Friday, July 10, 2020

Video plus hacking repeat of repetition. WHO ARE U? WHERE R U NOW?--cryptic language, stupid hacking hackers. Coming forth by Day out of dead Clay. I came from light I live in Life I am me Now. Who are U?

Hackers are now not only inserting double/triple letters into a single letter I press (or inserting spaces between letters) but now inserting upper case letters in the middle of words (plus attacking my brain while I write, so I can't get ideas out and I become extremely exhausted and unable to think or concentrate, it literally hurts to think or write my brain feels like it's being pressed inward and after I stop typing and get up from the laptop I am extremely dizzy and a slight sensation of nausia and imbalance.

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He, this speaker in the video Says so much with cryptic language. Criptic versus blood gang unity of discoursive historical obliteration of cultural non-identification.

This man in video describes over 7 years of my rambling Facebook posts about people attacking me to obtaIn ideas to co-opt as their own personal cultural lucrative identification.
And of course, While writing this the hackers have inserted some malware application which makes capital letters appear in the middle of Typing a word. I am now backspacing continuously to stop this. I can't get more than a few sentences out whenever I try to write anything, idea, creative concept. My bain is so under attack I lose ability to focus or concentrate. I become so exhausted after writing a few sentences with continuously having to re-edit and rewrite and the exertion of tech on my brain makes any writing nearly impossible.
At most, the hacking abates whenever I begin to describe their hacking and blocks to my thinking and writing.
OtheRwise< once I begin to write creative idEas or anything outsidE of what these people are doing, the blocks begin and the encumberances block all attempts to expression.
PLEASE, PEOPLE ouT there rEading this, stop thEse attacks on me pleasE stop This violencE againsT me. You can see for yourself what these hackers are doing in this paragraph itself. (I left the sentance as is, after hackers got through with the usual discrediting tactics of undermining my typing ability and thought processes. I want people to see that whatever gets published as a finished product is the result, if rife with typos and errors and lack of intellectual cohesion, due to the stupidity of these people and their disgusting hacking, the disgusting people that they are en toto it's all like crap continuously surrounding me day and night. this post is really about coming forth by day, but I am writing about the ugliness of these people operating in the Dark recesses of their filth imaginations bolstered now by this heinous, and officially sanctioned use and misuse of technology to undermine others. These stalking creeps are all so sick and stupid, how I wish someone or a group or anyone would stop these attacks upon me. It is vile that I have to sit here wiith much of the PLANET participating in this and endlessly writing about it to try to garner any support system that never comes to block this. I really want to curse you people reading this, but I remain posting yet another pathetic pathos post because everything negative I find online reminds me of this huge, disgusting group all these stalkers do is every conceiveable act of malevolence. By the time I have learned all their repository of behavior, anything that smacks of negativity belongs to the entire spectrum of their narrow-minded atrocious attack system. Thus, anything dirty, nasty and foul is reminiscent of these stalkers and their modus operandi.
How I hope the people (actors, writers, directors, YouTube presentators, eTc etc) who have attackEd me or stolen ideas will be legally punished to the full extent.
It really is the co-opting of culture, the extinction of identity, the obliteration of cultural existence. The dominance of inferior people, classes and races into positions of power.
This man expresses in what appears to be a cryptic rambling articulation of disorganized cohesive patterns an expression of ideas, put in this manner, a profound examination that reaches into the heart zones and the mind penetration. He has integrity in what he is uttering, this is the most important aspect of delivering concepts (in this example, for now I write this

Everything he entails in this about how my life and culture and intellectual and emotional power, stolen and incorporated into the perpetrator's personal gain fabrication--on point, on target, well-spoken elequence at a verbal impasse style.
The hacking is really disgusting and stupid, like the people inflicting these attacks upon me (and many, many other silenced people attacked in the very same ways). How stupid and sick this entire stalking organization is. Low brow, disgusting and stupid people acting in distusging and stupuid ways, claiming they are "superior" therefore. this man in the video really expresses so much in a kind of gasping for air method of delivering ideas.

BAck to the concepts of the video.

Are U really u if you say you are Italian but you are American, have been brought up and raised here, and have an American flag on your front porch? Are you German-American if peop[le 100 years ago sailed on a ship out of some German-speaking country and killed INdians so you could continue to kill others for your white supremacy? Who R U if Germans say that Americans are stupid? (and they say this en mase over and over, so that means you reading this who are americans)

Making "blanket statements" once again. If people are cgoing to castigate me (I mean gang stalk, poison drug rape and torture me, for their stupid cliches then I am goiing to write a simple blanket statement about how they have no identity outside of their uniform classifications.

Who am I? I have to redfine mysel;f. I thought of this concept today and my journey in researching various ideas has lead me to this statement, which has been the most fascinating lecture I have heard in all the more etiquette=trained lectureres on the internet (on YouTube that I have listened to today)

I need to find more feminist lecturers and get out of the male domain because most of the people I find on the YouTube channels are males spouting off). Are the search results skewed so I mostly only hear opinions made by males of all races and age ranges? Are women being suppressed when it comes to vocalizing their opinions?

Oh yes, oh yes oh yes that is the entire bulk of the stalkkign operations geareda tme, plus all the hacking crap I have to undergoall the times I write in every mmoment, eveywhere.

I have to deal with redefining my personality as the theater stage has changed and I have to alter with the circumstances that I must beocome a kind of Kenosis self-therapist every day.

Know thyself: i AM THAT I AM and damn YOU that you are bothering me in my personal journey of self-exploration. Your interruptions also propel me to search for my own identity and block your maladroit cliche programming.

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...