Sunday, July 26, 2020

A change of template, design and hacker alteration of the format makes 4 confusion formatting contusion.

*in case you don't know, this is a photo of Dr. Sigmund Freud **

The hackers have blocked the functioning of this site. That is the most concise statement I can make at this time. One post appeared twice in the feed. The links won't operate. Of course the hackers are forcing letters to double when I press the key once. My fingers can't move to areas I want to press, my hand remains frozen in front of the keyboard my fingers won't move to where I want to press. My brain is under so much alteration.

I am tryinto re-arrange this FREE blog. this is my first attempt. I know that my blog is nevertheless not visible on the larger web. It should be published but nothing is happening. In the course of altering this template the hackers froze the laptop and crashed the pages (100% hacking, not an internet situation).

I glimpsed much of the hate and vitriol I have expressed. Please, reader, whoever is sane and decent reading this (for the most part, the negates the most of you reading this who are hacking and obscuring my brain and laptop functioning and/or hacking as part of this terrorist situation organization.

I write in a situation of 24/7 torture and attack that has gone on and on, every single day, for years and years. I am repeatedly drugged--DAILY not just repeatedly. My home is violated every single day by these mechanical arms that are inserted through the panels of this tiny studio where there are really no walls but instead panels that open from the other side. one side of the room is lined with cupboards that line the walls and are hollowed into the space where there should be a wall. I can hear the people talking on the other side. They remain very quiet for the most part. The material is very thin and I can hear a hollow noise and the center of each panel, most of them (there are over 30 in this room which is extremely tiny) all is soft enough to indent lightly if I press with only a little bit of effort.

I am under torture conditions and drugging and the technology blocks parts of my brain and allows subliminals to pass through whatever filters I really should have, also my immune system and nervous system are continuously under lethal attack as I am also poisoned and have been fighting for my life, alone, for years. They took my only children, my cats (calling me some crazy cat lady like the stupid idiots that they are, these creeps teleporting and exploiting me).

I go into ranting rage, mostly from my BRAIN BEING MANIPULATED BY TECHNOLOGY. Every day I spent at least 30 percent of my entier day repairing, cleaining and spraying clothing, blankets and other items with bleach, cleaning anti-fungal sprays and essential oils to get the stinking odors offr all--I am forced to breathe it all  in all night as I must seal the patio glass doors because of the mechanicaol arms entering my room from the patio ceiling, from the patio above entering through the huge opening of the patio, and the rooms next to mine and below are all inhabited by insidious parasites opearting for the disgusting people directing these attacks; who in turn are being instructed by billionaires so they can have more people to torture, rape and destroy steal intellectual property from and murder/rape and this is my daily exerience of non-stop torture so my writing REFLECTS THEIR insanity INSANITY ON THEIR PART NOT MINE.

In my "immature", HATE RANTING writing I am merely the reflection of their sick mentally ill torture schemata.

 But i want to say that this blog is being hacked and blocked from the template functioning correctly.  The pages are supposed to appear and don't, and the gidgets are supposed to be deleted and there is a huge long line of these things. i have tried to block things that don't block. My every attempt at communication is fraught with me not being able to communicate with my brain/emotional state being put into some excessive upheaval and all writing is fraught with hacking blocks and typos that are a perpetual discrediting on the part of the stalkers. I get into hate and rage states and when I re-read what I have written I see it is obviously horrifically hyperbolic and ranting insanity at times. I repeat: this is the product of the subliminals and the torture and drugging which I fight to stop every single day. How nice it would be if anyone on the planet would support me so I am not alone fighting t his alone and if I could only get a real support system instead of more terrorists trying to sabotage me with false support.

