Tuesday, November 3, 2020

I tried to write a post on Facebook which turned into fighting to pound down on keys due to hacking; errors hackers typed into my post so it was and is hard to understand, as grammatical tense was changed in the middle of sentences and words were deleted and other words inserted to create completely confusion in meaning. The keys won't operate when I press on them. While I sit in front of the laptop my brain goes into a hate ranting mode. I am not going to correct what I am about to copy and paste, so try to work it out. Since for over 8 years no one has actually defended me so I am living in a safe and secure environment, a post that hackers have completely changed seems to make little difference in obtaining any real support system from anybody. The point of my post was originally to express chagrin at watching the election debacle of the media fodder K-rap of the "alternative" news sources such as PBS--I guess they are supposed to be some "alternative" in concept to Fox News. In the few seconds I watched their endorsement of T-rump, I realized that I knew but hoped for "change" when clicking on this channel to see if there would be relevant information. All I got was hyped up celebrity reinforcements of why T-rump was elected back in 2016, as a continuum of their contractual obligations to the T-rump administration with funding for the "alternative" hyped-up K-rap that they put out (meaning the "liberal" media and it's political pundits who are part of Congress and the Executive Branches of Government. Wondering how Biden will fare when/if elected. Hoping he will strip off his former bosses and actually CARE about stopping state-funded terrorism against me, a civilian who has committed no serious offense and is just fighting for my "rights' under the US Constitution, which so far NO ONE HAS RESPECTED and certainly not the predecessors to the Biden campaign. My post turned into a hate rant, my brain is under attack and I am not to blame as the hacking is atrocious as well and the hacking attacks along with the electronic brain-alterations influence how badly my hate rants become.


Please let there be for once a real and legitimate political leader--who will also create a real media platform instead of fascist puppets posing as alternative pundits paid in billions to create a death system of fascist Totalitarian plague over the world.

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 ...and even right now, as I fight to copy and paste what I had written, as I had only intended to write one short sentence, which turned into a lengthy hate diatribe (or lengthy in terms of Twitter size) and as usual, the hacking precludes any real writing for any length of time, *(I am now on the fourth re-editing phase of what had been correctly writing as I typed it out. There are so many deletions, rewrites and partially-deleted sentences strung together below, plus I got so involved in backspacing and retyping words that I "forgot" my ideas as I was fighting to pound them out correctly. Once I corrected and then published the post, the hackers just rewrote everything to turn it into a rambling mess---which I am not going to correct any longer. I had to rewrite for the third time just for clarity, because some of my claims are "fantasical" and could be used as claims of "delusion" against me. Hackers deleted and rewrote such claims (such as the Kamala claims below) which turned the sentences really into very damaging discrediting sentences. I tried to rewrite and now I'm going to stop, this is the 4th time I am fighting to correct grievous errors hackers have inserted into this text. The creeps out of H-wood are ascertaining what I have written they can use and steal, even if a few words, because of this disgusting contract out on me where white males and their hateful rapist female partners, mostly out of Europigapeland, want to see me destroyed, have an absolute fascist Nazi agenda of racism, along with other nationalities but they just can't stand to see me have any chance whatsoever; Americans are very glad to assist and partner with them, the "left" are very vehement about supporting this fascist nazi cartel and all the racist and rapist and sexist implications. I write about this today, so much is rewritten and hacked by hackers but I am exhausted from correcting a few paragraphs over and over for the last hour. I do hope what I write helps to stop this group and these people in the coming years and in this current fiasco THEY HELPED TO CREATE (not including Biden or Kamala into this process). I do hope finally there will have been enough chagrin and despair created by this group of incompetents to finally persuade the American or global public that this corruption and greed cartel controlling politico-media operations must be changed to a legitimately concerned and relatively at least incorrupt system where taking care of people like me is as important as the wealthy donors, at least to the degree that sheer terrorism and murder operations is not paid for by the US Government for State-sponsored terrorism. And if not by the US President or government including Senators and other politicians--and not excluding the H-list whores--that there is real concern about these operations of "stalking" and terrorism and MK ULTRA and microchipping. What I was blocked from writing below is that when Obama and Hillary allowed this torture, MK ULTRA, teleportation contract to continue unabated upon me, as the terrorism was extreme, deadly and has not changed in all these years of all the former and current administration(s)---meaning the leaders all endorsed these contracts--and because they helped and assisted and "looked the other way" but profitted and got promotions for it, along with their media representatives--that is how they greatly helped T-rump into power, because of his attack and rape of me, he was promoted into leadership position, as these jokers all are. this is written very baddly, I am literally pounding down with biceps and fighting to get every single word out as my brain is blockekd from fucntioning as well. They helped me to be tortured for their promotion, and they helped their "friend" T-rump get into power. The only reason they are promoting their Party lines is because of the continuation of the lucrative deals and power brokering which they expect to obtain from lifelong clasping onto the Parties that desperately need profound change in order to effectively lead a country so it doesn't descend into more death and chaos--the pandemic is the one and only reason why Biden is in this leadership position. Otherwise none of these creeple now fighting in the streets would care about anything other than obtaining more power if a Republican cartel ruled once more. That is a sheer opinion on my part. The rest of what I write is due to experience and observation of FACT but written so badly (or I mean published into such a dilapidated state by hacker rewrites and deletions).

I NEED NEW LEADERSHIP IN AMERICA AND NOT THE SAME OLD LIARS AND GREEDY EXPLOITERS CONTINUING TO CRANK OUT THEIR "FREEDOM" CRAP k-RAP FOR MORE USURPATION OF POWER WHILE I REMAIN AS I HAVE FOR OVER 8 YEARS OF THE SUCCESSION OF ONE CORRUPT LEADER AFTER THE NEXT, ALL TOUTING 'FREEDOM" AND "LIBERTY"


even with the brain-altering tech making my brain unable to focus, remember words or what I wanted to write. These pig apes attacking me then torture me for writing about them in hate terms, which they are forcing using this tech. Yes, this is no excuse, yes, their technology CAN affect your brain so you become a ranting hate machine instead of an articulate and well-meaning observer. I had to copy and highlight the passage I had written (pasted below) and as always, literally always happens when I try to copy any URL, or paragraph, or word, I highlighted, as I let go of the cursor after successfully highlight, the entire thing was blocked so I  had to do the same manual operation three more times before I could get the entire four or five paragraphs to actually copy. I have put the font size at "medium" and as soon as I began to type, I have to once more, or thrice more change font size as all attempts to do any kind of operation are blocked so I must backspace, retype, redo, repaste, change font size, all of these little operations at least three times in a row, for every single action I take on this laptop. I am now fighting to pound down on keys. 


I wonder if ANYONE will ever stop this attack upon me. I watch this election and see the utter criminals who have participated in this attack situation upon me, who helped pave the way for T-rump, who they now castigate in their campaign lectures and tv and media presentations. The Hegelian Dialectic prevails--they create the chaos, pretend they are opposed to it, and then offer the solution to the problem they helped create: THEM IN POWER ONCE MORE. Oh, how wonderful it is to see how Americans always bite the bait and play into the game of these BS propaganda puppets. At least Obama is articulate and makes good political jokes. However, as a victim of years of his complicity in this "mind control" experiment forced upon me by almost every member of society in America ALL MY LIFE, I can only state that....watching them come to "the rescue" is revolting and watching Biden promise more than hyped up words of promise is a bit encouraging. He appeals to the more "common" workers but without all the pomp and circumstance of puffed-up Progressive Rhetoric. Many a media Progressive personality has also attacked me in teleportation. I wonder what the future brings to the table of the Master's plantation where these "elitist" "left" and "right" performers in both political and media sphere are concerned adn this situation forced upon me by THEM ALL, ON ALL SIDES. Except Biden has not attacked me per se or in any way that I know of. Kamala had videos put on my internet, I think (that means personalized photos inserted into videos presented as news clips or endorsements--not publicity photos, making weird faces that would never be "allowed" as media content, even in jest. ) she added one photo one time, or someone had it put there, but otherwise, she has not participated in this situation or...not much. I have to fight to pound this out, as the hacking is extremely obtrusive right now (throughout this post, and in all posts I write and have written for YEARS AND YEARS--all under the "liberal" administrations" but my intention is not to lambast Obama but I just got angry watching him lecture after years of begging for help I am still writing about rape and violation and torture which is NEVER STOPPED). When watching Biden speak, I have a vague glimmer of "hope" and it's not false, as many people have cited that they feel a legitimacy about Biden and I concur after listening to him speak=--to his base in Pennsylvania, his home state--not stuttering once, which to me means in some sense he is a very highly sensitive person and actually has a heart to back up his statements. Not due to stuttering but I feel that his verbal affectations are a sign that his heart is tied up in his words, at least to some extent (and I am writing this alongside the former sentence of a "glimmer of hope" in this, not sure if it is real but one can only hope). and I find that this glimmer of "hope" has the faint illusive shadow of reflection that perhaps I can actually enjoy living in a real place and have a career and have my cat La Moux returned to me alive and healthy (Trump has stolen her and threatens to kill her any time I write or express anything adverse to being raped nightly and dismembered slowly and tortured without end)  and not be terrorized by the bigot K-rap both black and white and Jewish and Asian and etc etc who attack me with full permission and FUNDING and SUPPORT BY MY GOVERNMENT ALL MY LIFE.

