Sunday, October 25, 2020

After sleeping from exhaustion due to the technological attack on me while I was writing the last post earlier today, I re-read the first 1/6th of the last post about the Black teleporting racists using me to obtain more contracts from their racist, bigot promoters and controllers (aka "handlers" as they are brainwashed undoubtedly to my opinion of how these operations work). They of course do not care if they are programmed, drugged or controlled whatsoever, as long as they remain being paid in millions to promote a false fantasy of the "fight for justice and equality" (only for black people it seems). I got through the first few paragraphs, which had been rewritten with much deleted, seemed okay as far as coherency goes, but much that had been absolutely reconstructed was later deleted by hackers after my third revision and after that I gave up trying to write. When I got off my head was reeling in dizziness due to the tech attack on my brain and nervous system while writing. It made me so ill that I had to sleep for another 5 hours afterwards (during the day, as the tasks that have mounted up because I am always cleaning their stinking toxic sprays, I can't actually clean my home or do any single other thing because I am so weak from poisoning all I can do every day is clean up their toxic sprays on everything, as I did today as a repeat from years from this going on and on)..

 Writing anything under this MK ULTRA/microchipped/remote tech affectation of my brainwaves is akin to fighting to pound down on a broken and stiff keyboard while being spun around and drinking some kind of intoxicant but sick and weary from detoxifying from poisoning while under non-stop attack for years so my nervous system and brain and body are under such severe strain my body is endlessly using all energy to remain in one solid state.


And then seeing that much of what I had struggled so much to express had just been deleted. The hackers removed the broken sentences and much of the hacked misspellings, so when I wrote endlessly that the hackers were making a chaotic mess of my writing, there appear almost no or few mistakes and the sentences and paragraphs are somewhat readable. The extent that hackers had altered meaning and created confusion was deleted as were most of the ideas that I had fought to express. What the hackers left were thoughts on the torture and violence operations, which is really nothing new to anyone reading my posts or participating in these attacks. The philosophical ideas I wrote of are of course deleted and then stolen by these fakes posturing as activists and anti-racist promoters. The circular attack systematic hate I experience, literally it is another person attacking me every day now as the election looms they increase their attacks. Perhaps that signals that if Biden wins, they might not have access any longer to this tech or attacking me, perhaps they fear this and have increased their attacks. However, wishful thinking on my part as administration after administration have handed out these technologies to these same people (they use the rotation now which has been ongoing with the same celebrities for YEARS the same people, but as I view clips on YouTube about the election and politics, now political commentarists are attacking me and stealing concepts and then viciously threatening and having me attacked by their thug hate fascist groups in my local vicinity, in this global network of hate they all participate in but claim they are opposing one another politically.)

The circus I have tried to elaborate upon has been deleted, and only the details of the hate operation remain in my last post. Perhaps at the last few paragraphs my ideas were left in shoddy remains, hacked and rewritten with parts deleted. 

I really have to wonder about Biden, if he wins and the increase in the hate attacks by these nefarious fakes who are "representing" the black cause. It seems that almost every tv show now has blacks during the slave era or is about black activism or black situations. I am truly sick of these actors and their movies, because I have been so exposed to many of them for so long (at the top levels) and I find only lying abusers and parasites expressing Nazi holocaust sentiments towards me so the Nazis out of Europ-aland will promote them. The politicians appear no better and that is an even worse-case scenario for the deterioration of the integrity of the United States.


I want to add this, as hours later, after sleeping due to the utter exhaustion from the endless multi-layered pronged attack system upon me, with absolutely no support or help from anybody that is visible to me, and all loving and kind animals stolen and killed so I have absolutely nothing but hate surrounding me. All birds have literally been shot and killed so no birds even fly near my hilside outside my window, which is now covered with weeds and litter strewn around the hillside, brown and dying plants and all beautiful flowers have been exploded by a dynamite blast the terrorist group created one month after I moved into this place which had white flowers and birds covering the hillside it was spectacular.


I just want these ugly and sinister sick people off me, the entire group of them, not just the celebrities or their minions. I can't imagine that every single person on the planet who is against this system has been exterminated yet--I do believe this is "their" plan. The rest are silenced and unable to express their opposition for various reasons. One reason is due to excessive mind control technology. Another reason is political threat and societal stalking and financial ruin if opposing this system. The reasons are lengthy and the situation remains as silently quelled. This is no conspiracy theory whatsoever. Only "conspiracy theorist" mostly white males promoting anti-government rhetoric are "allowed" to crank out any media representation of how this system operates. Their promotional lectures and videos are thus promotional for this organization in scheme, as always with all these fakes, put out ostensibly as informative and in a kind of shocked informational advertisement, but really underlying a recruitment scheme into this activity and to gather more participants into this group. They over-emphasize the torture and misery and hate that this group inflicts upon the targets. They never detail the essentials for defense or fighting back. The same system of dissemination of false dialectic applies to the white "conspiracy theorists" as the "black anti-racist" haters who have dominated the media for decades with their stuff. Some of them have stolen ideas from my posts on Facebook (two in particular, both of whom have gone on to Academy Awards during this 7-year stretch of endless concentric circles of these celebrities all participating together, with Europigape Nazi actors and their American counterparts, the famous directors, producers, and a host of aging celebrities who want to hold on to power and then obtain lead studio and production companies so their monopolies are akin to the Supreme Court life-long nominations for power in this multi-layered media-politico system of control, dissemination of endless false dialectic and rhetoric, control and propaganda machine for a technocratic, fascist institutionalized global system.


No comments:

Post a Comment

Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.