Monday, October 12, 2020

Terrorist Report. Tuesday, October 13, 2020. Disgusting chemical sprays on my shoes. My teeth, toe(s) and fingernails being severed OFF nightly while I sleep via the mechanical arms.

 I have also probably (undoubtedly, as I know from examining my body upon waking) that I have been raped uncountable times in this studio, sponsored and paid for by the US Government, former and current world leaders, both "bipartisan" parties and held as an entertainment informative spectacle amongst the media "elite" and their aspiring pawn players, vying for monopolies just as the politicians have created in their realm, all controlled in vagaries by the same sponsors but put into various re-named opposing branches.


I just want to state that now the terrorists are spraying horrifically odious substances on my house rubber shoes and the stink never goes away. They also spray this stink onto the shoes, and my feet stink perpetually from this. I even soak the shoes in bleach and even overnight, they smell fine, then an hour later in some way the mechanical arms have broken through the multiple entry points that are coated with paper, plastered with tape, sealed with silicone, connected with hooks and rope, and still the mechanical arms get through all the cheap defenses I have spent money I must use for medicine, food and objects I need but must spend to fight to stop my toe from being severed completely off--it is dangling at an over 30-45-degree angle into the other toes (on my left foot) broken at night, with hardening substances smeared under toe nails for decades, and all my toes have previously been broken. They are all pointing in opposite direction and the toenails are completely distorted, curled and crooked. I try to clean them and the nails are hard as rock underneath the nail so I can't do anything. If, perchance, I manage to stop the mechanical arms for one or two days, as sometimes but rarely happens (and then once I leave this room, the terrorists break into my room while I am away, and break down all the cheap defenses using absolutely sophisticated surveillance and break-in government-sponsored terrorist equipment--probably all done under anti-Terrorism legislation and endorsed by the mafia/Nazi cartel of the Democrat Party--the Repuglicans are obviously fascist at this point there is no need to even mention that this has been one of their covert platforms of murder, assassination and sponsored terrorism against citizens they deem problematic for their mind control program and complicity. 


Thus, this attack upon my body is now in the form of blood poisoning through the miniscule, less-than-one-millimeter in circumference mechanical arms pushing up through the folds of rubber matting I have to insert into cracks in the cubboard doors (one of which, under the sink, is literally impossible to block off from attack, as under the sink area the terrorists have made the wood stinking with mold and the wood is so soft and always wettened on the other side, there is a metal area beneath it and it is literally impossible for me to block this area off. The other sides of the panels in the interior of the sink, which always is broken with dripping fungus water poured into this sealed off area--have paper glued and pasted with packaging clear tape, silicone glued onto all the corners--all the panels of the room are pasted and covered and hooked and tied together to the tightness possible and yet the mechanical arms can get through my amateur attempts to defend my life against being RAPED night after night and dismembered. I also have written for years but the list of violence against me increases and accrues daily: they have severed completely off part of my fallopian tube, which came out one day years ago due to an ACTOR being instructed by the Italian mafia to sever off parts of my body. This man I believe (he's the owner of The Wall in Miami Beach, or one of them, who obtained this venue after a few years of raping and torturing me nearly to death with accidents non-stop and severing and breaking of bones and poisoning nearly to death--on and on, he's still being paid and promoted by Americans to do this to me, as they follow instruction and that is how my fallopian tube was cut out, because of this Europ-a actor but American who represents the blonde boy of the movies--but...digressing at this point. My toes is being cut off, my fingernails are being destroyed they are falling off and black and not growing any longer. My hair and scalp has been made disgusting non-stop but is now almost cut off in places, destroyed, damaged beyond repair. My skin has been smeared with horrific chemicals day and night for years. The list is too long to mention any longer, my entire body is covered with bloating chemicals hanging off like a pot of cellulite hanging off my nearly broken body from people entering my room and breaking vertebrae, my toes, putting my hips out of alignment and poisoning me with bloating and hardening poison so my body remains in a trap of chemicals which I am fighting non-stop day and night to get out--while they block all financial earnings forcing me to fight to survive on less than $700 a month. My legal situation is extremely precarious on all fronts as well which they use as leverage to threaten me, including murdering my cat which they stole in 2013. She is 23+ years old and I have only had her as any kind of support system for all those years, as all of humanity has left me to be a torture victim of The State and only due to racist reasons. I receive more injustice than torture victims, going on and on for decades by now. I am now editing but declining to rewrite the hacked portions above, I simply do not want to spend more time fighting to pound down while it's rewritten anyway after I publish. The terrorists have been cutting my lower jaw gum tissue for over one year on a nightly basis, plus they broke my teeth in that area after they forced an "accident" on me where I nearly was killed yet once again by a car hitting me directly (but from the side of the road, directly meaning a direct hit but from the side angle so I could not see them coming at me, during heavy traffic as I was surrounded on all sides by motorbikes swerving into me. Of course, they parted significantly enough for the portion of one minute to allow the terrorist car to hit me. My handlebars were swerved 180-degrees to the right as my brakes stopped operating. I hit my jaw on the cement while driving at over 40 miles/hour. My teeth were not loosened at that point, only two days later did they become loose due to these terrorist attacks while the terrorists break into my room. Since that time they have been cutting away at the gum tissue until there is NO gum tissue left, the roots are exposed, and my teeth are now loose when I eat. They continue to attack my gumline every day. If this is a "message" to stop writing about their crimes, they do not stop poisoning me with "truth serum" drugs and this technology, because they also are stealing ideas that I rant and rave out about political theory and other ideas that have been stolen in this manner at least since 2007. On and on, it never ends and they torture me to obtain a reaction and then after stealing the ideas I write they torture me for writing anything adverse about them. Now this is a mandatory nighttime activity of a long list of deformation attacks upon my body. They are severing my left large toe completely off. They had it broken a few years ago (more like 10 years ago) I cannot trust any single doctor I go to for any help, they would permanently damage this area and probably it already is permanent at this point. They are cutting into the toe webbing between the broken toe (the other toes are being broken and are also pointing in a broken array) but cutting the skin and tissue completely OFF between the toes so my toe is breaking off--blood is restricted and day after day this is making my toe literally break off, as they cut into the bone every single day. I am a torture victim I have committed no crime, these murderous attacks have gone on every single day and night for over 20 years but for at least a decade at a 24 hour non-stop pace by one actor and politician and landlord and team of "neighbors" after the next without a single pause. Nothing I do or not do will stop them or these attacks.

