At least good music to the droll recounting of the terrorist attacks. The one thing these terrorists have "allowed" or alloted to me is this new laptop, which is being used to suck out more ideas and read with schadenfreude about the awful stress these terrorists inflict. They love reading about how no one ever supports or defends me openly (covertly? I have no idea I only know that some of the deadly tortrures like heart palpitations only decrease if I write about them online, which also spurs the brain-altering tech for me to groove into the death spiral and write about the negativity which surrounds me every moment of the day).
This is a very good artist but I could find no album or source for $0 on torrent or Y-Tube so I must only have this one song for free (my only dimension for media downloading)
wonderful, especial!
And so, I really do not enjoy getting into this negative groove of writing about this fecund poopy situation. Grateful for the technology enabling this kind of escapism into music and YouTube and etc.
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Now back to black which is just a resudue of the scum I must confront every day, surrounding me in sleeping states and in every State of the United States of the Global tyranny.
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First, yesterday I wrote of the motorbike rental place called B2Win with it's female Thai manager, named "Porn" but her name is a bit more elaborate however I can't remember it at this moment because my brain is being "fried" at the moment as I sit here in this spot.
B2Win: It is located in Nai Harn or Rawai, the line between the two little areas is somewhere on one side of a bumpy dirty road next to the beach going up a hillside.
Yesterday as I approached the shop, driving after over 30 minutes of driving nearly hit every 4 minutes by large white flatbed trucks (probably the same trucks returning to nearly hit me the entire drive, as a string of the same sorts of trucks, the same make exactly, kept returning to nearly hit me from every side angle and from behind simultaneously), repeatedly for the over 10 mile stretch I had to drive to get from Phuket Town to Nai Harn. I think it is 10 miles, maybe a bit less but it is a hefty drive and to be nearly hit continuously every 4 minutes is quite stressful in and of itself.
The entire tiny hole-in-the-wall shop was surrounded on all sides by huge cars and motorbikes which blocked the entrance completely, every tiny aisle with which to circumvent the trucks and huge motorbikes was blocked, all carefully positioned so no entry except for a tiny area to twist and turn to get into the front door--a huge double-gated metal thing. There was only one single space for me to park the motoribike in front of all the now closed shops, as business has nearly died out due to the pandemic (excpet for the shop where I have enabled the "owner" to obtain businesses for attacking me using the tech and the Europ-a's uttering hate responses and attack verbal commands subliminally as I stand in her shop fixated into numb blank smiling laughing puppetness. Zombie smiling laughing inertia under attack, that is slightly a brief description of how the tech affects me while I stand in this shop, which is under the attack controls of people operating the tech from the bu ildings on both sicdes or next door on only one side.
I was very drugged up yesterday because the terrorists getting into my room at night poison my milk, which I need for endless cups of tea due to the detox and poisoning, I must drink warm liquids and caffeine because I am always so ill from the recurring poisoning. Drugged up so badly every day I can'at describe it. This morning I ran out of milk and so I am relatively coherent but not very much....still rambling as this post is going way off topic already.
While I was parking in this one and only space available, for a row of closed and empty shops due to no entries of foreign travellors into Thailand for many months--a country absolutely reliant upon tourism. Okay, still straying from the topic: as I parked, a thai female, poor looking, parked alongside me and blocked my path while I had to dismount from the bike. She pulled out and drove into me as I got off and began to walk the labyrinth path to try to get into the shop, which also had motorbikes parked making the entire shop a huge motrobike stall. Dirty and nasty, the shop always is. The first day I walked into her shop, years ago, it resembled a San Francisco bordello with French-style ornamentation, frilly and red and black velvet and cushioned and clean. Now filthy dirty and stinking, the shop closed almost immediately. Porn's daughter was an overweight, pudgy bargirl with shorts extending up into her crotch (she was 15 years old at the time). Two or three years later, after massive plastic surgery and orchestrating maneurvering, coaching, she "won" the Miss Thai Teen contest and has since arrived to attack me once the pandemic raged through the tourism sector (but not the population). She lives in Bangkok. All awards, deals, free new businesses, the more they swipe their noses at me (lacking cartilage, it resembles pig snouts or genitals being smashed whenever they do this, with greasy nasty smiles it only makes them appear ugly and disgusting--but they don't care--of course, free businesses for people who had very little--but of course, their "pimps" control them so they really don't get anything but more control at a higher level.
