Friday, July 10, 2020

Video plus hacking repeat of repetition. WHO ARE U? WHERE R U NOW?--cryptic language, stupid hacking hackers. Coming forth by Day out of dead Clay. I came from light I live in Life I am me Now. Who are U?

Hackers are now not only inserting double/triple letters into a single letter I press (or inserting spaces between letters) but now inserting upper case letters in the middle of words (plus attacking my brain while I write, so I can't get ideas out and I become extremely exhausted and unable to think or concentrate, it literally hurts to think or write my brain feels like it's being pressed inward and after I stop typing and get up from the laptop I am extremely dizzy and a slight sensation of nausia and imbalance.

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He, this speaker in the video Says so much with cryptic language. Criptic versus blood gang unity of discoursive historical obliteration of cultural non-identification.

This man in video describes over 7 years of my rambling Facebook posts about people attacking me to obtaIn ideas to co-opt as their own personal cultural lucrative identification.
And of course, While writing this the hackers have inserted some malware application which makes capital letters appear in the middle of Typing a word. I am now backspacing continuously to stop this. I can't get more than a few sentences out whenever I try to write anything, idea, creative concept. My bain is so under attack I lose ability to focus or concentrate. I become so exhausted after writing a few sentences with continuously having to re-edit and rewrite and the exertion of tech on my brain makes any writing nearly impossible.
At most, the hacking abates whenever I begin to describe their hacking and blocks to my thinking and writing.
OtheRwise< once I begin to write creative idEas or anything outsidE of what these people are doing, the blocks begin and the encumberances block all attempts to expression.
PLEASE, PEOPLE ouT there rEading this, stop thEse attacks on me pleasE stop This violencE againsT me. You can see for yourself what these hackers are doing in this paragraph itself. (I left the sentance as is, after hackers got through with the usual discrediting tactics of undermining my typing ability and thought processes. I want people to see that whatever gets published as a finished product is the result, if rife with typos and errors and lack of intellectual cohesion, due to the stupidity of these people and their disgusting hacking, the disgusting people that they are en toto it's all like crap continuously surrounding me day and night. this post is really about coming forth by day, but I am writing about the ugliness of these people operating in the Dark recesses of their filth imaginations bolstered now by this heinous, and officially sanctioned use and misuse of technology to undermine others. These stalking creeps are all so sick and stupid, how I wish someone or a group or anyone would stop these attacks upon me. It is vile that I have to sit here wiith much of the PLANET participating in this and endlessly writing about it to try to garner any support system that never comes to block this. I really want to curse you people reading this, but I remain posting yet another pathetic pathos post because everything negative I find online reminds me of this huge, disgusting group all these stalkers do is every conceiveable act of malevolence. By the time I have learned all their repository of behavior, anything that smacks of negativity belongs to the entire spectrum of their narrow-minded atrocious attack system. Thus, anything dirty, nasty and foul is reminiscent of these stalkers and their modus operandi.
How I hope the people (actors, writers, directors, YouTube presentators, eTc etc) who have attackEd me or stolen ideas will be legally punished to the full extent.
It really is the co-opting of culture, the extinction of identity, the obliteration of cultural existence. The dominance of inferior people, classes and races into positions of power.
This man expresses in what appears to be a cryptic rambling articulation of disorganized cohesive patterns an expression of ideas, put in this manner, a profound examination that reaches into the heart zones and the mind penetration. He has integrity in what he is uttering, this is the most important aspect of delivering concepts (in this example, for now I write this

Everything he entails in this about how my life and culture and intellectual and emotional power, stolen and incorporated into the perpetrator's personal gain fabrication--on point, on target, well-spoken elequence at a verbal impasse style.
The hacking is really disgusting and stupid, like the people inflicting these attacks upon me (and many, many other silenced people attacked in the very same ways). How stupid and sick this entire stalking organization is. Low brow, disgusting and stupid people acting in distusging and stupuid ways, claiming they are "superior" therefore. this man in the video really expresses so much in a kind of gasping for air method of delivering ideas.

BAck to the concepts of the video.

Are U really u if you say you are Italian but you are American, have been brought up and raised here, and have an American flag on your front porch? Are you German-American if peop[le 100 years ago sailed on a ship out of some German-speaking country and killed INdians so you could continue to kill others for your white supremacy? Who R U if Germans say that Americans are stupid? (and they say this en mase over and over, so that means you reading this who are americans)

Making "blanket statements" once again. If people are cgoing to castigate me (I mean gang stalk, poison drug rape and torture me, for their stupid cliches then I am goiing to write a simple blanket statement about how they have no identity outside of their uniform classifications.

Who am I? I have to redfine mysel;f. I thought of this concept today and my journey in researching various ideas has lead me to this statement, which has been the most fascinating lecture I have heard in all the more etiquette=trained lectureres on the internet (on YouTube that I have listened to today)

I need to find more feminist lecturers and get out of the male domain because most of the people I find on the YouTube channels are males spouting off). Are the search results skewed so I mostly only hear opinions made by males of all races and age ranges? Are women being suppressed when it comes to vocalizing their opinions?

Oh yes, oh yes oh yes that is the entire bulk of the stalkkign operations geareda tme, plus all the hacking crap I have to undergoall the times I write in every mmoment, eveywhere.

I have to deal with redefining my personality as the theater stage has changed and I have to alter with the circumstances that I must beocome a kind of Kenosis self-therapist every day.

Know thyself: i AM THAT I AM and damn YOU that you are bothering me in my personal journey of self-exploration. Your interruptions also propel me to search for my own identity and block your maladroit cliche programming.

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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