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Otherwise, I "discovered" by accident another spot where mechanical arms have entered my room to possibly open the front door and filthy rotten pig apes have gone in to rape me, insert objects under fingernails which are nearly dead, the nerve endings have been sliced into every single night for over 8 years by now. My body has had signs of rape for years and I have been fighting to stop this disgusting GOVERNMENT-SPONSORED RAPE CONTRACT where filthy greasy pigs who are handed free lodging in return to help shit like this K-rape group of crap out of Whorwood to continue to terrosize me using these groups and this technology and these assassination squads "gang stalkers" to help promote pig apes into more power because America is really controlled by fascist Nazis posing as concerned elitist power brokers (controlled by foreign entities, including and especially TRUMP).


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This is all a complete mess, the rage and anger I have from over a decade of this going on every single day. I "forgot" to write that there is one spot on my "kitchen" area wall, which is just the wall facing the next apartment to my left, just at the corner of the wall facing the hallway and the non-existing partition between my room and the terrorist room next to mine on that side (on both sides, and on top an dbottom floors as well). They have been opening the tiles of the "kitchen" wall area to insert arms or actually put a small child into this room. And they continued to do so after I had blocked and stuffed everything in all the panels and cabinets--this one area I had pasted off with layers of construction paper and other objects glued to the corners. I had taped a piece of decorative but pvc-sort of cardboard paper like a wedge between the walls, and balanced a small round object, with a tiny bead on top of that. The terrorists had broken the two bunches of tape and removed the tiny bead balanced on top. I have spent more than half a year or longer, more like 10 months fighting to block the cabinets and panels and laying in pain as they continued to break into my room to put my hips and spine out of alignment and then poisoning me with hardening, bloating paralyzing chemicals as I have fought incessantly to stop this intrusion and rape and disfiguration. As I sat in this chair, leaning back and putting my legs on the table to watch videos a few days ago, I put my hair down (I keep it up due to the heat, but also because my hair is so damaged, greasy and nasty every day from these terrorists destroying what is left of my body, which is now completely coated with chemicals, scars, blemishes and my hair has been damaaged every single day for 20 years or longer by this group--to the point that now it's like  a balding, greasy mass of nasty stringiness--it's disgusting to see it completely hanging in blotches, and etc etc. I put it down but behind my head as it hung over the chair. I sat up and a piece of tape had been put in it by terrorists with their mechanical arms. I spent more time trying to stuff more padding and balancing more items on the cupboard doors on the lower areas of this "kitchen" area, which is so small I can't push a chair out without blocking access to the sink. I then yesterday realized that they were probably inserting the mechanical arms through this corner area of the wall just at the level of the light switch area. I repasted and taped up the area, rebalanced the ball which had been pushed down and the tiny bead had been sent flying, even after I had re-arranged it. I am so drugged up continuously it is impossible to get anything done to protect myself and then function further. I taped it all up, rebalanced all the round objects on top, and last night I slept with the teleportation (threatening death to me, because  of the anti-fascist T-rump music videos I posted, resulting in death threats from this entire group of fakes they all fully support fascism and Trump, especially those who scream the loudest against him in their public and highly televised speeches--meaning the most famous of the celebrities not the people actually being interviewed who are really fighting in the streets and in public (or even in Congress) who are not the celebrity brands put out as merchandizing propaganda. 


I thus blocked off this, or at least made it so any intrusion through this area, as I have done nothing but tape this area up at least 7 times in the last year, in addition to countless, meaning over 100 other entry points just in a tiny studio--more like 300 entry points or more tha I must monitor. I was not raped last night. My body is different. I am now in a more enraged state perhaps because I was NOT drugged up into a comatose silly delirium.

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Now this is what I wrote and the above was all done out of sheer anger from just the hacking and the fight to pound out my ideas as pigs are stealing them as I write them--My bicepts are so overworked they are sore from simply pounding down words and fighting to pound as hard as my hand possibly can to get any letters out. If I type more lightly the hacking creates so many letters that don't print out at all. This is a nearly brand new keyboard I am using. All is destroyed by these goverfnment-funded and sponsored terrorists who enter my room every tim eI sleep, or go out to get endlessly attacked and nearly killed while shopping. Every time I drive is an endless near death experience of being nearly hit from all side angles possible. It has not changed or stopped from the Obama era to this day under T-rump. And before, of course, under all the other precidents administrations of fascist emergence into American mainstream life. Americans have so heartily gravitated towards these torture and murder operations that I know the "left" and "right" to be almost a mere fashion statement instead of having any real political content.

And now, from having struggle with all my arm and hand physical strength to pound all of this out, as my motor skills are blocked by this tech so my hand also pauses in mid-air because I literally am paralyzed in mid-typing by this tech (this happens to me in public always, and while I write I literally can't move my hand--and they can also make me faint or pass out in one instant as well). In addition, as always when I fight to pound out and type, they also attack my brain so it's like I am floating, spinning and sick;, I feel the usual sickness and dizziness, slight nausea and faintness from the brain attack these paid-for terrorists have inflicted upon me as I have sat here fighting to get anything articulate out. This has been a ranting hate post but there is some content below worth reading, in my opinion. These terrorist attackers could not drown it all out. I got into rambling about these attacks just now because the intrusion is so profoundly blocking of writing and thinking and with all the other INJUSTICES i face on a perpetual nearly non-stop 24 hour, decades of violence and torture aimed at me only because Americans can't stand to see real equality they want power lobbies they want exclusivity they want fake icons to believe in they want cruelty, rape and torture to exist in the undercurrents of the silent operations they are so fully embraced in every community around the country and around the globe. All those who would have fought against this system have already been eliminated/killed/silenced. I remain sitting here writing about this to blank walls doing nothing but enjoying watching me fight alone and trying to just write out my thoughts without more injustice endlessly aimed at me with your consent. Now the US and the world is embroiled in a sickness that has been the real undercurent of the sickness of society that has blossomed into a pandemic, a spiritual and philosophical global world view of GREED with educated stupidity underlying all the superficial posturing. 


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*Nota Bene: after publishing of course hackers changed grammatical tense of words I had written so sentences were completely incorrect. There will continue to be this intrusion but this post was written correctly. Hackers have gone in and deleted and changed words. I am not going to spend more time endlessly rewriting my posts --I am not going to re-edit this I am sick of constnatly fighting to type and write as politicians and celebrities read these posts, steal ideas and then have what I write destroyed adn then continue to have me tortured adn raped after they obtain these ideas, FOR FREE leaving me fighting for my life on less than $700 per month, after MY GOVERNMENT has paid for poisoning and drugging and torture and these parasites are just sucking out and destroying all they can in my body, mind, soul and spirit an dhome and blocking all financial access to any earnings while EVERYONE JUST WATCHES IT SILENTLY DOING NOTHING TO STOP THEM OR HELP ME.

But to continue, as the keyboard is so completely out-of order, I must pound down on keys with all my hands and finger strength to get anything to type out--

to continue, I did not write my opinions yeatserday I only copied videos instead of writing antying, as I am fighting with all mjy hand strength to pound out right now, as keys won't operate and etc.

Due to TORTURE AND VIOLENCE for every opinion that I write on my blog and on this platform of Facebook: I can only publish videos that mostly white males have made about politics, in the genre of punk. These are the most political content that is devoid of greed and aspiration to become like the abuser that I have heard on record in modern history (except perhaps folk music too, but not as outright and direct as punk). I mean the obscure bands not the mainstream icons who have also attacked me and continue to be part of a K-rap force of really perverted manipulators of media content who are controlled by fascist Nazi, Communist death squad (as in the Communists that killed millions of their own kind with these death squads to control a Totalitarian-based government system, that kind of "Communist" which deviates completely from the real Communist lexicon but uses the same terms for a terror State control apparatus). These are the kinds who have mansions and are your media representatives, as powerful or moreso than the politicians themselves, and hold as much or more power to persuade and dissuade from REAL COGNITIVE FUNCTIONING. These are the cretins who have been torturing me to obtain ideas and then are torturing me before, after and during they obtain these ideas through information extraction via drugging, torture, rape and disfigurement/dismemberment every single day--for years.

When I listen to Biden speak right now about LABOR UNIONS and workers' rights and the future of building up more protections for workers as a commercial and political force, seeing this on some streaming platform I can access for free on YouTube, and then compare the PBS "special" about how Trump attracted celebrities and obtained his huge following by being a media celebrity for a s how I could not watch because I immediately ascertained that it was a racist program, vetting "good" blacks who conform to obeying principles of white supremacy, and in this "special" about T-rump on PBS, the "liberal" bastion of "independent journalism" sponsored by corporate media; featured in one spot (as I quickly changed the channel to see Biden speak) were extremely expensively-dressed with Europigape fascist Nazi fashion (meaning literally, as these are not haute couture but demonstrate inclusion into "elitist" Nazi European conformity--as usual, the perpetrators against me who are the "police" sent to physically assault me as the white Nazis, particularly out of Europigapeland, the celebrities who play roles against slavery in rotten movies supposedly about being against slavery and racism but aren't but so manipulative and so fake: black rappers (rapping about "Donald Trump, let me in!" with photo shoots of black rappers standing next to Trump with simmering smiles of pride at being welcomed to the Master's Table in the Plantation---

and thus, I can only copy and paste videos from old 80's white male punk bands (or covers by white females) because so much has been blocked to other nationalities that I was or am aware of (but exist, I am always blocked and most sources I do discover are always put in front of me with careful randomness seemingly--all part of this organization. But I put these videos on yesterday instead of expressing my real views. My internet, YouTube channel in particular, as I searched for political content relevant to the election, was like an infestation of the celebrities who have participated in TORTURE AND RAPE using this teleportation technology, the torture/murder/death squad "gang stalking" groups and the tech implanted into my body which they manipulate using remote controls systems.

