Friday, July 31, 2020

I am always drugged up and sick from detox when I write these posts.

The people I am referring to --I mean the pig apes and whore apes and posturing apes who are pigs---I can't consider them human any longer. I can't describe them in "normal" terms.

they glorify and get promoted if I write about how heinous they are in this technological torture situation. I have creeps from whorewood putting video after video all patting these pigs who have tortured me for years. There are aboslutely Nazi European-based Americans who are laughung with Europig fascist--I mean real fascist backing--not just using the term indiscriminantly--

who am I writing this to--this blog is blocked from all internet traffic except for the terrorist organization which is hacking into this.

I have no intention of trying to bemuse the sick and sinister attackers. There seems to be a new one joining in at least one more every week. Literally this is one of them, unconscionable scum parasites out of H-wood--your celebrity mainstream icons--

I am tired. they get promoted for causing a reaction out of me beacuse the rotten pigs who have put this contract out of me want me to live a life of daily and nightly misery. Some rotten ugly pug white male or a huge bunch of bigot white pig apes who saw me happy and with a chance to better them, which is no excuse on my part because I really usually won or was in the top tier of all I competed in all mylife until they just pouisoned me into paralysis. Ugly rotten pig men who tried to insult me and then demand sex--I of course avoided them, said no--or was drugged and duped, doped, pousoned, mind controlled with tech, they played games which lead me to believe that all was a "normal" interlude. Absolutely drugged up. I tried my best to have normal relationships with people==I defended myself. I said no to rotten, ugly rich white males who want original ideas (as they apparanently have zero or few themselves because they luive by clichees, force people into categories with them of course on top of all the piles and making all the piles of monjey out of theiir inherent racist system--leading the blacks to endlessly repeat that racism is a systematic oppression they face--but their media icons absolutely adhere to the bigots who enforce these systems because they leave no openings for anyone outside their entrenched system to have any real success---in the AMerican dream 

and so, they want me misrable every day. The pigs who are attacking me in the media do this joyfully almost, really sadistic, lacking all heart and soul, creativity and their jokes are all about hate subjects and sleazy nasty stuff--as far as I can tell. They suck out and drain ideas, my life force, and the yreturn it with more violence so I am being murdered and destroyed every single day and night.

I ask therefore that if there ever is going to be a president of the United States--anyone anywhere who will ever defend me--as this is criminal this is unconstitutional---and the racism of the blacks just bolsters the whites in hiring them to attack me and they are now with million dollar contracts in the media for their roles in this hate crime turned from them onto me. 

It is all despicable, all of it.

that I must write for years and people just get turned on by it and I remain in this situation endlessly fighting to heal my body and stop them from destroying whatever is left of me, by noq this is over 10 years of daily disfiguration from this group, in addition to murder attempts from poisoning. All they do, these millionaires and billionaires, is block my finances so I can NEVER afford to see any doctor. I have to resort to herbal and the most cheap defenses, and then they ask me to give them free information on what heals me as they just continue the violence towards me afterwards, and then use my information to use as their own alternative healing remedies that they profit off--imports of herbs I get in Thailand, for example, which they are now profiting off as they continue to force me unto such poverty, while I am fighting to heal from murder attempts from poisoning from the mafia and Europig ape "friends" who are STILL stealing my concepts, I have had to stop writing I also am blocked from typing and thinking as htey continue to tortrure me aftrer nearly a DECADE OF NON-STOP DAILY VIOLENCE.  Non-stop for a DECADE OF TELEPORTATION RAPE, TORTURE, HOME BREAK-INS, druggintg that never ends, violence that never ends

and now they are demanding a baby out of me. I only pray that they are destroyed every single day, every day I wish them utter destructon and I will never help these pieces of sickness to get more and more and more out of me. Please help me in this and STOP THEM FINALLY. Maybe in three months there will be a presdient WHO DOES NOT PARTICIPATE IN THIS CRIME AGAINST HUMANITY AND WILL ACTUALLY STOP THIS CRIME. If ever that happens goddamn it will be a miracle considering how sinister these people really are=-all of them, including the mainstream terrorist "civilian" and the homeless and the utterly mainstream middle classes--there is not much difference in the u gluiness and brutality of any one of them individually or collectively.

