Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Indiana bloody red skins of all hues: revision reform of all forms of racism necessary. (copied from Facebook post)

@ 7 min into the Dem.Now presentation, first I uttered "finally" when hearing that white supremacists were arrested for battery after assault and threats of lynching upon Vauxx Booker. Within two seconds of the "good"news came the bad: his attacker spat and coughed on him, and two weeks laterr Vauhxx has been diagnosed with Covid 19. The connection between the body fluid assault and Covid 19 in this case is not certain, but not uncertain either. Proud of the witnesses who stopped the murder situation in Indiana.





The hacking is so bad I can only get one or two sentences out--that also includes the hacking of my brain, making thinking and typing actually impossible. My fingers are twisted in confusion as my brain is being manipulated into ot being able to access motor skills. The keyboard is messed-up by hacking, and it's another day of this attack on my ability to type or think while sittinng in front of this laptop.
I also am attacked when I try to read (tears begin to pour out of my eyes or are continuously moist so it's impossible to focus. My concentration is dminished so greatly I can only read for a short while and am exhausted from the brain attack.
This same attackk also happens when I listen to podcasts, on my tiny mobile phone which I have downloaded. the tech is aimed into my brain or relayed whether I am sitting in front ofa laptop or in public with no accessories polugged in (which is rare, because I always have headphones on now since the music in shops is awful and the people around me make trigger noises to distract or anger me to get me hyped up for a negative reaction (which could cause me to get kicked out of shops I must go to for food and other necessities).
I have triied to wear aluminum "nutcase" hats I makke out of tin foil and it doesn't work!!!!

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Now for the "entertainment" (for the stalker/rapist/Nazis of all races and sexes) segment of the Indiana commentaries by me, today. I refer also to the situation in Champaign, ILlinois which is not very far distant in every way from Bloomington, anotherr small university town. When I wrote of hiking and canoeing doown the Kickapoo state Park river (which, from footage, was a broad and beautiful expanse in the early 70's, now reduced almost to a tiny swatcth of trees lining the river. Backk when I was there, it was a huge park with trees spanning the area instead of cement roads and establishments that now dot and line the area. I was invited to go camping wiith a "friend" of my mother, a man named Daniel McCollough (I only knew his name from spoken word, don't know the exact spelling). I believe this man was one of my mother's lovers. Characteristically of my mother, she told me to go camping with Mr. McCollough, his son, and a team of boys. Because I was so used to being around boys and doing boy-things (I was the only female on the male baseball team, the first year that girls were allowed to play in male-dominated sports thanks to new laws enacted in 1972--Title IX).
My mother handed me a frilly Cinderella sleeping blanket which was intended for indoor sleeping parties for girls's sleepover, which was popular back in that time. The time was early Spring, and I contracted some infection immediately after going on this male-only (but one MK ULTRA female) outing. I slept in an indoor space with Mr. McCollough and his son, and two days later I came down wiith some sickness. The protocol for rape and attack in this MK ULTRA/racist/Nazi situation always entails that the rapists disfigure my body, steal concepts, ideas, property or damage and destroy anything they can afterwards. They then never contact me again. This has happened all my life, including from females of all races (Asian, Jewish, white, and less frequently black). Since I never know what has happened, and not a single person around the planet has ever once warned me or informed me, I can only surmise that I was raped by this friend of my mother at Kickapoo State Park.
Nevertheless, the park at that time was a more pristine and natural environment with huge areas of forest and waterways, now reduced to what appears to be a few streams and riverways and almost non-existant fish, if you observe one of the Y-tube vids of scuba diving in the river. The fish and wildlife back in 1974 in that area, when I was there, was a landscape of natural beauty and wide areas of secluded woods to camp and hike in.
