Wednesday, June 16, 2021

Why is it so embarrassing for men to study feminism and the violence towards women that they take as their entitled "privilege"? They study and study so much of everything except for this one avenue of their sense of power over some animal domesticated. The teleportation is one aspect where their hate and violence fantasies can go wild. Please listen to a this clip at least get a different perspective for this 11-minute video instead of your endless numb and callous programmed hateful responses without any introspection whatsoever.

 ANDREA DWORKIN & ANTHONY BURGESS/AFTER DARK/LATE NIGHT TALK SHOW. 1988.




Why is it so embarrassing for men to study anything related to feminism in the crowd teleporting me? I can't begin to describe here with all the interference and threats I have how violently misogynist the men teleporting and raping me are. How absolutely blank they are when it comes to analyzing anything related to women's empowerment, and in fact their fantasies are so focused on eliminating my power and through their hate towards me they seem to be empowering their fellow fascist female counterparts who also participate. It's a complete orgiastic ritualistic revelation on the part of the entire group to penetrate and torture a woman as a form of group hate and catharsis for the violence they have in regard to sexuality. If I could begin to write my short story or ideas on this..its' so threatening to them it's so hard to get anyone to begin to think about what they are doing. I have spent 10 years and longer in endless screaming and physical violence fights with one man and his wife/daughter/female lovers/male lovers/partners on the degradation that they impose upon me for their own sense of manhood restored somehow. Nothing shatters their sense of entitlement and the lack of oversight or restraint on the part of the politicians and the people who are supposed to protect society in some part also demonstrates how deep the hate for women is and what lies are endlessly fabricated by these sensual stars and the fighters for freedom but part-time rapist bigot haters.

Please listen to a few lectures given my Andrea Dworkin instead of stealing the ideas to put out some cheesy fake movie about how you are fighting against sexist men while you continue on a personal level to fully empower the worst of sexism that this technology is affording you to expunge your hate and violence fantasies out upon an INNOCENT person--

It also might behoove you to upgrade you level of intellectual pursuit and acumen, deary rapist, violent, hater men out there who are smug about the US government handing you the dream technology you have always fantasized about having the capability to commit every crime against the sleeping victim with all your hate fantasies poured out upon me as your bigot Nazi women laugh and applaud and make "love" to you afterwards. I do wish some of you would elevate your mentalities and improve your capability and desire to think intellectually and listen to some real intellectuals whose output far exceeds your farthest fantasies of having anything truly significant to perform about life or love or humanity.

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*I do believe that Andrea Dworkin was poisoned and a targeted person and she was not "obese" but instead, I believe, poisoned slowly to death with the bloating and hardening poison that I have been fighting to eliminate for a decade which glues into the body like cement but bloats up on top of the hardening chemicals which form an interior "plate". It is impossible to detect until all the chemicals have been drained from the body. I truly believe that Andrea Dworkin was not an ugly and fat woman filled with hate by any means. I know that most people who see her have that instantaneous assumption about the "fat dyke" but I know about targeting and covert assassinations just a bit more than most of you and how they operate.

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THE TAMING OF THE SHREW

Hark ye to the old tradition! 

He commeth to quell and tame the beast of the wild animal she-whore who regardeth all Men as unfit for betrothal or at least only fit for a mean and low brothel. 

She commeth sweet and demure and stealeth the kiss from the death mask looming over the shores of love's labour lost and the lost labor party. Conservative she dons her place at the grace of the sanctity of society always willing and never saying no.

=
Elizabeth Taylor and Richard Burton's pre-demise performance of
William Shakespeares the
Taming of the Shrew
how the rapists associate the shrew with the Jew
who must be you in disguise
posturing as the dominator
circumcised
prescribed
 energized by
submission
but never fulfilled therein

the ritual must remain a solid fixture
in your cantankerous elixir of nichts her


GET HER GET HER GET HER GET HER
 rape her beat her repeat her demean her delete her

get her show her who's boss
after you're finished you don't give a toss

what a game for the insane

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btw blamers and haters:

I do not insinuate that I am a "shrew"
years of systematic torture in a program of rape and attempted murder
have made me a bit cantankerous towards people utilizing the same formulaic principles of oppression towards me that the murderers and other haters have used against me. If only you would think outside the system a bit and be a bit more like an authentic personality I might not try to defend myself almost to the death against anyone using these same formulas of torture and suppression and complete obliteration of my rights as a human being. 
The pleasure-principle attached to social climbing and career promotion appears to be more powerful than any authentic sex drive and it is so overpowering to the people involved that they have lost all their humanity. It is a shame that they are supposed to represent any values of society or humanity in the field of entertainment or media and are being put at the apex of the push for social commentary via these movies and entertainment/music specalurarama dramas.



