Sunday, July 26, 2020

A change of template, design and hacker alteration of the format makes 4 confusion formatting contusion.

*in case you don't know, this is a photo of Dr. Sigmund Freud **

The hackers have blocked the functioning of this site. That is the most concise statement I can make at this time. One post appeared twice in the feed. The links won't operate. Of course the hackers are forcing letters to double when I press the key once. My fingers can't move to areas I want to press, my hand remains frozen in front of the keyboard my fingers won't move to where I want to press. My brain is under so much alteration.

I am tryinto re-arrange this FREE blog. this is my first attempt. I know that my blog is nevertheless not visible on the larger web. It should be published but nothing is happening. In the course of altering this template the hackers froze the laptop and crashed the pages (100% hacking, not an internet situation).

I glimpsed much of the hate and vitriol I have expressed. Please, reader, whoever is sane and decent reading this (for the most part, the negates the most of you reading this who are hacking and obscuring my brain and laptop functioning and/or hacking as part of this terrorist situation organization.

I write in a situation of 24/7 torture and attack that has gone on and on, every single day, for years and years. I am repeatedly drugged--DAILY not just repeatedly. My home is violated every single day by these mechanical arms that are inserted through the panels of this tiny studio where there are really no walls but instead panels that open from the other side. one side of the room is lined with cupboards that line the walls and are hollowed into the space where there should be a wall. I can hear the people talking on the other side. They remain very quiet for the most part. The material is very thin and I can hear a hollow noise and the center of each panel, most of them (there are over 30 in this room which is extremely tiny) all is soft enough to indent lightly if I press with only a little bit of effort.

I am under torture conditions and drugging and the technology blocks parts of my brain and allows subliminals to pass through whatever filters I really should have, also my immune system and nervous system are continuously under lethal attack as I am also poisoned and have been fighting for my life, alone, for years. They took my only children, my cats (calling me some crazy cat lady like the stupid idiots that they are, these creeps teleporting and exploiting me).

I go into ranting rage, mostly from my BRAIN BEING MANIPULATED BY TECHNOLOGY. Every day I spent at least 30 percent of my entier day repairing, cleaining and spraying clothing, blankets and other items with bleach, cleaning anti-fungal sprays and essential oils to get the stinking odors offr all--I am forced to breathe it all  in all night as I must seal the patio glass doors because of the mechanicaol arms entering my room from the patio ceiling, from the patio above entering through the huge opening of the patio, and the rooms next to mine and below are all inhabited by insidious parasites opearting for the disgusting people directing these attacks; who in turn are being instructed by billionaires so they can have more people to torture, rape and destroy steal intellectual property from and murder/rape and this is my daily exerience of non-stop torture so my writing REFLECTS THEIR insanity INSANITY ON THEIR PART NOT MINE.

In my "immature", HATE RANTING writing I am merely the reflection of their sick mentally ill torture schemata.

 But i want to say that this blog is being hacked and blocked from the template functioning correctly.  The pages are supposed to appear and don't, and the gidgets are supposed to be deleted and there is a huge long line of these things. i have tried to block things that don't block. My every attempt at communication is fraught with me not being able to communicate with my brain/emotional state being put into some excessive upheaval and all writing is fraught with hacking blocks and typos that are a perpetual discrediting on the part of the stalkers. I get into hate and rage states and when I re-read what I have written I see it is obviously horrifically hyperbolic and ranting insanity at times. I repeat: this is the product of the subliminals and the torture and drugging which I fight to stop every single day. How nice it would be if anyone on the planet would support me so I am not alone fighting t his alone and if I could only get a real support system instead of more terrorists trying to sabotage me with false support.