This is my pesonal account of a severely ugly racist attack that I now understand was a racist and rape situation which my parents openly advocated. My parents were very supportive of me as a human being until the racism that surged around my family turned, eventually, into murderous proportions. I believe my step-father was slowly poisoned to death, but it was orchestrated to appear as slow deterioration from diabetes. Although he was a diabetic and blind, there were signs of poisoning that I also witnessed on the dogs that I grew up with, from the same source that slowly destroyed my father, in a State, in a country, where these activities have been officially sanctioned but covertly silenced.
I wait for the time when people will also openly state that these operations are allowing sleazy, disgusting bigots to murder and rape with full authoritative sanctioning and societal approval.
My parents, as guilty as they are in the compllicity of these crimes against me, were themselves brainwashed, drugged, poisoned, threatened, and microchipped, gang stalked, and terrorized and unless they wanted to be kliled or made homeless or with no chance to have careers or financial stability, they participated. I do not excuse their actions, but when they were "allowed" to care about their children in some decent way, they did so emthusiastically. i grew up with great love and support until the time came for the Conservative backklash against all the "liberal" protest movements of the 60's and early 70's, which my parents participated in and were leaders of.
I was viciously attacked in 7th grade by a white male, Brian Hildebrand, with the half-black athetic jock anti-semite Todd Oliver, who openly attacked me as proxy racist bigot hater for the group of white males. This happened because I played drums, (percussion) in the middle school band (Edison Middle School, Champaign, Illinois). I won "First Chair" as lead drummer. Brian would hit me wiith the drum sticks, then have black anti-semite Todd phone me making sex comments about pornography and asking if I would have sex with him and the white boys who surrounded Brian. There were also many white girls my age who also attacked me.. when the real harassment stalking terrorist actions took place, NO ONE stood by me, no one made any comment to me, the entire school allowed it to happen and not one teacher or professional made any defensive posture aimed at me.
I also had been at a high level of classical violin studies, playing in a symphony by the age of 13. I was similarly attacked but not as viciously, due to the nature of classical music as opposed to the more open violent nature of cock rock male-dominated band musick---thus, threatened and atatcked for being better than a pimple-face ugly white boy who probably never had a lesson in his life. I had by that time studied music and played in symphony and then wanted to learn drumming.
(The hacking is absolutely orrible right now, almost impossible to get anythign 0out and continuosly pouunding down on keys to get anything out)
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decades later, right now--assaulted and raped by white males and their nazi females of all races who have been stealing ideas from me and blocking any sort of attempt I could ever make to have any success in any fiield. The attacks are so severe that not only is typing blocked completely, thought obliterated by the attacks on my brain, but even reading books is nearly impossible due to the attackks on my braiin and nervous system, my eyesight and everything else while I am reading (I believe a stream of nonsense subliminals are being pumped into my subconscious while I attempt to read).
When I wrote that "finally" something is being done about Vauhxx Booker, I mean not only that the people caught on tape trying to murder him and assaulting him were not even arrested until a major outcry occured after sources like Democracy Now put the video on air--but finally attention is being paid to the horrendous racism that exists--although the racism is only labeled as being against blacks. The anti-Semitism I have experienced all my life ALL MY LIFE has been mostly perpetrated by BLACKS wiith whites behind them, encouraging them as I now experience wiith the H-wood gang and the endless waves of minorities (brown-skinned/black/minority people worldwide) attacking me as proxy stalkers doing disgusting things for promotion into the acceptance of the racist, horrid white culture whiich conrols them and all the people who have remained silent about my situation--including eveyr Jewish person I have ever met in my life. Not a single one has come to my defense, ever.
And Bloomington, Indiana. I had joined a "stop domestic violence" Facebook group years ago. A female out of Bloominton, a student at the University of Indiana--claimed that she was a moderator of the online group. I had not been experiencing domestic violence, but my situation was one of being stalked and I thought that the perpetrator was using minorities to stalk me all the way from Miami to Portland, where I was living at the time (no...I forgot and am pounding down on keys---I was in Phuket at the time, and the stalking had not stopped despite moving 9,000 miles away from the assumed perpetrator.. I had not heard of gang stalking up to that point in time, all I could attribute the situation to was a domestic violence stalking situation from a man I "met" online when I was looking for an apartment, who I met one single time and the stalking then began.
