Sunday, July 26, 2020

A change of template, design and hacker alteration of the format makes 4 confusion formatting contusion.

*in case you don't know, this is a photo of Dr. Sigmund Freud **

The hackers have blocked the functioning of this site. That is the most concise statement I can make at this time. One post appeared twice in the feed. The links won't operate. Of course the hackers are forcing letters to double when I press the key once. My fingers can't move to areas I want to press, my hand remains frozen in front of the keyboard my fingers won't move to where I want to press. My brain is under so much alteration.

I am tryinto re-arrange this FREE blog. this is my first attempt. I know that my blog is nevertheless not visible on the larger web. It should be published but nothing is happening. In the course of altering this template the hackers froze the laptop and crashed the pages (100% hacking, not an internet situation).

I glimpsed much of the hate and vitriol I have expressed. Please, reader, whoever is sane and decent reading this (for the most part, the negates the most of you reading this who are hacking and obscuring my brain and laptop functioning and/or hacking as part of this terrorist situation organization.

I write in a situation of 24/7 torture and attack that has gone on and on, every single day, for years and years. I am repeatedly drugged--DAILY not just repeatedly. My home is violated every single day by these mechanical arms that are inserted through the panels of this tiny studio where there are really no walls but instead panels that open from the other side. one side of the room is lined with cupboards that line the walls and are hollowed into the space where there should be a wall. I can hear the people talking on the other side. They remain very quiet for the most part. The material is very thin and I can hear a hollow noise and the center of each panel, most of them (there are over 30 in this room which is extremely tiny) all is soft enough to indent lightly if I press with only a little bit of effort.

I am under torture conditions and drugging and the technology blocks parts of my brain and allows subliminals to pass through whatever filters I really should have, also my immune system and nervous system are continuously under lethal attack as I am also poisoned and have been fighting for my life, alone, for years. They took my only children, my cats (calling me some crazy cat lady like the stupid idiots that they are, these creeps teleporting and exploiting me).

I go into ranting rage, mostly from my BRAIN BEING MANIPULATED BY TECHNOLOGY. Every day I spent at least 30 percent of my entier day repairing, cleaining and spraying clothing, blankets and other items with bleach, cleaning anti-fungal sprays and essential oils to get the stinking odors offr all--I am forced to breathe it all  in all night as I must seal the patio glass doors because of the mechanicaol arms entering my room from the patio ceiling, from the patio above entering through the huge opening of the patio, and the rooms next to mine and below are all inhabited by insidious parasites opearting for the disgusting people directing these attacks; who in turn are being instructed by billionaires so they can have more people to torture, rape and destroy steal intellectual property from and murder/rape and this is my daily exerience of non-stop torture so my writing REFLECTS THEIR insanity INSANITY ON THEIR PART NOT MINE.

In my "immature", HATE RANTING writing I am merely the reflection of their sick mentally ill torture schemata.

But i want to say that this blog is being hacked and blocked from the template functioning correctly.  The pages are supposed to appear and don't, and the gidgets are supposed to be deleted and there is a huge long line of these things. i have tried to block things that don't block. My every attempt at communication is fraught with me not being able to communicate with my brain/emotional state being put into some excessive upheaval and all writing is fraught with hacking blocks and typos that are a perpetual discrediting on the part of the stalkers. I get into hate and rage states and when I re-read what I have written I see it is obviously horrifically hyperbolic and ranting insanity at times. I repeat: this is the product of the subliminals and the torture and drugging which I fight to stop every single day. How nice it would be if anyone on the planet would support me so I am not alone fighting t his alone and if I could only get a real support system instead of more terrorists trying to sabotage me with false support.

my brain is so manipulated while I write it's impoosible to finish my thoughts or ideas and get concepts out in a clear, concise and cognitive rationality. It is literally impossible my brain feels like I am on some centrifuge being spun around but I am focused enough to be able to barely type and seem like I am "normally" functioning but I am definitely not.

