Friday, July 31, 2020

I am always drugged up and sick from detox when I write these posts.

The people I am referring to --I mean the pig apes and whore apes and posturing apes who are pigs---I can't consider them human any longer. I can't describe them in "normal" terms.

they glorify and get promoted if I write about how heinous they are in this technological torture situation. I have creeps from whorewood putting video after video all patting these pigs who have tortured me for years. There are aboslutely Nazi European-based Americans who are laughung with Europig fascist--I mean real fascist backing--not just using the term indiscriminantly--

who am I writing this to--this blog is blocked from all internet traffic except for the terrorist organization which is hacking into this.

I have no intention of trying to bemuse the sick and sinister attackers. There seems to be a new one joining in at least one more every week. Literally this is one of them, unconscionable scum parasites out of H-wood--your celebrity mainstream icons--

I am tired. they get promoted for causing a reaction out of me beacuse the rotten pigs who have put this contract out of me want me to live a life of daily and nightly misery. Some rotten ugly pug white male or a huge bunch of bigot white pig apes who saw me happy and with a chance to better them, which is no excuse on my part because I really usually won or was in the top tier of all I competed in all mylife until they just pouisoned me into paralysis. Ugly rotten pig men who tried to insult me and then demand sex--I of course avoided them, said no--or was drugged and duped, doped, pousoned, mind controlled with tech, they played games which lead me to believe that all was a "normal" interlude. Absolutely drugged up. I tried my best to have normal relationships with people==I defended myself. I said no to rotten, ugly rich white males who want original ideas (as they apparanently have zero or few themselves because they luive by clichees, force people into categories with them of course on top of all the piles and making all the piles of monjey out of theiir inherent racist system--leading the blacks to endlessly repeat that racism is a systematic oppression they face--but their media icons absolutely adhere to the bigots who enforce these systems because they leave no openings for anyone outside their entrenched system to have any real success---in the AMerican dream 

and so, they want me misrable every day. The pigs who are attacking me in the media do this joyfully almost, really sadistic, lacking all heart and soul, creativity and their jokes are all about hate subjects and sleazy nasty stuff--as far as I can tell. They suck out and drain ideas, my life force, and the yreturn it with more violence so I am being murdered and destroyed every single day and night.

I ask therefore that if there ever is going to be a president of the United States--anyone anywhere who will ever defend me--as this is criminal this is unconstitutional---and the racism of the blacks just bolsters the whites in hiring them to attack me and they are now with million dollar contracts in the media for their roles in this hate crime turned from them onto me. 

It is all despicable, all of it.

that I must write for years and people just get turned on by it and I remain in this situation endlessly fighting to heal my body and stop them from destroying whatever is left of me, by noq this is over 10 years of daily disfiguration from this group, in addition to murder attempts from poisoning. All they do, these millionaires and billionaires, is block my finances so I can NEVER afford to see any doctor. I have to resort to herbal and the most cheap defenses, and then they ask me to give them free information on what heals me as they just continue the violence towards me afterwards, and then use my information to use as their own alternative healing remedies that they profit off--imports of herbs I get in Thailand, for example, which they are now profiting off as they continue to force me unto such poverty, while I am fighting to heal from murder attempts from poisoning from the mafia and Europig ape "friends" who are STILL stealing my concepts, I have had to stop writing I also am blocked from typing and thinking as htey continue to tortrure me aftrer nearly a DECADE OF NON-STOP DAILY VIOLENCE.  Non-stop for a DECADE OF TELEPORTATION RAPE, TORTURE, HOME BREAK-INS, druggintg that never ends, violence that never ends

and now they are demanding a baby out of me. I only pray that they are destroyed every single day, every day I wish them utter destructon and I will never help these pieces of sickness to get more and more and more out of me. Please help me in this and STOP THEM FINALLY. Maybe in three months there will be a presdient WHO DOES NOT PARTICIPATE IN THIS CRIME AGAINST HUMANITY AND WILL ACTUALLY STOP THIS CRIME. If ever that happens goddamn it will be a miracle considering how sinister these people really are=-all of them, including the mainstream terrorist "civilian" and the homeless and the utterly mainstream middle classes--there is not much difference in the u gluiness and brutality of any one of them individually or collectively.

I can't pound down any longer on this keyboard.

