Thursday, July 9, 2020

it amazes me how people are so reluctant to identify how deadly and racist and horrible and sexist this system death squad stalking system is.

I had to, for the fourth time, re-read my post and re-write what hackers had deleted, rewritten, obfuscated with insertions and deletions. I also can't think clearly due to attacks on my brain. I always must insert a comment on this as the discrediting tactics must be addressed each and every time I attempt to write. It's like swimming in a fog, trying to access my real thoughts, concentrate or "remember" ideas, words and concepts. Today, for eg., I forgot how to add two simple sums when shopping at an herbal outlet, where I have bought the same herbs for a few years. The store has a younger Thai male who hands me the herbs (now they have closed access to the shop, shoppers have to request what they need from the outside of the store (it's a hole-in-the-wall herbs shop, packed to the ceiling on all sides with boxes of herbs). I had to add 150 +180. I could only get as far as 200 and my brain was stuck on that sum. I handed him 200 baht and he smiled the ugly, evil smile that many stalkers have. Then what came out of my mouth was, "Sorry, I'm 'out of it' today"> I had absolutely no intention of apologizing or using those terms about myself. All was forced out of me by the technology and I could not get unstuck from a sum that I had, beforehand, told myself exactly the amount I would need. THAT IS HOW BAD THE MIND CONTROL IS. Okay..and the hacking has made the situation much worse. Some of the sentences above have been partially deleted at least 50 percent of each sentence was changed or deleted and then tied together by hackers. I always have to go back and spend time and rewrite, and then it's all rewritten after I attempt to correct anyway. But I try. I am writing these posts because I do not want to be silenced and I am keeping some record of this. I really have no way to send my information to anyone and perhaps in the future my accounts of the stalking will be used for benefit to the anti-stalking cause. It is inevitable that "one day" people will also rise up against this situation. It is a most racist system. With current events, it would seem that people would have already brought up this situation but the stalking and racism track remains wide open for all the black and white denizens to do nothing about the situation but continue to get promoted from within this very system entailing racist entanglement with "higher powers" of promotion in a most racist system (the stalking system is tandem with the spectrum of racism), I still cannot understand why no one is marching in the streets en masse protesting stalking death squads which are so inherently racist and bigoted. I have theories but it amazes me how people are so reluctant to identify how deadly and racist and horrible and sexist this system is.

I am adding this video of celebrity women being stalked. WHERE ARE THEY FOR ME AS VICTIM OF THE MEDIA STALKING TERROR RAPE PAC WHO ARE BEING PROMOTED FOR THEIR STALKING AND TORTURE GROUP ACTIVITIES AGAINST ME? How many people know about what is going on with the situation of me, and yet famous actors, celebrities make more public appearnces 'FIGHTING" against stalking and WHY DON'T THEY EVER FIGHT TO DEFEND ME OR MAKE MY SITUATION KNOWN PUBLICALLY?

I can't even watch the video because even if these women do not know what I am undergoing by their media entertrainment (misspelling intentional) leaders, even if they do not know...I simply at this point do not believe that many people in the entertrainment industry do not know and are not aware of this situation. The actors, singers latch onto a charitable cause and then latch onto the publicity of "fighting" against some evil but when it comes to actually going into a slightly dangerous area of actually doing anything about the sitation when there is no publicity or promotion involved for their image...

and, I am extending theories perhaps only a small coterie of the most famous actors in H-wood only know about my situation and perhaps that is all (highly doubtful).

I am very "high" from the mind control technology blasting my brain away....can't write any longer and I am bored wiith writing about this. Going off into the "why why why???" won't anyone ever do anything about this situation of me being attacked by famous actors and others and I remain fighting to clean up their filth, filghting stalkers surrounding me every single moment, fighting to stop home break-ins, writing about it into the 7th year of non-sttop writing about the H-wood actors and this situation with SO MANY FAMOUS PEOPLE READING MY POSTS AND HACKING IN and me appearing "delusional" for writing about it! Ha ha, what a great joke it all is in every direction. Can't watch this video of wealthy singers trying to get fame for making compassion statements about fighting against "evil" and really not doing much to help others in the real gritty world of violence they rise above and view from a height of great protection (so it seems). They won't get their hands sullied with actually fighting for anything in reality.


