Friday, October 16, 2020

Blessed Be Bollocks (Nevermind(LOL

 



Enjoying watching this 70's drama and this particular actor who plays Augustus Caesar. Brian Blessed, at first I thought this an actor's moniker turned into stage name, but that is his real name. How telling a name can be and how it affects personality.


"I Claudius gets angry at Julia's whorishness" (YouTube title of video)


Blessed Brian blessed Be

As Augustus Caesar in I Claudius; you can easily see what a great sense of humor this coal-miner's son, playing greatest Caesar in this adaptation---robust and plausible coming from a Socialist background at that!

The mirth shines through:

Here the mirth shines like a light sabor in a tacky movie rendition of a bad golden-era gaddish bad rendition of Flash Gordon (I watched the old black and white in Middle school and it was as tacky back then as the 80's "cult classic" appears now).

Now his whorish cursing doth come shining through as an innocent playful play on words. Great Bollocks! Who wouldn't want a grandfather just like him to visit once a month or year or so (or much sooner every weekend? Can imagine the cursing if you were an unwanted guest lingering too long as a family member). Puttering around in his English garden and commenting on the bollocks Brexit bomb and it would be fun to listen to him as a wanted guest in his fireside chatting room. Just appears so jolly and fun. Don't want to encourage the rough side or scratch that wrath button nearly popping out of his body somewhere. A blast of wind, fun and energetic what a strong personality (enjoy watching him play Augustus Caesar, produced back in 1976 so he was a much younger man, but he still appears timeless almost old but young as he does now with a few more signs of aging but not much--exemplary personality at least superficially)....😑😑

Youtube title of video: 

Brian Blessed Has a Message for Coronavirus & Reveals Unbelievable Fitness Regime at 83 | Lorraine




The comment above, just above there! Was based on this "cursing compilation that has a lot of bollocks derived moxy---otherwise, the video above is a profound message to people not being targeted (if they are not white males who are told they are entitled to doing whatever they want and all dreams can come true! Regardless, don't let the bollocks get you down go and live your dreams, hopes and aspirations if they be true and delightful to the benefit of the human race in it's glory and wonderful mystery). The cursing and the flip side the profound:


Brian Blessed glorifies cursing for the tube people watching and finding in the midst of the mess,  messages of hope and cursing your way to fulfilling your dreams if only you can dare to curse and get applauded for it! 

"Bollocks Bollocks fuck shit fuck" so says the profound happy being paid to exemplify rough culture awarded in the media biz. In reality people would get upset if someone cursed like this repeatedly.





Yes indeed, Mr. Blessed is urging you to fly high, dream and dare, go beyond your limitations. However, if you are not a white male and you wanna fly high and are capable of flying higher than the culture that claims it is inherently superior, and you dare to dream and fly higher than those who make these fastidiously false claims but staunch in their effort to ELIMINATE the threat of competition. Yes, you can dare to fly and dream and do, but if you are "me" then the powers that propel people such as Blessed are poisoning and drugging me so I cannot achieve my goals and my hopes and dreams they taint with their foul bitter and ugly sinister life-screw. Not to dwell on this subject eternally, but 'tis a sad but true fact about flying higher than those who would pull you down. Makes me think of a 1970's English group of actors, in their post-Monty Python not funny sketch along the lines of dystopian suicide culture, from a movie called Brazil (a "cult classic"). But alas, a movie with a tragic ending about fulfilling one's dreams? Will reality have a happy ending I wonder if I dare to dream outside of their imprison machine and constraints?

Brazil (1985) a movie I find too sad to watch twice. I only thought of this mainly because it comes out of England and also has this theme of fulfilling your dreams. However, for the bollocks sod trying to fly high in the face of crushing Totalitarian technocracy, there is no flying high except in dreams one must die for if attempted in real life. 

