Saturday, July 25, 2020

Movies exciting mental masturbation predators--or is this just a "her" moment of cute, charming H-wood fantasy indepth analysis of the human condition of the fallacy of human love interaction as oposed to touchless love that is more real than blood and tissue interaction of homosapians FAIL.

I am in the late-middle stage of watching the film, Her, starring Joaquin Phoenix. I had originally watched this movie in 2014 or so on a huge, blasting tv set where the sound and volume was at the back of the tv, which was against the wall in this resort room I was drugged and tortured in. I wrote a few day/daze ago that I had watched this movie and didn't like it, nor the acting on part of the lead "protagonist". I reverse this, as at the time the subject matter disturbed me and still does, concerning online mating concerns--as I am the target of unbelievable predatory internet and electronoic surveillance. the subject immediately brought me into a warning zone of abrupt disengagement with the film.
The acting is very excellent, I also reverse this. What I feel now is that my senses are being reawakened, similar to what the computer Samantha character experiences. That is because Mr. Phoenix emotes so many sensitive emotions which I have suppressed due to the technological tirades I experience daily, which in the first place stopped my openness to this film (also I was drugged into a stupor most of the time and subliminally programmed, which I still am but years later and much poison removed I am more conscious of my decisions although I remain a subject of mind control penetration into my psyche--as many people are).
I wanted to correct this as my mentality has altered and my situation has unraveled previous assumptions, and I wanted to correct my last statement, which had stuck into my mind/memory as a red warning about internet dating and the consequences of predator sociopaths prowling the internet searching for "love" or really for victims.
I thought maybe the film was endorsing internet dating and encouraging innocents to be lured into schemes of predators. That may very well be the case, yet the acting is very excellent and the postulates about mental and emotional growth, the invisible yet more poignant tangible quality of intimacy due to this flimsy yet more durable non-human interaction (that all sounds like sophmoric writing but I do enjoy playing in these ways with words and structures so don't criticize me internally in your predatory internet hacking mental masturbation exercise of hackking into my post, dear f-ers who are hacking in only to predatory prowl on me and cause grievous technological terror, you terrorist expletives hacking in and reading this post. For the others, if you see this injustice aimed at me and do nothing you are not much better than the predators.
However, back to the movie which seems at half-point of the film to endorse technological interaction as a positive opposed to traumatizing interpersonal relationships with other real human beings.
I will wait to the end to see if the entire movie has some real exciting twist, or turns into a Disney fantasy H-wood mental masturabtion movie ending!!!


