Thursday, July 9, 2020

it amazes me how people are so reluctant to identify how deadly and racist and horrible and sexist this system death squad stalking system is.

I had to, for the fourth time, re-read my post and re-write what hackers had deleted, rewritten, obfuscated with insertions and deletions. I also can't think clearly due to attacks on my brain. I always must insert a comment on this as the discrediting tactics must be addressed each and every time I attempt to write. It's like swimming in a fog, trying to access my real thoughts, concentrate or "remember" ideas, words and concepts. Today, for eg., I forgot how to add two simple sums when shopping at an herbal outlet, where I have bought the same herbs for a few years. The store has a younger Thai male who hands me the herbs (now they have closed access to the shop, shoppers have to request what they need from the outside of the store (it's a hole-in-the-wall herbs shop, packed to the ceiling on all sides with boxes of herbs). I had to add 150 +180. I could only get as far as 200 and my brain was stuck on that sum. I handed him 200 baht and he smiled the ugly, evil smile that many stalkers have. Then what came out of my mouth was, "Sorry, I'm 'out of it' today"> I had absolutely no intention of apologizing or using those terms about myself. All was forced out of me by the technology and I could not get unstuck from a sum that I had, beforehand, told myself exactly the amount I would need. THAT IS HOW BAD THE MIND CONTROL IS. Okay..and the hacking has made the situation much worse. Some of the sentences above have been partially deleted at least 50 percent of each sentence was changed or deleted and then tied together by hackers. I always have to go back and spend time and rewrite, and then it's all rewritten after I attempt to correct anyway. But I try. I am writing these posts because I do not want to be silenced and I am keeping some record of this. I really have no way to send my information to anyone and perhaps in the future my accounts of the stalking will be used for benefit to the anti-stalking cause. It is inevitable that "one day" people will also rise up against this situation. It is a most racist system. With current events, it would seem that people would have already brought up this situation but the stalking and racism track remains wide open for all the black and white denizens to do nothing about the situation but continue to get promoted from within this very system entailing racist entanglement with "higher powers" of promotion in a most racist system (the stalking system is tandem with the spectrum of racism), I still cannot understand why no one is marching in the streets en masse protesting stalking death squads which are so inherently racist and bigoted. I have theories but it amazes me how people are so reluctant to identify how deadly and racist and horrible and sexist this system is.

I am adding this video of celebrity women being stalked. WHERE ARE THEY FOR ME AS VICTIM OF THE MEDIA STALKING TERROR RAPE PAC WHO ARE BEING PROMOTED FOR THEIR STALKING AND TORTURE GROUP ACTIVITIES AGAINST ME? How many people know about what is going on with the situation of me, and yet famous actors, celebrities make more public appearnces 'FIGHTING" against stalking and WHY DON'T THEY EVER FIGHT TO DEFEND ME OR MAKE MY SITUATION KNOWN PUBLICALLY?

I can't even watch the video because even if these women do not know what I am undergoing by their media entertrainment (misspelling intentional) leaders, even if they do not know...I simply at this point do not believe that many people in the entertrainment industry do not know and are not aware of this situation. The actors, singers latch onto a charitable cause and then latch onto the publicity of "fighting" against some evil but when it comes to actually going into a slightly dangerous area of actually doing anything about the sitation when there is no publicity or promotion involved for their image...

and, I am extending theories perhaps only a small coterie of the most famous actors in H-wood only know about my situation and perhaps that is all (highly doubtful).

I am very "high" from the mind control technology blasting my brain away....can't write any longer and I am bored wiith writing about this. Going off into the "why why why???" won't anyone ever do anything about this situation of me being attacked by famous actors and others and I remain fighting to clean up their filth, filghting stalkers surrounding me every single moment, fighting to stop home break-ins, writing about it into the 7th year of non-sttop writing about the H-wood actors and this situation with SO MANY FAMOUS PEOPLE READING MY POSTS AND HACKING IN and me appearing "delusional" for writing about it! Ha ha, what a great joke it all is in every direction. Can't watch this video of wealthy singers trying to get fame for making compassion statements about fighting against "evil" and really not doing much to help others in the real gritty world of violence they rise above and view from a height of great protection (so it seems). They won't get their hands sullied with actually fighting for anything in reality.


