Passed out from toxic shock after one very simple stretch---pushing the huge hard "shelf" of hard poisons embedded throughout my spine extending into my skull---pulling on it with 100% strength 100% concentration--fell into a deep sickness sleep clutching my head (in my sleep) the terrorists gouged under my cuticle while I was in this state--(put into unconsciousness from the technology situated directly underneath my immovable bed frame on the floor below--rendering my brain into a "delta" unconscious state so they can slash, if they can break in my room personally and rape and mutilate me I feel nothing can't wake up. Another huge red swollen gouge under fingers that have been gouged literally night-after-night for over a decade--fighting every day to protect my hands and body and life from these break-ins from both humans and mechanical arms. The hate group cut my money off but just to try to find another place to live with solid walls and not panels that can be opened from any side is impossible at this point. Has been forever. All earnings continuously cut off with systematic blocks to all earning and all financial solvency. Now all I saved is being destroyed with no way to reinstate my benefits from the disability they forced upon me and kept poisoning me with intention to put me in a coma so they could teleport and rape me without any fight on my part (Stallone's Partner Nicola Siervo wanted that) and just paralyzed so they could continue to torture and ask me for ideas (shitalina and pig ape pitt wanted that). I now remain sliced up mutilated my body out of alignment forced into an internal hard compressed shape, as I fight to get it out people who have had me poisoned with intention to murder me paralyze me and put me in a coma are sitting there with Baryishnikov as they all are drooling at more awards for themselves and their children their friends and their careers endlessly exalted they are poisoning torturing murdering me as the politicians jump to join in. They cut off my disability no one is even beginning to address the lies they have forced upon me, leaving me with a letter stating that my benefits are reinstated but they are suspended---no answers when I phone the field office (Little River in MIami) except that they did it "wrong" and have to do it again and are pressuring me to have another person terrorize me as the other agent did in late February. I remain in a stasis while the torture mutilation and the murdering hateful bigots are still teleporting me at my most vulnerable (exercising to heal) while they FORCE themselves on me sitting staring with hate and greed to control and exploit as I scream to get off me for the 15th YEAR in a row to get off get off. Every time I am exercising which I must do to try to save my life, they force their hate upon me telling me that they are "helping" me as I scream to go away after years of saying go away go away and they remain ,telling me that abusing me is the payment I have to pay for their "Help". Once I collapse from most of my energy sucked out by all the hate they pour on me eveyr single night and day while I am sleeping, freshly drugged as the death threats and hate and "bitch loser kill you bitch etc" goes on and on with the voice-to-skull as I try to do my things in the morning and spending hours putting away all the layers of protection I Must wrap around my head feet hands arms and cleaning the stinking filth they have poured into my room and body and to try to heal--only for a world of hateful nasty parasitic creeps attacking me so I can't obtain anything can't even get the disability benefits that they forced on me now---and they are so repulsive to ugly so ignorant so ugly so dirty these celebrities and politicians so beneath al that I really am as they claim that I am the horrid low thing---but I never wanted anything to do with people like them and it is they who are forcing their filthy ugliness on me and not the other way around. For me wanting better than this and my life to be restored, they are cutting offmy money and the mutilation and abuse continues without end. If anyone is wondering how America is in such a state of disrepair I can only state that reading my posts for all these years is an accurate reflection of the gutter chaos they inflict and what level they truly are on--the result is despair their greed and sleazy filth is in a commonality of selfish lying creepy people put into positions of power but acting with such careful training in how to be presented as to the opposite.

 The yelling, sneering contemptuous Field Agent from the Little River Field Office (Social Security) yelled at me that the stimulus money I saved will have to be paid in a cashiers check to his office in person--(advising me, not directing me to do that) and that all the money in my account that i saved (also every month I saved money) will be paid to them---the student loan money I saved, which is federal and I am allowed to have it, but I was "supposed to spend it" and so they yelled that I must pay all in one cashiers check before they reinstate my benefits. But they sent a letter stating my benefits are reinstated but $10 dollars will be deduced from a 2002 overpayment that I had already dealt with back in 2002---they added another $400 to that amount without me having any ability to contest that and then suspended my benefits but stated in the official letter that the benefits are reinstated.

The people at that field office, everyone on the phone, is so nasty I can't help but conclude that DOGE told them that if they lie and discriminate against me their jobs would be safe, I presume that to be something similar to how and why the entire department is behaving like crooks. 

