Sunday, July 5, 2020

Dead Kitties in a teleportation skit trauma-based tech attack.

I have tried to relate how these ugly, disgusting old men with their YouTube videos have attacked me. , like an STD rash for the last few weeks. It appears that the onslaught and confluence of rotten ugly old men who post their stuff on YouTube have been given full  access to attacking me, via the media and political celebrities who continuously have profited off passing me around and around to their cronies to slowly MURDER ME with endless stress, abuse and violence/rape and murder attempts via orchestrated "accidents" (as I could have been killed a few days ago with this newest "accident" which caused the broken metatarsal bones to shift more to the left into my other toes, all forced upon me not by my lack of coordination but their attacks on my body while I am asleep and in this comatose sleeping MK ULTRA "alter"mode that these expletives exploit at every single  moment thhey can, as the moguls handing out these technologies and contracts want me begging for help for the rest of my life while no one ever intervenes. Oh, how they know how banal and mediocre and meaningless the human brainwashed population has been from their mass mind-meld conditioning and comfort and discrimination entitlements.

These ugly old men on the internet who put endless videos of their rotten ugly selves on my YouTube and other pages: they are physically revolting to look at, which as I have written in a jest it's one thing to have "beautified" plastic-surgery older men who are manicured and well-dressed with millions/billions of dollars worth of clothing and accessories attackk you, but it's a far cry from attractive when it's rotten stalkers, which constitute 99% of the entire organization, who then stalk and attack with the exact same ugly personality structure and the inevitable female companion who laughs as the ugly men torture and rape and abuse someone else (leaving a bit more space for at least a manageable abuse schedule they can live with--perhaps none of them are abused by these men, that too is possible but the women absoluely blossom off participating in these situations as well). With the more ugly, old and rotten lot of them, but it's very sombre: the ugliness of the stalkers is near a putrid sensation value, aesthetic of vomitgore mentality when you have to see them proliferating your YouTube recommended page and then they attack you with more rotten old men here in Phuket. They have their grandaughter aged children female sex slave brown-skinned slaves obeying and stalking me with absolute enthusiasm.

I go off into tangents once more facing this tech-embedded mind control machine disguised as a laptop. This morning I woke up and I heard the beeping of the laptop which I had most definitely turned off and unplugged just last night. There were more objects under my blankets like pieces of silicone and etc. due to the break-in last night.

This morning I discovered that my body has healed to a greater degree so I can now try to pound in more screws into the plastic doors, in yet another attempt to stop this endless intrusion by the people getting plastic surgery, beauty treatments and laughing as they have their minorities smear stinking fungus into my hair, skin and my body erupts with all kinds of scars, blemishes covering my  body from head-to-foot, and endlessly fighting this (alone, no help, endlessly stuck in absolute povertyy). I try to look at it in a positive light that this is some experience in fighting mechanical arms from entering my room which is a "survival" "learning experience".

The unfortunate thing is that the people also doing continuous surveillance, which means those famous media celebrities, are literally watching everysingle thing I do, monitoring every single thought, and any and everything I learn to defend myself,  heal my  body, and thin about the systems and how to write about it is UNDER SCRUTINY AND STOLEN BY THEM IMMEDIATELY.

I also want to point out that my brain is literally drawn to the YouTube "recommended"/stalker rife and polluted page like a magnet. My decisions are inextricably related to the mind control aspects of the tech being aimed into my brain while I type (and in every situation). If any person reading my posts assumes that "you" can just easliy shift your brain/mind into determination to not pursue various deadly paths, you are gravely mistaken. The technology/drug interface is nearly impossible to counter if you are not some meditation athlete who can desist from all the programming by sheer wilpowerr or force of mental determination. I am drawn to due to the mind control interface I have tried to describe very briefly above. The hacking and blocks to my brain make any writing extremely arduous and  impossible to get all out I want to express, in any tangible way or form as well so that only adds to the impression one might get that I am simply fueling the attacks and "letting them happen" so to speak. That also is part of the usual blame-the-victim mentality that drives the recurrent excuses to exonerate the perpetrators and continue to leave the targets at their mercy.

