Monday, April 28, 2025

Living in a techno-terror hell zone cubicle destroyed, stinking, filthy, creeps on all sides attacking my every thought and reaction----tried to get into my laptop for over 50 minutes---a miracle that after ONE day of having done a 3-hour reset function (Windows 10) today the hacking blocked opening the browser for over 10 minutes while I was in a sprint mode to get something immediate done. I was feeling very ill from the POISONS INJECTED INTO MY BLADDER THIS MORNING by the filth apes from Whroewood and Congress (and now the Military wing of the 4th Reich on all "sides"). I remembered I had to do something online IMMEDIATELY which never happens to me because for years every single thing I have attempted has been blocked and inaccessible except for fighting to pound words out daily to get anyone to stop this. Every time hacked my connection stopped. Today an unusual amount of spinning and "Updates" went on for over 15 minutes as I fought to open my browser, use the internet and log into one single site to stop an action that required haste and immediacy. Instead, the hackers caused 15 minutes of "updates" which of course was a hack, not a hypothetical paranoia on my part, which is supported by the fact that when the spinning and updates finally stopped after 15 minutes, of spinning, the system turning on and off (this morning it also freaked out with suspending log in due to some unnecessary block to access) and then, finally after all the spinning, the wifi connection which had been on during the "updates" (and I closed off all updates on this system, by the way, this almost never happens with random updates like this when I try to turn the system on. The terrorists in the room beneath mine, on this Sunday, are very aware of my every thought and action as their surveillance is on 24/7 for the weekends, every weekend the internet is even more impossible to use than during weekday work hours and at certain times of the night and early morning.//They turned the WiFi system off (remotely while my router was still "on" and the signal showed it was "on" --they do this almost constantly every time I manage to get into a working WiFi mode it is turned off almost constantly. Today after I managed to get into the urgent site, once I finally got into the page as it slowed down, all systems stopping operating the entire system was turned off but all lights on router on and the signal showed it was "on". I had to turn the router off, wait for the forever for all to turn on again (that also is slowed down) and after I waited, the system turned on for less than one or two seconds and then was turned off again. I had to rush to turn the router off again, at the other end of this horrid stinking dirty room they have turned into a near toxic zone of stinking filth and everything slashed into, all in shreds, ripped, stains everywhere the room top to botom floor to ceiling--this atmosphere I live in---they have forced onto me---I got the router on again, I clicked on the site now rushing before it was too late, by that time it had been 20-25 minutes since I turned the computer on, trying to get into ONE SITE. I clicked on it, the page appeared, I began to do the work I need they turned the system off. That was all completed within 30 seconds. I had to rush to the other end of the room and for the 5th time in 25 minutes turn the router off, wait very long for all lights to turn on again, rush to the computer the system was not on. I began screaming because it was potentially costing me money and the pig apes turned my money flow off to stop me from being independent of murder rape torture and shit whores endlessly feeding offmy ideas. I got onto the internet and finally established the link I needed so I would not be charged the $5 that is precious to me by now--and saw the hacks of the shit whores who have been torturing me out of Whorewood for years, one of which has made billions off one single set of concepts regarding a feminist Barbie that she stole and had me raped viciously violently by English ape scum actors when I wrote that she had stolen my ideas in my blog---she is now making a sequel to it, after having me mutilated tortured raped and like all the shit whores, laughing and giggling about it stealing my ideas and making a huge production of my concepts based on glamorizing her, when I was writing about what shit whores like her really are---andlike the blonde bigot pig ape pitt male who has been stealing ideas the once upon a time in whorewood was based on my writing about charles manson, but like all the shit whores of this group,, they turned it completely upside down into glorification of pig ape pitt and bypassing almost completely the concdept I had written in regard to manson and whorewood, and now that pig scum parasite is on part 2 of the same theme. TArantalatino is coming out with kill bill pt 4 based literally off the idea he tortured out of me through concentration camp murder death threats for saying no to providing this pig scum with more idaes--he had already stolen ideas prior to that but at the momen I am just sickened by them all and my memory for the endless list of ttacks celebrities politicians and the concepts stolen and the now HOUR of fighting to use the internet during a time when I really had to get on within 5 minutes. It took 35 or 40 minutes to accomplish what I think noramlly takes less than 5 minutes for almost everybody else--turning on the router and the laptop, opening a browser and getting into a site and clicking one box. I reman with my money cut off, the shit creeps in the rooms beneath mine responsible for following orders to make my HOME a stinking hell hole of durty foul stench black filth sprayed everywhere brown goo muck everywhere and all the time, every day as I was screaing out of frustration, because they have turned my financial and career life into a null and void death trap situation---I never scream or get upset because I know I ahve the entire fucking day to wait and I will miss out on no business matters--losing money is an every day thing with this group of shit who have made and profited off destroying my body and life and happiness and stealing my cat poisoning my body and they have been paid in millions and billions and they are having military thugs threaten to kill me as they once more are laughing and giggling, as they ahve been doing for years and years while using my ideas which are free for them to steal from this Nazi group putting all this filth into power. The creeps began shouting on their patio angrily because I was shouting in my room at the computer enraged about al this discrimination--they then began giggling like the filthy shit from whorewood who engage in torture and feed off it while stealing my ideas while making sure I an't funcion in society on any level and am stuck now they went through their conscript Trump to have social security and the pentagon threaten my life, simultaneously.

