Woman tethered to the status demanded by the drooling crowd who cheer the abuser/rapist/bondage/humiliation-master (cum) romantic sex symbol male performer(s) who stage the death of love while selling it off as a venue-pleasing entertainment spectacle while the vultures hover over the murky air above the theaters and the crowds alike.

 

Wha the F*** is this about? Femicide discourse leading to inter-course? 

 

 

Andrea Dworkin | Intercourse. Feminist Heretics. September 6, 2020.

 

 

Quoted from video below:

'="The book Intercourse is of course about intercourse. The radical feminist (Dworkin) thought women's oppression was perpetrated and perpetuated through a number of major social institutions, and sexual intercourse was one of these. In this chapter she uses Tolstoy and figures connected to him through one of his short novels to illustrate a way--perhaps THE WAY--that men think about and treat women. The chapter starts with Alma Mahler, wife of the composer Gustav Mahler, and describes from her diaries, via her biographer, how, when Gustav wanted intercourse, he would wait until Alma was asleep, and then take it. One night, he came to her awake. And before he f***ed her, told her to read Leo Tolstoy's novel The Kreutzer Sonata. The theme of which is a husband's cold and indifferent sexual use of his wife, culminating in his murdering her. Andrea (Dworkin) says Leo's story is autobiographical, based on his marriage to his wife, Sophie...Sophie wrote of Leo's coldness and total indifference to her after intercourse, which continued until after he wanted intercourse again. Sophie wrote in her diary that physical love meant to her something akin to suffering. Leo F**ed her (Sophie) until he was 80 years old, a year before he died. Sophie endured mostly, if not entirely, mostly unwanted sex. The worst kind of sexual objectification.

If women's oppression lies in the extraction of her service, by and for men...

Leo's view of women in general is, 'Something to be desired.' She is an object, a body, a symbol, something to have. Equal relations between men and women are impossible (according to Tolstoy). Even in marriage a man cannot truly love.

Andrea thinks Leo (Tolstoy) understands the destructiveness to women of sexual exploitation. He writes in Kreutzer Sonata that women's enslavement depends on the fact that people see women as a tool of enjoyment, and that they think it is good to do this. So that even if they liberate her, and educate her, she will still remain a humiliated slave. And the man, still a depraved slave-owner."

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I write this because I have been "free" to the extent that I never allowed this kind of slavery to dominate me consciously. Therefore I have had to suffer torture, poisoning, rape without end form this techno-terror operation in order to force enslavement upon me by tyrannical and cold-hearted men who profess absolute devotional love to the cameras and crowds who drool in fantasy over their appeal that has been so carefully constructed by coaches and teachers and professionals in the business of keeping S&M fantasy mental and sexual bondage alive and thriving while romantic fantasy is sold in billions of dollars to drooling and desiring people wanting relief from the tedium of forced relationship ennui and the fight to restore that passion that died when the porn tapes could not sustain the relationship any longer.

 

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There truly is much more poignant analysis in the video above than I have begun to copy in this post. I heartily recommend to anyone willing to expand their perspective in any way towards sexuality to give it a little mental coitus for the inner ear's penetration into an new dimension of awareness of self and of love and it's death mirror image that is so ingrained into our consciousness through our media enterprises and socially instilled programming. 

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Andrea Dworkin's Testimony Before the Attorney General on Pornography (2/4). Feministubez. 

This is for all the racist rapists of Whorewood and beyond who applaud them (perhaps sensing unconsciously what they really are behind the romanticized sex playboy posturing gaits they assume on stage and in their celluloid performances):

please listen to this, it pertains also to freedom of speech--how is pornography related to freedom of speech you may wonder? In the last video I posted earlier Dworkin equates the mouth as a male domination sex organ--and the hate of the C*nt by men towards women.

some of these women out there reading my posts need to "wake up" to understand how they are absolutely reversing all the struggle that women have made towards emancipation from male rape and domination in their quest to obtain promotions out of this teleportation rape contract out on me. Their inclusion in this scheme will reverse the status of women, ultimately, back generations even if they believe they are going to obtain high posts in the structures of rape and domination that they are gleefully helping to orchestrate as their husbands, former husbands, fathers and lovers teleport and rape and torture me--and they all cheer on, the audience cheers them all on and more movies with the same rapists keep coming out and more of them gather to the atrocious ritual of torture and rape of me to obtain their induction into this army of rapist hate zombie robots. They call it fantasy. 

THEY CALL IT FANTASY. ANDREA *DWORKIN. 

With this technology and these death squad groups and terrorist I have been teleported, raped, raped while drugged in my room while sleeping in a comatose, drugged up state. My body has been mutilated and parts of my body broken and cut off during the last decade. The people involved have stolen ideas from me and then tortured me after they raped and tried to murder me from poisoning and orchestrated accidents. At this time there is a crowd of Hollywood millionaire/billionaire rapist racists including mafia who daily assault me and have not stopped getting "High" off the thrill and the money offered for this ever-increasing enterprise. 

I currently am being threatened by a man who is of utmost pornographic mentality which includes absolute threat of every kind of violence aimed at me by this organization of terrorists who want the German man to get his fantasies of having a woman to rape, beat and perhaps murder with absolutely no legal repercussions. So many blonde, Nazi racist women are involved who have stolen ideas I have written of in the course of the decade of this group teleporting and raping me, some of the ideas stem from Andrea Dworkin's most erudite exposition on the dynamics of power and fantasy and the absolute horror that the porno/media industry showers upon the public--which consumes it like zombies devouring near-dead meat on a daily basis. Cheering the racist rapists on and on, and the Nazi women expounding on the theories of feminism that I personally wrote of as their husbands raped and tortured me and they watched on laughing and giggling while I wrote of feminist theories such as this above. Tortured for writing anything that criticizes these psycho terrorists it has been a very long time since I have written of any feminist critique or theory. I do so today with my brain under attack and my consciousness skewed by the technology hindering various cognitive processes while I fight to type and think. 

I am under dire threat by a German man who is objectifying me in a most horrific way that has only a very dark doom at the end of his violent fantasies. His media performance is of the utmost romantic musician, in stark contrast to the nightly violence that has propelled him into warm embraces by the women who have had me tortured and raped by their husbands and lovers as they came out with concepts for their "feminist" movies which won awards while they are still having me raped and beaten, abused and threatened and my body and home damaged and destroyed with terrorist violence every single day. Their personalities in the media are of sex object vacuity but striving to make social commentary by torturing me to obtain concepts that are eeked out through sheer torture as they laugh and giggle and feel empowered while they ensure that the men oppress me so badly they want me completely destroyed, a sex object absolutely raped and tortured forever.

I have appealed to my country to intervene in this hate crime that the US Government, with women playing feminist roles in politics absolutely laughing and threatening and yelling at me while they are "famous" for their stances on helping "women" obtain empowerment.

