Sunday, July 26, 2020

A change of template, design and hacker alteration of the format makes 4 confusion formatting contusion.

*in case you don't know, this is a photo of Dr. Sigmund Freud **

The hackers have blocked the functioning of this site. That is the most concise statement I can make at this time. One post appeared twice in the feed. The links won't operate. Of course the hackers are forcing letters to double when I press the key once. My fingers can't move to areas I want to press, my hand remains frozen in front of the keyboard my fingers won't move to where I want to press. My brain is under so much alteration.

I am tryinto re-arrange this FREE blog. this is my first attempt. I know that my blog is nevertheless not visible on the larger web. It should be published but nothing is happening. In the course of altering this template the hackers froze the laptop and crashed the pages (100% hacking, not an internet situation).

I glimpsed much of the hate and vitriol I have expressed. Please, reader, whoever is sane and decent reading this (for the most part, the negates the most of you reading this who are hacking and obscuring my brain and laptop functioning and/or hacking as part of this terrorist situation organization.

I write in a situation of 24/7 torture and attack that has gone on and on, every single day, for years and years. I am repeatedly drugged--DAILY not just repeatedly. My home is violated every single day by these mechanical arms that are inserted through the panels of this tiny studio where there are really no walls but instead panels that open from the other side. one side of the room is lined with cupboards that line the walls and are hollowed into the space where there should be a wall. I can hear the people talking on the other side. They remain very quiet for the most part. The material is very thin and I can hear a hollow noise and the center of each panel, most of them (there are over 30 in this room which is extremely tiny) all is soft enough to indent lightly if I press with only a little bit of effort.

I am under torture conditions and drugging and the technology blocks parts of my brain and allows subliminals to pass through whatever filters I really should have, also my immune system and nervous system are continuously under lethal attack as I am also poisoned and have been fighting for my life, alone, for years. They took my only children, my cats (calling me some crazy cat lady like the stupid idiots that they are, these creeps teleporting and exploiting me).

I go into ranting rage, mostly from my BRAIN BEING MANIPULATED BY TECHNOLOGY. Every day I spent at least 30 percent of my entier day repairing, cleaining and spraying clothing, blankets and other items with bleach, cleaning anti-fungal sprays and essential oils to get the stinking odors offr all--I am forced to breathe it all  in all night as I must seal the patio glass doors because of the mechanicaol arms entering my room from the patio ceiling, from the patio above entering through the huge opening of the patio, and the rooms next to mine and below are all inhabited by insidious parasites opearting for the disgusting people directing these attacks; who in turn are being instructed by billionaires so they can have more people to torture, rape and destroy steal intellectual property from and murder/rape and this is my daily exerience of non-stop torture so my writing REFLECTS THEIR insanity INSANITY ON THEIR PART NOT MINE.

In my "immature", HATE RANTING writing I am merely the reflection of their sick mentally ill torture schemata.

 But i want to say that this blog is being hacked and blocked from the template functioning correctly.  The pages are supposed to appear and don't, and the gidgets are supposed to be deleted and there is a huge long line of these things. i have tried to block things that don't block. My every attempt at communication is fraught with me not being able to communicate with my brain/emotional state being put into some excessive upheaval and all writing is fraught with hacking blocks and typos that are a perpetual discrediting on the part of the stalkers. I get into hate and rage states and when I re-read what I have written I see it is obviously horrifically hyperbolic and ranting insanity at times. I repeat: this is the product of the subliminals and the torture and drugging which I fight to stop every single day. How nice it would be if anyone on the planet would support me so I am not alone fighting t his alone and if I could only get a real support system instead of more terrorists trying to sabotage me with false support.

