Sunday, April 20, 2025

I'm still the target of a covert murder operation albeit the tactics of murder are more "cloaked" by the pretense that "just drugging" me every single day for decades is not a form of Murder, per se, plus endless hate physical violence sexual abuse every kind of positive energy I might feel every morning and afternoon for over 8 hours per day is met with non-stop surveillance hate attacks by one lascivious racist hate energy-draining abuser famous "warm and wonderful charitable caring" personality after the next: Frantically, frenetically hissing with racist epithets, sneers slaps yelling abuse insults sexual comments while I am undressed and mutilation and drugging (poisoning at this point the super-saturation of being drugged non-stop for decades is poison along with actual poison they all have laughed about having injected into my body--because I watched a Black Mirror episode that Jodie Foster directed, which I had no foreknowledge of, I thought it was an English production (which of course, much of this contract out on me is from the English Crown and their cohorts): hissing, slapping abusing for hours, but the real thing that enabled her to get her promotion was by having me injected, as they do every single night into my bladder, under my sleep clothing, my head wrapped so they can't make me bald any longer, my feet wrapped in multiple layers so they can't slice into the skin between my toes, to the bone, any longer. My hands in layers of wrappings to stop them, but I almost literally cannot stop this--the endless 14 years of my cuticles being sliced, injected into my bloodstream poisons or thye are just mutilating I don't know the delivery method exactly but absolutely they are injecting liquids into my bladder, inserting a hose or something through my .....posterior cavity aka genitalia up into my bladder--every single night, literally night-after-night they force me to have to get up and urinate the drugs are then coursing into whatever system that absorbs the injected drugs--always after I get up in the dark black of night, regardless of never drinking or anything for hours before bed--every single night this happens. I feel alert like I am on methamphetamines my body is telling me that I am wide awake--shocked with speed or whatever they are drugging me with. I get up, urinate, go back and after the liquids and poisons pass into my lymphatic system or however it is then more absorbed into my body's absorption system, I am then SICK and so ill I must lay down in utter exhaustion, almost within a 10 minute time span, but always after urinating the poisons in the drug cocktail injected through my vagina into my bladder are just speed, then after elimination the poisons absorbed into my blood stream, I am then very woozy, sick, ,exhausted and must lay down in utter pain and sickness--once I lay down within 5 seconds I am into a state of utter blackness void=--the technology aimed into my body and brain from the room directly beneath mine puts me into instant unconsciousness--which they do every time I detox and am so ill I literally fall unconscious due to the toxic shock to my body from years of poisons injected inserted and poured into food which is congealed and comes out like murder but I am barely able to tolerate it due to a lifetime of it in my body, injected and poisoned every day or almost every day of m life. I am then teleported to hate, homelessness, death, murder, abuse, rape and stupid sick creepy sleazy creeps just surrounding me abusing and mentally ill psychopath terror trauma skits inflicted upon me by the celebrities so they can be awarded their top "Humanitarian" movie concepts that they also steal from me and my years of writing about the evils and ills of this group which they belong to and their actions and mentality and other general topics. This morning was no different from the very violent men who have raped beaten and assaulted me. Foster is supposedly one of the lesbian "feminists" and while like all the rest, they are coached in the lingo of the victim plight status, and their movies are constantly about women's issues. But when it comes to having a victim out of necessity in order to deflect all abuse upon someone else, like all the rest of the 4th Reich women of all skin colors and affiliations, the hate and viciousness instantly projected onto me is deadly and vituperative to a highest degree. The more hateful dehumanizing murderous racist Nazi they behave the higher the stakes for their lead roles appearances and assured top awards at the end of all free funding guaranteed top-of-the-line everything and fame and fortune awaits. The 4th Reich truly had a rotating lexicon of con artist performers dying to kill in order to get a lead role and more fame and spotlight. Their every movie is either about violence and criminal psychopathy or victimization which they are "fighting" against. And so, what she did and ordered, with instructions from the men who preceded her this past week the rapists the abusers the violent men and her the violent rapist enabler--so highly awarded for participating in this, Foster has been a very hidden participant but I knew she was involved YEARS ago and her hacking and the usual was rampant for many years when she was awarded a top prize for a movie NO ONE TALKS ABOUT NOW but she "won" for having participated in the assault against me. The theme of the movie was about unjust incarceration from U.S. Government terrorist illegal unconstitutional lack of Habeus Corpus, a theme I HAD WRITTEN OF in my FAcebook years of writing subjects and topics which this group of mostly blonde Nazis have stolen and gone to the Oscars for, never paid a cent and giggled laughed as I was poisoned beaten raped by the men who they claim they are fighting against in the rape culture but absolutely enthralled to align with to attack me, taking the role of male rapist abuser domestic violence womanizer misogynist--all so enthused about the role. The Blacks deflect the label of racism onto me, and while they also gleefully participate in a white supremacy hate crime against me, if I react in any defensive way and point out that they are behaving like the stereotype mind programmed slaves of a plantation suddenly I am the problem of all racism they rush to use a few things I said in rage after years of torture to justify more years of brutality violence and telling me I have to submit to my "superiors" they told me, the white pig ape scum and shit who have stolen my ideas because they lack any other mentality but lying hate acquisition and entitlement posturing Nazi model sleazy violent psychopath programming for the world.