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Terrorist hacking *documentation*---my Social Security Account obviously hacked, my "back-up codes" for the newly implemented "log-in.gov" account are out of sync and a back-up code was used so that I used the sequence I should have had (I literally send myself emails after each use, so I know which of the codes from the limit of 10-per list which is then replenished after the 10 are used by the recipient (me) in this "secure" system. I saw that formerly someone had changed the red "suspended" status to "discontinued" in black, and now, after one of my codes is out of sync, the "suspended" red is back replacing the more finality and doom status of "discontinued". As usual, whilst fighting to type this, after having deleted another 1213 extraneous files hacked into my system after the last cache clear, which was just prior to the 7 minutes of internet access for the first time today, which was "allowed" 20 minutes after I had first turned the router on. The WiFi signal was on for about 1 minute and then turned off. Was turned off, this is a daily routine with the hackers it requires over 30 minutes at minimum to use the internet without it being turned off non-stop every 2 minutes or less. Always when I am trying to open important information or am in the midst of typing a post such as this one, which is intended to calmly document the hacking; too bad I did not save a screenshot of the former and the latter (determination status altered by hackers; or ostensibly another "oops" mistake on their part). Must fight now to return on the Wifi after having turned it on 45 minutes ago, used it to open the page for one site then it was instantly turned off for another 20 minutes as I cleared the cache, etc and after having used it for about 1 minute it was so slow I got back into clearing files in the C drive, which resulted in seeing over 1200 files newly hacked into my system from having opened one page for about 10 seconds. The WiFi signal icon on the lower right-hand side of the page always remain "on" while the hackers turn the signal off. It remains appearing as "on" for about 2 more minutes so when I am in the middle of trying to send a business email or other, when I click on publish or send the entire message gets deleted. They do this while I click on publish for my blog posts, which are deleted as well but especially on youtube comments (it's also near impossible to use the caps key again and the keys are so taut and tight pounding is required to get anything out). Etc. Must fight now to get the signal back on. This routine happens literally every single time I get on the laptop, morning or night hackers are waiting to perform this hacking block which always goes in the same pattern (perhaps it is a program trojan keystroke logging, etc I have no idea). I am considering trying to learn Linux, one of the distros. Wonder if that would, in any way, shield me from this hack which probably is more related to my router and not the software or programming I use, my computer or anything else. //Another 6 hours of the same terrorist maga and political aspirants for president torturing abusing threatening my life (formerly extremely murderously sick, nasty and violent) now more subdued, of course they just "cannot" ever be stopped or the democrats cannot conceive of amounting more millions into the campaign finances for the upcoming election; one of them so absolutely violent and nasty and filthy in all ways towards me so life-threatening, as they all are. Now must fight the internet again. No way to earn money. but the finality of "discontinued" has been taken off and merely "suspended" means I might have a chance to salvage the disability that these very same people who are torturing me now (one is exempt from a long-term terror death attack on me but has no qualms in participating with those who have so her inclusion is only a mere momentary blip in time the beehive mentality means that she is there in spirit with them and would have done the same all 30 years ago, 10 years ago, or 50 years ago as many of them currently still murdering me through stress and drugging (yes the drugging is persistent nightly I wake up in a cloud and fog) the maga female gently inserts the parasite leeching apparatus to gently ask me for questions so the german punk nazi portrayed as an antifa can steal ideas to sell more when he is welcomed with the open wide legs of depp's hateful most puppeteered french spawn of the french blonde nazi "model" who aspires to entrench a french cartel alongside the german (so the german "punk" faux nazi-life-threatening cretin) is lovers or partners and both, (or sport sex partners really for torturing me is a joint sexual operation they all are livid with sexual thrills after torture it is a most potent aphrodesiac for the loveless and sordid). The english are defending the poor german I wrote how his every punk show is intended to convey the exact opposite in meaning when he shouts out his 30 year-old lyrics into a megaphone and the crowd erupts. His stance on stage is to shout ("on one side, lets have the Left and on the other side, the other Left") as the crowd erupts and attempts to have a mosh pit of sorts, the true meaning is the National Socialism is a "Left" Party and always has been aligned with Communist and a more fascist refined version of the autocratic rule of Stalin and the intention of the Russian revolution as dictated by Marx was to have GERMANY as the sole focus of the "revolution" as a more highly advanced industrial nation. The revolution is what is now a global nazi enterprise just renamed and refashioned to suit the national character of every aligned state, which is of course the United States at this time. But to say that the "left and the other left" all join together is a unified nazi dictatorship and his every pronouncement of such is an opposte double meaning, double-speak. the crowd, or many understand this and thusly his fake anti-nazi music so-called is really nazi rallying. When I wrote this, the english contingent of murderous bigots who sent the english rapist thug to beat abuse and was killing me while I was in the throes of life-threatening poison detox--16 hours per day literally yelling death threats and abuse and insults directly into my brain not taking a break--raping beating and etc while 30 year-old poison was pouring out of my body because I am fighting for my life not to remain helplessly paralyzed in a room and situation of non-stop murderous and drug-induced endless rage and hate. All loving, fun and happy people, animals and things are taken away and killed and destroyed and all people avoide me thusly I am being killed by this. but when I wrote about the ploys and social engineering of fake opposition which the crowd implicitly understands, it is in aligment with the more extreme party which is far more nazified than the mere AFD Party (which Elon Musck made a celebrated giggly smiling partnership with, endorsing the "far right" ). The english who have murderously assaulted me for decades, combined just yesterday or 2 days ago to jointly assault me in this endless yelling hate rage (murder, slow death by a thousand parasites per week) asault in this egregious sick and for-losers has-beens and wanna be's and those in power who are so corrupt they must have this cartel to entrench a malicious deadly cartel of yapping fakes into power. all work to have the nazi german put in whorewood to conduct more vicious racist agenda, minority a$$-groveling (like mandami with the german and ben shapiro a few days later) nazi cartel appearing as various factions "opposing" for various splinter groups or mainstream groups but in essence all working as one, hateful global atrocity campaign (genocide and population elimination is the ultimate end-goal). Rich and absolute drenched in poverty, subservient slaves servicing them for a bit of a piece of the pie enslavement and mind control enabling mediocrity to appear as glorified and all ideas-stolen fake affronts to actual meaning in life celebrity politicians. Supported a billion times over by podcasters of the "left" and "right" all appearing opposite as well, with mainstream anchors bypassing actual news reporting in favor of mass-distributed news bylines. 

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