The little minor things I have done to save money and save my life has made it impossible for me to deal with this situation. My family chock full of attorneys is only interested in also exploiting me so I have zero options. Senators, Representatives are yelling "dirty Jew" at me for having fought the abuse and oppression of Hegseth (pigseth hogseth etc etc a dirty sleazy filthy ignoramus thug, and his house reps so full of yelling impassioned bs for the public, attacked by blacks fighting to defend the Nazi tattooed thug Hogseth so they can also get their deals out of this contract---like the Latinos at the Little River Social Security Field office also the minority minions serving their shit white supremacy bigot pig apes they adore and nearly worship with blind obedience and really stupid racist bigotry).

I could only receive Supplement Security Disability due to the fracturing of my spine that was done while I was drugged and in a delta comatose sleep state back in 1987 or 1988 in San Francisco. I went to bed a little sore from the string of microchip implants along my surgeried spine forcing my legs to pop up at a 90-degree angle while running to work--falling but not even limping just sore-the next day the metal rod that had been implanted in my spine after scoliosis surgeries due to the hardening poisons that put my body out of alignment (plus people putting my spine out of alignment while I was in deep sleep, as has been done to me here in this condo where I am now, so I know this was done to me from a very early age at least from age 12 onwards by my family or people going into my room using the brain implant comatose sleep state)

so in essence, my family ordered this to be done to me when I was about 24 years old or maybe 25, so I could NEVER achieve anything they denied me health care screamed that I was pretending and etc and would not help me for anything as they viciously tried to exploit me and did so to obtain a promotion for my mother's brother Bill and his fledgling desktop publishing magazine Echo---and he obtained his promotion and removed his partner using extremely violent means but through using the legal system and my mother went through her extreme violence schizms and the rest is me fighting for my life ever since as the poisoning and mutilations and the attacks on my body and lack of health care have been non-stop ever since.They are trying to force me to return toAmerica so not only my family can make sure I am dying and they can collect on this contract, and the shit from Whorewood and the filthy shit from Congress can do the same.

They are trying to force a baby out of me but the pig ape shit pig shitalina pitt team had part of my uterus cut out back in 2014 or so, plus non-stop mutilations and torture and non-stop murder attempt poisoning non-stop never-ending

They were aware that my money was going to be cut off at least a year ago, and the rigging of the last election from the perspective of what I have personally witnessed from the smug and dirty lying politicians to the celebrities really proves this as well. They had the controlled opposition stating (Marc Elias, for example) that they really had their finger on the security of the election. It is seriously doubtful that they were being honest they are just the controlled opposition. They hacked their bs continuously onto my youtube channel to a point of nausia because the yapping yelling of this fake about the integrity he yelled out that he was a part of but kept freezing and hacking non-stop his crap onto my channel and I have heard that statisticians stating analyses of the voting results do not configure to the rest of the down ballot votes and/or to the demographics for the state and etc. Like widely out of sync with actual voting preferences and data. Etc.

But they were all prepared for Trump to "win" and they were assuring me that I would have "no choice" but to do whatever they are trying to suck out of me forever and ever and ever. Not a single penny paid to me for the years of these sleazy shit whore skanks stealing my concepts about woman and disparity and sexism they have been paid in millions or billions, when I wrote in my blog that they had stolen my concepts (i.e dirty stupid ugly sick maggot robber with the barbie concepts that were very much stolen from my concepts and writing) she had me raped by English filth apes who are now featured in movies while they weren't before (not for many years and they obtained this entrance into this hate contract by hacking their crap onto music videos from alternative bands I was listening to because I wanted no more mainstream pig ape shit like them, so they hacked their filth onto the videos I watched to get away from them and that gave them "permission" to brutally rape me in front of the dirty ugly sick shit whores shitalina and dirty maggot robber (barbie fake) as they laughed and were complimented by the "I'm so Jewish fighting to protect Jews from Nazis" Ben Shapiro, et al.

So I remain with the stimulus money that I saved I have to spend in order to not be homeless, no way to earn money. All I do is backspace to get the words to print out, hacking makes anything and everything impossible. No matter what antivirus or how many times I spend hours resetting the system, it is blocked within 10 minutes of use and even before I use the internet it is hacked.