My sister Carrie also appeared in the Facebook group just as I joined the group. She recently appeared to attack me in a teleportation situation that the H-wood gang orchestrated, maybe two months ago.
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the hackers just deleted the last few sentences of this post and I must rewrite.
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My family has so openly participated in the slow murder of me that they laugh along wiith the perpetrators and attack me viciously for not knowing what is happening to me, asking me why I don't act like them but all my life they lied to me about thiis siituation so I never had any idea what was happening to me. All of them have obtained higher status and new businesses and opportuniities to promotion by offering me as a victiim to be raped and poisoned to death and tortured to death. I attribute all of this to the threat this murder stalking organization of death squad bigots and Nazis and whatever other groups they claim adherance to have done.
At last something is being done about racism in Indiana, and Illinois--but focused on Blacks. Allo I know of blacks is that they participate in the torture, rape and stalking situations almost to a high 90 percent ratio and in almost every instance. Surrounded by blacks stalking me on public transportation has been a prime abuse situation that this white racist group has organized. Blacks, like my family, happily and willingly attack me after whites make threatening gestures towards me while I wait in line for the bus. Always having been lied to my entire life, I had no idea they were making symbolic gestures of violence or death aimed at me. Blacks then surround me, grope my body while I sit (always drugged and dazed) and that is how the racism effect trickles down.
Maybe one day this situation also will be exposed and people will stand up for this inclusion of blacks into the white supremacist Nazi genocide/post-Holocaust programming of Jews, Blacks, Latinos so they can hope to be included into the prosperity that the white Nazis have obtained in all their genocidal pursuits of global domination.
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but now so distracted by hacking blocks, the keyboard is so stiff I am making exertions beyond exercise to get any keys to pound out letters. My brain is in the usual stae of feeling entangled in numb blank pain, thelonger I try to write the more crushed-inward sensation I experience, as the technology is blanketing my brain with what must be deadly waves hindering blood flow--or something along very dangerous to my health forms of block of cognitive functioning.
I got complteely diverted from describing how this Indiana student who claimed to be a moderator of the domestic vioolednce group behaved. She put endless photos of herself dancing with her friends as I wrote about the stalkking and tortures I thought it odd that she put phots of herself dancing, over and over, as respone to my posts and rewquests for assistance or any kind of support. Now I understand....and due to blockage I cannot pound down any loner this literally hurts my arms, which are already very frail from poisoning and inertia and non-stop torture for the last 10 years due to the hate and racism I have encounterec by black stalkkers, white stalkers, latinos stalkers, jewish stalkkers and everyone else who wants to be a player in this sy stem and have money to live off and stuas and a position in society.


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Clumps of hair continuously falling out when I brush my damaged destroyed hair, what is left of it from years of fungus semen and hair-follicle destruction chemicals slathered into my scalp by the whorewood group STILL welcomed to inflict death upon me in covert, slow mechanisms of undetectable torture, information extraction and violence. Once more Gavin Newsom literally under threat of continuous torture-to-death by his ally Tom Hardy asked me for a tarot reading about whatever--his premise to run for president. I instantly told him to stop the near-death torture that he and hardy have been giggly and sexually completely turned on with derision rape and torture sexual emotional and physical abuse leveling my body hormone levels combined with endless murder poisons I am shitting out from decades of them pent-up inside layers of hard-as-rock poisons that were integrated with mind control drugs and other poisons to kill me undetectable--every day fighting to stretch and exercise while a panel of men who have raped tortured abused my cats insulted me with hate and derision then destruction when I defend myself--politicians rushing to threaten to have me killed for defending myself all sitting there urging me to hurry up and get the poisons out so they can achieve their agenda of forcing a baby out of me for next generation mind control experimentation and studies---forced out of me in a system of life-threat abuse rape and racist violence that is akin to lynch mob covert murder and destruction of american independence