Friday, July 31, 2020

MY FINGERS are being destroyed by daily insertions--for the last 8 years--of objects under cuticles.

Every single night. 8 years. The cuticles have receded due to blood lack. The nails are damged. The skin on my hands is very damaged from both non-stop cleaning and washing (the terrorists always poke tiny holes into any rubber gloves I buy, insert fungus into the gloves, put stunking fluids on any apron, they also smear fungus and mold on all sponges that I clean dishes with. 

But they are absolutely destroying two fingers, objects inserted so there are huge red, swollen areas where the skin and cuticles are deteriorated to the point that the area is completely withered and withdrawn from the nails. 

I need a safe h ome to live in, they are murdering me and severing my body slowly day-after day. No matter whether I remain "silent" or write about their disgusting stupd and sick endless attacks upon me

or I remain "silent" they increase the tortures but on other levels, so uf I react, they break and damage my body, and if I am silent about their non-stop attacks, they increase the more continuous attacks that are not so damaging but nevertheless, removing skin from my guns until there is nothing left after tying to break my jaw ans break out my bottom teeth, whuch they did after I landed on my jaw because they manipulated my steering wheel and brakes, as torture for writing on my private, no people allowed private facebook page that justice be done and this horrendous bigot blonde nazi american actor and his half-english hate nasty rape enabler wife, both of the smiling, laughuing for YEARS AND YEARS OF TORTURE and never ending awards for both of them every year on and on they ahve gone on and on since 2013--when the insertions began and they are increasing the damage now day after day my fingers are being utrterly destroyed. This same pair also had cats killed, part of my uterus severed and cut out, which fell out after I told that blonde american "actor" I wanted nothing to do with him or his wife--that was before I began calling them pigs and whores--or any other "silly" name derived from non-stop years of torture and volence foorm them as they laugh and get endless plastic surgery and awards and contracts and deals out of this--never ending.

my hair smeared with fungus, hair failling out so badly for years, on and on I have stopped brushing myhair it' salways stinking and greasy--the hair brush is sprayed with a horrific stinking flud that never washes out--thuis is spraye don my blankets and pillows routinesly as well

the list is so long my body is covered with scars--they have recently re-broken my left large toe after I gave one of the advice onhow to heal his body if he is poisoned--he gave zero thanks and I only thought that I would write a story about him and another fascist Nazi (the former is married to a fascist German "alternative" and I know this is true, I can tell by his demeanor and actions) I waas threatened and then the next day nearly killed again in another accident. the terrorist came into my room and puolled my already broken by another pig europig ape who stole hundreds of dollars from me when U moved into her house for 2 days--one night--and on and on, they broke my toe, (the two-day rental) then recently they put this already broken toe further out of the joint so the bone complettely sticks out of my feet to the point of nearly 30 degrees at an odd angle. I can barely use the toe. They are also cutting the webbing of this broken toe TO THE BONE EVERY SINGLE NIGHT AS WELL.

My hair has been cut out and is balding and that is not the normal condition of my hair. Greasy and stinking and nasty smelling and shredded like they took a metal shredder through my hair--every day they get into my room, which is every day. I have spent YEARS fighting to keep them out.

And years of askuing for help, from every body possible and writing as the pigs want me writing to my death begging for help as no one ever does a damn thing but read and perhaps occassuonally do a little bit, perhaps--doubtful as I believe the situatuon only shifts from one extreme torrture to the next but they relieve me of deadly attacks such as heart palpitations from the tech to burnung and microsave attacks if I CONTINUOUSLY WRITE ABOUT THEIR UGLINESS, STUPDITY, IGNORANCE, HATE, RACISM they continue to get top awards and contracts.

I must write. But I truly want to stop and luive in peace WITHOUT THEM IN MY LIFE nowhere near them or anyone like them. But

I also want to live in a beautuful home, a beautiful garden, a beautiful neighborhood, beautiful happy people around me, not being stalked or terrorized, with money and prosperity just nice things


please, I am innocent this is murder out of complete racist orignis when will the United States stop funding these covert murder operations?  And actually perchance also STOP THESE TERRORISTS FROM DESTROYING THE COUNTRY. That means most of the citizens I have ever encountered un years of fighting to live in peace and having to move around the Unuted States and people in every city, town, and |State participating with full intention to assist in the murder or remain silent.

Right now it is night, and I am typing with very little lighting. The hackers are blocking keys, stopping me from pressing down on the caps keys which do not operate. The "i" key is blocked and a "u" prints out instead. I can feel the keys literally sticking as the u, which is next to the i key, pressed down. this is some malware that has recently been inserted into this otherwise completely new keyboard that should work like a soft and smooth very light touch keyboard. I must pound down and repeatedly backspace to correct insertions that are non-stop.

I can't do this any longer.

I have a projected date of November 3 until I write again about these subjects. I am fighting just to type the letter I and the caps don't work, the I is glued down with the U key and only U's turn up whenever I try to write any word with an I.

I want to stop this writing and pleading with callous murdering bigots to please stop these criminals and terrorist who are both teleporting me and also giving orders to the terrorists here in Phuket to literally maim me every single day, stop the functiooning of my toes, my fingers, my teeth are nearly falling out, i need surgery to correct thus gum damage. There are no more gums on my lower teeth they are cuttung away tissue until now there is nothing left. Nothing on the lower jaw, every day i tasted blood and tissue un my mouth as my teeth hurt from being cut into--for over one year now it's 1 1/2 years of this, every day a tiny slice now there is no more gum tissue. Thus is from asking that these pig ape whores in whorewood stop being awarded for hacking into my site and for teleporting and raping me and then being promtoed for it. I was told to "keep your big mouth shut" by writing about their crime and asking for justice. Every black and blonde female feminst participating--so called feminist--approves of this simply by continuung to attack me--they, all these women I have written of for years, obtained their most daring roles by stealing concepts FROM ME and leaving me to be murdered with no compensation no money whatsoever.

I must buy food on sale and I am attacked for doing so by the terrorist agents operating the cash registers. I am picked at from behind while I stand in lines as the people corrupting the purchases I must buy everything on sale, things are flicked on my clothing--objects like necklaces are stolen while I stand in line--from behind

the list never ends. They rip threads out of purses--If I have a leather purse or backpack or anything nice in leather they slash it nearly to shreds on the first day I waear it. They carry little razors which they afterwards conceal in their hands as they slash my leather jackets, purses while I pass in public spaces.

Etc etc the list is daily so this will never end..


How long will it take for America to actually not allow this kind of criminality to be honored by president after president, actor after actor, fascist bigot black nazis after nazi after white female "feminist" stealing ideas from my drugged up torttured and nearly murdered ranting continuously on and on about the sexism, racism

as they continue and contunue to steal idea after idea from me.

I can also get into more concepts that have been stolen from me but I am now fighting and fightringt juyst to type against hackers.

So far, over 10 yaers of writing and writing and years of writing on facebook and years of describing this, years of asking anyone and everyone to please defend me and years of none of this stopping despite years of askign and writing.

Will this change in 3 months if and when there is a new US president--who must have been promoted because he's a good "player" a "group" member who partucuipates by saying or doing nothing and wants a promotion--is this ever going to end?


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. 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They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. 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My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. 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They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.