Friday, July 10, 2020

Praise the wonderful YouTube force of random search reward mystical experience!

I obviously found this as a random synchronicity ( searched for the concepts using search engine terms but found a world of a unique personality I sense as a kindred spirit in this material world).

Oscillating synchronicities Chi Strawberry Fields

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Onto the more negative vibe from the previous post:  I wrote above that this is the best lecture I have listened to online all day. I am not downplaying people who lecture on Y-tube who I click on, but if I get a plethora of videos from one particular personality, at this point, it makes me suspicious and guarded against the personality. My attnetion, with all the technology blocking my brain, in addition to the NOT PARANOID suspicious feelings associated wiith vicious, deadly attacks aimeda t me by people who put videos and photos on many social media platforms--and you get the point. Just having written this makes me sound "delusional' and there is nothing else i can do. I get a kind of "listeners block" to people who put their lectures on my page. I have to perform a kind of threat assessment for any person whose video I click on or movie I download or stream by now it's insane how many of you hate attacker actors there are.

this man in the video, for now at least, is NOT PART OF THE STALKING TEAMS AND i REALLY DON'T BELIEVE HE WOULD BE EVER. He is the type of personality that is being eliminated by these stalker boring pedophile teleportation rapist murdering bigots of all races, colors, orientations and flaunted creeds for their offensive deeds.

With the attacks on my brain by the technology, it feels like my brain is being pressed on and off by someone blocking my brain functioning like flicking a switch on and off.

it happens every single time I write. Hackers are blocking keys and etc etc

I can't write I can't think

I write this every time, every time this group tries to character assassinate me with the hacking and brainwave blocks (neural firing blocked, whatever it is.) I sit here in this room sick from poisoning, exhausted from pounding down on plastic doors to stop stalkers from destroying my body and health, and then wondering why the hell no one ever ever DOES A SINGLE thing to protect me in a real tangivle way so I can live inpeace and wriite and think. How many more years will it take for people to actually come out publically and expose and stop these stalker teleportation electornic torture groups and methodologies and form support groups and systems against these attacks?


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It is still unbelievable to me that this situation of me being a near 20 year target of h-wood murder rape torture mutilation and poisoning drugging and rape murder attempted non-stop violence is just a pathway for "people" to rise to higher position in movies, entertainment and in the media and become U.S. president, senators out of the House, and to just wreak endless violence upon me because I had the misfortune of my family selling me off to experimential torture, human sacrifice, modern slavery, mind control, rape culture racist murder spree killer thrill-kill technology truly the most base and low qualities in all of history being resurrected in the seemingly most sophisticated great country in the world of freedom and the highest exemplar of the ascension of the human spirit and mind through a system of not clenching people into slots, sluts, categories allowing for freedom of thought and movement just THROWN AWAY by some sleazy greedy over-paid underqualified really nasty shitty sick parasitic creeps and that is the spetrum that is now openly being castigated by the American public; unfortunately my years of having been a social target of "gang stalking" AROUND THE WORLD has shown me that the "leaders" are just well-constructed 2-dimensional hateful leeches on everything and everybody possible, usually with severe mental emotional problems many with severe drug and alcohol addictions in their past until they latch onto abusing me for a "legal high" using the most illegal means of violating every single law possible using this much touted system all protected ON ALL LEVELS BY ALL OF SOCIETY. This system against me has been protected and used in every city, State and country I have gone to looking for some answer as to why this endless surrounding scumbag system of attacks is never-ending ongoing. Finally seeing that the people who once loved and protected me are now dead from "cancer" and "accidents' and then studying how such COINTELPRO murders and assassinations have been conducted or one can derive the systematic approach to the elimination of anybody not willing to be a sleazy dirty ignoramus crap parasite upon society and other people has amounted to a global system of life-screw manipulating incompetents when it really comes down to the real bottom line; which is sustainability of society not money.

  ..and that I write these hysterical posts because the YEARS of trying to write with calm, elaborate integrity with mature and honest appra...