of racial equality which is enforced with malice and malevolent murderous violence by English Imperialists--Hardy a staunch Royalist and today after his endless hissing death threats while I was going to the toilet while I held any object his abuse that goes on literally every moment all day into the night then in deep sleep; now maybe 7 months of him after years of endless euro-apes rushing to do the same with shitalina and ugly dirty pig ape pitt using this contract to steal MY IDEAS so they appear as if they are not stupid dirty mediocrity prostituted nazi iconography ape scumbags----bringing in non-stop europigape shit whores who rush violently at me beating raping having me on my knees as they sexually torture and abuse me when I fight back shit like nancy pelosi (with newsom as part of her cartel plantation backed by italian fascist and brooklyn mafia genocidal murdering bigots---) and thusly, I collapsed in the past 10 days from huge chunks of poison that have been embedded and latched into my spine and hips into my skull extending into my entire skeleton in a labyrinth of complexity twisting tubes of the hard poison with pockets of stinking foul black poison pouring into my blood stream and literally ripping cellular muscle tissue and internal skin out of my body---I collapse very often on my bed unable to keep my head up in a sinking drugged sickness often they gouge the cuticles cut them out (hardy had this done at the onset of his terrorism and rape and beatings and non-stop death threats for the first few months---actually, more than half a year of daily and nightly torture from this odious thug completely welcomed to abuse me into fractured mental states of sobbing and crying to stop raping me get off me shut up screaming as ugly shitalina sits watching smiling and laughing ugly dirty pig ape pitt smug and determined that his years of going to the oscars for the ideas his group of shit stole from me--from Once upon a time in whorewood to spotlight to blonde to babylon and tv shows he has producted (i.e. about bob marley) and just for having inflicted mutilation tortrure abuse and rape upon me his dirty trashy mediocre partner shitalina has gone to the oscars for stealing ideas verbatim that i wrote maria malificent another movie about cambodia and multiple movie themes and concepts she has stolen from my writing--using my words verbatim as her "feminist" pitch for the United Nations during the Nazi regime ousting jewsw from whorewood such as weinstein, etc etc. I fell asleep because huge hardened chunks of death and murder poisons I had twisted out of the sides of my back into the lateral framework of the sagittal plane---and I literally could not move I could not wrap the layers of protection around my head as I do every night; I began wrapping my head for the past 2 days but not having taken a shower for over 5 days I finally was able to wash the tell-tale greasy stink that was sprayed and rubbed into my scalp which they do every time I cannot protect my body. My hands are huge and ugly from chemicals slathered on my hands, the cuticles having been literally cut out of multiple fingers and toes my hands and feet are completely deformed the skin hideously scaly from the moisture being completely destroyed---the months of working every day to heal are just reverted back to the horrific state my hair and scalp and body has been for years of not being able to defend or protect myself while I was so bloated and paralyzed with poisons latched onto my spine in every single possible contortion combination pulling in every direction simultaneously so drugged I could not understand movie plots and etc. Every day being tortured for more creative ideas so the dirty filth of europigapeland can use my ideas as their own to infiltrate the American market. Policitians rushing to join in making every kind of death threat at me as they profit and join into the endlessly corrupted media empire that the europigapes have either bought out and control from behind the scenes or have actually purchased or play controller roles therein. the Nazi network also demands that all obey all the dictates of their control. Thusly Hardy went at me today and it is instant energy-draining hate for this vile and filthy thug who appears only to be a mediocre mindless bigot with boxing training using it upon me. They smeared my hair so badly that the barely thin layer of hair covering the huge bald spot from years of my hair being so damaged for a few months after I fought off a german rapist who was especially violent and abusive and I called him a pig--dirty filthy arnold shit-negtger rushed to hug him openly in front of me putting his snake arm around the german stupid ape creep--who had been trained in the art of passionate violin playing by a wheel-chair bound Israeli Jew very famous--who happily gave this german lout lessons because Jews are supposed to service nazis, didn't you know? Instantly the Jewish man poured his videos onto my youtube channel but my hair began to fall out in clumps my scape was knobby from the hair follicles