Sunday, July 26, 2020

A change of template, design and hacker alteration of the format makes 4 confusion formatting contusion.

*in case you don't know, this is a photo of Dr. Sigmund Freud **

The hackers have blocked the functioning of this site. That is the most concise statement I can make at this time. One post appeared twice in the feed. The links won't operate. Of course the hackers are forcing letters to double when I press the key once. My fingers can't move to areas I want to press, my hand remains frozen in front of the keyboard my fingers won't move to where I want to press. My brain is under so much alteration.

I am tryinto re-arrange this FREE blog. this is my first attempt. I know that my blog is nevertheless not visible on the larger web. It should be published but nothing is happening. In the course of altering this template the hackers froze the laptop and crashed the pages (100% hacking, not an internet situation).

I glimpsed much of the hate and vitriol I have expressed. Please, reader, whoever is sane and decent reading this (for the most part, the negates the most of you reading this who are hacking and obscuring my brain and laptop functioning and/or hacking as part of this terrorist situation organization.

I write in a situation of 24/7 torture and attack that has gone on and on, every single day, for years and years. I am repeatedly drugged--DAILY not just repeatedly. My home is violated every single day by these mechanical arms that are inserted through the panels of this tiny studio where there are really no walls but instead panels that open from the other side. one side of the room is lined with cupboards that line the walls and are hollowed into the space where there should be a wall. I can hear the people talking on the other side. They remain very quiet for the most part. The material is very thin and I can hear a hollow noise and the center of each panel, most of them (there are over 30 in this room which is extremely tiny) all is soft enough to indent lightly if I press with only a little bit of effort.

I am under torture conditions and drugging and the technology blocks parts of my brain and allows subliminals to pass through whatever filters I really should have, also my immune system and nervous system are continuously under lethal attack as I am also poisoned and have been fighting for my life, alone, for years. They took my only children, my cats (calling me some crazy cat lady like the stupid idiots that they are, these creeps teleporting and exploiting me).

I go into ranting rage, mostly from my BRAIN BEING MANIPULATED BY TECHNOLOGY. Every day I spent at least 30 percent of my entier day repairing, cleaining and spraying clothing, blankets and other items with bleach, cleaning anti-fungal sprays and essential oils to get the stinking odors offr all--I am forced to breathe it all  in all night as I must seal the patio glass doors because of the mechanicaol arms entering my room from the patio ceiling, from the patio above entering through the huge opening of the patio, and the rooms next to mine and below are all inhabited by insidious parasites opearting for the disgusting people directing these attacks; who in turn are being instructed by billionaires so they can have more people to torture, rape and destroy steal intellectual property from and murder/rape and this is my daily exerience of non-stop torture so my writing REFLECTS THEIR insanity INSANITY ON THEIR PART NOT MINE.

In my "immature", HATE RANTING writing I am merely the reflection of their sick mentally ill torture schemata.

 But i want to say that this blog is being hacked and blocked from the template functioning correctly.  The pages are supposed to appear and don't, and the gidgets are supposed to be deleted and there is a huge long line of these things. i have tried to block things that don't block. My every attempt at communication is fraught with me not being able to communicate with my brain/emotional state being put into some excessive upheaval and all writing is fraught with hacking blocks and typos that are a perpetual discrediting on the part of the stalkers. I get into hate and rage states and when I re-read what I have written I see it is obviously horrifically hyperbolic and ranting insanity at times. I repeat: this is the product of the subliminals and the torture and drugging which I fight to stop every single day. How nice it would be if anyone on the planet would support me so I am not alone fighting t his alone and if I could only get a real support system instead of more terrorists trying to sabotage me with false support.

