Wednesday, October 28, 2020

Down a rabid rancid rabbit hole movie hell on time warp speed amphetamine but slowed down into never-ending slow motion of never ending repetition.

 

"SYNCHRONIC Trailer (2020) Jamie Dornan, Anthony Mackie Sci-Fi Movie"




I am copying and pasting this from the Facebook post I just wrote. I am under strong mind control tech influence as I sit on this chair in front of this laptop, every time I write it's like being technologically-induced into a drug vortex (downward spiral, of course). My motor reflexes begin to unravel as my fingers can't move to keys I am trying to press. The keys of course of the keyboard are then hacked and blocked and my brain is under the miasma of a dizzy, light-headed spinning sensation where coherency is literally impossible. I stand up after fighting to type and think and I nearly trip from dizziness and am sometimes so ill I can't do much more than try to walk and breathe deeply to try to get some oxygen to clear my head. It takes quite a while to have a "normal" sensation from the nauseous dizziness that this tech forces upon me as I fight to type and move my hands and think.

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I should include the above for every post I write, but I write it now once more. It's very hard now to pound down on the keys so I will begin to just copy and paste--I want one day for some politician or some actor or some person out there to actually stop this endless attack on me so I can actually think and write without these blocks and these actors whose minds are like thick, unruly blocks of stone to stop pounding their hate upon me like sick drug addicts fighting to suck out my ideas, sexuality and all else they can drain out and feed off of every time they possibly can with this tech, plus the "power" of having endless groups attack me for them. A huge power surge, and they remain on the crest of every major movie wave with glowing energy derived from the parasitism of feeding off torture, violence and oppression. I am now fighting endlessly to pound this out. I wait for their drug of being able to torture, rape and order accidents my body nightly cut into, slowly losing my teeth, my toes and fingernails now after years of these parasitic drug addicts feeding off torturing me using teleportation and stealing ideas and then being put into highest positions in the media year after year for doing this. 
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Synchronic---the premise sounds sci-fi interesting, the movie clip looks morbid and a trip down fascination street of depraved mental time warp at very slow speeds (maybe speed is better than this drug). I think I might just watch the movie, if I can download it ($0) and if I can get through more moribund negativity of death and despair in yet another H-wood movie but still, want to see the premise play out. A trip into hell for Halloween season. I might not be able to get through the first 30 minutes but at least it's a little different from the other new just out stuff.

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On the subject of drugs: the people teleporting me are addicted to the contracts being strewn around in attacking me--endlessly--they continue to appear as headliners for the 7th year in a row. so many of them I can't count any longer because it's like a different one almost every other day. A bad trip and a more nasty drug than I can begin to express. I can only imagine how badly they will re-create this situation once they turn it into a badly-made rendition of their crimes put into some horror-comedy with someone absolutely uncomplimentary playing me with absolutely wrong and false personalities traits that I never had, exhibited or will ever have. For now, the crimes go unpunished, they remain at the top of their fields, they are gloating and laughing and parrtying still being paid in millikons for this. I remain fighting for my life against dismemberment now in my studio and living on less than $700 a month while all access to earning money, all is blolcked and has been blocked for over a decade by this group which still dominates the H-wood insanity posing as "art" or whatever it can be called--entertainment??

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Oh yes, of course, the hackers blocked keyboard function as I typed the above comment(s)--I did not retype or backspace to correct I just left the red underlined words as they were because it's too hard just to fight to type ahead instead of going backwards due to hacking insertions and deletions. I think I cannot watch the film above because it appears to be akin to an extremely deadly and bad LSD trip down a dark hole into the Yawning gap of tedious hell horror illusion. It's so similar to the mentality of these ceelbrities who are winning all these top awards, I just can't be tripped down that bad drug hole they create every day and pour on me every day. I think this movie above should be retitled the backdoor addiction of celebrity drug culture on a bad trip into the time warp on methamphetamines.

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 I got the review of Synchronic from Rolling Stone. I perused a few major mainstream entertainment sites which literally all had the exact same information but rewritten slightly from one magazine to the next. I am familiar with this regurgitation of the same news source which all of the monopolist news sources utilize, having worked for The Arizona Republic this same monopoly on information is the absolute standard for most major newspapers. However, Rolling Stone had a review of this movie about a synthetic drug (with overdose and bad effect probability for users, and like a lethal concoction of a drug that people buy on the street and overdose from, the repetition of the other movie reviews made this film appear to be a refreshing drug but alas, it's the same sort of formula with a twist of a time machine albeit drug portal into other dimensions that are very similar to other depictions of hell). I was intrigued but after having watched the trailer I think I have seen enough of doom and gloom from the other mainstream media K-rap that has the usual actors and script takeaways with just a few idiosyncratic alternative endings or themes. Only slightly however. As for the rest of Rolling Stone, I can read the same information on the other sources of info for mainstream, and probably in fact for the underground sources which I cannot find but will try. Why do I waste my time wondering if this contract out on me is ever going to be stopped so these hateful addicts of torture and free million dollar contracts are stopped because they absolutely have no compunction about overdosing on terrorizing me to the point of murder with no restraints and certainly no political block or protection for my Constitutional or legal rights--ever, just waiting for over 7 years for any politician or persona anywhere to actually care about law, justice, the US constitution, human rights, my rights, my body, my life, but it' sjust a non-stop torture and murder situation just like this bad trip down the death hell hole rabbit abyss that these actors appear to have ingrained into their plastic-coated surfaces but deep down in the bowels of their personalities are realities like this hells of this drug-overdose movie. I may still watch it but only if I want to watch gruesome sadistic fantasies incorporated into what appears to be a bad LSD trip into near death movie plot. Just so typical of the real H-wood mentality it would be like reliving almost what they force upon me in teleportation every night. Not this violent and sick, because they don't have CGI incorporated into the teleportation hell that they force upon me. Not yet anyway.

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 I also read a short snippet of a tv series review that I had commented on and carried the same sorts of critical commentary in my blog or this Facebook forum. I was attacked for having written these criticisms, but Rolling Stone shares these same sentiments (or Gloria Steinem does, or relatively so). I did not read her comments, I only know that my points are valid, and I am tortured and disfigured for having any adverse reaction to the K-rap that these bs operator actors crank out with their writers and directors, year after year the same hate people who are now sadistic "elitists" who feel entitled to torture, rape, theft of ideas and in torturing someone trying to force sex slavery using this vile technology handed to them like some euphoric drug to sinister drug addicts high on power and overpayments for really not great performances and even less spectacular lack of personality and artistic sense in their everyday torture appearances and operations towards me and geared into stealing ideas and then torturing me without end for years afterwards. They are addicted to this and it's like a slow ugly sick disgusting movie plot about dead souls addicted to torture but sucking out life force and feeding off it all by the use of this technology, which is also drug-enhanced in the interface quality of this operation. I should probably copy and paste all of this to my blog as this is now entering the mind control twilight zone of concept. Hacking is again making my brain wither into not being able ot move my hands or think clearly any longer. I have restrained myself from looking at anything in the entertainment field for a while now, and returning to the endless lists of K-rap being cranked out to dull the minds, hears and souls of the viewers with these actors who I know are sick at heart, mentally skewed into violent sadistic, rape and genocidal racist mentality steeped like some stink that has sunk into their very fibrous filth it's all very disconcerting seeing them endlessly handed lead roles year after year for movies about the human condition. I think the movie above absoolutely encapsulates the reality of their hell movies and personalities and the powers that are controlling and funding this entire hell media/corporate/industrial/military/political alternative reality that is killing the planet at this very moment.


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.