Censorship hacking/blocks/inserts/convoluted writing copying and writing. DOS attacks without end. Blocked from expressing any opinion and when I do--it is stolen and I cannot wrrite more than a few lines without nearly collapsing in exhaustion under drugging/mind control tech blasting my brain. INJUSTICE DUE TO TERRORISM AIMED AT ME. Cannot write, cannot function physically. When I attempt to handwrite the technology makes my hands shake slightly. Sitting is painful in that position required to hand write due to the hard poisons. All I really can do is type and that is being blocked. All morning and day spending at leats 90 minutes fighting to get my laptop to stop freezing and sites to open or close.

The "reasons" "why" terrorist have broken my toe and two lower teeth and fractured cervical vertebrae and lumbar vertebrae and poisoned me nearly to death and....and...

 I hope people understand that I am being "sarcastic" when I write:

ALSO, HACKERS HAVE REWRITTEN PART OF THIS POST BUT i HAVE NOT CHANGED IT BECAUSE i AM SICK OF SPENDING ALL MY LIFE, LITERALLY, CLEAINING UP THEIR MESS ON EVERY SINGLE PART OF MY BODY, MY HOME AND MY WRITING. They altered sentences below, this is the "normal" but it is hard to understand the chaotic writing below in parts. They deleted some words and then replaced them by very simplistic language. They deleted parts of sentences but made it appear as if I have a kind of 3rd grade writing skill level. I am also fighting to get words out as hacking makes typing almost impossible--litearlly almost impossible. But this has been a completely rewritten post and I have not gone into and spent more time urging, beggging anyone reading this TO STOP THE MURDER AGAISNT ME AND STOP THESE CREEPLE FROM ATTACKING ME. Also I am drugged, as I always am every day. The torture is intolerable. I know for certain that the majority of people reading this--probably at 98%, are happy and thrileld and sexually excieted about this. The people I am surrounded by at all times are disgusting, rotten perverted parasites and they have also forced me to live in squallor, filth and decay endlessly and I consider that these are teh qualities that THEY ARE but have other people clean up their stinking mess as they smear the planet with filth and toxic waste but call themselves "pure" afterwards. 

the pig apes you all call your wonderful celebrities ordered their pig ape terrorists to have my teeth broken because after more than FIVE YEARS of daily torture, rape and violence from pit and his wife who have been torturing me using these teams and teleportation to obtain ideas for their movies--all winning top awards year-after-year while ensuring I remain being poisoned to death--and just writing about this means that they are goinig to be promoted more and more and more and more--I have tried for years to not have anything to do with reacting to them

but the responsibility is towards these filthy stupid pig ape whores in whorewood you all kiss on the cheeks whenever possible. Year after year the filthy wife "feminist" who obtained ideas about feminist concepts which I wrote of describing the murdered Andrea Dworkin's writings (bloated and poisoned to death, but never diagnosed as such--her body so contorted and that sickening rubbery encasing that I have had to stare at on my own body and I still do, after more than 9 years and soon 10 years of fighting to get it out of my body as these pig ape whores continue to have me poisoned and drugged so the stupid apes and whores can torture me to obtain ideas, get hormone excitement beauty treatments and feel grandiose and powerful and the rush of having someone to torture day after day for years and years--and all silenced all ocvered up. The attack on my teeth to makke me loose them was after I wrote a post on my private, all people blocked Facebook page which they had been hacking into for years to obtain ideas which I wrote of paralyzed, drugged up so badly I can't describe it: I asked for justice and for crap pit and his filthy pig wife to stop being awarded adn allowed to steal ideas from my private and blocked FB page--my only secure instrument of saving my writing and I am still unable to write any creative fiction. I must add that their good benefactor, the "aristocrat" out of England had me write a short story, to send to him because I was so desperate to get out of America to get health care and I needed to leave my own country while this filthy Nazi bigot creep then stole literally, verbatim what I had written and this meme or concept was then parcelled out to at least two writer/directors out of Europe (one in Germany, one in England) for their movies/tv shows. This is the collaborator with this England-based team of deception bs operators. He also tole me that he was advised to have parts of my body cut out and severed if I didin't provide him with everythign he wanted--I began to "resist" these attacks after I was already poisoned nearly to death and I had been a very gullable, loving and kind happy person before they finally attacked me so badly and I was literally shitting out diarrhea poison every single day for years until I finally began to call them pigs--which they then used as a "reason " to have my cat's body crushed, put me in prison after forcing me into a very horrible bad spot financially and in other ways so I was and still am on the verge of every catastrophe possible. After I wrote this on my post asking the world hacking in to stop this disgusting crime against me--which still hasn't happened--and all this has been ongoing from two presidential administrations so you cannot blame Trump and you cannot say that this current regime is horrible compared with the last. It's just the black side of the one-sided situation that has brought the country to this point. I have respect for Obama and I believe that he has had his hands tied in relation to this bigot Nazi pig orgniaztion and also most or all of you in H-wood are indebted to the nazi mafia cartel which  controls your lives and your careers. To me personally, although I can undersatnd all of this, I find it no excuse to allow this crime against me to go on and on for years and years.

But, I am writing the "reasons" why: this rotten pig actor then teleported me after this near-fatal ordhestrated manipulated "acciddent" then he sexually assaultted me and then physically assaulted me: this is for me writing on my private page that he and his friiends have been hacking into to derive "alternative" concepts for their movies--since 2009 or earlier-.

The toe that was pulled out of joint the first time was in 2009, when the Italian pig ape mafia creep began assaulting, poisoning and having peopel terrorize me with blatent racist remarks to my face, which has never happened to me in this way my entire life. The person who attacked me as this happened was an Italian woman but calls herself "Swiss" but speaks French--from Geneve, Switzerland. She had it done just because she couldln't stand to see me healthy and happy and wanted me injured and broken. I did nothing to her whatsoever, not a single thing I was renting a room in her house. She has run a charity here in phuket called The Lions Club. She told me she came to Phuket with no money, and now owns a tract of land with at least 6 estates, all rental properties wiith huge buildings, private entry, swimming pools, very beautiful landscaping---since having become "President" of this "charity".

The second time was just recently, a few months ago where a famous punk rock personality teleported me, operating with Nazi mafia, with another Nazi musician out of Denmark who is an open Satanist Nazi metal player who is famous for a murder----his photos and videos continue to appear on my YouTube channel all the time---the "alternative" Anarchist "left" media personality teleported me using the permission of the mafia Nazi bigot racist black nazi cartel that I have been attacked by viciously for over 8 years without end--passed around. He asked me how I have healed my body and what he should do. At the time I had no idea how presumptuous he was and is, and that he considered me something to exploit in his every nuanced vocal gesture and dismissiveness after he obtained ideas out of me--after years of torture--without a thank you as they all do--for free information they can use for everything for themselves--told by everyone that because the nazi mafia pig apes hasve put them into media spotlight that they are "superior" even if they can perform the roles and etc etc

I called him a pig after he teleprted me, threatening me that if I wrote the story I had only conceived of in my head, internally without having written anything, he warned me with threats--I called him a pig. The next day I was put into another accident which was life-threatening--and they broke my toe later on after I had injured it but it was not re-broken. This was done at night by the terror teams.