This is of course another appeal to the world reading this to stop this unbelievable heinous crime that no one will recognize or defend me against. EVERY CONVENTION AGAINST TORTURE is being completely obliterated by president after president, setting a torture protocol precedent that the public at large is only too happy to respond and support. In old days it was called a lynching in modern terms the liars of the media call it "electronic harassment" and "gang stalking". It also has been called a witch hunt and the end result is the same: murder assassination by torture, rape and gruesome murder techniques. No one will acknowledge either me or this situation and this is the new form of lynch mob activity and witch rape, torture and murder. The people participating who are in the media are the loudest gyrating singing dancing pundits of obtaining huge Nazi-mafia sponsored promotions out of viciously attacking me for the benefit of the smirking Nazis out of Europ-aland and America and wherever else they come from--global at this point this group has literally encompassed the globe. I also have Chinese people attacking me, so this is nothing to do with either pro-or-anti Communism or any other political credo. As Communism and Socialism are not so very far apart, and Nazis are definitely in collaboration with Communists (here in Phuket) I can assure you that this system is a global Order. 


So, I can't get a single person to defend or stop this against me. I still write, because I remain paralyzed and in great pain. The poisons are very badly interlocked at this near 10-year span of detoxification while still being poisoned daily--my spine is completely crooked from the hard-latched on glued on poisons, and the terrorists put my hips out of place every time they get in, in addition to a myriad of other deforming attacks plus rape plus psychological and sexual/emotional torture while they teleport me, plus all friendly lpeople and animals killed off or taken away or pushed away from me. 


--I am now going to stop re-editing and adding the same things I have written, unanswered, for nearly 7 years to H-wood, which remains absolutely staunch in supporting these actors and their monopolies in conjunction with both sides of the one-sided political hegemony and monopoly.

I still fight, as just fighting this has been the hallmark of American culture, now relegated to people "like me" by the descendants of the white men who created this system of "equality" against the tyranny of the throne of the Europ-a kingdoms. Now fully embraced and the great desire to revert to a white male supremacy dynastic Imperial State, using "feminism" as a psychological tool by enacting the wives of racist bigot murdering racists who call themselves "feminist". The "feminist" nazis are absolutely thrilled about this system inflicted upon me, as are their helpers the blacks, latinos and jews and asians and everything else inbetween. Whenever there is a free gratuity or promotion, it makes no difference what gender or race a person involved in this crime belongs to. The truly unfortunate thing is that they are torturing me to obtain ideas to use for their fake pundits in order to re-establish a most oppressive tyrannical death regime in the United States, using these "alternative" and "righteous" anti-racist actors who are #Me Too! feminists too. Fighting by assisting Nazi mafia rapists who use outright Holocaust death rhetoric against me, etc etc the years of writing about this on Facebook and I repeat it endlessly. It's so sad not only from my torture perspective, but for society at large for the United States and for the planet. Not sad for the mafia Nazis but however, I have to make plain that their absolute disregard for reality, for nature, for life means that they are destroying in their endless need for greedy consumption the entire planet which is burning and drowning due to their rapacious rape culture of greed and oppressive demand for the right to exploit take and steal and rob every single thing on the planet, with the technology to perform this they can't understand limitations or self-restraint.