I did not want them to steal any more ideas from me.
I hope that Biden will outpace sleepy Obama, who claimed yesterday in a speech that he was a bit "careless" in the last election cycle, and had "allowed" things to get "out of hand". Oh yeah, they all in the Democratic Party "allowed" this torture system to destroy my home and body and peace and they still allow it to happen, and they also helped to bring more blacks into the folds of the fascist white supremacists in H-wood, thus trickling down the economic concept of being all things Europigape fascist fashionable wearing "Gucci" and being invited to the tables of the white supremacists who control the stupid and dumb "celebrities" as they are then "fighting racism" by helping to attack me, being the physical attack units sent by the white bigots who sit quietly behind them while I am teleported as they physically assault me with violence and hate, and are like greedy stupid disgusting parasites operating for the more demure but more violent and stupid but trained with careful precision to appear intelligent white pig apes who control these stupid black pig apes. Obama, you are well-educated but you are still part of that system and I wonder if Biden can not create a second Obama term while I remain fighting for my life and none of the Democrats will ever stop Hillary Clinton from also torturing me, yelling with vicious violence at me immediately because she also wants to cling to power for an eternity in her life--while the Progressives also participate

and I wonder if Biden is anything other than another one of these.
So, I am writing my opinion right now, while the election goes on. I listen to Biden speaking to a crowd about real down-to-earth politics while the endless celebrity hype is associated with T-rump for the "alternative" "liberal" tv channel of PBS. This is really an endorsement for T-rump as all he depended on for his ascension into power WAS in being a damned whore celebrity for Whorewood, GmbH, with fascist Nazis Europigapes and the like (Russians, Communists, etc) and all they can do to try to re-establish his control so the media "liberal" channels can continue to "enjoy" the flowing funds for their fake news enterprises bringing "liberal" "alternative" news content to the public as opposed to openly biased FOX news or any other biased media output conglomerate like DW or Reuters out of Europigapeland, where lies are abundant and you can so easily see the lies being spouted on these Europigape channels. As opposed to the very cleverly crafted American "liberal" versions.

Well, I have gone into more concepts, written under duress, drugging, mind control and exasperation of hacking and backspacing and rewriting almost constantly. Years of torture by these Europigape-controlled filthy rapist creeps of the media, especially the (white) most "liberal" compassionate anti-racist anti-sexist rapist violent abusers who are NOT ACTORS they are performers who are put into these positions to help monopolize the media and control content so what is really "right" propaganda appears to be the alternative to near fascism in the media. (but they are more abusive than Trump even in real life, they are far more violent and ugly and oppressive than Trump is, personally from my experience--and that ain't saying anything as T-rump is controlled by his filthy and ugly nasty Europigape Communist-based whore wives who are loathsome parasitic hateful pieces of trashy gold-plasted shit, like the Europigapes that they try to emulate from their Communist countries that are now "Democracies")

How hateful they all are, if you could only see them as they really are when they have full and expressed allowance by people like Obama and Hillary who were just "careless" during the last election and just didn't expect this to happen. I believe they goddamn knew well what was going to happen and they welcomed it all in as they raked in the endorsements of the wealthy donors and obtained more mansions, businesses, deals and then are continuing to campaign for this dirty Democratic Party--which I hope will bring in some more conscious people during this election into the Senate and into the House and in more of the local domains of political control.

The Democratic Process should be guarded against the sheer power of propaganda that celebrity status affords these completely fabricated personalities who are absolutely devoid of intellectual and real critical content, on every level.

Friday, October 30, 2020

Good News and Weird Views. It's all relatively wyrd to invoke prescience. Reclarification of a prediction that the mind control/drug/tech hacking blocked me from fully explicating (or briefly stating).

 First the good news is that the letter that I just was sent from my mail service has not presaged ill tidings for my financial instability. Because the threat is so real, however, my anxieties were not unfounded and the level of threat is as high as my anxiety was when I wrote this morning, upon receiving the copied and scanned envelope with request for further instructions of whether to open and scan the contents. I had to wait, and in that interim, I was terrified of a letter that could truly destroy my life. 

If that is good news, which it is in that nothing has changed and thus, good news for my financial insolvency.?! I remain teetering on the ledge and edge of a high rise modern structure of capitalist pissed list. I can remain rolling on the bumpy road indefinitely for now with an uncertainty that is a continuous roller coaster ride with death always hovering nearby at every bump and turn from the handlers who make the entire structure of my life's finances jiggle.

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This next part concerns a prediction I wrote of a few days ago, last week during the Senate Judiciary Confirmation hearings. I had stated that the candidate, whose name I am loathe to mention at this point---would not be nominated. I want to revise that, not for appearance sake or credibility, but because I got an initial positive for her confirmation, but eventually I saw in my forecast that something very ominous would stop her and block this person in that position. I could not elaborate upon this as weird forces were surrounding my brain as I rambled on in inextricable ranting drugged up and terrorize state of mind, which had been confounded by drugging during the night through skin patches, slices into my body that I fight every day and cannot stop but I am trying. They are cutting into every toe webbing of my left foot now, so the entire foot is being cut every night, every toe, into the webbing of every toe is gashed and cut into every single night. I am tying strings around socks and I have taped packaging tape around all the toes, into the webbing of all toes, and for now I have blocked some of the very damaging cutting into nerve endings and such. Otherwise, they are cutting into other fingers and spraying damaging chemicals into my skin. I have to sleep with a cap on so they can't shred my hair any longer. Etc. thus, I wrote but was bombarded while trying to express this stressful confirmation situation, and I was blocked from fully writing about the prediction. It made me sound, or it makes me sound now (excuse me, but the attacks on my brain continue as I type right now) making this very hard to get out. At first I saw that she would be welcomed and embraced, but I saw that a sudden shift, perhaps an illness would overwhelm her and that she would leave in a state of disgrace or shame (perhaps on a private and emotional level). I saw sickness and a departure from her position. In the mist of writing, I wrote only about the second part. I realize readers would find this hard to believe but that is now the more full prediction. I truly am very blocked from writing. Sometimes when I write entire gaps where connective words should be are missing. Introductory words or cohesion between sentences are either deleted by hackers or my brain just skips like a needle bouncing on a broken record. It really has nothing to do with my innate intellectual qualities only is due to the drugging and mind control and technology.

The Weird, or Wyrd situation of predicting a very serious situation of global impact. 

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Another point before I stop writing as I am tired and sick, the detox is taking literally huge gaps out of my life on this planet and I remain just sick and sleeping and detoxing and fighting and writing about it. I wrote some funny posts on Facebook, For years I have been writing on Facebook and my words have been stolen, again and again, by these terrorist hate-filled actors and pop singers and writers and directors. I wrote once more, out of a drugged and sick desire to communicate. I believe what I wrote will in full or part be literally verbatim stolen. However, what I wrote was not connected to mind control per se, but to the election cycle at this time. I don't know what to do about this, as I keep waiting for some elected official to pull the strings whereby the local law enforcement are forced to have to defend targets from these acts or stop the criminals pursuing these actions. For now, I know that many of you reading this also know my Facebook identity and also hack into that social media platform as well as into this blog. I ask that more theft of my ideas are blocked and that in the future I am not hacked, stolen from, and that I can actually publish and get wide-spread acknowledgement or at least a chance to have access to the public stream of communication or the chance to compete in the open market instead of having people steal and block my chances on all levels.

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My weird prediction, will it become a real accurate forecast some day? 


Weird is a word used to describe fascinating esoterica, in some ancient languages, cultures and tomes. 



THE NORMS, WYRD AND FATE "Wyrd is not an entity. Wyrd is a force."




Thursday, October 29, 2020

Received a letter from the Florida branch of a Government department which might cut off my monthly income. The letter was not postmarked and had not been sent via US mail. My mail service sent me the notice yesterday and I was out all day and only got it this morning, when all offices are closed. This happened to me four years ago, almost exactly to the day. They threatened to cut of my money then using the pretense that I had to go in person to a US office to have an interview or else they would cut my money. I face this now, and it was completely orchestrated and due to higher order. I am stuck here with no chance to fight this and face potential death if they stop my payments.

 I do not want to go into specifics because of the vast number of enemies hacking and reading my posts, who would be only to glad to see utter destruction of me and my finances and life. Writing specifics might encourage them to attack more heartily. Oh the hacking is very bad now. I tried to log into my government account and I copied and pasted and the codes I was sent to log-in were blocked, the page timed out four times, it took me over 6 minutes to log into a secure page which should have taken me less than 20 seconds.

