Sunday, April 20, 2025

I'm still the target of a covert murder operation albeit the tactics of murder are more "cloaked" by the pretense that "just drugging" me every single day for decades is not a form of Murder, per se, plus endless hate physical violence sexual abuse every kind of positive energy I might feel every morning and afternoon for over 8 hours per day is met with non-stop surveillance hate attacks by one lascivious racist hate energy-draining abuser famous "warm and wonderful charitable caring" personality after the next: Frantically, frenetically hissing with racist epithets, sneers slaps yelling abuse insults sexual comments while I am undressed and mutilation and drugging (poisoning at this point the super-saturation of being drugged non-stop for decades is poison along with actual poison they all have laughed about having injected into my body--because I watched a Black Mirror episode that Jodie Foster directed, which I had no foreknowledge of, I thought it was an English production (which of course, much of this contract out on me is from the English Crown and their cohorts): hissing, slapping abusing for hours, but the real thing that enabled her to get her promotion was by having me injected, as they do every single night into my bladder, under my sleep clothing, my head wrapped so they can't make me bald any longer, my feet wrapped in multiple layers so they can't slice into the skin between my toes, to the bone, any longer. My hands in layers of wrappings to stop them, but I almost literally cannot stop this--the endless 14 years of my cuticles being sliced, injected into my bloodstream poisons or thye are just mutilating I don't know the delivery method exactly but absolutely they are injecting liquids into my bladder, inserting a hose or something through my .....posterior cavity aka genitalia up into my bladder--every single night, literally night-after-night they force me to have to get up and urinate the drugs are then coursing into whatever system that absorbs the injected drugs--always after I get up in the dark black of night, regardless of never drinking or anything for hours before bed--every single night this happens. I feel alert like I am on methamphetamines my body is telling me that I am wide awake--shocked with speed or whatever they are drugging me with. I get up, urinate, go back and after the liquids and poisons pass into my lymphatic system or however it is then more absorbed into my body's absorption system, I am then SICK and so ill I must lay down in utter exhaustion, almost within a 10 minute time span, but always after urinating the poisons in the drug cocktail injected through my vagina into my bladder are just speed, then after elimination the poisons absorbed into my blood stream, I am then very woozy, sick, ,exhausted and must lay down in utter pain and sickness--once I lay down within 5 seconds I am into a state of utter blackness void=--the technology aimed into my body and brain from the room directly beneath mine puts me into instant unconsciousness--which they do every time I detox and am so ill I literally fall unconscious due to the toxic shock to my body from years of poisons injected inserted and poured into food which is congealed and comes out like murder but I am barely able to tolerate it due to a lifetime of it in my body, injected and poisoned every day or almost every day of m life. I am then teleported to hate, homelessness, death, murder, abuse, rape and stupid sick creepy sleazy creeps just surrounding me abusing and mentally ill psychopath terror trauma skits inflicted upon me by the celebrities so they can be awarded their top "Humanitarian" movie concepts that they also steal from me and my years of writing about the evils and ills of this group which they belong to and their actions and mentality and other general topics. This morning was no different from the very violent men who have raped beaten and assaulted me. Foster is supposedly one of the lesbian "feminists" and while like all the rest, they are coached in the lingo of the victim plight status, and their movies are constantly about women's issues. But when it comes to having a victim out of necessity in order to deflect all abuse upon someone else, like all the rest of the 4th Reich women of all skin colors and affiliations, the hate and viciousness instantly projected onto me is deadly and vituperative to a highest degree. The more hateful dehumanizing murderous racist Nazi they behave the higher the stakes for their lead roles appearances and assured top awards at the end of all free funding guaranteed top-of-the-line everything and fame and fortune awaits. The 4th Reich truly had a rotating lexicon of con artist performers dying to kill in order to get a lead role and more fame and spotlight. Their every movie is either about violence and criminal psychopathy or victimization which they are "fighting" against. And so, what she did and ordered, with instructions from the men who preceded her this past week the rapists the abusers the violent men and her the violent rapist enabler--so highly awarded for participating in this, Foster has been a very hidden participant but I knew she was involved YEARS ago and her hacking and the usual was rampant for many years when she was awarded a top prize for a movie NO ONE TALKS ABOUT NOW but she "won" for having participated in the assault against me. The theme of the movie was about unjust incarceration from U.S. Government terrorist illegal unconstitutional lack of Habeus Corpus, a theme I HAD WRITTEN OF in my FAcebook years of writing subjects and topics which this group of mostly blonde Nazis have stolen and gone to the Oscars for, never paid a cent and giggled laughed as I was poisoned beaten raped by the men who they claim they are fighting against in the rape culture but absolutely enthralled to align with to attack me, taking the role of male rapist abuser domestic violence womanizer misogynist--all so enthused about the role. The Blacks deflect the label of racism onto me, and while they also gleefully participate in a white supremacy hate crime against me, if I react in any defensive way and point out that they are behaving like the stereotype mind programmed slaves of a plantation suddenly I am the problem of all racism they rush to use a few things I said in rage after years of torture to justify more years of brutality violence and telling me I have to submit to my "superiors" they told me, the white pig ape scum and shit who have stolen my ideas because they lack any other mentality but lying hate acquisition and entitlement posturing Nazi model sleazy violent psychopath programming for the world.

