Thursday, July 2, 2020

More injuries to my body last night

After YEARS of fighting to stop these mechanical arms from entering through every conceivable crack and tile in this tiny studio. Another object inserted under my left middle finger. Years of this goiing on and on. A huge red swelling and this is years of objects inserted under my middle fingers. Drugged from skin patches also inserted on my skin, as well as damaging chemicals to destroy my skin and hair always cut and shorn and greasy and dirty despite washing it (always cut while I'm sleeping, partially balding from the stalkers literally shearing my hair so it is thin and balding. They began doing this over three years ago. I had started to curl my hair and wear it in some bun on my head. Because it looked somewhat decent, they began cutting hair from the crown of my head. I also dyed my hair purples and pinks, and they damaged my hair so badly I had to stop all action on my hair. Cuts, bruises, insertions under my skin, blemishes forced by the chemicals they smear and bacteria and fungus inserted into hair, skin and orifices. They also keep cutting skin tissue away from my lower jawline. They forced an accident where I landed on my jaw two years ago. Every night they also sever skin tissue from the damaged jawline to induce great injury and weakness to my teeth, which they also made loose after I had this accident. This group causes accidents, and while I'm sleeping they induce greater injury which appears like a "natural" consequence  of the "accident" they created The accident in question was my brakes being remotely manipulated so they stopped operating and spun 180 degrees to the right, forcing me to land face-first because I had a heavy purse that I was wearing so it rested on the seat in front of me, and the weight pulled me directly downward as well as the steering wheel being spun and the brakes remotely blocked as a car drove into me froom the side of the road and just hit me while i was in the middle of traffic, in the middle of my lane with right-of-way. There were witnesses who collaborated my claim. This was after asking in my private Facebook page that pit the shit was stoppod from being endlessly rewarded with highest nominations and awards for participating directly in this rape and torture teleportation situation. Since he and his gang began using this tech, they have been winning awards every year since they first started. Before they were part of this torture "experiement" they were not winning and not even close. to winning anything.j

That began a year of more torture and the cutting of gum tissue. This sick and ugly rotten parasite also had part of my uteruse cut out, which came out while I was in the shower. He teleported me later so giddy and high and laughing with such hormonal erection thrill posturing --which he had after the other acts of violence, and always with full supporrt of Whorewood and always me alone with more and more torture inflicted upon me. His buddy Parasitino is the same bs and the gang of them is huge and enormous by now.

I just wish people would finally stop this unbelievable sick torture situation finally but I just write about it day after day and TWO US PRESIDENTS, THREE PRESIDENTIAL NOMINEES, one House of Reprasentative personality, a host of whores out of WhoreHollywood with such ugliness it makes nasty Trump look like an angel or angle of sordid sorts--(his wives can't however be anything but nasty Nazis and maybe he uses them as fronts for his very extreme nastiness so I can "blame" their violence upon the wives while he's really the one directing their filthy and sick actions towards me. Suffice it to say that compared with the filth of Whorewood, Trump is benevolent and that is truly a huge irony.

I am so sick of being poisoned and drugged and asking president after president of the United States to please stop this crime against me.

It is apparant that the entire Congress and Executive branches of the US government are NEVER going to stop this MK ULTRA torture situation. Obviously my posts are restricted and "classified" and probably funded by the US Government (and according to conspiracy theorists, under "black ops" funding or what ever...I am not in the "know" about these things, I only repeat what I have heard on various portals of "alternative" information.

Whatever is funding this, my posts are not being put out into the public. I always live in places where the management and all staff and all neighbors are part of the stalking teams. Entire buildings can be emptied out and no one will ask questions or if they care, won't do any single thing to help me.

I am aware of this, but the stress is too great. I have injured my body so badly from pounding metal hooks into plastic cabinets to try to stop the stallkers--and yet gaps remain on the hinges and in the corners and everyything I have coovered up simply doesn't suffice against stalkers continuously going into my room and destroying what flimsy defenses I create. They just come in and pour stinking and toxic fungus and chemicals on my blankets, mattress, furniture, food in storage, last night they poured stinking fluids into my plant soil once again, and then they loosen the hooks with rope and pvc strings I have tied to all corners of the more than 30 panels on both sides of the walls. And I remain sick from poisoning inert and endlessly paralyzed from the poisoning.

I remain drugged into hysteria and writing about this sick situation endlessly year after year.

I can't write any comment on YouTube without a plethora of nasty comments by stalkers. I can't get any private emails unless they are from abusive and nasty stalkers who feign friendship or are agents lying and exploiting adn trying to do whatever they can to damage me so they can get promoted.

I can't go anywhere without  hundreds of people attacking me. This is even worse in America. Maybe social distancing might help victims of gang stalking.

None of you will ever do anything and yet I keep writing because they make me so ill I must release this stress they make me partially paralyzed and I remain a sitting duck for torture and murder attempts and violence that never ends.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.