 I so wonder if Mr. Blessed, with his blessed optimism, would ever INTERVENE in this "stalking" situation that has been forced upon me because I pursued my goals, strove to the best of my ability under severe drugging and attack situations (unbeknownst to me but everyone around me DID KNOW) and....attacked, nearly murdered in places like Pensacola when attending graduate school (put into another accident which I am currently fighting to heal with the onslaught of more attacks upon my body--i.e. the terrorists are cutting my lower teeth out of my jaw, slowly, along with my left toe which is being severed off every day the terrorists cut into the bone which is pointing at a completely skewed direction) and this is BECAUSE I worked and wanted to be my best wanted my own business wanted to have "success" and thus, my ideas are stolen for more than a decade non-stop, as I am blocked from every single avenue of pursuing my dreams. None of these super optimistic "you can do it" types, especially actors or famous wealthy people, have intervened or protected me. I seriously doubt Mr. Jolly cursing bollocks depending on mood would ever do a single thing to stop this attack upon me so I could also pursue my dreams and hopes. State-sponsored terrorism and getting involved could be "bad" for an actor's career. The same formulaic response of cranking out fake hope if you are not "targeted" but not lifting a finger to help those who strive to achieve and are being cut down by this insidious group which, perhaps Mr. A-Blessed also belongs to and must due to this stature in England, a most controlled culture; no one may enter through the pillars of "fame" without having made the oaths and the solemn rites and rituals to this organization. (Go get the romantic dream female, the blonde always for these men who attack me. To me, they are a most sinister dystopian nightmare).



I had turned off the WiFi and once up from this hot spot of mind control tech blasting my brain (and keyboard articulation) I thought of ideas that are still hard ot reach while I sit back down in this most nefarious tortured sitting position while tech blasts my brain into ranting and heaving through written word to express that which I should be paid for but all is stolen by the men (and their women) who claim they represent all that is fair, just and that all opportunities should be fought for, which they do making millions to promote this facade that "they" appear to crank out endlessly. I thought of how I wonder if Mr. Blessed, whom I had initially wanted to applaud but my thoughts turn to the dark sinister reality and not the happy-go-lucky "you can do it" "yes I can" (but not you) enforced hate oppression that appears to be the standard amongst these actors who let the population know that they care about all the under dogs fighting for a chance.

I wonder if this prestigious male, white, in the upper circles of English society, has either brushed elbows with or is associated with the "aristocrat" who, along with a host of wealthy out of Europ-a land, are ensuring that their "freedom and equality Democracy" American minions are ousting me from every opportunity possible that I have striven for, and stealing ideas from me because they only expect to be served instant top positions if they just perform the hate acts they are programmed to repeat literally without a glitch in behavior from one to the other (globally).
Does he know of this white male who is a producer, etc etc "art" personality in the "upper" circles of English society who was MURDERING ME by poisoning and stealing ideas an dhaving me nearly killed in accidents because he could not stand to see me have a chance to obtain success that might infringe on his expecation that only he and his ilk are "allowed" to dream and dare and claim they represent the freedom to do and be what you want to dare to dream to be if only you will repeat after "me".

If so, which I suspect is true that they have at least been in the same room someplace in the space and time of their circles touching and fleeting social encounters into the "posh" society that has also enveloped the United States.

I wonder if Mr. Blessed would ever dare to say to this male that he thinks it wrong that my dreams are being literally tortured out of me because these white males claim only they and whomever they chose to perform the roles they expect, in order to retain the stereotypes that leave THEM in positions of power but with a few token puppets performing all the hate acts whenever possible to demonstrate that they are willing and able to enforce the murder operations necessary to claim that white males can be whatever they want to be if they only get up from the fence and crush opposition.

I had at first attempted to write for the first time a gracious post about this actor, but as I listened to his lecture about being "positive" all these other thoughts came to mind. The situation of this attack upon me has reached epically universal proportions to the extent that there is almost no subject, and certainly no "major" actor which doesn't bring a flood of "triggered" response out of me concerning this situation. I really wanted to write something nice, fluffy and positive but the reality as opposed to the fantasy was just too much flashing red lights and sirens and alarms blasting in my subconscious about making a serious support for this sentiment. Of course being positive is a crucial path towards fulfilling your goals, despite whatever race or class you belong to. However, the reality has shown that lynch mobs will assassinate threats and I have been targeted by a covert lynch mob for the very reason that I tried to fly high and achieve my potential.

Sorry Mr. Blessed I really tried to find something gratifying in an actor but dismally cannot once again. I doubt this actor has anything to do with BLM protests either, dismissing the whole thing and that it, like the pandemic, will just "go away" eventually if you just remain positive and not "negative" like these protestors are acting (I faintly can hear him say this in the privacy of his estate with his wife but never in public where he makes his most theatrical huge broad smiles and wiles even if he does it unconsciously, as he has been programmed to create this image.)