I have no tears about anything I just want this crap to be stopped finally after years of writing about these crimes and these "people"

that they are now "demanding" a baby out of me is more than ridiculous, but to them I am not supposed to have even the basics of human rights--and that is the future for America if this organization and this system of drugging, microchip implants, technology and the promotion of people operating as terrorists within the structure IS NOT STOPPED PERMANENTLY AND IMMEDIATELY.

Many people will be, and already have been killed as a result of this organization. Many many more wil be if it is not stopped NOW.

I also need a goddamn break can't you people reading this ever act to support me just living in peace and not "enslaved" by some crooks who have been handed technology and death terror operational technology for surveillence, torture, rape, murder.

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My brain, my body are drugged, under stress from years of torture, disfigurement and attack that goes on night and day. My post above is wracked with hacking inserts and it is disjoined and in some places incomprehensible but slightly--to appear as if I wrote this but at am a 3rd grade writing level or something very basic but incapable.

The "Italian pig" I refered to is Nicola Siervo, a most ugly and disgusting mafia parasitic creep out of Italy, who has been handed venue after venue for the years he teleported, was poisoning me to death, had me nearly electrocuted, had me nearly killed in accieent after accident--was teleporting me nightly as I was shitting out liquid poison for years, crying out for peopel to stop him as he hit me, assualted me the torture of endless violence that began with him has not stoppoed for all these years. He has been promooted into owning venues after he was a joint-manger of a club, now owning huge venues after years of graft and running businesses into the ground from theft and corruption. His partner in whorewood is Sylvestor Stallone. I worked for his club Bar None as an independent vendor, selling cigars out of a box. I was blacklisted from all other employment in Miami. I tried and tried and only doing this job instead of being made homeless was my only option. That is how controlled by the Nazis Miami and all of Florida really is. It is very hard for me to write I must pound down now due to the malware attacking the keyboard.

This disgusting piece of crap tortured me to obtain ideas about how Prince operated First Avenue, which I went to every weekend for a few years. He also obtained ideas from me as well. He and this English "aristocrat" creep pig ape operated to pass me around between them, and then after I wrote two sentences on Johnny Depp's Facebook page, he took over and that was when they had my cat thrown in the swimming pool of this hate and torture "resort" which was a cheap and nasty tiny place far from the well-manicured places of Phuket--where swarms of terror agents tortured me and went into my room and raped and disfigured me--don't get too turned on disgusting pig ape creeps reading this.

Years and years an dyears and years of this going on and on. I finally havve been able to pound in hooks to stop people from getting in from what I thought were panels--as the front door cannot be opened from the outside because i have put so many interior lock systems to stop break-ins through the doors. However I finally ascertained that mechanical arms were opening the door--and I have since put objects inserted into the large cracks where teh light forom the hallway seeps in (the door does not fit into the door frame--it is possible that mechanical arms can be inserted into these huge cracks of the door not fitting the frame--but I do not know as NO ONE WILL HELP ME TO OBTAIN EVIDENCE OR GET ANY KIND OF PROTECTION SYSTEM). no stalking group is legitimate that I reach through any online search--I have tried for years and years and been only attacked when I reach out---and that happens in person at these "meetings" and the real targets finally stop attending the meetings and mostly agents proliferate, posing as targets, stealing the words and concepts that the real victims say and write to present the false "solution" and false pretense that this is just 'harassment" and not MURDER.

but, I am writing names now. Depp then took over but the pig apes out of England and Italy have not stopped hacking in and stealing ideas, and the pit pair are "friends" with them and they are all "friends". The politicians are all "friends" with the H-wood whore teams who are all "friends" with the Nazi mafia cartels and on and on

I remain now surrounded by huge gorups and organizations of "people" being handed these technologies by EVERY GOVERNMENT and the mafia is constructed to enforce the bigot Nazi policies--who in turn now have conscripted the minority minions of all races--which inclues of course Jews to a huge extent.

and I remain writing these posts because they are torturing me to obtain these "miserable" rantings about the pig apes which people just laugh about. Wiating for any justice in this most "Democracy" enthralled era of do-nothing pig ape whores in SOCIETY who propel these pig ape actors and politicians to represent bigot pig ape Mom n Pop turned conglomerate who don't want people like me to have any chance to supercede them. Many of the pig apes attacking me come from meager backgrounds and have attained the "AMerican Dream" and are now blocking access to the portal of power for people 'like me" and all backed by millions of the pig apes who are invisible due to having no outward celebrity status. The real culprits are them, these apes I write of are just their representatives. If you people who care continue to DO NOTHING they will continue to destroy your environment and planeat and then kill you to obtain your homes, property, suckk out your sexuality and anything they can steal using this tech and this system, and then discard you. They all have been MURDERING ME as you all accept and now, alas, the world is plauged and you still can't fucking do anything to stop this system but you remain blaming a few icons who are just 'friends" with the real culprits.

I remain fighting literally for my life but silenced evey day and asking for help every day--years and years and years and years.

I want to write short stories, but i am tired of seeing what I write turned into million and billion dollar enterprises for pig ape whores. I also wrote a few posts about The Handmaiden's Tale, which I wrote and maybe 6 months to one year later it has been turned into a revenue generating multi-million or billion dollar enterprise, winning top awards year after year. People reading my post here will say, "she wrote about this old movie but so what? That proves nothing about her ideas being stolen>" However, year after year, ideas I write of turning up as movies with the same themes for years and people teleporting me to obrtain ideas and then murder me slowly and laughing about it--having my body sliced and damaged if I write protest and due to their drugging, ranting after years of 24 hour attacks literally every single day without pause--as you all watch and cheer these sick fuc*s on and on and laugh as they do every kind of insult, damage and threat and act of violence to every part of my body, my home is stinking and filthy and a toxic shock danger to live in due to them--the floor is so encrusted with filth the covering I made to stop the panels from being lifted up have been sliced and poured wuth grime adn fungus and hair and dirt that if I put my bare foot down on any one spot, my foot is crusted with filth and the floor has been so shredded I cannot sweep the floor--the broom gets caught in the huge uprooted sliced parts that they cut and rip out every single day, piece=-by-piece.

