Saturday, July 25, 2020

Movies exciting mental masturbation predators--or is this just a "her" moment of cute, charming H-wood fantasy indepth analysis of the human condition of the fallacy of human love interaction as oposed to touchless love that is more real than blood and tissue interaction of homosapians FAIL.

I am in the late-middle stage of watching the film, Her, starring Joaquin Phoenix. I had originally watched this movie in 2014 or so on a huge, blasting tv set where the sound and volume was at the back of the tv, which was against the wall in this resort room I was drugged and tortured in. I wrote a few day/daze ago that I had watched this movie and didn't like it, nor the acting on part of the lead "protagonist". I reverse this, as at the time the subject matter disturbed me and still does, concerning online mating concerns--as I am the target of unbelievable predatory internet and electronoic surveillance. the subject immediately brought me into a warning zone of abrupt disengagement with the film.
The acting is very excellent, I also reverse this. What I feel now is that my senses are being reawakened, similar to what the computer Samantha character experiences. That is because Mr. Phoenix emotes so many sensitive emotions which I have suppressed due to the technological tirades I experience daily, which in the first place stopped my openness to this film (also I was drugged into a stupor most of the time and subliminally programmed, which I still am but years later and much poison removed I am more conscious of my decisions although I remain a subject of mind control penetration into my psyche--as many people are).
I wanted to correct this as my mentality has altered and my situation has unraveled previous assumptions, and I wanted to correct my last statement, which had stuck into my mind/memory as a red warning about internet dating and the consequences of predator sociopaths prowling the internet searching for "love" or really for victims.
I thought maybe the film was endorsing internet dating and encouraging innocents to be lured into schemes of predators. That may very well be the case, yet the acting is very excellent and the postulates about mental and emotional growth, the invisible yet more poignant tangible quality of intimacy due to this flimsy yet more durable non-human interaction (that all sounds like sophmoric writing but I do enjoy playing in these ways with words and structures so don't criticize me internally in your predatory internet hacking mental masturbation exercise of hackking into my post, dear f-ers who are hacking in only to predatory prowl on me and cause grievous technological terror, you terrorist expletives hacking in and reading this post. For the others, if you see this injustice aimed at me and do nothing you are not much better than the predators.
However, back to the movie which seems at half-point of the film to endorse technological interaction as a positive opposed to traumatizing interpersonal relationships with other real human beings.
I will wait to the end to see if the entire movie has some real exciting twist, or turns into a Disney fantasy H-wood mental masturabtion movie ending!!!


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Tears coming out of my eyes brimming with tears--while eating. Almost always while I am eating this torture is re-commenced to add to the 15 years of tears-ruining-my eyes and skin on my cheeks torture--every tear brimming by now is torture as I am eating the mucus is also being "tweaked" in my nose and throat---old boy gavin old hate not new californication is always doing this torrture to me--firstly the women behind him want me marred and broken down phyusically so making my face pull downward (they also can manipulate my facial muscles to pull downward, literally the microchip implants are embedded along my spine, into my throat, in my brain, extending the entire nervous system. Newsom really loves making me just endleslsy deal with mucus in my nose and dripping tears and mucus while eating, just before going to bed, and all day plus the severing of my cuticles, smearing of harsh damaging chemicals on my hands and forearms, slicing of cuticles of my toenails and the hardening chemicals put on the toenails until they are just like plastic knobs on top of my mutilated, broken-toe feet with all nails on hands and feet black, cuticles severed off, huge swollen hands from veins popping up from endlessly having to heal the endless incisions. Those are just the daily ritual of their "I'm a good christian" attacks on me including "Justified rape" because I read tarot and therefore am "satanic" because the bible told them, while I am not a murderous raping abuser racist these are all exempt the labels they superimpose on me are justifed by biblical edict and I worked at the lusty lady behind glass when I was denied health care and had a metal rod coming out of my spine from the poisons my family put in my body all my life ot make my spine crooked, giving me idiopathic scoliosis. But as "good christians" having me raped by them with a hateful smile then having me mutilated and called every name that rape culture pornographic woman-hating men scream while the blonde nazis who have gone to oscars for years stealing my concepts of women's emancipation from rape culture and heroic struggle for self-assertion in the face of damning labeling and abuse--as they all support these men (and women) in inflicting upon me as prototype for a new Epstein class warfare against society now fully protected by the entire gamut of law, justice and media and the entire congress and all governments around the world. Maybe some of you should have some tears in your eyes for the destruction they are inflicting upon America and the concepts of freedom of thought, movement and freedom to be a capitalist absolutely blocked from me--all, but in particular the last to have freedom of self-sustaining business opportunity that is the most cruciel for them to inflict. The women tell gavin old world boy rape culture repeat-scripted sentence of how benevolent he is in supporting democracy that ole gavin--the nazi women with their promises from their rape men in euro-heaven-land for these americans it's like going to heaven for them--to flee the ghettos of america they are helping to create and enlarge the homeless camps where the money supposed to help people not die in the streets is instead being funneled into gavin wife's newest feminist movie career and that of pelosi--the funding for their next "feminist" documentaries and etc with all regalia of h-wood and more mansions in euro-heaven land for them all promised for full compliance to offering all the nazi hate-land leeches can suck out--all the fake warm smiles are repeated on gavin's face when he lectures about democracy just like greece and rome etc....

  Tears still coming out--eating in this attempt as always to heal from the black hard poison they ordered put in my food and injected into ...