Saturday, October 17, 2020

Terrorist report: still fighting to stop my teeth from being severed out--gum tissue cut into there is almost no tissue left on my lower jaw. Still fighting to stop the mechanical arms from breaking through multiple layers of barriers I glued, pasted, taped, sealed, hooked and tied firmly together, stuffed rubber matting into the 1/2 inch cracks where cabinet doors should close completely against the wood. I have completely sealed off almost all of the cabinets and still the mechanical arms are getting through.

 My food is also badly drugged and I remain paralyzed from hardening poison and drugging that keeps me incapable of movement. Plus the hard poisons that have become rock hard that I am fighting every day to remove. I am in extreme pain and yet, there is more attacks upon my body by BILLIONAIRES who are enjoying watching me fight against at least 30 people in this one emptied-out condominium area who are attacking me, alone and left undefended by everyone (reading this, no doubt).


My teeth are so badly cut into that I can't chew on sunflower seeds (not dried out but moist, yellow colored/white and pliable. I can feel the entire bottom of my jawline has been cut into to the roots, which are now exposed. I have been fighting this for years and now this is reaching permanent damage to my body. My left large toe has been broken so badly, with skin cut to the bone and now into the bone so blood flow has been stopped. My toe is literally being severed off by mechanical arms every single night.


My arms are now being cut into, there are gashes and cuts that grow in size daily. They are infected (I put anti-fungal ointments on them but I wake up and they are enlarged and infected every single day). They are now huge red-sliced-into and infected areas as large as a quarter in one spot that began as a tiny scraped off piece of skin a few days ago. 


How I wish the people orchestrating this were in prison for these crimes. All those who order this, and their minions who perform the ugly deeds of torture and dismemberment. The list of permanent damages which have absolutely deleteriously affected my body are increasing to the point that I can't walk without limping any longer, my body has been put out-of-alignment for years while I remain being poisoned with chemicals which latch onto every cut, break, imbalance in my body, seeping into any wound and hardening and forming rubbery tentacles which span my entire spine and hips and in the interiors of my viscerae. 


Waiting for some kind of humanity to deliver me from this evil technological assault on every single aspect of my life, from my dreams (or lack thereof) to my finances to my cat most beloved and cherished stolen and threatened with death if I don't provide everything these empty haters want to suck and drain and steal out of me. they have made me a much older woman due to non-stop stress and my hormones and body endlessly affected by part of my fallopian tube being cut out, thus depriving me of essential hormones---cut while sleeping, waking up to it falling out as I stopped menstruating. The list is endless. I can't use four fingers due to objects inserted under the cuticles every single night so they nearly explode, are bleeding internally and the objects inserted are hard--the nails are black and almost dead due to over 6 years of this going on every single night. I am still fighting being dismembered and waiting for anything to ever stop these murderous b-tards and their turd associates who perform these filthy, and nasty vile deeds for "them".


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All of this is happening because I am fighting back against tyranny, rape, theft of my property, my intellectual property, my ideas, my sexuality, my home made filthy and toxic every single day, the atmosphere of dead trees and litter surrounding every place I have moved to in most beautiful Thailand has persisted for years. Neighbors as terrorist agents supplied with torture weapons, through-wall torture apparatus. "Thought-reading" Voice-to-skull technology so they can assist those who want to steal, and destroy me and then threaten me with the ideas I am simply THINKING to myself. Orwell called such people the "Thought Police" and it is an actuality right now. I am being severed and cut into when I tell men I have never met in person or maybe if I have, once or twice who were extremely rude and nasty towards me, who I avoided and tried to get away from. Asking for help after years of moving to save my life and fighting to get health care, as people can now see that America has an already established health care denial system which is synonymous with a death pogram aka Genocide albeit through the disguised lack of health care or substandard care or denial of care even when offered a "health care plan" as I was under Medicaid. Lied to absolutely and left to be murdered. I am now fighting against the types of people who benefit from this system of discrimination, poisoning, covert assassinations, and they have not stopped attacking my body while they block all finances so I cannot afford to even VISIT  a doctor when they damage my body further. Much less get help for this condition that people "like this" created artificially in my most healthy, extremely strong and athletic body (top athlete until I was poisoned and then being murdered into paralysis by this group, and their attendant health care providers who left me unprovided for). Now the people who create such a system, put into highest levels of society, are attacking me while I fight to heal from what the "rest" of American society has done to me all my life. I am referring to people of all walks of life, all socioeconomic spheres, all genders all races there is almost no difference except for regional variations in the same techniques and protocols of attack.