The list is too long. I want to be able to write stories and fiction and ideas, but I keep on having to write these posts begging the peopel who are just part of this organization to do something. The mass murder has begun on the planet due to this gorup---and it will increase over time. People will be covertly murdered if one of these pig apes feel threatened by them, don't like them, if they resist being used and then discarded and murdered afterwards--as they have been doing to me and demanding submission to. I keep fighting them and fighting to get anyone to not obey them and have any decency but this group is chalk full of bigots, racists, rapists, pedophiles, people who laugh about what is happening to me, glad, smug, thrilled....

Sick, sick of seeing the ideas I want to wriite but can only write in short sentences on a social media site or a blog turned into some dumb, ignorant bigot pig ape rapist whore's movie concept. sick of seeing what I write about the hate crimes being committed against me turned into black actors and writers movie concepts but turned into their own "victimized" victimizer profiteering. I cannot write there fore except for posts like this--which are then rewritten and as I struggle to get past the hacking I have to see that hackers have rewritten all, and still no one ever comes to me with assistance or support.

Despite all this, all these years of this going on and on--while I wrote endlessly that you are all helping Nazis to come to power--I wrote this as Black actors began to attack me using this system along with their white openly racist "friends". They posed in photos of themselves in Europe after they got EUropean endorsement for their products and their media aspirations--posing in haughty nose-thumbed up postures in personalized photos inserted onto my page. Now as they all "fight" against Trump, they are still in bed with the Nazi pig apes--and that is a lot of the black actors and writers, directors I am referring to. I can not count on "black" actors or most peopel to help me in any way. Years of Normal American citizens--black people--helping bigot whites to attack me--some of them ranting about discrimination in fact all of them do.

Now I appeal once again and say that after years of writing that not only are you helping Nazis to come to power, but I have been writing that DEATH is just around the corner--a few months prior to the onset of the pandemic I wrote that "we are on the brink of a catastrophe...many people will be killed due to this technology". This technology also encompasses many forms of murder operations not just individual "stalking" or "harassment' which are really murder and torture operations by bigot pig ape pieces of pure shiite.

But no, still no one can act. I am given no credit for my warnings instead I just get ignored, silenced and I see my ideas still being used for major, huge blockbuster m ovie concepts. Up to this very day this is happening. All stolen and no payment, no credit, and only more torture more abuse more violence and me writing endlessly--waiting for the day when there will be a political entity that will protect ME instead of the pig ape mafia Nazi bigots who also are in league with Communist countries (China, Russia which is still Communist in many ways--and |Russia is corrupted completely by Nazi mafia--)

and on and on...waiting and I must wait and wait and the pig apes attacking me would assuredly tell me that there will never be any hope for me--they have already assured me of that--no one is going to help you--etc etc

but I still sit here writing about it because this is psychological torture to death as well. The stress alone could kill anyone. Not being able to exercise is another factor. And then all loving animals are either killed off or stolen adn taken away so I am left with disgusting human beings who have lost all touch with life and love and sanity and reality. It is they who are insane and not me. Like most that this group does, they have turned around all definitions.

But again, what I write is being stolen by these ignorant stupid apes who are "competent" to push papers and make dirty foul deeds and then get the beauty treatments to appear as if they are "clean' and not rotten corrupt disgusting parasites. Their children as are foul but with all the money they are handed, make good appearances for their demonstations of benevolent charity stuff. As for the outright bigot Nazis and haters, they privately do not have to feign these pretensees so they are stuffed with arrogant assumption that their global strategy of dominance and indoctrination are completed and all is going to continue towards the final cataclysm of genocidal mass death for their huge profit and endless plantations in the developing world--which America is turning into thanks to your nasty celebrity culture and your obsession with the falsities they promote.

I however have to sit here still and wait to see, if I can not be destroyed before then, if the next wave will bring any real support to my situation. I feel a faint hope but...I have been waiting for YEARS for anyone to not be under the domination of mafia. It is also odd that there is never any mention in any of the 'alternative" media about mafia and Nazi collusion controlling the media but it is the dominating force controlling so much--or perhaps all. The mafia Nazis want the total destruction of America as they take it over--the movies are filled with hate, desperation and death to encourage mass reactionary movements and death resulting. 

It is insidious to me that this is all being forced upon me, but then again, if it weren't for the "invisible" millions upon millions of "normal" citizens, NONE of this would be possible. It is they who love all the mafia movies and they who endorse the Nazi movements and they who want genocide and the end of a "Democratic" Republic.

More than 2 years of fighting to stop terrorists from breaking into my room while I am unconscious "sleeping" made comatose as they destroy my home and body.

Every floor panel is covered entirely. Every wall panel has been hooked together with metal hooks pounded (as my flesh ripped out and I wrote earlier it took me two months--to do all the over 30 panels on both sides of this tiny studio) it has taken me much longer--I am so under attack while I type and fight to pound out letters and think clearly. It has taken me over FOUR MONTHS TO POUND in all the hooks into every panel--it required over two months of healing in-between pounding and hammering hooks into there endless panels requiring my entire body strength as I could not tolerate the stress upon all the internal hard poison lattices embedded into literally every bone and pathway of my body--40-50 years of poisoning and my body has miraculously survived but the result is the poison is interlaced throughout my entire body in every crevice and crack, glued into flesh and bone from skull to feet.

The doors of the huge cabinets which have the panels separating my room from the room(s) on either side--the doors do not close properly there are holes, gaps between the crooked doors which close but there are spaces where there should be none. Constructed perfectly to close but have openings. I write of this often but I repeat it now. 

My body sliced into, my nails on my hands are green, fungus is inserted as the objects bulge out of damaged and eroding cuticles that have receded down my fingers. As I type right now the hacking is making any kind of smooth flow impossible. Backspacing continuously to correct the hack double-letter inserts and spaces where I had not pressed the space bar--etc etc

my hair almost shredded into raggedy nasty strips of damaged hair that look like straw. Cuts into all my  body and bruises, slices, my toe that was broken once has been rebroken and is a serious problem as they keep severing tissue between the toe webbing, so blood flow is cut off nightly. Etc etc

years of fighting this in a tiny studio--so drugged up I could not operate whatsoever for at least the first year of assuming that the layers of glued in paper covering all the panels would stop them from entering. The expertise of these terrorists is likewise funded at very expert levels of break-ins. I watch videos I have downloaded about CIA and FBI surveillance techniques and the systems are exactly the same as what the outdated videos portray. I cannot find relatively modern information about the reality of how these operations are being performed (or funded). The conspiracy theory "gang stalking" sites are rife with mis/dis-information and the only sites I am able to access I believe fully are the products of terrorist agents who steal ideas and information from the silenced targets like myself. 

