Saturday, October 17, 2020

Terrorist report: still fighting to stop my teeth from being severed out--gum tissue cut into there is almost no tissue left on my lower jaw. Still fighting to stop the mechanical arms from breaking through multiple layers of barriers I glued, pasted, taped, sealed, hooked and tied firmly together, stuffed rubber matting into the 1/2 inch cracks where cabinet doors should close completely against the wood. I have completely sealed off almost all of the cabinets and still the mechanical arms are getting through.

 My food is also badly drugged and I remain paralyzed from hardening poison and drugging that keeps me incapable of movement. Plus the hard poisons that have become rock hard that I am fighting every day to remove. I am in extreme pain and yet, there is more attacks upon my body by BILLIONAIRES who are enjoying watching me fight against at least 30 people in this one emptied-out condominium area who are attacking me, alone and left undefended by everyone (reading this, no doubt).


My teeth are so badly cut into that I can't chew on sunflower seeds (not dried out but moist, yellow colored/white and pliable. I can feel the entire bottom of my jawline has been cut into to the roots, which are now exposed. I have been fighting this for years and now this is reaching permanent damage to my body. My left large toe has been broken so badly, with skin cut to the bone and now into the bone so blood flow has been stopped. My toe is literally being severed off by mechanical arms every single night.


My arms are now being cut into, there are gashes and cuts that grow in size daily. They are infected (I put anti-fungal ointments on them but I wake up and they are enlarged and infected every single day). They are now huge red-sliced-into and infected areas as large as a quarter in one spot that began as a tiny scraped off piece of skin a few days ago. 


How I wish the people orchestrating this were in prison for these crimes. All those who order this, and their minions who perform the ugly deeds of torture and dismemberment. The list of permanent damages which have absolutely deleteriously affected my body are increasing to the point that I can't walk without limping any longer, my body has been put out-of-alignment for years while I remain being poisoned with chemicals which latch onto every cut, break, imbalance in my body, seeping into any wound and hardening and forming rubbery tentacles which span my entire spine and hips and in the interiors of my viscerae. 


Waiting for some kind of humanity to deliver me from this evil technological assault on every single aspect of my life, from my dreams (or lack thereof) to my finances to my cat most beloved and cherished stolen and threatened with death if I don't provide everything these empty haters want to suck and drain and steal out of me. they have made me a much older woman due to non-stop stress and my hormones and body endlessly affected by part of my fallopian tube being cut out, thus depriving me of essential hormones---cut while sleeping, waking up to it falling out as I stopped menstruating. The list is endless. I can't use four fingers due to objects inserted under the cuticles every single night so they nearly explode, are bleeding internally and the objects inserted are hard--the nails are black and almost dead due to over 6 years of this going on every single night. I am still fighting being dismembered and waiting for anything to ever stop these murderous b-tards and their turd associates who perform these filthy, and nasty vile deeds for "them".


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All of this is happening because I am fighting back against tyranny, rape, theft of my property, my intellectual property, my ideas, my sexuality, my home made filthy and toxic every single day, the atmosphere of dead trees and litter surrounding every place I have moved to in most beautiful Thailand has persisted for years. Neighbors as terrorist agents supplied with torture weapons, through-wall torture apparatus. "Thought-reading" Voice-to-skull technology so they can assist those who want to steal, and destroy me and then threaten me with the ideas I am simply THINKING to myself. Orwell called such people the "Thought Police" and it is an actuality right now. I am being severed and cut into when I tell men I have never met in person or maybe if I have, once or twice who were extremely rude and nasty towards me, who I avoided and tried to get away from. Asking for help after years of moving to save my life and fighting to get health care, as people can now see that America has an already established health care denial system which is synonymous with a death pogram aka Genocide albeit through the disguised lack of health care or substandard care or denial of care even when offered a "health care plan" as I was under Medicaid. Lied to absolutely and left to be murdered. I am now fighting against the types of people who benefit from this system of discrimination, poisoning, covert assassinations, and they have not stopped attacking my body while they block all finances so I cannot afford to even VISIT  a doctor when they damage my body further. Much less get help for this condition that people "like this" created artificially in my most healthy, extremely strong and athletic body (top athlete until I was poisoned and then being murdered into paralysis by this group, and their attendant health care providers who left me unprovided for). Now the people who create such a system, put into highest levels of society, are attacking me while I fight to heal from what the "rest" of American society has done to me all my life. I am referring to people of all walks of life, all socioeconomic spheres, all genders all races there is almost no difference except for regional variations in the same techniques and protocols of attack.