 my brain is so manipulated while I write it's impoosible to finish my thoughts or ideas and get concepts out in a clear, concise and cognitive rationality. It is literally impossible my brain feels like I am on some centrifuge being spun around but I am focused enough to be able to barely type and seem like I am "normally" functioning but I am definitely not.
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Testimony: deep sleep "healing crisis" MUTILATION VIA MECHANICAL ARMS UNDER COMNMAND OF THE NAZI PIG APE NETWORK DURING YET ANOTHER unable to defend myself physically before collapsing in deep sickness sleep states for THREE MORE DAYS OF SLEEPING MOST OF THE DAY AND NIGHT FROM POISON THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO KILL ME BY THE SAME SHIT PIGS DEMANDING MOVIE IDEAS TO PLAY ROLES FIGHTING THEIR NAZI REGIME (a punk theme I had written of years ago, the shit white trash american but french nazi-controlled dumb one-expression "actor" is demanding that he play the lead jewish role, a situation he is unqualified for other than he has brown hair and one "punk" expression of disdain--a stupid moron nazi jerk off sexual abuser with french nazi shit whores attached to him all joined to abuser me for hours--this filthy creep is partnering with shitnigger and this rotten grease stain ugly german scum who is embraced for his rape and torture and violence against me using nazi protocol, is a kgb nazi agent using the "alternative" scene in stuttgart and I had met him while i lived there and as usual, with almost all of these jerk scum filth creeps, wanted nothing to do with him or his movies music and since his kgb lyrics have dried up his music is pointless and stupid--thusly he is torturing me with the shit of depp to gain idea derived out of torture--sponsored by shit like elizabeth warren also immersed in rebellion culture as the conttrolled opposition to nazism): detox utter sickness once more; mechanical arm-sleep mutilation ordered by the rapist filth outt of whorewood upon my body while unable to cover hands, body and head from attacks from probes/nodes for teleportation/mutilation of skin and hands during sleep they are gnarled the months of fighting to heal are completely back to being deformed hands looking 80 years old from chemicals, more sharp knives cutting into the yellow, green cuticles which I use healing ointments on the attacks came because of using healing modalities which released years of pent-up poisons trapped under the hard shells which this group--the same people the nazi german and austrian and the americans--have all profited off. They had me "following orders" while indeep sleep state healing in utter life-fighting sleep needing healing and not to fight endlessly against non-stop violence from these expleties. They drugged me via insertions into my blood stream slicing into my body--every night they do this my body is crooked, broken, horrid poisons hanging off my arms, legs abdomen my body is aged from years of stress, abuse rape pounding poisons into my intestines every day as these filthy pig cockroaches just revel in how the government rushes to yell at me with death threats then cutting off my money due to this group making me disabled when Iw as formerly very beautiful, althletic and kept winning in my endeavors now I sit here begging this country to stop the nazi attacks. They keep demanding that this rotten dirty nazi group obtain ideas about "punk" culture out of me so they can present THEMSELVES as heros fighting the nazi trump regime by using my ideas about fighting THEM. The nazi government officials for YEARS have screamed at me " bitch, trash, loser" for listening to punk music, and the rancid "used to be republican" nazis of msnbc have done this openly sitting alongside the rancid white trash of whorewood (thusly they were not canned like the mostly brown and black; the rest have viciously attacked me using ANY pretext possible). The white trash german shit rape cockroach rat is being held up with the filth of depp for their store-bought "fashion" punk attire which that rotten and idea-less nazi bigot depp has played for years with his drugged-up and alcoholic swaying in front of cameras, disdain for the status quo while working fervently to be part of the consumer billion dollar complex with his french nazi former wife and that filth he spawned--all wanting to capitalize on my ideas just as barbie with billions of dollars--the politicians who rushed t o hep them rape and poison mutilat my body obviously obtained some royalties from MY IDEA REGARDING HOW SICK THEY ARE. I still get nothing and my disability cut off from which I am fighting for my life to have resumed after 13 MONTHS of being lied to, hung up on, abusd by phone continuously (never happened before in social security except for some field offices, the real mine field of that agency with stalkers in those offices but never by phone until this group and the trump regime began taking it over months before the nov 2024 election--the change was obvious and noticable). I keep screaming at them about what they ahve done, as I see my hands just mutilated and ugly deformed my body sagging with what appears to be cellulite--stuck bedridden for TWENTY YEARS while I formerly exercised every day had beautiful body they mutilated poisoned raped and tortured me. Greying hair being made prematurely old--they keep attacking me to obtain ideas for a movie concept about the Jewish lead Reagan Youth punk band--these pig rat rapist nazi filth are so absolutely antithetical in reverse completely antagonistic to all the real themes that this band sang of---they are the opposite in short. I keep wishing them death screaming at shitnigger that ugly rotten fuck to die of a heart attack he is loathsome and stupid and sick by now after years of his endless orchestrating my hair literally pulled out by follicle hair removal after his german dumb rapist friend was beating raping and he was hugging this filthy creep as I began calling him a pig they then had myhair removed permanently. His statements about my ever self-defense is to beat me to death, etc. I keep screaming he sh ould die from a heart attack and get all the food that loathsome pig ape has eaten return to the earth and to stop wasting resources and etc. The german dirty stupid ape "punk" kgb nazi agnent who has controlled mandami, ben shapiro, the entire nazi shit whore gang who loves himi the women in particular he has been instructed by sophia whorren to beat and rape me viciously after her years of profiting with her family because all her fame for decades could still not engender a single movie concept that rose above their paid-for circuits--as far as I know that rotten creep is there with the mafia--and thusly it never ends. My body is disgusting they ahve taken everything away from me they never stop. I write this testamonial to fuckers of america who have NEVER done a goddamn thing about this and probably never wll. It will only be relevant when your precious nazi blonde children get teleported and fucked and abused long after they murder me--I am sure that is what it will take, if ever. Meanshile this is never stopped by the demo-rats who fed off this contract the entirety of the biden administrationand now the republicans are leeching like loathsome parasites and the shit still remains. Hard poisons are unleashing from having been stuck along my spine for decades and shitnigger is just attacking me at every weakest point of healing-just as they all do but under this regime the attacks while I am extremely ill are intensified. I am in so much pain I can't bend my spine to wrap layers around mybody for protection. This also was done by another huge meat-packing thug rancid meat-shithole tom hardy stupid and dumb white trash nazi males their filthy wive and children. Nazi europigape scum infiltrating the counttry you all welcome them in. The movie concept needs to be about these frauds infiltrating every alternative movement, from BLM to The Nation of Islam (malcolm x assassinated by his CIA-trained assassin partners from within that organization just as so many others have been in other variations of rebellion--the punk movement in particular and this movie concept I had written of is about SHIT FUCK SCUM like these white trash nazi pig crap who have done this and are doing it--they want to play the heros of rebellion it's goin to "sell" my original idea was to negate them and their movement in whorewood and in media entertainment (and then poliiics it's the same and also religion).

  As I have been writing for years, this group has had me poisoned mutilated raped and my ideas about justice, female rights against rape, h...