Thursday, October 1, 2020

First, a modern comparison between Roman Emperor Tiberius Claudius and our current would-be leader and his opponent, which generated this attack upon me by scumlord or maybe it was also partially due to the orders or protectors in this teleportation intellectual property theft attack upon me by white fascist male with his sexually abusive "brown" Turkish media partner "Progressive" who are also attacking me along with T-rump. Promoted of course and unfortunately for anyone in America or the world wanting real change, not fake change. Next morning after the "landlord" terrorist attack, re-reading my "traumatized" enraged reaction written afterwards yesterday, and seeing many words omitted from the post yesterday to obscure meaning used as a discrediting tactic.

THIS IS VERY RELEVANT TO OUR MODERN SITUATION AND RELEVANT IN HISTORICAL CORRELATION. The seemingly corresponding traits of Caligula and Claudius are amazingly similar to the dueling Americans whose debate was of a more "civilized  tone. The covert torture system the incumbent and his Democrat successors have used against me for  their ugly purposes--I can only hope in a dim sort of nebulous waiting phase to see if the "new" leaders will emerge as anything finally outstanding against this ancient ROMAN example of fascist leadership disguised as "Republic" and now mob-controlled but fascist mind programmed by media mob rule thugs voting in every celebrity into office they possible can. 


 


The hackers also rewrite my sentences as I write them. I also notice that my brain operates, under this "remote" brain-altering tech influence, in a sort of partial coherent state in terms of writing using correct sentence structure, like my brain can't think in terms of grammatical cohesion. Parts of sentence structure are likewise being "blocked" or "deleted" from my brain. I don't know exactly whether the tech is AI programmed or whether an individual is "hacking" into my inaudible thought processes and inserting and deleting structure while I am constructing, within the silent thought-process before typing. I would suspect that this attack is nano-computer/brain interface-driven. I cannot begin to emphasize how disconcerting this all is, and how badly it affects ability to type or write, plus the keyboard endlessly blocked so typing is more like an impossible fight than some ability to manually get anything out. Because my every electronic system is hacked and blocked, if I were to try to use some "Cortana" verbal-based system, that too would be hacked with almost the same result of misspelled and wrongly written sentences. It takes me so long to type even a paragraph out (while I really type at more than 75 words per minute and think extremely quickly and well, which has been made impossible all these many years that utterly blank and hate-filled idiot mediocre crap actors are being paid to monitor and steal my ideas, and I suspect they are too stupid and blank to do even that but the "art" dealer apes who created this system to steal ideas and concepts are doing it for them. As their companion parallel universe partnership with politics and brainwashing:  and now while I watch the political debate tirades between the candidates, along with the Progressives who plaster my YouTube channel with their enticing captions (which do not reflect on the material that they hack and paste onto my YouTube page, even the captions are often lies but because this group knows so much about me, they know what will draw me in and click on their absolutely misleading content (demonstrating their advertising mentality as well). They are absolute minions of the ultra-fascist "Right" posing as "liberals" and "Progressives" and while they are not handed the keys to the inner multi-million dollar cornucopia for mediocrity that the other hatemongering bigot rapists in H-wood partake in, they are waiting in the wings and attacking me using the exact same protocols as their "Nazi" counterparts. They are paid and allowed to make YouTube videos but want their own tv shows, or have a tv show as an aftermath of the Clinton-Obama era facade of alternative talk show and interview and politico-humor presentations (i.e. Bill Blather, who also stole at least one idea from my Facebook posts and put the exact words I  wrote on a "joke" tirade against his (covert) employer, T-rump, when I wrote about the tower being a black penis symbol and made jokes about this and his daughter on my Facebook page, all were exactly copied by Bill blathering to the audience which "roared with laughter" but after stealing ideas from me,  he kept reading my desperate, begging for help posts and watching me fight for my life against rape and attempted murder and non-stop torture while he kept on laughing and stealing my ideas and going off being celebrated for his funny clips and lines and of course being continuously touted as "liberal". Now the fakes are "Progressive" and "liberal" has lost any meaning in this openly fascist era where the same old same old old old are still controlling the Democratic Party, same old rotten crooked liars who were in charge of foreign policy while I was being tortured are now still vying for control over the Democratic Party while "Sleepy Joe" is supposedly nearly toppling over in a sleepy drowsy state--as they exploit and perhaps they also have microchipped him, are drugging him, and using him as their front-puppet for the continuation of their nefarious hate organizations posing as "liberal" with "Progressives" waiting in the wings to become the next fasco-"liberal" pundits on the media circuit circus clown parade. Paid in millions and billions of dollars for doing so by these Parties. All tending towards absolute fascist Totalitarianism and all leaning year-after-year in that death and destruction of "Democracy" and "America" which many Americans fully endorse. Of course I refer to rotten, corrupt Clinton(s) both of them, and also to Obama and his wife, and then the "Republicans" who are their controllers and "friends" in H-wood and in Washington, D.C. I am only privy to the teleportation experience which is  a nebulous perspective into their inner circles. I cannot "see" while in this state (probably that has been induced by their technology so my vision is so blurred I cannot see the huge groups of the real "power" behind the pig apes attacking me, so I cannot identify who these individuals are, how many of them there are, what technology they are using while I am being "experimentally" raped, attacked and tortured. I only see the representatives that have become "household" celebrity and politico-celebrity icons (of a false reality tv show circuit). The politicians absolutely rely on media endorsement and celebrity participation in both advocating and for  opposing them; but ALL is controlled and carefully crafted to appear as a viable debate oppositional system that is a "healthy" form of "Democracy"--which now is clearly "mob rule" of the gun-toting criminals calling themselves "militia" who are ready and waiting to go out and shoot and kill and run protestors over with cars and also pose as "Anti-fa" so they can bring to fruition countermeasures of drastic militarized response which will become "the new normal" in the streets where the more highly-funded police state will continue to kill people, not just black any longer, in the streets.