I remain being destroyed physically and I am waiting for anyone to stop this terror operation against me as I am no criminal, I have not harmed anyone, the threat I have posed is that I want to compete and that I was physically a top athlete and beautiful--endless damage to my body has made me paralyzed or partially so, bedridden for over 10 years unable to even stretch slightly due to all these intertwinted internal poisons that have hardened all over my body.

YEARS OF BEGGING THE ENTIRE WORLD FOR HELP and I remain being destroyed day after day like this because the white bigot Nazis and their viciously violent desperate and hateful minority minions want their promotional incentives and they do not give a damn about civil rights or equality they just want to not be desperate in ghettos any longer.

I remain here writing about this for another day, waiting for some kind of "Democracy" that everyone is shouting about. I hear echoes of things I have written in various media videos that surface on my YouTube page as I try to surf. I remain under extreme "mind control" technology influence as I sit in front of this computer. I keep "forgetting" to put on this cap with the aluminum foil cap I put underneath it. It doesn't do much but it lessens some of the tech influence, or I believe I can feel a more calming effect but I remain unable to defend myself and I wait for this destruction of my body--and my home continuously has been sprayed with deadly fungus, mold and other toxic sprays and I must sleep with all sliding patio doors and windows (I have no windows here, but in the last toxic deadly place II had to tape windows closed to stop the intruders from coming through the windows--it was so disgusting that I had no conception that they were entering through the tiles and cracks in the walls--once I began to try to glue stickers on the cracks and try to defend myself they forced me to move into a studio with countless cracks and tiles that I can never stop the break-ins unless I hammer endless hooks into multiple areas of one panel until every single space is covered with hooks tied together--which I physically cannot do because they keep me poisoned, drugged and unable to move and this kind of fight is dangerous for my body at this point I have already seriously injured my body fighting to defend myself by pounding and screwing hooks into laminated plastic-coated doors and panels for months and months to no avail. All the cracks and open spaces between these cupboard doors I have stuffed with rubber matting with beads balanced on top--every crack possible and they use the mechanical arms to just push up the matting and the beads are pushed aside or lay on the floor and that is all I can do. I am literally being damaged slowly and poisoned to death and I cannot absolutely cannot defend myself.

please stop this crime against me--I write this now for the 8th year and going on and on...

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I am waiting for the next concept stolen by these insidious H-wood writers, directors and actors in their next "expose" movie about Thailand and prostitutes and whatever and trafficking to come out, stealing the ideas I have just written about below today. This has been going on for over 10 years as they torture me without end, I write about how vile they and this group are, and the concepts of freedom and authors, songs and etc to express my thoughts on their activities. They continue the torture because I write anything against their organization, they torture me (no matter what I do, actually they were murdering me long before I was writing anything about "them" --I use "them" as an abstract term because I want to get something else done today and not have to go into who "they' are--as you are all they and them anyway

On and on and on, with insults after they torture me to obtain ideas they can use for their 'expose" and "alternative" "liberal" themed movies and shows and ideas and memes, songs and etc whatever and also "liberal" youtube "conspiracy theory" channels operated by white males--usually they are the only ones "exposing" the "truth" while women like me remain silenced BY THEM as they steal my ideas to use as their own. \\The entire operation is so wide-spread there is no beginning or end to it and their theft, lies and corruption.

Meanwhile, it is getting almost impossible for me to walk due to my left foot large toe being broken and then rebroken by these break-ins. I cannot afford to see any doctor who will overcharge me, lie and even worsen the situation. This is the usual at every single established and even "ALTERNATIVE" HEALTH care clinic I have experienced and gone to for decades--perhaps all my life. I have gone to the one alternative health care clinic which was taken over by a huge global charitable non-profit organization which turned the small non-profit into a huge, sprawling bulding where I was viciously attacked by well-off administrators and their agents who operated the front desk policies of hate tactics--literally yelled at as I walked in the first day smiling and overjoyed that Iw as getting health care finally after having to move across the country to go to this one clinic where I could get any help at all--(forget MEDICAID--a few nearly offensive pain pills as all doctors left me to die slowly in silence and no real examinations or medical treatment offered and often with nasty insertions into my body they refused me basic services to get rid of the insertions into my body that the terror organization forced upon me--which I still have now and I am left with EVERY DOCTOR as a part of this system and no help whatsoever from any source now and no money due to blacklisting financially on the internet and eveywhere).

They rebroke my toe, the bones are slipping because the large toe is so broken the bone sticks out almost 45 degrees from the area which should be aligned. The bone has been dislocated by these foul and filthy stalkers. Meanwhile, all I am doing day after day is cleaining up stinking filthy pillows, throwing away blankets and clothign and stinking articles every time I am well enough to leave this room and the destruction of my property I can barely afford is continuous. Cleaning for hours every day is non-stop. My skin is completely damaged and my body is covered with bruises, blemishes and scars that have been sealed into solid white due to poison poured over bloody areas due to being thrown off the motorbike--all done while I am sleeping and defenseless. My food is poisoned and drugged as well as all my clothing sprayed with horrid, dangerous and stinking substances CONSTANTLY. My hands are huge and deformed from poisons smeared on my skin nightly, and from eternal cleaning all day, every day just hours an dhours to not have to breathe in this stuff while sleeping with all fresh air blocked off. The room smells like rancid stale fungus when the sliding panels of the patio door are closed. I have to breathe this in every night all night long. My body has broken down so badly and I was once so athletic my body shone with heatlh and now it's so disgusting from nightly poisoning that has gone on and on for years and years, while celebrities laugh as they torture me to obtain ideas for their next blockbuster starring role and director promotion for their movies all funded by this organization. They laugh and make insults at me and about how I look and my body after they order these endless attacks upon me, they have created this death torture poisoning rape and violence murder living situation too.

I truly need a safe home please stop this crime against me.

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I forgot to mention, as there are so many terrrorist deformations of my body: I cannot bite into anything hard any longer. They tried another vehicular murder attempt two years ago--which forced me to wipe out and land on my lower jaw--I heard a crunching noise, the skin was rippted to the bone on my chin. There were white Europigapes watching on sitting on a higher area balcony overlooking the exact spot where someone had operate the remote tech making my brakes inoperable, the handlebars swerved 180-degrees to the right and I fell immediately--like sliding on ice but it was on concrete on a hot, dry day. My brakes worked perfectly earlier that day as people would nearly hit me and I could stop abruptly on pavement. Thus, because I have good reflexes this group ensures I cannot use the brakes to stop being hit or wiped out.

I landed on my lower jaw. My teeth were solid and not loose after the accident, nor that night as I went to bed. Two days later the lower teeth were nearly falling out. Since that time, the terorists have been lightly severing gum tissue off that bottom jaw area and all the gum tissue is completely gone from the two teeth they broke and they have been cutting blood flow in that area as they also cut out the tissue--night after night--I can taste blood when it is very hot outside and I am driving around.