I really have been in favor of stopping the prostitution of Thai females, but I never intended for myself to be a sacrifice for women who are smiling and grinning as they abuse and torture me using sophisticated tech interfaces with fascist Nazis instructing them how to behave like disgusting pig apes, emulating their fascist nazi pig apes out of White Europigland who have infested Thailand with investments. As the financial sector has eponentially exploded as a result of the influx of pig apes into Thailand, the country can only bow down to the investors and all fascist instruction is welcomed and emulated with all full intention.
Thus, I am stuck paying money I really need to survive off every month to be abused and attacked by groups of people when I look at this woman, who attacks me the second my eyeballs look at her--I believe that many attacks are conducted through my eyesight--I am unsure the pigs in H-wood could explain it probably much more in detail as they know. I was informed that the pigs can also "see" out of what I am looking at. How sickeningly creepy they and this tech and this entire situation is. How disgusting these creeps are and behave. All put into higher and higher positions in all realms of the global power structure. The greed and selfishness of the pigs who have allowed this is firmly to blame. These ugly characteristics are the real underlying situation which extends far beyond culture, race, gender or socioeconimic status or level of education.
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The reason I must continue to pay money (I have paid the full cost of the original investment for two Honda Scoopy motorbikes for all the years I have paid for rental at this shop) because I cannot afford to buy my own motorbike and..the situation always is that whatever vehicles I purchase are immediately destroyed. I am always forced into such poverty I cannot purchase a new vehicle, always rented, and immediately brakes, handlebars, seats, etc are made dirty, scratched, broken, always the air conditioning is broken in every car, and every motorbike is remotely controlled by sterring mechanisms so the brakes and handlebars shake, don't operate and that is how I crash every time the pigs decide they want something broke or destroyed in my body. The mangers of course of these motrobikes all laugh as they allow the pigs to rig the bikes to have me killed or destroyed and all laugh as they get free new bikes and new businesses out of this.
I just phoned Porn just now, because usually this shop cleans the bike for me. That is one reason I continue to rent from her. They also have allowed me to pay $8 less per month than other shops (or $10). Believe it or not, due to the terrorists coming into my room and STEALING MONEY from my purses, and breaking things every single month so I must pay and pay to replace what is broken and every month I throw away so many items that are destroyed I cannot buy things I actually want or like--I must replace essentials like cooking and cleaning and fluids to endlessly spray on clothing. Thus the $10 reduction in price from the other shops is something that I must do, and the US dollar is always weakening and I must resort to scraping for bare necessities and cleaning stuff and repairing and replacing what the pig apes' parasites break and destsroy every single day, every month, on and on.
She told me that there was no one there to clean the bike, which isnow filthy because for the last four months her shop has been closed, I was told by the very hateful, almost violent Ladyboy who worked there supposedly, an agent, also "working" in the massage shop (where the other Thai females are pleasant and thus, I have never seen them again. Because they were friendly and polite. Only the very nasty Ladyboy "helps" me by hissing in hate that he can't help me, but Porn instructed me to go to this shop if her shop was closed. Everything they do is an orchstrated, pre-planed attack situation.
she told me to come tomorrow, which is a tactic they always use when I need something done on the bike--always telling me to come back the next day (usually trying to completely waste my time).
When I wrote that the tech is very dangerous, this is one examle of the situation. First, driving is extremely life-threatening for me, at distances of 10 miles that entails endless near-death scenarios. The roads are very dangerous, dirty, sandy, there is no police force and people drive huge trucks over the yellow line directly into me very often--it gets much worse when the Europig apes are en force on their pig vacations to terrorize and try to expand their genocide Nazi empire --Thailand being one of their "paradise" digs--which is why there is almost no Covid-19 situation here--as I firmly believe that the pandemic is a global terrorist attack derived from the excessive of a depopulation global takeover scheme, with the US being a prime target.
Another topic, no evidence that remains a conspiracy theory.
However, back to this point. On Saturdays the remaining Ex=pat Europigape population can spend their Saturdays on terrorizing (aka Gang stalking) me with their endless concentric circles of minorities doing every dirty, nasty and vile thing as proxy pigs for the pig apes white and disgusting who are their pimps and controllers.