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But the latest attack, which of course seems to fall only on deaf ears absolutely giddy with delight that this Nazi mafia cartel is supporting the interests of the worst bigot Nazis since the Nazis--which I know understand was fully funded and supported by these factions of the United States. The mutual support system continues to this very day, but disguised and veiled under various pretenses of solidarity against fascist overtake.


However, I need this attack to be stopped as it is more BLOOD POISONING and TOXIC MURDER ATTEMPT. I am not questioning the slightest that these substances are laboratory created and intended to be non-permeable and unwashable. Nothing gets this stink out, or if after hours of soaking, the smell remains but then resumes if it gets hot and odors expand and it's absolutely vile and disgusting. My body now stinks from this, and I just bought another pair of shoes--I can't find shoes that aren't rubber for household situations--I go outside, I am ALWAYS cleaning up stinking substances and my property is so rancid from these sprays I spend HOURS every day, almost every single day at LEAST ONE HOUR CLEANING THE STINKING SPRAYS ON MY BLANKETS, CLOTHING, BOOKS, FURNITURE, MY CLOSETS STINK HORRIFICALLY WHEN i OPEN THE DOORS i ONLY CLEAN UP THEIR STINK NON-STOP EVERY SINGLE DAY. I am paralyzed in partial by their drugging/poisoning and spending what tiny amount of energy I could be using for something else to clean and clean. I am still inundated with toxic substances despite now years of handwashing their stinking clothing every day there is more and more.


All of this fully endorsed by ALL people put into position at "top levels" of society, and supported by MILLIONS of civilians who all claim they want "freedom" but Freedom to rape, torture and murder it appears while they pose as religious pundits (Satanic or anti-Christain in some cases, but that is still a "religion" or pseudo-religious alliance if Satanic it's just the same coin as Christian sometimes they get confused or are rebelling)


I have also predicted that I will get defense against this but how long it will take--it appears that years and years may go by before this hate system is ever exposed much less stopped by "responsible" leadership. 


If Barrett is put into the Supreme Court it will not only mean the destruction of health care in the US for (what did Harris say, millions of people left uninsured during a pandemic)? But this hate system which ultimately is a fascist, Nazi and mafia-driven conspiracy (not a theory, a conspiracy meaning a CRIME COMMITTED INTENTIONALLY BY A GROUP) TO destroy opposition to incompetent mediocrity that is allying with Europ-a fascist Nazi/mafia infiltrators. That is a conspiracy theory which I know to be true because I have been personally exposed to it for years while being teleported to "famous" "top" people in media and in politics, but however because I cannot provide evidence this just appears as a "drugged" up hysterical hate rant here for you to read and scoff at (maybe a few of you reading this understand how badly I am being affected by drugging and torture and hacking blocks and mind control aimed into my brain while all friendly support is absolutely taken away or vacant. 


Maybe soon, if Harris is put into VP position, maybe there will be a positive change for people in my situation but until then, I urge people to not allow this group of Nazi fascists and their mafia murder organization to continue to inflict non-stop hate upon me or anyone else. I can state emphatically that the mafia is driving much and they are the backbone to the Nazis. This cartel has taken over far too much of America and for far too long. When these puppets refer to the Constitution and how they are following it and plan on only defining their decisions on that legal precedent, I already know that as much violation of the principles and laws will be bypassed for cronyism and a skewed bigoted undermining of law and any real principle of freedom and equality that could ever have been achieved they will undermine and death squads will roam without limit if this group continues to gain your silence or support. Most of you support this of course, you laugh at my posts and your obey and attack me most viciously and are so glad about this. I suggest that when you lose your mortgage, your cousin or friend dies from lack of health care, if your neighborhood becomes a flaming disaster, if your country goes into bankrupt state, if you are poisoned and drugged but don't know it---this could all happen because you are allowing hate groups which you belong to to flourish instead of following some constitutional guidelines. You want, as Barrett expressed, the quick and easy solution of relying on a court to back up your legislative wants. I'm sure as a slippery liar she will absolutely back up the most slippery and slick legislation to bypass any legislative debate whenever possible, for this agenda of mafia/Nazi takeover of the United States--which has already occurred they are just trying to close off the loopholes as quickly as possible to entrench more into the death genocide politico-media structure that already exists and has been in full operation for decades. 


