Friday, October 16, 2020

Blessed Be Bollocks (Nevermind(LOL

 



Enjoying watching this 70's drama and this particular actor who plays Augustus Caesar. Brian Blessed, at first I thought this an actor's moniker turned into stage name, but that is his real name. How telling a name can be and how it affects personality.


"I Claudius gets angry at Julia's whorishness" (YouTube title of video)


Blessed Brian blessed Be

As Augustus Caesar in I Claudius; you can easily see what a great sense of humor this coal-miner's son, playing greatest Caesar in this adaptation---robust and plausible coming from a Socialist background at that!

The mirth shines through:

Here the mirth shines like a light sabor in a tacky movie rendition of a bad golden-era gaddish bad rendition of Flash Gordon (I watched the old black and white in Middle school and it was as tacky back then as the 80's "cult classic" appears now).

Now his whorish cursing doth come shining through as an innocent playful play on words. Great Bollocks! Who wouldn't want a grandfather just like him to visit once a month or year or so (or much sooner every weekend? Can imagine the cursing if you were an unwanted guest lingering too long as a family member). Puttering around in his English garden and commenting on the bollocks Brexit bomb and it would be fun to listen to him as a wanted guest in his fireside chatting room. Just appears so jolly and fun. Don't want to encourage the rough side or scratch that wrath button nearly popping out of his body somewhere. A blast of wind, fun and energetic what a strong personality (enjoy watching him play Augustus Caesar, produced back in 1976 so he was a much younger man, but he still appears timeless almost old but young as he does now with a few more signs of aging but not much--exemplary personality at least superficially)....😑😑

Youtube title of video: 

Brian Blessed Has a Message for Coronavirus & Reveals Unbelievable Fitness Regime at 83 | Lorraine




The comment above, just above there! Was based on this "cursing compilation that has a lot of bollocks derived moxy---otherwise, the video above is a profound message to people not being targeted (if they are not white males who are told they are entitled to doing whatever they want and all dreams can come true! Regardless, don't let the bollocks get you down go and live your dreams, hopes and aspirations if they be true and delightful to the benefit of the human race in it's glory and wonderful mystery). The cursing and the flip side the profound:


Brian Blessed glorifies cursing for the tube people watching and finding in the midst of the mess,  messages of hope and cursing your way to fulfilling your dreams if only you can dare to curse and get applauded for it! 

"Bollocks Bollocks fuck shit fuck" so says the profound happy being paid to exemplify rough culture awarded in the media biz. In reality people would get upset if someone cursed like this repeatedly.





Yes indeed, Mr. Blessed is urging you to fly high, dream and dare, go beyond your limitations. However, if you are not a white male and you wanna fly high and are capable of flying higher than the culture that claims it is inherently superior, and you dare to dream and fly higher than those who make these fastidiously false claims but staunch in their effort to ELIMINATE the threat of competition. Yes, you can dare to fly and dream and do, but if you are "me" then the powers that propel people such as Blessed are poisoning and drugging me so I cannot achieve my goals and my hopes and dreams they taint with their foul bitter and ugly sinister life-screw. Not to dwell on this subject eternally, but 'tis a sad but true fact about flying higher than those who would pull you down. Makes me think of a 1970's English group of actors, in their post-Monty Python not funny sketch along the lines of dystopian suicide culture, from a movie called Brazil (a "cult classic"). But alas, a movie with a tragic ending about fulfilling one's dreams? Will reality have a happy ending I wonder if I dare to dream outside of their imprison machine and constraints?

Brazil (1985) a movie I find too sad to watch twice. I only thought of this mainly because it comes out of England and also has this theme of fulfilling your dreams. However, for the bollocks sod trying to fly high in the face of crushing Totalitarian technocracy, there is no flying high except in dreams one must die for if attempted in real life. 