 My finger, which Tom Hardy had sliced to the bone a few days ago, had been sliced under the infected cuticle because they are also smearing chemicals and fungus into the wounds they create--to poison me endlessly. My body is mottled from chemicals and poisons smeared on my skin and then injected into my body, every single day.


They do something to the protection I wear to try to stop the mechanical arms from slithering underneath all the wrist bands and protection which can sometimes stop the mutilation and smearing of damaging skin chemicals into my blood stream and into my body and marring my body and hands and skin---every single day, and the effect is permanent scarring of my fingers hands arms and my legs have been poisoned injected there are red scars from eruptions of something they put on my skin and then tattooed so it would remain a scarred zone on my thights--etec etc etc


all this so she can be portrayed as a compassionate, caring loving individual waiting for her close-up at the Oscars once more. 

I try to ignore her and all of them but the drugging literally acts with the zone of microchip implants embedded all along my spine from over 3 surgeries that mutilated and they also fractured my spine as well, and implanted into my throat my brain my spine and not sure wherever else they have just sliced cut and marred me my entire body by now is completely covered with blemishes and scars from this group of nasty women who want me to be the victim of the hate men have demonstrated against them for being competitive, and the claim of being feminist has to be softened against the hate and wrath of the rape culture "men" so they point me as the victim to take the wrath of the male power agenda of rape entitlement, and the women are paid to act like abusive violent rapist men mutilating torturing--and I can't ignore them the drugs literally block my breathing and self-control--they attack my central nervous system so I am like on a dialysis machine my body is caught in a web of electronic shock to my body and brain I can't just ignore it. 

And so, I will try again tonight to not take off the protection they press into my hands so I take off all the protection for my hands and fingers in a deep drugged sleep state--rush to the bathroom, feeling so alert that I really believe I am going to get up and telling myself not to sleep or go back to bed. Then after urinating the drugs, feeling almost instantly sick and like I am going to pass out in sickness--from a freshly injected adrenaline or meth-sort of alert "high" to a sick toxic shock nausea that is so pervasive I must lay down in utter sickness and exhaustion after having urinated it into my blood stream.

Then the further drugging into my blood stream, I believe they are doing, into my fingers my cuticles are sliced into with sharp knives or instruments raising the cuticles so there are huge welts, red and swollen and I can see little "holes' dug into my cuticles and I am then in an extremely drugged state and teleported to the hell they are inflicting to "traumatize" me--and this has gone on literally every day (night I mean) for over 15 years or longer--

when the mafia people get on board it because murder scenes and what appears to be cadavers hanging in places --they don't look like mannequins but I can never tell for sure--it looks very realistic.


And so, they keep poisoning me to death and trying to break my spirit my brain my mind with abuse and hate. That is their "psy-ops" programming for "mind control" but they all act in the exact same manner like absolutely brainwashed bots.

And all so they can portray themselves as loving, beautiful spirits helping like---in movies, boring mostly forgettable movies, when they get great success due to the ideas they steal from me, then they are paid to make sequels. Some of them have relied on annual sequels for movies that they came out with 20 years ago, and still coming out with sequels after they got a hold of this contract. They don't steal ideas from me because I don't write about macho rape culture men very often with any concept they could use to promote how savvy and sexually macho they are my ideas are of course condemning their rape culture and the women they use to inflict their rage and hate upon me so they can be "accepted" into the male rape culture milieu of the entertainment (and the political) realms of hate control manipulation and it is now turning into a despotic tyrannical regime, due to the influence on Washington, D.C. all the former leaders want to have their book tours their book deals they want to produce movies and be seen as theatrical and endlessly get that applause they are addicted to from their years of mismanaging the economy to such a degree that while they are getting tax breaks the country is boiling in frog-in-boiling-water syndrome now at boiling point yet the frog can't tell who the person putting up the heat for the public to boil in, is any longer. They still can't differentiate the really hateful enemies who are absolutely hateful towards those who are their "fans" who are not part of a wealth power base. 