This is all completely due to the executive leader who has been torturing me along with a team of actors who have been only torturing me for over 7 years, before that two Europ-a's were torturing and slowly murdering me for over 8 years. Because I have been tortured and sliced into every day and attacked without end, I wrote under drugging and extreme duress, as every single day living in this torture/surveillance place they put me into is a bombardment of my brain with subliminals of hate and violent hints and sleazy dirty foul substances and fighting to not be dismembered continuously and cleaning up toxic filth that their mechanical arms spray into my room while my back is turned--all day. Years of this going on. i wrote my post yesterday and now I received in the meantime a letter which I have not read, but I know the contents already because a few weeks ago I was sent a Government letter with a form I had to send in, regarding my situation and whether a review for a situation that has been deemed a permanent situation and does not require a review. For over 20 years I have received this income without question by this government agency, and in the last 4 years I have gotten two dire threats of having to appear in person to check what took one year to verify after multiple examinations, determined to be a serious situation and put into a chronic list and left without endless checks requiring in-person verification. Four years of this going on and on, now I face this again and I am unable, absolutely to enter any US office as I am in Thailand, left with no income, as these expletives have cut off all my income potential by blocking my accounts, blocking my attempts, destroying all internet access while leaving it open enough for this group to steal ideas and let me surf only to see them in endless video after video with no real access to the real internet. 

Now they are basically threating my life with this new letter which I now have to wait for another 12 hours or longer to get a scanned copy of from this mail service. The mail service has also effectively stopped my mail service and I receive only serious letters from this government agency which should only come once a year. After 20 years without incident, in the last 4 years I am now threatened with income being stopped twice. 20 years of never having a problem until this 4-year period of threat, but it was the same violence except that the government didn't threaten me this openly in the past. 4 years ago this mail service sent me notification of every letter I receive, which was from many important agencies. In the last 2 years they more than doubled the price for service, and stopped literally all mail notifications and now the only letters I get are threats to cut off my money unless I can fly immediately to the US and arrive in person for a verification.  This is a ploy, of course, by Trump, to terrify, attack, and perhaps utterly destroy me as this is really what this is about. 


Please someone intervene in this situation and stop this deadly attack upon me by Trump and his family and government agencies. I have a chronic condition because of the poisoning with hard chemicals, vertebrae being crushed while I slept, accidents without end, poisoning leading to my spine being pulled out of alignment plus nightly attacks on my hips and spine for years to cause this situation, along with the hardening chemicals. I am still in great pain as I am now at the near bottom of this 10 year detox. This group forced three entire spinal surgeries upon me to "correct" the curvature. The doctors who performed these surgeries obviously could see all the chemicals plastered into my spine, The surgeries effectively made the hardening poisons seep as deeply into my spine and vertebrae as possible. The doctors then fused the spinal areas and then I was continuously re-attacked but the "corrective" surgeries (which I had to have due to accidents this group has forced upon me, poisoning which exacerbated the condition, and etc etc etc) and so I am very much pain right now. I have spent years trying to earn money. I have a "donation" button on this site and all the millionaires and wealthy people reading my posts and stealing ideas have never sent a single dime or penny or even a thank you, they just continue to abuse me into insanity and then "punish" me  for reacting. This current threat to my life is more example of the cruelty for which they have been openly adored and promoted by this fascist group which extols the most sinister and ugly violence against targets.


I send this out as a missive to bring support and help because I cannot do any more than I have been doing for years to fight for my life while billionaires are attacking me with threats, poisoning, and then also stealing my ideas and using them as their own, calling me names with hate and derision, poisoning and drugging and having my body deformed and maimed and mutilated and endless psy-ops to bring on superficial hysteria on a DAILY BASIS FOR YEARS (over 10 years non-stop, and decades with intermittent attacks while I was unaware of the situation).

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Upon reading the website for this agency, there is a chance that this may only be a letter regarding a certain coverage, but 4 years ago I had to phone a terrorist agent operating for this office, as all my official calls to any business or agency are met by agents operating as attack units in conjunction with "stalking"/terrorism so I get wrong responses, sighs of negativity if I ask questions while my brain is bombarded so I can't even understand parts of what they are saying *(that happened years ago while my body was akin to a bloated balloon of entrapped chemicals and mind control drugs and hard poisons trapping them).


I have been writing for years about non-stop violence aimed at me, all of which is murder even if it is slow and appears almost innocuous, the constant daily dose of it accrues and the stress levels alone, for any human being, are enough to murder anyone. The drugs make being "calm" and rationale, especially when the chemicals are trapped into your nervous system, impossible to navigate or control. That I had to run to Thailand because I was being murdered by every health care unit, every person around me, and denied health care so I was left dying but all could not be "diagnosed as such" because the chemicals entrapped in my body would probably require a sensitive technology to detect, such as an MMR or CAT Scan. Medicaid would not provide me with health care such as dental while I lived in Florida. Literally, under Medicaid I was left with just Ibuprofin to deal with poisoning and deformed vertebrae. I was attacked at all clinics except for one in Miami which was the one and only truly helpful situation I encountered in the State of Florida, one of the most cruel and hateful bigoted States in America for the poor and those needing health care. I do not agree with many Socialized concepts of mass control, but there are situations where government should provide the basics of health care when greedy bigots want to see people covertly murdered, as has been happening to me all my life. Not that Medicaid would have offered me a legitimate diagnosis even under the ACA, which I have never experienced, but I am advocating the retaining of the ACA and do not label it as a threat to "Democracy" under the lie that it is a Socialist threat to the country, as many do now. These stalking/terrorist groups RELY on murdering people who are then deprived of health care. If a government official at this most high position is part of the terrorist organization, they can so easily order the discontinuation of services or financial support and then, essentially, order the target murdered in this "legal" form of cutting off services, funds and life support.


Oh wait! This is happening as I write this to MILLIONS OF PEOPLE and their lives are being put at stake in just a few weeks from now. 

I thought of this yesterday but declined to write about it as hacking makes writing literally a painful physical attempt to pound down on keys. Right now my biceps are aching from exertion--literally!

I am so tired of the bigot fascists laughing as they first poison, drug and deform me or anybody else, like so many of my favorite icons who obviously were first poisoned with mind control drugs, bloated and made discredited by the resultant hysteria and crazy inexplicable actions that they exhibited, and then covertly assassinated to make it appear as if the target had been on a serious mental and physical decline. This is exactly what this group has done to me and continues to do.

With more health care cut off, more people will not only lose health care and probably die as a result due to "natural" things like environmental cancer (and THAT was a sarcastic joke or pun, but...) the targeting along with cutting off funding or health care or access will be greeted with more huge cheers from this insidious group. I have spent years going from health care clinic to health care clinic. At one place in Pensacola, after this hate group caused a serious accident which almost killed me (yet another car crash, where someone working on the side of a busy road with a dirt blower blew dirt into my windshield--I was driving 50 mph--as my windshield was covered with dirt, immediately, a car in front of me stopped dead in the middle of the road directly in front of me. This caused the entire front of my car to crumble inward. My seatbelt had stopped working three days prior to this orchestrated "accident" so my body hit the steering wheel. I braced my knee immediately and that caused my hips to be damaged. The nighttime stalkers then put my hips more out of alignment. I went to this healthcare clinic limping. A phlebotomist entered into the room, only after people standing in front of the clinic began asking me if I was a prostitute and how much they would have to pay me (this place was or is called The People's Clinic, in a "black" area of Pensacola. On Medicaid, in Pensacola, that was all I could obtain for health care). As I ignored the terrorists attacking me at the front door, I had to go through the nasty clinic, like all these Medicaid clinics, with doctors and nursees endlessly poking my body to extract blood, which is unnecessary and it's also dangerous with this advent of nanotechnology which can be inserted into needles, and also I believe that I could have been poisoned very seriously by these blood samples which could have also been injections or something nefarious. But the phlebotomist put that rubber band around my arm, and then began putting the needle into my arm far away from any vein. She just kept moving the needle into my arm, digging it in, literally she was stabbing me with the needle by moving it around and digging it in. Then she had to dig it out and try again in another area where there was no vain or way to draw blood. I began yelling at her to take it out and she (of course, a white bigot Nazi wearing a nurse's suit) sniffed and got up without apology and hastily left the room. A kindly, friendly black woman who actually was a nurse came in, apologizing, and abruptly took my blood most professionally, with no problem and was very nice. The doctor interviewing me, also black, was polite but they offered me almost no help except for ibuprofin, once again. Ibuprofin is just a stronger form of pain suppression. That is all I ever got from Florida Medicaid services. I was forced to live on less than $600 and I was blocked from health care while people were continuously poisoning me.+ Murdering me. Now this State is at the forefront of the push to stop health care coverage for all the impoverished people of that State who need basic health care services. It is a travesty. The gloating and smug behavior of the bigots who lied, attacked me denied me services with a slight smile---I experienced continuously not only there but all over America where I ran, finally to Thailand where I now have to SELF DIAGNOSE, blocked from all financial earnings I still CANNOT AFFORD TO PAY FOR HEALTH CARE WHILE IT'S ABSOLUTELY AFFORDABLE FINALLY, IN A WAY but they force me to spend so much money because so many essential items are broken and damaged every month I throw away huge bags of items and I must continuously spend all my money on food and on buying what has been damaged--under the orders of billionaires and millionaires who are stealing my ideas, blocking my finances and then ordering all this hate upon me, death really not hate.