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Social Security SSI Disability illegally cut off by the stench filth of arnold gavin and rump muck and the nazi coalition of whorewood who have made hundreds of MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IF NOT BILLIONS FROM HAVING STOLEN MY IDEAS--not paying anything and then destroying what I do have, then taking away sub-poverty social security because I am the only person in the united states fighting racism rather than playing a game of pretending and dancing around with posturing speeches and stupid songs and movie fodder k-rap, the rest look on doing nothing that is why rump came to power and then again without any resistance. //Otherwise, 6 years of grad school and all attempts to earn money literally blocked while paralyzing me with poison and abuse and drugging every day--trying to obtai money from a GoFundMe account & is it BLOCKED no resopnses it is hacked from general view; this has happened when I tried to earn money online my url is blocked from the internet upon a url activity search I have decoded their total block of any activity (including my blogs and facebook posts only met by enemies looking to murder rape torture whatever they can get away with to get their failing careers back into the nazi orbit. Shitnigger arnold and dirty nazi gavin one facing extinction for years until he got his chance to prove he's really a nazi kgb agent torturing me without end and bringing as many gold digger scum like nancy pig-lousy and then gavin scum old boy onto his nazi payroll thusly he is holding an "environment" conference which is a front for nazi endorsement of yet another obama nazi replica to put more white nazi wall street investors into the money destroying the investments of the lower ranks and with the aid of nazi republicans killing people using social security as an excuse---my ideas furnishing stupid ugly ape arnold with so much clout to enter back into whorewood his violence is endless death threats for not allowing him or his nazi jewish and black partners to abuse me without me responding in self-defense while they are drugging me with truth serum and abusing me into my brain non-stop all day and night until I do react--they spend hours abusing me until I do react just to justify more violence and it is a never-ending domestic violence cycle--ask shitnigger arno0ld's former wife if that rancid fuck she divorced is abusive as hell when the sexual "fun" and games are boring and he has to actually be anything but a rancid "me only" scumbag as he is programmed to be: thusly...under your gaze and silence and protection of that group of shit filth: Stinking sprays on my clothing ordered by the stench of arnold the sick fuck-ni88er termini88er nazi filth---who is using (perhaps...in part) my concepts of saving environment to push his nazi inclusion in american politics as his "platform"---his stench is conveyed onto my property just as his ILLEGAL VIOLENCE against me (i.e.lifting me up in "teleportation" while I am literally on the toilet grasping my abdomen due to the black horrific poisons I have spent 30 years fighting to eliminate from my body which this dirty ugly thug scum parasite calling himself "superior" has ordered put in because me being able to compete might mean his blank ugly dirty nazi mentality is lacking and void of originality as is he--thusly stealing my ideas and then having me slowly killed serves his nazi concepts perfectly--unfortunately supplied and protected by the demo-rat party of california old boy gavin scum and the nazi obamas the deception of which is still protected because they so fully support white nazi nationalism but are "actors" proclaiming how hip and not racist they are (not): thusly, with them all, they informed Social Security to literally change my status from "suspended" to NO BENEFITS they also illegally issued "benefits ended" (sorry can't remember the exact official term but not 'suspended" meaning can be reinstated but completely gone). They are yelling at me, the white nazi bigots who are answering my many phone calls about how and why and why have I not received any mail information on why benefits were cut off only being yelled at lied to and abused by phone--their only method of communication under orders of the obamas the trumps the dirty shitni88er arnold still controlling CA politics the pipeline of Nazi gold holocaust derived is ruling America and the Engllish crown equivalent as well; however, the lying yelling abusive people answering the SSA main line number demand with "suggestions" that I go in person to a field office to get the answers rather than THE LEGAL REQUIREMENT OF THEM REQUIRED IT IS LAW TO SEND ME INFORMATION informing me of t he situation what must be done. The former rules of demanding people go in person were changed under the Biden administration (partially due to Covid) thusly mail is preferred and they have cut down on social security so mail is the real preferred method of communciation which THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO COMPLY WITH. Simply lying and lying to me by phone refusing to send me any letters about my situation and ILLEGALLY demanding I go in person but yelling--literally yelling with hate and fascist abuse--that they "suggest strongly" that I go in person--asking me a spate of interragatory questions about the status of my case which were questions I would have to look up to get the precise dates and informtaion but on a main line call when