But so it goes on. The murder of  me through poisoning continues. That it's not horrific stinking hardening bloating poisons so much at this point is a pointless argument to make if anyone would claim, as Hegseth did with anger with the lie so that I could not easily fight endlessly all the hate and vitriol he and everyone else is pouring out onto me (with their females right next to them giggly and delighted to have me as their surrogate abuse partner).Yes, the drugging is a form of murder for it's been forced into my very sick toxic shocked body every night in this manner plus hours of yelling slapping death threats with me unable to control my reactions which always gets the culprit more praise and lead roles in movies for having drugged poisoned abused and done sick and nasty sleazy things violent, really on an emotional level of a petty tyrant murderous bigot lynch mob low-IQ type personality this is what has been put into every feminist role every political leadership for years out of this contract.


Look at the result just look at the disaster that has been caused by everyone having allowed this to continue. And it's stil continuing nevertheless.

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Non-stop, literally hours per day of "tears" forced out of my eyes due to the throat and (brain/nervous system) set of integrated (non-consensual) microchip implants forcing tears, tears down my destroyed skin around my eyes, cheeks and yelling screaming death threats hate mafia nazis surrounding me, taking a break from their "liberal" posturing in front of media photo-op fame 15 minutes per day for them---censorship for me and tears, tears forced out. While eating tears streaming out of my damaged eyes, my eyesight deteriorated years ago from tears and tears. Always it's one person who is in the "room" of mass-surveillance torture who is always there when the tear torture lasts for hours, non-stop. He hopes to "win" a huge prize and has already obtained probably a ton of money due to his endless torture, abuse and rape abuse death threats bringing in every body possible in the radius of his Californication secret enclave of torturing me-for-profit-and-promotion. The biggest hit in H-wood since sliced coke was doled out in parties that still lingers in addiction to instant gratification and grinding teeth for gritty grandizing self of course but a collective.//His name? Well, he's hoping to rule the land and the world by clinging onto having my face destroyed. Tears forced out of my eyes non-stop since 2011. It used to be pouring tears for hours, usually while I was driving (soft murder attempt no hesitation in saying this). //He's always there when this happens. His wife called me a prostitute for questioning her "feminist" claims while making documentaries on the subject. I have not watched them trying not to evoke the grasping hate clawing at me which is omnipresent every second of every nanosecond of my existence, in particular for watching 5-minute clips of these celebrities, politicians and etc who hack their videos on my youtube channel. I glue my mind to youtube to block out their subliminal although audible voices screaming every kind of insult and death threat at various audible levels directly into my brain as tears are pouring out tears while I am eating tears my eyes blurry can't read without glasses (used to have near perfect eyesight which lasted until the non-stop hours per day, day after day, month after month, year after year tears torture until it literally felt like my eyeballs were going to slide out of my head and potentially they can achieve this grotesque torture--also they can make your heart "explode" and etc with what I have read but never seen exposed as "microwave" torture which combined (not exclusively) with microchip implants (not sure if the interface is necessary or not or if they can simply induce a heart attack, a fatal attack, by microwave in and of itself as the energy source or even if microwave is the sole tech responsible for heart palpitations--they used to do this I wrote about it and at least that has been abated but not completely stopped--they torture me with heart palpitations still always when I am opening a letter from an agency which revolves around my survival as they also have attacked me using that route as well). ///This person is going to leave his officious office in January, 2027 but will he still be torturing me and bringing in various euro-hate people who he hands me over to RAPE BEAT rob and torture yelling death threats at me. They play these roles in movies and then enact the murderous aspects they play as heroes fighting for society to protect. I could go on the food chain effect of this as it's only one part of a chain of influencer activity which defies integrity. //My face has become very sagged downwards due to this tears torture. They also have used tech to literally force my lips and cheeks to be "pulled downwards" thus making my face appear very sad, tragic and marred the skin is destroyed from the salt and (base or acidic not sure should look it up) endless deteriorating content of the artificial tears. This forced tears torture also affects the mucus so there are knobs of "snot" in my nose and in the breathing apparatus which do not come out with just the normal nose-blowing or anything I must literally "pick" my nose to get these glue-globular globs out of my nose so air is not