 Woke up in the last 90 minutes after more than 13 hours of sickness sleep--my fingers gouged while sleeping in utter exhaustion sickness from poisoning and drugging that is non-stop for the sake of scumbag filth and sleaze glorified by a defunct government of lying filth shit and sleaze incompetency--greed abounds that is the prevailing  constitution at this point in history. Adherence to Nazi and Mafia mentality is the modus operandi and all who are in power have been indoctrinated in false dissemination to anything other.


I was very sick yesterday when I wrote about screaming to get the 5-minute task done after 40 minutes of hackers blocking every function. Instantly after finally getting it done, writing to the blank nothing that is the structure of the world now, as people sit reading smirking and can't wait to join in to this torture scheme so every mediocrity can be put into power, every lying filth scum and minority minion praising it's lying sleazy dirty a$$=groveling celebrity "representing" nothing but gratuitous mental plantation mentality glorified in all respects.


Hacked as usual onto my page was another pair of "victims' of racism but in the U.S. government political line-up of the clown-show to promote fascist Nazism in any way possible. Urging their constituents NOT to protest vehemently as they were discouraged from joning into the "Hands off" protests, swarths of videos by blacks enumerating how the police would get involved if blacks participate in these nationwide protests but to remain mute and defer from openly protesting the policies which "they" fought to obtain supposedly for more social services

instead, GO TO CHURCH AND PRAY so the upcoming Reconciliation Bill, not mentioned by name so the ignorance could be more embedded, into just calling it "a horrible unjust Bill" and talking about going to Church, their backgrounds in going to Church under dictate by their mothers (never fathers mentioned, in the mandatory weekly Church services which indoctrinated the men into---not fighting for the Bills openly in public and remaining mute but going to Church instead---hoping for Church relief hoping for the donations from charity I presume while the Bills are passed because of the quiet acceptance of the people supposedly most in peril from the Bill's passing? Mentioned also were the bloated buffoons of their "diaspora" who they know have viciously attacked me. Supplant their group for another group which the Nazis want to completely exterminate and have made this public policy for decades (centuries, millennia) and viola! the worst of their representation in this repsect are mentioned in the same breath as going to Church, and how sanctified they are under this context. 

I am so gullible due to the drugging that the need for any authenticity on the part of the lying bs from Congress I want to grasp onto as if the country is not fully controlled through brainwashing by all the minions of the 4th Reich death squad group. I had clicked on subscribe because included were many other sub-culture groups invited to join them on the Capitol steps, sitting in their fashionable black attire and loudly elaborating on how they must "fight" the power---as I know, even the man responsible for having made that sentence famous was the most violently ugly next to the white supremacists in Whorewood murderously glaring in hate at me as I laughed about Whorewood burning, explaining as I have with the bloated black whales I have denounced as being the most perfidious fakes possible the most heinous antisemites the most groveling deferential enablers of Nazism--which these men of congress ushered into the same thought as blacks going to church and praying, pray that the Bills won't pass, but don't f-ing go out and fight the power in the streets because it would tarnish the image of the white affronted who thought that Trump would salvage them from the Biden deception that they also thought would save them from the former Trump deception.