I was trying to change my address because they wrote it incorrectly--assuming I would phone back--then yelling that because I answered one question one month wrong (after 15 months of my benefits being cut off) the white woman yelled "I can't verify your identity you must go in person to a field office I SUGGEST" I told her that firstly changing my address by phone does not require me to go in person to a field office, and that it was protocol for SSI recipients to phone in address change in fact it's their policy and recommendation--she screamed literally yelling "I will tell you what protocol is" as i hung up at that point. I told her that they need to send me mail so I can get information she told me that I have to spend all my money before they would consider and that I would have to goin person--absolutely ILLEGAL and not policy by LAW. In person as they have done by phone they will lie, once the lie is solidified as if it were an official meeting they can just write the terms and conditions and then have me arrested for one slip-up I made which I cannot help I had to SAVE MY L IFE FROM BEING POISONED and I had to leave thusly that is all they have and they are lying and illegally demanding improper protocol denying me information ILLEGAL all done by old boy gavin scum governor of ca and the shit whore ape former CA gov arnold shitnigger trash who is such a foul and stinking lack of american values you all worship due to the energy of just stealin raping killing and robbing and then abusing anyone who can't fight back into "submission" that's all it takes---it's spread like a virus california hails that prick scum and his acolyte dirty nazi gavin old boy scum the lying fake smiles of the pig ape creeps and their illegal money schemes is what people really gravitate towards. I remain with my status literally blocked, the benefits cut off since February 2025 the man doing it in miami literally demanded I go in person to their office pay with cashier's check all my bank account balance (covid money stimulus payments and student loans) which are exempt. Telling them that these are exempt under law they yell abuse and just cut my money and refuse to send letters THEY ARE REQUIRED BY LAW TO SEND for a repayment schedule. They sent me a payment schedule without identifying anything other than a financial amount---not completely legal as they are supposed to let me know if benefits will be reinstated. I paid two months then never hearing anything I filled out economic hardship forms requesting from the California field office which dirty old scum gavin instructed, which they did quite happily it was a white nazi creep woman and then the usual california and american plantation system of minorities following orders, the more down they were on the ladder (in this case, Asians) the more sneering with lying contempt they had in their voices to get approval for the nazi slicing of employees out of social security this was their means of proving they will lie and kill people upon order by cutting off their survival money if they are not approved of by shit like old boy scum gavin who yelled "I don't want people like you in my State" so it's HIS State not a United States entity but HIS state--his control with arnold telling that rancid scum gavin what to say and do to become "president" all will be rigged. Since ugly dirty arnold grabbed with his filthy snorting sucking body and system onto this contract that ugly stupid rancid fuck has had people threaten my life repeatedly he has done it repeatedly has abused insulted punched raped and brought in at least 300 or more people to abuse me in just the last 2 months--that ugly rat roach parasite leech has since opened an "environmental" bullshit conference in his native Austria to sell off black nazi kamala harris as the puppet of the obama nazi uncle tom aunt jemima tap dancing team lovingly smiling with adoration into the faces of every rapist nazi-spewing shit white trash filth bucket out of germany and austria possible with ice cube and snoop dogg just violently abusing me on cue as well for years and YEARS AND YEARS. thusly, because I have actually fought against racism I am now cut off disability ILLEGALLY it is not illegal or against SSI rules to save covid money or student loans but they can just lie and yella t me and do whatever they want under this filth shit team. I moved they refuse to send a letter stating I have moved as such---they have literally taken off any benefits as me being a recipient on the SSA website after refusing to even respond to my economic hardship letter request zero letters with zero information BECAUSE THEY ARE OPERATING ILLEGALLY AGAINST THE LAW against me under orders of rancid stink stench arnold ugly filth trashnigger fuck and the obamas you all worship for their acting skills but still putting white wealthy above all but handing the poor a few little crumbs which are taken away instantly when their good friends the white nazis take power--promising if you just re-elect their pupet skank prostituted shit kamala with oprah and gyrating skank nasty dirty nazi black trash cardi b and j-lo and the rest of that shit nazi crap black circus and the "liberals" all will be hunky dorey and arnold will get more millions and control more politicians through the nazi gold pipeline all law will be only tendered for all who comply with being humiliated raped people l ike cardi b have been honored for selling black nazi plantation sex slavery honored endlessly as "freedom".