------------

I was going to write about this greasebag landlord situation yesterday: I was absolutely blasted with mind control tech while he was yelling, repeating the same stupid lies. I could not begin to say the defensive words or use any tactic to defend myself I thought of which were immediately blanked out. . For all these nearly three  years I have been forced to fight for my life here in this slum-lord made filthy condominium--where 90% of all the apartments are vacant, the entire hillside where this condo lies has four other huge, completely emptied-out buildings (the terrorist teams make sure to leave clothing hanging off racks on the patios as if people live there. Windows are broken and remain broken for the years I have lived here). Surrounded completely on all sides, top and bottom by creeple terrorists attacking me in every possible way, murdering me very slowly to appear as some "natural" disease-ridden situation with fungus and mold and toxins also put into my food (they open my refrigerator while I am sleeping and replace my food with tainted, spoiled and poisoned food). I have tried to not open my front door when he knocks and demands I open. He begins to break down the door and tells me that he will break the door down if I do open immediately. He threatens to call the police (for their lying accusations that I am creating mud and water to pour down on the clothing hanging to dry on the patio below mine. Every day I water the plants which hang off the railing of  the bottom of the balcony and the only dirt that appears is after I walk away and return and the pig apes from the room above use mechanical arms to dump mud and dirt, leaves and debris and clutter on my patio after I have just watered and cleaned it. Every morning there is new clutter and dirt on my patio which I have to clean. Yesterday I tried to write that I spend HOURS, literally almost all my very weak energy in fighting to not inhale fungus and mold because I must seal the one open door shut and lock it with two interior lock systems tied around the handles of the sliding door, plus balance something with a tiny bead on top just to ascertain whether the terrorists have broken into my room through that one, huge encroachment portal. But, that is just the background of this terrorist activity which this filthy creep has attacked me for years and threats of calling the police, eviction and etc while there is absolutely no problem in actuality and I have ZERO SUPPORT NO SUPPORT no defense. I have no LEGAL DEFENSE whatsoever. The terrorists have defunded ME and left me in a very fragile state economically and also legally here in Thailand. However, in America the situation is almost no better, when I deal with the endless circle of terrorist landlords who all operate within this terror "Illuminati" "Freemason" bigot Nazi fascist society that has taken over, literally, real estate, the ENTIRE MEDIA (including THE INTERNET entertainment and especially in POLITICAL CONTENT). As my blog, my posts and all I do are blocked from universal viewing--my blog has generated ZERO "donations" and no commentary and yet I am immediately teleported or tortured for writing anything negative about these scumbag leaders, politicians, and their rotten celebrity assinine entertrainers of programming and mind control mental filth and stupidity. 