Thus, I have no gum tissue left after more than two years of this going on and on.

I have begun sleeping in very thin plastic gloves to stop the insertion of objects under the same cuticles, as these attacks have not stopped nightly since 2012-2013. (Years have gone by as I lay inert for years due to repoisoning and I am so ill and stuck in this cycle). I have tried to protect my body by wearing gloves--the expert professional terrorists simply have me take off my gloves while I am sleeping--this happened two nights ago while in a deep sleep I "remember" taking off the gloves. Objects were again inserted under my nails. This demonstrates to me how vulnerable I am in this state: I suppose much has been forced upon me in this manner, as I operate in a blank state but do things that seem "okay" as the hypnotic suggestions are always coerced when the situation appears safe so I do what they want--always lied to, the suggestive hypnosis operates because I am made unaware of the danger or threat to my body or life when they attack me.

I am sleeping with socks on, and something to cover my hair which has been so badly damaged over decades. They are simply inserting the mechanical arms under the gloves, under the openings of the socks, and partially taking off the cap I wear (a cloth after-shower cap, terrycloth material) and----they simply do some analysis of how to operate the technology, how to induce me to remove these objects while I am in this suggestive hypnotized sleeping "alter" comatose state.

I really need support I really need a safe home how long must I beg the entire world to stop crimes against me in this age of global technology not a single person will assist me in obtaining evidence or support--how can this happen?

Attacked by girly bar motorbike rental agent terrorists again--every month same same smiling land of smiles hustlers.

 

Writing about sex trafficking that for one single time was caught on camera, leading to arrest of a Thai official (see last post) has lead me to think about the events yesterday I encountered at the "girly bar" in Rawai where I rent my motorbike. Situated next door is a tech attack operations center, disguised as an abandoned building for all the many years I have rented from this shop/bar/vehicle rent place (was a very luscious p-ape "happy ending" massage sort of bar--if you get the drift---turned into a motorbike bar with the one-and-only empty building next door (on the left-hand side as you face the building--or the South Side of the building) on Ban Saiyuan Road. The technology used against me, probably operating in tandem with the implants, make me unable to "remember" even what I had determined to do. While I stand in front of this desk, all the entire shop area is now blocked so there is only one place to sit or stand--my brain is jumbled so badly--I begin to laugh as I utter questions that are a repeat of what I had just asked--"forgetting" that I had just asked the same question. The words come out immediately without a moment to think about what I was uttering--unable to stop it. Unbelievable. The girly trafficking sales agent, smiling, laughing, endless lies and pretence that she cannot understand English--making ugly frowning faces I am induced to repeat questions. Her lies, I basically reveal by asking the same question twice. I begin laughing as she glares in hate frowning, turning all into a joke. I had been sitting outside as she and the spiteful Ladyboy who has been part of the attack for years, urged me to come inside because it was so hot and they were offering drugged water or drinks (I guess, I heard them say and welcome me in with glaring, ugly faces). I understood of course after years of this that they were going to attack me, but I "forgot" about the atttacks and the deadly situation once I got inside.

Laughing and giggling I "excused" asking the repeat questions because this trafficking victim/agent/terrorist/smiling liar was giving very nasty looks as I repeated questions because I could only barely ascertain my real thoughts: that all was a lie. She claims she lives in the shop but was going to Bangkok on vacation for a week. The women at this bar are from Bangkok, as I wrote in my blog many weeks ago--what had been agents but much more soft and subtle and welcoming women out of the much impoverished Isaan area, on the border of Laos, are now replaced by Bangkok women who are street smart and savvy in terms of making the cut for the severe hostile take-over power endorsements for anyone performing the hostile hate acts this terrorist organization, the sponsors of the tourism government, the investors--want the most conniving and lying and manipulative people to obey, follow and party over the hate acts that they are trained to perform. Better actors than anyone could conceive of.

I had been supported by a small group of these bar and small shop owners when attacked by a white male p-age out of Canada who was trying to rip me off, while giving me massages in his massage shop--he was trained as a professional masseuse and was excellent--he drugged me and tried to get my motorbike almost for free. Under drugging I said yes, then upon reflection I understood that it was a scam scheme. Women who had been exploited, probably trafficked and abused by him and his pals--which line all the shops but are fronted by the more complacent and smiling, happy Thai women who are "owners" of the shops--but, all these more friendly, hospitable women are gone, long gone and replaced by very hostile, plastic surgery, heavily make-up trafficking experts.

The technology is being used against me in such a disgusting way when I enter this shop. I had decided beforehand that I would have her sign the rental contract outside the shop. I had been lead like a sheeple into the shop as she smiled at me a greasy stupid fake smile but I "forgot" to force her to sign the contract outside the zapping zone of the tech, just in front of the huge desk where all the space in the shop is oterhwise congested by huge motorbikes parked into the entire interior of the shop. The shop is now closed except when I have to make an appointment--due to the pandemic. Many of the shops adjacent to the motorbike shop, except for the real massage shop featuring "happy endings" remains open. The rest are sealed and shut--that shows where the predominance of money goes in that area--for the local population who are white males with their Thai wives as investors--with a growing number of married white couples and families as laws change to adjust to more investment opportunities. And more houses built, more land destroyed, more trafficking, more Bangkok hustlers taking over the once "land of smiles" scam artists who at least were warm in their attacks rather than extremely nasty inner city vicious ...fill in blanks....

I still have no idea how I can block this tech influence. I have gone into that shop wearing the aluminum foil hat underneath a real cloth hat, and I only remain a bit more calm while they insult and attack me, with huge nasty smiles covering the hate and the tech makes me associate a smile with friendliness. They alter my mood and shift any caution into a happy, open and friendly stance. It is EXTREMELLY dangerous technology and you people who cheer on this tech should have at least some reservations about supporting it so openly but covertly, as you all do (or do nothing, which is almost the same

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I remain renting at this one shop because I have been attacked by four other shops in the area. All are part of the same system, they all behave in exactlly the same manner so it does not matter which shop I go to. The more Thai areas are more violent than the tourist areas. The desperation of Thais in the poorer areas and lack of all Civil Rights understanding makes more vicious attacks almost invevitable. I have the lowest price I know of for a monthly rent--I have paid for the cost of the bikes new at least 4 times per bike by now. They also clean and change oil and sometimes serrvice the bike. That is why I remain going there. Otherwise it would be the same thing, for a higher price, with less service, anywhere else. I am at such financial desperation due to the trafficking aspect of this torture and terror situation that I am having to confrton the trafficking operations of Phuket operated by it's 2nd-or 3rd layer representatives and managers in the hierarchy. Just to rent a motorbike entails absolute harassment from these "bar girls" turned "business owners" with their daughters winning Thai beauty contests, huge sums of money, new businesses--the "girls" line up to attack me, just as the celebrities line up to attack me in worse ways in H-wood, in the teleportation trafficking sex and torture scam scheme "experiment" abudction covert hate crime that no one will expose or stop.