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The combination of putrid attacks and the people involved are such a revolting system of ugliness, stupidity, hate, greed, selfishness, and all tauted as wonderful heroes of society in these media drives to install fascist and Totalitarian puke rotten creeps into higher positions of power.

Thus, the mechanical arm got through the tiny space between one huge panel cabinet door (extending to an area nearly at my knees and going up to the height of the ceiling. I will have to pound the spaces between the lower panels of the bottom doors to the top at the middle space, which cannot close compactly like the bottom and top have already done). They have made defending myself nearly impossible. I have also written, but I repeat here, that the interior of the cabinets have various levels of hardness behind the panels. At the outer edges of the panels the faux "wood" of the back of the panels are hard as steel. In the middle, the panels are so thin I can bend them by simply pressing my hand into them. I also have surveyed the quality of the material and I discern that there is a hard layer that is latched on and can be opened from the other side of this nearly extinct "wall" separating me from the other studio (I can hear them talk when they do talk it comes as loud and slightly muffled. They rarely talk but when they do it's louder than if a person were talking in another room with a wooden door blocking the sound level). The very flimsy exterior, which is so maleable I feel like it's almost the density of skin covering a hard surface, leaves them able to insert these mechanical arms through all the EIGHT pairs of double-hooks tied together as tight as possible on the edges and the center spaces at all middle points of every set of panels. That does not suffice they get through everything because the surface of the nearly thin-as-skin material with hard wood or metal panels right behind them makes any intrustion on any space possible for a millimeter sized mechanical arm. They open my front door with all the many layers of locks, strings, and I have also put layers of paper into the cracks since the door is too small for the doorway and light blasts in at night. I think it's also possible for tiniest mechanical arms to get through these spaces as well. 

The stalkers also create false positives for entry that are distractions from their real point-of-entry.

However, I put a brush on top of the string I used to tie the tiny metal bars that are supposed to be handles to open the huge panels of the very last set of cabinet doors I have been too injured and sick and weak to pound in.. I have been trying for over 3 months with pounding in of metal hooks and it has left me nearly severely injured with all the poisons hard into my spine in crisscross fashiion, like an internal corset and exterior shell of poison, internally glues to my spine and muscles and system in every conceivable direction. I have not had the strength to pound in which was altered between the space of last night and this morning. I have at least been able to create systes where I can detect entry, and they did get in. My hands, hair and skin have as usual been smeared wiith damaging chemicals. My haiir is a mess, my hands are huge, ugly and worn out from YEARS OF hand washing clothing that is sprayed daily with toxic sprays that are deadly to inhale. I must close all windows and seal doors to try to avert break-ins from the outside. When I had windows in the last horrrid torture place I lived in, I had to literally tape the sliding windows because the landlord refused to install screens and blocked all access to me installing screens. The people you idolize in the media who I have written of for years and years ensured I was unable to earn a single penny online and thus stuck living off circa $700 per month, as I am relegated to right now. The criminal terrorist teleportation creeps have been put into the Executive office, their children and wives receive only the top beauty treatments but put me in a place with over 30 panels which these mechanical arms break through every night to inflict damage to my body and beauty and health (slow murder) every single day. They rise into billionaire status and become leaders of society.

You all continue to do nothing to stop them or this system.

You're all profiting off this system in your comfort zones, assured that you will always have people to push down in order to keep your standard of living.

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The teleportation terror hate skit they forced on me last night was of kittens who appeared dead in baskets. I had written of another ugly old man (aging I mean) who has put a proliferation of his nasty deformed and near-dead cats and dogs he "rescues" which became an endless stream of videos because I had once searched for animal rescue videos. His videos began to dominate my pages and the severe deformation of these animals caught my attention, as they were calculated to do for what appears to be an absolute scam and sinister "charity" organization.