So, I was so ill I was sweating in my sleep, woke up with my body covered but I was cold because the weather is changing and more rainy. It has never happened to me in my life, the depth of the poisons now at a ossified state into the interior of my body as the vicious cowardly military thug just attacked me for his promotion alongside the Jewish bigot who has viciously attacked me using another black fake pretentious "fighter" alongside the white supremacist with the Nazi tattoo of the military with his entire family after the line-up of thugs now featured in extremely violent Nazi thug movies, the blacks and whites all playing macho Nazi retaliation revenge plots about the oppressed justified in brutal massacres--written by the dirty thug who has been attacking me since 1997 alongside the rest of the endless line-up of creeps who have latched on for years and years an dyears and years an dyears and years and decades and decades


can't type and also can't think now

the shit is never going to end. I watched the "mojo ten most movie thrulls coming out" and it was a line-up of the filth macho Nazi shit the black bigot mentioned by the congressmen as being such an honorable media star supporting their "cause"--as they do nothing about this situation forced upon me, and always have--the congressmen yapping for 25 hours yapping into cameras advising the people to do the good plantation thang of just go to church pray and stay away from actual open fighting the power---along with the k-rappers the bullshit proponents fighting fighting the power one million dollar contract at a time.

I am attacked by them in successive daily constant death threat waves of teleportation because I have fought been fighting in actuality the future that they are all working to build--my situation is so cherished that not a single person will do anything to actually not participate in it or stop it all have some greed "artistic" or political career they have to nurture to obtain permission to put out their meaningless and repetitive crap out on using me as the platform of violent death threats poisoning torture mutilation rape


I clicked unsubscribe after realizing how brainwashed I had been, mostly due to the drugging and the non-stop death threats and near death accidents and constant murder from drugging and poisoning and torture on a non-stop nightly and daily basis for non-stop years and decades without a single politician stopping any of it but only jumping to get his/her dirty promotion out of it as well. Can't describe how many hateful sleazy violent Jewish men are involved in this from Congress on the "Left" as well as the ultra violent nasty dirty sleazy sick fascist Nazi politicians on the Repug side

but, I tried to unsubscribe, (also from the black military thug hateful parasitic scum who then hacked his next "article" about what a great intelligence asset he is, since he began hacking his bs onto my youtube and my email, which I have unsubscribed to for the 5th time in the past year----it appeared once more, so I tried to have the filter delete it before it appeared the next time. Maybe that will work.

As for the next lengthy video from the politicians sitting on the front steps of the Capitol building in D.C. describing how going to Church is the solution, and you can also put your reverends into political power I think that suggests--just like the black hateful spiteful bigots who attacked me for years (Farrakhan really for decades he has been a part of this, with rape and absolute abuse and violence)

and, the video kept popping up as the computer was frozen so I had to sit waiting for the system to unfreeze so for the 4th Time in a row I could click the video off. Every time these hacked videos appear on my history list, the parasites obtain more "points' In their promotional aspirations although I click and click and click and unsubscribe just the fact that I had once is enough for them to make it repeat as often as possible. Greedy rats.

The countdown from Mojo's top ten yesterday, the movies coming out, was literally a line-up of the pig ape "men" from Whorewood who have rushed to violently threaten to kill me day after day, taking turns they are all being featured in macho hate murder roles, justified by slights and by "oppression" from the "evil" whom they are fighting. They are evil sleaze filth, now one of them in a movie is being associated with "church" and with religion. that same celebrity is endorsing his political black affiliation partner in crime syndicate pair in Congress and the carry-over of crime, mafia, Nazis and victimization and the "solution" of just pray don't protest remains to keep them all in power. The message is: all you really have to do to obtain power (from within) is to attack me, and Jews so the Nazis can reclaim their former genocidal aspirations. Blacks who are so groveling so antisemitic and the "good" Jews who go along will be exempt (so you are lead to believe, but the historic tales of the Nazi genocidal regime rarely focus on how the Jews who helped put the Nazis into power and assisted in rounding up the Jews to be exterminated were then poisoned or killed subsequently once the task had been mostly completed). I am a product of escapee jews who were and still are viciously enamored with having me and my family attacked as part of the Nazi uprising--one of them has married a black female and they all still support this genocide against me---one of them has participated--his father escaped Nazis out of Vienna in the 30's--(he's still alive). These stories are NEVER told in any history channel, or stupid dumb Nazi-fight movie always glorifying blonde bigots even if they are American the psychology involved in reverse psychological programming has been very well established, and is in constant use in the bowels of the displays of the grasping for power ploys that are used. 

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.