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The video above gives "advice" on how to protect yourself so you can not get ripped off as quickly as you otherwise would if you were honest with these "girls". That means not telling them how long you are staying, so they will be friendly towards you before ripping you off immediately. The assumption of crooked Thai women is also extremely bigoted, as this is not the case in every case.

I experience this because I am a target and the stakes for attacking me are so high that Thai women see this as one of the few or only business opporrtunities they may ever have.

There is no excuse for billionaires and millionaires out of H-wood or anyone with enough money to live off who do have opportunities to have business opportunities, as most or all of the Westerners who attack me do have or possibly could have. I have been forced into this status of having to rely on essentilaly being a trafficking victim desperate for survival, always on the brink of utter disaster due to every kind of financial block, physical handicap they have forced upon me through non-stop poisoning with hardening chemicals and ALL HEALTH CARE DENIED EVEN WHEN i AM HELPING THEM TO HAVE ORIGINAL IDEAS WHICH THEY TURN INTO MILLION-DOLLAR MAINSTREAM mafia/nazi/communist movie programming propaganda. I still remain without essentials, no home, no way to earn money, all these people attacking me from America and the Western "developed" countries show me who and what creates the trafficking mentality and how it is sustained--the rest of you hacking in or reading this help by endlessly endorsing a global silencing with a few "groups" that "fight" against it--except in extremely lucrative Thailand where the silence and the lack of any political defense or protection of the women who must operate within this system is completely void and conspicuously absent.

Do not smear theThai women or men for these "sleazy" operations or blame them for these scams---as if "they" are to blame.

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While I am in this shop paying and being insulted on what I am wearing, hateful sneering comments on how I appear and dress and look, disguised as "compliments' handed with hate and insulting comments (something done extremely well and porobably often in the Land of enforced Smiles Thailand)---under the extremely potent influence of the technology beamed into my body and brain, no matter what I do--I am asked by these women who can "barely speak English" every personal question about where I live,, what I do, where I go, subliminally asked how much money I have-----do I have a boyfriend and wouldln't I love to have one of their white Europ-a men as my "boyfriend". They all claim that the white men are so "nice" and they defend them completely when I call them pig apes (the ones who are attacking me, as so many are the numbers are beyond incalculable everywherre on the planet). But....they extract every kind of personal bit of information and I laugh as if it's a fun time and a joke and a party. I expose my thoughts immediately.. This should be taken as a WARNING to you do-nothing passive observers who are "friends' with these terrorists who are part of these power cartels that I have written of endlessly for years--the longer you wait, the more the danger to your life increases of being ripped off or murdered. You do-nothing sheeple can only associate danger if the threat is to yourselves and your livlihoods. Through association of your friends also being attacked by this system, and then mostly only if it accounts for your well-being. The world is now integrated and "seamless" with technology controlling the entire globe. Do not think in a 20th Century technological bubble any longer.

Tim Yohannan as a tyke. Goofy smile and not-goofy legacy. Tim Yo is another cool, too-cool for school, hip and politically ultra-"radical" publisher/writer who just HAD to go far too early, well before his TIME.

Cancer Treatment leaves the brave Tim undeterred from a party and a concert

Issue #?

MAJOR LABELS: Some of your friends are already this fucked.

(not to mince words).

B4 Photoshop: the glorious cut-and-paste issues

A Patriot proudly displaying the American Flag in the pre-21st Century intellectual freedom. He and others like him are either dead or a dying breed (COINTELPRO and other programs to eliminate alternative thinkers and their work). The rest is the co-opted Maximumrocknroll with absolutely watered down commentary that lacks the cutting observations and freedom of obscene political rampage that were obvious in the earlier issues, back in the early 80's and when I was around that scene, even into the late 80's. I am not able to locate a single Tim Yo column or any of his writings on the site, although there are lists of earlier archives, mysteriously none of the writings appear. When trying to find the older issues I only get the cover page. Any search results in the 5-6 photos I pasted on this page, and no writing whatsoever from Tim Yohannan. He was a radical and a political activist that far surpasses what has taken over the fanzine now. 

I would write more in-depth about this and other subjects but hacking has made even surfing impossible. My writing is re-written by hackers, and what I do manage to get out is almost always stolen by the H-wood criminals you all call celebrity.  If I could make a list of movies and concepts that came out within half a year, one year, or two years after I wrote about these concepts--often stolen verbatim but turned into their mafia/Nazi/communist plot subterfuges which always receive highest acclaim it seems. But that is just another co-opting of works by people who are silenced in America. In other countries people have absolutely no chance whatsoever, and the education is so programmed that many cannot begin to think outside of the dangerous red lines they are threatened never to step outside of. Tim was one of those who encouraged people to step outside of all boundaries, and he had people writing with a freedom and lack of editing deletion and oppression of Freedom of Speech. Now all I write is blocked out, stolen and copied and I am tortured afterwards for having such thoughts. That is the State of America right now. I want to envision a future where I am not blocked or stolen from any longer and not drugged and incapacitated so bigot Ken And Barbie Nazi can steal ideas to claim as their so they can appeal to the "Millennial" generation which also does not want "me" to have any chance but they also steal whatever they can as well. Perhaps there will be some revival of past activism and a profound paradigm shift into some kind of real freedom of expression culture. The millions of bigot creeps who have nearly killed me so many times by now I cannot count them all any longer, operate for the Ken/Barbie Nazi bigot hate Communist Europhile pig apes who I cannot express enough chagrin or disgust about any longer. 

I plan on waiting, a sort of hiatus, as these unbelievably inhumane "people" attacking me have continuously threatened once again to injure my cat seriously--I have been sent a letter without instruction from the government which could have serious and dangerous consequences if this parody of legal action is not stopped due to the corruption of the administration and it's policies and practices.

I am not able to write about any of the creeps, crooks, pig apes whores scumbags who are attacking me who are "household" names but I swear, I would like to be able to write my own fanzine and have freedom to express anything that is within the limits of the First Amendment, which includes CRITICISM OF MAFIA NAZI BIGOT COMMUNIST WHORES WHO ARE TORTURING ME WITH GOVERNMENT TECHNOLOGY AND MILLIONS OF GANG STALKING SCUMBAG PIG APES which means most of you reading this--hacking in. Illegal of course. 

