Sunday, July 5, 2020

I need to rearrange this blog or create a real page with links and other such organizational details.

However, I am immersed in cleaning up stinking toxic filth every single day that the stalkers pour and spray and sprinkle into my room. I fight every day to do some thing to block off every single space, crack and any place a tiny electronic/mechanical arm can enter through the tiniest of spaces. Last night I had placed a tiny brush on top of the tied-together little metal strips on the huge plastic-coated planks of the cabinet doors. I have screwed hooks at the tops and bottom of the panel doors but my body is too vulnerable and weak to screw and pound in more of the hooks into plastic pieces after more of the hard poisons have erupted out of my body (detox through the normal portals of my body) but I used the word erupted because the poisons literally are glued/latched onto skin/bone and muscles/sinews/arteries/blood vessels. The detox involves my body having to both heal from tissue being ripped out of my back, hips, skull etc and the horrific poison that flows through my bloodstream simulaneously. Healing involves days and days of not being able to do more than sit glued to the boob tubes and reacting to every attack in the psy-ops rotating system. Thus, days of screaming in rage into the internet as drugs that blocked my body, perception and skewed my mind over 30 years ago, putrifying into my body, solidifying and then finally ripping out from my various detox (slow, labyrinth ripping out program) into me not able to fend off the attacks these hateful people incur by their YouTube videos.

I cannot describe how vulnerable a person is to suggestion and scams when these drugs and the interface with the tech are combined.

I have tried to relate how these ugly, disgusting old men with their YouTube videos have attacked me. they are physically revolting to look at, which as I have written in a jest but it's very sombre: the ugliness of the stalkers is near a putrid sense value, aesthetic of vomitgore mentality when you have to see them proliferating your YouTube recommended page, which I am drawn to due to the mind control interface I have tried to describe very briefly above. The hacking and blocks to my brain make any writing extremely arduous and  impossible to get all out I want to express, in any tangible way or form.

The combination of putrid attacks and the people involved are such a revolting system of ugliness, stupidity, hate, greed, selfishness, and all tauted as wonderful heroes of society in these media drives to install fascist and Totalitarian puke rotten creeps into higher positions of power.

Thus, the mechanical arm got through the tiny space I have not had the strength to pound in which was altered between the space of last night and this morning. I have at least been able to create systes where I can detect entry, and they did get in. My hands, hair and skin have as usual been smeared wiith damaging chemicals. My haiir is a mess, my hands are huge, ugly and worn out from YEARS OF hand washing clothing that is sprayed daily with toxic sprays that are deadly to inhale. I must close all windows and seal doors to try to avert break-ins from the outside. When I had windows in the last horrrid torture place I lived in, I had to literally tape the sliding windows because the landlord refused to install screens and blocked all access to me installing screens. The people you idolize in the media who I have written of for years and years ensured I was unable to earn a single penny online and thus stuck living off circa $700 per month, as I am relegated to right now. The criminal terrorist teleportation creeps have been put into the Executive office, their children and wives receive only the top beauty treatments but put me in a place with over 30 panels which these mechanical arms break through every night to inflict damage to my body and beauty and health (slow murder) every single day. They rise into billionaire status and become leaders of society.

You all continue to do nothing to stop them or this system.

You're all profiting off this system in your comfort zones, assured that you will always have people to push down in order to keep your standard of living.

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The teleportation terror hate skit they forced on me last night was of kittens who appeared dead in baskets. I had written of another ugly old man (aging I mean) who has put a proliferation of his nasty deformed and near-dead cats and dogs he "rescues" which became an endless stream of videos because I had once searched for animal rescue videos. His videos began to dominate my pages and the severe deformation of these animals caught my attention, as they were calculated to do for what appears to be an absolute scam and sinister "charity" organization.

As I wrote yesterday, a bit in detail. I did not include this organization's videos on my pages because first I don't want their ugly faces to deform my blog or Facebook--I am not trying to incriminate one single person but the entire group. I did put one of his videos on one of my Facebook posts I believe it was on July 3. I had, at that time, bought into the scam as apparently so many others have done. The money is flowing into this ersatz organization and it's cruelty towards animals. As I am under attack because this sick nasty creep is obviously a part of this stalking system, I will enumerate on other aspects of