 my brain is so manipulated while I write it's impoosible to finish my thoughts or ideas and get concepts out in a clear, concise and cognitive rationality. It is literally impossible my brain feels like I am on some centrifuge being spun around but I am focused enough to be able to barely type and seem like I am "normally" functioning but I am definitely not.
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Immature, dirty annd violent the obamas---the same treatment I have gotten from black nazs with white nazi filth operating directly behind them physically standing and instructing them to assault me. From grade school to the nasty dirty obamas. They truly are so immature and so bereft of any mature, legal and conscientious dignity--it's such a dirty performance. Their dehumanization of me is now at the bernie sanders, rachel maddow, hillary clinton and the rest of filthy shit whroeood level of smirking yelling bitch laughing having peop;le who have fractured and raped my body return to threaten my life for having defended myself. They teleport me while i am alsleep and I react and try not to react they observe it's a torture session for having written about the last 18 years YEARS YEARS of their murderous exploitation of me rape and torture without end they ahve profited off and been exalted for it by white nazi trash shit culture of america--liberals the worst but it doesn't matter. It is also impossible for me to type and think clearly at this point this post was half-blocked and my thoughts scattered by the brain-altering tech and interruptions of freezing the computer which rendered me in anegative mindframe, and through that negative portal they hacked extreme mood and thought manipulation and every keystroke is met by hacking so it's almost impossible to get basic simple words out all are underlined and typos everywhere--they hacked the computer froze as i began to elaborate in a clear and decisve way--I became angry the hacking into my brain and nervous system turned this into a ranting mess---you can see the deterioration plus hackes will be redacting the sentences I dids manage to write in some clear way. The obamas b rought someone who tried to kill me, had me gang raped and he is a german who is very violent. The free deals he and his german nazi rapist "punk" shithdad scum obtained (record deals, apartments) is now like free candy to exhibit nazi rape and murder threats at me laughing and black hate energy because fought back---I fought back against gang rape and I was forced to move out of the apartment of this creep who helped me to obtain health care for a loose metal rod my family organized to have me killed by paralysis and no health care provided no hostpital or doctor would help me. My family organized this, they are behind all of thisa still and like the obamas they operate with german nazis and get mansions and endless free deals, but moreso for their nazi-spawned children with their nazi non-jewish spouses or very white skinned jewish nazi spouses it's the same thing but even worse almost. It's the same structure as the obamas and their role played every goddamn election cycle as being the only answer to racism and nazi rise and fascism--which they are profiting in hundreds of millions or tmore like billions by now but like oprah it's never enough and ausing me is the portal to more and more and more. Like dolly parton laughing as the german "antifa" :"punk" singing his KGB-derived fake "underground" plitical songs back in the early 90's he obtained his record contract for his band with a real german-style symbolism of killing jewish women but deemed non-offensive in a double-speak orwellian terminology. A linguistic mid screw but all the germans undersatnd so he remains popular all the songs he sings they all know (or most of "them" who keep pushing this crap band forrward) that every "song" is a literal 180 polar opposite of intention and meaning. The obamas, I wrote but didn't copy it because my brain is so scattered my ability to focus and concentraate GONE when they hack and freeze the computer my clear thought patterns deteriorate as I grow impatient they then can hack their "demon seed" of hate into my brain. Once it envelopes my thought proceesees and nervous system I can't remove it unless I get off and wealk away out of this energy directed weapon zone.//Teleportation torture and violence once more by the obamas---they are on the nazi sayed campaign endless obama in control over the demo-rat party revival circus tour circuit and abusing me appears to be the one-and-only way they can ever fully "succeed" this is ALL THEY DO literally all they have been doing since 2008 is having me poisoned mutilated raped and tortured on non-stop murder levels as they laugh and are glorified for it by the liberal nazi establishment of the fully compromised democrat party (but absolutely endorsed by the Republicans and their Nazi affiliates now cloaked and protected under Citizen's United):The evil, uhgly immature racism of the Obamas and their endless a$$-groveling performative displays of increasing fascist propensity in front of German "men" who have raped and mutilated my body and are proud of it. They all, the entire ensemble, "represent" the "fight against fascism" all wear and don the attire of liberal institutionalized and established anti-racism anti-fascism fabrication. The fantasy has so enticed America that they can't get enough of it from "both sides". Alas the Trump deception has "hit" too many Americans openly to not willingly follow a fantastical, Wall-street advertisement selling benevolence and caring about America through Trump and his group of murdering bigots. As for the Obamas, and Elizabeth Warren and their "ilk" the list of names is very long, add Bernie Sanders and AOC to the list but nothing as rank and foul as the vicious murderous ugly sick attacks the Obamas have profited off and are now so smug about their complicity to nazi overtake of America because the established Democrat party is still claiming they never knew Trump would be so bad, they have fought against him but are just stuck. And I have been writing of the 2 years of the Obamas coming to openly attack me in the guilded age of of techno-terror fascist genocidal rape and torture in the next level of the "game" of the "Epstein Class" rape and mutilation torture and murder endowments bestowed upon all the monopolistic neanderthals of the presiding leaders "on all sides" literally the media, political "class" all the news channels all are involved and protecting this little filthy secret. The Obamas remain a pristine-performative pair of swindling conniving nazi-fed rabid parasites on me, the