I think of Belarus and I think of America and I wonder if America is any less of a vassal slave state to foreign countries like Russia like that horrid criminal country that was absolutely destroyed by the Nazis, and these atrocities remain so over-looked as the "Jews" are made to endlessly look like victims and thus they remain targets. The pig apes of H-wood endlessly make this clear as they threaten me along Nazi genocide lines which they use as psyc-ops tactics to enforce victimization that they use as their own power grabs to ensure only their monopolies are never challenged. I also want to state that I stopped reading MRR when they endorsed one of the director's I just made reference to, an absolute bigot creep, and the review of this horrid, violent movie were like championing this violent psychopath movie crap, and I stopped reading MRR at that point (it was NOT a pristine alternative fanzine, I was also targeted by Tim but not like the scum out of H-wood by any means). And, if anyone can get my drift, I believe Tim was covertly assassinated with "cancer" because even though he was not perfect, he did defend me, he also had to oblige the pig apes the mafia Nazis--as he was under the authority of Jello Biafra who I do not trust implicitly as some "punk" icon. Tim was the manager or publisher but it was also fronted by The Dead Kennedys. However, what has transpired since I stopped having faith in this zine was that Tim is dead (assassinated I believe, because his content which was published is a far cry from what I can struggle to find and never obtain anywhere in all my futile searches for any meaningful content, anywhere.) 

Tim was a threat to the prevailing order. The Dead Kennedys are akin to the surviving punk band leaders who wanted to get filthy lucre and essentially "sold out" as the term goes. Some are absolute fakes by now. 

Tim is dead. I have written to MRR requesting information on how I can find Tim's old archived columns which were very entertaining and politically deviant. There were also sexual issues about feminism and all kinds of things that are still "taboo".

However, some of the punk bands may express their ideas through their music--it is hard to understand their lyrics and I gave up on MRR many years ago, feeling a huge bubble burst of deflated dismay at how badly the co-opting watered down content, made it "fun" and not dangerously political, and now the old writings which were so "dangerous" are not published and only the fanzine covers remain. I know that it is impossible that these older zines are gone forever and there is no access digitally. It is like censored and dangerous information, stuffed away in some archive or collector's stash. 

Too dangerous. He "had" to die of cancer. He allowed ANYONE to come in and out of that house in the San Francisco hills where mostly "yuppy" neighbors surrounded this very beautiful house he lived in. His income was far below the rent or purchase of this house, also. 

I will try to wait to write more, because I have written now what I had intended to write, but it is a very straightforward and angry diatribe. I did not put on that aluminum hat because I had no intention of writing about any of this today. I wanted to write, as I have wanted for years, to make short stories and I am absolutely unable to type or think. I got into this digression because the tech acts like a truth serum and I just go on and on in very clear and non-creative angry writing sprees instead of the creative fiction or other dramatizations or other forms of expression other than these posts which are rough material and all is stolen, none of this has a real copyright. I have put a copyright on this blog but none of the parasites who have been torturing me for years to obtain material in it's raw form, without any protection of legal copyright laws enforced, even if I have that symbol on this blog, which I do have, these parasite users, abusers, haters, rapists, racists, Nazis mafia et al will respect that little electronic copyright symbol.

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Tim gave me the chance to write and he was absolutely supportive of me in almost every way. Despite the forces surrounding him demanding him to attack me, the threat is real for all surrounding me who do not want to participate in the attack system.

I wait for the time when what I write is not  turned into a rationalization to torture me, like some Belarusian tyrannical fascist dictatorship country. I wait for criminals out of the media complex to not be promoted for raping, abusing, exploiting and torturing me and then handed my ideas for their concepts but put in their name, as I fight to be able to buy food that isn't rancid, poisoned stale out of date and drugged. I wait for people to enforce the LAW where human rights are enforced under the US Constitution so I do not have to write about this online for a huge criminal organization to laugh about and make jokes over and gloat that their system is so all-encompassing around the globe that no president or any leader globally will intervene. 

I wait for the time when I am not endlessly hacked with no support or help and no recognition of my target situation.

As I fight and struggle to type I must as usual backspace continuously and fight to think without digression due to the mind control tech assailing my brain so I cannot function intellectually in any powerful way.

I wait for the time when people do not watch silently and scared of intervening for fear of losing their livelihoods or lives.

I do not just mean censorship, but my toes broken, my body cut into nightly when I cannot defend myself as terrorist break into my home every single day, repetitively all day, through cracks and panels, all the time, non-stop. Bruises, chemicals smeared on my skin and hair, my food poisoned--and if I write something about years of being teleported and raped, and tortured with this "covert" teleportation technology, I am physically attack if and when I write about their attacks. For years I never wrote or even resisted these attacks, mostly because I had zero conception of what literally thousands of people--in America--had been and still are doing using these terror systems and technology to steal ideas, thwart any attempt for me to produce, poisoning and drugging that is without end--nearly 10 years of fighting to remove poison from my body as I am continuously re-poisoned and drugged with bloating, and then hardening poisons in my food. Drugged into near comatose levels but aware enough to write ideas which are tortured out of me.

That is the state of freedom in America. The people who claim they are "Patriots" and are fighting for 'Freedom" also have a lot to do with these death squad activities. I mean the good, white Patriot communities I have lived around and they are adamant Nazis in covert terror organizations. They balk at this and claim they are just being patriotic, but without their "services" and coordination, this situation upon me would never have been possible.  Unfortunately, the people who are "alternative" in the inner cities, the "Progressives" who are calling their cohorts "brothers and sisters" gladly want to pas the burden of their self-proclaimed status as victims onto me  in this situation--as they also get promoted. All the extreme Right and extreme Left literally operate together to decide who is going to be silenced, and who is going to be "allowed" to have any expression whatsoever.

In the YouTube video political commentaries, I see people who are going on about almost the same ideas, repeating one another. Most of the "liberal" commentators simply are wearing alternative clothing and putting out concepts that are incongruous to their image: white, middle-to-upper class expecting entitlement. They go on about how inadequate the DNC Convention just was. They claim the Progressives have the answers to all the problems that Millenniuals are clamoring about in their marches and protests. The celebrities of all these groups teleport and masturbate in front of me--one of them did very recently--I could not interpret if he was acting just like the rapist white bigot Nazis who handed him the technology, who are now promoting him (and another one in his "group" who did the same thing, obscenity towards me, is just a female and not a male rapist--who endlessly is defending women in sexual harassment situations--) but, they are now promoted by the bigot media and are in the forefront of a notable protest movement in the media.

And....I am talking not just about any writing being blocked by endless hacking and hacker insertions, deletions and the DOS attacks that are continuous. But my body deformed, broken bones, accidents nearly killing me for writing in a drugged up rage about years of torture and violence, with millions of people participating. All across the planet, every single place it never ends for a second.