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Deflection of responsibility continuous for gang-club-group inclusion. I am being blamed for the violence which is done out of racism by asserting without any proof that I am the racist and therefore I deserve his racist violence. IT is the same with the christian men who rape and sexually abuse or harass me that I am the prostituted sleazy degenerate but they are clean and pure therefore they have all right to sexually abuse me. they are currently working together at this time (you are racist therefore I operate on behalf of white plantation racism concentration camp murder & you are a prostituted nothing loser I am clean christian I have all permission to rape use sleazy sexual filth upon me therefore I am wonderful and exempt from all scrutiny; either as a christian or a race victim therefore I can dump all this hate and sleaze upon you. I am perpetually dealing with these simplistic rationale while the culprit criminals have death squads the united states government their churches their gangs and clubs and no support for me, no prostitutes are here backing me up no strippers no feminists. No one. Therefore they can justify anything in any way they want, and most of the most famous don't even bother to use any rationale. In this manner, the violence exponentially increases from those who begin with the standard societal hesitation unused to open violence but urged by their "opposition" who they are working with intimately within this private gang banger club, they almost exponentially become viciously murderously violent as if mind controlled, which I suspect a lot of that is going on turning them into bots repeating lies that others have used to justify and then pass the word around for how and why they can just endlessly fling these accusations upon me. I scream and yell because I am under mind control truth serum in teleportation alone sick and exhausted from the poisons ripping out of my body every day. ---###also, hackers already began to rewrite my post when I began to write this addition (just now) I saw that words had been added to completely turn this into incomprehensible non-linearity (they just added a few words to my sentences so they made no sense). To add at the beginning, the california gang or club leader who is a follower, actually who has become outright sinister almost instantly after hesitant at first, then with the push of his partners (the americans) and the lack of restraint at any humanity by the euro-terrorist nazi fascist, he is currently becoming almost instantly a non-stop terror rape and violence abuser. He has begun having urine poured into the crack his group broke out of the floorboards so it seeps into a crack and the also include permanently staining chemicals (which they do often, on my clothing). Rape and endless assault upon me he has participated in but began almost like a decent human being. They all slip into vicious irrational tyranny almost instantly at this point in the inclusion of more and more people who hack their videos onto my youtube account so one click can mean almost death and rape without restraint and the longer they are next to the glib and psychopathic nazi euro-apes they more violent they become almost instantly. the excuses and rationale they use is so openly sinister such ridiculous lies but used against me endlessly non-stop. I scream and defend myself because I am unable to block them out; this is part of the murder as it drains all positive energy they feed off the negativity and can be seen laughing and smiling afterwards. The former next terrorist whose video I clicked on yesterday is a black male who spoke on behalf of "independent' black groups, and the latter is of course gavin newsom plus nancy pelosi and steve bannon who jumped into this contract very early on and newsom is influenced by them all. I would say he's so malleable that I have no differentiation between the protocols he follows and any distinct personality. What I saw of pelosi was of a lying greed hateful bigot who has turned the democrat party into the hillary clinton race-feminist plantation and that goes for elizabeth warren and her 'squad" even moreso. Vicious racists all referencing euro-land nazi fascist culture but in particular in the private of teleportation terrorism they are inductees into the 4th Reich Euro-fascist genocidal murder campaign glorified with black and brown faces surrounding them at their public theatrical political statements and put in position for their graft and plasticine personalities so easily manipulated so easily bought. Dirty and sleazy but having urine filth and crap poured into my home newsom used the mind control to force my nervous system into a frantic state and I literally could not rest until he forced me to clean--it was a torture of my nervous system and I was like a puppet being manipulated by a puppet being manipulated but his manipulation is of money and power mine is torture to death and to alleviate some of the stress. His almost instantaneous violence aftrer I repeated reiterated for the next nth time that I had ONLY WATCHED NEWS CLIPS about the texas and california redistricting situation and under mind control I wrote him a message on facebook stating that i support him and hope he becomes president. this same mind control drugging excessive attack was used on me by trump and kamala harris, oprah being one of the major middle-terrorist portals for this system because she supports both, albeith trump being her prime support system as like pelosi and newsom and the rest, the ample money-sucking apparatus they have all enjoined to out of the endless trump decade has put them into cemented power. I told newsome that I had only watched his video to support the resistance to the overtake of the Midterm elections, or I was influenced by all the jargon and I believe that the redistricting was an attempt to block the next election because I believe from my insider terror target view into this group that they all knew trump was not going to be prosecuted they all knew trump was going to win the next election--except for maybe Kamala Harris, perhaps obama but they all have gained so many millions out of the entire process. The point is not even that newsom may run and "win" which he won't because bannon is involved which means the endless campaign finance millions of dollars will be in his pocket eventually and will block, as harris had done, a