 My finger, which Tom Hardy had sliced to the bone a few days ago, had been sliced under the infected cuticle because they are also smearing chemicals and fungus into the wounds they create--to poison me endlessly. My body is mottled from chemicals and poisons smeared on my skin and then injected into my body, every single day.


They do something to the protection I wear to try to stop the mechanical arms from slithering underneath all the wrist bands and protection which can sometimes stop the mutilation and smearing of damaging skin chemicals into my blood stream and into my body and marring my body and hands and skin---every single day, and the effect is permanent scarring of my fingers hands arms and my legs have been poisoned injected there are red scars from eruptions of something they put on my skin and then tattooed so it would remain a scarred zone on my thights--etec etc etc


all this so she can be portrayed as a compassionate, caring loving individual waiting for her close-up at the Oscars once more. 

I try to ignore her and all of them but the drugging literally acts with the zone of microchip implants embedded all along my spine from over 3 surgeries that mutilated and they also fractured my spine as well, and implanted into my throat my brain my spine and not sure wherever else they have just sliced cut and marred me my entire body by now is completely covered with blemishes and scars from this group of nasty women who want me to be the victim of the hate men have demonstrated against them for being competitive, and the claim of being feminist has to be softened against the hate and wrath of the rape culture "men" so they point me as the victim to take the wrath of the male power agenda of rape entitlement, and the women are paid to act like abusive violent rapist men mutilating torturing--and I can't ignore them the drugs literally block my breathing and self-control--they attack my central nervous system so I am like on a dialysis machine my body is caught in a web of electronic shock to my body and brain I can't just ignore it. 

And so, I will try again tonight to not take off the protection they press into my hands so I take off all the protection for my hands and fingers in a deep drugged sleep state--rush to the bathroom, feeling so alert that I really believe I am going to get up and telling myself not to sleep or go back to bed. Then after urinating the drugs, feeling almost instantly sick and like I am going to pass out in sickness--from a freshly injected adrenaline or meth-sort of alert "high" to a sick toxic shock nausea that is so pervasive I must lay down in utter sickness and exhaustion after having urinated it into my blood stream.

Then the further drugging into my blood stream, I believe they are doing, into my fingers my cuticles are sliced into with sharp knives or instruments raising the cuticles so there are huge welts, red and swollen and I can see little "holes' dug into my cuticles and I am then in an extremely drugged state and teleported to the hell they are inflicting to "traumatize" me--and this has gone on literally every day (night I mean) for over 15 years or longer--

when the mafia people get on board it because murder scenes and what appears to be cadavers hanging in places --they don't look like mannequins but I can never tell for sure--it looks very realistic.


And so, they keep poisoning me to death and trying to break my spirit my brain my mind with abuse and hate. That is their "psy-ops" programming for "mind control" but they all act in the exact same manner like absolutely brainwashed bots.

And all so they can portray themselves as loving, beautiful spirits helping like---in movies, boring mostly forgettable movies, when they get great success due to the ideas they steal from me, then they are paid to make sequels. Some of them have relied on annual sequels for movies that they came out with 20 years ago, and still coming out with sequels after they got a hold of this contract. They don't steal ideas from me because I don't write about macho rape culture men very often with any concept they could use to promote how savvy and sexually macho they are my ideas are of course condemning their rape culture and the women they use to inflict their rage and hate upon me so they can be "accepted" into the male rape culture milieu of the entertainment (and the political) realms of hate control manipulation and it is now turning into a despotic tyrannical regime, due to the influence on Washington, D.C. all the former leaders want to have their book tours their book deals they want to produce movies and be seen as theatrical and endlessly get that applause they are addicted to from their years of mismanaging the economy to such a degree that while they are getting tax breaks the country is boiling in frog-in-boiling-water syndrome now at boiling point yet the frog can't tell who the person putting up the heat for the public to boil in, is any longer. They still can't differentiate the really hateful enemies who are absolutely hateful towards those who are their "fans" who are not part of a wealth power base. 

But so it goes on. The murder of  me through poisoning continues. That it's not horrific stinking hardening bloating poisons so much at this point is a pointless argument to make if anyone would claim, as Hegseth did with anger with the lie so that I could not easily fight endlessly all the hate and vitriol he and everyone else is pouring out onto me (with their females right next to them giggly and delighted to have me as their surrogate abuse partner).Yes, the drugging is a form of murder for it's been forced into my very sick toxic shocked body every night in this manner plus hours of yelling slapping death threats with me unable to control my reactions which always gets the culprit more praise and lead roles in movies for having drugged poisoned abused and done sick and nasty sleazy things violent, really on an emotional level of a petty tyrant murderous bigot lynch mob low-IQ type personality this is what has been put into every feminist role every political leadership for years out of this contract.


Look at the result just look at the disaster that has been caused by everyone having allowed this to continue. And it's stil continuing nevertheless.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.