Sunday, July 5, 2020

Displaced metatarsal bone/fractured from stalkers breaking my left large toe and then ANOTHER stalker-"accident"where I landed on this same injury from attack. The bone now juts from my foot and my toe is jammed against my other toes nearly 160-degree angle.

The caption says it all. I wrote of this on Facebook a few days ago when oil was poured on the hillside slope leading down the hillside from the empty condo where I live in a torture/rape and traumatizing mind control "studio" of non-stop surveillance of all I do, think and plan and create and everything else they input into my body, mind and life that is intended to break my mind/body/spirit.

The foot is now extremely injured and I require surgery. The stalking organization has blocked all financial earnings. It is so extremely difficult to type and write that with extreme effort I am pounding out this few words with great difficulty. Backspacing is non-stop correcting insertions.

Two men I wrote of on Facebook created an accident through the Nazi stalking network here. I wiped out when I applied the brakes near the bottom of this hill (a hill I have driven down in pouring rain, with water sliding down the hillside after there is a shower===never once had a single problem) A tiny rivulette of water was oiled and there was a huge truck blocking access to this road except for one little area I had to drive down.. It was a hot and sunny day. It had not rained. A small bit of water was running down the hill--maybe 4 inches in diamter, but I had to cross this little stream to drive past the huge truck blocking the rest of the very large and wide roadside.  It was a huge industrial truck with a huge wood chipper and the Thai men were cutting tree limbs in front of an abandoned building..

I landed on this toe that was broken under the orders of a Swiss/Italian woman whose room in her house I rented for two days. I had intended to rent long term, indefinitely.. She was so abusive I left almost immediately in the middle of the night because her house was located in a very remote cul-d-sac and I felt a definite threat with her Thai neighbors. As always, the white Nazi has a "black" or "Brown" team to do the dirty, filthy and violent work for them. Also, a German couple was involved in this attack scheme. She also kept most of my deposit and the money I put down for rent. I could not get any help from local police and had no access to any legal course of action. Legal fees for small claims court in rental situations are at least 10 times the cost as in the United States. That is how skewed laws in Thailand are in favor of the more wealthy against the claims of the less. Also, the Thai system on a personal and social level operates a bit more in a clan sense and everyone's business appears to be everyone's gossip or something like that....

this woman used to be president of a charity here in Phuket organized crime Nazi Paradise.

The stalkers who break into my home every night, with me fighting for my life to stop this encroachment for over 2 years on a non-stop basis of fighting and poudning and glueing everything into the corners and panels of these walls inside the cabinets which make hollow knocking noises because there is no solid wall behind them....(thus much of my current chagrin at charity scammers and the violence they use to scam people out of money).

The stalkers have been cutting the skin in the webbing between this broken toe and the second smaller toe--to the bone--every single night. Thus this "accident" which was ordered because I wrote a joke but negative comment on a Danish bigot Nazi's YouTube video, and another man who I wrote of out of England--these disgusting "men" who attack me create these accidents when I fight against rape and torture and attempts to create "sex slavery" using this teleportation and gang stalking apparatus global concern, which appears so charitable on the surface of it's every "democratic" front organization and political avowed denomination.

The pressure on this blood-flow reduced area has slipped and the bone is sticking out of my foot, the foot is enlarged, swollen and I don't know if the bone is fractured or just got shoved out of the socket to an even more angular horrid shape.

I so hope the people responsible all die in horrible accidents and it happens to all of them involved and immediately.

Should I write that I hope they become nice human beings? How impossible would that be? 

The dichotomy between moral values and need for vengeance. However, these are people who have been disfiguring me for years and ordering my body destroyed on a daily basis.

There is no more space in my mind for any kind of pacifist response. I only hope that what I write now will somehow spur people to act in my behalf. Just hoping....

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Locations of displaced and nondisplaced toe fractures


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I just posted the above video on the three aspects of communication and couldn't get through it all---here's what Cornel West has to poetically say about this dual dilemma of humanity: Her baby killed by American criminal terrorists, Emmet Till's mother had to chose between a hate and heroic response. Love Justice ....well, I can't love these stalkers so I guess I'm stuck having to reach deep within my dug-up and desscrated psyche torn up by the roots of evil and responding with Justice as a force of being beyond good and evil.




