Friday, July 10, 2020

Praise the wonderful YouTube force of random search reward mystical experience!

I obviously found this as a random synchronicity ( searched for the concepts using search engine terms but found a world of a unique personality I sense as a kindred spirit in this material world).

Oscillating synchronicities Chi Strawberry Fields

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Onto the more negative vibe from the previous post:  I wrote above that this is the best lecture I have listened to online all day. I am not downplaying people who lecture on Y-tube who I click on, but if I get a plethora of videos from one particular personality, at this point, it makes me suspicious and guarded against the personality. My attnetion, with all the technology blocking my brain, in addition to the NOT PARANOID suspicious feelings associated wiith vicious, deadly attacks aimeda t me by people who put videos and photos on many social media platforms--and you get the point. Just having written this makes me sound "delusional' and there is nothing else i can do. I get a kind of "listeners block" to people who put their lectures on my page. I have to perform a kind of threat assessment for any person whose video I click on or movie I download or stream by now it's insane how many of you hate attacker actors there are.

 this man in the video, for now at least, is NOT PART OF THE STALKING TEAMS AND i REALLY DON'T BELIEVE HE WOULD BE EVER. He is the type of personality that is being eliminated by these stalker boring pedophile teleportation rapist murdering bigots of all races, colors, orientations and flaunted creeds for their offensive deeds.

With the attacks on my brain by the technology, it feels like my brain is being pressed on and off by someone blocking my brain functioning like flicking a switch on and off.

it happens every single time I write. Hackers are blocking keys and etc etc

I can't write I can't think

I write this every time, every time this group tries to character assassinate me with the hacking and brainwave blocks (neural firing blocked, whatever it is.) I sit here in this room sick from poisoning, exhausted from pounding down on plastic doors to stop stalkers from destroying my body and health, and then wondering why the hell no one ever ever DOES A SINGLE thing to protect me in a real tangivle way so I can live inpeace and wriite and think. How many more years will it take for people to actually come out publically and expose and stop these stalker teleportation electornic torture groups and methodologies and form support groups and systems against these attacks?


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Ongoing physical mutilation terrorist report: the slashing under my fingernails and cuticles so that elevated bloodied swelling continues, the fingernails and fingers swollen, cuticles completely severed-off my toes and fingers, in addition to poisons put on my toenails to harden the nails into coarse, hard plastic texture never-growing deformed twisted and blackened. The mechanical arms are constantly going underneath all the layers of protection I wear every night also into my scalp to make hair fall out--falling out in clumps once more so the little bit left on my scalp is mostly gone.//While ugly shitalina the filth torture prostituted Nazi bigot of Whorewood with the German ape scumbag rapist her ally in utter genocidal violence, promoted by Trump and the Nazi 4th Reich and Gotti dynasty mafia with Stallone, et al (gmbh ltd English monarchy ltd) and once the slash under my skin they inject poisons, or foreign substances or materials so the "mind control "terror regime can continue for HOURS upon my waking from hate skits forced into my sleep state while being teleported, while they are slashing into my body and my consciousness is teleported outside of my "prime" body.//Every day dirty ugly shitalina has her rape dirty foul "men" and herself laugh about my breasts while I am getting undressed--the poisons she laughed about having her dirty nazi scum and brown and black and jewish minions pour into my body every day for the past 15 years, with my family, neighbors, and the 4th reich death squads having done this for decades priorr to this filth creep (but her dirty Nazi daddy was involved in this contract out on me back as early as 1974 or 1975, probably 1974 when my step-father the highly skilled poet writer professor was involved with the author of Deliverance in a poets seminar in Atlanta and returned extremely embittered, and he had to change his priorities of writing he then partnered with one of the English terrorists back in 1987, in London when I went there for a summer post graduation of college--and this man is intimately connected to the English royalty as a painter and his wife is the daughter of the director of Deliverance--partnering with dirty shitalina and pit ape pitt for over 15 years but ordering my family's targeting, my poisoning (which did begin before they got their filthy leeching apparatus sucking apparatus onto my life for their endless promotions) I was sent to live across the street from this English bigot back in 1987 in the organized hate structure, and my step-father was also involved in this orchestrated plot for his own promotion. But beyond all the greed and sleaze of this group including my own family, I must state that this ugly dirty whore has looked at least 20 years youjnger while I look 30 years older from the parasitic leeching off my energy, having dirty men rape and beat me as she watches on smiling and laughing along with dirty foul shit ape pig pitt and ther est of the apes and scum of Whorewood and Congress. The joke is that my breasts are not plastic surgery like ugly shitalina's and the jokes are endless after abuse death trheats this German ape endlessly punching my head and face, getting the crap of the Steven Tyler group connected to Stallone's Italian--all with English Italian French and German fascist Nazis rushing to join into collaboration of their take-over of Whorewood with dirty u gly stupid shitalina and pig ape pitt put endlessly into the Oscars every year, as they have been taking turns since their clutching onto my life for this contract back around 2014, taking the tech from Depp and putting Musk into power along with T-rump. The rest is " history" but you all keep silencing this situation so it's more death squad censorship.

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