 my brain is so manipulated while I write it's impoosible to finish my thoughts or ideas and get concepts out in a clear, concise and cognitive rationality. It is literally impossible my brain feels like I am on some centrifuge being spun around but I am focused enough to be able to barely type and seem like I am "normally" functioning but I am definitely not.
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Heart Palpitation torture and potential murder attack---my heart is racing but not compressed-pounding as Trump has done in the past--this is from yet the same rotation schedule of yet another celebrity who came years and years ago--returned after getting his free deal record contract and appearances---his "turn" is now--he hacked a movie he starred in 1951---and its' so old, albeit color with Yul Brynner as lead and I thought that no one who had attacked me could possibly be sitting in the audience of terrorist celebrities to abuse and get his and his son, daughter wife and family and friends' next free deal by displaying abuse, hate and now it's lethal torture. It feels very painful but in this threshold of "ambient" sort of heart murmur fringing on a severe infringement on my heart rhythms causing arrhythmia but like tight knot in my chest and my body is telling me this is deadly and they will not stop so I must write once more to try to save my life from another just deplorable---probably good friends with Hillary by the way. This one also stuck his derriere in front of my face and either made a "farting" noise or did it after he asked me if Yul Brynner was a better actor than he--as he (william shattner is the culprit for this day, taking turns as usual but the staple terrorists are always in the background coming at me when I just fall asleep to abuse and attack me at my most vulnerable on a daily and nightly basis--never stopping but they welcome in the rotation). This man is in his 90's I thought a movie of that era would not really have any surviving actors who were capable and part of this team. However in the usual drugged sickness (they once more mutilated under my finger the cuticle which also injects drugs into my capillaries and is destroying my hands--which look like mummy hands the skin is parched and fingers all swollen and deformed from slathering of destruction drying out chemicals which cause permanent damage to skin barrier plus non-stop slicing under all cuticles--fingers and toes--my many layers of protection "work" for about 2 days to protect for every new modification but they get past this with their expertise mechanical arm tech and brainstorming --and expert military and black hat hacking and warfare experts, software also and AI undoubtedly is driving the precision attacks).//He played a lead role in The Brothers Karamazov---a Russian novel by Dostoyevsky which i had read--and hoped it would be good. Brynner was so incredible an actor in this role I was amazed and sat transfixed and relieved that I could finally watch a movie and enjoy it without being abused, beaten raped or assaulted by the next line-up of has-beens, wanna be's and failing career formerly box office and for the first few minutes I was in a rapt state of that wonderful floating sensation of falling into a fantasy world the movie projected into my mind (and now they are hacking--not "now" but when I first began the hacking was not endless struggle to get a single letter out now it's hard to pound every single key with my entire hand using my bicepts to pound anything out--very, very slowly and lugubrious time-consuming and the attack on my brain is simultaneous). Shattner played one of the brothers who was a serious religious zealot of sorts, very much a strict adherent of scripture. There were many wonderful elements of character development but I can't watch it again until Shattner dies his abuse is so disgusting--but not like the sick filth of most of the most violent like shitalina and pig ape pitt---who have a few rabbit-out-of--an editor's hat facial expressions, maybe two or three otherwise the usual demeanor of actors in my opinion who are famous in whorewood are just frozen faces displaying usually psychopathic sexualized violent roles of criminality or fake heroic splendor---but just frozen faces they are empty and meaningless people when I am confronted by them endlessly---they play heroes of culture very often or the seeming opposition which is villain but they really are put in these lead roles to display the calm and serene facial blankness plastic surgery created nazified expressions of peaceful "beauty" while "fighting" or they have snarling looks when they are "fighting" and otherwise, the same expression on their faces which very rarely alters. They eyes are always staring ahead without a single emotion except for twinkles of psychopathic gleen which I see clearly in the eyes of media anchors who are the fake heroes of culture for the "liberal" such as the endless joking of rachel maddow and she's a total fraud in this antisemitic climate (I mean within the climate she is on a level basis with the rest who are murder hate nazi-programmed vicious lying empty and blank and dirty nasty but the alteration when they are displayed in public is something you could see in a Disney haunted house roller coaster ride through the cheap facade of the whorewood set which determines the mood and culture and mode of society in this programming apparatus). Shattner played this role, and the role itself was supposed to be a very serious personality type who uses calm deliberation and abiding by stern "Christian" value sets while everybody around him is doing the opposite. Thus his role was not demanding of deep facial theatrics and I had no recognition of him when the few shots I had seen (I clicked on the movie at about the 35 minute mark after the beginning) and his face was very different from probably the plastic surgery he later was offered by the Whorewood nazi modification demands of the producers and the casting agencies. Mind programming turns into nazi murder affiliation during the course of the training program for actors who transcend the ladder of the pyramid of nazi movie control which has manifested in a "fascist' revival in American culture. The parallel is not being discussed by any podcaster I am aware of nor by any of the movie critics who also, occasionally make similar cultural parallels of their own little enclave of political identity (i.e. "black actor" representing the "diaspora" and thus they applaud anything that features black empowerment that is the extent of political commentary I have seen otherwise when a movie is obviously based on racial analysis content it is unavoidable and the tiniest mention of "racism" is brought up but only to the extent that it's unavoidable as a side note to the general theme or movie review analysis.