So I have to wait now for at least 12 hours to see if this letter, after the threatening letter from the government to fill in information that has already been deemed chronic, that this group caused in the first place, which they were murdering me with and then depriving me of health care while I was on Medicaid (before the ACA was enacted, and since then the services have expanded to even DENTAL and now< I am in a place and situation where I am left as I was a decade ago with NO HEALTH CARE while fighting for my life while they continue to stress my immune system due to hate, violence and torture and dismemberment every single day without fail, without end. 

Now I have to see if this letter means they will murder me by forcing me to have to either come into an office in the US or face financial disaster, which means I will be killed, that is the general effect. Or they will force me into jail, as they did years ago after i wrote that these two Europigapes who were MURDERING ME were pigs, I wrote this on Facebook, they have since sent me to these actors to fill the hysterical quota, rape contract, murder contract, and now they want to force a baby out of me. This situation right now of this letter could force me into such desperation that I will have no choice but to be forced to have this baby with one of them. I am theorizing but the situation is so bad, so deadly for me right now.


How much more violence must I have to endure, because submitting to this organization is an absolute guarantee of dismemberment and death even if I comply. They did this to members of my family who absolutely did what they were told to do. That is another reason why I am fighting for anyone responsible group on the planet to stop this injustice that has been part of a domestic terrorist plot to assassinate people like me, through the US government and beyond, all my life, and it's a situation that has obviously been going on for much longer than that  (perhaps millennium as this group relies on very ancient methods of control and assassination). 

It's also why they embrace Europigapes so much because they have relied on these ancient systems of systematic torture and death and terrorist death squads for so long, along with their pograms and genocides they are an abominable group who have been training Americans to dispel with equality and freedom for so long. Now some of the results of this partnership are extremely evident in the United States. 


While I am extremely advocating for "universal health care" as it IS a right of all human beings, I do not want a fascist controlling governmental system. I do not believe that by cutting or allowing health care for all means that the government is going to take over more aspects of commerce or life or civic responsibility to the point of becoming a Communist or Socialist State. 

I want to make this political statement as the ACA is being threatened, just as I now have to wait in extreme anxiety to see if this letter, which states "tim sensitive act now" on the front---meaning they require an immediate reply, or return mail I really don't know exactly what that means---but this happened 4 years ago. I phoned the government office, the creepy male on the line told me, with a gloating smugness that was obvious in the call, that they might need me to come in at a later date, to some office, and I would know eventually if that was required. As I wrote, I have a chronic condition which means permanent and lifelong. There is no need to reinspect me as there were multiple tests and xrays done and I was definitely determined for this subpoverty but necessary income slot by the government. This threat at the beginning of the term and at the very end, almost like clockwork, is only due to more terrorist attacks by this person and his group of associates misusing government power to intimidate, threaten, torture and inflict deadly life-threatening violence upon me, continuously and alongside his Peers who are equally corrupt and vying for top leadership positions in H-wood, which is almost as dangerous to "Democracy".

But I digress and will end here. Please do not let them threaten my life like this any longer.


ALSO TRUMP HAS STOLEN MY CAT LA MOUX, WHO IS MY CHILD AND MY ONLY LOVE IN THIS LIFE. I also had four other cats who are precious to me, but La Moux, who is over 23 years old, is my child my love and I only want her back alive, healthy and for this group of millionaires and billionaires to pay me compensation for their crimes, to be stopped from having access to this murder technology and for me to be left alone and living with money to support myself, alone, all my life which should be very long. With health care, no baby with any single one of these hateful rapist men and their nasty wives.

To recap, before the election results and the perhaps change from this murder operation to at least some kind of justice for me (justice meaning I am innocent and criminals are attacking me using "experimental" technology in order to obtain "liberal" or "alternative" ideas which they then sell off as their personas, then to be used as psy-ops props for their eventual descent as their manufactured identities---to be crafted by professional artificers *(aka "con men") into politics and propaganda weaponry, either through assertion of endorsement for equally corrupt candidates or with themselves running as these completely false personality creations that they are "selling" to the equally destructive public.

 I have been drugged through hardening/mind control chemicals every day, for decades, since infancy, into a drugged-up highly suggestive state. My body has been bloated all my life due to these hardening/bloating chemicals that retain the "mind control" drugs into my nervous system. All my life, not a single person has informed me or warned me of what everyone around me, almost, was participating in. Doctors, teachers, my family (which were essentially "forced" into these roles by their peers and with their aspirations to climb out of Brooklyn, where the "Italian-American" mafia Nazis are still coming after me, now generations away, to inflict their hate and racism with identification of "The Old Country" and it's millennia of racism, fascism and oppression especially of Jews (to usurp the religion and turn it into a geo- political force called The Vatican with ties to organized crime. The tentacles of that are endless and under other "nationalities" and names and titles). That is going a bit further into the timeline of this situation of attack upon me, but it is a kind of "full circle" of events that my parents tried to disassociate me from. Now this group which has oppressed with deadly violence my family in Brooklyn and their children, grandchildren and foreign accomplices are attacking me with DISMEMBERMENT to torture me into "silence" while they remain polluting and poisoning me with mind control drugs which act like an IRRESISTIBLE TRUTH SERUM, for which they are obtaining these ideas to steal but then torturing me for writing about their theft, as I am under "truth serum" mind control which they are forcing upon me, which I cannot resist or defend myself from. The sinister quality and ugliness of these parasites upon me is so enormous and their lack of creative exploration, as they must reinforce centuries of cliches with themselves representing, by fiat, the leaders and superiors, and thus they cannot think or create beyond their limitations and are torturing me endlessly to obtain fresh or original ideas. I am not the only person who has such ideas but I may be one of a tiny handful who is being microchipped and "experimented" upon in this fashion so inept and stupid thugs can steal ideas and pass them off to H-wood celebrities, who are no better on any level than any common criminal who lacks higher education. As most of the lack all higher education and probably barely passed high school. The same can be said for me as I was so drugged (as I still am now) in high school I could not begin to "understand" the lectures and I skipped classes for most of the time as often as I could (and just walked by Lake Michigan, I did not get high or go out hanging out, as I was always put into an untouchable position and people avoided me in flocks I was endlessly put into a shell of avoidance--as all people around me knew about the contract out on me).

I did pass all the exams for college entrance and received high grades in some areas of the SAT and thus, I was accepted into my father's Alma Mater Cornel University but my parents would not pay for tuition and I had to resort to a tri-state tuition agreement between Wisconsin and Minnesota. I quickly choose to leave Wisconsin, and from the current Republican wave of aggression in the current politics, one can easily ascertain that Wisconsin was a bastion of Nazi sentiment. Absolutely during my high school time in the late 70's and early 80's (I graduated in 1982 and left as soon as possible, even leaving just after graduation just to get out of Wisconsin--which is a very very beautiful state I love the nature and always would walk in winter to school just to not be around the hateful people surrounding me, the natural environment is most stunning in Wisconsin too bad the bigoted people "suck" like pig apes. I had exceptionally ingenious teachers at my high school which hold for me very fond memories and their information and highest knowledge still serve me today when I cannot read or think clearly. It was an excellent high school and this I am extremely glad about, and their teaching got me through having to skip classes because I was so drugged and in a near daze. Any sort of concentration made me ill, and that remains the situation today. I am being tortured for reacting to drugs that these pig apes are forcing upon me, and then they are torturing me for reacting to their theft of my ideas by slowly dismembering me with the mechanical arms inserted through now unseen areas, asi have spent years fighting to close off all gaps and my hands are now bloody and my toes and fingers are being slowly severed off. Nightly. After I post a blog or Facebook post about who has stolen and been paid in millions to literally, verbatim, steal my concepts and ideas, they then insert countless hate and violence gestures and photos glaring with violence into the camera and then my body is mutiliated even more. They continue to drug me, and just yesterday I noticed that another (younger) actor who is part of this ensemble of degradation but "A-list" actors put some article about using a concept I just wrote of a few days ago and turning it into his movie starring role. The mutilations continue as happened again last night. I am sleeping with packaging tape covering my fingers and toes, socks over my feet and hands with gloves and they still remove all the tape, gloves and socks, slice under cuticles until my fingernails are now black and partially half off, huge and bloody and bulging and infected as they also spray fungus and other dangerous substances into the wounds they slice into my body. My shoes are sprayed with disgusting substances which cannot be removed unless I soak the shoes in bleach and soap for at least 20 minutes. I have to use so much bleach sprayed on almost everything, every day, just to not become absolutely deadly ill from inhaling fungus and deadly substances all day, even with doors open.

I am rambling a bit and going off the topic I had intended to write. Of course this is completely due to brain-altering tech affecting my ability to function. My hands can't move to keys and remain stuck in mid-air frozen because my hands can't move. The keys are blocked (not as bad today as usual).

This is only about 5 percent of the daily attacks, all of which are dangerous in one way or another.

I have always mentioned that behind this Brooklyn mafia group of "actors" who have been in lead roles for over 40 years, never ending greed and crime from them in tandem with these attacks upon me. Absolutely foul and disgusting subliminal comments from them when I use the toilet, when I do anything to defend myself by blocking any panels they make comments and then are handed, BY THE PRESIDENT BY MY GOVERNMENT BY HILLARY CLINTON BY OTHER FORMER POLITICIANS AND CURRENT ONES (DOES IT matter now whether they are Democrat or Republican?).