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Rancid spray substances on my clothing---my baseball hat I just wore to fend off weather---stinking but had no time to remove it because my nasal passages are clogged from throat microchip mucus exacerbation into my nose, throat and tears pouring out of my eyes today as has been continuous (daily but for the first 15 years, this year included up to very recently but still attacking my tear ducts and nasal passages) to destroy my face,which is what ugly shitalinaj the rancid stupid skank and ugly rat filth from depp gloat about continuously the damage they have ordered inflicted on my body so they can hell with their nazi friends and partners about my appearance versus theirs--how many hundreds of thousands of dollars poured into their plastic coating and etc but mostly the gleen from torture they all glisten with hormones they are addicted to torture also for that power high and sense of control. So, tears today while I was thinking about how disgusting they are, after having to wash by hand, of course, another article of clothing I spent days working on (hand sewing) into an artistic design, completely original. They always spray filth on clothing I make by hand to destroy it, slathering stains, rips and tears into the fabric then yelling about how ugly the clothing I am forced to wear in order to not ruin the clothing by cleaning black gunk sprayed on the floor, on my clothing and etc---so, having to clean the 2nd object today which was cleaned not long ago and I wore it yesterday it was clean (but I was not as congested as I am today they did another tear pouring out of one eye attack--they can restrict the tears to one single eye--to brimming with tears but not rolling out--to making weird globs affect vision , to making my throat constrict while I am sleeping to produce a kind of semi-"snorting" noise because i am in deep theta sleep, unprepared to clench my throat muscles--it's done suddenly and it wakes me up. They can force my jaws to snap shut while I am in deep sleep. They can force bile to eject out of my stomach or perhaps gall bladder but digestive substances are ejected. Because of the many times they forced my jaws to snap shut while in deep sleep--hoping I would bite my tongue--their intention--I learned to control my mouth so I would not bite my tongue and as a result, I staved off totally ejecting highly acidic bile onto my protective gear mask I wear while sleeping to try to stave off the slicing into my gum tissue--to the jawbone---while also in deep sleep. Absolutely incapable of waking up during these mutilation nightly episodes. I am currently working on healing the endlessly sliced tissue between my toes, on the entire sides of all toes every toe, both large toes are broken and mutilated --the left large toe put out of socket it's not a bunion---as projected by the stalkers but on the other hand, the attacks on the left side of my body have been calculated to make me not only crooked but totally paralyzed with hard poison extending to both sides--I caan't stand straight I can't balance my body my hips are cemented into a crooked shape. This group the ugly dirty skank from depp and dirty ugly sick shitalina not jolie---have ordered russian men to break into my room--removing from the inside the locks, the latches I tie shut with ropes and strings but all undone in the most highly proficient engineering mechanical arms proficiency so these are tied shut after the objects placed in the door cracks, the objects which are loaded against the door-are put back almost perfectly the way i had tightly tightened them before going to sleep. My hips put out of alignment, while being raped (in black visual unconsciousness inchoate and also teleported to abuse and homelessness skits or being raped by the celebrities who then assault me violently when I am unconscious they come at me from the side forcing me into consciouenss as they are hitting me, a tactic they use continuously except for arnold the body governor of california with his shrewd former kennedy wife they formed a team---he truly was her surrogate as politician. On a stray topic at the moment. Just writing of a few obstacles I face on a daily basis all day they have attack vectors of deeply penetrating technological assault which are murderous but in the aggregate the means of murder without touch--touchless murder, torture and then with brain function continuously under surveillance--they attack more severely while I am sick and after having detoxed more of the hard poisons I have spent my life fighting to stop, the poisoning and now fighting to heal they assault me without end while I am sick from the poisons having emitted into my nervous system, blood stream, and afflicting my brain and mentality of course. This is every day and it's almost as if I must (not almost, it isj) that I must wager healing with having the strength and ability to not become absolutely enmeshed in hateful reaction--the drugging lowers or destroys all boundaries to not reacting, the stoicism is gone utterly especially in first morning waking state after they inject or pump poison into my bladder while sleeping--or however it is being done. I never had to urgently "eliminate" liquids as I have had to do since this group began years ago their assaults on me---all night, all day. My post is just recounting of only a fraction of a small percent of the totality on a daily basis. So the 2nd article of clothing which I wore yesterday was fine. The shirt I had made they made ugly stupid comments about how ugly it was (and me, and always insulting how