I have only these few videos and a bare ability to think and write at this point but I continue to fight for my rights as a human being to a silent crowd which is so inundated with media making jokes about sex combined with political commentary--and women (especially black women) turning their vaginas into titles of their gyrating videos which also have some music attached to them--

thus none of them can ever intervene. Perhaps it is time for a reckoning in America as to how little concern or compassion there actually is in the society and the hate for women so absolutely endorsed, especially if it comes to racist rape situations aimed at people like me---they can't allow me to be free, happy and have a career but at this point it is rape after rape and torture after torture while I have not stopped writing about it to silence and more and more of these "romantic" male performers coming to beat, rape and try to murder me after their rape with their "feminist" women/wives/daughters who applaud and obtain ideas from my ranting and writings about feminism and rape and all the other thoughts I have not been able to write of or profit or put out in any form except for a few paragraphs per writing as I sit in near agony daily from poisoning that these same millionaires are depriving me of obtaining health care to heal or the peace to do so while they continue the rape and threats and murder threats and hate crimes against me.

The situation is very dire and if this technology is allowed to continue to be handed out like candy to every drooling "romantic" lead male out there and their audiences the rape and murder will become out-of-control.

Please try to think about it with your "other head" for a change.

 

"Health Care Journal publishes RESEARCH calling WHITENESS, 'A PARASITIC CONDITION' without PERMANENT CURE.'" White paracitist supremacy has now been scientifically-established in one science journal. Everything I have expressed about the inferior qualities of the bigot, Nazis and their minority wanna be white supremacist minions has been studied and an actual scientific study has endorsed the view that the claim of white supremacy is an obverse perversity of an assumed entitlement, based on pure violence and not substance. This fully encapsulates the mentality of all the people teleporting me (black, white, Jewish and etc meaning the ones assuming the identities they are taught is their "legacy" and those who "wanna be" part of that power cartel of crime and posturing bluffing "fake it till you make it" paradigm).

My endless plaintive discourse in all my posts and blog entries revolves around the block to actual competition that has been foisted upon me by the "powers-that-be" who wanna be automatically installed into highest positions of power, mostly based on the premise that due to their race or appearance they are the ONLY rightful heirs to nepotistic rule and highest ranking in all fields of endeavor. The mind control technologies that are forced upon me by all involved (which is mostly all reading my posts and all surrounding me and all governments around the planet and all people I have encountered my entire life, or those who sit back and do nothing or very little but still allow the system to increase. At this point in history some Americans are a bit shocked that the malevolent system they did nothing about is now a threat to their cherished "Democracy" which they did nothing to defend when they had the chance; even as they were flown in Armies or other defense government forces they did not do their duty to protect Democracy when the threat was domestic and they were assured that their security was never at risk if they just went along with the "program").

But aside to that aside: 

I have not read the study but one simple paragraph amply describes the very essence of all that I have been writing of this group for over a decade in these posts and blogs and entreaties for anyone to defend me (to almost no avail in most instances). 

To dispel of this lie and to allow people to have the freedom not only to discover their true and real identities outside of the limitations of enforced societal cliches, stereotypes and enforced rules of society--for women to have the chance to compete but not just blonde women or Nazi women but women like me who have been POISONED so I can't compete. Others have been made pregnant (thus the abortion fight is so important to the Nazis in government who want minority women to not have a chance to actually do more than breed and remain domesticated servants with no chance to have a fight in the political and other arenas without having to perform great feats of compromise in  order to achieve any higher ranking). 

The other fight in this drama of equality, for which America is "meant" to stand but has fallen so ungracefully for so long in that respect (or has never fully stood upright in it's history but the struggle continues as some limping begin to stand up for their rights while the brainwashing apparatus of racism continues to plunge people into fantasy dramas that have subliminal mind control programming to quell their instincts and keep the former inequalities seeming to be shifting towards equality but in actuality is re-enforcing the old but by increments changing the superficial appearance of the color schemata.)

All the people teleporting me have this same principle in mind, and I quote from the scientific article:

Written by Donald Moss, an author and activist, the article entitled “On Having Whiteness,” explains that whiteness establishes an “entitled dominion” that enables the “host” of “parasitic whiteness” to have “power without limit, force without restriction, violence without mercy,” adding that it has a drive to “hate, and terrorize.”  

WHITENESS A PARASITIC CONDITION WITHOUT PERMANENT CURE

One can only wonder if the scientist writing this article is of some other race affiliation other than White? 

The rape, induced by drugging, mind control technology, and the isolation that society has allowed to penetrate my every living condition and social interaction with (as everybody obeys this system and no one goes outside it's prescribed protocols and no one stands up for me publicly or not very much and the system remains growing like a virus into every crook and cranny of every system and society around the planet). Otherwise known as the 4th Reich.

I am now confronted with this very hate system once more by someone utilizing technology that so blasts my body with an induced version of "love" (to use a very polite euphemism) whereby I am almost viciously raped with physical violence by someone I don't know or love or even like personally, where I react with utter loving reaction and repeat pornographic phrases that are being implanted into my brain (the violence and being literally pinned down physically while sleeping and teleported, drugged and under torture conditions that have not stopped for a single day for more than a decade and much longer actually) with GOVERNMENT agents and officials fully participating in this. I have to see first-hand every single day the utter hate of this white supremacist group, try to heal the countless cars, blemishes, cuts to the bone, the poison in my body, the stinking filth that has endlessly been sprayed into my living place turning it into squalor and utter toxic filth sprayed and smeared into every bit of everything I must breathe in and live around. Then I am endlessly being physically tortured by people who are STEALING MY IDEAS and blocking and preventing me from having my own career or any chance to compete.

I have been writing for years that these are parasites and now it has been "scientifically" proven to some extent. I find it amusing of course I have not read the article mostly because I already know that there is a pattern that is unchanged from one of these haters to the next. When I am confronted with one I simply continue the dialogue I had with the last one because they are a continuous and seamless entity of blank personalities with inferior mental and emotional qualities who can perform, like idiot savants, a few tricks and circus performances but on a personal level they are not "all that" to use a bit of slang--or should I just write they are not superior but in fact are parasites on others not only in the bedroom or in personal relationships but on the planet itself causing utter distress to every ecosystem and planetary political machine except for their own, safe enclaves in their scrubbed-clean filthy domestile sties. Scrubbed clean but filthy, they feed off every misery and despair situation they can enforce through all the desperate for relief minion they can induct into their ever-growing army of robot zombies who are programmed to kill and destroy (even to destroy their own for the sake of the parasites who feed off them and tell them how to live their lives according to the principles that they oppress and destroy any competition such as me or anybody else and no one challenges their false claims of superiority simply because they have programmed through violence everyone to submit and never question. Oh how the mind control technology is going to be used to force people into "loving" worthless parasites who never deserved the status in the first place let alone the utter love that these drugs and technologies "extract" out of human beings for the loveless and inferior (or not the superior by automatic decree).

The dominance of the Zero Sum Game. "'Zero sum' is the language of power. How does one overturn the ideology of power? How does one transcend that with a non-zero sum?...Some people live their entire personal lives with personal relationships centered around the zero sum philosophy." (see video below on the zero-sum game worldview).

  "Mo' Money" for the Indo-Pacific Initiative" and more money perhaps for the global surveillance and terrorist system that is still covertly funded for such operations as I have been writing of in desperation for someone to stop this for over a decade. The personal philosophy of the terrorists attacking me is very much a zero-sum game, which is also akin to their own personal relationships and how they treat others outside of their terrorist activities.