Years and and years and and and on and on. WRiting and writing and writing about this day after day year after year to brick walls, like hundreds of brick walls silently observing and never getting involved. I know the dangers but how much more dangerous is global warming and a pandemic than remaining silent and doing nothing as you watch corrupt deadly abusers get handed "free ideas" to capitalize on by the covert use of "sophisticated technology" being utilized by dumb and sleazy mafia, with FOREIGN CONTROLLERS WHO ARE ADEPT AT MANIPULATION AND MURDER but not capable of creative exploration due to the hierarchies that they must adhere to, they think only in boxes. Supported by Senators and the rest of the media which mocks my drugged up ranting writings with posts hacked into my YouTube and inserted into news clips from news sources that I have subscribed to (can only afford free news items sent in email).


THAT IS WHAT THESE PIG APES ARE DOING TO ME, in essence. One of them tried to have me killed in an accident when I wrote on Facebook that I want justice and for them to not be able to steal ideas from me any longer. The President's wife admitted to having cars sent to hit me and threatened to do it again. This was after I gave the President a tarot reading, where I, under hypnosis, drugged, in a nascent or drugged up hypnotic state, read tarot cards from my physical location here in Thailand to them in whereever they were--perhaps it was The White House or Trumpy tower. I said that DEATH was coming to T-rump but from behind his wife, and that I thought perhaps she would be involved in an attempted murder plot against him (but it really was me, I could not discern the cards because I had pulled only about 6 cards at that time, which was not enough to begin to ascertain a situation). That happened back in around the time of the Impeachment trials, just before the situation become public and the trials later, a few weeks later, had begun. I was not finished speaking while I was laying out the cards, and I began to check about this first immediate "truth serum" response (because these people teleporting me are stupid and foul violent people who can't wait to abuse, rape and torture people with no justification) and thus, they could not begin to think about how this technology operates, that I am not coherent, that I am in a mesmerized, hypnotic state. I began to lay more cards out and I was beginning to explain, "Let me see if she is involved with this plot...(I pulled three more cards and then told him--she was not there immediately in front of me because my sight is diminished, but she was there in the background---) I said that I didn't think that she was aware of this, and as I was trying to get further into this reading both of them began threatening to have me killed---screaming at me together and threatening that I will be killed if I ever accuse her of having any of the slightest intentions against her husband. I was in the middle of saying that I didn't think she was involved and could not even finish saying that I thought the attack was going to come from behind her. That is how "knee jerk" the reaction was. A few days later, and for maybe two months afterwards, the nighttime violating terrorist rapists, mutilating agents who have been endlessly entering into my triplicate locked doors as the mechanical arms untie all the locks and blocks, open the front door. FUNGUS was inserted INTO MY EAR nightly for a few months. Ears I mean, both ears, in addition to my vagina, my hair, my food and on all clothing and furniture. When I open the patio door in the morning, a huge wafting wave of nasty stale odors and fungus eminates from my studio apartment, every night they spray in more. I have since at least found a way to block the front door so they must demonstrate evidence of entry. Otherwise, because this group is always cautious about what evidence they leave behind, for now they do not remove all the blocked and then open the three locks and the things I inset into the front door to show that someone has entered. They have already broken my camera and I can't afford to buy another one, but still they remain extremely cautious. However, people reading this, in the future the longer this group is handed power, the less need they will have to conceal their entries and violence and will not be scared to leave evidence as these terrorist operations will be conducted without legal repercussion, as they are now but it's all being hidden by the block of my reports on this blog (but "everyone" is reading my posts anyway and doing nothing to stop this). They then, this leader couple of the "Freest Country on Earth" then had a VIRUS smeared into my throat, which I felt was killing me. I got a swatch of grey hair and was so ill (in addition to non-stop years of detox from poison that is hard as layers of petrified rock, coming out in tiny increments leaving me ill for one or two days when  small bit comes out--into my tenth year now of doing this day after day and unable to go out and just get some fresh air and exercise or meet anyone but attackers surrounding me, as this group continues to drug and poison me into inertia, partial paralysis and slow mutilation so now I can't put weight on my foot any longer due to sevreing of my toe and slashes into my other toe, at the ball and into the webbing between the toes. They are just using the mechanical arms to slash into my feet, into webbing between toes, the same areas night after night. Imagine how you would react form years of this going on by your government and actors in whorewood with no one even acknowledging that you are under attack, calling you crazy and then attacking you too---imagine how much rambling you would produce under these circumstances and then you are still drugged to the point of hysteria, which they also induce through the drug/tech interface). But this leader, then they smeared a virus, which may have been the Corona Virus as my body was aching, it felt like death was inside my body, I have never had that sensation of death but I knew what it was immediately and that I was under threat of dying from this virus insertion. I could not afford to see a doctor as they continued to damage my immune and nervous system by heightened terrorist attacks. that was in repsonse to the tarot reading I described above. Now mabye a year later what I had read is in some sense an accurate reflection of the current situation that they face--it may have been a legitimate "psychic" reading or just chance (?!) but...they still retain the torture protocol and I remain fighting for my body to not be permanently destroyed any longer as I fight to try to heal from murder attempts via poisoning. I know that writing about the Nazi violence that these people in this nefarious group commit against me only brings them more promotions. They encourage my reactions so when I write about them, they get automatically more promotions for encouraging a hate response, with the truth serum tech opening my creative functions, I begin to ramble, my thoughts and ideas pour out, they then glean the ideas and then torture me as "punishment" for writing anything adverse about their crimes, which they believe are their entitlement. this has been going on and on since at least 2007, but in various more covert states as I only began to understand this situation of terror aimed at me only in 2010 or 2011. Now it's 10 years later and I remain writing to silent brick walls reading this, supporting still these groups despite the obvious danger to society because these actors and politicians are so far gone in terms of moral conscience, and their "handlers" are so thrilled as they are foreign interventionists conducting covert assassinations and cover-ups and death squads (which I saw first -hand while being attacked in Wisconsin---and everywhere else, but 40 years after the end of WWII the groups were in  a more nascent organizational structure and I could easily see what and who were at the heart of these operations--and always well-funded and nearly worshipped fascist European Nazis, literally Nazis, who are handed mansions even in Wisconsin as they organize these death squad Nazi groups which now call themselves "militia" out of the Midwest, and beyond.

I remain being tortured for writing about their  actgivities but they will not stop or be stopped from drugging to induce these reactions, as they continue to steal ideas but mutiliate me for writing about their crimes in addition to my ideas--they continue to remain as lead American icons of "alternative" media, they continue to attack me with outright hate and violence and insults and threats--and they still have my cat La Moux who is what I want to be returned and them   all--    ALL OF THEM ALL OF YOU     off me completely--with me living in a home that is safe from terrorist attack and their groups and their sinister slime poured into my body, home and mind and life and soul an dspirit, they are EXTREMELY EVIL PARASITES     and that is no lie


I am writing about them to try to obtain JUSTICE at least in terms of BEING LEFT ALONE TO LIVE IN PEACE FOR PEOPLE TO INTERVENE FOR THEM TO NOT BE HANDED THESE TECHNOLOGIES AS YOU PEOPLE READING THIS ALSO MAY HAVE A VESTED INTEREST IN AMERICAN NOT BEING TURNED INTO A VASSAL SLAVE STATE OF THE 4TH REICH INFILTRATION AND that includes their slave states and colonies and Communist/Socialist partners out of Europ-a land and other places like China, which I know is in partnership with Nazis because I see this here in Phuket every single day and know that these forces are absolutely of one political platform when it comes to attacking America.

I remain fighting for my country against this aggression, I have had years of screaming matches with these American celebrities over these issues and I have been screaming these very ideas for years at them while they continue to nearly murder me every day under the tutelage of these foreign (political) actors in the theaters of global dominance and the political/economic wars therein.

I continue to be tortured for my resistance to their corruption and collusion, I remain being dismembered daily by their mechanical arms slicing parts of my body slowly off and damaging my skin and body and home and property, every single night while they teleport me to psychic realms that they inhabit of hate, misery, ugliness--that is their true realm despite all their glowing "All -American" smiles and endless refrains of Freedom and equality--- and that is the prevailing operative response from these MOST STUPID THUGS WHO ARE TELEPORTING ME--that is the actors, their mafia Nazi handlers out of Euop-a-land who are silently viciously informing and instructing the Americans in Nazi, fascist murder/genocidal behavior and absolute oppression of people they never want to see supercede them if given equal opportunity and not drugged, tortured and discredited as rape victims as I have been--the rapists are being awarded top prizes (that is, the white males) the black males and other minorities remain embroiled or threatened with absolute degradation and loss of everything they have ever worked for if t hey emulate the behavior of the white pig ape males who hand them promotions, and also instruct them in the rape culture attacks upon women (and other boys or men) but then blackmail or use the information from "agent" "victims" (many of whom are legitimate but put in these positions as "plants" for futher blackmailing and destruction of the minority males who want to be put into higher positions and if they exhibit higher qualities and talents than the white pig apes, they get destroyed by a media circus of accusations about rape culture behavior that is completely awarded when it comes to white supremacist "liberal" "Democrat" actors who teleport rape disfigure adn torture me for YEARS (i.e. the apes who have been attacking me for years who have not been stopped but instead handed Golden Globes, Academy Awards and etc and in Europe they are championed as "good" Americans while they sit silently as the Europigapes that they adore make open hate remarks and jokes about how stupid Americans are. I have witnessed this openly in Miami from the Europigapes there, and have been teleported to it by "anti-racist" blacks who attack me for these Nazi bigots who they are sitting right next to. Years of me explaining how racist these Europigapes are have left no indent into the psyches or lack of brainpower or minds of these rotten minority attackers who love the bigots most fastidiously and hate me because they are instructed to do so, and lacking 2/5 of a mind, they obey and do the bidding of their ernstwhile "masters" who are using drugging and mind control on them TOO. that includes the white racists you all think are just behaving from earlier training by their parents and societal groups. So many people are being drugged, mind controlled into hating each other the divide and conquer strategy is operating well under the auspices of the Europigapes who dominate and demonize H-wood, the media and American politics.