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Our dear Shakespeare in Central Park revival of The Taming of the Shrew which is even more machismo than the Burton/Taylor version.


Once married, the husband proclaims pointing at his newly wed wife:
"I will be Master of mine own
She is my chattel, my house
She is my Goods
My household stuff
My field
My barn
My horse
My ox
MY ass.
MY ANYTHING."

The rest of the movie--I mean theatre performance
is of creating a domestic and loving good wife
who adores her husband after fight and trial by torture and punishment and release from pain and suffering.

Part 2 of the 400 year old play that is a man's final fantasy before he plays that role of the husband who may stray like Shakespeare did to his wife to whom he desecrated his "2nd best bed" in his Will after his death. Did she mourn him truly at that point of his long years of departure to play in London and play with his lovers and write sonnets to them all, boys and girls, while she waited at the house taking care of the domestic chores?
Had she been subdued according to this treatise on how to obtain a good servant wife?


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I cannot live with You (640)

 - 1830-1886

I cannot live with You – 
It would be Life – 
And Life is over there – 
Behind the Shelf

The Sexton keeps the Key to – 
Putting up
Our Life – His Porcelain – 
Like a Cup – 

Discarded of the Housewife – 
Quaint – or Broke – 
A newer Sevres pleases – 
Old Ones crack – 

I could not die – with You – 
For One must wait
To shut the Other's Gaze down – 
You – could not – 

And I – could I stand by
And see You – freeze – 
Without my Right of Frost – 
Death's privilege?

Nor could I rise – with You – 
Because Your Face
Would put out Jesus' – 
That New Grace

Glow plain – and foreign
On my homesick Eye – 
Except that You than He
Shone closer by – 

They'd judge Us – How – 
For You – served Heaven – You know,
Or sought to – 
I could not – 

Because You saturated Sight – 
And I had no more Eyes
For sordid excellence
As Paradise

And were You lost, I would be – 
Though My Name
Rang loudest
On the Heavenly fame – 

And were You – saved – 
And I – condemned to be
Where You were not – 
That self – were Hell to Me – 

So We must meet apart – 
You there – I – here – 
With just the Door ajar
That Oceans are – and Prayer – 
And that White Sustenance – 
Despair – 


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I felt a Funeral, in my Brain by Emily Dickinson

I felt a Funeral, in my Brain,
And Mourners to and fro
Kept treading - treading - till it seemed
That Sense was breaking through -

And when they all were seated,
A Service, like a Drum -
Kept beating - beating - till I thought
My mind was going numb -

And then I heard them lift a Box
And creak across my Soul
With those same Boots of Lead, again,
Then Space - began to toll,

As all the Heavens were a Bell,
And Being, but an Ear,
And I, and Silence, some strange Race,
Wrecked, solitary, here -

And then a Plank in Reason, broke,
And I dropped down, and down -
And hit a World, at every plunge,
And Finished knowing - then -






Monday, June 14, 2021

Terrorist report, June 15, 2021. POISONING, insertion into my body with stinking fungus, rape during teleportation and death threats and threats to comply and "go along" with being exploited to the maximum by David Garrett, Robert DeNiro, Joe Pesci, The mafia partners therein plus Nazi cartels, the Gottis and et al plus the H-wood celebrity thug group.