 my brain is so manipulated while I write it's impoosible to finish my thoughts or ideas and get concepts out in a clear, concise and cognitive rationality. It is literally impossible my brain feels like I am on some centrifuge being spun around but I am focused enough to be able to barely type and seem like I am "normally" functioning but I am definitely not.
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Because I don't want my formerly incredible country The United States, which is MY country not the white nazi bigots' country not gavin old scum's state of california it's MY COUNTRY they are traitors they should be ousted from MY COUNTRY THE UNITED STATES they are selling america to nazi foreigners for some sleazy backroom sex orgy haute fantasy wealth league and all exclusion to the rest. Because I will not allow them to murder me with my consent, because I have fought to have MY LIFE not destroyed by more white nazi trash shit bigots asserting this most egregious violation of all human rights implant technology and this insidious gang stalking goon society into my life with warm smiles of subjugated traumatized stockholm syndrome love forced out of my beaten and damaged body. My family is like the aforementioned servile and domesticated stockholm to the extreme; so are all of the jews I have had to deal with and the trickle down into society. This has been inculcated into the Jewish diaspora for probably centuries this self hate and self-loathing it appears as sexualized vicious hate for jewish women for all races---the most hated of races I believe are the jews blacks can't even begin to compare but whatever competition for the most abused race, I know that blacks sit around like lynch mob pot-bellied bigots laughing with white nazi trash to abuse jews/me while jews do not do this with blacks. It is just a bit of distancing that i am aware of, I have not had much experience with jews but what experience I do have all has been me being sold off lied to with fake smiles and full subordination to white nazi death squads for their own promotion and happily merrily they comply. //Because I am fighting for a country which has literally sold me into a sex trafficking techno-terror ring, and have fought for human decency and FOR MY LIFE and FOR MY COUNTRY TO NOT BE TAKEN OVER BY SHIT LIKE SHITNIGGER THIS FILTHY nazi fuck you all worship for his stupid antics and fake altruistic bullshit which is just programmed statements this rotten thug cranks out like a rabid robot. Because I am doing what NO POLITICIANS IN CONGRESS WILL DO OR ON ANY LOCAL LEVEL WHATSOEVER, ANYWHERE AROUND THE WORLD which is standing up for the law not merely jabbering about it for public approval, and for standing up for my basic human rights this group of shit want to destroy and are doing it because of the most hated status of jews even the jews won't do a single goddamn thing but let it all happen to me. My ideas about fighting injustice have gone to worthless sleazy ugly sick shit female shit whores for over 15 years who laugh as they get men to rape me and the english crown pays them all for this diaplay of old world rape culture towards jewish women. For all this, they cut off my disability. My parents have been murdered by this group via poisoning as have my pets and etc and many beautiful and loving people all killed via poisoning "cancers" and creep diseases like that--my successful and wealthy family turned into a non-stop cancer alley death row. For fighting for a country that truly tries to live up to equal under law and human rights, leading me to be abused yelled at tortured raped by leading members of congress, many presidents and almost literally every single shithole running for president for the past decade or longer: don't have enough savings money to survive waiting any longer--they have made me pay my savings for over 15 months with no information on why they refuse to reinstate my disability benefits--the disability this group forced on me by fracturing my spine putting my spine out of alignment and poisoning me with hardening poison and then fracturing my vertebrae; all done while unconsciosu with this microchip implant in my brain and into my nervous system. My family began doind this to me at a very early age--they are addicted to feeding off my destruction and they have worked to ahve all my money taken away so they can get more awards from shitalina worewwood the english crown and all the nazi cartel for having sold me to being raped mutilated poisoned robbed my ideas furnishing ugly sick sleazy stupid filth with oscar-winning ideas for over 15 years given NOTHING and my money taken away due to trump, whom they put in power to have this monopoly of monotony mediocrity corruption and incompetence: have been waiting for over 15 years for a legitimate government to stop this state-sponsored murder contract out on me. i have barely avoided death repeatedly and have been literally fighting for my life every single day against being abused and poisoned and tortured to death. The sleazy sick crap you all worship as celebrity politicians and celebrities rush to dump their wrath, hate and they use any and all excuses such as I "said" something which they pulled from thought-hacking extraction, most or all of the time they inserted the "thoughts' into my brain so they could then say for years that I said the n-word, for example as they plague my brain with that word while watching any show any music anything related to black people. This is their response to me accusing oprah of being an enforcer of the worst white racist dictum and her response was in torture--the term aunt jemima came to me due to a malcolm x speech which I repeated under mind control, torture and she had me raped and beaten before she began to justify her violence after she "forced" this term out of me by asking "what do you think of me" and that term came to the surface I screamed it out with hate--instead it's been 8 years of black shit fuck plantation aunt jemimas and