Sunday, October 18, 2020

I was very drugged up by terrorists inserting drug patches on my sleeping, inert body last night. My posts were ranting and extremely under the influence of their disgusting drugs. The people teleporting me are more disgusting than I can begin to describe here. As they are allowed to continue to torture me, they all continue for years and years, obtaining highest awards and positions for participating in this most sleazy and foul contract out on me. They come to believe all the lies that they are told to reinforce by physical assault heaped upon me from actor-to-actor, now politicians and political commentary personalities on YouTube. The gamut is widening to such extremes but the prevailing faction has been those who claim to represent the "alternative" or "liberal" faction of media or politics, in this delusional society existing now in a tumultuous state due to the years of these psychic cancers now erupting into the consciousness of the country as people are dying in thousands every week.. Like a virus feeding off it's expansion, these famous celebrities, the one I wrote of today who is a most sick and evil rotten personality (as they all really are when you get to know them if they get buttons to press to torture and attack someone for the private pleasures of this sick group that has been so spoiled with false flattery they are inhuman at this point. The spiritually and emotionally very sick woman who has been this symbol of interpersonal coaching and life skills is a most evil and; vile parasitic personality as almost all of these celebrities who have teleported me are when they can express it in a "safe" sleazy orgy prostitution environment. They are very at home in this environment. Don't forget which politician comes out of this orgy whorewood scene and is friends with them all and is participating in this torture and violence scam out on me which no one will stop. They become more sleazy, sick and violent as no one stops them and time goes by. The rotten sick ugly woman who attacked me last night is attacking me to get yet another free deal or promotion out of this contract, as she has been going on doing for years now without end. The more they attack me, the more psychopathic behaviors they exhibit. Absolutely without conscience or soul, devoid completely of compassion. If I were to call them psychopathic scumbags that would be the highest compliment I could give them at this point. This is what is supposed to represent the "best" of America: top H-wood "A-list" celebrities and a few notable "top" politicians, and the rest of you reading this post give them all permission to do this, probably most of you wish you could also participate in this torture situation alongside the very wealthy "elite" scum who feed off of the bottom tiers of the layers of decency that should be upheld but isn't in humanity. You reading this who are as responsible as the top leaders for all the problems facing America and the world at this point, just remain silent or support these same people attacking me, "representing" the under dogs of the world through their movies and talk shows and politics; who have been in the forefront of these powerful positions for DECADES. They are completely corrupted and I believe absolutely mentally ill, if you take a scale weighing the cultural norms of civility to be a somewhat compassionate view towards their constituents and their fanbase. Absolute murdering rapist and probably yes, pedophiles. The Qanon theorist are so absolutely out-of-touch and delusional with the reality of what they heralding as a champion of their fake cause, because so many of these same types of people openly and with great hate attack me using the same system as these top officials and media personalities. That also includes you reading this now, today. Perhaps in the future if my blog is read by a wider base than those people will care and be shocked somewhat at my claims. I wonder if there will ever be evidence for my claims as there must be ample videos taken of me being assaulted while teleported. Of course, no one is forthcoming with evidence much less any support for me whatsoever. In the future perhaps that will dramatically change. For now: it is laughable to me to see that the QAnon psychos believe that this celebrity coming out of that herd of rapist and psychopathic scumbags of H-wood Whorewood is going to save anyone from rape or pedophilia. I have made a determination which I have not kept, that is to stop writing and absolutely shut all this hate and misery out and just not participate in their crime any longer. I have been writing about this on both Facebook and for the relatively short time here on this blog for EIGHT YEARS and so far not a single soul has approached me with anything but more exploitative advances to entrap me. I will wait I must not react although the drugs are so powerful they force a very nearly psychotic reaction to the torture that these scumbag sleaze rapist creepos from Whorewood H-wood inflict upon me. Your favorite compassionate bs operators are absolutely rotten to the core, violent, rapists, sleazy, nasty--but then, what has America become to endorse such fake products in the first place?

 I really cannot describe how badly the drugs affect rationality and cognition and "normal" coherency. The utter and sheer violence that these psycho creeps inflict on me, last night was this woman who has not stopped attacking me for years now, years on and on and on, like the last few people I have been writing about. They attack me and all of them go on nightly for years nad years and years participating in this torture scenario. They applaud their male friends and husbands raping and then torturing me, they attack me afterwards or before. This woman I wrote of earlier today has gone on, like the woman I described a few days ago or last week, the Israeli actor who is some rotten foul Parasite, just like this black parasite who has been operating with the blonde Nazi parasites who have only been cheered on for their movie roles about fighting Nazis. And on and on. THey are all so disgusting it's impossible to relate. The hacking is as usual blocking keys and my brain is always under this technological influence blocking neural firing. 


I regret having written something earlier today that could be used to discredit me. That is all. The disgusting creeps I write of only become more emboldened as people observe and see and know what they are doing to me and yet they are never apprehended or stopped in this crime. They become more violent as people like you reading this ALLOW them to continue unabated. Some of them have made news due to the increase in the violence of their personalities. So far I can list three of them who have participated and have made headlines for their increasingly violent behavior. I believe participating in this torture situation has unleashed their violence, which has so far been only rewarded by the majority of people reading my posts who, if they object, continue to allow this hate organization to flourish.


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.