 In order to stop the severing of nerve endings, capillaries and blood vessels, tissue and muscle into every toe and joint of my feet, which this group has been doing for over half a year, I have had to resort to sleeping in light pants which have an elastic band and a tie-around string/cloth. I have sewn pieces into the foot area so the mechanical arms only can cut into my feet by going into the waist area. I tie knots as tightly as possible and try to stop the mechanical arms, which has not stopped anything. I wrap layers of packaging tape around my toes and then put a piece of tissue and tape and wrap that around plus I have sewn a double pair of socks which are of an elastic material, stretchy but tight, so that the mechanical arms can't breach this area and this also is breached. I have begun to wrap wiring around the bottoms of the socks at the ankle level to stop the mechanical arms and the areas are still being breached. The mechanical arms are getting through the layers of materials I have pounded into the walls and floors, ceiling for over 2 years to stop the destruction of my body and the terrorists entering my room to rape and nearly dismember my body and put my hips and spine out of alignment, poisoning my food and putting fungus into my hair, food and vagina every single day. That scenario has gone on and on for years--YEARS every single night. I have spent all my money and time fighting this and writing about it.


It is continuing now that I am wearing an enclosed area around my waist they are putting what smells like rotten meat into the crotch area and I am infected all the time from it. In order to not have my toes severed off or completely dislocated I must do this.

These terrorists then teleport me and abuse and rape me and threaten me. THis is ROBERT DENIRO who is a most VIOLENT AND UGLY SINISTER PERSONALITY along With pesci who is not as awful but still a criminal and has done very awful things, along with the Gottis and the rest of this group. 

David Garrett is raping me and threatening me and I respond as if I am "in love" and wake up knowing that this is the most powerful mind control operation I have yet experienced from this group since the last time I could not control my natural urges to have intimacy and love and contact with another person--I have tried to control my reactions but this man Garrett is most persuasive and threatening as well. If there is any sort of human contact between us, the hateful instructions of this organization has turned what may have been some kind of halfway decent interaction between two human beings into a race, pornographic exploit situation lacking all compassion and concern and love, respect, tenderness and it's all about these people obtaining more promotions out of trying to break me as a human being.

They are using violence towards me with gestures of extreme violence using the teleportation as well. That is coming from DeNiro who is very, very violent and threatening and murderous and has been exploiting this contract out on me and like so many of the celebrities has been obtaining  awards for his movies year after year and won't stop and is so greedy and nasty that it's a real mafia hate contract that reveals the ugliness and decay of that industry to the max. He only represents publicly what privately must be a most sinister organization and group of the most foul, anti-woman, anti-American pro-death squad mafia movie hate destruction of all possible divide and conquer foreigners out of Europ-a-land and other nefarious countries. The utter lack of humanity is astounding and this trashy organization is behind the decades of movies glorifying death, mafia and hate and racism that is behind so much of the current death culture that has pervaded America.

But they are smearing what smells like dead meat into the crotch area of these pants I MUST wear because they were literally cutting my toes off slowly night-after-night like this.

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They are fully rotten and ugly putrid parasites upon me and I want to tell you David Garrett that the sweet beauty of your musical talent is also connected to the sexuality that you live by and allowing these nasty rotten hate-mongering fascist bigots to control you and tell you to abuse me (or maybe you don't need much to do this and have done this many times before in your life and this is just a continuation--like so many of the German people I have met who are acting in almost exactly the same way so I think this is a cultural remnant of Nazism).

You are destroying your own talent but maybe you don't see it that way. DeNiro is a murdering bigot hater and a truly evil and violent sick personality and I really need someone to intervene and stop this group of completely destroying my body and life and home any longer as they have been working and obtaining awards year after year for this heinous filth series of crimes they are committing against me. All of this is FULLY SANCTIONED BY HILLARY CLINTON AND NANCY PELOSI. They are foul rapist conniving women who unfortunately "represent" the Democratic power and the "feminist" struggle for women to compete in major politics. Both have been involved with this, but Pelosi is a mafia agent and fake slurring her concern for "The American People" and like Trump, I find her an utterly repulsive personality but for completely different reasons as Trump brought this mafia Nazi shit firsthand into this contract and they are all still waiting for me to be so oppressed and abused that I go and "marry and have a baby" with some bigot who is torturing me to death and undoubtedly has extremely malicious intent towards me, which David Garrett absolutely does have. He is threatening me to go to Germany and have a baby with him so all of these rotten people who have tortured me using this teleportation technology can get their big bonus from this organization of rotten and filthy people who are controlling them and handing out these prizes and awards and contracts. 