uncle toms rushing to abuse me--and now I will use that term without any repentence becuase the terms "puppet" don't convey the real meaning of how atrocious they all are. "They" being the white nazi trash shit they all gather around who dole out prizes and deals, the other "they" are the followers who will do anything to get "a piece of the pie" as someone called it. All is justified when it comes to million dollar contracts. Thusly the president office is up for anyone who can abuse me into accepting more abuse without fighting back. All I did was move to a San Francisco location and gavin old scum has been torturing me nearly to death ever since; it is now 10 months of unending torture from him. I sought to get ouf ot the disability cut -off in florida where field office workers were literally lying breaking the law demanding payments that far exceed what any real calculation should have been; yelling at me by phone any response on my part in self-defense is met by worse threats they are being programmed to use tihs contract of forcing me into being abused without defending myself---that is the contract out on me. They want a world of compliant jews who will either sell off their children and siblings "down the river" to rape and death and/or just accept being abused to death poisoned drugged to death while their nazi spouses steal all the money they obtained when america used to give people some chance to make it in the market with some semblance of equal opportunity. The system now operates that any Jew who wants power must be white skinned as much as possible with dyed blonde hair preferably. Must defer with love and gratitude to nazi whites who will direct the preferred blondish jews (or married to blondes mostly non-jewish who will control and subjugate the jew but the jew will obey and "love" the nazi bigot eternally grateful for the opportunity to compete in the market with any chance--otherwise, not welcomed in any "successful" venture if not absolutely conforming to white nazi image and/or abusing people like me who strive for competition and are capable of it and thusly to be destroyed, raped and abused. Upon orders jews in this matrix are as violent as nazis and have been thorougly trained to be so. That applies to blacks even moreso towards jews, and etc but t hey blame jews for being racist--and that label has stuck with me. I have been waiting for an administration which will do anything but sell me out to death. During the obama years I understood that it was a foe and part of this attack but had not realized to what extent. now that there is no threat for writing about their inclusion in white nazi mediocrity I can write all about it and I suggest that yesterday when I said that michelle over completely filthy and sleazy vile and nasty gavin old boy is preferable I then said "michelle obama 2029 president"! in just a delirious state of being tortured slowly to death by shitnigger who is so revolting as a man and human being its' putridity just having to hear his rancid stupid ugly voice and his ugly demands this ugly incompetent sleazy ape scum. They are so disgusting. No president deems them incompetent no, they are the force that will keep trump afloat no matter what he has put as many nazis into this 4th Reich social engineering project to the point that biden, who "cared" the slightest which is far more than obama or trump or anyone else--but he could not really do much more than go along with the plan due to the filthy vile sleazy inclusion of shit like pelosi and elizabeth warren, who for her rancid dirty yapping about people's rights being abridged constantly should win the oscars bullshit award for worst political skank scam for a prize t hat needs to be established for future awards seasons. the money they have obtained from trump's crypto scam along has made the wait of 8 years worthwhile for rancid warren and pelosi all ahve obtained insider trading newsom is a filthy and nasty violent sick predator insider scamming scumbag. thusly, waiting and waiting for anything but this sleazy filth brigade and the options of another nazi jew in the form of PA gov shapiro--who is doing nothing I suggest that fetterman is working with trump and new-scum old scum to block my disability and he will get, of course,k huge windfalls they are all just sleazy filth. The typically compliant jew-hating jew that I fear shapiro is, as he is doing nothing to stop the next attack on me by social security under rump to just make a decision on how I can ave my money reinstated--they are trying to steal my covid money and my student loan money I SAVED FOR YEARS (for an emergency) instead they are telling me verbally that all money must be paid in my account---but the official letter from their financial office had listed an amount to be repaid omitting the covid money--but by phone the lying trump agents and new-old scum agents are demanding all money--thusly violating what their own agencies had determined all is being done verbally all these lies and corrupt illegal demands--they under gavin the scum will not send a letter with the exact definition for me to follow theyu refuse to send information they are hanging up on me and laughing as I am cut off and blocked from making phone calls--(they pick up the phone laughing into the phone after I have tried to phone for 3 hours old boy scum blocked all transmission just as they perpetually hack into my keyborad and ocmputer to block all communication--it's always so impossible. Despite just writing in my very fast and competent writing speed, GETTING ANYBODY TO CARE IS AN IMPOSSIBILITY. that trump is destroying the country makes no goddamn difference to anybody aware of my situation this contract out on me must furnish their next podcast award or next lead role or next investment or next candidacy "won" through this rigged nazi 4th Reich system.

I don't have enough money to survive this any longer and i need my money reinstated. Any phone calls are rerouted to lying and  yelling ...