Sunday, July 5, 2020

Displaced metatarsal bone/fractured from stalkers breaking my left large toe and then ANOTHER stalker-"accident"where I landed on this same injury from attack. The bone now juts from my foot and my toe is jammed against my other toes nearly 160-degree angle.

The caption says it all. I wrote of this on Facebook a few days ago when oil was poured on the hillside slope leading down the hillside from the empty condo where I live in a torture/rape and traumatizing mind control "studio" of non-stop surveillance of all I do, think and plan and create and everything else they input into my body, mind and life that is intended to break my mind/body/spirit.

The foot is now extremely injured and I require surgery. The stalking organization has blocked all financial earnings. It is so extremely difficult to type and write that with extreme effort I am pounding out this few words with great difficulty. Backspacing is non-stop correcting insertions.

Two men I wrote of on Facebook created an accident through the Nazi stalking network here. I wiped out when I applied the brakes near the bottom of this hill (a hill I have driven down in pouring rain, with water sliding down the hillside after there is a shower===never once had a single problem) A tiny rivulette of water was oiled and there was a huge truck blocking access to this road except for one little area I had to drive down.. It was a hot and sunny day. It had not rained. A small bit of water was running down the hill--maybe 4 inches in diamter, but I had to cross this little stream to drive past the huge truck blocking the rest of the very large and wide roadside.  It was a huge industrial truck with a huge wood chipper and the Thai men were cutting tree limbs in front of an abandoned building..

I landed on this toe that was broken under the orders of a Swiss/Italian woman whose room in her house I rented for two days. I had intended to rent long term, indefinitely.. She was so abusive I left almost immediately in the middle of the night because her house was located in a very remote cul-d-sac and I felt a definite threat with her Thai neighbors. As always, the white Nazi has a "black" or "Brown" team to do the dirty, filthy and violent work for them. Also, a German couple was involved in this attack scheme. She also kept most of my deposit and the money I put down for rent. I could not get any help from local police and had no access to any legal course of action. Legal fees for small claims court in rental situations are at least 10 times the cost as in the United States. That is how skewed laws in Thailand are in favor of the more wealthy against the claims of the less. Also, the Thai system on a personal and social level operates a bit more in a clan sense and everyone's business appears to be everyone's gossip or something like that....

this woman used to be president of a charity here in Phuket organized crime Nazi Paradise.

The stalkers who break into my home every night, with me fighting for my life to stop this encroachment for over 2 years on a non-stop basis of fighting and poudning and glueing everything into the corners and panels of these walls inside the cabinets which make hollow knocking noises because there is no solid wall behind them....(thus much of my current chagrin at charity scammers and the violence they use to scam people out of money).

The stalkers have been cutting the skin in the webbing between this broken toe and the second smaller toe--to the bone--every single night. Thus this "accident" which was ordered because I wrote a joke but negative comment on a Danish bigot Nazi's YouTube video, and another man who I wrote of out of England--these disgusting "men" who attack me create these accidents when I fight against rape and torture and attempts to create "sex slavery" using this teleportation and gang stalking apparatus global concern, which appears so charitable on the surface of it's every "democratic" front organization and political avowed denomination.

The pressure on this blood-flow reduced area has slipped and the bone is sticking out of my foot, the foot is enlarged, swollen and I don't know if the bone is fractured or just got shoved out of the socket to an even more angular horrid shape.

I so hope the people responsible all die in horrible accidents and it happens to all of them involved and immediately.

Should I write that I hope they become nice human beings? How impossible would that be? 

The dichotomy between moral values and need for vengeance. However, these are people who have been disfiguring me for years and ordering my body destroyed on a daily basis.

There is no more space in my mind for any kind of pacifist response. I only hope that what I write now will somehow spur people to act in my behalf. Just hoping....

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Locations of displaced and nondisplaced toe fractures


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I just posted the above video on the three aspects of communication and couldn't get through it all---here's what Cornel West has to poetically say about this dual dilemma of humanity: Her baby killed by American criminal terrorists, Emmet Till's mother had to chose between a hate and heroic response. Love Justice ....well, I can't love these stalkers so I guess I'm stuck having to reach deep within my dug-up and desscrated psyche torn up by the roots of evil and responding with Justice as a force of being beyond good and evil.




