Saturday, July 25, 2020

Movies exciting mental masturbation predators--or is this just a "her" moment of cute, charming H-wood fantasy indepth analysis of the human condition of the fallacy of human love interaction as oposed to touchless love that is more real than blood and tissue interaction of homosapians FAIL.

I am in the late-middle stage of watching the film, Her, starring Joaquin Phoenix. I had originally watched this movie in 2014 or so on a huge, blasting tv set where the sound and volume was at the back of the tv, which was against the wall in this resort room I was drugged and tortured in. I wrote a few day/daze ago that I had watched this movie and didn't like it, nor the acting on part of the lead "protagonist". I reverse this, as at the time the subject matter disturbed me and still does, concerning online mating concerns--as I am the target of unbelievable predatory internet and electronoic surveillance. the subject immediately brought me into a warning zone of abrupt disengagement with the film.
The acting is very excellent, I also reverse this. What I feel now is that my senses are being reawakened, similar to what the computer Samantha character experiences. That is because Mr. Phoenix emotes so many sensitive emotions which I have suppressed due to the technological tirades I experience daily, which in the first place stopped my openness to this film (also I was drugged into a stupor most of the time and subliminally programmed, which I still am but years later and much poison removed I am more conscious of my decisions although I remain a subject of mind control penetration into my psyche--as many people are).
I wanted to correct this as my mentality has altered and my situation has unraveled previous assumptions, and I wanted to correct my last statement, which had stuck into my mind/memory as a red warning about internet dating and the consequences of predator sociopaths prowling the internet searching for "love" or really for victims.
I thought maybe the film was endorsing internet dating and encouraging innocents to be lured into schemes of predators. That may very well be the case, yet the acting is very excellent and the postulates about mental and emotional growth, the invisible yet more poignant tangible quality of intimacy due to this flimsy yet more durable non-human interaction (that all sounds like sophmoric writing but I do enjoy playing in these ways with words and structures so don't criticize me internally in your predatory internet hacking mental masturbation exercise of hackking into my post, dear f-ers who are hacking in only to predatory prowl on me and cause grievous technological terror, you terrorist expletives hacking in and reading this post. For the others, if you see this injustice aimed at me and do nothing you are not much better than the predators.
However, back to the movie which seems at half-point of the film to endorse technological interaction as a positive opposed to traumatizing interpersonal relationships with other real human beings.
I will wait to the end to see if the entire movie has some real exciting twist, or turns into a Disney fantasy H-wood mental masturabtion movie ending!!!


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Landlord attack, obviously coordinated with central committee orders. Or should I say slime slum-lord son-of-former landlord calling himself by a different name? He even had his name changed so he could present himself as a different owner, purchasing the unit the month I resigned for another contract and could not get out. Was too sick from endless hours of shouting screaming abuse detoxifying poisons sick bedridden abused to exhaustion and near-dying states of enervation depletion of life force to the edge of body function while fighting murder poisons my body needs 100% energy to battle interal poisoning on a deadly scale and pulling poisons out of my spine every day on top of it all. Landlord had the electricity turned off for one week almost 4 weeks ago, for one week while social security demanded within 4 days 3 years of financial records downloaded and sent "today" but deadline graciously offered in 4-days time. going to a cafe near my abode and hackers poured malware onto my laptop so it was unusable and had to go to a shop. The rest is never-ending disruption to get me to miss the deadline so all money cut off for the review of my case still pending. today internet turned off. The new landlord who hacks into my phone so when I sms him a message regarding the attacks he is being paid to coordinate (my room stinking filthy, things literally stolen from my room via mechanical arms while I am in the room--they just stole a telephone charger set which I had on my bed yesterday, and walked into anothe room came back it was all gone. The day before something had been stolen but returned that night on my bed. And today internet turned off. Feeling the stress of social security alerting me to respond immediately (they gave me less than one day for a phone appointment which would determine my life and if missed, I would miss all chances for review and money cut off or a lengthy wait (i.e. 1-2 months) for a new appointment. Letter arriving the day before the appointment rather than the 7-14 days prior notice that is normal--somehow the mail delivered the day before the meeting but mailed out days earlier (like 7 -10 days earlier arriving over one week later as part of the global attack system). The internet off. The landlord deletes my sms messages which I "send" to his phone but are deleted from my "sent" box within 2 minutes because he deletes them It happens with no one else I can sms and the message remains in the sent box. I sent him the sms and it was "gone" but I could not understand that it was being deleted due to so much hacking I could not eliminate the source from all the multitudinous attacks simultaneously aimed at me in every tech setting and situation. //I sent three messages because he never responds so I assume he has not gotten the message. This is a mind screw operator filled with open lies which are extremely nasty at the core of the premise but done endlessly while my brain is under attack so I am susceptible to the lies. One example is yesterday I had to purchase something and the recipient had only a higher designation of money to repay me with and I could not subtract a simple number I was lost with basic math skills which I know instantly otherwise. My brain is so muddled under this brain assault system they permeate my brain with this "energy" so I am lost in a miasma of unfounded credibility for liars and users which surround me to screw me over, lie and make me appear I have no clue about what I am doing.//He did not respond and I felt the fear and dread of social security sending me another message via their portal to contact them immediately "or else" and they have done this for the 16 month duration of keeping me waiting and waiting and then they send letters demanding contact instantly or they will cut off or deny me. I panicked that the connection might be lost for a similar event and last month I so badly harmed my back from all the stress and I wrote this monmth of this group who ordered all this physical violence via exertion my body could not handle along with the stress while they began to really murder me via non-stop yelling abuse death threats while I was eliminating black poisons because, although it never comes out of my body so this hell is finally over of trying to rid my body of this compression block of poisons which never leaves it has taken 50 years or longer for this amount of compressed poison to accumulate to this point (much of which the same peole abusing me in teleportation had jammed pounded and otherwise pumped, injected and then dousing my food poured into my food. I sent him a message and no response, the "sent box" literally had shown the message being sent then the message disappered, as has happened with this lying male who "bought" the unit the 2nd week after I signed another year contract. //And this hate group organization has done this same thing repeatedly for decades--a "new owner" arrives to buy the place I just rented almost immediately after I sign the lease. Droves of abusers rushing to observe me proably for the endless rape contract while I am in deep penetrating sleep state unable to wake up so they have every place "for sale" so they can inspect how to attack me and it's probably what has been happening for decades. //this dude is however feeding off the rewards for having my home stinking filthy broken down amazingly more than they have been pouring breaking spraying and pounding into the physical space and all furniture and objects literally filth everywhere under everything layers of black and brown filth even a week after I clean. //he answered the phone because he did not respond to the third sms which also disappeared. He answered with hate and open annoyance I merrily told him that the internet was off, obviously I knew he had turned it off but however, the lurking doubt kept me trying to be analytical rather than assumptive. He played more lies. I told him I could not understsand how I could sms him and the message not showing up after I sent, he instantly told me he had another call and to hold one moment, please and then hung up on me. Finally the internet is on again but anothe abuser got to play his game.

  I forgot to write, how turned on these filthy creeps get by using mechanical arms to literally slice skin tissue, make my hair fall out us...