term "evil" is appropriate. They brought this German man who told me today it was HE who had my vertebrae smashed while sleeping, in Germany where I had lived. he had me gang raped while I was living with him in a tiny "dorf" near Boeblingen (near IBM, where he worked as well as this creep from a band using a jewish woman's zionist group based also in America to really intimate genocide against Jews but his KGB lyrics and his spiked hair have sold him off, but his first album produced when this man who the obamas brought along with the german rapist who has been screaming beating raping and attacking me and elizabeth warren has stood yelling at me next to arnold her "leader" fuhrer to provide this "too cool for you" German punk and the fashion fascist nazi bigot daughter of depp with ideas to make a movie a concept of which I wrote of and the bigot nazis of whroewood and this new german hate filth creep who has been granted access to dispensing with german nazi party money to buy into america, the endless greed of the democrats like the lying hate of the obamas fully indoctrinated into what is called the "progressive" party "abhorrence" for the "genocide" in Israel and thus rising anti-semitism and blacks claiming they are on equal footing with the genocidal discrimination that "Jews" are pouring on their darker skinned "brothers and sisters" in Palestine. It was calculated into the attack and war when Hamas assaulted the innocent people for the most part-some of them killed by hamas had actually attempted to partner with palestinians to help with their poverty plight--these are killed off because the enmity is to be encouraged not dissipated. So, the obamas brought a german who had me raped by his friends, I reacted with rage he began abusing me more openly I had to move out, I was drugged in mind control he was a party cocaine and alcoholic (deemed normal in germany they drink beer after beer all night and eveyr day as well) and he had a nervous breakdown while I was at his apartment --after he had me raped after he kicked me out and I was left after a spine surgery with no income no job and I had no way to survive but I became an english teacher. He then --he now claims, had my spine fractured and as a result I am "disabled" chronic no way to correct the injury. He was smug about it, the obamas brought him to abuse me in deep sleep because they have to prove that I wrote about them and wrote about them and wrote about them and yesterday I spent a long time writing about them as not being very much "fun" at all--and so this is their fascist "retribution" it is very much on the scale of trump's retribution at me for screaming at him 2 years ago that I wish he had been killed by that shooter in pennsylfvania--it was after a decade of him having me raped raped raped poisoned mutilated tortured raped mutilated fungus and semen put in my hair every night my hips and spine puut out of alignment making me completely crooked after my fractured body--money stolen from my room clothing destroyed--under the obamas they stole my cat had me thrown in jail after I wrote "pig" to the euro-trash men who had been poisoning me to death and raping the pioson in my body. The obamas came to presidential power by this contract out on me and their smug facsist nazi behavior is the training they are given by their partners the germans, protected by trump since they "came out" of their closeted fascist hidden disguise until trump came to power. I knew that the obamas were behind all the violence but they never appeared in teleportation to me face-to-face but that stopped just when they all knew trump was going to win--that would be 6 months prior to the actual election the vicious rape by a german scum creep (not in the group today another one) arrived. This was also kamala time running for president so they got cardi b to threaten to kill me by having me dragged beh8ind a car--and jenifer lopzen came to bellow violent hateful yelling at me and kamala came as she always has laughing at me which is what bernie sanders did the first time he arrived b ut then called me a "bitch" after I responded to more verbal abuse after physical violence. The years of their celebrity partners stealing my ideas and torturing me to obtain more means nothing to these "fighting the 1% and economic disparity injustice) for all the downtrodden with all the jokes obama makes and the repeat michelle makes of my torture-derived instruction to oprah about the Hegelian Dialectic--which was their strategy for the kamala campaign. Now they are just relying on the trauma torture they all inflicted on the american people to have a blue wave. But they are assaulting me to have nazis know that their total endorsement of abdul in michigen is warrented for their next campaign finance glut and funding for their next book tour their next heroic rescue lecture tour with jokes and jokes and the audiences watching the boob tube drooling with entertainment bliss in anticipation of a happy ending to this movie. Below is a tarot reading I asked the bot if I should write about this pair but the ingenious explanation of that bot is really very microscopic perception of the dynamics of how corruption and power are intermerged in a couple of scamming con artists---with farrrakhan as well and his role has been to divert racist hate from "blacks" to jews and nothing has fed all of them with a racist target to beat on than me--since I have never aligned with the jewish community and they are so happy to point to me as being more dark in hue than their white supremacy appearances in the spotlight --the genocide is ongoing darker skinned and hair jews are to be killed off only blonde and nazi programmed "jews" will remain in "Israel" which trump makes open statements will be a place of international riviera luxury real estate investment. Of course the godless lying evil of the obamas will get huge stakes in the development project as will bernie sanders and aoc and all the antisemites who are pushing for this war so they can invest in a new waterfront property nazi new world order playground. Next will come teleporting of anything they can suck the life out of and rape and kill if they want and mutilate and steal ideas and get away with it as the nazi enclave will resemble what they have already done to me so successfully for all these decades and still will be given full hero cheers from the gang stalking nazi programmed public. I can't go any place in America without hate death squads and no interference from a single person (on the planetj).

Hopefully the midterms, an eternity away still although technically something like "today" how many years I have been waiting for ...