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Torture report: I am being tortured, beaten raped and abused to death (details in a hazy hacked mind control thwarted post below as I progressed the "mind control" and hacking forced ranting and dissembling of thought structure my brain also under assault so bear this in mind when it appears I am rambling--also hackers rewrite my posts and delete words and add typos, etc)***Due to newsom torture for not complying with his exploitation schedule of me, combined with years and years of his relative-by-marriage pelosi who operated with the former governor of that STate out of CA, but really an Austrian bigot with plans and the backing to infiltrate america and turn it into a heap of destruction with a few celebrities and politicians obtaining endless lucre from the holocaust and it's derivatives--thusly after years of pelosi and newsom and his "movie aspiration" wife to be a director and their family drooling for years and years to obtain and they have obtained endless money and clout and political power (put as speaker during trump first hell admin) now fully torturing me to death but just sitting as if it's just normal torture. Heart palpitations tears pouring out of my eyes for hours per day, and this group began these attacks on me under the obama, it stopped under biden now begun again (obama has arrived openly in the subterranean blues of his endless exploitation with his wife, the documenatary featuring her coming out one week after their last "visit" of smug hate indifference and absolute hypocrisy--can't express how much I don't give a damn about the trump video regarding them because he also featured newsom as an a$$ donkey so why isn't that somehow mentioned and only the leeches of the obamas?). However, the sleazy sick violence of the by-now fully ingrained torture regime of the pelosi-newsom triad (family included droolling with lascivious plantation hate racism sexism etc at me, using any rationale stupid and blank excuses and repeating them as dumb as little bullies in a schoolyard deady and violent andsucking all out of me, thusly my hair turning grey so many grey streaks now the noem assault also it was her having my hair damaged when I literally collapsed in sickness from deadly poisons I finally managed to get out while she and this german sleazy filth parasite were threatening my life abusing with newsom slapping my face calling me bitch and prostitute whore etc sitting all day with tom hardy who had, by then, spent more than 7 months yelling death threats and abuse at me literally from morning until night, then in sleep death homeless skits, etc every day, day after day with shitalina coming in to check and make sure the nazis were doing the job she had been doing every day for over 15 years by that point with pig ape pitt and the rest of the shit from whorewood. Then the black MMA fighter celebrity ja --michael something ja or whatever, he's ameircan but came with the usual black nazi bs imposing the "n-word" into my brain, subconscious which my brain repeated until I began to yell at him to f-off because blacks in particular the men have their voice subliminal abuse schedule of having the n-word filtered into my brain so when my brain processes this word they can "Justify" although they never need justification but to try to make it a visible that I am this virulent racist for the rest because obviously the hate skits are being recorded--so they make sure to cover up their crimes by using racism as a pretext in reality they are the racist dolts and idiots--but this was done to me all in one day again this morning but months and years of it--my hair grey, my face with frown marks and me being mutilated and tortured--deadly assaults on my heart and lungs while detoxing shitting out horrific poisons black chunks of hardened poison latched into my spine and intestines-it's still there more than 20 years of just shitting poison out and laying in bed being tortured with idea extraction for shit people to steal never-ending). The ideas they stole from me (more in the rest of this post) will be rescheduled into conservative drip like water torture for me to watch if I ever do--all will be changed to protect the bigots, with the black nazis playing lead roles portraying enraged albeit compliant nazism disguised as black rebellion against racism. Etc etc...after idea extraction after a year of deadly torture in which, once more, I did almost die from their abuse---they just continue the violence another euro-hater who has hugged german nazi filth who raped me and beat me, hugging them having pelosi threaten to cut my foot off and then kill me before the covid stimulus bill came out so she obtained a huge chunk of the money for her constituency--with arnold right there to have me beaten raped and poisoned. Although I realize the schedule of these rat apes hacking their k-rap onto my youtube and if I click on any single one of their videos they rush to assault me (happened last week with another shit democrat rat slotkin out of michigan and now whitmer is poisoned as the lead candidate for president in polls---formerly it was newsom after his endless violence assault which was deadly but he assumed I was "used to it" couldn't give a damn in stark contrast to his every public lecture about all the concepts he has stolen from the actual authentically caring people (probably all dead or silenced like me) and now, I remain being tortured to death as usual: Non-stop tears being forced out of my eyes due to throat microchip partnering with brain and spine and nervous system microchip implants along with drugging. Newsom is doing this by the way as non-stop destruction of my eyes