---this is an editing insert. As I read my post from yesterday, I noticed that the hackers had deleted part of a sentence referring to a letter. The sentences had been rewritten and partially deleted by hacker terrorists. I had tried to write that the scumlord knocked on my door stating that he had a letter for me I have written to him through the Thai post, officially requesting that he send me a letter notifying me that he will come to my studio with some 24 hours advance. He came to my door while I was naked, with stuff in my hair about to take a shower at nighttime to attack me. As I wrote below, if I tell him to go away he begins to pound on the door and he tries to open the locks and if I don't let him in after that point he begins to kick the door down and then threatens me with eviction. Yelling of course the entire time. All of these behaviors have been previously trained into him, all is recorded and used as an entertainment spectacle by the filth creeps who are creating these slow murder situation and theft of my ideas and all the rest I have not stopped writing about for over 8 or 10 years on Facebook and now on this blocked and hacked blog so no one ever comments or responds to what I write but I am certainly attacked by the scum who are monitoring my every thought to try to force "silent" approval of them raping, stealing my ideas and then stealing all financial opportunity to defend myself in any way. Always, year after year sposored by Clinton and Trump and their allies, Europigape fascist Nazis and the rest of their international crowd funding partners. But,..going off into tangents once more. He appeared at the door with a letter filled with insults and hate and lies, which I did not read but they use my lawful request to send a letter of notice of landlord inspection or commentary by using this as a form of insult and attack. All of this was partially deleted yesterday. Today, under influence and probably the food I just imbibed was drugged so I am going off into tangents while writing this. All the tangents are then used by unscrupulous scumbags to use for their ranting video, tv show, and movie presentations while they continue to sneer at me in hate. All are completely programmed to "hate" me and with all the programming, they hold onto this concept of hate towards me, as if I really am one of their greatest enemies.

--------------- It has taken me over one hour to pound down every single letter on this keyboard. When I first got on this morning the keys were very easy to press. Now every single letter is a fight and exertion with all hand strength to get out.

While this landlord scumlord was attacking me, I began to feel that usual "floating" sensation of my brain being partially blocked by the tech--as I internally began to formulate words to defend myself, immediately the thoughts vanished and what came out were words that are not mine, but instead what came out were words of laughter, happy and silly and joking.  I made a joke and this nasty man attacking me laughed, but it was an ugly hissing hate-driven laugh. If my brain weren't blanked out by the tech, I would have told him to leave immediately after the 30 minutes of him yelling and berating my watering of plants equating to being a very "bad" person, very rude towards neighbors, making problems, (I should be writing these sentences in quotes as these are direct quotes). I stopped really listening, like some adolescent stuck in a very abusive domestic terrorist home, or what they artificially create is a domestic violence situation. I can't describe how eagerly the women and men who rent out these homes participate in creating this atmosphere and the black smiling looks (no offense using the term "black" but their pupils enlarge and their eyes turn "black" so please do not consider this a subconscious racist analogy meaning black is "bad" and "evil"). 

While in this drug-tech interface twisted state of laughing while the landlord is threatening me, yelling loudly so the pig ape Europigapes and their ilk (the "American" associates who revere these Europigapes and want to create the fascist, Nazi system where people "like me" can never disprove the LIE that bigot Nazi creeple are "superior"--but, fighting to get this out---typing and pounding down fighting to type and my brain is going off into various tangents---


In the past, as this pig ape creep scumlord lied  and kept yelling outside so the Europigapes could record this barrage of hate, yelling fascist Nazi oppression for  cameras, making videos of it to send to the rapist stupid pigs you reading this keep adulating and putting into power--who smirk and gloat because in my private blog that they are blocking, having their stupid white male and their adjoining filthy vile pig ape black minions steal, non-stop for over a decade now, non-stop theft of ideas I can barely pound out on blocked, hacked  keyboards, stolen and then repeated and hacked into my every media search or anything I do they insert their stolen concepts back prominently at me

yelling at me, under orders, this stinking and filthy scumlord terrorist organization "landlord" has, when I begin to tell him he is lying, he begins to pick up objects and throw them, breaking them, on the floor. He begins threatening me physically by moving closer to me glaring with violent threat as he is breaking objects in my home.