"This is no exercise — US wants to encircle China with actual troops."  RT America. June 11,  2021.

The Pacific Deterrence Initiative: A $5 BILLION increase in US military budget in addition to the billions annually spent on developing and maintaining a war presence around the world. The increase, what purpose? "As the Indo-Pacific region faces transnational challenges...For a free and open regional ORDER." --Lloyd Austin, US Secretary of Defense.

"Playing the China card has given the US an excuse to build up it's military...Some people in the US stick to the Cold War and Zero Sum mentality."--China Foreign Affairs Spokesperson.

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The $5 Billion American question for 2021: "How does one transcend a 'zero sum' mentality of 'I win, you lose'?"

The American Way, the Global Order Way, the master-slave relationship the American transnational 4th Reich Way of corporation military domination trickling down into each, and every personal relationship. The community global order domestic and State-sponsored "gang stalking" way of intimidation, terror and murder for hegemony Way out of the USA today. How many millions or billions are spent in the Pentagon budget for these covert operations? How much of that $5 Billion proposal for the Indo-Pacific region will be used for such terror purposes with surveillance, increase in constraint of individual and collective freedom and all that this kind of terrorism entails? In addition to countering the expert technologies for such purposes that China already has in operation globally in a network of information-gathering and other such war-mongering activities that are hidden behind various guises. The US must keep up and get on a higher plateau than China--or really, the US must form a better alliance with China in this regard, perhaps that also is a strategy that $5 Billion more for the already bloated budget is necessary to achieve hegemony in that region and globally. Meanwhile, the current administration proposing this increase in spending that sucks money from programs that Americans need--the current administration is ignoring my 10 years of writing posts and being teleported to politicians who allow this torture to continue at an almost accelerated pace, year-by-year without a glitch in their "matrix".

The expropriating Europigapes and the American wanna be Europigape imitator minions and their infiltration of American culture/politics and the land. The 2nd genocide approaches the United States and now the "native savages" are the Red/white and blue white trash MAGA maggots and the counterpart "woke" fake liberals and their minority minions

 For over a decade Europigapes fully supported by these now clear-in-focus groups of American insurrectionists, anti-Democratic haters and "Patriots" with their increasing strains of minorities voting them in power and being put into higher positions--and the much more Left-handed path of the fake "liberals" with their same interior structure but so adorned with the outer platitudes of "wokeness" have attacked me.

The Europeans (sorry to use the correct term for such subhuman scum and inferior crap) but, the two who took turns tortured me to obtain ideas so their stale, stalwart and mediocre art and entertainment output could have some kind of salespitch for the American audience and also to emulate the American style that has swept the planet. Not just emulation but appropriation of the culture is their true and ultimate goal. I see this in the German fascist Nazi who is being so embraced by the half-English whore skank he adores, his fellow bigot Nazi who hasn't stopped stealing my concepts for at least a decade so her mediocre, nasty meaningless posturing greasy whore persona with all her plastic surgery and facial modification can "sell" fascism and nazism with the "woke" label affixed to the endless promotions by the English-monarchist overtake of US Entertaiment entrainment as they seep in to destroy and take over. This German man is now using "crossover" to do the very same thing by exploiting me because I downloaded a movie he starred in (I was TRYING to get a version of a movie about Paganini with a DEAD actor--Klaus Kinsi--another sleazy German prick who made it big in the movies but otherwise, I could not get a decent version so I downloaded this movie ONLY because I was and am so ill to read, so I watched this movie to see a depiction of Paganini and not this prick violist and now for three weeks he's raped me non-stop and inserted a malicious fungus into my vagina my feet were cut into last night through layers of protection I have struggled to use to defend myself as he's telling me I must go to Germany and have a baby with him while this group of wanna be fascist Nazi Americans who have fully adapted all and every Europigape thought and action, all have castles and mansions in Europigapland as their rewards for assisting in Europigape infiltration and usurpation.

And I write this today as I have been doing for years--the feeling of old age injected into me by these rotten old men (this German man is 15 years younger than me but he's so fully integrated into rotten old man culture, as well as the cock rock rapist whores he plays his violin with out of Whorewood--the heavy metal cock rock womanizers and racists and rapist Nazi fascist with all their "freedom" cock rock bs).

And so, as I have not stopped writing about this organization, now it's in scathing hate tones as I have been injected by a hater who has sucked out my passion and love while injecting hate and his greed--that nasty Germanic money-obsessed power-mongering abuse but I can't express how he puffs up when he lets me know that I have no defense--and because MY COUNTRY HAS ALLOWED THIS TO HAPPEN-my country has been fostering Nazi culture all my life and during the Holocaust no doubt completely allowed so many war crimes to be committed against everyone in Europe who resisted that scourge of filth that was also allowed to sweep over Europe by the "powers that be" who now have fully turned into converted "Democratic" fascist Nazi cartel agencies with mafia backup.

A point I "forgot" to write in my last post because I am under so much attack, my emotions are at high peak due to being sucked out of my protective shell by this predator sexual rapist abuser fascist creep who always has his loving mommy to return to in State-funded security out of Nazi Germany that has made so many appearances of being "democratic" for posturing political purposes. He's tried to "push the envelope" in his pornographic fantasy world of hate (that is actually another robot-zombie program that I have seen countlessly in other German mama's boys who abuse "minority" women to get their pornographic high, are loving and kind to the Nazi women they marry but have this pressing need to press down on women to vent their misery in their power-domination society out in these brothels that are frequently scattered in downtown areas of German cities so the men can take their corporate power lunch breaks after power struggles with other fascist parasites as they vent their hate on the brown-skinned women in the whorehouses who have no protection because the pimps are very eager to get all that money. I have also seen this personally in Germany very often (not from MY personal experience but from observation--from going out at night and from hearing women talk--this also trickles down to white-skinned women such as Russians who are part of prostitution trafficking who claim that German men are notorious pricks and abusers). 

I have gone to German homes and seen them in action in their domestic sphere (nothing I ever want to re-experience or be around again) and I can assure that this system is very embedded into their psyche. 

Knowing thus about this man and his programming (but the stupid wanna be fascist Nazi Americans who know very little about all of this because when they go to Germany they are treated to the most smiling psychopath loving kindness by the German Nazis intent on further world domination--but now using smiles and business wiles) but...I try to fight this. I write this today to let people have some awareness that they should BEWARE OF THESE PEOPLE INSTEAD OF EMBRACING THEM OR THE CULTURE OF NAZISM THAT HAS PERVADED HOLLYWOOD and all the rest of American society.

Terrorist teleportation/rape/torture/life-threat/exploitation/coercion report. June 8, 2021.

ALABAMA SONG (WHISKY BAR)-THE DOORS.

