Friday, July 24, 2020

Where I want to B=====sittin on chrome. Masta Ace space mind meld melt into relax but tense enough 2

Oh my (mind controlled, drugged) slightly fried, ranting and meandering brainDOME---today really unable to write in any coherent linear style--absolutely drugged and going off into almost nonsense tangents but also very real and sensible if you get my drift...

hacking inserts plague everything and I have not read or corrected anything:

This music is a definite mood game changer. How much more I enjoy listening easy listening to this pure grooove than Cyrus Hill, less angry than the Cube (I used an angry, silly hate rhyming insult and I know he's dangerous but...)

this music was put to video footage somewhere in Florida--not exactly South Beach but it could have been. The whites made jokes about the "peeps" descending into South Beach and making it a mess and wearing cottage cheese cellulite short-short thongs with huge, flabby butt-cheeks

TURNED INTO ART in this video--this music is art, I enjoy it, I like it, I love it--not exactly all the words but the rhymes are ingenious and I never heard of this group until today. I am "out" of the groove because of various factors--I tried, I have tried

all I can do is listen alone in this torture chamber but AT LEAST I have access

this is a song over 10 years old. If I am ostracized from all groups, and financially blocked, and could not do more than study for grad school for over 6 yeras (if anyone familiar with the workload of a semester of grad school, imagine 6 years of it!). I had no time and my body was dying from poisoning.

Always stuck at home frozen (technically "disabled" due to the paralysis of the poisoning)

AND THIS POST WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A FUN POST ABOUT THIS VIDEO WHERE I WANT TO BE AND how "brilliant" these artists are. Really great I do not agree with the lifestyle but watching itt is really fun, I sometimes wish I could belong and hang out with people like this---I don't even have the slang down and of course, I have seen that blacks are absolutely biased and racist towards me because of this heirarchy that all are embroiled into.

It is very hard to get out of the rut of stereotypcasting cliches and racial epiteths lining our superficial demeanors and slots in society.

Great video--the rhyming is also superlative

great artists, why have I never heard of them before besids that I am not welcomed into these circles and not in the hip and groove? (not that I am not hip and groove, I really do like myself and fuck em if they can't take a joker moment to laugh about the ugliness of the reality of the black hate eminating from a white sun/Illuminati reference just in case people reading this wonder wtf I am writing about in these endless, drugged, swaying hate rants!

I LOVE THIS MUSIC but not all the lyrics nor do I agree, but watching them listening to the sound and the rhymes it makes me feel very happy and alive and good and groovin and flowing.

I consider this a piece of art, high art in the "peeps" genre.

 

SCORE ON YOUTUBE (can download all full album to my mobile phone cheap thing) 

more art more groove making me feel alive

I just re-learned that this came out in the mid-90's, I saw 2008 on a video but the vid footge was 2008, while the album was 1995! Now I know why I never heard of this group: I was living out of the United States, had no access to the internet as most people had no access to knowledge of the internet at that time---I was living in Germany.  My one and only media information source was the US military radio station, "Stars & Stripes" radio, which played songs by Whitney Houston and others...can't remember I only really listened to the news segments. I was into the Punk scene as it was a political but what I experienced non-political party scene music thing. I lived with a rapper who listened to Ice Cube and that was my hip hop experience back in 1995. Moving to Miami, I heard Tupak who was beginning his ascent into fame. Most of the clubs were disco-oriented where I sold cigars. I was also put into a box and left without money to pay for venues, club entry fees, etc. Left outta every loop. That is why I never heard of this group until TODAY because of an archived music show outta NYC (one of the stations is in Brooklyn or Bronx--Bronx i believe).


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collapsed on my bed after a day of abuse, torture and physical fights with body builders, mma fighters, boxers, stunt men and women who sit with legs askew watching with grim smirking delight making death threats and insults at me continuously while I am in my room fighting for my life to heal, shitting out stinking gall stones and black layers of hard and then diarrhea poison brown sometimes. Sometimes the poison is like a huge snake literally hard as rock clogging my toilet and I have to dig out chunks of hard rock-like formations which have been stuck inside my body for decades, literally as this group continued to poison me to death laughing all the while, and mocking how "fat" my body was and etc on my breasts while having me mutilated as often as they possibly could (while in deep sickness healing sleep in particular). I collapsed and could not move any longer to put the 6 layers of protection around my head,, hair, mouth, chin and neck from insertions gouging (while I was unable to do this for at least one week last month, noem and this german scum sick filth ape rat had bulbs inserted under my skin on my face--silicone injections to appear like blemishes just appearing with a tell-tale hard shape one day to the next and only when I am too exhausted to put on the endless layers around hands, feet, mouth, head) Last night they once more gouged under my cuticles there are huge purple welts the skin on my hands have been permanently damaged from YEARS of harsh chemicals slathered on forearms and hands so they look like I've done hard manual labor in the sun for decades, but instead all I've been doing is pounding on keyboards writing posts and laying in bed utterly dying from poisoning and fighting these rapist ape scum whores who are teleporting and raping me as they slice parts of my body out laughing, mutilating etc. My hair now dry and brittle yesterday it was soft and pliant and hair falling out so they doused my hair with deadening chemicals. They forced a teleportation skit of a blind man running at me to kill me, screaming, etc. I didn't have to get up to urinate which is how they usually administer the drugs by inserting the drugs and liquids (it used to be a mix of sewage water and fungus literally internal sepsis they were aiming at to murder me in so many ways). Dealing with newsom who has been having me abused to death not merely since last july when I was so traumatized from at least one year of non-stop beatings and rape from groups of english and german scum shit whores (and years and years of this going on and on with individuals but now they bring on entire groups to assault meliterally all day and night).

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