 I so wonder if Mr. Blessed, with his blessed optimism, would ever INTERVENE in this "stalking" situation that has been forced upon me because I pursued my goals, strove to the best of my ability under severe drugging and attack situations (unbeknownst to me but everyone around me DID KNOW) and....attacked, nearly murdered in places like Pensacola when attending graduate school (put into another accident which I am currently fighting to heal with the onslaught of more attacks upon my body--i.e. the terrorists are cutting my lower teeth out of my jaw, slowly, along with my left toe which is being severed off every day the terrorists cut into the bone which is pointing at a completely skewed direction) and this is BECAUSE I worked and wanted to be my best wanted my own business wanted to have "success" and thus, my ideas are stolen for more than a decade non-stop, as I am blocked from every single avenue of pursuing my dreams. None of these super optimistic "you can do it" types, especially actors or famous wealthy people, have intervened or protected me. I seriously doubt Mr. Jolly cursing bollocks depending on mood would ever do a single thing to stop this attack upon me so I could also pursue my dreams and hopes. State-sponsored terrorism and getting involved could be "bad" for an actor's career. The same formulaic response of cranking out fake hope if you are not "targeted" but not lifting a finger to help those who strive to achieve and are being cut down by this insidious group which, perhaps Mr. A-Blessed also belongs to and must due to this stature in England, a most controlled culture; no one may enter through the pillars of "fame" without having made the oaths and the solemn rites and rituals to this organization. (Go get the romantic dream female, the blonde always for these men who attack me. To me, they are a most sinister dystopian nightmare).



I had turned off the WiFi and once up from this hot spot of mind control tech blasting my brain (and keyboard articulation) I thought of ideas that are still hard ot reach while I sit back down in this most nefarious tortured sitting position while tech blasts my brain into ranting and heaving through written word to express that which I should be paid for but all is stolen by the men (and their women) who claim they represent all that is fair, just and that all opportunities should be fought for, which they do making millions to promote this facade that "they" appear to crank out endlessly. I thought of how I wonder if Mr. Blessed, whom I had initially wanted to applaud but my thoughts turn to the dark sinister reality and not the happy-go-lucky "you can do it" "yes I can" (but not you) enforced hate oppression that appears to be the standard amongst these actors who let the population know that they care about all the under dogs fighting for a chance.

I wonder if this prestigious male, white, in the upper circles of English society, has either brushed elbows with or is associated with the "aristocrat" who, along with a host of wealthy out of Europ-a land, are ensuring that their "freedom and equality Democracy" American minions are ousting me from every opportunity possible that I have striven for, and stealing ideas from me because they only expect to be served instant top positions if they just perform the hate acts they are programmed to repeat literally without a glitch in behavior from one to the other (globally).
Does he know of this white male who is a producer, etc etc "art" personality in the "upper" circles of English society who was MURDERING ME by poisoning and stealing ideas an dhaving me nearly killed in accidents because he could not stand to see me have a chance to obtain success that might infringe on his expecation that only he and his ilk are "allowed" to dream and dare and claim they represent the freedom to do and be what you want to dare to dream to be if only you will repeat after "me".

If so, which I suspect is true that they have at least been in the same room someplace in the space and time of their circles touching and fleeting social encounters into the "posh" society that has also enveloped the United States.

I wonder if Mr. Blessed would ever dare to say to this male that he thinks it wrong that my dreams are being literally tortured out of me because these white males claim only they and whomever they chose to perform the roles they expect, in order to retain the stereotypes that leave THEM in positions of power but with a few token puppets performing all the hate acts whenever possible to demonstrate that they are willing and able to enforce the murder operations necessary to claim that white males can be whatever they want to be if they only get up from the fence and crush opposition.

I had at first attempted to write for the first time a gracious post about this actor, but as I listened to his lecture about being "positive" all these other thoughts came to mind. The situation of this attack upon me has reached epically universal proportions to the extent that there is almost no subject, and certainly no "major" actor which doesn't bring a flood of "triggered" response out of me concerning this situation. I really wanted to write something nice, fluffy and positive but the reality as opposed to the fantasy was just too much flashing red lights and sirens and alarms blasting in my subconscious about making a serious support for this sentiment. Of course being positive is a crucial path towards fulfilling your goals, despite whatever race or class you belong to. However, the reality has shown that lynch mobs will assassinate threats and I have been targeted by a covert lynch mob for the very reason that I tried to fly high and achieve my potential.

