4-day window or "else' they would close my case for review. Rushing they then made me wait indeterminately until finally this past month after 8 months of the non-protocol reinstatement waiting period, with zero mail, no information just blank silence. They had put "discontinued" for benefits on my SSA page then I wrote a fax requesting information as to why this change in my status was done, asking for a review for the nth time and got no response only the status changed. Now on their page there is no information as to my status. //I was on Perplexity 2 night ago, trying to phone social security to alter the INCORRECT address input from the last agent one month ago who began yelling at me to go in person to a field office and ask for information. Anyone who has any experience with legal procedure knows that for such situations PAPER and official statements are the key not in-person vocal "their word versus yours" type of midmanaagement, especially under DOGE which of course, rotten corrupt nazi crocket and mtg, her friend and parter in their hitherto theatrical "butch bodyy" crap bs which was conducted after BOTH came to the whorewood group with jamie raskin, also featured sniggering during their stupid "girly fight" exchange turned into a sales merch pitch for crocka--but nothing, no concern about my rights only crocka who is on the DOGE committee rushing to abuse me AS USUAL with smirking sneering contempt and t hen, even upon losing she came to abuse me to get more promotions for her next attempt to become the next black nazi in power, fully compromised and bought and sold with plastic surgery and media hype which is all Americans can gravitate to any longer. thusly, another April Fool's day and I am trying to see what damages have been done to my fingers, hair and body from the past day of just laying in bed in agony from having sat up with hard poisons latched in an internal mash-up into my spine and hips from years of this group and organization having my body sliced into, poisoned with hardening and bloating poisons which latch onto bone and pull the spine out of alignment--then putting my spine and hips out of alignment after raping me and putting sewage water into my bladder and into my hair with semen and fungus---then making my hair literally permanently fall out by having hair follicle removal on my arm pits and on my scalp because I could not figure out how to protect my room from break-in with mechanical arms comitting every break-in possible by literally with expert precision cutting into my body, slathering crap and undoing the locks and the protections I have on my door (4 locks, and then I learned to shield the door so there is no true evidence but in t he future this group will not require evidence the longer you keep them protected for your aspirations to become the next "hero" saving america from racism sexism and authoritarianism from tv and political machination performative bs jive turkey performances for the media leverage for your rotten nasty careers. Making sure, your controllers are, that there will be no more people like you in the future to see the "American dream" of former nobodies rising to fame through talent; no, only nepo-stupid blank spawn such as the rotten celebrities and their filth spawn with ideas stolen using thought-reading tech, gang stalking for anybody with real authentic personalities not willing to lie and sell-out their ideas stolen so the facade of a decent american society can be continued by a rotten and lying democrat party turning fascist putting nazis into power and the republicans going fasco-wild around the world creating death and destruction. Cutting people's disability money off, I must not be the only person experiencing this who this organization wants to see homeless and enslaved and dead.//Otherwise, the thread on Perplexity AI was OBLITERATTED was DELETED for the EIGHT HOURS of my fight to make ONE PHONE CALL AND ONE FAX to social security without the new nazi regime hate and abuse operatives answering every call to abuse me. The woman by phone began lying and saying that I was lying, and that she could not establish my identity from a spate of questions that no agents have ever asked for the years preceding this doge nazi bigot network who have been created over the former responsible, practical and actual real agents on phone. She kept saying that the questions I answered but stating that "I am only trying to correct the wrong address put in my file" but she began telling me with a savage brutality of fascist yelling that she "suggests I go to the nearest field office and in person to establish my identity since she doesn't trust what I am saying" . She then told me to open an SSA account (whch I already have) to go online and changge my address myself. I told her, but not saying as I would have done but the fascist propensity of this nasty woman was so great that any remark "questioning" her lies would have been met by more draconian response on her part, a total fascist nazi approach to the bureaucratic revulsion she was and is--she either did not know that people on SSI disability are not allowed to make address changes or she was lying, but probably she was not an agent of the real social security agency or was entraping me--I told her as an SSi recipient I am unable to do that online and can only do it by phone. She began yelling again to go personally into a local field office as I said that it was protocol to do it by phone---as the last agent also began yelling at me to go in person to my local new location field offce to change address--a complete set of lies and never before has this happened. The standard is to phone and ssa encouraes this against a huge backlog of people actually needing to go in person to establish other, more serious concerns than an address change, which is why it is encouraged and stated explicitly to change address by phone not in person. The rules have been changed under the Biden administration due to Covid and money cuts from this agency ubut these nazi agents want people grilled like an interrogation but also--she and they all are telling me that covid money is not supposed to be saved but spent thusly I must pay it back to government...no information sent to me by mail and no information on the social security webpage about paying back covid stimulus money if you don't spend it on bs within a certain period of time. And etc. I spent the entire 8 hours on Perplexity writing about the blocks to the fax to have a review expedited, having AI assist me in writing a timeline and an appeal for direct consideration, bypassing the truly corrupt and abusive field offices. Every single fax required a waiting period of at least 20 mintes of the attempt to fax, and I tried at least 8-10 times. I did not want to pay for a fax attempt and lose my money which is whast would have happened so I kept explaining to perplexity in my thread titled, "please give me a celtic cross reading" for my siriusvenus1 account and the entire thread regarding the mistreatment and 8 hours of the thread were literally deleted in a chunk by hackers.

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