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So I implore once more for assistance in me living IN SAFETY because I can't chew any longer. I will require some kind of dental surgery or something to replace this tissue as now I can't eat anything but soft food. I can't walk on my left foot which also requires surgery because they broke the toe and then have been cutting in between the skin of the broken toe for over 4 years or probably much longer--I have not had my hair at it's natural state for decades by now since they have attacked not only my physique but my hair so it's always damaged, it is cut into a triangular shape with balding spots and the hair itself has been SHREDDED every single night for years. The mechanical arms that can get through spaces of less than a one-millimeter circumference are extremely deadly. I stuffed the front door with layers of paper items and even with that, the terrorists could use the mechanical arms to take these out and then replace them, thus RAPING me nightly and my body smeared with horrific chemicals and stinking substances--they are still spraying my skin with extremely damaging chemicals with just the tiny mechanical arms, along with cutting out gum tissue daily and my foot has been cut to the bone so there is a triangle of skin literally cut out of this area of my foot--between the large toe and the next toe. The toe is jutting into my other toes, the terrorists are inserting metal objects through this already pierced area into the bone and tissue of the other toes.


What more, there is more but I am going to stop here. My "crime" is in not wanting to be raped and murdered by another white male who is being handed literally every single thing for attacking me (and others, like Prince long before he was also murdered and I believe partially responsible is this group of H-wood and their Miami Mafia partners (and LA and Europ-a associates). Probably Prince had a host of enemies mostly due to being BLACK and that is all.


My "crime" is in fighting to not be raped by another one who steals all ideas possible and then is poisoning me to death while raping me using teleportation as I respond to men I consider ugly human beings with the most "love" I have--this is how badly the drugs and teleportation affect judgement. This can happen to you or your friends or children and probably already is happening right now as you read this.


Waiting for my society to not allow them to disfigure me and cut out my toes, my fingers,  my teeth, BECAUSE I WRITE ABOUT THEIR CRIMES as they drug me with truth serum to obtain ideas out of my reactions and then order me to be disfigured and dismembered after they steal the ideas. This is the protocol to which these terrorist actors, mafia and politicians have responded not only with absolute gleeful schadenfreude but with alarming sexualized enthusiasm to have a torture victim to feed off, energized and then promoted for having done so. As the list of these terrorists never stops but always increases.


Waiting for some humanitarian rescue for my plight that I never "allowed" to happen. I can't stop reacting the way I do because they are drugging me and using this brain-altering tech upon me so I can't disguise my feelings or enraged emotions--a truth serum effect. They are torturing me for having my personal thoughts about fighting back against torture, rape and oppression. By the way, each and every single one of these terrorists is making huge public statements about how they are "fighting" against racism and tyranny, rape culture and sexism.

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YES I ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT I HAVE A RIGHT TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE AND TO NOT ACCEPT BEING MURDERED OR RAPED AND MY PROPERTY AND IDEAS STOLEN AND MY CAT AND MY PROPERTY MADE FILTHY AND TOXIC AND i AM FIGHTING AND FIGHTING alone, I can't understand how in America which is always cheering these concepts on that people react to this happening to me like it's a huge celebration and they can't wait to engage in these terrorist activities. 