IF DARK MONEY NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED BY CONGRESS AND BY PEOPLE CONCERNED ABOUT DEMOCRACY AND AMERICA THEN THIS ANGLE OF THE CORRUPTION NEEDS TO BE STOPPED and stopping them from exploiting me is absolutely going to help in stopping the corruption that is threatening American Democracy at this time.

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*please note, as I have written of for years regarding my "living" situation: the room I essentially was "forced" to live in, because all opportunities are blocked for living space except for one or two results that come in from this organization, as my finances are likewise blocked electronically and money stolen from my purse while sleeping and etc--all attempts to earn money or have a career have been 100% blocked by this death/terror/rape/mafia/Nazi collaborative effort that is a global threat to humanity at this point in time:

this room is not only a surveillance unit, but every space of the sides of the walls is covered with faux plastic walls/cabinets that have panels that are one or two millimeters thick that are removeable and are used by terrorist "neighbors" to insert mechanical arms through and are easily taken up or down and latched into place from the other side of the walls. Both "walls" are impossible to secure because the material used as the faux cabinet and wall structures are doused with chemicals to make them soft and breached--the plaster in the "ornamental" wall indents and structures cannot be hammered with nails, nails simply fall out or the plaster crumbles so I can't hammer anything into the walls. Some of the wall surfaces that I need to hammer metal hooks and tie rope to secure the panels from being opened from the other side(s) of the walls are so hard that nothing can penetrate the walls (unless I used a drill, which I don't have I also have been so bereft of money I have not had enough money to eat while fighting to pay for items to plaster on the walls to try to simply ascertain how or where the break-ins are occurring). There are areas of the walls that are impossible to pound or screw hooks or anything to secure them from being opened from the other side of the wall, in other words as this entire studio has been refurbished to create an endless series of tiles, cracks and impossible to secure panels due to what I have just written above. The ceiling also has holes drilled into the surface for "lighting" that has huge gaps of space around holes behind the holes of the lightbulbs in ways that are completely easy to penetrate by someone lifting boards from the ceiling above. There is no limit to how this group operates to pry and violate a space and insert mechanical arms, which only require something like half an inch or less to penetrate. 

The terrorist enter into my room to dislodge any flimsy materials I have glued and hammered into the most easy to conceal areas and the room is replete with them. 

I have not enough money to move and I have done nothing but move for decades in order to live in peace.

The mafia and nazis involved in attacking me at this point--with their countless minions being employed to do the filthy and nasty attacks for them, and the personally filthy acts they are performing themselves in these hate skits of teleportation.

I am under severe threat of not only losing my toes and being made permanently paralyzed by these attacks on my toes and feet, but they have tried to knock my lower teeth out, make my hair permanently balding and have smeared chemicals on my skin to damage it for YEARS. They have cut into my fingernails on my hands so badly for so many years on a nightly basis that I have lost the ability to use two fingernails which are permanently damaged and don't grow and are essentially dead--part of the nail is completely cut off and won't grow back the nerve endings have been cut completely out. This group of H-wood actors and this mafia/Nazi cartel has also had part of my uterus cut out while I was unconscious, drugged up and teleported and thus could not feel the act of violence, was so drugged up I felt no pain afterwards. The list is by no means complete of the physical violence and damage this group has inflicted upon me. The list of ideas they have stolen from me while blocking my ability to think and write or get anything done on any level and the money they have made out of both exploiting and torturing me for years (a decade by now of just this one group, and countless people prior to them who are still a part of the exploitation) and I remain here writing once more appealing for my country to not allow this slow murder to continue on and on. 

David Garrett is pressing very hard for me to move to Germany where I will be gang raped by his friends (he has already done this a few times already). The technology forces reactions out of me that are not consensual nor are they "my" words or deeds. Under this kind of threat and pressure and the years of isolation and celibacy and the torture and pain and suffering and the fight to heal while they are torturing me and furthering injuries to my body, the technology stimulating my body and this man who is a sexual predator proves a combination I can't fight at this time by myself. They have stolen my cat and killed animals I loved and have taken care of. I remain absolutely targeted and shunned and attacked by every single human being on the planet and have no sanctuary or place to go and no money to defend myself. As so many people are suffering from and this organization is responsible in so many ways for the suffering and deaths of so many people in just this last year alone--with their complicity to the organization to which they respond and follow instructions from.


nEW yORK dOLLS Trash don't let those rotten old men wankers tell you what to say. TRASH just throw their hate and ugliness away. TRASh. DON'T LET THEM control your mind or what you say. Trash throw them away and their wives and keep the world in a state of free play that is gay, merry, clean and bright. TrAsh I mean spiritual bliss and not their rotten trashy piss on the planet. tRASH, THROW that hate organization away. trASH, LET THIS cleansing occur today and forever throw the TRASh mind controlling dirty foul dregs away.