Sorry Mr. Blessed I really tried to find something gratifying in an actor but dismally cannot once again. I doubt this actor has anything to do with BLM protests either, dismissing the whole thing and that it, like the pandemic, will just "go away" eventually if you just remain positive and not "negative" like these protestors are acting (I faintly can hear him say this in the privacy of his estate with his wife but never in public where he makes his most theatrical huge broad smiles and wiles even if he does it unconsciously, as he has been programmed to create this image.)





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Non-stop, literally hours per day of "tears" forced out of my eyes due to the throat and (brain/nervous system) set of integrated (non-consensual) microchip implants forcing tears, tears down my destroyed skin around my eyes, cheeks and yelling screaming death threats hate mafia nazis surrounding me, taking a break from their "liberal" posturing in front of media photo-op fame 15 minutes per day for them---censorship for me and tears, tears forced out. While eating tears streaming out of my damaged eyes, my eyesight deteriorated years ago from tears and tears. Always it's one person who is in the "room" of mass-surveillance torture who is always there when the tear torture lasts for hours, non-stop. He hopes to "win" a huge prize and has already obtained probably a ton of money due to his endless torture, abuse and rape abuse death threats bringing in every body possible in the radius of his Californication secret enclave of torturing me-for-profit-and-promotion. The biggest hit in H-wood since sliced coke was doled out in parties that still lingers in addiction to instant gratification and grinding teeth for gritty grandizing self of course but a collective.//His name? Well, he's hoping to rule the land and the world by clinging onto having my face destroyed. Tears forced out of my eyes non-stop since 2011. It used to be pouring tears for hours, usually while I was driving (soft murder attempt no hesitation in saying this). //He's always there when this happens. His wife called me a prostitute for questioning her "feminist" claims while making documentaries on the subject. I have not watched them trying not to evoke the grasping hate clawing at me which is omnipresent every second of every nanosecond of my existence, in particular for watching 5-minute clips of these celebrities, politicians and etc who hack their videos on my youtube channel. I glue my mind to youtube to block out their subliminal although audible voices screaming every kind of insult and death threat at various audible levels directly into my brain as tears are pouring out tears while I am eating tears my eyes blurry can't read without glasses (used to have near perfect eyesight which lasted until the non-stop hours per day, day after day, month after month, year after year tears torture until it literally felt like my eyeballs were going to slide out of my head and potentially they can achieve this grotesque torture--also they can make your heart "explode" and etc with what I have read but never seen exposed as "microwave" torture which combined (not exclusively) with microchip implants (not sure if the interface is necessary or not or if they can simply induce a heart attack, a fatal attack, by microwave in and of itself as the energy source or even if microwave is the sole tech responsible for heart palpitations--they used to do this I wrote about it and at least that has been abated but not completely stopped--they torture me with heart palpitations still always when I am opening a letter from an agency which revolves around my survival as they also have attacked me using that route as well). ///This person is going to leave his officious office in January, 2027 but will he still be torturing me and bringing in various euro-hate people who he hands me over to RAPE BEAT rob and torture yelling death threats at me. They play these roles in movies and then enact the murderous aspects they play as heroes fighting for society to protect. I could go on the food chain effect of this as it's only one part of a chain of influencer activity which defies integrity. //My face has become very sagged downwards due to this tears torture. They also have used tech to literally force my lips and cheeks to be "pulled downwards" thus making my face appear very sad, tragic and marred the skin is destroyed from the salt and (base or acidic not sure should look it up) endless deteriorating content of the artificial tears. This forced tears torture also affects the mucus so there are knobs of "snot" in my nose and in the breathing apparatus which do not come out with just the normal nose-blowing or anything I must literally "pick" my nose to get these glue-globular globs out of my nose so air is not constricted. Just using a tissue to try to unglue this mucus out of my nose will not get it out. The substance is unnatural since the origin is unnatural. I write this because eventually I need to breathe since at night I must protect my mouth from their mechanical arms literally slicing gum tissue