 

The fire burns out quickly when grease, scum and porno filth is mixed into the purity of love's desire. When Jim Morrison, however, sings it the fire is alive and not-yet murdered in Paris dead and gone. Morrison was a musician who had a soul and spirit intact to some degree. These creeple raping me have ZERO NONE and are foul and meaningless psycho rapist whores who you have put into lead media mind control entertainment-turned-politico position where they are forming a European-fascist-based monopoly so they NEVER LEAVE for decades and decades. All you can do is have your inner fire turned into a smoldering grease pile as the violence and porn and hate grows in America and the seemingly "clean" Europigapes pour in to help "rescue" America from it's sodden and sullied desecration that the Europigapes have carefully constructed for decades and they are now achieving full hegemony in American life and taking over. If you think this is a ranting post I seriously urge you to take a look at H-wood more carefully and who wins and what themes are continuously being pumped out, how many Europigape actors are in lead roles playing Americans and what is really being entrained into your brain by this K-rap organization.

Morrison was far too sensitive a human being, too much a threat. His music is now being used for Nazi propaganda movies like Cruella and I know that pig apes like Danny Moynihan, the Monarchy-connected English pig ape has observed my and others' in America who are of "alternative" persuasions so they can steal music like this while all they listen to is porno orgy relaxation cocktail music.

I play this today to try to recoup a bit of what the pigapes are stealing of my culture--misappropriating. That is the word, I am under strong mind control attack plus this German pig is digging with his penis into my psyche to imprint hate and all kinds of horrible mind control abuse sublimination programming as I fight to get him off me he's pushing me down like the police who are claiming that they are pinning me down so I can't breathe (in this case symbolically) because I am "resisting" arrest. I feel completely embittered and old after this younger boy-old man has raped me he's a complete mind f** operator and a nasty negative type of pollutant digging his hate into the very recesses of my body if possible. 

LIGHT MY FIRE--THE DOORS

 

  
This music--the Rite of Spring--reveling in pagan orgy themes, sacrifice, rebirth, phallocentric of course as most of these fascist cultures are--dancing around a Maypole as fertility symbol--the violence the rebirth of a Nazi global order--this is the classical musical "crossover" that this German hate violinist is really at the psychic level of---it was a big hit as Hitler included this piece which he consigned to Stravinsky (who was rumored to be half-Jewish and I saw an English documentary that claimed that Stravinski, while being closely guarded by the 3rd Reich as a composer was then ordered to commit suicide-but Wikipedia omits that entire claim and I cannot find any further information on this subject online). yet, this is the real music of the overtake with power that this German man is trying to inflict upon me and the rest of fully entranced H-wood I mean whorewood. As they are also satanic, demonic or however you want to label evil and violent bad energy this is only my way of quickly establishing a sort of quick label. I may sound like I am ranting but one must look into the occult and pagan origins of Germanic Nazism in order to get a better grip on the reality rather than the false, smiling fantasy that Germans exude, and everyone wants power and control who are part of this global organization and a quick and easy way to steal anything and suck out energy and push people down by automatic assumption as to who is supposed to be in control--I must now endlessly fight another one with this group of Nazi subordinates cloying for power who are just bringing a very nasty German into American society like this (who was already established anyway). The CORRUPTION OF THE SOUL OF THE SPIRIT AND OF SEXUALITY, OF POWER AND DOMINATION AND OF COURSE THE QUEST FOR MONEY AND CONTROL--THIS SONG fully encapsulates this fiery symbol of pagan power that Germans really are in tune with. It had to take a (reputed) half-Jew to begin to formulate this musical piece though--if the rumors which have now been doused are correct about Stravinski) but...I am just putting this out, to put that fire out and to stop the spread of a fiery contagion that will bring a firestorm of ruin to my country and to me. The fires will consume LA this summer and partly that is due to their entire Nazi mentality of taking over everything possible including nature and it's real driving natural force for their endless gluttony and pig ape whore luxury lifestyles as oppressions for the rest of the world and now the planet will suffer and burn and flood for having embraced this sinister philosophy. 

 

Stravinsky The Rite of Spring

 

 

The latest hater, bigot, racist, rapist Nazi (this time a German male, famous for playing classical violin who wants to--or already has--broken into "crossover" heavy metal and rock combined with his violin stuff but with H-wood now embracing him because of his violence towards me, his propensity towards deceptive appearances and of course posturing bs and rape hate culture of racist proportions aimed at me).

The increase in attacks and the hate of this man I have seen with so many German men from years of living in that abhorrent country. My country is as or even more abhorrent than Germany at this point in time and political consideration. The American actors of this huge multi-billion dollar conglomerate fascist Nazi propaganda agency are thrilled that this man is raping me using pornographic hate themes of abuse, insult and all kinds of threat and violence. They love him. He loves them. Once more I am surrounded by them in teleportation while awake and while asleep. The teleportation is a very ethereal type of aerial form of exploitation you are simply ripped into twain but remaining in one solid form and one more seemingly incomplete form in another location. I think by appearance I look like I am whole and conscious when I am teleported. In that state I am not in the same consciousness as I am in my prime physical state. It is hard to describe when few people have experienced this. I suspect that these technologies are being handed out to this group of lascivious demons who are attacking me like candy for their orgy, rape and other kinds of pilfering aspirations. 

I am under serious threat of any thought, action or movement that this prick doesn't approve of. AT this time my former sensational amount of energy WASTED on this hateful user/abuser/rapist whom I have no contact with other than his endless exploitation of me, abuse and insults and the contracts he is now obtaining. In fascist, Nazi German fascist fashion he is oppressing me to the point that all I have is at risk at this time. It is sexual oppression, pornography and abuse and humiliation and the pig apes of whorewood are watching on as usual like the gloating and smug hyena whores that they are as this German "classic" dirty nasty person is abusing and forcing all kinds of reactions out of me using this technology that I cannot defend myself, not in this extremely weakened state of a DECADE of not having a safe home to go to with toxins that are so deadly pouring out of my body in diarrhea and then stuck and solid against my flesh and into all viscreae and bone structure without any access to any safe place to heal while this group of K-rap is physically torturing me non-stop.

In absolute desperation to get this group, which yesterday was spear-headed by Robert DeNiro, who hasn't stopped (like they all do) latching onto abusing and torturing me in this evil and vile contract for as many years as possible in order to obtain his Oscar awards like all the rest who never stop obtaining every kind of lead role for their "performance" of abusing me.

this German prick was sitting there smug as I screamed in rage at rotten DeNiro to stop telling this creep porno immature German mama's boy to stop abusing me, but of course the pig who wants a "baby" out of me so he and his group of shit in Germany can obtain more egress into american culture--as the infiltration is complete you can even hear this pig ape from Germany saying that NYC is a "little Europe" and that is how badly the pig ape Europigapes have taken over the country and what he really thinks of his entrance into Whorewood by abusing and raping me is all about. Whorewood is already a Little Europe for the pig apes who have helped to create this current fascist Nazi uprising within America through their shitty mafia/nazi movie crap.