I can't pound down any longer on this keyboard.
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The stress to my body from literal 3/4 of a day and night combined being spent fighting sinister, grasping, beady-eyed hateful parasitic abusers who are lunging at me to get endless free promotions, which are never-ending this social engineering contract has no limits and no bounds. The destruction to my health literally just from stress alone is murder. Besides shitting stinking black and brown piles and hard pieces of poison out which pollute my bloodstream--I literally faint, pass-out on my bed from the horrific poison which is coursing through my lymphatic system, kidneys and liver and bloodstream going into my brain, where the implants in my brain have created a tube network of hard poisons coursing down in hard filaments and tubes into my neck, the vertebrae is lined with attached tubes integrated into the vertebrae extending in literally all directions--I must strive to fracture the hard poisons so they will slowly loosen and then expand about 6-10 times their shrunken size--and then the poisons seep into my body as I faint on my bed--while in this prone position the terrorists utilize my body's vulnerability and slash under my cuticles and literally cut them off my toes. A few weeks ago the cuticle bed was completely cut off (permanently it was severed off) while I had collapsed in such a state, unable to move from toxic shock and also the pain of hard poisons ripping muscle and skin tissue out of the interior cavity of my body in the thoracic, lumbar and vertebrae regions; in effect my entire spine if affected the muscles are at cellular level ripped out with the poisons which have attached to tissue, skin and bone and also into my intestines and brain and etc. The terrorists order their minions to slash, cut parts of my body out, as they inflict torture skits while I am deep sleep healing mode--death skits, homeless skits, insulting "dumbing" skits aimed at me endlessly. My body exhibits signs of premature aging, grey thin hair, balding from chemicals smeared into my scalp for years and decades to damage my formerly lustrous hair. My skin dotted with blemishes from poisons slahered onto my skin my hands are huge deformed the cuticles are gone from maybe 3 fingers, completely. the nails hang off, are calloused and the toe nails which have had the cuticles removed (in this past month, they severed completely off the cuticle from my right left toe which has been broken; it's not a bunion it's been broken and that happened after I made a drugged-up- comment about a nazi white male out of denmark who, along with a famous "punk" musician out of england, who has routinely hacked his music into my all-female punk lists on youtube, is endlessly trying to scam his promotion out of attacking me; but both musicians attacked me on the same day because I clicked on their music, assuming that their stances about fighting conformist authoritarianism was also directed at me, as a universal person on this planet and not just their nazi white "alternative" branch___one however was an open nazi and in my drugged and enraged anger about the rise of nazism in general and from years of being violently assaulted nearing murder where I am currently living, a huge population of euro tourists so I know their imperialistic impulses and what they truly are when the are on vacation and brown people service them like slaves, almost literally and very plantation-like. They don't have to pretend to go to church or conform to "democracy" standards, in other words. they had me in an accident by having a work truck on the steep hill outside of my living arrangement, and there was a tiny trickle of a clear liquid which appeared like water as I was driving down this 45-degree angle hillside down towards the road (which always becomes extremely busy only when I am trying to get out of the complex and there are no cars before or after I approach this junction so the orchestrated exact timing of cars driving into my path only happens at the exact moment I am at the bottom of the hill---so I must perpetually brake at a very tight angle but after I get out of this junction there are always no cars, and it's always a packed jam of cars blocking my path only when I am driving down otherwise I would be able to navigate easily without having to brake and hold the bike at a fourty_five degree angle (right now hackers have turned the wIfi off, have blocked access to commas and periods and numbers ). the workmen had created a stream of oil---so that the bike literally slid into a crashing position nearing the bottom of the hillside so that the inevitable line of *terrorist* cars always blocking my smooth descent were there while I was sliding and crashing in a sideways projectile. I landed on my left foot, and it hurt a bit but I otherwise was ok, the foot was not injured because I was wearing boots--I went home later that day and at night fell asleep---woke up with the toe completely at a 45-degree angle pointing into my other foot--like at night nothing wrong, the next morning the toe completely disjointed. this was after rotten the punk out of england threatened me after he began his snobby imperialistic white male supremacy english antisemitic gig, his german wife somewhere in the background or watching or knowing about this obviously---I reacted in anger. I am always in these situations drugged so as to render me in a hyperbolic state and knee-jerk reaction which always gives the terrorists an excuse to inflict real violence upon me to justify their white male supremacy (or female or any other skin color they all are told that this is "master-slave" and to inflict all "You have no rights" actions against me). Thusly they broke my to I was in a deep and uncontrollably non_waking state because of this wretched brain implant which the herd of terrorists always love to exploit to inflict violence< torture< to force discrediting behavior on me, and thusly to force subliminals into my brain which under pressure I cannot control, which I repeat< which they all use to justify real life-threatening violence against me. thusly it was either the danish black metal death metal nazi or the english "punk" who ordered this on me, but the real reason was to justify their promotions by using this tech to render people discredited so they can hiss in faked rage "She said this who does she think she is?" they all sneer in hate, white supremacy justifying near-murder knee-jerk reactions which they are then handed every promotion that can possibly be handed according to their level of proficiency in their realm (some are like in past their prime, for example)

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