out of my jawline, my gum tissue they have cut it to the bone on my lower jaw. Eventually I had to devise a sleep wear apparatus so they can't so easily cut my gum tissue. When I collapse from toxic shock from the poisons they put in my body (all my life) I am unable to move after a certain point I must "collapse" on my bed and then they jab metal objects under my teeth like pricking instead of cutting what is barely left of the gum tissue. They also smear stinking greasy hair-removal substances into my hair and on the scalp so hair is constantly falling out if I don't protect my hair which has been happening very often for the past 6 months due to the extreme toxicity of the poisons in my back which are like an endless hell of trying to soften and get out. It is endless the poisons are rock-hard and bits expand, making me appear bloated (the terrorists who poisoned me for years then make jokes about my body when it is so bloated, while I am naked in my private space totally not private in other words, observing me naked making jokes about the mutilations and body disfiguration they forced on me using drugs and poisons in addition to the phsical scars covering my body. I have only elaborated slightly on a few). This man is a Democrat making all promises of defending the country from the ravages of the current system which is endorsing him through the celebrities who put the current into power but make all public claims of hating and "fighting" him. I have, as anyone can see, stopped writing in this format on blogger but nevertheless the hours of yelling death threat-laden abuse from rows of celebrities, mafia and political nazi-affiliated every party line and position in the spectrum sit abusing and glaring at me as under extreme brutal death threats (from mafia out of NYC, so accustomed to partnering with celebrities and political power structure that they are reliable attack systems intended to traumatize and torture people as proxy for the white bigots who have formed their civilian death squads and attack dogs out of these types of people who range from every culture and skin color race but this particular group is particularly brutal as they are proud and contemptuous about their entitlement to be the vicious death-threat and worse system which the blondies use them for. It's a symbiotic relationship but has been in function for decades. It's Mussolini and Hitler just in a macro level, in esssence. This man continuously always there when the tears torture is enacted has been part of at least 5 rapes of me in the past year and a half and enjoys it. His wife calls me a prostitute and they are trying to become the ultimate leaders of the United States after he leaves office in a few months.//My face is ravaged and destroyed in order to reverse the damage he himself with his selfish hate and greed has inflicted upon me (yes I said "NO"" to being sexually used and exploited by him. His feminist wife must have thwarted him from raping me so he got Germans and English to do it as his proxy. They are then welcomed into H-wood to become the "liberal" spokespeople along with the already established euro-=nazi cartel to enlarge the scope of their money-incentive puppy roll over and rape system. I am merely advocating for human rights, my rights and for payment for ideas stolen by the multi-millionaires and billionaires who have tortured ideas out of me. I stopped writing my ideas years ago so they torture me with horrific death threats and violent abuse. In deep sleep teleportation while I am extremely ill from yet another round of detoxing horrific poison which enlarges, takes over my body in the liquified state after having cemented into a hard plug shape and then expanding (it requires about 3 days after a huge, hard plug finally breaks out of the endless huge "shelf" of poison literally coating my spine, attached to my hip, extending down my crooked legs and up into my skull into my brain from the microchip implant(s). //My face is sunken in ward from the tears and the endless hate yelling and abuse they force on me nightly and daily. //They never stop literally never, ever stop attacking me tears always so I can't look in the mirror any longer my face shape has been so distorted it is pathetic and horrid to see the damage. It's all over my body they have used this system to deform me for decades. But this man and his feminist blonde wife are just endlessly forcing this torture on me and then when I am picking my nose so I can breathe at night, because I must cover my mouth and firmly wrap around string-like ropes so the mechanical arms can't breach my home-made protection gear (hand-sewn and made for this purpose) they also smear stinking permanently staining stench into the nose and mouth area and in every area where my nose can breathe in the stink that they spray and put on my clothing literally every day this is done. I am perpetually cleaning so my room doesn't perpetually stink even though I have open windows to air out the room.

  Then after the death threats by an "expert" (mafia out of NYC) telling me that he can get the poisons out of my back--just knifi...