I am now ranting and of course I will be tortured and the threat is very real. I was going to write in this post that I need to stop writing but I am now going into a hyperbolic hate rant (sometimes I wear an aluminum foil "hat" just to try to stop the brain-altering technology attacks but I am not wearing it now.) That is because I have tried unsuccessfully for three weeks not TO GET THIS THING FROM GERMANY OFF OF ME and I can't do it. The prizes and deals these utter scumbag pieces of rotten, evil and filthy crap get out of attacking me are so huge that none of them ever stops trying to force every kind of positive bit of love, friendship, ideas for these rotten, unevolved stupid and dirty ugly pigs to steal for their crappy movie and bs K-rap output

and this kraut creep is no different by now I really hate him on a level that is getting to the point of wanting to destroy him and not the reverse, which is what having a baby should be but this is a hate and death group which is determined to force their old age, hate and misery upon me and obtain everything out of me that I can't profit off myself in any way-as they are blocking every single opportunity and forcing rotten pig shit like this German pig on me and yelling and fighting day after day to stop while my government continues to let it all fester and go on and on.

I am writing this because I am still fighting for any kind of decency from my country and appealing to this group of "woke" bullshit whores in whorewood is impossible, and it appears almost the same thing for members of Congress. I want the world to know that my reaction to this german rape fuck nazi pigape is not out of love or desire but as usual from a pornographic scumbag it's from drugging, poisoning, torture, everything I love stolen or killed, all opportunities blocked from me including the health care I need to heal as these pigs are making millions off stealing my ideas, calling me stupid ugly bitch etc etc ande then having me raped and abused and dismembered and disfigured

so I write thisGerman pig fuck to let you know that I think of you as an overblown piece of stupid mama's boy porno pig crap you are an ugly and sick creep who I don't want to know. 

I can't describe how disgusting these Nazi pig men are and the Americans try so hard to behave in this fascist rape methodology that the German shit has literally swept across the planet. I have to see daily Nazi Europigape men with brown-skinned Thai women in rotten and disgusting "master-slave" relationships and the Thai men are grovelling and desperate to be loved as well while the usual degradation of the environment is going on here as it is everywhere on the planet for "development" of hotels, coffee shops so every retired Nazi pig ape rotten ugly dirty old man can have his penis sucked by an adoring brown-skinned woman who is really just a pawn he's using for legal purposes to invest in Thai property--they are so sleazy they go off to strip bars like flies leaving their nests at night as the Thai women are so loving and give all and everything to worthless shit who are violent and vicious exploiters--just like this German pig ape who is disgusting and just like this shit from Whorewood who are still surrounding him and telling him to assault me in almost every way possible as they embrace him like he's wonderful. This has been the continuous situation surrounding me for over a decade and probably longer but the use of this teleporation technology--the way I live in a deadly torture chamber with dismemberment and violence inflicted upon my body nightly--(last night they ripped open the socks I was wearing, used solvent to loosen the packaging tape wound around my feet, used a laser to slice skin tissue into my toes around the bottom of the toe area--the balls of my feet have rolled up skin from months of the skin being burned and one foot has had the skin cut to the bone for at least 4 years on a nightly basis.) ANd the attacks are worse I have elaborated upon them for years and nothing has ever stopped this.

I want you to know German rotten pig ape whore that you are ugly and disgusting. Your threats combined with a planet of pieces of shit torturing me for decades is the only reason and the fact that you are not some rancid ugly old man is also a bit appealing as my energy has been drained by aging older men (famous but still rotten creeps by now in their decades of being sleazy and foul in Whorewood) but that is the general theme of the "entitled" Nazi male anyway--their manhood is lost while they posture as if they are supermen but they are super slime crud whores and stupid and immature they cling on to their mommies serving them for their entire lives their abuse of women is notorious but German women love them when the abuse and oppress other women like me.

I want you to know this German prick scumbag and I hope someone will pry this next pig piece of shit off me finally and also the rest of this group. They are torturing me to death.

Oh, last thought from my hyperbolic rant: this younger German pig ape is only appealing because I have been stuck in a room partially paralyzed for over a decade as rotten pigs have teleported and raped me who I ran from when I could see them in person (the ones who did this for a few years were men I met and immediately got away from, they latched on and raped me using this technology for years while murdering me--both Europigape fascist Nazis not out of Germany but now all the Nazi culture has merged in that rotten continent and has infiltrated whorewood and that mentality has trickled down into American society--). However, there are other facets of the sentence I just wrote but I won't go into it). This German man is younger, sexually potent and a seducer but a sleazy whore nevertheless who is getting into his rotten old man years of debauchery and he's sucking out my life force as much as he can. The influence of these rotten old men training the boys to become users and abusers of women (but really their true coagulation is of homoeroticism because they are trained from boyhood onward to really mistreat and use women and they are instilled with a pornographic hate and violence towards women as well). This boy is no exception (after being forced to be around rotten and aging old pricks raping and abusing me, this guy appears like a boy and that's just from years of being sucked dry by aged old men who try their best to dump their misery out on me because with this tech and the adjoining hate organization I can't get rid of them ever or get any support).

However that initial desire has turned rancid and sour very quickly. He had an infection put into my vagina while I was sleeping after I "made love" passionately with the love I was reserving for my self-survival energy because this group SUCKS ENERGY OUT EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY LIFE. Like the rotten and ugly parasite that this filthy creep is, he is using sexuality as a weapon to penetrate, suck out my love energy and then inflict as much humiliation, subordination and violence upon me as possible. the women like filthy pigape-alina his real choice and someone he adores only because it's another Nazi pig ape whore like him and his ilk of shit and filth--but these women are lavishing love upon this rapist pig sucking my life out and inserting his ugliness, racist abuse and hate upon me as I sit here under now more increasing pressure to not fight back as he's like a horrible predator hovering over my every breath to suppress any kind of dissent. It's very much the psychological version of police brutality when the pigs are kneeing someone on the neck and then claiming that they have to press down harder because the victim is struggling to breath as they fight for oxygen. That is the general strategy this fascist Nazi piece of shit is forcing upon me as I struggle to get him off me. The pigs in Whorewood have already been training him into violent fascist abuse of me, I'm sure it didn't take long and he's adding on his cultural legacy of being trained in abusing people and I can't express the gloating smug attitude he has because MY COUNTRY WON'T STOP THIS OR HELP ME AND THEY ARE PROMOTING HIM FOR THIS.

Terrorist utilities/appliances report: June 8, 2021.

 The water in my kitchen sink and bathroom faucets (shower, sink and toilet jet spray) are being manipulated so if I turn on any source of water in the bathroom the kitchen faucet begins to moan with screeching noises like it's a mechanical industrial engine grinding to a banging, grinding halt but the sound is continuous unless I either revolve the kitchen faucet around a semi-circular curve from either top or bottom of the arch until the sound is reduced and that only happens if I leave water running continuously in the bathroom. If I turn off the water in the shower area the kitchen sink begins this grinding extremely loud noise once again. It is the kind of noise you can hear through the walls and could be reason for a complaint. 

The water strength in all the faucets and water sources are reduced even when this problem does not occur. Before this new attack began (two months ago) I was always washing my hair in the sink because the shower water pressure was so low I could not wash shampoo out. Now the water comes out as a near trickle while the water begins to pour into the kitchen sink while I am in the shower so the pressure is at nearly 1/5 of the tiny diameter of the small metal hose attached to the heating unit on the wall of the shower. I can barely wash the soap off my body and that is while I have to keep water flowing in both shower and kitchen sink area. If I manage to stop the noise at any point the terrorists on the other side of the wall simply change the pressure of the instrument/system they are using to cause such an effect. This problem began one day after I left this studio to go shopping which means of course it was installed while I was gone. 