 

New York Dolls - Trash. (1973).



"Don't throw your love away.
Don't throw your life away.
Don't take my light away."

(my lyrics)
don't do what wanker haters say
TRASH becuz' they spewin' trash
to take your life away
trash
don't let them tell you what to say
trash
don't let the trash tell you how to pray or prey or play
TRASH
won't let you take my knife away
trash
why won't you trashy wankers go away?
Trash
let me and my baby play
trash
you're the one and only
are you going to stay?
I don't want to just play
trash
I don't want to throw it away
trash
don't throw your love away
don't throw your life away.
Trash
baby be cool
and don't let the trash tell you what to say
trash
don't let the trashy old men wankers
tell you how to play
do your life your own way
get rid of that TRASH
and throw it away
trash
throw those loveless rotten old men wankers away
and all the hate and violence they have to say
trash
get it away
trash
throw it away
baby, let's just be happy and play
with or without you I'll do things my own way
and get rid of that TRASH
that's telling you to be like them
TRASH
put it in the can and keep the planet green and clean
with or without you, I'll be my own rightful Queen.

(my cover of The NY Dolls who know a lot about trash and NY).

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(My cover of Fuck the Police by NWA who know a lot about the trash of the police with their "good" citizen pigs and their racist, sexist, violent gigs).

Fuck the police
same organization
interior negotiation
sometimes your closet relation

Fuck the police
grandizing schemer
say they want the world cleaner
by making your turf meaner
raping in order to demean her

Fuck the police
representing the "good" citizens
who make sure the destroy the denizens
who are the peasants and plebeians
struggling to clean their filthy dens
that the "good" citizens have turned into pig pens.

"Yo Dre, I Got Something To Say" | Straight Outta Compton | SceneScreen






A reverse regurgitation.

 

Lydia Lunch & Rowland S. Howard ~ Black Juju



A REVERSE REGURGITATION***ALL OF MY LURID POSTS TODAY--THE SEXUALLY BASED ONES BEGINNING WITH LYDIA LUNCH'S *FUCK* VIDEO ARE NOT NOT NOT ANY ASPECT OF MY SEXUALITY BUT AN EXPOSE OF THE BASE AND SICK SEXUALITY OF THE TELEPORTING CULTURAL HEROES THAT YOU ALL LOVE AND DEFEND AND PROTECT while they try to force their filth and hate upon me as if that is me and not them. I am merely putting out videos that honest women have put out when being "sexy" according to the dictates of rapist bigots was NOT the enforced-through-violence absolute code, codified by a slew of sleazy pop stars and celebrity symbols who represent nothing but what I posted since the video *FUCK* BY LYDIA LUNCH TODAY. I am merely making a statement about THEM and not ME. That is the general rule of thumb for all my videos that appear lurid or sarcastic, which I am not inherently like but releasing the sleazy greasy filth that is continuously dumped on me by people of that same substance who appear clean and jovial and shiny and plastic-coated romantic for the media and the press, adored and protected and the need for them to turn that fake smile into a hideous grimace of rape and hate upon me is something, apparently, society needs in order to continue to put fake fantasies upon pedestals.

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Kill Your Sons - Lydia Lunch



Set your little boys free from suckling their entire lives
Hey mommies-your little boys are vicious rapists
what have you done to make them that way?
What haven't you done?
What have you done?