Some of whom are reading this right now, surrounding me, they broke into my room again last night despite years of me fighting to block them, as i wrote yesterday and many times in the last few posts. Somehow they have broken in because the cupboard doors do not close firmly against the cuboards, thus allowing any mechanical or "smart" instrument to get through everything possible. The interiors of the cabinets, I have written on Facebook, are lined with stickers glued onto all corners of every shelf area, then huge segments of colored paper glued and then taped completely into every space, and then silicone also inserted into the cracks--I thought for a long time surely this would stop the stalkers but I realize it only takes a very good solvent and x-ray analysis and whatever other surveillance and break-in equipment is necessary for this very easy operation. The hooks are easily circumvented by cutting through the remaining areas, and the faux wood paneling on my side of the fake wall cupboard cover which is used as an endless area of breaking in---there are various strengths of the fake wood where the edges are very solid but the centers bend to the slight touch.
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back to the now rambling post, as my brain is being splayed by the tech beams--I supposed, I really don't know, but I visualize something like a beam, when it hits a prism, the white light spreads into a rainbow configuration---and that is what it feels like is being done to my thought processes while I fight to type about anything everything becomes turned into a spectrum of meandering thoughts---(see picture below, comes to mind, the music is also appropriate)
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So, Porn told me to come back tomorrow, and under my smiling drugged/technologically zombified state, I said "yes" immediately, not able to conceive of the reality that I was at the very moment under attack, as my brain is literally swiped from all urgent warnings that my consciousness might be able to access. I literally "forget" that I am always under attack while the parasites are attacking me--I mean the terrorists.
I said yes, forgetting that today (writing the next day) is Saturday and thus the Europig apes can organize and expand the attack situations to a full-on deadly situation of endless attack from every angle, every corner, from around every aisle at every store, etc etc.
and I'm tired of writing this.
At least you hackers reading this have some good music to draw on after reading this. I do not want to listen to Pink Floyd, but the synthesizer from Alan Parsons is exemplary on the first few tracks.
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It really is too hard to write and think sitting here in front of this attack technology--combined as a laptop and brain-altering technology--quite a nifty double-package. I also become intellectually comatose, or neurologically blanked out so the things I want to study which might enhance my education or reach other levels of intellectual pursuit other than sitting blank in front of this thing fiighting to type and watching hateful movies I really would not watch if my brain were yearning to expand in consciousness without being blanked so it is painful to think or study or concentrate.
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This morning I phoned Porn by this SKYPE contraption (somehow, all the money I had already in my account was gone, I had over $10 before and now it is all gone somehow). Yet another theft and more mooney I have to spend to fix what has been stolen from me by the p-a org.
Porn told me that she had her daughter by an American male (long separated, I have no idea if that is a true statement if her daughter was the product of an American). I do know that Porn the puppet repeated what she was instructed to think, by saying that she was tired of Americans and didn't like them very much. I told her that she experiences only the worst of malehood in the area she works in. These women all claim that the pigape white males who pay for their upkeep are "nice". The Thai women are very accommodating, and without having to crush them physically in wars like all the surrounding countries--the white pig apes are nice enough to spend money to purchase the "loyalty" of their impoverished and absolutely terrorized Thai investment portal partners (portals in every sense also as holes to penetrate in every way).
Thus, she only repeated what the Europig apes have repeated to her, while they tell her to help them terrorize me (from their perspective they only want to terrorize me on their vacations and weekends which is their fun and "stress relief" as one of them put it when describing attacking me using this tech and drug interface technology--handed out so freely by my Government to them and all terrorist civilian groups).
On the phone, as I told her that I could not come to her office today, as I realized upon waking that of course they blocked the entrance and created this block to having my motorbike serviced because she was told to have me come back when the pigs were on their Saturday attack mode instead of being at work (now the stalkers are those who actually live here, and I think most of them work "normal" pig jobs of exploitation in businesses). Also, the massive attack squadrons of the Thais also must work (for the pig apes who exploit their country and penetrate every possible angle of exploitation).
She told me she could not understand what I was saying, had me repeat the same very simple basic English words repeatedly. I told her I could not come and she told me she would tell her staff that I would be there in five minutes, after asking me to repeat that I could not come four times already. when she picked up the phone she pretended she could understand zero English, would not respond when I asked if her business phone number was her, there was silence for a while and then finally she "understood".