I am being dismembered every single day for fighting for freedom, fighting so this situation of me a microchipped MK ULTRA rape and torture victim (whatever the terrorists call this situation, an "experiment" in hate and uginess? How sick people will behave if there is no evidence and they can dehumanize the target to the point that their prevailing question put to me is "why don't you like this?" as they smirk and gloat while they continue ordering my body to be cut into and cut off every single day as they profit in Millions of dollars for participation in this sick crime. 


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Non-stop, literally hours per day of "tears" forced out of my eyes due to the throat and (brain/nervous system) set of integrated (non-consensual) microchip implants forcing tears, tears down my destroyed skin around my eyes, cheeks and yelling screaming death threats hate mafia nazis surrounding me, taking a break from their "liberal" posturing in front of media photo-op fame 15 minutes per day for them---censorship for me and tears, tears forced out. While eating tears streaming out of my damaged eyes, my eyesight deteriorated years ago from tears and tears. Always it's one person who is in the "room" of mass-surveillance torture who is always there when the tear torture lasts for hours, non-stop. He hopes to "win" a huge prize and has already obtained probably a ton of money due to his endless torture, abuse and rape abuse death threats bringing in every body possible in the radius of his Californication secret enclave of torturing me-for-profit-and-promotion. The biggest hit in H-wood since sliced coke was doled out in parties that still lingers in addiction to instant gratification and grinding teeth for gritty grandizing self of course but a collective.//His name? Well, he's hoping to rule the land and the world by clinging onto having my face destroyed. Tears forced out of my eyes non-stop since 2011. It used to be pouring tears for hours, usually while I was driving (soft murder attempt no hesitation in saying this). //He's always there when this happens. His wife called me a prostitute for questioning her "feminist" claims while making documentaries on the subject. I have not watched them trying not to evoke the grasping hate clawing at me which is omnipresent every second of every nanosecond of my existence, in particular for watching 5-minute clips of these celebrities, politicians and etc who hack their videos on my youtube channel. I glue my mind to youtube to block out their subliminal although audible voices screaming every kind of insult and death threat at various audible levels directly into my brain as tears are pouring out tears while I am eating tears my eyes blurry can't read without glasses (used to have near perfect eyesight which lasted until the non-stop hours per day, day after day, month after month, year after year tears torture until it literally felt like my eyeballs were going to slide out of my head and potentially they can achieve this grotesque torture--also they can make your heart "explode" and etc with what I have read but never seen exposed as "microwave" torture which combined (not exclusively) with microchip implants (not sure if the interface is necessary or not or if they can simply induce a heart attack, a fatal attack, by microwave in and of itself as the energy source or even if microwave is the sole tech responsible for heart palpitations--they used to do this I wrote about it and at least that has been abated but not completely stopped--they torture me with heart palpitations still always when I am opening a letter from an agency which revolves around my survival as they also have attacked me using that route as well). ///This person is going to leave his officious office in January, 2027 but will he still be torturing me and bringing in various euro-hate people who he hands me over to RAPE BEAT rob and torture yelling death threats at me. They play these roles in movies and then enact the murderous aspects they play as heroes fighting for society to protect. I could go on the food chain effect of this as it's only one part of a chain of influencer activity which defies integrity. //My face has become very sagged downwards due to this tears torture. They also have used tech to literally force my lips and cheeks to be "pulled downwards" thus making my face appear very sad, tragic and marred the skin is destroyed from the salt and (base or acidic not sure should look it up) endless deteriorating content of the artificial tears. This forced tears torture also affects the mucus so there are knobs of "snot" in my nose and in the breathing apparatus which do not come out with just the normal nose-blowing or anything I must literally "pick" my nose to get these glue-globular globs out of my nose so air is not constricted. Just using a tissue to try to unglue this mucus out of my nose will not get it out. The substance is unnatural since the origin is unnatural. I write this because eventually I need to breathe since at night I must protect my mouth from their mechanical arms literally slicing gum tissue