constricted. Just using a tissue to try to unglue this mucus out of my nose will not get it out. The substance is unnatural since the origin is unnatural. I write this because eventually I need to breathe since at night I must protect my mouth from their mechanical arms literally slicing gum tissue out of my jawline, my gum tissue they have cut it to the bone on my lower jaw. Eventually I had to devise a sleep wear apparatus so they can't so easily cut my gum tissue. When I collapse from toxic shock from the poisons they put in my body (all my life) I am unable to move after a certain point I must "collapse" on my bed and then they jab metal objects under my teeth like pricking instead of cutting what is barely left of the gum tissue. They also smear stinking greasy hair-removal substances into my hair and on the scalp so hair is constantly falling out if I don't protect my hair which has been happening very often for the past 6 months due to the extreme toxicity of the poisons in my back which are like an endless hell of trying to soften and get out. It is endless the poisons are rock-hard and bits expand, making me appear bloated (the terrorists who poisoned me for years then make jokes about my body when it is so bloated, while I am naked in my private space totally not private in other words, observing me naked making jokes about the mutilations and body disfiguration they forced on me using drugs and poisons in addition to the phsical scars covering my body. I have only elaborated slightly on a few). This man is a Democrat making all promises of defending the country from the ravages of the current system which is endorsing him through the celebrities who put the current into power but make all public claims of hating and "fighting" him. I have, as anyone can see, stopped writing in this format on blogger but nevertheless the hours of yelling death threat-laden abuse from rows of celebrities, mafia and political nazi-affiliated every party line and position in the spectrum sit abusing and glaring at me as under extreme brutal death threats (from mafia out of NYC, so accustomed to partnering with celebrities and political power structure that they are reliable attack systems intended to traumatize and torture people as proxy for the white bigots who have formed their civilian death squads and attack dogs out of these types of people who range from every culture and skin color race but this particular group is particularly brutal as they are proud and contemptuous about their entitlement to be the vicious death-threat and worse system which the blondies use them for. It's a symbiotic relationship but has been in function for decades. It's Mussolini and Hitler just in a macro level, in esssence. This man continuously always there when the tears torture is enacted has been part of at least 5 rapes of me in the past year and a half and enjoys it. His wife calls me a prostitute and they are trying to become the ultimate leaders of the United States after he leaves office in a few months.//My face is ravaged and destroyed in order to reverse the damage he himself with his selfish hate and greed has inflicted upon me (yes I said "NO"" to being sexually used and exploited by him. His feminist wife must have thwarted him from raping me so he got Germans and English to do it as his proxy. They are then welcomed into H-wood to become the "liberal" spokespeople along with the already established euro-=nazi cartel to enlarge the scope of their money-incentive puppy roll over and rape system. I am merely advocating for human rights, my rights and for payment for ideas stolen by the multi-millionaires and billionaires who have tortured ideas out of me. I stopped writing my ideas years ago so they torture me with horrific death threats and violent abuse. In deep sleep teleportation while I am extremely ill from yet another round of detoxing horrific poison which enlarges, takes over my body in the liquified state after having cemented into a hard plug shape and then expanding (it requires about 3 days after a huge, hard plug finally breaks out of the endless huge "shelf" of poison literally coating my spine, attached to my hip, extending down my crooked legs and up into my skull into my brain from the microchip implant(s). //My face is sunken in ward from the tears and the endless hate yelling and abuse they force on me nightly and daily. //They never stop literally never, ever stop attacking me tears always so I can't look in the mirror any longer my face shape has been so distorted it is pathetic and horrid to see the damage. It's all over my body they have used this system to deform me for decades. But this man and his feminist blonde wife are just endlessly forcing this torture on me and then when I am picking my nose so I can breathe at night, because I must cover my mouth and firmly wrap around string-like ropes so the mechanical arms can't breach my home-made protection gear (hand-sewn and made for this purpose) they also smear stinking permanently staining stench into the nose and mouth area and in every area where my nose can breathe in the stink that they spray and put on my clothing literally every day this is done. I am perpetually cleaning so my room doesn't perpetually stink even though I have open windows to air out the room.

  Then after the death threats by an "expert" (mafia out of NYC) telling me that he can get the poisons out of my back--just knifi...