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Terrorist hacking *documentation*---my Social Security Account obviously hacked, my "back-up codes" for the newly implemented "log-in.gov" account are out of sync and a back-up code was used so that I used the sequence I should have had (I literally send myself emails after each use, so I know which of the codes from the limit of 10-per list which is then replenished after the 10 are used by the recipient (me) in this "secure" system. I saw that formerly someone had changed the red "suspended" status to "discontinued" in black, and now, after one of my codes is out of sync, the "suspended" red is back replacing the more finality and doom status of "discontinued". As usual, whilst fighting to type this, after having deleted another 1213 extraneous files hacked into my system after the last cache clear, which was just prior to the 7 minutes of internet access for the first time today, which was "allowed" 20 minutes after I had first turned the router on. The WiFi signal was on for about 1 minute and then turned off. Was turned off, this is a daily routine with the hackers it requires over 30 minutes at minimum to use the internet without it being turned off non-stop every 2 minutes or less. Always when I am trying to open important information or am in the midst of typing a post such as this one, which is intended to calmly document the hacking; too bad I did not save a screenshot of the former and the latter (determination status altered by hackers; or ostensibly another "oops" mistake on their part). Must fight now to return on the Wifi after having turned it on 45 minutes ago, used it to open the page for one site then it was instantly turned off for another 20 minutes as I cleared the cache, etc and after having used it for about 1 minute it was so slow I got back into clearing files in the C drive, which resulted in seeing over 1200 files newly hacked into my system from having opened one page for about 10 seconds. The WiFi signal icon on the lower right-hand side of the page always remain "on" while the hackers turn the signal off. It remains appearing as "on" for about 2 more minutes so when I am in the middle of trying to send a business email or other, when I click on publish or send the entire message gets deleted. They do this while I click on publish for my blog posts, which are deleted as well but especially on youtube comments (it's also near impossible to use the caps key again and the keys are so taut and tight pounding is required to get anything out). Etc. Must fight now to get the signal back on. This routine happens literally every single time I get on the laptop, morning or night hackers are waiting to perform this hacking block which always goes in the same pattern (perhaps it is a program trojan keystroke logging, etc I have no idea). I am considering trying to learn Linux, one of the distros. Wonder if that would, in any way, shield me from this hack which probably is more related to my router and not the software or programming I use, my computer or anything else. //Another 6 hours of the same terrorist maga and political aspirants for president torturing abusing threatening my life (formerly extremely murderously sick, nasty and violent) now more subdued, of course they just "cannot" ever be stopped or the democrats cannot conceive of amounting more millions into the campaign finances for the upcoming election; one of them so absolutely violent and nasty and filthy in all ways towards me so life-threatening, as they all are. Now must fight the internet again. No way to earn money. but the finality of "discontinued" has been taken off and merely "suspended" means I might have a chance to salvage the disability that these very same people who are torturing me now (one is exempt from a long-term terror death attack on me but has no qualms in participating with those who have so her inclusion is only a mere momentary blip in time the beehive mentality means that she is there in spirit with them and would have done the same all 30 years ago, 10 years ago, or 50 years ago as many of them currently still murdering me through stress and drugging (yes the drugging is persistent nightly I wake up in a cloud and fog) the maga female gently inserts the parasite leeching apparatus to gently ask me for questions so the german punk nazi portrayed as an antifa can steal ideas to sell more when he is welcomed with the open wide legs of depp's hateful most puppeteered french spawn of the french blonde nazi "model" who aspires to entrench a french cartel alongside the german (so the german "punk" faux nazi-life-threatening cretin) is lovers or partners and both, (or sport sex partners really for torturing me is a joint sexual operation they all are livid with sexual thrills after torture it is a most potent aphrodesiac for the loveless and sordid). The english are defending the poor german I wrote how his every punk show is intended to convey the exact opposite in meaning when he shouts out his 30 year-old lyrics into a megaphone and the crowd erupts. His stance on stage is to shout ("on one side, lets have the Left and on the other side, the other Left") as the crowd erupts and attempts to have a mosh pit of sorts, the true meaning is the National Socialism is a "Left" Party and always has been aligned with Communist and a more fascist refined version of the autocratic rule of Stalin and the intention of the Russian revolution as dictated by Marx was to have GERMANY as the sole focus of the "revolution" as a more highly advanced industrial nation. The revolution is what is now a global nazi enterprise just renamed and refashioned to suit the national character of every aligned state, which is of course the United States at this time. But to say that the "left and the other left" all join together is a unified nazi dictatorship and his every pronouncement of such is an opposte double meaning, double-speak. the crowd, or many understand this and thusly his fake anti-nazi music so-called is really nazi rallying. When I wrote this, the english contingent of murderous bigots who sent the english rapist thug to beat abuse and was killing me while I was in the throes of life-threatening poison detox--16 hours per day literally yelling death threats and abuse and insults directly into my brain not taking a break--raping beating and etc while 30 year-old poison was pouring out of my body because I am fighting for my life not to remain helplessly paralyzed in a room and situation of non-stop murderous and drug-induced endless rage and hate. All loving, fun and happy people, animals and things are taken away and killed and destroyed and all people avoide me thusly I am being killed by this. but when I wrote about the ploys and social engineering of fake opposition which the crowd implicitly understands, it is in aligment with the more extreme party which is far more nazified than the mere AFD Party (which Elon Musck made a celebrated giggly smiling partnership with, endorsing the "far right" ). The english who have murderously assaulted me for decades, combined just yesterday or 2 days ago to jointly assault me in this endless yelling hate rage (murder, slow death by a thousand parasites per week) asault in this egregious sick and for-losers has-beens and wanna be's and those in power who are so corrupt they must have this cartel to entrench a malicious deadly cartel of yapping fakes into power. all work to have the nazi german put in whorewood to conduct more vicious racist agenda, minority a$$-groveling (like mandami with the german and ben shapiro a few days later) nazi cartel appearing as various factions "opposing" for various splinter groups or mainstream groups but in essence all working as one, hateful global atrocity campaign (genocide and population elimination is the ultimate end-goal). Rich and absolute drenched in poverty, subservient slaves servicing them for a bit of a piece of the pie enslavement and mind control enabling mediocrity to appear as glorified and all ideas-stolen fake affronts to actual meaning in life celebrity politicians. Supported a billion times over by podcasters of the "left" and "right" all appearing opposite as well, with mainstream anchors bypassing actual news reporting in favor of mass-distributed news bylines. 

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