How can I wait for any change in the next few months, or within a year, or how much longer must I wait for any kind of defense against this situation and for any kind of justice and the "right" to WRITE what I want which is not a death threat or any violation of the FIRST AMENDMENT and not tortured, disfigured, or nearly killed for it? I was trying to write that for decades I never protested this situation and I went along, not understanding what was happening. They tortured me nevertheless because I wanted to have a happy life, with prosperity, and a chance to live in Freedom and the opportunity to advance in any way. Also to just be happy and beautiful physically and emotionally. All day, every day I must deal with hate and torture after I fight to write about these crimes while everyone just watches on silently never approaching me with any kind of protection. 

I write that I am waiting when I can write and not have my brain blacked out, my fingers unable to move, the keyboard so hard to pound letters on my fingers and hand hurt from endlessly pounding and fighting to type and backspacing almost every word to correct. 

Waiting for people to stop laughing and making jokes about the torture and violence that they or their friends are inflicting upon me--because they are being promoted for it, because they are "famous' because they are told they can get away wuth all crimes and rape and sexual violence is especially a gold star activity not just in H-wood but everywhere it is the same. Feminists participate by saying and doing nothing as their friends rape and torture me and they all get promoted for not saying anything and helping it all on and on.

silenced on every turn, I am. Drugged into a stupor every single day and crapping out poison for almost ten years and sick from poisoning with horrific bulging of my body for more than 20 years.

Still waiting and waiting and writing about this. The days of Tim Yohannan are like some distant sci-fi fiction that was on some other planet--by now I can't consider you people attacking me as anything human and I see the planet dying form your greed and ignorance and hate and yet, it is still being "allowed" to go on. Even when people are screaming about climate change, they cannot wait to be able to be handed a free house in Phuket if they just rape and abuse me or say and do nothing to help me or stop their "friends". No protests are allowed to stop the destruction of Phuket and the greed and sexual violence towards women continues but everyone has been oppressed so badly here that all they can do is smile and say and write nothing against is, as none of you say or write anything against your profiteering off authoritarian tyrannical regimes while all is being destroyed and so much is now dying. You all assume that when all the pandemic and rioting is over, you can resume your endless consumption lifestyles and never do more than sit and watch the mainstream controlled media and never help people like me who actually are part of this problem--as the people who are being promoted for attacking me are very much a danger and threat to the extinction that you are all raging about in your media "exposes". 

All your "friends" in other words.

Maybe the years of me writing on Facebook and on this blog now for a few months will be one of the few and only, silenced but nevertheless I feel that perhaps some people might retain what I have written as testament to the crimes that everyone cares about once the threat of retaliation is over--decades or even longer after the incidents are allowed to go on and on because all is silenced and the media information is so skewed that there is nothing but utter and completely propaganda brainwashing left.

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Yes, I "allowed" inadvertantly people to exploit and use me, so drugged up my entire body was like a swollen bloated balloon. You can see this same effect in extraordinary writers like Andrea Dworkin, who was accused by the sexist misogynist culture of being "fat" and ugly. She was poisoned with the same bloating poison that I have been. She wrote that one must accept the consequence of fighting this rape and racist global culture. She accepted and was slowly poisoned to death. She had no knowledge of how she was dying and her 'illnessz" remained undiagnosed. The subsequent illness that accompnay your body poisoned with bloating poison until it is suffocating in it's own poisoned bloated incapacity to function are only collateral to the poisning murder itself.

I was a "good girl" although I was  "bad girl" because, I never truly "accepted" people exploiting or attacking me in any way. As they all made sure to entertain their advances with first drugging so I could not use my brain properly, then huge smiles and welcomes into their traps, I was always running in circles thereafer going from one who followed the protocols to the next. Any original thinkers slowly receeded into their own versions of being assassinated until there are literally no people left who actually really protest these hate crimes that I am confronted with. Tim was one of the rare exceptions in my life. I tried to be around the Andrea Dworkin protests with her presiding when I studied at the Unversity of Minneapolis--while Dworkin was right there at the unuveristy creating a huge, wonderful protest movement against pornography and violence against women. Every time I attempted to get near any of the meetings or organizers, I was attacked nearly viciously by the blonde, Nazi "feminists" who proliferate in Nazi, bigot Minnesota and everywhere, as this group is determined to create a global Nazi coalition with silencing of all adversaries a complicit and tacit rule of thumb. 

And, I could go on, my brain is now meandering all over the place. I accepted their system but would never allow someone to unsult or attack me. The only times these terrorist agents could get away with these hate crimes, were only due to me being drugged. I have always been drugged. After so many people who once supported me are also silenced, terrifed to speak out, and are far away and I cannot reach them and they all back off in teror to be included in this target murder operation as targets themselvse--and the rest who, like Tim, wrote extrenely powerful articles and put out art that was not cookie-cutter fodder, one almost like the next as these endless punk bands now are: dead. He is dead. I accepted the sistuation unconsciously after having been programmed and I was nearly killed so many times I have lost count. I remain in this situation aboslutely silcned and can only reminisce about the short time I had with Tim Yohannan, where I was attacked by the white males who slept at the RocknRollHouse who feigned being altnernatives. If I could only write short stories and not have to deal with hacking and brain attacks so I am not able to forumlate ideas or write or think clearly, I would write about this as well. I only now have to experience this all the time with the fake alternatives, now called "Progressives" who can't wait to join in with the white bigots to masturbate in front of me.as signs of hate, racism, disrespect and they are now leaders of the "alternative" movements that have been ordainted into the pseudo-religious movement of deception, fraud, and this death culture as the planet is being killed and all original utterly cool people I once was so happy to be around are dead or gone or silent. Silenced. That is why I try to fight this, and not remain silent, but alas, I must remain silenct because I cannot tolerate any more threats to my cat, La Moux who was stolen by them over 6 years ago and uis dying waiting for me to return and claim my most precious cat as mine once again. And then the phyhsical torture and the endless slicing into my body, my hair skin everything brooken down by this group---and no one ever intervening.

I truly want to find anyone cool enough to write anything alternative and put out movies that are not boring as hell and people who are not so completely fraudulent and disgusting and perverted and are there any people left on the planet who do not laugh about "gang stalking" torture and murder operations is there anyone left on the planet who is not a sick psycho who is silencing and killing off the really cool people who made America a most creative and fascisnating culture?

A dying or dead breed now.

Learning ABC's online in the age of a pandemic. At age level 10 years old.

   

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More spelling abc's for adult children. All of this is "supposed to be fun" horror. At least it defies convention and strays from formula but has death and sex 2. I do not advocate such movies but I found this on a site and I think of children and spelling and pandemic and all fits in the zeitgeist of things surrounding me. Moribund morose macabre mauraders manipulators and murderers.

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A feminist victim turned into a Patriarchal victimizer! More common than the lies of society would have "us" think about the plight of poor, oppressed women whose men are rapist abusers. This must have been made by a man who is aware and women applaud this short film because they don't care.