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Nazi Hooligan D. Beckham---extremely subdued in his directives to have me viciously violently raped and tortured by thugs like tom hardy and arnold s-ne88er---always behind them is the ENGLISH CROWN i.e. Prince Charles and his crew influencing the true control over the United States through Whorewood--shitalina always there through her mommy's connection to the Crown through this acting crew of hateful bigots masquerading as righteous and benevolent concerned citizens only working for the welfare of the blessed poor, disenfranchised and the discriminated against. In reality, the quiet influence gets his athletic sports nazi hools to inflict deadly violence upon me and laugh for the cameras of promotion---watched by the hateful beckham who abused, attacked me I had tried another strategy t o fight them off instantly rather than wait for the inevitable escalation of abuse once the parasites are acclimated to torture the addicts (in this case, perhaps his former adrenaline addiction or meth addiction---I think he is a person who may have artificially pumped up his system in the past got past drugging tests and screenings--regardless, a murderously violent but behind the violent operation scenes telling them what to do. In exchange hardy has obtained a glowing look on his formerly run-down and aged face. I got a swatch of grey hair from 16 hours of abuse and rape per day (abuse, rape a few times every time violent as this thug was awarded. Beckham returns with heather graham, who said she had no idea that her partner danny moynihan, out of London, had tortured or poisoned me. In truth serum and extreme duress mode as I am rendered every day, but these soulless and loveless parasitic users and abusers have no concern they "blame" me with more torture murder it truly is in reality---for reacting instead of allowing them to abuse me to death "with permission" rather than fighting for my life and screaming in rage to racist cliches these rotten scumbags spew on me and glaring with hate when I fight in my defense--as no one else will I thusly must do all myself, every day an dnight, day after day, night after night. I therefore call this sleazy scum bend-over-butt-ham becuase of his influence on rotten gavin old boy scum who after months of being influenced by butt-ham, when hegseth turned me over to groups of engilsh because baryshnikov probably offered him a deal courtesy of the KGB and Russian dark money pipeline for whatever prizes he obtained--or whatever behind it is always rump the dump trump-=--i can't call them anything serious but immature names wish them destruction to every aspect of their lives rather than writing these posts making up silly names. He is a most fanatical racist the equivalent of a slaver beating and killing anyone questioning his 'entitlement" to inflict extreme racism. The sports world of England and Germany and in fact all around the world, this soccar hooligan culture thrives and hides nazi secret clubs from inside these rancid yelling violent racist mobs in the guise of being sports fans. Thusly, beware that filthy sleazy creep who is relying on white boy entitlement and English imperialism--the white americans like gavin old boy and heather graham are determined to have this influence in America for their own racist agenda, partnering with the endlessly disguiesd euro-hateland nazi bigots who wear costumes of "punk" and "businessman" like bend-over b-ham and his cheerleader rape nazi wife and that "pop music' cartel appearance of "respectability". While most of you reading my posts are full-on white mediocrity "supremacists" but have very little to display of superiority--and this lout kicking a ball around and being turned into a celebrity for it bypassing the black and brown players who probably exceed him in that field but regardless, a white boy doing that makes the headlines (you can call it the "Elvis Effect" a white boy excelling supposedly in a mostly black domain) they are so extremely violently racist it's almost inconceivable because of the placid composure this filthy ugly sleazy thing has but he's a seething hateful anti-american bigot. I say this to the white mediocrities calling themselves superiority that this pig ape scum is out to overtake america. The americans just want "minorities" like me so-called to not have a chance to compete against them and win. Thusly they are duped they obtain warm hugs and smiles and invites they don't feel "trapped" in an American "equal opportunity" white "discrimination" trap any longer of the dread fear that if they compete without drugging and discriminatory practice which is rampant in America and throughout the world; because there is not a single city, town or village on this planet that the nazis have not penetrated to create some version of this endless discrimination--they get the minorities to turn against their own, in particular women. Thusly every time that filth creep is in the vicinity of wanna be king emperor gavin striving to be next imperialistic president of the united states, the word "bitch" is issued with slaps and violence when I verbally respond to their abuse and insults dehumanizing nazi insults and derogatory abuse endlessly for hours. Under severe drugging and this is injected into my brain so I can't ignore it it's louder in my brain than music blasting on earphones they attack my nervous system and then drug me and when I react in rage after trying to ignore them for hours every morning as they begin the moment I wake up, literally--Noise terrorism ordered by the nosey terrorists out of whorewood, californication, rump-land plantation society death squad, USA (conttrolled by bend-over-butt-ham and a bunch of Amreican nazi racists feigning working against racism and sexism--the prostituted men and women of whorewood and their euro-hateland partners. All expecting a paradise of plantation mansions in europe forever with their children for this sell-out of AMerica--just by abusing me without end, to prove that europigapes can turn every single per son in Amreica into an antisemite nazi including, and esxpecially Jews.