that has been my experience with these foul creeple, Because I am writing now in a state of rage induced by the technology, my stance is discredited by my "immature" ramblings but I can't think of more elaborate words that express how sinister and ugly these people are. The base and low behavior is only equal to the animalistic nature that they imbibe, on a continuum of behavior that is concealed by normative behavioral training to appear "elegant" and reserved. Their operations, thus, are always in the realm of ORGANIZED CHAOS and people should begin to focus more on this international cartel that dominates the world through conglomerates like APPLE AND DISNEY and rather than calling it all "Dark Money".\

I have been writing about slow murder against me for years and I remain doing so to this day. I so urgently advise people to stop letting this go on and to begin to formulate strategies to control these technologies and these groups operating them. The worst Republicans you see in the Senate only represent the absolutely violent and murderous masses of lynch mob creeps (with a ratio of at least 3-to-1 of minorities serving them with these death squad group activities, slaves loving and obeying their masters and you had better believe that their behavior even at the level of A-list famous black and brown and Jewish and asian underlings is absolute the same Plantation that they were oppressed upon in genetic memory repeating it to this very moment in the media mind control program that you all chose over the reality of this death group. It has tentacles that are global, that reach into your mind and have you drugged into incapacitation of your mental clarity, and then they replace your common sense with distorted fake hope--about their fake representatives who are right now torturing me and glad and smiling and laughing and happy about it as they obtain new ideas to sell off as their "liberal" identities. 

I can only say they are rotten and disgusting and corrupt and foul and lewd, and that is the more complimentary of all that could be said about these filthy parasites.


I ask once more, before this election, FOR PEOPLE TO STOP THIS CRIME AGAINST ME AND LET ME LIVE IN PEACE WITHOUT BEING TARGETED. IT WOULD BEHOOVE YOU PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT THE SECURITY OF THE PLANET AND YOUR COUNTRY TO NOT ALLOW THIS GROUP OF IDIOTS TO CONTINUE TO INFLICT MURDER AND DEATH AND IMPRISONMENT AGAINST TRULY ALTERNATIVE THINKERS, ACTIVISTS, WRITERS AND STOP ALLOWING THIS GROUP OF K-RAPPERS TO ENDLESSLY REPRESENT THESE CAUSES WHICH THEY ABSOLUTELY DO NOT BELIEVE IN AND ARE ANTAGONISTIC TOWARDS, AS THEY ONLY REALLY ENDORSE AN "ELITE" CLASS OF STUPID PIG APES WHO THEY REVERE AND DESPERATELY WANT TO BELONG TO. You can blame the huge surge in Republican haters for the lies of this media plague upon the brains and minds of Americans and their choices and lack of motivation.

It is people like me and the people who taught me alternative views in Minneapolis (which I am sure will become a huge targeted campaign by the Nazis to infiltrate any real alternative groups, as they always do, covertly murdering, drugging, raping, assassinating--but this is the environment I ran to out of Nazi Wisconsin, and Prince WHO WAS ASSASSINATED by these people, including those surrounding me, with their Europigape associates as I tried to get away from them and return to Minneapolis to Prince, he was dead within two weeks of me trying to contact him to get away from these greasy sleazebag whores out of Whorewood. 


It is that energy out of Minneapolis that I held on to, as they have tortured me non-stop to "submit" to their incompetence and corruption. They remain being handed all technologies by Hillary Clinton, who laughed and screamed violently at me when I began to try to pull away from her and her most stupid attack upon me, a stupid contrived situation that Parasitino the mafia Nazi writer/director who is a most hateful bigoted idiot, dumb and rotten and put into lead role and has won award after award all these 7 yhears of these apes torturing, raping and aassaulting me via these proxy torture and death squad groups. Laughing like an ugly and rotten hyena with Clinton, it was a pure revelation of how rotten and truly corrupt and incompetent these "alternative" representatives truly are, and WHY the violent nazi groups have been also brainwashed BY THEM in part for theri absolute undermining of ANTIFASCIST GROUPS such as those out of Minneapolis. Now these same pig apes are attacking me for not explaining more alternative theories that I studied for in college, at the University of Minnesota, which they have been stealing for over 7 years non-stop. Now profiting off riding the wave of popular media coverage of how these sleazy and most racist, bigoted and really stupid entertainers and writers are putting the template of activist and anti-racist and anti-fascist that they tortured and still torture me because I am truly fighting against--but they are now being paid in more millions for "representing" these qualities, which believe me, they lack to the very marrow of their crap bodies and souls and lack of spirit.

Now I remain here waiting for the election results to bring the former VP into power. He keeps saying he is "Not Obama". I hope that also means "Not Hillary Clinton" and that Clinton mega-million or billion dollar propaganda fake liberal machine, that hails Nazi feminists and laughs as Nazi actors and men go into my room and rape me while I am unconscious, inserting fungus into my body, food and home every single day and damaging my body permanently. How thrilled the huge smiles they have these blonde "feminist" women and their brunette counterparts. The blondes appear to have more fun with this attack upon me but it's really irrelevant.


As for the future: perhaps Obama has some compassion but he could never stop this and still has not stopped this and is 100% aware of what is going on. Perhaps Biden will do a bit more to stop this terrorist activity aimed at me, since it was Trump being handed this technology--so the same rapist pig apes who were some of the foremost in the anti-Semitic Nazi attacks upon Weinstein, who handed T-rump this tech to rape and attack me ("only one time" that I know of, and then he stopped graciously like the "gentleman" that his wife claims he is...). But he continued to allow the rest of them to pass me around in the hell teleportation skits, night after night, and the landlord and the bigot Nazis controlling the minority slaves here on the plantation condominium where I am fighting for my life to stop mechanical arms from slicing my body apart--for over 2 years in a tiny studio and I still cannot do it).

They handed the technology to him, he has handed them in return continuation of this torture protocol technology to be passed around from piece of crap to piece of shit plastic-coated pig apes who are famous celebrities and writers with mafia out of Brooklyn, which i never had anything to do with, avoided all of them, the Italians as well (unless they were fun and not Mafia and I could talk or dance at clubs, and then they disappeared as they were informed to avoid me and every one does that around the world).

T-rump was handed this tech, his ratings and the polls suddenly spiked, he became the candidate of choice for the incensed Nazis of America who want everything Obama to be kneed to death in the streets and in prisons. And the rest is silenced history from there, up to the point that Nazis are marching in the streets openly shooting and calling themselves righteous "militia" and trying to kill Governors who don't conform to their claims of "Freedom". The celebrities who are GUILTY of these covered-up crimes remain in front line movie roles, as I remain in dire poverty being mutilated as they have been doing for years until my hands are bloody every day and fingernails are black an dfalling of, there are cuts, insertions, objects inserted under skin, my body is crooked and bloated continuously--I remain unable to pay for medicine or food and I fi ght to have to repay for items that are broken in my room on a rotating basis so I can never get anything else done but clean clothing that is polluting my lungs from their toxic fungus sprays that are sprayed every day and night by these mechanical arms I cannot stop.


Everyone remains silent and then the media abounds with introspective discussions about how America could have gotten to this point of Autocracy or despotism. It is unbelievable how many lies they disperse to calm and allay the concerns of the public that are not yet dead/killed or drugged/brainwashed into believing this K-rap that H-wood and the media and these political representatives have been cranking out as they all conform to what conspiracy theorist and even Bush Sr. called< CORRECLLY--THE NEW WORLD ORDER--which essentially is a "one world government" controlled by the 4th Reich Nazi/Rome etc etc cartel which is operating under the auspices of global conglomerate backing. Senator Whitehouse has called this, very conspiracy theory-like, "Dark Money" and please illuminate what you mean, Senator Whitehouse as your cohorts cronies are the portals through which the dark powers control the dumb money who represent the dumbing down of the American system of "Democracy"--for the dark control you hint at.


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*Nota Bene: as always, this post was written while brain-altering tech is blasting away at my brain to induce confusion, a non-linear non-cohesive rambling diatribe, going and straying from one subject to the next. Without a doubt as hackers have been doing for years, they will delete words, add words and/or delete entire passages from what I have written for this discrediting process. I began to use hate phrases that are considered "immature" but my brain is being rendered blocked from higher cognitive functioning, as my motor skills are being blocked so my fingers won't move to keys, while hackers block the keyboard functions. This always happens every post I write. I always make this caveat to the reader or explanation as perhaps whomever is reading this is unfamiliar with my daily explanation of these discrediting tactics. 