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A "light" day of terror murder abuse: not hours of verbal violence and death threats, only the endless repeat of the Gotti family system and NYC hate crew from sopranos and all the mafia movies rushing to impose street-level intimidation of death threats sent directly into my brain from a dude whose career, like most of the people assaulting me, needs a bit of a perk(the sopranos has not been his fame fortune cookie for many years, and now cracking open my life is the only way it appears for his resurgence). It is followed by the smug and smiling face of hegseth who after his physical violence at me once I reacted after 5 hours of verbal abuse from him and the next aspiring politician "christian" who is racist and filled with smug "elitism" that I had better talk to her with polite worship rather than annoyance of torture from hours and years and decades of t hem torrturing me, (her family member had done it years ago, since that time they brought in a "foreigner" who has brought in gangs and groups of foreign men to rape, yell at and abuse me for his promotion but the list of this is so endless by now. Sitting all together, the two looking for instant promotion by violently and murderously assaulting me with their "I'm Italian American" nazi bigot mafia teams out of NYC but now replenished with Oscars after years of abusing me daily with hate, poisoning to death, violence and rape and endless interrogation as to creative idea sucking draining and violence a "soft murder" which they are thrilled to partake in, brought exclusively in by hillary clinton and then revisisted by the clinton campaign "advisor' never-ending james carville for the "democrat" news outlet interviews on how to "do nothing until the midterms" once they established the trump money-raking apparatus for years and using me, in part, as a vehicle to obtain movie, tv show deals and of course, shopping in London with their English partners for luxury items, more mansions and more instructions on how they can aid the foreign element into infiltrating America through the mind programming portal of h-wood into congress (a direct line by now of power-grasping and opportunism for promotion). Hegseth and this woman replacing by personal selection by trump, very similar to the special election of termini88er and the flukes of how they evade recall elections for their slips in exposing how callous they are to the "people" they otherwise claim they only care about. // I am not able to really type and think so excuse the lack of cohesion in this "rant". The Italian-American as he calls himself or probably just narrows the limit to "Italian" as New Yorkers and their lineage who live in Miami and Florida all say they are simply "Italian" bypassing "America" completely. He is extremely violent in verbal threat and it appears has either training and experience in such activities of murder, torture, beatings, abuse, theft and not sure about his sexual proclivities he doesn't appear to be sexually too violent compared with most of the "men" in the audiences observing me screaming after having been raped for either reacting to having been raped and beaten, tortured and poisoned nearly to death as I remain too ill to move most of my life for over 30 years by this group en masse. He threatened to drag me by the hair as I was so ill I could not exercise, stretch or do anything I was in front of the laptop drinking coffee trying to not be too ill from the poisons trying to release from my abdomen where the poisons remain like a "pot belly" just stuck above a huge, hard "shelf" structure of intertwined hard-as-cement (literally) bloating, paralysis poisons this group had ordered their neighbor minion murder/death squad crews to pump, rape and inject into my body and/or poison into my food plus never-ending drugging also a murder weapons as kidney and liver corrosion and decay is the murder weapon disguised as "we must drug her to get our next promotion and get her to react" otherwise I might be able to more stoically "ignore" them but they "must" drug me perpetually to obtain my instant "thought-reading" reaction which they plug into daily every morning freshly awake after the deep sleep torture skits trauma mutilations of my body literally physically via their mechanical arms and then the death threats which the "Italians" love to dump on me as they smirk and laugh or are smug. Behind them is the Democrat Party leadership ranging from Hillary to Carville (not sure who else, the obamas as inheritors of this system they do not balk at it whatseover when it is imposed on me and they can get more tv shows, book tours, more hegemony over the Dem party decades of leading the next democrat presidential campaign as highlighted speakers urging people vote. It's usually the same people invited either on the "democrat" news shows and always the same in "power' over the DNC and all the presidential campaigns as the eternal "icons" of hope and change which they promise they will enact the next time after they were left agape silently obeying carville who lamented in interviews to "do nothing" under the initial siege by the trump admin when the dems appeared so "weak" and did what some consider to be "nothing" to stop the carnage against "the people". I personally have experienced top demo party leaders like warren rushing to use german nazis to point rifles at me for criticizing her under the first month of the trump admin overtake as the violence aimed at me was escalated at least 50% 6 months prior to the official take-over (violent rape by a german man whose movie, partnering with the gotti family "Jewish" actor who plays in tarantino movies often, his name is always vacant from my brain while I am under this mind control fog territory of brain attacks and memory loss and hacking and obstruction to typing---but the tattoist of auschwitz was the movie, I watched it after this "Jewish" man who plays often a Jewish man in movies fighting against nazism, brought his german nazi "friend" to violently rape me when I asked him why he was partnering with nazis but playing an anti-nazi in movies. Sitting next to every blonde nazi possible featured in media from the endless sleaze-alina and pitt laughing after he violently raped me, and the gotti family had done everything from hours per day of pesce and deniro making sleazy sick comments about my huge, deformed (by their poisoning) body and the body mutilations their partners who got into my room, physically to rape and put my hips and spine out of alignment, smear fungus and semen into my hair, injecting sewage stinking liquid stinking fluids into my vagina along with murder bloating poisons and then laughing as I had to run to the toilet to spew out this stinking mess plus reams of putrid diarrhea while I was being murdered by them as they abused and insulted me for hours pe day using this teleportation combined with voice to skull technology. Pesce and deniro always emphasized to "wash your dirty " genitals while I was cleaning my body. Shouting "shut up" finally after the months and months of this ongoing as they took their "turn" because their movie about another mafia drama which went to the oscars--can't remember the title but it was around the same time that the joker movie also went to the oscars---(I was just attacked seriously in a shopping mall by people wearing those old "joker" teeshirts featuring the movie character played by the man whose partner in the 3rd installment of that film, which was a "flop" came to violently assault me with the nazi mafia gottis and their ilk just 2 weeks ago or even last week--I never click on any of their stuff but because I watched the movie or watched the hacked clips that the pop singer had formerly hacked, they have full permission to violently assault me in teleportation or using their proxy agents to openly discriminate me in technical matters such as obtaining any computer professionalism so I am completely blocked from all computer security from all the technicians in my area due to their network (they use white euro-=haters who get instant worship from the technicians and the programmers, all "brown" people lovingly servicging them and most hatefully attacking me after they don the joker teeshirts). But to continue, pesce was continuously assaulting me along with the gottis who sicced a dog on me snarling as they instructed it to "almost" attack me (and would have it done if they had not been restrained and are always in a restraint mode by others as they verbalize the violence that they order others to commit against me)., When I would wash my underwear after going out and hang it to dry, pesce had brown stains in perfect linear formation sprayed on the genital area and I had to throw the underwear away every time--something I truly can't afford as they break and destroy my property on a non-stop basis--just the appliances. On a financial budget of $0 money coming in because through their agents they had social security cut my money off, abuse me intimidate lie to me and I am working on my survival every day and moment to have it restored and they are trying to have it blocked using a global network. Anyway, 2 weeks ago after YEARS of this I called joe pesce "pesce bottom" and this Imperioli guy "Imperioli ravioli" and laughed as a stress relief mechanism. Along with that, I had stopped reading the really popularized but part entertainment "news" source huffpost which is rife with celebrity news. On the front page was a section that one of the Soprano's stars had died at age 88 or around that age. years of that group hacking their death scenes and the Orthodox jew scenes out of NYC where they always "get over" on the Jews, never really watch too closely but my feeling upon observation is that it is, in nature, an antisemitic attempt to destroy Jews and claim that only "Italians" own Brooklyn or New Jersey or that they are in "control". the actor who also played in a spike lee movie approached me after yelling "good" when I would tell them that I am extremely sick and to shut up and leave me alone (for months, days, years that is all I do every single day, and every day I am extremely ill from the poison they injected raped pounded poured and stuffed into my body while I have fought since 2011 to stop the poisoning. I can't stop the poisoning without outside intervention the poisoning and drugging is done while I am sleeping by mechanical arms I can't stop from penetrating into my room. And by the way, they are forcing me to move out of this room by the end of february and I have nowhere to live and no income. The open access to murdering me via gang stalking, having people rape me physically not in teleportation but they always use both systems to ahve me raped both while sleeping in prime physical state #1--my real body in this location--and then raped in teleportaiton or abused while being raped. the rapists smear fungus into my hair, cut parts of my body out of slice and mutilate, they go into my backpack and spray permanently stinking substances on my passport and steal my money --usually about $100 per month as i live on sub-sub poverty most of the time but now living on $0 since march 2025 due to the hate and abuse from their connections and from hegseth who also threatened me to submit or they would cut my money off and thusly they have. Threatened with death every day by this imperioli guy who really wants me to write about him so now I am doing so. It means his promotion. I wrote about hegseth abusing me and he is now on a caompaign circuit in hopes of running for president, 2028 alongside newsom who had me raped and sexually abused me while having social security continue the lies and abuse (hanging up on me, screaming yelling abusing me by phone from his california offices but they do this in every location now, on the main telephone line but my calls are diverted to their terror agents perpetually).

  This was a "light" day of "reprieve" or stasis compared to the YEARS of daily 10 hours of verbal death threats abuse b...