literally having been pulled out--hair removal technology was used on my scalp to literally pull hair follicles out. There is nothing I can do to regrow in these 80% bald patches on my hair but extremely thin 1/8 inch sprouts of hair have grown back after putting everything I can think of and purchase on the scalp. Gone---5 days of such sickness that as usual I was writing FURIOUSLY BEGGING FOR MY LIFE TO GET HARDY OFF FROM ABUSING ME TO DEATH while poisons were literally ripping out of my central nervous system, taking bits of nervous system cellular structure and muscle and flesh out and dumping murder toxins congealed into my body for over 40 years--this is what was done to me decades ago from multiple surgeries, just by the way. Somehow as a miracle someone got hardy from abusing me to death by making him stop for one day--the ape has returned because behind him are the English crown members of the wealthy "elite" pig ape cartel, who have proven to be stupid ugly dirty racist bigots with very little behind their assumption of intellectual superiority. They claim is bolstered by having me drugged into near comatose inability to understand, being manipulated by them mentally while I am in deep sleep state teleported to their houses where they play lying skits so I presume the situation is relevant to one concept but instead they are using word plays on the meanings as if I am consenting to their abuse and degradation skits. Little beyond power grabbing machiavellian mental mind screw mentality has ever been demonstrated by the english "elite" who rush to have their violent lower classes inflict the street fighting thuggery upon me in my vulnerable state while ugly shitalin and pig ape pitt sit smug because for over 16 years I have told them NO that I can't stand them by now it's in every subconscious state declaring how odious and repulsive and dirty and what parasites they are---still they persist because like hardy they are mostly mediocrity their pumped-up body images trained and coached NOT POISONED with hardening and bloating chemicals and not infected with racist bias intending to crush the spirit and pride of the groups they want to exploit (to death) such as Jews, blacks, etc (amplifying gays as long as they are mostly white or service them if they are otherwise--the one group that the Nazis abhored is now seminally welcomed into the 4th Reich which is homosexuality but only as long as it is in the private enclaves of the wealth orgy estates and private, not as any potential power group in society).//so, telling hardy with seething hate that he is disgusting--but i was watching something that was hacked into my youtube channel with Prince Charles and his spouse riding in some carriage to greet trump & frau nazi wife---and I said trying to be friendly trying to say something honestly positive that, yes that was beautiful and if I were english I would be proud of such a display. Instantly as if I had exposed a weakness or vulnerability hardy punched my breasts with violent hate saying "damn right" blah blah about english superiority and that I had belittled his culture previously--but I have never said that the beautiful buildings and the displays are inferior I have stated that their overtake of america using death squads and utmost racism and minorities who are blank and dumb control victims of racism fighting for a "piece of the pie" are their dumbed-down pawns; apparently america is comletely controlled by this group. The whites are in-training for the lessons to be learned in the psychological destruction of groups which pose a threat to their centuries of millennia of racist overtake of other cultures and societies (along with the rest of europe, basing much on Roman history and fascist and Imperialism the entire continent was the precursor to american slaughter and genocide of the Indigenous Indian tribes and everything else they could depose and steal from--which is the prevailing norm now regarding "minority" groups in America a similar pan-euro model of genocide is being trained through these mind control skits and Hardy is like the masses of the working class "soldiers" and for Hardy it is his huge chance to get out of playing thug roles and have the elite mark of distinction he is reveling in the money and profits and awards generated he is fixated into abusing me (to death) if he could. //NOthing can get him off me. The politicians are determined to get this contract, the democrats are working with the republicans in this private mind control hate scheme so they all "share" in the power structure and share dividends alike and no amount of change or resistance is possible even with the changing of horses the guard remains something of violent armies protecting the monarchy's interests (america now as a vassal colonized state of english imperialism german nazism french haute fascist fashion and italian mafia programming). I just have to add that Scorsese "won" some award for his movie about an American indigenous tribe of wealthy indian women who had inherited massive amounts of wealth due