Thursday, October 15, 2020

Finding solace in the gentle fantasy of living within nature's laws. No concern for Nature's deadly jaws in this dream of real human bonding to nature. Mother nature is being raped and murdered by It's offspring, mainly the male-driven dominated unnatural bastards, who are relying on mind control technology and other technology to reestablish their hateful unnatural bastard control over the planet and it's resources. Rapists forcing domestic violence situations upon me because they can't get away with it in public against their nasty wives any longer, especially if they are "famous": sick and unnatural twisted porn life-f*cks of the planet. All funded by other violent rapist abuser men (of all races and creeds including the female enablers who partner with them) in order to form a more perfect union of unnatural conquest of the planet and it's prize using unnatural life-f*ck means. Unconcerned if their modus means to cheat life of it's bounty and mother nature replacing it with penis-driven male patriarchy (not to use feminist slogans but....). When #Me Too! Nazi feminists can finally actually not support rape culture when it comes to non-Nazi women, then they will also care about nature and Love. When men can do this, the world will rejuvenate and replace this hate and death penis-driven culture dominated by technology. Beware these males driving endless "Progress" who are murdering life and the soul of Nature and the Planet (which they may blow up with their penis-weapons).

 Wilderness survival appears to be so much gentler than the modern dystopian global meltdown of technocratic tyranny. 


Copied and pasted from my Facebook page, which I write on when I begin to assume I am only going to write posts that are entertaining but not specifically related to "mind control", programming or technology. However, it seems that all roads lead to this tyranny and thus, I am copying and pasting from Facebook once more.


What does the human condition mean when the technocratic safety net is not holding up a fraying net underneath the crumbling but slime-coated support base?

Interpersonal relationships when tested in the dearth vapors of a much heartier struggle for survival. Such a fantasy landscape of "real" relationships and lifestyle. However, when reading The Bible in the Old Testament, it appears that Sodom and Gomorrah perhaps had civilized technology perhaps it was a bubble in a time frame created by a superior technological alien race that wanted to experiment on the bipeds? Perhaps technology has always driven the fatalistic human race? Nature has been left as something to resort to when the fraying bonds of unnatural life become too much for so many lost souls searching for peace and rejuvenation.

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*From my posts today:


"How to make a fire by rubbing sticks"--real man demonstrates basic ancient technique and gives advice on how to identify a real man...(him, of course he proposes)




All those cold-hearted technocratic and technology-based men with their porn movies and magazines and photo shoots and posturing "hot" sphincter muscle objects of perpetual fantasy and hate-driven violence bubbling under the cold surface.


Real man instruction on Not just how to build a fire, but extra-added advice on how to find a real hot, spicy male provider...

Tips for tricks on how to recognize the scent of flaming hot sticks


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"How to husk a coconut using your teeth" --real natural man demonstrates real technique that the unreal men have also stolen from me (as they are destroying my teeth in addition to other necessary parts of my body using these mechanical arms, and their creep organization, every day with this unreal subhuman technology for weak, unnatural bastards so they can abuse women because they are weak and not real men connected to any nature whatsoever):



 I might require the protective services of this super scented real man male because the boys have cut part of my gums out through their creep organization---(Real men don't have to order things like this to prove they are "strong" men). This Samoan male also has a healthy sense of humor and in addition to being a strong specimen of malehood, is not a cheap hood using violence against women to prove he is a "strong" man. Disassociated from nature that our current "civilized" malnourished males are...

 ...with their unreal feminist womenfolk laughing when their husbands and fathers rape and torture and disfigure and dismember; in fact they order some of the more nasty disfigurations and are so excited about it. Everything is done for them, hope they get burned because they don't know how to build a fire and can't sustain a lasting flame unless they pour gasoline on a raging fire which burns all around it to a burn funeral pyre.



What a real woman wants, in touch with NATURE: "I fall in love before I fall into bed". Hey, do you hear that, do you get it jerk-off porno scum scrubs---?

Unnatural bastards. Sleazy subhumans using technology to de-evolve even lower to new low standards of humanity.

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Real man making real cowboy coffee with his real wife who he claims is his real love constant companion making the video.


Real man and woman together in peace, harmony living in real nature and happy about it. Not all are thrilled with having to live it rough in nature. When given the choice between that and fighting it out in a concrete jungle, they find bliss in having to go outdoor to P***.



Part of this post was inspired by waking up from sickness due to detox, a nap most of the afternoon from near paralysis from ancient poisons eeeking out into my bloodstream every day. Although I have spent YEARS fighting to stop mechanical arms from breaking into my microstudio, today once more, no evidence of break-in except for STINKING FOUL SUBSTANCES sprayed into my glasses case, with the little cloth so rancid it made glasses stink. The other pair of reading glasses I just opened that were "new", two days ago, are already blurred due to substances sprayed on the cheap plastic glasses. I never needed reading glasses in the first place but when the technology was increased into my brain--i.e. false tinnitus, endless buzzing that accompanies "mind control" technology (websites confirm this)--within one month in 2011 the endless hissing in my inner ear began and my vision became so blurry I could not read any longer without the use of glasses. Never necessary the month before the increase in "mind control" attacks began, when I was in grad school just one month prior to this newer attack, I was reading every day for hours without need of glasses.



