Thursday, July 9, 2020

it amazes me how people are so reluctant to identify how deadly and racist and horrible and sexist this system death squad stalking system is.

I had to, for the fourth time, re-read my post and re-write what hackers had deleted, rewritten, obfuscated with insertions and deletions. I also can't think clearly due to attacks on my brain. I always must insert a comment on this as the discrediting tactics must be addressed each and every time I attempt to write. It's like swimming in a fog, trying to access my real thoughts, concentrate or "remember" ideas, words and concepts. Today, for eg., I forgot how to add two simple sums when shopping at an herbal outlet, where I have bought the same herbs for a few years. The store has a younger Thai male who hands me the herbs (now they have closed access to the shop, shoppers have to request what they need from the outside of the store (it's a hole-in-the-wall herbs shop, packed to the ceiling on all sides with boxes of herbs). I had to add 150 +180. I could only get as far as 200 and my brain was stuck on that sum. I handed him 200 baht and he smiled the ugly, evil smile that many stalkers have. Then what came out of my mouth was, "Sorry, I'm 'out of it' today"> I had absolutely no intention of apologizing or using those terms about myself. All was forced out of me by the technology and I could not get unstuck from a sum that I had, beforehand, told myself exactly the amount I would need. THAT IS HOW BAD THE MIND CONTROL IS. Okay..and the hacking has made the situation much worse. Some of the sentences above have been partially deleted at least 50 percent of each sentence was changed or deleted and then tied together by hackers. I always have to go back and spend time and rewrite, and then it's all rewritten after I attempt to correct anyway. But I try. I am writing these posts because I do not want to be silenced and I am keeping some record of this. I really have no way to send my information to anyone and perhaps in the future my accounts of the stalking will be used for benefit to the anti-stalking cause. It is inevitable that "one day" people will also rise up against this situation. It is a most racist system. With current events, it would seem that people would have already brought up this situation but the stalking and racism track remains wide open for all the black and white denizens to do nothing about the situation but continue to get promoted from within this very system entailing racist entanglement with "higher powers" of promotion in a most racist system (the stalking system is tandem with the spectrum of racism), I still cannot understand why no one is marching in the streets en masse protesting stalking death squads which are so inherently racist and bigoted. I have theories but it amazes me how people are so reluctant to identify how deadly and racist and horrible and sexist this system is.

I am adding this video of celebrity women being stalked. WHERE ARE THEY FOR ME AS VICTIM OF THE MEDIA STALKING TERROR RAPE PAC WHO ARE BEING PROMOTED FOR THEIR STALKING AND TORTURE GROUP ACTIVITIES AGAINST ME? How many people know about what is going on with the situation of me, and yet famous actors, celebrities make more public appearnces 'FIGHTING" against stalking and WHY DON'T THEY EVER FIGHT TO DEFEND ME OR MAKE MY SITUATION KNOWN PUBLICALLY?

I can't even watch the video because even if these women do not know what I am undergoing by their media entertrainment (misspelling intentional) leaders, even if they do not know...I simply at this point do not believe that many people in the entertrainment industry do not know and are not aware of this situation. The actors, singers latch onto a charitable cause and then latch onto the publicity of "fighting" against some evil but when it comes to actually going into a slightly dangerous area of actually doing anything about the sitation when there is no publicity or promotion involved for their image...

and, I am extending theories perhaps only a small coterie of the most famous actors in H-wood only know about my situation and perhaps that is all (highly doubtful).

I am very "high" from the mind control technology blasting my brain away....can't write any longer and I am bored wiith writing about this. Going off into the "why why why???" won't anyone ever do anything about this situation of me being attacked by famous actors and others and I remain fighting to clean up their filth, filghting stalkers surrounding me every single moment, fighting to stop home break-ins, writing about it into the 7th year of non-sttop writing about the H-wood actors and this situation with SO MANY FAMOUS PEOPLE READING MY POSTS AND HACKING IN and me appearing "delusional" for writing about it! Ha ha, what a great joke it all is in every direction. Can't watch this video of wealthy singers trying to get fame for making compassion statements about fighting against "evil" and really not doing much to help others in the real gritty world of violence they rise above and view from a height of great protection (so it seems). They won't get their hands sullied with actually fighting for anything in reality.