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Another mutilation report: sometimes I only realize the damage when the injection of numbing/pain killer wears off. Taking a shower, I realize that the soreness I felt in my right ear this morning upon waking was due to me having not been able to protect my head from attack while collapsing in toxic shock on my bed. I had done an exercise after many days of fasting which pulled on some of the very tight bands of poison latched in labyrinth fashion into my spine, connecting to my muscle line along my spine, what is left of it. Atrophied obviously underneath the hard poison which has been frozen in paralysis for probabyl 30 years or longer, with hardening poison injected into my body at around 2009 and culminating in endless paralysis. The poisons had been in semi-flexible stage most of my life, pushing up tissue and adipose (cellulite) making it appear just like my frame was larger, almost square like a man's body. The poison was flexible enough for me to feel the "bands" running along my spine but never understanding that I was being poisoned I was also continuously so drugged and under mind programming I just understood only that it was a result of the 3 major spine surgeries but had no idea it was due to poisons. But around 2009 the injections of an hardening agent were introduced into the daily poisoning regimin with attempts to murder me began in earnest. I was living around euro-haters and the poisoning was so extreme that if I bought food at a local grocer and the food had been pre-prepared by the grocer (i.e. deli section) I would get very ill vomiting after eating the poison was so extreme (not my normal to vomit I am referring to how they kept poisoning me continuously and then adding this extra hardening agent which acted in concert with the already established poisons--it was a staged and pre -planned operation the poisons have already been tested on countless people in the past so the end result is a staggered set of stages of putrefaction and then paralysis leading to of course death. All appearing "normal" for someone at a certain age, plus all the other maladies they created and forced upon me thusly a seeming health decline. This is a very popular form of murder by the way and I believe I have seen it in action many times in the past with relatives. The relatives had been good little boys and girls obeying orders from the nazi scum who marry them (take their money steal my inheritance, for example and my own siblings just assisted their nazi spouses in having my mother's inheritance stolen from me using the rump doge committee to just destroy my only security due to the disability THEY created and coordinated to force upon me. ) They stuck somethiinng into my inner ear last night. I collapsed because the poisons were "tweaked" under this set of layers of criss-crossing poisons interlaced into my vertebrae but running alongside my spine and connecting into my hips, and into my hip joints so paralyze me. 17 days of fasting (1 day in between to eat something to get rid of the disgusting poisons which accumulate due to the poisoning never ending so no matter how many master cleanse fasting I did, they kept poisoning me so the accumulation was always being rebuilt instantly afterward---on top of the plugs and hard layers which block digesstion and body movement and functioning. So, the poisons released into my bloodstream made me literally collapse, as has happened endlessly for the past 2 years while trying with all my strength not to fall into this comatose type toxic shock sleep but my musclles just collapse the spine is coated with this poison inches deep on both sides---it goes into my bloodstream it is connected into my brain--of course shitnigger the endless leech parasite sexually abused and attacked me in that state as I fought him off death threats from that ugy sick sleazy thug you all worship for his nazi thuggery and bs movie crap always about how great he is (a total lie everything he represents as a positive is a complete opposite of his actual agenda---but it's not his agenda he's just a bot following orders as are they all). //thusly, rather than dig into my cuticles for the 15th year in a row on an almost daily basis until all fingers are mutilated my toes are disgusting the chemicals they put on my toenails and the cuticles they severed out and broken my toes and etc---but, they justt inserted something so deeply into my eardrum or ear canal (not going to look up the biology of it) but behind this "plate" in my inner ear--the ear drum perhaps but it's a type of hard "flap "type piece at the very end of the ear canal where I can insert a cotton swab--whatever the name is the ear canal? it has a block to the inside of my skull whatever that hard piece is it can be manipulated to have something inserted behind it--they did this in the last trump shit regime under the orders of that fuck scum and therefore they have done it again rather than smear grease making my already mostly bald head shed more hair as they do all the time when I collapse--but last night they forced someting into my ear canal--the skin tissue leading up to the flap is inflamed and it's getting infected. It took me over 3 years to get rid of whatever they stuck in my ear the last time, around 2019--that was when the other austrian sick u gly rotten old man fuck assauled me for saying I don't what he