Right now, as I type, because I clicked on the underline function, after unclicking it I have had to click on it 8 times to get this function to be stopped. The hacking of course is making all attempts to get anything done impossible. Yesterday as I was downloading drivers, to try to self-correct this attack on the cooling system on my laptop, which began as response, I believe, to a post I wrote with videos on Facebook during the debacular debates (intentional misspelling of debacle, I like to create my own words sometimes in this very rare instance debacular is my own word). I am pasting the video here with the explanation I wrote on Facebook, which immediately afterwards (meaning not much later in the day) this attack on my laptop commenced. I also was writing about the next generation of fake "alternative" fascist "Progressives" who, unlike Bill Maher during the "cool and hip" Obama admin, is now like a mini-puppet "conservative"-groomed white male, with the same slicked-back hairstyle as the Trump boys and their ilk wear, appearing like an "alternative" to the fascist originators and center of his focus in these YouTube tirades against T-rump. He had stolen vocabulary that I had just written (and of course, claiming that some creep on a political YouTube channel who is blathery enough to vent and spout political commentary filled with insults and hate aimed at his much-sought after leadership role as the fake opposition, by participating in this crime against me, as "they" all have done all these years (the gamut of these celebrities and now politicians)--and writing this is supposed to make me sound "delusional". Included in the white pig male's attack upon me was the "Turkish" variety of "American" who, like the black "intellectual" Ivy-league trained talking puppet Progressive attacked me sexually when I was teleported to his delighted face huge glowing smiles as he was creepily disgusting in front of me--put afterwards and beforehand as well, as lead commentator in many televised discussions, "representing" the inarticulate black masses and the "Progressives" who are screaming for "change" and these creeple have been cherry-picked to lead the fake "revolution" which is DOOMED DOOMED TO FAIL and turn into another bloodbath fascist society with slavery, surveillance, and ..oh, that is the "society" as it exists but undocumented, only a few "whistleblowers" like Snowden who cozily reposed in RUSSIA (???: WTF?) to get protected by one of the worst surveillance and Totalitarian Oligarch societies on the planet as protection against the "Democracy" of the US? WTF, indeed.  Only a handful of white males are "allowed" to expose terror and surveillance operations, the rest, like me, are silenced by the Clinton terrorist apparatus and their successor Obama team and their collective predecessors who installed such a system in the first place, who hold grasping onto power from behind all the veils of silent structure to control and continue their nefarious plans of dismantling the "Democracy" that probably has never existed for non-white male operated peoples who are screaming for salvation and these whore fakes are on the media to assuage their fears and allay their activities into safe and humorous confined ineptitude helplessness.

--------------------


-----------


I got really lost in tangents, confounded by the tech aimed into my brain as it always is while I write: this surge of attack by the scumlord came "because" I responded to the next white fascist "Progressive" attacking me, who is most anxious to get up in the fascist system ladder in the media circus. But probably it has more to do with Tyrannasaurus-rump whose debacular debate fiasco spectacular tirade prompted me to think of a very most excellent English production (made IN THE 70'S OR 80'S), very excellent series called:

I CLAUDIUS

The Julio-Claudian line of Emperors (aka caesars) and their soap opera drama succession of internal murders, intrigues reads much more thrillingly than our Americanized version. However, the comparison of the very deadly Caligula and his uncle Claudius, the Roman Senate's assassination and overtake intrigues, and if only there had been an H-wood scene back then, the movies made about the murders of Emperor family members by wives, mothers and their Pretorian Guards would have created movie plots for decades. Just like the Nazis now, the memory of fascist is alive and well and thriving due to the H-wood endless movie cycles about defeating Nazis, while Nazism grows every year like an exponential movement, like an inverse relationship that was completely programmed to create this very reverse psychology response from the public.

--------------

However, this English adaptation to the novel by the same name has enough intelligence and wisdom to not, in my opinion, covertly advocate for murderous fascist regimes in the Roman 1st Century style. 

========


This is what I posted on Facebook during the debates between the competing sides of the unified one-party system becoming a Totalitarian fascist surveillance genocidal hate state:


based on the I Claudius clip I will paste here along with my former commentary, which I believe has generated this new vicious attack by the scumlord, under orders of course, and told exactly what to say, probably while he was attacking me, while my brain was blanked and I could  not utter words, could not think, as I appeared happy, giddy, making jokes, not kicking him out asap, but talking, not able to formulate the interior actions necessary to not smile or laugh or keep discussing my private matters with him--ie. my laptop which is now scratched up the screen has huge scratch marks, he personally advises his team on destroying all of my property. It's all so disgusting and this, THIS is what these people both on the "left" and the "right" fully advocate, defend, think is wonderful, and of course one "society" is completely nullified of all real opposition, they plan, as they are doing now, to FULLY MONOPOLIZE all media content and not just censor. The opponents will be slowly killed in their own homes by landlords as this system, which remains a top-secret organized death squad created by the governments of the planet to protect the interests of their wealthy patrons, who used to be called Patricians in the old Roman dynasties. Of course, writing about things like Patricians and the old Roman Senate/versus Emperor stand-offs is going to be stolen, perhaps verbatim, and used by fascist neo-Nazi white males with their sexually abusive  (towards me in teleportation) "brown" and "black" minority minions established and even welcomed with large smiles by the ultra conservatives on Fox News, who are participating as the "representatives" in the media for these "melanonin" peoples:


---------

This is what I wrote on FB

As for a "stuttering fool", I love this example of the Roman Emperor Tiberius, who survived the assassination of his infamously corrupt orgy murdering relative CALIGULA.

Stuttering but when he ascended the throne, he carried the Republic to an excellent, sane working government and society. He redressed the political and socioeconomic wrongs that his playboy, verbally glib predecessors had created.

If a person "stutters" they are not incapable. History has proven this:








No comments:

Post a Comment

Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.