The "landlord" terrorist of course will not respond to any problems in this room such as what this group had done many months ago-they began to have water trickle out of the kitchen sink. I told him when he was harassing me many months ago and he was in this studio and told me to pay for repairs and he would reduce it from my rent, which means that he will claim it wasn't written in the contract and he is not obliged to pay. He has operated in this manner of lying verbally and then not doing what he promised by claiming it is not written in the contract and he never said anything about repairs or other problems which he only increases every day and time I leave.

I can manage to take a shower but I don't like to waste water and I live to preserve natural sources and supply as an environmental approach to preserving some sanity on this planet, despite what this organization does to pollute and wreck everything for their endless pursuit of pleasure, power and control and usurpation over everything possible using every possible means of manipulation and (then there's the death and murder orgies they also perform for the same function/s).

The air is clean and fresh this morning after the skies poured forth the soot mixed in with the acid rain from the left-over factories that have been re-ignited due to the pandemic resurgence technology innovation progress output GDP and the future of your Life---and fresh this morning as all the world revolves around the old and new normal as you lay in wait for the masks to be taken down and the clown masks resumed as the old normal.

 THE STRANGER. BILLY JOEL.

Terrorist report: June 6, 2021. Construction has begun once more in the tiny studio beneath mine. There is drilling and something is being scraped and drilled into the walls beneath mine. As I have written of many times, this is nearly 7 months in staggered time frame of this kind of terrorist noise attack underneath my room in the last 2 1/2 years.

Amerikkka: The Mental Masturbation Nation and it's political sex-obsession with political Machiavellian mind control, exposed only to the butthead and Beevis crack in the facade of the pants covering the phallic-controlled systematic mental mind screw operation.

 "Ted Cruz Defended Ban on Sex Toys, Said Vibrator Equivalent to Hiring a Prostitute."  David Pakman Show. April 15, 2016.

To paraphrase the argument of the former Solicitor General of Texas (Cruz): Sex toys and paraphernalia are equivalent to procreation outside of procreative function and therefore should be unlawful!!!

It appears though that the US Supreme Court issued a ruling stating that the US Government has no constitutional right to interfere with the consumer-related non-procreative industry and thus you can still get what you need although maybe not what you want in Texas!

The real issue is of limiting the government only "to the necessary" laws and regulations to guide the functioning of a Democracy. Yet Ted Cruz's argument was along the lines that "there is no Due Process Right to stimulate one's own genitals for anything other than procreative purposes." That was shortly before his run for President back in 2016, also when other celebrities were also in the running for office based on their sex appeal and personality charm as exhibited by scripted narratives they repeated for cameras with public approval ratings determining their stature for running for political office. somehow that also fits into the masturbation theme as it's a version of mental masturbation indeed! TV and the internet are the variants of mental masturbation sex toys in the bargain.

But back to the theme!

You would think that Cruz would be so anti-feminist hostile that his goal was to impede the pleasure of women and keep men in control over women's sexuality (including banning abortion in Texas). However, as one study has proven, it's really men who are Lone Star porn stars and perhaps that is the reason why dildos are still in high demand-even in Texas (see post below in comment section for statistics).

HAIL AMERICA

(MENTAL) MASTURBATION NATION!

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Extensive research on an international scale has shown that:

Millennials Are Masturbating More Than Any Other Age Group

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This dude in the video got it ALL figured out by releasing his inner mental miasma by going back to nature and using a round and circular camera extended shot to explain how he is a well-rounded circumspect individual after getting off his mental masturbation addiction by going wild in the wild (doing whatever I guess in the privacy of Nature). I wonder if Nature itself has a way of using mind control and chicanery? I'm sure animals are as devious and scheming as humans, their master-race masters and destroyers of the wild and natural habitats of the planet.

"How Mental Masturbation DESTROYS Your Life | Lotion Review." August 3, 2020.

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"Can You Masturbate While Quitting Porn?" PornReBoot. September 25, 2018.

This is currently the Great American Challenge. Can you watch tv or a movie and not mentally masturbate over the image and delusion you are presented by politician-entertainer-autocrat mental manipulator with a huge, glowing smile as you are turned on because the technology is now being dispersed into your brain which causes a physically sexualized internal reaction. Which of course influences your consumer choices and political decision-making. Trust me, this technology is currently being experimented upon me and I know it is a very serious and deadly combination of mind control that IS BEING UTILIZED to the most awful aspects of mind control programming using this natural physiological reaction in order to achieve a kind of orgiastic appeal of mass control.

Can you actually separate your fantasies which are hate-driven that you have imbibed from the material you have watched and drooled over in porn and in movies as opposed to merely masturbating for the natural pleasure or stress relief that provides? Can you actually connect to another person devoid of the programming that has been instilled into your psyche by the manipulators who want you to buy their products and vote for them instead of loving one another to the fullest capacity you are capable of?

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Of course mental masturbation can also impede your "do what you want" philosophy and thus here is some cocky cock rock music to add to your undemocratic party violence fascist overtake system, which would also do well to blast on speakers as you get your cock rock death squads with electronic torture, rape and murder weapons out in the streets but even more using home-based torture systems, undetected and silenced by people like Senator Cruz, former presidential candidate along with Oprah, former presidential candidate-- screw people over up the A** with violence that is thoughtless and only for the purpose of power and money. Using mental masturbation techniques of persuasion in the tv/internet and media mental masturbation vibrations of programming the mind screw operations which will enhance the thoughtless to follow your very well, orchestrated plans of absolute overtake, fascism, Nazism and murder under the name of using Democracy to undermine Democracy. Here's some Beevis and Butthead for ya'll to throb to as you gyrate alone with your sex partners while you plot your next overtake and usurpation and theft and rape and assassination plans for absolute power and control and domination (you hope ultimately of the U S

Government using your couch potatoe minions who masturbate regularly whilst watching your media output and entertainment mind manipulation mental masturbation fodder mind exploitation!!!

And to round out this circular insertion into your mind today, I end it with the reference to Beevis and Butthead that I wrote of above and all it's implications for violent overthrow of your country, mind and of course your sexuality (not excluding your body as well).

"Mental Masturbation (With Beavis And Butt-Head Outro)." Jesse James Dupree. January 9, 2019. 

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"💋 WARNING: The Negative Effects of Masturbation."  Dr Sam Robbins. February 6, 2018."

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This video I'm not "allowed" to comment upon and not only censorship but torture awaits any real commentary on the mental masturbatory political drama soap don't bend over prison shower scenario I am forced into by my very dubious and tenuous government and it's media-obsessed mental masturbation death squad participants (who are interconnected globally due to technology of massive life-f*** proportions of Machiavellian F-U mind control.

"New Rule: Prickstarter | Real Time with Bill Maher (HBO). October 19, 2019.