thinks of my interpretation of mozart--that is all I said in response to him trying to steal more ideas out of me, asking me to interpret mozart as that ugly rotten scum took notes and then smirked while ice cube asked him (it was an orchestrated skit for his filthy promotion and that of rancid ice cube as well) but "what do you think of her interpretation" and the ugly nazi white trash said smirking "I have no idea what it meant" as I said without being able to monitor my thoughts, in deep sleep state as well so this was programmed into my subconsciousness I repeated it upon prompt: I don't care what you think" thusly they injected me with some virus I was deadly ill it felt like I was dyinjg they made my hair turn grey as this group of pig rat "men" have been doing either putting something in my hair to kill the follicles or just stress the poisoning with this virus, 1-2 months prior to the covid outbreak (nov 2019) was so extreme so exhausting a virus type sickness--which was injected into me within a day of this episode--ice cube punched me in the face, the rat austrian nazi then got me injected with some covid type virus, all the symptoms of covid I had before the outbreak perhaps it made me immune to the actual seriousness of the virus if I had been exposed to it. They then injected this thing into my ear canal and trump smirked and laughed in response as that ugly rat who starred in many tarantino shit nazi movies so famous for the violence and hate and smug come-backs ---and he was put in lead roles in movies and put in rolling stone because it's a nazi entertainment promoting goddamn rag paper--and thusly, this austrian other rotten fuck had a tree killed facing my patio then this beautiful cat taken away and has had me raped my hair mostly killed yanked out with hair follicle remover after fighting to get another german rat fuck scum off raping me and pounding poison into my body while doing disgusting dirty pornographic things as ugly shitalina watched laughing as shitnigger hugged this ugly filthy creep who plays violin, whom I had complimented as well the response as with this english skank piece of shit which shitnigger is going to pay to put in the position in a film they tortured me for the concept of--giving me nothing and continuing the torture wihtout end--the 75 people in the last month from that ugly sick rotten thug shitnigger (the other austrian rat nazi cockroach is this ugly dirty old man who played n django unchained the german rat fuck who really is just a rat fuck not an anti-racist--but the blacks are endlessly purchased by them to inflict antisemitism in america so the blacks can be blamed not the austirans or the germans who always claim they are not racist and not nazis any longer. Thusly, this ugly thug pig rat shitnigger who is such a foul and dirty ugly stupid sick thing that all I can do is write out a list of insults because of the longevity of his violence towards me for years and years and years profiting off it. He goes off laughing about what he is doing to me as he gets gets gets endlessly more and more but sits with his stupid ugly square dumb head as they torture ideas out of me while he has them screaming all insults at me instantly afterwards while this actual real stupid bitch fuck and the shit he brings with him like that ugly sick filth from depp are the stupid bitches--they scream these types of insults at me after torturing me for YEARS to obtain more original ideas--then claim them as their own get paid in millions. It is justt ongoing ongoing never ending these ugly filthy dirty shit so-called "men" are just allowed to wreak every kind of rape and torture their shit filth wives and daughters get get get more lead roles as feminists portraying the heroism that I actually am doing each and every single day and just getting mutilated by these mechanical arms operated by shit and filth brown and black people LIKE ICE CUBE and snoop dogg the sick hoggs who just perform every act of violence so white trash shit like shitnigger will give them more lead roles. The smug stupidity of them all but ask them for original ideas they have nothing to say, not a single word. All is given to these fuck whores all is taken away from me for being creative a threat to shit ugly pig rats like these so-calleld men and their shit filth women. And still, they will continue tomorrow and the next day and the next day they will never be pulled off me how can they be considered "superior" without having people to steall ideas from otherwise what are they? smug and stupid bodybuilders simple rhyming dumb scum playing tough and angry righteousness fighting against tyranny-their every bullshit role before they torture me to steal original ideas outside of the righteous victim wreaking extremely bloody revenge upon abusers. That is all they are all they play but in actually all they are is sleazy stupid fucks attacking innocent and in my case, an actual righteous person made disabled by their attacks (their collective group) as these worthless but way overpaid muscle-thug scumbags can inflict their sleazy hate to stop anyone but themselves and their shit blank stupid whore females as having ideas having any kind of actual soul and meaning they appear so empty and blank and rotten but their public appearances are contrived so they appear like they are filled with light and love and intelligence. How much of it is scripted I don't know.