But to continue, waking up to my skin having been marred, the insertions under fingernails continuing my fingers are continuously bloodied and swollen and the fingernails are black with the nails not growing any longer--and my toenails have all been curled due to poisoning and breaking the toes and etc

my hands are gnarly from chemicals smeared on my skin and perpetual cleaning with all rubber gloves pierced so water and chemicals are always on my skin, as all I do most of the day is fight to either heal from poisoning or I clean non-stop all that the terrorist creeps spray into this room, via the mechanical arms, but a huge amount sprayed into literally every single thing every time I leave this room to buy food. I must seal off all fresh air at night to alleviate breathing in toxic chemicals because I have to hermetically seal the room and close the patio door because of mechanical arms coming from the outside--which reach in if I leave the patio door open during the day to spray rotten stinking fluids on clothing I have just washed, ripping threads, etc


Writing in exasperation because I must use technology to try to reach unreal people reading this, who steal my ideas obtained from REAL thought processes and REAL study and work and effort on my part. The hackers, as I see from re-reading this, have begun deleting and rewriting but I will not correct what has been made (in this case) slightly badly written. The hacking has prevented me from highlighting, I find myself clicking on one space with the cursor repeatedly as the function is blocked. Often like this until it turns my more placid thought-processes into a more enraged state, because this is then a "back door" portal into inserting the mind control de-evolution of my thoughts, emotions and all spiraling into a negative state, whereby the subliminal insertions of hate and nasty verbal outpouring are "forced" through the technological onslaught into my brain. This is how the brain is hijacked and how "mind control" operates. Thus I am continuously besieged by enraging situations plus my brain is under attack so it's really impossible to remain calm, as these attacks are usually in the form of near-death experiences while driving or finding poisons and stinking food poisoned or my home poisoned or my body mutilated--EVERY SINGLE DAY WITHOUT FAIL and then I write and my ideas are then stolen by inhuman perverts who are famous for s**t.


the men and their "feminist" #me too! women using this technology to torture, maim and instruct their creep crews appear to have zero humanity and subhuman connection to the natural world and to other human beings. The rest is pretense and posturing on their part if out in public and not baring their rotten grimacing menacing malevolence cold-packed into their technologically-driven avenues for "success" while the planet they are "controlling" is dying from global warming. Even when they "protest" this they still represent and support the consumer society which is fully dependent on artificiality and lies and death culture to continue feeding the greed of these goons who rely on technology even when they are "protesting" in front of technolical tools like cameras their stance on protecting the "environment".


Unnatural bastards equals Motherless infantile life-f*cks usurping control over Nature and thus destroying life, love and the planet.


BEGIN (FOR ONCE) TO FIGHT AND STOP THESE "MIND CONTROL" TECHNOLOGIES FROM BEING FREELY HANDED OUT TO INCOMPETENT LIFE-F*CKERS, THEIR LIFE-F*CK RAPIST "FEMINIST" WIVES AND CHILDREN, AND THE REST OF THE DEATH SQUAD LIFE-F*CK USURPERS OF THE PLANET CLAIMING THEY ARE SUPERIOR TO ALL NATURE AND OTHER HUMAN BEINGS. THEY ARE SUBHUMAN SCUM STOP ALLOWING THEM TO USE THESE TORTURE TECHNOLOGIES IF LEFT TO CONTINUE WITH THE ACCUMULATION OF THE OTHER PLANET SCREW TECHNOLOGIES THERE WILL BE NO HOPE FOR THE PLANET MUCH LESS THE CONTINUATION OF THE HUMAN RACE.


Let at least nature be restored and let people have natural human interactions. Let there be real competition instead of this contrived "winner and loser" dichotomy which is technologically-driven in our "age of Democracy" where there is supposed to be equality and the struggle for freedom. Let this technology be exposed, let there be a restoration of nature and the ability for people of superior quality to actually be able to compete without their brain's being melded into a stagnant drugged up technocratical tyrannical incompetency driving the death of the planet through their "winner" performances for technological brainwashing of the sheeple.


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I am extremely under the influence of a most discombobulating mind control smothering of my brain. Ranting and going on a hate emotional level. Like being spun around while floating with no bottom on a turbulent crest of a filthy wave going nowhere and into no one's real cranium because it's just like another byte of information to feed off for unnatural people enjoying watching this unfold but never stopping this tirade against life that this technology and these creeple are bringing about onto the dying and being destroyed planet.


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.