But I have decided to comment on one part of the Maher video, just at the very end of this post, like the small print on a tenuous legal affidavit that no one reads if they don't want to read through my posts to the end: almost every single celebrity at the 6 minute mark of this video has absolutely and 100% participated in this teleportation crime ALONG WITH TRUMP and they very eagerly have done so when they get promoted and more money--as opposed to their celebrity presentations of feigning they are absolutely against and aghast at what Trump is--I had to choose Trump (but then rescinded that acceptance as the entire situation if of hate and such violence I can't choose any of these entertainer politicians and their groups) over them all because they were far worse fascists and Nazis than Trump is--in real life, when money is the string attacked to the donkeys' ass that these celebrities chase. Maher was right, however, that they spend the money they obtain from torturing me on frivolous and meaningless trite stuff like gold-studded diamond dildos after they get in on the great, free deal of mind fucking me as the prototype for what they want to do to you and the rest of the planet. These celebrities are the MIND FUCK OPERATORS that the emerging fascist government needs to hide and disguise the overall reach they actually have in the brainwashing functioning of the State propaganda apparatus of the Entertainment media whores you all adore because they are using technology to blast subliminals into your brain of how wonderful they are (not) while they actually can (as they are doing to me) stimulating sensations such as sexual desire through some kind of brain-mapping capability so you are turned on and are "told" subconsciously that they are incredibly sexy, correct, you should believe them and in the mind fuck statements they make such as the "hate" Trump but in secret they are not just friends but partners in mind control brain manipulation, etc etc. It's a TOTAL MIND FUCK OPERATION

Terrorist report: June 6, 2021. Follow-up from yesterday's post about the mail terror attack via Social Security and my mail service in the US. the email I sent giving the okay to open and scan this terrorist attack letter threat was deleted by the hackers and not sent. I had most definitely sent it yesterday. I checked this morning and the message reply had been deleted and not sent. Thus, according to this pretext for not sending the permission to open and scan the letter, which was sent strategically on a Saturday-the mail service closing on Sunday of course--I must now wait until at least Monday night, my time 12+ hours ahead of EST just to see what kind of life-threat this letter really is. It should not have been sent at all and not from that location. All Social Security mail regarding my case comes from major processing centers such as in Chicago, not in a border town in Texas with an internet reputation according to disgruntled recipients of hostility when they try to obtain their life-saving benefits. There is an incredibly long list of people swearing in testimony how nasty and unhelpful and downright dangerous this office is. Some have written that their benefits were shut off because of wrong information meted out by this office and the date for remedying the situation forced the larger administrations to cut off funding, and etc. Now I must wait just to see how deadly this current assault is while I';m going to be teleported, raped, threatened with violence, physically assaulted by this German and although writing of what these haters are doing to me for years has never produced an effect and the last week of having done so is not stopping him but only encouraging him for his power trip pursuit of this contract on destroying me on all levels possible I still am writing--perhaps just to leave a kind of personal testament. When The United States is a complete Nazi colony controlled, as it really is by now, by Europigape fascists and death squads go to kill and assassinate anyone they don't like while police and senators and politicians openly fund it, I hope I can watch from some far-off distance instead of having to live in that wretched country any longer. I am now just stuck in limbo with no country and no status because this organization has made it impossible for me to function on all levels and I am just helpless writing while these parasites who are empty and foul keep stealing ideas because they have nothing but following orders mentality and thus can't think beyond the structures of their own hate and that organization which keeps promotion them for decades until the media is just a cesspool of stupid movies and these actors get a bit of some kind of originality by torturing me to obtain ideas while destroying every single thing about me. They are now using this very violent German man to try to rape hate as deeply into my psyche as possible, he is threatening me on all levels with every kind of manipulation and violence possible and then going off to the women he really loves in Los Angeles who is so connected to English Monarchy and aristocracy (as the conduit or one of them through which they are able to infiltrate the United States main mind control mechanism, the Hollywood brainwashing machine). Thus all these men grovel as she is pumped up in glory and her goal is to destroy and steal and rob and control and suck out and use and abuse me and it's gone on and on for a decade with me fighting non-stop for a decade to get someone at all to stop this. I keep writing and she and they all are out laughing about what I am writing. I scream at this German man after he rapes me and uses every kind of pornographic S&M manipulation device to extract energy out of me, he is literally threatening my life and I have no support from my government or any police force protecting my human rights. this is human sex trafficking to deadly sadists who are laughing about how easily they are getting away with these crimes with just the push of a button.

 The below is a long rant but it's due to drugging and torture and rape and I am now infected because a horrific fungus or mold or toxin has been inserted into my body and I'm now infected and it's stinking and foul. In addition to the below which is a litany of attacks and reactions--all derived from mind control technology, the ceaseless drugging of my body while I am asleep and of my food, and the endless violence being aimed at me. The hackers have hacked/deleted/rewritten parts of this post so although it is long all of it is pertinent to the situation that is affecting the planet. The longer these people have access to this technology the more violent and fascist and murderous they become. The technologies are already widely-dispersed and people should consider this situation I write of (my years of writing about this) as a direct threat not only to Democracy but to many people you readers know and love--including yourselves. Even if you "belong" to this group if they turn against you for any reason they want (i.e. they want to obtain your house they want to bring you down so they can replace your career) you WILL HAVE NO SUPPORT OR PROTECTION just as I have now for everyone follows orders and obeys this system so please take note if you want to have any future of decency for the planet in the future. Most of you assume you are safe within this system and have no threat to worry about.

Meanwhile, the same attacks continue of me being teleported and assaulted (meaning raped in a nasty and S&M fashion by a man insulting and abusing me while he's threatening me while I try to block him and defend myself). And then waking up with putrid stinking odors that are chemically created to not wash out on my pillows. I see after finally being well enough to bend down, because of the detoxification from poison that has been put into my body (I have been too ill for weeks to bend or move for most of the day. The terrorists exploit this to absolutely torture me without end in order to force a concession out of me to provide loveless racist rapist bigot men who are filled with hate and derision their easy entrance into higher positions if they just abuse me enough into "submission" to obeying them as they use exploit and usually are helping to murder me after they steal and suck out all life force, energy and concepts which they use for their careers while I have nothing, absolutely nothing the global organization has shut off all opportunities for even earning a single dollar while I sit here without access to health care after they poison me nearly to death). I see this man who raped me, extracting a passionate victim response of desperation out of me for the torture to be stopped while I am so ill, incapable of exercise, going out to enjoy fresh air or a change of pace from illness and sickness which has been forced upon me. He's spraying this filthy stinking crap that his friends in H-wood have also poured on--I have had to hand wash clothing non-stop for years because of the stinking filth that has perpetually been sprayed on my sheets, clothing and pillows my hands now look like damaged cleaning lady hands from years of this going on every day. I see they sprayed actually my entire bed and the stink has permeated into the mattress and I can't clean it out. I have had to cover the mattress--it's actually a boxspring this room had no mattress and I can't afford to pay for one because all financial earnings have been blocked off completely due to the discrimination and hate of this organization--while the people attacking me have made MILLIONS OF DOLLARS off the concepts they have stolen from me). Because they have broken the spin cycle of the washing machine all is soaking wet and I must pull heavy items out of this apparatus which is a top-loading machine and it's painful for me as I can't even bend down to smell the mattress. 