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Lydia Lunch Retrovirus - Burning Skulls



It's just another f**ed up trip with f-0ed up pop singers but when it comes to expressing something that goes pop explosion in your head
Very few can match Lydia Lunch--

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The Accüsed - Have You Never Been Mellow




I met one of the band in Seattle just before leaving for Germany back in '91. I sold him the rest of my Humbolt County joy ride before crossing the great divide between San Francisco and Germany. I look at photos from that time and I only rememjber that the dude I hung with for a little while had reddish hair and I can't identify which one it was at this point. He drove me around Seattle as we smoked that last precious bag I had which I have not had the pleasure of repeating as I have not been in the Humbolt County line of acquisition since that time. Oh whst a glorious ending that was to my time of living San Francisco (traveled to Seattle to take the flight was actually on my way to moving to Seattle instead I rerouted to Germany).

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The Accused- Psychomania



THIS IS GREAT GREAT MUSIC NOT MUSICK !!! Back in the "grunge" days of Seattle back in '91. Clubs I went to in San Francisco at the time had band after band that was similar and I hung with some of them in The Mission District (mostly all gang stalker basturds but still okay to hang with for a short time and good Humbolt I purchased as well). Oh well, the good old days gone now the hard driving rhythm pounding grinding and the mosh pit seem taken over by replicas. I am cynical I have been out of the loop for so long due to poisoning perhaps I am wrong and there is a fragment left of that energy. But if you listen to the raw energy here you will know that this is not the same now as it was back then (how I miss what I almost took for granted). At least it cheers me up a bit compared to the s*** I see on my endless media streams of the ennui that has been forced upon the global consciousness as being the only "art" available and all the underground appears to have vanished.

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I believe (it was a hazy, Humbolt County last smoke day so memory is hazy) but it was I think the dude on the far left who I met for that one day who drove me around as I smoked my last Humbolt dream bag and now I somehow regret not having stayed in Seattle but that's Life....(I had to go to Germany and change my life entirely for many weird reasons). I recognized his photo in the band album cover during that general time period but I can't find that poster online and I think he's very changed even in this photo from when I met him. Maybe he would remember it.) Not saying this guy was or is "my type" but he was a cool person to meet and talk to even if he was part of this insidious dearth of gang stalker terrorists. He was not as horrible as the more well-mannered "gentlemen" of our media circus sensational desensitizing romanticizing.

Sunday, June 13, 2021

The divide between Hollywood and the US Government is very thin indeed.

 "Joe Biden explains how he'll handle Putin meeting." CNN. June 13, 2021.




President Biden: "Look, I know this is going to sound somewhat prosaic, but I think we're in a contest. Not with China, per se, but a contest with autocrats. Autocratic governments around the world. As whether or not Democracies can compete with them in the rapidly changing 21st Century. And I think how we act, and whether we pull together to act as a Democracy is going to determine whether our grandchildren are going to look back 15 years from now and say, 'Did they step-up?. Are Democracies as relevant and powerful as they had been?."


This also applies to the "dark money" forces controlling the Hollywood actors and the associations therein. Try to look beyond your mere selfish aspirations for power and control and look at the future of the world and freedom from tyranny, mind control oppression and murder and rape and torture and intellectual property theft. What you consider your bright, shiny future is actually a deep and dark black hole sucking all opportunity out of the planet's resources and ideas into one, huge cesspool of pornographic imagination hate and murder repeat formulas of chaos and death.

The divide between Hollywood and the US Government appears to be very thin indeed.

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This means that all of you actors, famous or not, all the producers all the people who came from "nothing" and rose like the emblem of the "American Dream" are selling that dream off to future generations because you want a monopoly and easy promotion by your "Dark Money" handlers who instruct and train you in fascist methodologies--in particular with this mind control and teleportation technology which so many are clamoring to gain access to this instantaneous ease-of-transport into higher rankings of the industries you otherwise were not automatically inducted into. The reason you had to struggle to gain access is due to the American tradition of helping people to achieve their goals by the Capitalistic struggle for status and power, which was granted to you because others fought, died and have operated in politics and in other ways to keep that system thriving and alive. You are now killing it and although your children may also gain access into higher rankings than they actually deserve upon the merit of their true capabilities, and you all want an aristocratic system based on power and the assumption of supremacy only due to inheritance and a structure that is enforced by murder and mind control oppression rather than the freedom of thought, action and the chance to compete and succeed.