As I wrote yesterday, a bit in detail. I did not include this organization's videos on my pages because first I don't want their ugly faces to deform my blog or Facebook--I am not trying to incriminate one single person but the entire group in this stalking/fascist/Nazi organization (and whatever levels apply, I just stick to Nazi, the blacks can simply call them "whites" or "bigots" but because so many blacks participate in this, I just call them Black Nazis, and I'm sure there are names like Illuminati, and other secret society names, the KKK and etc etc)

However, when I realized and now after more of his videos surfaced on my YouTube page which were black humor aimed at what I had written regarding his cruelty towards animals and his attempt to appear as an Ameican reality tv Holllywood show for money, which he hopes will funnel through his participation in this crime against me. As I wrote earlier in this post, all is handed to any ugly rotten disgusting creep who wants to participate who has any presence on the internet. .The election is another concern and the old bad old men network keeps promoting anyone conducting these torture attacks with continued million/billion dollar promotions. I did put one of his videos on one of my Facebook posts I believe it was on July 3. I had, at that time, bought into the scam as apparently so many others have done. The money is flowing into this ersatz organization and it's cruelty towards animals.

For those who do care, please do not donate to this rotten man and his organization and stop them if you can. Otherwise, help animals who are in your neighborhood and don't waste your money on organizations which put out informationn you cannot verify as legitimate charity organizations.

In Phuket the entire revenue of some people are derived from ersatz charities and these people viciously attack me so they can get more funding and all of them invest in property and real estate.

You might cheer them on for their greedy aspirations. That is the quality that is deemed highest in this morally defunct organization which contiues to promote every scam scum on the planet who wants to lash out at me in these internet videos.

I will try to avert from their online surfing mind control but please note that the mind control is so totally engrossing I cannot stop. I need to not be drugged and poisoned by nighttime stalkers

I also hope my posts are not continued to be information for these sleaze ugly rotten men who I have enumerated for years on Facebook posts--I could so easily write the list here but I have to get up and begin to pound in more hooks and try not to dislodge more of my microships (I literally ripped one microchip out of my back because so much skin tissue was ripped out when pounding and hammering these hooks in). I lay in bed for almost a month most of every day while the stalkers continue to drug and poison me into inertia and then torture and teleport me to these emotional losers and their nasty women who are all laughing with joy as my body is deformed--my hands look absolouttely ugly and nasty not just from cleaning perpetually the stinking toxic filth that is daily and nightly sprayed onto my body, blankets and clothing--but my skin damaged every single day, my skin tissue cut out of the damaged areas of my lower jaw and to the bone in my foot (so when they create an accident, further damage occurs to the injuries they created years ago. Every single day for years these nighttime stalkers have been cutting the skin to the bone in this tiny area between the large toe they broke and the second toe, thus cutting off blood flow and healing.

I now have to pound down to get keys to operate and I need to get going in another attempt to stop these disgusting stalkers operating for these sleaze creeps you all adore as your presidents and your leaders and their nasty bigot violent rapist wives who you all cheer on as your symbols of "beauty". All of these whores blossom from the contracts and participating in venting their hate and chargin at the status of me once having a chance to be beautiful, successful. They love calling me all kinds of names and insulting my everything that they have destroyed with the stalker teams that have deformed and poisoned and drugged me for decades.

I'm ending now, this is purely exhausting pounding down on keys and backspacing nearly every word to correct hacking inserts.