out of my jawline, my gum tissue they have cut it to the bone on my lower jaw. Eventually I had to devise a sleep wear apparatus so they can't so easily cut my gum tissue. When I collapse from toxic shock from the poisons they put in my body (all my life) I am unable to move after a certain point I must "collapse" on my bed and then they jab metal objects under my teeth like pricking instead of cutting what is barely left of the gum tissue. They also smear stinking greasy hair-removal substances into my hair and on the scalp so hair is constantly falling out if I don't protect my hair which has been happening very often for the past 6 months due to the extreme toxicity of the poisons in my back which are like an endless hell of trying to soften and get out. It is endless the poisons are rock-hard and bits expand, making me appear bloated (the terrorists who poisoned me for years then make jokes about my body when it is so bloated, while I am naked in my private space totally not private in other words, observing me naked making jokes about the mutilations and body disfiguration they forced on me using drugs and poisons in addition to the phsical scars covering my body. I have only elaborated slightly on a few). This man is a Democrat making all promises of defending the country from the ravages of the current system which is endorsing him through the celebrities who put the current into power but make all public claims of hating and "fighting" him. I have, as anyone can see, stopped writing in this format on blogger but nevertheless the hours of yelling death threat-laden abuse from rows of celebrities, mafia and political nazi-affiliated every party line and position in the spectrum sit abusing and glaring at me as under extreme brutal death threats (from mafia out of NYC, so accustomed to partnering with celebrities and political power structure that they are reliable attack systems intended to traumatize and torture people as proxy for the white bigots who have formed their civilian death squads and attack dogs out of these types of people who range from every culture and skin color race but this particular group is particularly brutal as they are proud and contemptuous about their entitlement to be the vicious death-threat and worse system which the blondies use them for. It's a symbiotic relationship but has been in function for decades. It's Mussolini and Hitler just in a macro level, in esssence. This man continuously always there when the tears torture is enacted has been part of at least 5 rapes of me in the past year and a half and enjoys it. His wife calls me a prostitute and they are trying to become the ultimate leaders of the United States after he leaves office in a few months.//My face is ravaged and destroyed in order to reverse the damage he himself with his selfish hate and greed has inflicted upon me (yes I said "NO"" to being sexually used and exploited by him. His feminist wife must have thwarted him from raping me so he got Germans and English to do it as his proxy. They are then welcomed into H-wood to become the "liberal" spokespeople along with the already established euro-=nazi cartel to enlarge the scope of their money-incentive puppy roll over and rape system. I am merely advocating for human rights, my rights and for payment for ideas stolen by the multi-millionaires and billionaires who have tortured ideas out of me. I stopped writing my ideas years ago so they torture me with horrific death threats and violent abuse. In deep sleep teleportation while I am extremely ill from yet another round of detoxing horrific poison which enlarges, takes over my body in the liquified state after having cemented into a hard plug shape and then expanding (it requires about 3 days after a huge, hard plug finally breaks out of the endless huge "shelf" of poison literally coating my spine, attached to my hip, extending down my crooked legs and up into my skull into my brain from the microchip implant(s). //My face is sunken in ward from the tears and the endless hate yelling and abuse they force on me nightly and daily. //They never stop literally never, ever stop attacking me tears always so I can't look in the mirror any longer my face shape has been so distorted it is pathetic and horrid to see the damage. It's all over my body they have used this system to deform me for decades. But this man and his feminist blonde wife are just endlessly forcing this torture on me and then when I am picking my nose so I can breathe at night, because I must cover my mouth and firmly wrap around string-like ropes so the mechanical arms can't breach my home-made protection gear (hand-sewn and made for this purpose) they also smear stinking permanently staining stench into the nose and mouth area and in every area where my nose can breathe in the stink that they spray and put on my clothing literally every day this is done. I am perpetually cleaning so my room doesn't perpetually stink even though I have open windows to air out the room.

  Then after the death threats by an "expert" (mafia out of NYC) telling me that he can get the poisons out of my back--just knifi...