Social Security SSI Disability illegally cut off by the stench filth of arnold gavin and rump muck and the nazi coalition of whorewood who have made hundreds of MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IF NOT BILLIONS FROM HAVING STOLEN MY IDEAS--not paying anything and then destroying what I do have, then taking away sub-poverty social security because I am the only person in the united states fighting racism rather than playing a game of pretending and dancing around with posturing speeches and stupid songs and movie fodder k-rap, the rest look on doing nothing that is why rump came to power and then again without any resistance. //Otherwise, 6 years of grad school and all attempts to earn money literally blocked while paralyzing me with poison and abuse and drugging every day--trying to obtai money from a GoFundMe account & is it BLOCKED no resopnses it is hacked from general view; this has happened when I tried to earn money online my url is blocked from the internet upon a url activity search I have decoded their total block of any activity (including my blogs and facebook posts only met by enemies looking to murder rape torture whatever they can get away with to get their failing careers back into the nazi orbit. Shitnigger arnold and dirty nazi gavin one facing extinction for years until he got his chance to prove he's really a nazi kgb agent torturing me without end and bringing as many gold digger scum like nancy pig-lousy and then gavin scum old boy onto his nazi payroll thusly he is holding an "environment" conference which is a front for nazi endorsement of yet another obama nazi replica to put more white nazi wall street investors into the money destroying the investments of the lower ranks and with the aid of nazi republicans killing people using social security as an excuse---my ideas furnishing stupid ugly ape arnold with so much clout to enter back into whorewood his violence is endless death threats for not allowing him or his nazi jewish and black partners to abuse me without me responding in self-defense while they are drugging me with truth serum and abusing me into my brain non-stop all day and night until I do react--they spend hours abusing me until I do react just to justify more violence and it is a never-ending domestic violence cycle--ask shitnigger arno0ld's former wife if that rancid fuck she divorced is abusive as hell when the sexual "fun" and games are boring and he has to actually be anything but a rancid "me only" scumbag as he is programmed to be: thusly...under your gaze and silence and protection of that group of shit filth: Stinking sprays on my clothing ordered by the stench of arnold the sick fuck-ni88er termini88er nazi filth---who is using (perhaps...in part) my concepts of saving environment to push his nazi inclusion in american politics as his "platform"---his stench is conveyed onto my property just as his ILLEGAL VIOLENCE against me (i.e.lifting me up in "teleportation" while I am literally on the toilet grasping my abdomen due to the black horrific poisons I have spent 30 years fighting to eliminate from my body which this dirty ugly thug scum parasite calling himself "superior" has ordered put in because me being able to compete might mean his blank ugly dirty nazi mentality is lacking and void of originality as is he--thusly stealing my ideas and then having me slowly killed serves his nazi concepts perfectly--unfortunately supplied and protected by the demo-rat party of california old boy gavin scum and the nazi obamas the deception of which is still protected because they so fully support white nazi nationalism but are "actors" proclaiming how hip and not racist they are (not): thusly, with them all, they informed Social Security to literally change my status from "suspended" to NO BENEFITS they also illegally issued "benefits ended" (sorry can't remember the exact official term but not 'suspended" meaning can be reinstated but completely gone). They are yelling at me, the white nazi bigots who are answering my many phone calls about how and why and why have I not received any mail information on why benefits were cut off only being yelled at lied to and abused by phone--their only method of communication under orders of the obamas the trumps the dirty shitni88er arnold still controlling CA politics the pipeline of Nazi gold holocaust derived is ruling America and the Engllish crown equivalent as well; however, the lying yelling abusive people answering the SSA main line number demand with "suggestions" that I go in person to a field office to get the answers rather than THE LEGAL REQUIREMENT OF THEM REQUIRED IT IS LAW TO SEND ME INFORMATION informing me of t he situation what must be done. The former rules of demanding people go in person were changed under the Biden administration (partially due to Covid) thusly mail is preferred and they have cut down on social security so mail is the real preferred method of communciation which THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO COMPLY WITH. Simply lying and lying to me by phone refusing to send me any letters about my situation and ILLEGALLY demanding I go in person but yelling--literally yelling with hate and fascist abuse--that they "suggest strongly" that I go in person--asking me a spate of interragatory questions about the status of my case which were questions I would have to look up to get the precise dates and informtaion but on a main line call when I was trying to change my