As for me, being a state-sponsored terror and torture rape and dismemberment and abuse target, I urge people to not allow more of these people to be promoted by attacking me. STOP THIS SITUATION AGAINST ME DO IT IMMEDIATELY. 

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Hackers rewrote some of my post above. They altered grammatical tense in the middle of sentences, and deleted parts of sentences. I always re-read my posts I wrote correctly whilst typing, but I re-read in the published mode (which you hackers are reading). The finished result of my writing, made dislocated in grammar and tense and meaning by hackers, I am not going to rewrite and spend more time fighting hackers. It is hard enough fighting to pound down on keys which don't print out letters much of the time, the space bar won't work or inserts spaces while I write words, etc etc etc non-stop. I know many of you truly enjoy watching this go on and on at me, for years and years I write and black nazis, jewish nazis, the obvious blonde nazis, the rest of the nazi and mafia teams are reading this LAUGHING thoroughly titillated that NO ONE helps me no one stops this only the US President, former President(s), Senators who claim they are "progressive", "progressive" media actors who make endless diatribes against the "conservatives" but are being paid BY THEM to present a false oppositional narrative. On and on they attack me to gain more promotions handed by the most fascist genocidal Americans who are lovingly friends with the most concealed of fascist Europ-a Nazis and mafia. I see this every day I have had to experience it every day. Every day I am ignored, silenced but attacked which means not ignored but my pleas for someone to intervene have been met with only silence. I try to obtain other targeted victim's contacts and all attempts are thwarted by this system which has also taken control over the internet, to such a full and alarming degree. 


Thus I remain writing about this ad nauseum. Drugged up very badly, and now much rewritten to appear like ghetto slang untrained unlearned bad English--(written by some foreigner here in this building which is a collection of the minority brown-skinned minions doing filthy and disgusting acts towards me at behest of the white supremacists--being paid and supported by both the Demorepugnants and the Repugnacants of America. Which is represented by the false dialectic of H-wood and the mainstream population. As for the alternative subcultures, well, they appear to be as fallacious in this respect of state-sponsored terrorism and not speaking out against it in any form, or getting involved, or making it known, or helping the targets to obtain evidence.


I write and continue because the stress is simply too great. I remain paralyzed which means I cannot exercise to release stress. I remain alone and isolated which means I have nothing to assuage the stress of seeing my body completely scarred up, bloated so it's disgusting, fighting literally day after day to stop mechanical arms from destroying my body which is already very badly and permanently damaged. My life is spent doing this and fighting to not inhale stinking toxic sprays. Asking people for help for now years and I only have to dismally see how the "activist" H-wood celebrities are absolutely prostituted k-rap operators absolutely drooling over million dollar contracts and behaving like sick and disgusting torture chamber rapist genocidal haters. All of them use racist rhetoric aimed at me but endlessly scream about how they are fighting racism. I never ascribed myself as a victim of racism as they ALL do in their k-rap productions. It is amazingly sick and disgusting. Like the sprays they order on my clothing and body and inserted into my ears, my all all orifices of my body--raped and disfigured and still I can't wear my balding and damaged disgusting hair down--still asking people to stop torture and still waiting for years and years. Unable to go to any police, everyone I have ever known or been around has participated in one way or another, I have absolutely no one to turn to. I tried to get away from this pile of haters and tried to contact Prince in Minneapolis, and he was murdered two weeks later. I believe that this group, under the influence of this Miami Italian black-hearted sleazy bigoted creep who has been awarded venue after venue since obtaining this contract out on me in 2009 when I phoned him one single time asking for help--I believe he ordered the death of Prince, or this group did, only to obtain this contract out on me, to force an unwanted baby for some nefarious purpose when all I do is scream at each revolting rapist that they are disgusting and I tell them no for years. All fully funded and supported by The Clintons, by Trump, by the US Government, by mafia-dominated Pelosi--by the A-list celebs of H-wood. On and on, enforced by waves of "black and brown" ant-racist civilians who fully partake in these contracts and can be heard screaming against racism, just like the K-rap celebrities you all cheer on.


I remain literally fighting for my life once more asking this planet to stop this violence against me which has gone on unabated for years and years and years. Violating all law all human rights all crimes of torture have been inflicted upon me with full consent of the US leadership at all levels. I so hope there will be a change. If Barrett is endorsed this will be a huge step backward--a leap against humanity and the lynching bigots will have one more cemented hold upon the "right" to murder people they don't like without legal barrier or repercussion. I experience this right now every single day with YOUR CONSENT when you never do a single thing to stop this against me.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.