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They also program and pay off the palestinians and muslim brotherhood to kill jews so they create the endless conflict(s) and sit back smug watching and nudging one another about how gullible and programmed their "slaves" are in providing them with the resources (american military nazism by nazi hegseth, for example and whatever else comes in his wake) and thus, the world is being programmed in installing the 4th Reich but immediately, the situation out on me which no one is concerned about enough to give a goddamn about, or stop in any way, all must obey, follow orders all are given perks deals and promises and some get ousted from that narrowing empire but the rest are all the more determined to create a slave empire upon which they rest and everyone else does the work for them. The not so incredible Germans who steal ideas, just as the hate from whroewood has stolen my ideas and has generated for them untold wealth, prizes and oscars and awards and accordingly,I get raped and mutilated all my money stolen my years of study for graduate degree turned into poisoning and paralysis then rape and torture and endless information extraction which "they' are supposed to get "for free" and violent mutilation and rape while I am drugged, asleep is their entitlement allowance paid for in full by the obamas, by trump they all get next administration presidential privileges and endless speaking tours. and etc. Now they can all enjoy the hacking musk and his satellites and then the nazi-impregnated minions who follow slavishly all that trump instructs them to do, so people like me are never going to be a threat to their expectation of superiority just granted them like peasant slave and medieval dark ages hierarchy to the point that "nepotism" is not a word bandied about any longer, just "privilege" and then throw in God as Christian beloved of God status. So this is what "they " are successfully working to obtain. so far every top politician in congress has already been primed into following and obeying these dictates all are thrilled to engineer this into society. //thus, behold the type of german and french who people are rioting en masse in France and Italy and other countries in Euro-hateland and trump is saying they are the brown and black "losers" so they are just losers who can't make it. All avenues for "making it' are being demolished like the People's House at the White House---so behold, this rapist dude who had me gang raped and then fractured my spine when I fought back, all done while I was unconscious this is a mind control project---is rushing to be welcome into whorewood as part of the governor's race for president and the former governor who is still with his greasy paws on every million dollar legislation being passed by the pelosi faction with endless insider privileges, and because they are white nazi body builders or just drunken rape lying bigots but nazis so american needs them more than they need me to provide endless original ideas so shitalina and ape pitt can help more nazis to come into rape and steal and rob but only for "me" the darker haired "jew" not affiliated with any jewish group, israel and am an independent thus no group protecting me and the nazi farrakhan oprah and obama connection has created antisemitism which all the aspiring blacks Ih ave ever met and been attacked by are fully in their pocket doing their role in fomenting a shift in racist hierarchy, or that is how I interpret their viciousness in atacking me but endlessly claiming I am racist thus justifying their partnership with nazis in destroying me while they get endless promotions out of it~!//not low and dirty,no, they are exalted pure "beautiful and superior" white nazi men out of Germany and Austria only "because" it is expected and programmed. The vast numbers of black men and women and latinos and jews--all claiming to be victims of racism--rush to the hollywood nazi inner circle to "get their want it all american dream" payouts for fully putting nazi rapist genocidal haters into power; none of which Without delving into my usual hate ranting, I am under physical assault by yet another German rapist who is continuously attacking me with the depp daughter who hasn't stopped for most of her life in being handed every prop for her career out of simply having me raped, beaten mutilated and tortured. Beginning with her daddy then many german men, along with s-alina not jolie but sick and nasty. My ideas have furnished them all in this group with hundreds of millions of dollars from royalties and awards and deals--=my ideas sending them into fame and notoriety me getting my life, body and finances destroyed. Another hater who fractured my spine is here with his brother, a violent nazi who posed as a "hippie" playing guitar when I first met him in 1992--back in the hair band days they had all their costumes but underneath were nazi swastikas and endless mind control concentration camp programming they were being paid to implement upon me, as an mk ultra microchipped victim of endless assault and lies, systematic to the core of american and all other societies and their governance and societal trickle-down membership(s). //He was instructed to suck out what he could, drug me continuously and then when finished have me gang raped (that happened pretty quickly amongst his nasty nazi "punk" band friends---all obtaining records and tour deals after participating in attacking me. I