real campaign to win for democrats. I am merely guess this is just a scenario tentative speculation. Based on what I have seen. Either way, if newsom is the candiate chosen there will be no real change at the basic level of the fascist nazi dictatorship the democrats put into power when they uniformly voted in the House for mike johnson to first rape me to prove his sleazy lying justification for his errant illegal behavior but then being given the septer by the demo-rats because he would fully align with their graft and theft and crypto scams while appearing to be 'weak" and placating to trump. no, johnson is also placating the demo-rat hillary plantation nazi formation that has been built around black and brown faces fully compromised and taking the places of actual resistance fighers to outright nazi racist take-over. This applies to the youtube and media world as well. This is my summation from 16 years of being the target of countless attackers from all these circus rings:// & Terrorist report: power turned off repeatedly for the past day. This type of attack stopped about one year ago and has now resumed. They turned the power off last night for 30 minutes and then again for one hour. All was done way after working hours and the skies were cloudy but calm, no severe weather etc. they turned the power off again at 5 a.m. because I woke up very early due to sleeping consistently during the day and night due to extreme toxic shock deep sleep. ///I watched a new youtube channel put out by an "independent" who jumped and rushed to assault me using the familiar deflection technique of blaming me for their attack upon me using lying justification which I debunked almost instantly while they had nothing to say but smirking smug looks of delight that they are being included in the terror regime going from a youtube "independent" channel to being with "the big boys" in w-wood and politics by attacking me. He claimed that I am racist and deserve to be attacked because, this absolute stranger said with cavalier gang-club-membership entitlement, that I had "never" protested or did anything for blacks in the past so why should he do anything for me. I had to recount the protests and the marches i had participated in my past, and then that I have universally been attacked by his "group" to which I have been assaulted by with their partners watching silently in the background, instructing them on gang stalking violence. HE had nothing to say. I then admonished him for his lecture about not getting involved in politics because "let them work it out..'we" have been fighting for so many years and now let them fix their mess" etc. I told him that he was not only supporting the culprit of his claims of victimization but also by doing nothing was aiding in the futherence of the oppression by using more justification to "do nothing". Again silence and then my power was turned off in "retaliation" for having a response he could not answer. I also became violent in rage and exhaustion from sickness without end and being tortured without end by endless line-ups of people using all excuses to pour their hate upon me while working as allies with those they claim are their oppressors, turning their laments of victimization upon me and blaming me and then using violence as a response and participating in violence because their youtube channel and they get a promotion. //Now is actually the time when people should be more politically aware and active if they claim they were under-represented in the past as marginalized groups. but instead the do-nothing gang-club-edict remains: do nothing, let them work it out, we have been fighting for so long why should we fight for what "they" have voted into power and now regret? And then the excuse that I "deserve" to be a perpetual victim of what they claim they are, perpetual victims, and that I never did anything for his 'group" but in fact he has never done anything for "my" group or any "group" but his own little clique in solidarity-I would venture to assume but I don't know. He has supposedly some access to my background history and was just making items up and using lies to justify his violence. Most of "his group" don't use any excuses and just rush at me violently especially when they are highly educated lawyers and politicians--how can they "justify" their actions they don't even begin to try. Maybe I should give him some "credit" for at least making some "lame' excuse for his inclusion in a terror operation for the advancement of his "group"--which is the "left-hand path" to power: join in with the oppressors to gain promotion become antisemitic that is a sure way to cancel out your subscription to victimization and become a "winner" by joining in targeting someone else, using lies and any justification. This lie that I am "racist' has been propelled amongst his "gang group club" for years due to me saying outright that one of "his" icons in the media is a plantation symbol and has also joined in with antisemitism for inclusion into the "club" rather than the "gang" identification he is trying to "elevate" himself "above" by using an irrational and lying pretext. But at least he said some lie rather than, as the established lawyers trained in the constitution and law and the intellectuals of his "group" but now in a "club" not in a "gang" just instantly use violence they are too "entitled" to have to use any lying justification. Every day I watch youtube after having told myself not to watch any more. I watch to see and hear so I am not left out from the "talking poinits' I am being not only blocked from all facets of society but also for information access. It is literally a threat to my life to watch youtube and to watch any hacked or new or old video it entails an instant abuser rushing to follow orders, lie and use violence to get it's promotion for itself, it's family it's children it's spouse it's group and to just abuse me with instructions as they viciously go on and on. I spend hours every day justifying myself because the truth serum blocks my ability to block them out. It is true torture literal murder disguised as being "mind control". The energy drain and life sucking parasitism is more enervating then mere exhaustion combined with the poisons and drugs they perpetually inflict upon me as well.

  I have been, non-stop, accused of being anti-black by black men in particular for years and years. I had told their most wealthy status sy...