I wait for the day when Americans will not allow multi-national conglomerates, very often controlled either by Americans who are in league with foreign people and their nefarious plots to infiltrate and divide and conquer America--or overtly by foreigners who have designs to absolutely control and destroy whatever is left of any real alternative to millennium of pograms, holocausts, slave trade, colonialism, absolute Patriarchic suppression of women (which includes rewarding them for what appears to be "freedom" in the guise of pornographic imagery and dumbed down gyrating performances while really deferring to white males all the while, but always put into subliminal context and disguised often as "freedom").

I can't fight to pound down any longer. I have so many more things I have to buy because they were broken by this team, and so much to clean because all has been sprayed with stinking substances in my room. My body remains absolutely and deadly ill from poisoning as they continue to teleport me to hell (their hell, not mine) to inflict endless mutilation upon me and to try to torment me into mental insanity after forcing a baby out of me. Years of me writing daily about this have brought no end, only more "celebrities" being whored into more top positions and more minorities being thwarted unless they serve the plantation masters with full obedience and slavish adoration to them and their hate attacks and jokes and insults aimed at "Americans"--openly put in front of them as they remain silent, attacking me for actually defending MY HUMAN RIGHTS, FOR JUSTICE, FOR THIS CRIME TO BE STOPPED, FOR RAPE TO BE STOPPED, FOR THEFT OF INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY--MINE--TO BE STOPPED. They react with murder attempts and then laugh as I have to fight to heal from injury they inflict nightly after they create accidents and then dig with the mechanical arms into the injuries they created by having my motorbike inoperable as cars and motorbikes ram into me from side angles and my brakes and steering are blocked by remote.

On and on, waiting for America to not be completely destroyed by them. This new election cycle brings fresh promise by old perpetrators. It is up to people to not rely on media personalities and politicians but to actually fight to force these corruptions to be stopped.


Wednesday, October 28, 2020

Down a rabid rancid rabbit hole movie hell on time warp speed amphetamine but slowed down into never-ending slow motion of never ending repetition.

 

"SYNCHRONIC Trailer (2020) Jamie Dornan, Anthony Mackie Sci-Fi Movie"




I am copying and pasting this from the Facebook post I just wrote. I am under strong mind control tech influence as I sit on this chair in front of this laptop, every time I write it's like being technologically-induced into a drug vortex (downward spiral, of course). My motor reflexes begin to unravel as my fingers can't move to keys I am trying to press. The keys of course of the keyboard are then hacked and blocked and my brain is under the miasma of a dizzy, light-headed spinning sensation where coherency is literally impossible. I stand up after fighting to type and think and I nearly trip from dizziness and am sometimes so ill I can't do much more than try to walk and breathe deeply to try to get some oxygen to clear my head. It takes quite a while to have a "normal" sensation from the nauseous dizziness that this tech forces upon me as I fight to type and move my hands and think.

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I should include the above for every post I write, but I write it now once more. It's very hard now to pound down on the keys so I will begin to just copy and paste--I want one day for some politician or some actor or some person out there to actually stop this endless attack on me so I can actually think and write without these blocks and these actors whose minds are like thick, unruly blocks of stone to stop pounding their hate upon me like sick drug addicts fighting to suck out my ideas, sexuality and all else they can drain out and feed off of every time they possibly can with this tech, plus the "power" of having endless groups attack me for them. A huge power surge, and they remain on the crest of every major movie wave with glowing energy derived from the parasitism of feeding off torture, violence and oppression. I am now fighting endlessly to pound this out. I wait for their drug of being able to torture, rape and order accidents my body nightly cut into, slowly losing my teeth, my toes and fingernails now after years of these parasitic drug addicts feeding off torturing me using teleportation and stealing ideas and then being put into highest positions in the media year after year for doing this. 
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Synchronic---the premise sounds sci-fi interesting, the movie clip looks morbid and a trip down fascination street of depraved mental time warp at very slow speeds (maybe speed is better than this drug). I think I might just watch the movie, if I can download it ($0) and if I can get through more moribund negativity of death and despair in yet another H-wood movie but still, want to see the premise play out. A trip into hell for Halloween season. I might not be able to get through the first 30 minutes but at least it's a little different from the other new just out stuff.

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On the subject of drugs: the people teleporting me are addicted to the contracts being strewn around in attacking me--endlessly--they continue to appear as headliners for the 7th year in a row. so many of them I can't count any longer because it's like a different one almost every other day. A bad trip and a more nasty drug than I can begin to express. I can only imagine how badly they will re-create this situation once they turn it into a badly-made rendition of their crimes put into some horror-comedy with someone absolutely uncomplimentary playing me with absolutely wrong and false personalities traits that I never had, exhibited or will ever have. For now, the crimes go unpunished, they remain at the top of their fields, they are gloating and laughing and parrtying still being paid in millikons for this. I remain fighting for my life against dismemberment now in my studio and living on less than $700 a month while all access to earning money, all is blolcked and has been blocked for over a decade by this group which still dominates the H-wood insanity posing as "art" or whatever it can be called--entertainment??

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Oh yes, of course, the hackers blocked keyboard function as I typed the above comment(s)--I did not retype or backspace to correct I just left the red underlined words as they were because it's too hard just to fight to type ahead instead of going backwards due to hacking insertions and deletions. I think I cannot watch the film above because it appears to be akin to an extremely deadly and bad LSD trip down a dark hole into the Yawning gap of tedious hell horror illusion. It's so similar to the mentality of these ceelbrities who are winning all these top awards, I just can't be tripped down that bad drug hole they create every day and pour on me every day. I think this movie above should be retitled the backdoor addiction of celebrity drug culture on a bad trip into the time warp on methamphetamines.

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 I got the review of Synchronic from Rolling Stone. I perused a few major mainstream entertainment sites which literally all had the exact same information but rewritten slightly from one magazine to the next. I am familiar with this regurgitation of the same news source which all of the monopolist news sources utilize, having worked for The Arizona Republic this same monopoly on information is the absolute standard for most major newspapers. However, Rolling Stone had a review of this movie about a synthetic drug (with overdose and bad effect probability for users, and like a lethal concoction of a drug that people buy on the street and overdose from, the repetition of the other movie reviews made this film appear to be a refreshing drug but alas, it's the same sort of formula with a twist of a time machine albeit drug portal into other dimensions that are very similar to other depictions of hell). I was intrigued but after having watched the trailer I think I have seen enough of doom and gloom from the other mainstream media K-rap that has the usual actors and script takeaways with just a few idiosyncratic alternative endings or themes. Only slightly however. As for the rest of Rolling Stone, I can read the same information on the other sources of info for mainstream, and probably in fact for the underground sources which I cannot find but will try. Why do I waste my time wondering if this contract out on me is ever going to be stopped so these hateful addicts of torture and free million dollar contracts are stopped because they absolutely have no compunction about overdosing on terrorizing me to the point of murder with no restraints and certainly no political block or protection for my Constitutional or legal rights--ever, just waiting for over 7 years for any politician or persona anywhere to actually care about law, justice, the US constitution, human rights, my rights, my body, my life, but it' sjust a non-stop torture and murder situation just like this bad trip down the death hell hole rabbit abyss that these actors appear to have ingrained into their plastic-coated surfaces but deep down in the bowels of their personalities are realities like this hells of this drug-overdose movie. I may still watch it but only if I want to watch gruesome sadistic fantasies incorporated into what appears to be a bad LSD trip into near death movie plot. Just so typical of the real H-wood mentality it would be like reliving almost what they force upon me in teleportation every night. Not this violent and sick, because they don't have CGI incorporated into the teleportation hell that they force upon me. Not yet anyway.

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 I also read a short snippet of a tv series review that I had commented on and carried the same sorts of critical commentary in my blog or this Facebook forum. I was attacked for having written these criticisms, but Rolling Stone shares these same sentiments (or Gloria Steinem does, or relatively so). I did not read her comments, I only know that my points are valid, and I am tortured and disfigured for having any adverse reaction to the K-rap that these bs operator actors crank out with their writers and directors, year after year the same hate people who are now sadistic "elitists" who feel entitled to torture, rape, theft of ideas and in torturing someone trying to force sex slavery using this vile technology handed to them like some euphoric drug to sinister drug addicts high on power and overpayments for really not great performances and even less spectacular lack of personality and artistic sense in their everyday torture appearances and operations towards me and geared into stealing ideas and then torturing me without end for years afterwards. They are addicted to this and it's like a slow ugly sick disgusting movie plot about dead souls addicted to torture but sucking out life force and feeding off it all by the use of this technology, which is also drug-enhanced in the interface quality of this operation. I should probably copy and paste all of this to my blog as this is now entering the mind control twilight zone of concept. Hacking is again making my brain wither into not being able ot move my hands or think clearly any longer. I have restrained myself from looking at anything in the entertainment field for a while now, and returning to the endless lists of K-rap being cranked out to dull the minds, hears and souls of the viewers with these actors who I know are sick at heart, mentally skewed into violent sadistic, rape and genocidal racist mentality steeped like some stink that has sunk into their very fibrous filth it's all very disconcerting seeing them endlessly handed lead roles year after year for movies about the human condition. I think the movie above absoolutely encapsulates the reality of their hell movies and personalities and the powers that are controlling and funding this entire hell media/corporate/industrial/military/political alternative reality that is killing the planet at this very moment.