address because they wrote it incorrectly--assuming I would phone back--then yelling that because I answered one question one month wrong (after 15 months of my benefits being cut off) the white woman yelled "I can't verify your identity you must go in person to a field office I SUGGEST" I told her that firstly changing my address by phone does not require me to go in person to a field office, and that it was protocol for SSI recipients to phone in address change in fact it's their policy and recommendation--she screamed literally yelling "I will tell you what protocol is" as i hung up at that point. I told her that they need to send me mail so I can get information she told me that I have to spend all my money before they would consider and that I would have to goin person--absolutely ILLEGAL and not policy by LAW. In person as they have done by phone they will lie, once the lie is solidified as if it were an official meeting they can just write the terms and conditions and then have me arrested for one slip-up I made which I cannot help I had to SAVE MY L IFE FROM BEING POISONED and I had to leave thusly that is all they have and they are lying and illegally demanding improper protocol denying me information ILLEGAL all done by old boy gavin scum governor of ca and the shit whore ape former CA gov arnold shitnigger trash who is such a foul and stinking lack of american values you all worship due to the energy of just stealin raping killing and robbing and then abusing anyone who can't fight back into "submission" that's all it takes---it's spread like a virus california hails that prick scum and his acolyte dirty nazi gavin old boy scum the lying fake smiles of the pig ape creeps and their illegal money schemes is what people really gravitate towards. I remain with my status literally blocked, the benefits cut off since February 2025 the man doing it in miami literally demanded I go in person to their office pay with cashier's check all my bank account balance (covid money stimulus payments and student loans) which are exempt. Telling them that these are exempt under law they yell abuse and just cut my money and refuse to send letters THEY ARE REQUIRED BY LAW TO SEND for a repayment schedule. They sent me a payment schedule without identifying anything other than a financial amount---not completely legal as they are supposed to let me know if benefits will be reinstated. I paid two months then never hearing anything I filled out economic hardship forms requesting from the California field office which dirty old scum gavin instructed, which they did quite happily it was a white nazi creep woman and then the usual california and american plantation system of minorities following orders, the more down they were on the ladder (in this case, Asians) the more sneering with lying contempt they had in their voices to get approval for the nazi slicing of employees out of social security this was their means of proving they will lie and kill people upon order by cutting off their survival money if they are not approved of by shit like old boy scum gavin who yelled "I don't want people like you in my State" so it's HIS State not a United States entity but HIS state--his control with arnold telling that rancid scum gavin what to say and do to become "president" all will be rigged. Since ugly dirty arnold grabbed with his filthy snorting sucking body and system onto this contract that ugly stupid rancid fuck has had people threaten my life repeatedly he has done it repeatedly has abused insulted punched raped and brought in at least 300 or more people to abuse me in just the last 2 months--that ugly rat roach parasite leech has since opened an "environmental" bullshit conference in his native Austria to sell off black nazi kamala harris as the puppet of the obama nazi uncle tom aunt jemima tap dancing team lovingly smiling with adoration into the faces of every rapist nazi-spewing shit white trash filth bucket out of germany and austria possible with ice cube and snoop dogg just violently abusing me on cue as well for years and YEARS AND YEARS. thusly, because I have actually fought against racism I am now cut off disability ILLEGALLY it is not illegal or against SSI rules to save covid money or student loans but they can just lie and yella t me and do whatever they want under this filth shit team. I moved they refuse to send a letter stating I have moved as such---they have literally taken off any benefits as me being a recipient on the SSA website after refusing to even respond to my economic hardship letter request zero letters with zero information BECAUSE THEY ARE OPERATING ILLEGALLY AGAINST THE LAW against me under orders of rancid stink stench arnold ugly filth trashnigger fuck and the obamas you all worship for their acting skills but still putting white wealthy above all but handing the poor a few little crumbs which are taken away instantly when their good friends the white nazis take power--promising if you just re-elect their pupet skank prostituted shit kamala with oprah and gyrating skank nasty dirty nazi black trash cardi b and j-lo and the rest of that shit nazi crap black circus and the "liberals" all will be hunky dorey and arnold will get more millions and control more politicians through the nazi gold pipeline all law will be only tendered for all who comply with being humiliated raped people l ike cardi b have been honored for selling black nazi plantation sex slavery honored endlessly as "freedom".