Friday, July 10, 2020

Praise the wonderful YouTube force of random search reward mystical experience!

I obviously found this as a random synchronicity ( searched for the concepts using search engine terms but found a world of a unique personality I sense as a kindred spirit in this material world).

Oscillating synchronicities Chi Strawberry Fields

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Onto the more negative vibe from the previous post:  I wrote above that this is the best lecture I have listened to online all day. I am not downplaying people who lecture on Y-tube who I click on, but if I get a plethora of videos from one particular personality, at this point, it makes me suspicious and guarded against the personality. My attnetion, with all the technology blocking my brain, in addition to the NOT PARANOID suspicious feelings associated wiith vicious, deadly attacks aimeda t me by people who put videos and photos on many social media platforms--and you get the point. Just having written this makes me sound "delusional' and there is nothing else i can do. I get a kind of "listeners block" to people who put their lectures on my page. I have to perform a kind of threat assessment for any person whose video I click on or movie I download or stream by now it's insane how many of you hate attacker actors there are.

this man in the video, for now at least, is NOT PART OF THE STALKING TEAMS AND i REALLY DON'T BELIEVE HE WOULD BE EVER. He is the type of personality that is being eliminated by these stalker boring pedophile teleportation rapist murdering bigots of all races, colors, orientations and flaunted creeds for their offensive deeds.

With the attacks on my brain by the technology, it feels like my brain is being pressed on and off by someone blocking my brain functioning like flicking a switch on and off.

it happens every single time I write. Hackers are blocking keys and etc etc

I can't write I can't think

I write this every time, every time this group tries to character assassinate me with the hacking and brainwave blocks (neural firing blocked, whatever it is.) I sit here in this room sick from poisoning, exhausted from pounding down on plastic doors to stop stalkers from destroying my body and health, and then wondering why the hell no one ever ever DOES A SINGLE thing to protect me in a real tangivle way so I can live inpeace and wriite and think. How many more years will it take for people to actually come out publically and expose and stop these stalker teleportation electornic torture groups and methodologies and form support groups and systems against these attacks?


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I look like I am dying and I am being killed by daily torture ongoing for over 15 years (much longer) due to teleportation sick shit scum whores being handed freely this avenue of just killing me but extracting sexual energy, then ideas. Still trash shit noem with the german scum stupid ape, cherished, surrounded by love, plastic surgery beauty treatments due to the depp family and noem sponsoring non-stop beautification for this filth creep ugly alcoholic piece of stupid shit while previously he looked haggard, old and greasy like the alcoholic slime that he is. He rushed to dump his hate on me for only telling him that he looks like he is a mind control target due to his faux punk personality in, I can fully assure you all, Nazi germany to the core no change since 1939 in that country and it remains as it's goal the infiltration and destruction of the United States. I have huge black circles under my sunken eyes, with my face sagging from depression, screaming literally every day in rage at white trash nazi shit filth "men" to get off me. Dirty sinister newsom and his filthy "feminist" wife with the former english shit whore group of stupid dumb mirran helen who has spent years having me beaten, raped and abused with making murder attempts at me ongoing for years--sitting in the crew because I have been sucked of ideas via torture by this hateful nazi bigot director joe wright (mr. wrong what a dong scum)---while in the shower, after hours of being slapped, abused by noem and this gruop of other pieces of shit. Asking me while in the shower, as my brain needed some positive stimulation and a conversation which I have not had with a single human being for over 15 years--my every day is spent bveing abused, raped and tortrured by shitalina then groups of europigape filth shitm, then americans welcoming in every nazi fuck scum possible so many black nazi fuck scumbags it's unbelievable all screaming at me blaming me for being racist hitnting slapping because farrakhan told them to do so and trump has a contract with farrakhan to include the "good blacks" into the white nazi genocide against jews--as well as latinos and o ther jews. My face destroyed from rage, hate and abuse b eing b eaten raped tortured and my ideas furnishing empty, hateful shit like joe wright with his sleazy white culture movies where insecure whites can screw blacks and feel an ego trip as slavery sex plantation society flourishes in the whorewood seeming (mostly out of dirty nazi england) this "integration" policy but it's truly just emphasizing black sex slavery just as america doesa with it's gyrating black personalities (and kamala harris by the endless emphasis on her sex life demeaning her in this fashion). To continue, once again the puffed up sucking plastic surgeyr lips of dirty sick ugly noem, the personlification of sleazy parasitic self-serving america with steven miller and hegseth trump bannon shitalina pit pig and the german ape the english team--asking me for more of the information I have researched for years, to whatever extent I am capable of not much with daily 16 hours of abuse from teleportation and torrture, disability from poisponing and spinal fractures, fighting daily rape ugly shit "men" who are most disgusting embraced by whorewood and congrfess alike--especially the europigape nazis.

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