It took 10 minues to repeat that I could not come and that maybe I would show up in two weeks to get the now dirty bike cleaned--because they would not clean it for four months and I really have no money to have it cleaned--the water hoses where I live in this huge condominium completx have turned off the water to the hoses because there are no people excpet for a few terrorists and me living in emptied buildings with rubble, trash and crap everywhere surrounding the properties which span the entire apex of a hillside (with a huge set of cliffs at the back side of the building I am situated in, which is burnt to a dead brown crisp most of the year by the terrorists so that is all I see from my patio).
And, I cannot clean off the bike witha bit of water, my money is spent repurchasing everything like pillows, costing $10 this month because the pillows are stinking from the fluids--and I cannot afford to go to another shop and I must have to deal wiith this stupidity and behave as if it is not happening. I cannnot pay a higher price, I get the best service for $8 less (which is not great at all, the most they do is splash water and soap and smear wax on the surface, the "cleaning" is far from what really would make the bike very safe from dirt getting into the motor.
Stupid questions this woman has asked for a few years, making comments on what I wear, grabbing me, etc etc and I really have no choice.
Last night the terrorists got into my room again, my fingernails are broken and the cuticles are huge, swollen and red and dying from years YEARS of objects inserted daily under these cuticles of fingers. The pigs who order this all get new busineses, multi-million dollar deals if they are at the top of the pile of crap who are themselves told what to wear, say and they only think in very basic ways so there is not much neccessity for mind control over these idiotic scumwhores.
Getting into hate speech now.
I was also thinking of the black situation this morning, from leftover ideas blocked bouncing around in my brain this morning upon waking to having been drugged, my hair damaged, my home stinking, foul fluids poured into my bathroom because the stalkers got into my room via some millimeter space they broke through all the cabinets and the interiors of the cabinets with many layers of silicone, paper taped into fixed surfaces and hooks attaching every corner and every mid-section of the panels into firm place--merely cut around with the laser tools and then the flexible fake wood surfaces (fake cheap paneling that feels like lamination) with these milimeter mechanical/smart arms breaking through all layers, through the tiny holes I have tried to patch up that leave openings of 1/4 of an inch--a few milimeters that won't close against the backs of the cabinet openings--the fake wooden part all is bent and won't close propertly and I can't do anything-=with the unending funding this had been created. I insert padding/rubber and they simply lift it up and break through and then place it all down again. I also balance beads on the tops of the rubber matting inserted into the tiny spaces but they also get through all. there are so many cabinets that i can't keep track of them all also.
and thus, another day of writing about this because I remain in pain, paralyzed, drugged, tortured, and left to only have to write about it to the pigs orchestrating all of this so they can get properties in Europig land, the greedy selfish and stupid apes who are trying to force a baby out of me so these wortheless pieces of sick crap can get more and more out of this contract
the blacks, oh yes, so distracted by the tech--when I wrote about Lice Pube, who really is a nasty hateful man, huge smiles and warm behavior around the white Nazi pig apes who have handed him deals and positions from his attacks upon me (he has punched me upon order of the Austrian sick ugly pig ape who told him to punch me after I said that Lice Pube does not need to ask the Austrian scumbag about concepts regarding Moart's composision when I know, myself. That brought on the rotten black hypocritical Police actor to punch me for the white Europig Nazi, then a VIRUS THAT NEARLY KILLED ME was insertred into my throat immediately afterwards (which I believe was the Cronona Virus, i wrote about it extensively on Facebook) --it was a horrible sickness and I felt distinctly the presence of DEATH upon me, which I have never experienced before. My symptoms were exactly those of the virus, and that was two months before the virus went into full swing in China and then the rest of the world a short while later. That also brought on two months of pounding, hammering and drilling in the room below mine. I was so drugged and my body put out of alignment I just sat in my room trying to ignore the noise which went on for 8 hours a day. Two or threee months after simply saying that this ignorant dirty nasty Europig was not the expert that needed to be conferred to see if my analysis was "right" as the stupid black rapper pig ape did--then hit me for the white Nazi--and a few days later after this initial episode--there were teams of white Europig Nazis and the very, extremely rare case of black people laughing and playing around at the motrobike shop fully in view as I tried to pull out, and the characteristic idiot terrorist was pulling directly into my path as I tried to get out of the blocked parking area which is always empty if I drive at random times by this shop, but packed so I can't get in or out whenever I drive expressly to pay. There are almost zero black people in Phuket believe it or not whenever I go outside--for almost 10 years I mean almost no blacks. These pigs also use symbolic stalkers and signs and triggers endlessly upon me so my thoughts are always on a state of high red alert as their tactics of terrorizing are always nearly deadly. Driving is always a near-death situation, therefore.