I look while i sit here or the other activity I make when am able to, which used to be impossible the fractures the manipulation of my hips and spine and then the poisoning drugging made it impossible for me to clean the endless really toxic stinking filth they spray every night so I wake up with muck and black filth sprayed on the floor in little sort of "pebble"-like shapes--tiny but like tiny pellets of black filth which absorb into the floor--which has been ripped up in portions and then sprayed with black paint-like substances so they are literally black with huge gouges and they pour stinking black tiny "pebbles' on these areas and then every day, regardless, spray stinking nasty filth on my bedlinens, my sleep wear, into my hair when I am sitting in a drugged detox stupor in front of this laptop trying to blot out their screaming "bitch loser" insults and "stupid ugly" mostly from the hateful yelling ugly mouth of this depp filth creep--I had been too attacked while writing an earlier post about how they stole, abducted my cat in a murder-like situation of having her thrown in the swimming pool nearby. The took a photo of her with a grimmace while she was fighting drowning. They had for 3 days prior to this episode had her breathing manipulated so she was choking and heaving for oxygen. She had never done that ever, and it happened so she would be weakened for them to abduct her without great resistance on her part. //Underneath this mobile phone photo was a caption like one of those "meme" internet things which are spread around regarding some aphorism or statement about politics, in one-word sentences. They wrote with sick psychopathic smug hate positing whether she was a cat or a crocodile and how funny that a cat smiled like a croc? She was fighting for her life as the people who had thrown her in the swimming pool took photos of her just to hack into my facebook feed. I did not save the photo (this happened during the first 2 weeks of the depp years of rape, culminating in this day of his filthy spawn daughter yelling loser at me while I was eliminating chunks of poison I barely manage to break into pieces with exercises and stretches, which are so minimal for any real exercise regimen my body is saturated in every joint and crevice with this poison which they added a hardening agent so the formerly semi-flexible poisons, which felt like cartilage or just natural soft tissue so I never had a single iota of a perception that I had been poisoned all my life. They began pouring injecting pounding raping this new agent into the mix when they began the murder regimen of poisoning--happeninng pre-depp but amplified at that time by the stallone manager of bar none (last name I can provide if anybody is ever concerned with actual lawful justice for me and advocacy for basic legal rights). The same level of sick stupidity sleazy violence is continuously the rallying centerpiece of all the "righteous fighters" in the "woke" spectrum with their nazi--outwardly nazi--partners who are not as vocal about their hate they sit back more silently smug and m aking a few "crush her" comments because the most offensively violent "liberal" partners must exhibit great proclivity to Nazi genocidal murder capabilites to prove they really are "in" the gang not any question and no holds barred they are the most vociferous and nasty openly within this range of protected and sheltered criminality in that L.A. domain of promotion (with politicians coming to laugh and smile looking like Nazis smug and smiling as their victims are tortured--the greasy sadistic smile I have seen on faces of elizabeth warren and amy klobuchar but warren is openly violently active in assaulting me in various ways in this group--but has openly presented herself to me only once--the first time when she partnered with my brother John, she assumed I was unconscious and in a black visual state (which I was, they can alter my range of visual perception while teleported) and also she assumed I was unconscious in my prime body sleep state, in deep theta sleep or delta, but then I had no mistake in her voice and had listened for years to her videos (not seeking her out for 95% of all the times I listened) but she elicits so much fake optimism with her yelling tirades and my desperate grasping for any support or help, this was at the beginning of the trump 2 era---my brother and family had rushed to join in like creeps they were so and always are very disgusting in this context and smug and smiling about being nazi colluders. That they helped put nazis in power is the same reaction as what oprah had done, (she very much helped put nazis in power and I yelled this at her for the nth time of her demands to explain my statement calling her a plantation icon aunt jemima for her endless smug and exploitation participation in having me poisoned raped she stole my idea for a wrinkle in time--to not let an autocratic techno-terror governance system override love and human compassion. She used the tech to monitor my thoughts and then when I associated her with the Malcolm X lecture on house v field slave and the terms uncle tom and aunt jemima were presented by Malcolm X as derivatives of the plantation slave system---she "heard" it through the monitoring tech and then in my deep sleep state, she asked me calmly "what do you think of me?" . At that point, it had been roughly 2 years of her gladly smiling hgging shitalina in a photo which was hacked on my system--the utter joy in participarting in a witch hunt lynch mob nazi group has always beeen the

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