was doped up always was, and going to that place near stuttgart was under a great deal of life-threat health issues. This man got his counttry and nazi group to provide me with health care and then kicked me out because I became angry about his increasing violence and abuse and what appeared to be a gang rape but I was unconscious, the signs were very clear. They didn't bother to conceal it very much. His parents, one out of Austria a small-town type Nazi and his mother a German. they swore they never ate any food but German, meaning only the German culture had any relevance. The first day I met the father he made a throat-slicing movement across his neck at me after I had offered them little gifts as a sort of cultural exchange friendly gesture. It is always the same, I compliment am friendly and supportive of the people whose money motives so outpace any action I take and they so aggressively abuse and insult me without any rationale (except racism or whatever, profit motive and allowance to openly display their racist hate by this group instituting nazism in american culture across all spectrum of cultural, institutional and financial means and ways). //It turned into hate fighting but I was drugged and my nervous system always put into a frenzied "love and passion" mode for him to suck my life force out of. This group is endless life-sucking energy zapping parasites it is vampirism put into technological but sadly, political import so much so that they handed all this technological terror to musk who has been granted every single top position and financial power to distribute to the spectrum of the rapists, genocidal murdering bigots and the trickle down to their seemingly "not racist' brown and black and minority minions (white skin is no exception many blonde "Jews" assault me with vicious delight and stare at the nazis to obtain the bestowment of approval by the nazis. This happened in Hitler's nazi SS even with blonde Jews who assimilated in superficial appearance into Nazi appearance but in every other way were probably some of the most vicious of the attackers upon the darker and completely vulnerable jews they helped in having decimated in genocidal mass murder. Now they just work viciously to institute the modern version of private little imprisonment and rape situations this conract out on me is so promising of--so protected at every level and by "everybody" in power.) This man with his brother and parents sit urging him to slap my face in a huge theatrical gesture from a side angle while I am sleeping, just "waking" in a dark black tunnel vision, and peforming acts of abuse at me "because" back in the day, after the gang rape and abuse and "helping" me to obtain the surgery which is the reason I went to germany--my family wanted me dead and fully sacrified to the death organization for their endless promotion and approval (all intermarrying with nazi gang bangers some blonde and white some mexican some very white "jewish" doesn't matter all are aligned all follow the same protocols). HE had a nervous breakdown during a verbal fight with me, one of the many. they use mind control and drugging on me to be "adhered" to the abusers so I can't "get away" I literally am chemicallly latched onto association with people I want nothing to do with. It's so powerful and at the levels of internal poison trapped into my nervous system, along my spine (and still there, hard as rock to this moment I fight every day to internally break this enclosure that appears like a "shelf" along my spine) but, the poisons are directly in contact with my central nervous system, along with the brain implant and throat implant and a series of implants along my spine; those are the systems I can literally "feel" attacking me but I don't know how many more there are. also the poisons latch onto all rips, tears and fractures and then remain stuck until I physically find a way to internally "break" them out through various herbs, stretches which are not the "normal" you would see in any instruction for a gym membership, not for tai chi i have had to adapt all the problems into my own routine (or similar to what others have created but I have only seen one single video using some of the adaptations I have studied for years to try to internally break this ledge of poisons out). He is blaming me for his nervous breakdown, for which he was hospitalized. He got this contract out on me. He stopped working he just partied but appeared to be "going to work" as I was drugged and living in his apartment in a tiny "dorf" village with no one to talk to, and all people nazis surrounding me with fake warm smiles but using mind control tech to institute friction and rancor between me and him. He likewise was drugged and a mind control object and with all his cocaine and endless partying with his friends who likewise raped and abused and insulted me as often as possible, the combination and what may have been the slight ethical sense of responsibility he may have had with destroying this relationship, as I was "instructed" to be very loving which I was. I was upset I was drugged and angry. His nervous breakdown: hostpitalized supposedly given shock therapy. I went with his family to the hospital which to Americans appears like an almost resort high luxury establishment with a surrounding beautiful wooded area

Some of the rancid parasites, all of whom I have committed no harm to whatsoever--the dirty german whore pimp and his nasty dirty nazi austr...