to oil being discovered on their native tribal lands--or those lands meted out to the tribes after the Euro-=colonists decimated slaughtered and destroyed and left them with nothing. This same principle of stealing all and giving nothing in return is the operating priincipal of this contract out on me. Besides that, the movie about some tribe with the actors who have rushed to assault me for decades (even before their open inclusion in this semi-closed circuit of terrorism absolutely controllked by fascist nazi groups mafia and organized criminality operating in smooth criminality with politicians who espouse every kind of benevolent concern about their sales-pitch group they are defending in public--screwing in private unless they can play or go along and play plantation subordinate). //The movie is based on the reality of this program into training Americans into the "Manifest Destiny" mentality of genocide of Indians (now people like me, the "tribes" they want to steal all from and destroy afterwards, sometimes intermarrying to gain acceptance and then slowly poisoning the victim to death, as the movie detailed it was another Nazi programming bs whorewood movie detailing the methodology of what is so benignly called "gang stalking" and "gaslighting". They use the same methods as were detailed in the movie of drugging and poisoning and mind controlling with "love" and then stealing the loot the land the oil the money and for me, it's ideas. Nothing but torture to death afterwards and having people moved out moved off eliminated silenced dis-empowered and then shot in the head if they fight back (one of the indigenous women was killed in such fashion because she began hitting her white tormentor abuser husband and thusly the white nazi cowboy network told the husband to prove his worth for white man's burden and so he shot her in the head in front of his buddies but that is like the token symbol of approval and that he never gave a damn in the first place, was always using her for usurpation of the oil and land for the "good Christian" men and women who went out to the rodeo after they slaughtered and took all over. This movie "won" but it was a programming device with Scorsese and the brooklyn mafia thugs like deniro all hailing back to Italy constantly with the gottis only stating that they are italian and etc--the same principle applies to shitalina with her english mommy aligned with the english crown, and hardy sits next to them all--newsom with "I'm Italian" pelosi, and etc etc the list is endless, the situation is never ending. I am writing this today just to detail their modus operandi in case one day people are fed up with how badly the country is falling apart perhaps they might recall how they used entertainment and worship of plastic-created mediocrity sleazy sexualized psychopaths in order to put in power a government that sold out for haute luxury for politicians in france and italy as their quid-pro-quo. treating americans like the indians the former euro colonizers so easily slaughtered and in american fashion justifying it all with hailing Jesus as "good Christians". Hardy never mentions Christianity he only references the English Empire constantly as his main focus of justification. Right now he has hacked a photo of Big Ben in London as the photo for my microsoft page which is hacked so badly that they are turning everything on and off so constantly it's about every 3 minutes. I watch and peruse the utter destruction going on every day not only in the U.S. but in terms of surveillance they are clamping down absolutely. They want an IMPERIAL control system of despotism. Therefore, they can barely get Hardy off me for even more than one day the awards and prizes he is obtaining for endless life-threatening abuse and hate has pushed his career into a huge spot I suggest--as with shitalina and pit ape pitt and anniston the dirty wife of pitt and the group of whorewood Reagan-era plants into that system to penetrate and bring in as much euro-centric facsist nazi imperialistic smug posturing sexulized and then never-ending in the headlines and sequels but MY IDEAS they have used as if they are not hateful life-screwming mediocrities while they have destroyed for over 16 years and much longer my every life-work for my success stolen and destroyed broken and killed off everything that was beautiful. My patio is lined with dead plants that had been gloriously flowering beauty plants slowly killed after months of me fighting to keep them alive as they are slowly killed, plant-after-plant. Dirty sleazy hardy yelling "you can have plants and your own garden" (If you just provide me with this endless award as all the men who rape and abuse me are all trying to abuse me into "submission" after the abuse is so violent and life-threatening their every word and action is so ugly dirty filthy and abominable that htere is nothing but me praying daily for their deaths).

In the past 10 days, I have written essentially screaming online begging to this this foul and disgusting oaf scumbag hardy off me--for mont...