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Beyond sick sadism beyond cruel and unusual punishment for no crime other than nazi lynch mob racist lynching via mafia nazi political leaders and celebrities but inflicted by localized death squads handed weapons, drugs poisons and stinking filth and the hate is already installed via hollywood movies and the lack of love which is the replacement for the loss of respect for life. The only thing taught to all of these criminal haters is having money and ostentatious living displays of conspicuous wealth attainment. Otherwise, they can't live without dumping rage and hate on others to get more and have other people crushed. They are addicted to violence rape and theft extraction and probably torture-to-death. The hegemony principle of having death squads in other countries for decades now turned inward to slaughter of targeted groups and people.//Thus : Hillary brought the Gotti's into this hate terror regime to implement her Broadway play and her tv show featuring women's empowerment. She screamed yelled and after her asking me in depth for ideas about Schubert's musical journey through dismal and dark German hate spheres with some beautiful musical notes added (and the one german who sang in baritone hacked his videos for about 10 years non-stop to get me to click) just saying it's the typical. I had posted a few thoughts on facebook about Winterreise ("Winter's Journey" ) which is a solitude sad sorrowful remorseful death-centered droll piece of beautiful musically-adorned thoughts on death, suicide and love lost. I wrote it regarding how being raped without end by people also murdering me using tech that Hillary santioned for years and decades previously, but I did not write about her--I just wrote about the loss of love (they are delighted to see this happen they want me spiritually destroyed physically marred beyond recognition and all creative ideas stolen me broke financially ruined because women's rights only applies to blondish women and some of their brown lackies and slave mentality supporters). Hillary teleported me, and then after abuse screaming with deniro and pesce who brought in the gotti's to rape and spend over a decade of torture, etc etc but hillary then grilled me for ideas about winterreise for her Connecticut house where she had me teleported (a huge backyard area with rolling slight "hills" only grass--a huge estate double-storey house---a huge kitchen with a metallic island in the middle just in case anybody has been to her next mansion obtained from her criminal expertise with a lawyer degree and the presidency as her money-obtaining endless fund and next campaign finance springboard to endlessly rely on 1992 as the years (or 1994 whatever) and 30 years later still featured as the highlight of the Democrat Establishment endlessly interviewed. but asking me for one of her soirees about concepts of winterreise or what food to present while asking me (and now hackers are again freezing the page, the browser and laptop I just turned it on after turning it off so they freeze non-stop when I begin to write about their crucial nazi systematic abusers like hillary who is the champion of blonde nazi ambition to put people like me down into the ground if possible but stealing ideas because these "good" women look away when their husbands rape jewish women force fellatio on them and then it's publicized all over the world and the jewish woman is a joke and the entire episode keeps her silent and a good girl so she is welcome to represent "women" endlessly in the future. It showed her lack of any resistance to rape culture in other words, thus she could champion "feminism" forever as long as the white and black nazi jewish cartel rape culture men were concerned she remains their favorite "feminist". She asked me a score of questions about how to redecorate the wooden winding stairway in a spiral curve up from the ground floor (first floor) an antique old house in connecticut she told me the State uppon asking her. Curtains of English flower design appearing "blue" or "yellow" I could not see clearly but for once I was able to see colors--they can alter my visual perception in this state so I saw the colors. She then teleported me back and then mutilation to my feet began the next day they began slicing skin between my toes and kept doing it every night--injecting pain number into the slicing to the bone after johnny rotten had my toe broken on the same left foot months earlier for saying something he didn't like after I responded with anger to his insults and abuse. I had written that he looked adn appeared poisoned I was concerned he began abusing me to get his promotion and that same year a tv show came out about the sex pistols. But all that brought on the gotti crime family of extreme abuse and hate as people can imagine but almost sanguine in comparison to arnold s-ne88er really a violent genocidal murderous bigot and beloved by all in power it's amazing how much they love this hateful violent murderous man and his group waiting to completely infiltrate america with nazi derath squads americans like hegsesth already fully primed for genocide and death squads. Just elect him into office the maga nazis will approve of death squads saying that it's fully ordained by Jesus and God and then also sanctified to purify the military of black inferiors but farrakhan is superior because he really endorses trump so----the gottis came to inflict ove a decade of non-stop torture--pesce and denior winning oscars 2 years in a row (deniro) putting trump in power as much and often as possible working for the democrats as well---Schumer inviting not jolie into his office to support the violence against women bill I think they passed it, she spent months and years representing the "fight" for "fighting" violence against women while having me beaten raped and my ideas stolen so she could likewise go to broadway presengin my ideas about illinois music I wrote on facebook for years and also the oscars for maria based on my posts about maria callas and then years of rape and mutilation poisoning nearly to death and they are still murdering me--my face now lined with black worry and hate lines my lips and cheeks sagging from rage hate my eyes sunken in my face changed her laughing as she screams in edelight that I am "ugly" as I told her that I never considered her bueaitful so years of mutilation was her response through this tech. Fully suported by hillary but oh, the gottis tohelp her get more and more out of this abuse contract. the gottis working with hillary and so many of htese people steven spielberg is also always there wihle the gottis are abusing me but never interferes he just joins in like all the rest of the jews. But hillary--and the gottis he new york political career of hillary has put her in good with trump even after she and bernie helped him to "win" back in 2016 and both have been rocking the stock market and tours around america selling progressive and feminism and both attacking me with snering hate and mutilation and then handing me over to the gottis and endlessly shitalina to mutilate and torture and they keep getting the gift that keeps giving this contradct out on me.

  The methodology of the gotti family has been to have me raped (one of the gotti sons or grandsons of victoria) then beaten and raped beate...