All of this increase in hate and disgust filth attack has begun because I downloaded a movie at the end of May which starred this German violinist in the lead role. The day or two after I wrote a post about how fascinating the movie was (I had no interest in this German man except to see a movie about classical violin, which is special to me as I have played violin classically and I found this refreshing to see. I then checked on this violinist to see if he was really a virtuoso and I got a clip of him turning a Mozart piece I really love into a version of a rock piece. I was fascinated. I am now under death threat two weeks later as he's raped me countless times by now with hate, insults and violence immediately afterwards, with this toxic attack upon my home because I am fighting to get him off me. He is demanding that I provide him with a baby and go to Nazi Germany where he can have full access to tormenting me probably to death and where I will have zero chance to defend myself, whereas in America I have maybe a 10% chance but it's better than nothing, which is all I am ever going to get from him or living in Germany. But he's determined as this huge contract awaits. When the haters the pit couple passed this technology over to him to torment me in their absentia, this rotten ugly woman who is half-english, who was married to pit the actor--rushed to this German man with arms open wide in a postured "graceful" embrace as his violence not only emulated the decade of their mutual violence towards me, but has increased to Nazi standards of hate and violence. After I have tried to get him off me and to stop the rape, his threats of absolute violence and demands that I comply with his S&M rape scenarios is supported by the endless huge networks of Nazis both in America and in every single country around the world--including the Thai people who openly wear swastikas and have parades wearing Nazi uniforms but claiming that they don't "understand" what Nazi means--while they are being controlled by them and serve them like devotees of a death cult. The threat and my sickness and the years of my vital energy drained every single day by these people who feed off torture and violence as I have fought to stop this has left me really aged, broken down and I really can't take more as I am still fighting to heal without the benefit of health care or decent food or a safe living space. I "comply" while he is hitting me and threatening my life and I know this man has not only full support because he is German but also because he's been programmed into utter murder in order to instill fear and "respect" and obedience. With the full weight of the US Government participating in this Nazi putsch and no support system for me that is viable I am stuck sitting here appealing to endlessly silent people, some of whom may not actually want to see such a system being put into place. I am trying to appeal to your complacency and that this is an urgent time and if you are following the current political situation you can see that Nazism is on the rise in unbelievable ways in America at this time. 

As for my domestic murder situation: I am still drying pillows I had to wash as they were so stinking and foul I either have to throw them away or try to clean these heavy and wet, soaking items while my body is extremely frail and needs rest and to heal--and to not clean huge blankets and pillows every day and I can't keep up by now, they are spraying this filth on every night after I clean something else and I have to dry with a fan the things that are taking days to dry. Now the bedsheets are contaminated as are all pillows and the entire bed is disgusting. I am sick and must  sleep a lot and they have forced me to endlessly fight just to not live in toxic filth every single day--for over a decade this has not stopped. So while I have now huge piles of sheets to clean, I am still working to finish the cleaning job from yesterday because this terrorist organization has broken the washing machine in this studio so there is no spin cycle and a pillow drying with a fan blowing on it takes at least 3 days. I am running my fan over it on highest cycle. While I sleep the mechanical arms spray water on it so it won't dry. I have three large, square pillows and all are stinking and putrid. They keep going so this is going on every single day. This man ordering this is lovers (or wants to be) with the woman who has sent her husband, her other lovers and a host of Europ-a-'s to rape and assault me. She is connected to English Monarchistic Imperialism working to infiltrate and overtake the US media, and they have done it almost completely at this time. Particularly the English. This this Europ-a violinist is of a most fascist nature and is violent, negative and hateful towards me while using technology to suck out and drain my life force while he's being promoted and wining and lavishing loving and sexual adoration towards a woman who has been ordering my physical mutilation for over a decade and then having men like him hiss in hate at me that she's more "beautiful". I fight back verbally by calling her and them names, the men then rape me and torture and assault and order countless Europigapes here in Phuket with their miniority slave minions to rape and assault me--this has not stopped from one of them to the next since 2013. I have been writing these posts since that time and in all that time two or three US presidents and sentators and media commentators and a lot of H-wood A-hole list celebrities and countless "normal" people have participated in furthering this attack upon me.

I sit here with nothing left but endless writing posts about this crime and it remains a stable system that no one will even reveal let alone stop.

Meanwhile the system has produced Donald Trump as President--after his teleportation and rape of me his status in the presidential campaign surged to the all-time high with the fascist and Nazi contingent and all their minority wanna be white master race nazi blacks and other minorities (not excluding "Jews") and thus I watch in amazement at how the reality is covered up by the media when they say that this is just a "big lie" and "deception". (I used the term The Big Lie before Biden and the media did--but of course I am silenced and I can't prove anything but to continue):

They are negating the fact that their system of promotion has lead to a fascist overtake of the entire country. 

As I can't get a single person to do a single thing to stop this crime except a few little token or maybe symbolic things but when I say a single thing I mean something significant that actually has a long-lasting effect on the problem. The problem is not that there is a "Big Lie" but that people want a fascist system and they want lies to overtake a system of deliberation and justice. They want to control and rule and they don't want blacks, jews or anyone else to have more power or money than they unless they absolutely go along with the racist and fascist paradigm which always pits them in front position with everyone bowing down and going along with every lie they put out about how much superior they are. That is the real HUGE LIE that this Nazi cartel that is sweeping over America is really fighting to install with absolutely no more chance for any kind of equality or freedom unless it's between them with a slave class underneath them.

As for me, now, this German man is openly threatening me unless I provide him with his gratification while I am fighting every day to stop this and he's obviously being promoted and getting endless deals in Europigapeland a place I detest by now and most of the people from that continent as well and never want to go there or marry one of them or help that continent have anything but utter destruction.

As for my country, it no longer exists as I sit here watching the driveling bs come out of the mouths of people who have been installed into front media positions who put out half-truths but neglect the real obvious part of the story which is that they too participate in this system and thus they really can't expose it for what it is. I remain basically helpless against this German man who is using, raping and abusing me for his promotion with a group of hate from Whorewood who I also want to see destroyed and never want to help any single one of them to get more promotions out of using me. Yet no one supports me or stops them so I remain here under life threat all the time asking for help and no one really responds. I am going to attempt to get off You Tube and all media except to read the news or maybe very carefully click on webpages but I am now not able to download a single movie that has actors who are currently alive without the threat of them teleporting, raping and torturing and/or trying to murder me to obtain a portion of this contract with these very ugly and sinister actors who have not stopped really mutilating and torturing me slowly to death for years they never stop and they are trying to force a baby out of me although years ago they ordered part of my uterus severed out--it came out sliced off one morning after I told pit the actor NO to his sexual exploitation. This german violinist is now threatening my life and using violence as this is being monitored, filmed, put out into circulation amongst the hyenas of his organization and country to his benefit and promotion. Americans just continue to welcome them all in and allow them to host Oscars and get prizes year after year without questioning the internal politics of this nefarious corrupt organization. The media news commentators of course have also dipped into this attack scenario either for investigative purposes or because they too want a promotion. All remains silenced and not questioned, there are no exposes of how corrupt and rotten the media propaganda fake "woke" liberal machinery really is and what a singular role it plays in fostering fascist Nazi ideology instead of the fake bs that it is being championed for.