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So I implore once more for assistance in me living IN SAFETY because I can't chew any longer. I will require some kind of dental surgery or something to replace this tissue as now I can't eat anything but soft food. I can't walk on my left foot which also requires surgery because they broke the toe and then have been cutting in between the skin of the broken toe for over 4 years or probably much longer--I have not had my hair at it's natural state for decades by now since they have attacked not only my physique but my hair so it's always damaged, it is cut into a triangular shape with balding spots and the hair itself has been SHREDDED every single night for years. The mechanical arms that can get through spaces of less than a one-millimeter circumference are extremely deadly. I stuffed the front door with layers of paper items and even with that, the terrorists could use the mechanical arms to take these out and then replace them, thus RAPING me nightly and my body smeared with horrific chemicals and stinking substances--they are still spraying my skin with extremely damaging chemicals with just the tiny mechanical arms, along with cutting out gum tissue daily and my foot has been cut to the bone so there is a triangle of skin literally cut out of this area of my foot--between the large toe and the next toe. The toe is jutting into my other toes, the terrorists are inserting metal objects through this already pierced area into the bone and tissue of the other toes.


What more, there is more but I am going to stop here. My "crime" is in not wanting to be raped and murdered by another white male who is being handed literally every single thing for attacking me (and others, like Prince long before he was also murdered and I believe partially responsible is this group of H-wood and their Miami Mafia partners (and LA and Europ-a associates). Probably Prince had a host of enemies mostly due to being BLACK and that is all.


My "crime" is in fighting to not be raped by another one who steals all ideas possible and then is poisoning me to death while raping me using teleportation as I respond to men I consider ugly human beings with the most "love" I have--this is how badly the drugs and teleportation affect judgement. This can happen to you or your friends or children and probably already is happening right now as you read this.


Waiting for my society to not allow them to disfigure me and cut out my toes, my fingers,  my teeth, BECAUSE I WRITE ABOUT THEIR CRIMES as they drug me with truth serum to obtain ideas out of my reactions and then order me to be disfigured and dismembered after they steal the ideas. This is the protocol to which these terrorist actors, mafia and politicians have responded not only with absolute gleeful schadenfreude but with alarming sexualized enthusiasm to have a torture victim to feed off, energized and then promoted for having done so. As the list of these terrorists never stops but always increases.


Waiting for some humanitarian rescue for my plight that I never "allowed" to happen. I can't stop reacting the way I do because they are drugging me and using this brain-altering tech upon me so I can't disguise my feelings or enraged emotions--a truth serum effect. They are torturing me for having my personal thoughts about fighting back against torture, rape and oppression. By the way, each and every single one of these terrorists is making huge public statements about how they are "fighting" against racism and tyranny, rape culture and sexism.

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YES I ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT I HAVE A RIGHT TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE AND TO NOT ACCEPT BEING MURDERED OR RAPED AND MY PROPERTY AND IDEAS STOLEN AND MY CAT AND MY PROPERTY MADE FILTHY AND TOXIC AND i AM FIGHTING AND FIGHTING alone, I can't understand how in America which is always cheering these concepts on that people react to this happening to me like it's a huge celebration and they can't wait to engage in these terrorist activities. 

I am being dismembered every single day for fighting for freedom, fighting so this situation of me a microchipped MK ULTRA rape and torture victim (whatever the terrorists call this situation, an "experiment" in hate and uginess? How sick people will behave if there is no evidence and they can dehumanize the target to the point that their prevailing question put to me is "why don't you like this?" as they smirk and gloat while they continue ordering my body to be cut into and cut off every single day as they profit in Millions of dollars for participation in this sick crime. 


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.