Friday, July 31, 2020

I am always drugged up and sick from detox when I write these posts.

The people I am referring to --I mean the pig apes and whore apes and posturing apes who are pigs---I can't consider them human any longer. I can't describe them in "normal" terms.

they glorify and get promoted if I write about how heinous they are in this technological torture situation. I have creeps from whorewood putting video after video all patting these pigs who have tortured me for years. There are aboslutely Nazi European-based Americans who are laughung with Europig fascist--I mean real fascist backing--not just using the term indiscriminantly--

who am I writing this to--this blog is blocked from all internet traffic except for the terrorist organization which is hacking into this.

I have no intention of trying to bemuse the sick and sinister attackers. There seems to be a new one joining in at least one more every week. Literally this is one of them, unconscionable scum parasites out of H-wood--your celebrity mainstream icons--

I am tired. they get promoted for causing a reaction out of me beacuse the rotten pigs who have put this contract out of me want me to live a life of daily and nightly misery. Some rotten ugly pug white male or a huge bunch of bigot white pig apes who saw me happy and with a chance to better them, which is no excuse on my part because I really usually won or was in the top tier of all I competed in all mylife until they just pouisoned me into paralysis. Ugly rotten pig men who tried to insult me and then demand sex--I of course avoided them, said no--or was drugged and duped, doped, pousoned, mind controlled with tech, they played games which lead me to believe that all was a "normal" interlude. Absolutely drugged up. I tried my best to have normal relationships with people==I defended myself. I said no to rotten, ugly rich white males who want original ideas (as they apparanently have zero or few themselves because they luive by clichees, force people into categories with them of course on top of all the piles and making all the piles of monjey out of theiir inherent racist system--leading the blacks to endlessly repeat that racism is a systematic oppression they face--but their media icons absolutely adhere to the bigots who enforce these systems because they leave no openings for anyone outside their entrenched system to have any real success---in the AMerican dream 

and so, they want me misrable every day. The pigs who are attacking me in the media do this joyfully almost, really sadistic, lacking all heart and soul, creativity and their jokes are all about hate subjects and sleazy nasty stuff--as far as I can tell. They suck out and drain ideas, my life force, and the yreturn it with more violence so I am being murdered and destroyed every single day and night.

I ask therefore that if there ever is going to be a president of the United States--anyone anywhere who will ever defend me--as this is criminal this is unconstitutional---and the racism of the blacks just bolsters the whites in hiring them to attack me and they are now with million dollar contracts in the media for their roles in this hate crime turned from them onto me. 

It is all despicable, all of it.

that I must write for years and people just get turned on by it and I remain in this situation endlessly fighting to heal my body and stop them from destroying whatever is left of me, by noq this is over 10 years of daily disfiguration from this group, in addition to murder attempts from poisoning. All they do, these millionaires and billionaires, is block my finances so I can NEVER afford to see any doctor. I have to resort to herbal and the most cheap defenses, and then they ask me to give them free information on what heals me as they just continue the violence towards me afterwards, and then use my information to use as their own alternative healing remedies that they profit off--imports of herbs I get in Thailand, for example, which they are now profiting off as they continue to force me unto such poverty, while I am fighting to heal from murder attempts from poisoning from the mafia and Europig ape "friends" who are STILL stealing my concepts, I have had to stop writing I also am blocked from typing and thinking as htey continue to tortrure me aftrer nearly a DECADE OF NON-STOP DAILY VIOLENCE.  Non-stop for a DECADE OF TELEPORTATION RAPE, TORTURE, HOME BREAK-INS, druggintg that never ends, violence that never ends

and now they are demanding a baby out of me. I only pray that they are destroyed every single day, every day I wish them utter destructon and I will never help these pieces of sickness to get more and more and more out of me. Please help me in this and STOP THEM FINALLY. Maybe in three months there will be a presdient WHO DOES NOT PARTICIPATE IN THIS CRIME AGAINST HUMANITY AND WILL ACTUALLY STOP THIS CRIME. If ever that happens goddamn it will be a miracle considering how sinister these people really are=-all of them, including the mainstream terrorist "civilian" and the homeless and the utterly mainstream middle classes--there is not much difference in the u gluiness and brutality of any one of them individually or collectively.

I can't pound down any longer on this keyboard.
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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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