The black people in this case were part of the symbolic triggering to let me know that Lice PUbe the black Nazi with his team were going to get free new mansions in Phuket or thailand, free new businesses and etc. I also wanted black people to be free of oppression but NOT MYSELF AS THEIR SACRIFICIAL counterpart slave/symbol of bigotry which they have really embraced in a huge, large way. A lifetime of black people attacking me for white people who are the Nazi bigots is another subject that really deserves a mini-book and not a few rambling posts.
I wonder if I will ever not be attacked so I could ever write such an "incriminating" book--politlcally uncorrect at this time (incorrect but my brain really is unable to even locate correct spelling or grammar at times when this tech splatters my thoughts into every direction)
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A little while later (30 min. approx). Clothing I have never worn, stinking from fluids sprayed on while in the closet, washed and sprayed with black dirt stains after just washing in bleach---from the mechanical/smart arms extending from the farthest corners of the patio ceiling or from the patio above extending downward (all the tiles on the floor have been covered by me with silicone--which terrorists are picking to pieces so every day more pieces of the triple-coating of silicone lays ripped off and on the patio floor).
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etc etc crap bs crap bs day after day
teleported to a stupid skit perpetrated by the stupid creeps who are profiting off this conrract in highest positions in the country and in the world
I wrote of my cat, La Moux, who was stolen years ago, back in 2013 or 2014, who has been waiting for me to rescue her--I told one of the actor pig apes NO after two weeks of rape, wrote endlessly to stop and my cat was tortrured, nearly killed, a photo of her being drowned (but she survived) put on my facebook stream home page--and teleported to her occassionally. This is my CHILD MY REMAINING FAMILY my soul mate and i love her very much. She is over 25 years old and waiting for me to get her out of these terrorist homes they put her, threatening continuously to kill her if I don't help them to retain their positions by forcing an extremely unwanted baby out of me---
the teleportation stupid skit last night, after having written about stopping this theft of my one and only remaining family member, to force them to return her
a stupid teleportation skit about a starviing cat who I fed sausages who devoured them immediately--it was not my cat and the situation was of her, her surrogate, starving and in a bad situation as "warning" to me to be silent, obey and allow these pig ape f-whores to poison, rape, totrute, steal original concepts from the torture, duress and my writing about how siick and stupid these pigapes are, which they use as their controlled opposition in the media to "represent" the :"alternative" or "liberal" "fight" against the very pigs that they succor and serve out of Nazi, fascist Europigland, which I see operating like terrorists iin groups of thousand, and hundfreds of thousands, and their colonies like Australia, and on and on, against me, against the minorities who become smiling willing slaves operating as attack whores for the pigs
I am in a state of mind control ranting but....years of being exposed to the very real situation that is not disguised in a slave colonized place like Thailand, please be aware that I see these pig apes in a much clearer light in the bright sunshine of Thailand than you dumbed down idiots are in the foggy smoggy skies of LA or NYC or wherever you stupid dumb creeps reside.
I swear and know they are on a mission to infiltrate and destsroy and take over the United States, which is why the pandemic is raging and it is the fault of the dumb pigs who placate and serve the Europig fascist Nazis who hand them properties and mansions in Europe in exchange for infiltrating every aspect of American life, wiith these dumb actors serving as the cardboard one-dimensional fronts for their very isidious multifacted terrorist operations--including spawning the pandemic into genocide proportions..
but the stupid response of this stuipd gang of whore pig apes to my every attempt to defend myself, as I have been assaulted in this way since understanding that I was being teleported, poisoned to death, deprived of all finances to get any health care whatsoever (and all healing modalities I use to save my life on a subpoverty income, of my own study, is then stolen as the pigs who are poisoning me to sell off as their "alternative" natural healing as they continue to block me from obtaining even money to pay for a dental cleaning while they try to have my teeth knocked out BECAUSE i ASKED ON MY PRIVATE, COMPLETELY BLOCKED FACEBOOK PAGE THAT THERE IS JUSTICE AND THESE PIGS NOT ALLOWED TO HACK AND STEAL IDEAS FROM ME AND THEN GET AWARDED TOP PRIZES IN THEIR FIELDS.
I can't stand a single one of them or their entire group of sick stupid creeps in this global operation.
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