and face partially because shitalina the endless prostiituted trash skank similar to noem gets off on torture and violence upon me and has been doing so for over 15 years without even the slightest admonition froma single democrat politician and fully adoration from the white nazi trash shit senators and house republicans who sit smirking and glaring at me with deadly hate ordering more money funding for these torture operations and putting musk in charge of building more epstein island 2.666 torture rape and torture victims to plunder rape and then murder leaving zero evidence. The network of silence is complete the biden administration for over 4 years has proven to be fully compliant and complicit in this: Plus always endemic drugging while unconscious in deep sleep state in order to not have a barrier or boundary to reacting to the endless hate spewed at me by celebrities who have gone to the oscars and won years and years and years and years in a row for either stealing my ideas verbatim and then torturing mutilating and actually were overjoyed to be murdering me but I survived. Ongoing hours per day last week of extraction of movie concepts revolving around mary todd lincoln and then civil war reconstruction turned KKK and euro-hateland imperialistic global "new world order" stuff--obviously along with sexual debauchery transmitted to the U.S. now openly in the current debacle of the enstein "revelations" that NO ONE DOES ANYTHING as you all continue to do nothing about this covert epstein-style sex trafficking, enslavement and murder imposed on me by implants and gang stalking and teleportation and thought-extraction and torture mutilation abuse torture abuse mutilation. They are killing plants I have nurtured for months and weeks, just as they begin to bloom they are slowly killed off. Drooping, diseased they spray fungus on the plants (also in my home, in my food if they can, in my hair into my body etc it is non-stop sepsis, poisoning mutilation and torture literally to death as you all do nothing. It is ICE and kkk super shit noem combined with self-aggrendizing psychopath nazi skanks like her---saw her dancing on New Year's Eve kissing into the camera, completely glowing from having me to literally torture for about 12 hours per day so that was her "gow-up" with the german rapist scum bag won't mention his name but lead singer of a shit band out of stuttgart absolutely a fraud WIZO nazis in drag (bisexual, but beloved by nick fuentes who like his counterpart ben shapiro could care less about the bs they spew to obtain their crowds of haters instead they hover around the nazi money source of lies and subterfuge; all have their ruses). To continue: they are pouring raw sewage into the creek behind my room (3rd floor but a steep hillside behind my patio almost 90-degrees so sound and stink waft up--that is after hours per day of drilling, every single day sledgehammers pounding and hammering in the room beneath mine for hours every day but now nazis are here for free being paid to screw me and rape and beat and poison if they can get to my body while asleep and can't wake up due to brain implant plus nervous system trail of implants. My home stinking and filthy due to their teams pouring debris and garbage onto my floor, ripping the floorboards up in what are craters on the floor, all the decorations I made are sprayed with brown goo muck, etc all over the room. Attacked by the next celebrity threatened with death called the b-word for resisting the torture, abuse and exploitatoin which is to abuse and rape and steal ideas from me--to death, not merely never paying me a cent, but taking away my disability because they fractured my spine while I was unconscious poisoned my body the same skank shit sitting on the rows of chairs who were happily poisoning me to death while going to the met gala invited by nazi english inc to be displayed for fully ushering in a nazi 4th Reich into america bringing them all in. Under the rump 2.666 terror regime it's now fully europigapeland occupied exploitation of me with the usual american skanks shit sluts and rat pig apes all sitting with expectation of their undeserving blank and hateful mostly stupid selves being handed an empire to continue to push for nazi indoctrination into the mainstream media; (all alternative media just exempt taken out everything monopolized, the shit fake fraud nazi german scum filth creep will help the effort to control any opposition in his role as nazi promoter via reverse psychology and those who are "in the know" understand that his every seeming "anti-fascist" statement and song lyric (derived I seriously doubt by him but instead by his KGB operatives, 30 years ago shortly after reunification the KGB was rife in Stuttgart the seeming pleasant Nazi training ground for american soldiers to "love" germans, blacks especially the soldiers were treated like welcome beloved guests (behind their backs however snarling). So that is the abuse and more, still being murdered. Huge grey streaks in my hair from being poisoned and then tortured, especially shit noem and tom hardy and this german fuck who has undoubtedly skrewed as many of the people in this group as possible they cling to him as he makes the most nasty insults-I met him for a total of 3-4 hours over 30 years ago but know his"friends' and his circle absolute fakes and frauds emulating american underground alternative scene fully nazi in reality--even worse than the "Normal" people the least nazi are the ones who are not dress-up flaunting, in my experience.//

  2-3 hours later: collapsed on my bed in sickness from detox: horrific black liquid poisons accumulated from years of poisoning and paralys...